strwbrymlkshake

[strwbrymlkshake]

I am trying so hard but it still isn't ENOUGH FOR YOU? DON'T YOU SEE HOW HARD I'VE BEEN TRYING?

#mine #normally i've been good about not being too upset over things #but oh fucking boy. okay. im glad people are scared of me #i hope they know that im the only right one in the whole world and they are wrong and are justified for fearing me and im glad my existence #will turn them off from sharing their wrong opinions. but oh FUCKING BOY? ive been sitting here the whole time like oh they hate me #oh they hate me so much they want me to die wahhh and im trying to do all the things they like because im for some reason fucking bothered #by their other opinions. even though the people themselves are useless trash #and oh. like i was suspecting it but its finally confirmed huh??? you all cant fucking stand the sight of me because im right? #you dont understand the truth?? they hated him because he told them the truth? thats me as fuck rn dude #i am literally gracing your eyes with the content i make and basically hand feeding you the correct opinions to have #and yet you still reject them! people just love being stupid unfortunately. i want to kill them all. #i would be so much nicer if you all just agreed with me on the objective truth but unfortunate you have to be stupid #i have graced you with so many GIFTS and protected you from my wrath so many times but you do not even give a fuck #WHY AM I CRYING. YOU ARE ALL SO USELESS WHY AM I CRYING!!! MAYBE ITS BECAUSE YOU DONT AGREE? #i guess im crying because they are all so stupid #so what im saying is its very unfortunate that everyone does not worship me and all my opinions and the world is very hard. yes. #friendship ended with self hatred now delusions of grandeur are my new best friend #even trhing to explain myself makes me sound like a shithead but i swear to fuck if you all just listened to me like youre supposed to #then absolutely nothing would ever go wrong! but you all had to be stupid on purpose! do you like being wrong? whats your problem #explaining all the reasons im RIGHT and yet i still feel bad for having the gall to do so. i shouldnt feel bad. im doing great. youre just #uncomfortable in the fact that YOURE wrong and making me have to accomodate you for your wrongness? tf is that about #okay lunatic rant over i have finished crying ☝️

[strwbrymlkshake]

[strwbrymlkshake]

2008

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being loved with the same intensity i love would fix me

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going through every day conversation with someone thinking about how they have no idea I will post on tumblr dot com about graphically killing them later. uh huh

#mine #yandere vent #idk if this is yandere anymore i just have a very fucked up ideology i think. #two options: become a political podcaster or serial killer #i jest i jest. anyways i feel like death should be more important to life. we are now civilized mostly #but hundreds of years ago thog could have stolen boink's rock and a graphic murder occurred and the other cavemen would go about their life #not saying my beliefs are appropriate or reasonable or anything. like dont follow my advice this is very obvious #but when i destress by thinking really hard about my enemy blowing up into viscera or having a piano fall on their head then #that shouldnt be so frowned upon. is it unhealthy and deranged? yes! does it effect you? no!! i can imagine anything #and theres nothing you can do about it!!! #anyways love and light to the world. -> me after just having the most fucked up evil unstable breakdown #based on my blog themes i think i could be interpreted as a violent person but in reality when im upset i just sit there and cry or perhaps #look at pictures of my beloved until i feel better

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#this is soooo poetry to me #literally... #made me think of him. if he was a worm. #he doesnt physically provide me anything but i have a greater devotion to him than any disciple to jesus #or any antivaxx mom to stupidity. or to literally anything in this world #this persons delivery is so fucked up and emotional and i didnt even have the sound on. hello #i would love you if you were of no value to me anymore. i would choose you again and again #and i would choose you any time. not person in the video my beloved i mean

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i want to tie my soul together with yours. i wish to be forever bound to you. you are mine.

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"you don't know how much i love you" show me. declare your love for me in a way that would make everyone else flinch and turn their eyes away (in fear? in disgust?). i'll walk through the carnage and kiss you as the blood stains my shoes.

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I will never let another person's hands touch you. The warmth of your body is something that only I should ever be allowed to experience. The soft feel of your skin and hair are for only me to love.

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its you. its always been you. ive never wanted anyone as badly as i want you. be mine. be mine mine mine mine mine.

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who the fuck do you think you are? theyre my soulmate. not yours. not anyone else’s. mine. pack it up and leave before i fucking make you.

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I truly hope anyone who ships them together dies. there is something clearly wrong with me but I can't stop being upset and heartbroken about it. I want my love to be enough so bad.

