They really should drug me because I'm their property and I don't get to choose what goes on. Things just happen and I have to be a good girl and take it.
Just hand me something to eat or drink randomly without any instructions other than to be obedient and take it. Not knowing what's happening but doing what I'm told, obviously
Why should a toy have any options to begin with anyway?
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i wish i didnt start having a meltdown whenever someone is caring towards me i hate that kindness hurts so much makes me panic and hate myself more makes me angry and hostile when friends care about me i feel this storm this tornado of pain and rage and misery bcuz this isnt supposed to be happening and if i believe it then itll hurt more bcuz its not real and i know thats all uk spiral depression traumatalk but god idk how to stop nice things from hurting me so much
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