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x-liv25-jamieswife · 2 days

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Hi i read your sad Grayson hcs and can you pls make Jamie's next thanx 💕💕

sad jameson head canons

YES! i love jamie sm, he's the best brother out of the four of them. this might resemble my sad grayson hcs post bc i find them quite similar at their core (i'm gonna make a post about that someday). again, trigger warning for self-harm and suicidal thoughts/attempts. pls don't read this if these things trigger you. i also got kind of tired near the end so the last ones aren't as good as the first ones. hope you like them<3

jameson used to watch his brothers and wonder if he actually belonged in the family with them.

he has random scars all over his body. he tells people they're from his many risky adventures but, in reality, they're self harm scars.

jameson, instead of denying himself food and water like grayson when gets self destructive, just does all of the risky shit he can come up with hoping one of those things would kill him.

when he was 16, he bought pills he was planning on overdosing on. on the day he was supposed to go through with it, though, nash surprised him with a day trip to the beach with his brothers. he had so much fun, he completely forgot about his plans. (there was a smiliar hc in the grayson post i think, but i actually think it might fit jamie better cause gray would feel like he couldn't leave all of his responsibilities behind)

he would use the shards of broken alcohol bottles he broke on purpose to cut himself.

when he gets mad at himself or anxious, he'll pull at his hair really roughly.

grayson once told him to kill himself as a joke, but jamie took it to heart and that's the reason why he has that really long scar on his chest (gray is basically the reason he jumped off of that cliff repeatedly until tobias caught him) (sorry grayson stans i still love gray though)

people who asked him out on dates always broke it off weeks later bc they found him plain and careless (which doesn't make sense bc he's not). jamie put everything he had in these relationships even if they only lasted like a week. they offered him nothing.

i mentioned this in my sad grayson hc post, but i feel like it applies to jamie more; jamie pisses people off on purpose to anger them and make them leave when he gets self-destructive. he secretly hopes someone will see through the act but they never do (except for avery, he doesn't treat her like shit though, but she knows when he does it to others)

jamie, as a kid, was convinced smth was wrong with him. he'd look in the mirror for hours on end wondering why it was so hard for people to love him and truly see him (and for him to love himself).

jamie saw a therapist for a while who prescribed him anti-depressants. she insisted he come back for more visits bc she was afraid he would off himself but he never did.

jamie wants help but doesn't think he deserves it. he thinks he's overreacting most of the time and won't let himself get better.

although it might not look like it, jamie actually tried really hard in school to measure up to xander and gray. he would study is ass off to get grades like xander's and grayson's (he was very very good in school, but never as good as his brothers, and that made him think of himself as unworthy)

jamie's waiting for the day that avery realizes that he's not good enough for her and leaves him, but she reassures him he's stuck with her.

when he gets mad at himself, he goes to their indoor gym and punches the punching bag repeatedly until his knuckles start bleeding (and even then, he might keep going)

he also takes scalding showers as a way to hurt himself (scalding as in might burn his skin off)

he's a nail biter. he also bites the skin around his cuticles when he's feeling really shitty.

he used to listen to the way his grandfather talked to/about his brothers and think that they'd be better off without him (tobias was never as kind to jamie as he was to his brothers).

ever since thea turned everyone against him at school, he sits in the back of the school library during lunch. he looks at the people hanging out with their friends whilst they eat wishing he could be more likeable.

he used to write letters to his father and give them to tobias hoping he'd send them to his father (he never did)

multiple times, while driving, he would consider purposely getting himself in a car crash to not have to deal with himself anymore

he used to ask nash if he was a good enough brother when he was younger. nash died a little bit inside every time.

jamie sometimes sits outside gray's door, crying, wishing he could someday be enough for him (gray in the first book is actually kind of a shit brother to jamie. he acts as if jamie is lesser than him and it pisses me off)

when jamie was younger, he would show grayson things that he did that he was proud of hoping grayson would be proud of him too. grayson thought he was being annoying (i love gray, don't get me wrong but i feel like he'd do this not knowing how much it meant to jamie...)

jamie never asks for help/advice bc he thinks of himself as a burden.

he used to steal stuff when he was little bc he was desperate to have smth that was actually his and not gray's. (emily, tobias' attention, etc were never actually his) (@catapparently came up with this one)

he doesn't believe people when they tell him they love him. he thinks they're bluffing/pitying him.

jameson accepts the bare minimum from people bc he believes no one would ever be willing to give him more than scraps of love.