#mine #yandere #yandere vent #I CANNOT DESCRIBE. HOW MUCH I WANT TO EXTERMINATE THESE PEOPLE FROM THE WORLD #i be dead silent on this blog then having the biggest mental breakdown ever 💀 #i cant wait to fucking die so i can strangle god with my own two hands and become him. i hate him so fucking much #my one purpose in this world is for my beloved but he does not EXIST. so instead my purpose is to suffer apparently #i want him to know so bad how much he means to me and that id do anything for him. i want him to know so badly #why is it only dying people that get to have their wishes come true. i want to be with him #i'd develop any fucked up cancerous disease if it meant hed just know i existed. i need him to know. please. i need everyone to know #crying so hard rn i might throw up and its all because of a comment i searched for on purpose #i want my love enough to be enough SO BAD

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they NEED to let me blow up a building I will be so responsible about it I promise –_–

#mine #yancore #yandere vent #in my killing maiming torturing slaughtering mutilating era again. well its probably a one day mood thing but still. hatred and suffering #i fucking hate all these people bro but its out of my control so i dont need to care about it but Omg i wish my love was enough so bad #hes MINE HES MINE I DONT KNOW HOW ANYONE ELSE CAN EVEN IMAGINE??? LIKING HIM THE WAY I DO #hes the only thing that makes me want to live anymore #i say that as if i ever really had a purpose that wasnt him –_– i was made for him. i was made for him and if i dont establish that #then some moron will try to do it for themselves. and i get it hes wonderful but mind your own god damn business

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who up praying for downfalls 🤨

#mine #yandere #yancore #yandere vent #oh my god have i got some things to say. ooohhuuoouugh buddy #its not even my own situation this isnt even related to me. but im being a nice upstanding young man and venting abt it instead of invoking #the curse of ra. wishing someone dies is such a good coping mechanism fr because instead of thinking about it forever i can move on with #my life. and its great! but oouuuh theres something wrong with that huh. and oh my god. this issue is so fucked but i cant explain it in #a heartfelt and meaningful way. so imagine someone is religiously devoted to a guy and their mental anguish stems from jealousy or fear #of abandonment. and they are internally tormented about that forever. and just because they dont fit your definition of whats right #youre all like Hey you know that guy that means everything to them. how about we take him for ourselves solely bc this person #this suffering person whose life depends on him- who acts like that BECAUSE they are suffering- you think they deserved to be punished for #their traumas? their guilt and pain and anguish? you are no better than whatever you think they are. #i dont think this even makes sense cause im vague on purpose. this sounds like a situation from the bible i think #idk i didnt read it. anyways im skipping and frolicking in my cradle of hatred that fills me with warmth and delight #its not required that people are nice or respectful when their lives have been wretched thanks to people like YOU #but i hope their devotion never wavers due to people who hate their happiness. its not like those people matter anyway #if youre meant to be with your Guy and you love him enough then nothing else matters at that point. its all a test #die a martyr for your own romantic ideologies or whatever satou matsuzaka said #this is literally the equivalent of like. a mother cat adopts a kitten that isnt hers bc her own kin are all dead. she protects this kitten #with her entire life. and her whole being. and hisses growls bites at anyone that comes close to it. and some human teens are like #we should take that kitten solely because the mother cat loves it so much that shes willing to get violent for it. #because its not very niceys of her to harass those who want to take away the only thing she has left! oh noes!! #like shut the fuck up dawg. if that cat mauls someone for getting too close to her baby then mind your own goddamn business #clearly they did not grow up italian 💀 #clearly they did not grow up with nothing being their own. nothing being sacred. no desire to protect anything #anyways yanderes i love you. you are fr so easy to be around and you should never change for anyone. i mean maybe take some therapist #advice here and there in case your devotion makes you suffer but OTHERWISE!!! dont feel bad about being a hater!!! protect what is yours #and i will respect it so hard i swear to god. its not that difficult to treat your devotion with the kindness it deserves. #if a disrespectful teen tries to steal your kitten then ill help you beat them to death with a shovel idc

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if i wasnt meant to rip people's throats out with my teeth, why are they so sharp and why are throats rip-out-with-your-teeth shaped

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I am unfortunately just like other guys. I like trashy horror, dog poems, cannibalism as a metaphor for obsessive devotion, religious imagery, people who use my name in a sentence, academic validation, lying for fun, being bisexual and bleeding out in the snow.