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#arknights

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eletan in rlg uniforming

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Mia of Beatcats 🩷🩸

part of a big project i'm working on... stay tuned!!

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oh phew my paycheck wasnt horrible

#the bin #wasnt great either but $550 is an ok amount #aming my sister pay for the snakes and cats fiid vc ive paid for almost all of the snakes food since we got them even tho they were suppose #to be a shared pet. taking out rent meants i only have $200 but ill have to use some of that tomorrow fir the stuff shes gonna get me #but thats fine. its fine. whatever. ill figure it out. as long as i dont have any $30 ubers ill be fine i think but thats unlikely #my next paycheck will probs only be like $400 tho and thats only if tips arent bad which they mught be. hhh. #hopefully i can pick up some shifts. pls pls pls. im not picking up the closing one bc of the time theres no way the bus wont take forver to #get to me and the uber will most likely be super expensive so id barely make anything anyway. plus clsoing shifts have awful tips #not worth it at all. im hoping something else will come up. ofc i got offered one on a day whee i was so sleep deprived and had to stay up #so i could talk to my mom. hhh. accursed world. bleh. i hope something else will come up. im really tired of getting so many 4 hour shifts #it costs so much for me to get there. 5 hours is so much better. hhhh. at least im not getting 3 hours shifts.

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18x24 painting

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yay weed

#the bin #i shoudk save my money but im not going to. this is the closest thing i have to antidepressants and actually effective pain killers so #whatever. it helps with my anxiety too. it helps with almost everything. unless im in a lot of pain and then it makes that pain way worse #if i have a more than minor headache then it makes that way worse and if something specific hurts really REALLY bad then its not good #but if not then it fixes most of my stuff. its temporary but it whaatever works :/ and the next day is usually pretty good too #its not THAT expensive. ive been getting the cheapest option around me and its not terrible. i wish i could have less but alas #i envy ppl who can do 10mgs and have it help and have a good time. i have 10mg and everything sucks #everything still hurts. my brain is still very much on. im just unable to see straight and my walking gets weird and my mouth gets dry #and nothing is enjoyable. it just sucks. 15 is ok but its not really worth it to me honestly. its kinda boring. if im soending this money #then it has to be good. better to have a much better experience than to save a little bit of money and have several less good ones #that are barely worth it anyway. hhh. my sister is being less weird abt it now at least. #i kinda fucking hate that this works so well but when i oull the 'it shuts my tourettes completely off' card ppl suddenly get very ok with #any amount i wanna have however often. its deeply insulting but also very expected. at least its convenient for me in this case #with my mom its not that insulting i guess. last time she was around mw very often my tics eere real bad and they were obviously very #unpleasant for me. but its mostly bc everything there was so stressful and overwhelming all the time and ut made it far worse #but shes actually pretty normal abt it. at leasts he is now #its rare that people are. ppl look at me like im inhuman. i try very very hard not to tic around people bc of this #the ppl im around rn dont look at me weird but ive hardly ever ticced in front of them. #getting high also helps my ocd so much which is huge. im glad when i move ill have a very not judgmental person to get it for me #at least my other older sister is very normal abt it. shes like yeha its ur body ur money ur choice. whatever man. and that s great.

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comm i did 4 @/yasunaoribe / Tazi of kill me baby Yuri ^o^ ,..tank uuuuuuuuu

#kill me baby #blood

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#lucky star

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i think the thing im missing most in life is an adequately sized box for me to nap in

#the bin #friends would be nice but a box would be nicer #it has to be big enough to fit me and some pillows and blankets in it but not too big and it had to be sturdy enoug that iw ont break it #remembering the giant box that an oven came in that i had for awhile. it was a bit too big and it was SO talk but god it wa still nice #if it was just a little smaller it would have been so perfect. one day ill have the perfect box. it has to be cardboard! cardboard is the #perfect material for sleeping cubes to be made of #i remember when i was little and i was able to fit in small boxes. i remember having a sleepover at my friend shouse who was moving soon #and climbing in one and they closed it up. that was fun. i miss that. i have one box that might be big enough. its full of clothes rn tho #i probably wont be able to bring it with me when i move bc its too big :( #it is possible maybe tho. i talked to my sister today and there is a possibility i might be able to bring more than i expected but idk yet #i definitely wont be able to bring everything but i might be able to bring an ok amount intead of just barely anything #idk yet but maybe. hopefully. unfortunately gas is super expensive also so thats where most of my has to go towards :/

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Cover art for Auto Angel's new EP, True Sincerity

(type by gothgerry and autoangel666 on insta)

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まだわからないことが沢山あるけれどunsolvable problem

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くま〜！

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sauciest thing i'll post. running away now 🏃🏃

#dungeon meshi

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