whenever he has panic attacks, he bangs his head on walls to try to put an end to them. he ends up with big bruises on his forehead but pretends he got them from his adventures and shit.

he used to have nightmares a lot as a kid where the people he loved left him. when he would wake up from them, he would consider looking for his brothers for comfort but he never did bc he was scared that they would make his nightmares come true.

he hates being vulnerable bc every single time he's opened up to people, they either thought he was overreacting or didn't bother staying/helping him. whenever he saw them leave he would blame himself for being too much.

he practices his fake smiles in the mirror every morning. everyone sees through them except for avery.

he has this one blanket that he got as a child that he used to talk to when he needed to vent (he wouldn't vent to his brothers cause he didn't wanna bother them). tobias thought it was childish and threw it away. jamie didn't let anyone see, but he cried every night for a full month.

he had this tradition where he would cut himself whenever tobias called him ordinary or unworthy. the amount of scars on his body just discourages him and makes him hate himself even more.

a happier jamie head canon to end this:

he used to post tutorial on youtube when he was like 7. he had some for slime making, cartwheels, sand castle building etc. he actually had quite a large following bc he was a hawthorne. he always responded to fand and followed them back. the comments he'd receive always made him super happy (same, i love receiving comments, they make my day)

i know i've said this in every sad hcs post, but i feel the need to do it again. if you ever feel like life isn't worth living or just need help in general, pls reach out to a friend or a helpline. sending lots of love to everyone <3.

#the inheritance games #jameson hawthorne #grayson hawthorne #avery grambs #nash hawthorne #xander hawthorne #averyjameson

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lyrakanefanatic · 1 day

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not to flex but i was the first person to see and like the novls post sooo im better than you 💪💪

IM JOKING IM JOKING ALSO I THINK THIS IS LYRA AND ROHAN BUT MORE AS LIKE A FRIENDS BANTER THING, BC WE KNOW ROHAN HAS A HABIT OF CALLING WOMEN “LOVE” (avery, even tho he knew she had a bf) SO MAYBE ITS JUST FRIENDLY BANTER?? OR LIKE COMPETITIVE BANTER BC THEY MIGHT BOTH BE IN THE GAME??? IDK BUT WHATEVER IT IS IM PRETTY SURE ITS NOT ROMANTIC BANTER BETWEEN THEM (if it’s even lyra and rohan)

#LIKE ITD MAKE MORE SENSE FOR IT TO BE SAVANNAH AND ROHAN BUT WHY WOULD SAVANNAH BE IN THE GAME??#rohan the brothers hawthorne #lyra kane #the grandest game #the grandest game out of context #the grandest game vault #the inheritance games #grayson hawthorne #the brothers hawthorne #jameson hawthorne #nash hawthorne #xander hawthorne #avery kylie grambs #libby grambs #phone girl #maxine liu #jennifer lynn barnes

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lanterns-and-daydreams · 1 day

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Grayson and Jameson: *arguing*

Nash, taking some aspirin: I'm having a headache because of you guys. Can you just be cool?!

Grayson and Jameson:

Grayson and Jameson: *continue arguing but are now wearing shades and arguing in rap*

#the inheritance games #grayson hawthorne #the hawthorne legacy #the brothers hawthorne #the final gambit #jameson hawthorne #nash hawthorne #the grandest game #xander hawthorne #the hawthorne vault #Hamnahs incorrect quotes

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f4iry-bell · 1 day

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GUYS,ITS DEFINITELY ROHAN AND WHO ?

#rohan #the inheritance games #the grandest game #the brothers hawthorne #grayson hawthorne #jameson hawthorne #xander hawthorne #avery kylie grambs #nash hawthorne #the hawthorne brothers #avery grambs

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reminiscentreader · 2 days

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here it is guys! i hope you guys like it bcs it’s my first edit and I might make more depending on what people think of this <3

#the inheritance games #grayson hawthorne #nash hawthorne #jameson hawthorne #the final gambit #the hawthorne legacy #xander hawthorne #avery grambs #the hawthorne brothers #the brothers hawthorne #lyra kane

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starrynightsxo · 1 day

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friend: where are you?

me: here ⬇️

friend: understood. take as much time as you need.

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the-inheritance-games · 9 hours

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Y’all I swear if this has something to do with Grayson idk how I’ll survive 😭

I’ve already cried actual tears for them and if jlb says this is the FIRST time she’s cried and that it connects to tgg and games untold, even if it’s not Grayson idk how I’ll survive

#the inheritance games #grayson hawthorne #the final gambit #the hawthorne legacy #avery grambs #jameson hawthorne #nash hawthorne #the grandest game #xander hawthorne #the brothers hawthorne

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ilyiwdtpyiwmyhmtkys · 2 days

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Could you write like super depressing tig characters hcs? Thanks

yes but first, some notes that i have on this are, 1. if you ever have bad feelings, please know it's okay to ask for help 2. @mafiasliege had a request similar to this so that will kinda be included in this 3. a lot of people have been doing this idea so if i repeat something that has already been said i'm sorryyyy 4. there are not gonna be a lot of these because it made me sad writing this lol

TW

jameson would wonder around hawthorne house when he was younger looking for someone to talk

people would tell avery "kys" in school for literally no reason and sometimes she thought about taking it seriously

xander would be the kid to always try and draw things for his mom but because she sucks she wouldn't pay attention so him :(

kinda bittersweet but avery likes it when jameson plays with her hair and stuff because it reminds her of what her mom used to do

not a headcannon but i'm just saying that libby committing sh is definitely overlooked so much

all of the hawthorne brothers had nightmares in their childhood about various things but jameson and grayson were the ones whos nightmares kept coming back

when he was younger xander had a harder time making friends because tobias had drilled into his head that people were just using him

avery has ocd in my head

libby is a very anxious person and she surprisingly gets really nervous meeting new people

someone has said this before but jameson barely beleives anyone who tells him that they love him

#the inheritance games #jennifer lynn barnes #avery kylie grambs #the grandest game #the brothers hawthorne #jameson hawthorne #nash hawthorne #the hawthorne legacy #grayson hawthorne #max liu #libby grambs

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averyjamesqn · 2 days

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DADDY I LOVE HIM is sooo avery jameson coded! like see these lyrics and tell me it’s not??

‘he was chaos,he was revelry,bedroom eyes like a remedy’ so jameson!!

‘thinking it can change the beat of my heart of my heart when he touches me and counteract the chemistry and undo the destiny,you ain’t gonna pray for me,me and my wild boy and all this wild joy’ literally word for word?? nothing can change the fact that he is her wild boy and she looves him! or that no one has ever touched her or made her feel like he does and they’re meant to be together.

bonus: ‘if all you want is gray for me then it’s just white noise’ like this was too good not to mention 😋like good for you if you wanted her with grayson and wanted a miserable life for her but she doesn’t!

anyway daddy i love him is averyjameson coded,nothing can change my mind.

#jameson hawthorne #avery grambs #avery kylie grambs #the final gambit #the hawthorne legacy #averyjameson #jameson winchester hawthorne #jennifer lynn barnes #taylor swift #tortured poets department #ttpd

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silly-little-gooses · 21 hours

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random tig headcanons pt.3!

I haven’t done these in a while, so let’s go!

~ all of the hawthorne brothers have dimples. jameson and xander’s are really prominent and nash’s are more subtle. grayson never smiles, so only a few people are sure about his.

~ avery hates dust jackets on books and takes them off every time. it doesn’t matter how pretty it is, it’s annoying.

~ part of nash’s personality is what I like to call “grandma nash”. he calls everyone ‘sweetheart’, he knows how to knit, he plays candy crush, he doesn’t know how to take a selfie, and his hearing isn’t great.

~ jameson loves dogs and always asks to pet a dog whenever he sees one. he’s not scared of any dog, big or small.

~ grayson likes to act all tough like he’s immune to everything but in reality, he has a bunch of allergies and is severely allergic to nuts, fish/shellfish, and blackberries. he’s also lactose intolerant.

~ max has an auditory processing disorder and can never hear what people are saying correctly. she’s the friend that asks ‘what?’ every time you say something.

~ while jameson loves to drink, avery hates the taste of alcohol and never drinks. she’s always the designated driver at parties and events.

~ jameson can do a bunch of crazy voice impressions - kermit the frog, elmo, kronk, and a bunch of other celebrities and cartoon characters.

~ when xander is in the sun for a long period of time, you can see that he has quite a lot of freckles and they’re so cute.

~ when the hawthorne brothers were little, tobias constructed a massive indoor playground for them to play on as kids. they still play on it as adults. ~ libby likes to do nash’s eyeliner, and god, does he look good

~ max cannot spell for her *life*. her texts to avery always look like gibberish and no one can tell what she’s trying to say.

~ grayson hated middle school pe but jameson was that one boy that was just a complete show-off. he could do a hundred push ups and sit ups, run the mile in five minutes, do the most laps on the pacer, etc. it made all the ladies swoon ofc.

~ oren is the KING of just dance, convince me otherwise. xander is a close second place.

~ avery is a ravenclaw, jameson is a gryffindor, nash is a hufflepuff, grayson is a slytherin, xander is a hufflepuff, max is a gryffindor, and libby is a hufflepuff!

that’s all I have for now, byeeee! <3

#the inheritance games #jennifer lynn barnes #booktok #jameson hawthorne #headcanon #avery grambs #averyjameson #xander hawthorne #nash hawthorne #harry potter #libby grambs

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ariscats · 1 day

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honestly i dont even know what to say after todays post. if thats really savannah i gotta say im disappointed in jlb and know that we “”know”” that Rohan its going to have a girlfriend im wondering how jlb is going to develop not 1, not 2, but THREE relasionships from the zero AT THE SAME TIME while she also has to develop the plot, new secrets to keep the saga going and solve the secrets from the last series that she left to solve here

and she has to introduce, develop and creat secrets for all the 7 players, and ik we already “met some” but thats at least 4 new characters

all of these in 300-400 pages for 3 books

#its not that i dont like tgg but its SO MESSY and it hasnt ever started #jameson hawthorne #the inheritance games #the brothers hawthorne #the final gambit #avery grambs #the hawthorne legacy #averyjameson #grayson hawthorne #nash hawthorne #avery kylie grambs

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x-liv25-jamieswife · 2 days

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A head cannon if Grayson died and how everyone would react.

people's reaction to grayson's death head canons

of course<3. i won't format it the same was as my other hcs posts though cause i feel like it wouldn't make as much sense. hope you like them <3.

avery: avery would definitely try to act tough around everyone else. she'd try to be there for the three brothers and would suppress her feelings. she would definitely visit his grave every single day to talk to him/visit him. she thinks the afterlife would be boring so she makes sure to make time for him every day. things around the house would remind her of him (like almost everything). she would see a blanket or smth and think 'hey, this is the blanket that we used that one night when we watched pride and prejudice'. she would try her best not to cry bc she knows grayson would tell her he wasn't worth her tears, but she would not be able to stop her tears when they came.

xander: xander would deal with his death by spending every day and night in his lab trying to distract himself. whenever he'd see something he knew grayson would like when he'd be out shopping, he'd buy it even though he knew gray would never receive it. he would pretend he's fine and would crack his usual jokes but no one found them funny bc every one was hurting. at the same time, he'd try to cheer every one up (including himself) by remembering the good times and funny things grayson did. he would make gadgets and stuff and dedicate them to grayson. at the end of the day, he would lie in bed and talk to him. also, instead of leaving flowers at his grave, he'd leave small inventions or little letters.

jameson: he would drown himself in alcohol. enough to land himself in the hopsital multiple times on the verge of death. nash and xander would come in screaming at him telling him they couldn't lose another brother. jamie would also visit his grave everyday to talk to him about his worries or just to ask him how he's doing in the afterlife (knowing he obviously wouldn't get a response). he'd gradually start doing less risky things knowing grayson wouldn't approve and knowing his brothers wouldn't be able to handle it if he died too (avery too obviously). he'd also be the type of person who just wouldn't be able to get out of bed. he'd just lay there and rot wondering why gray had to die (he thinks if anyone should've died, it should've been himself)

nash: he would try to act tough around everyone else thinking it was his responsibility to keep the family going. at the same time, he'd also be the one to handle his grief the most healthily. he'd reassure everyone that feeling sad and mad was a normal response to grief, and that, burying your feelings would only make things worse. he brings flowers to grayson's grave at least once a week. he'd be the type of person who would not be able to just sit still and process his grief though. he'd have to get up and go work/save some 'lost souls' to feel better. he'd have to reassure himself that, wherever gray was, he was fine and he'd see him again someday.

libby (including her bc she's my baby): libby would be the one actually holding everyone together. she'd be everyone's therapist whilst still grieving herself. she'd head to everyone's room every day and ask them how they were doing/if they needed anything. she would also be baking non-stop. she would bake and bake until they didn't have the ingredients she needed to bake anymore. she would leave some of the cupcakes at gray's grave. she'd constantly remember the heartfelt conversations they'd had and they laughs they shared.

this post fucking made me cry. kill me pls.

#the inheritance games #jameson hawthorne #grayson hawthorne #avery grambs #xander hawthorne #nash hawthorne #libby grambs

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jamcarven · 1 day

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