#i have so many emotions rn

[alex-just-vibing]

WHAT IF I THROW UP ACTUALLY

#my stuff #alex reads homestuck #I <3 THE STRILONDES #i have so many emotions rn #i cant wait 4 dirk + dave 2 meet

[lecter-lioncourt]

Being both a thoschei and thasmin shipper this episode was like... I am simultaneously winning and losing so hard on both fronts here. I have lost so hard. Yet had so many victories. I have won the battle and the war but the country has fallen

#I have so many emotions rn #doctor who #mine #dw spoilers #doctor who spoilers #thasmin #thoschei

[scullysexual]

Got a new job starting in two weeks and I'm nervous af.

#i have so many emotions rn #im happy that i dont need to worry about unemployment/finding a job #im nervous af for the job cause its half supervisory and a new place and new people #and im really sad to be leaving the people im currently with

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

oh right, technically i sell t-shirts

i forgot about that

#holidays are coming up and it would make a terrible gift #that's the main selling point #anyways these exist and can be exchanged for legal tender #the cost is the listed price + the emotional expense of knowing that i am judging u #bc i am. i am judging u #why would u want this. why would u exchange currency for this #there are so many other things you could exchnage currency for instead #a grocery store shrimp platter for instance #with the nauseatingly red cocktail sauce that is SO much better than a t shirt any time #hmm chicken picatta at a local Italian Eatery perchance? i am. a big fan of anything picatta #oh oh i know! 3.6 POUNDS OF FRESH OKRA #FOR THE COST OF THIS FRIVOLOUS T SHIRT U COULD INSTEAD PURCHASE 3.6 POUNDS OF FRESH DELICIOUS OKRA #and then --hold on i have a recipe--and then what u do is #so it is basically sacrilege to suggest this but what u do is u skip the cornmeal entirely #my southern ancestors are shaking a wooden spoon at me right now but LISTEN. u skip. the gotdang. cornmeal #instead: wash chop and soak (for 10 min) the okra in a mixture of 1 egg to tblsp water #then coat in flour #THATS IT JUST FLOUR #No cornmeal. i am betraying my heritage rn but I'm RIGHT #coat in flour sprinkle liberally in S&P and FRY that suck in veg oil high heat #until crispy & brown & u hear your arteries clenching in apprehension #so. so yeah #that's what u should do instead of buying this shirt go fry the shit out of some okra #(but buy local and young & tender if u can bc the grocery store is full of old-and-therefore-super-stiff specimens #pro tip (aka grandma tip): if u can't chop okra smoothly with your normal cutting knife then it's too old and tough. #...i mean u probably CAN still fry the shit out of it I've certainly done that before it's just much less delicious #ANYWAY. anyway ANYWAY. shirt. okra. farmers market. that reminds me of a post i made back when we first started selling these dang shorts #shirts. shorts shorts. oh shit i should make a crop top option. #i. i don't Know How to make a crop top option #HUH . . . i need to lie down now and contemplate the constant and irreconcilable limitations of the human experience good night

[godwrth]

THE WAY I'M FUCKING SCREAMING AT THE NEW TEEN WOLF MOVIE TRAILER .... I DIDN'T EVEN WANNA WATCH THIS FILM BUT JESUS CHRIST MY HEART

#i. out of character. / ess talks. #i have so many emotions rn

[emry-stars-art]

I still need practice, but digital coloring is getting a little easier 💕

#I have so many soft emotions rn #I need to get them all out in the form of lots of fluff #and what better than a monster cuddle pile #sorry I’m still tired rn #lookin at them is not helping 😭😴 #fan art #my art #aftg #all for the game #neil josten #andrew minyard #kevin day #aaron minyard #nicky hemmick #the monsters #cuddles #and yes. you can say this is kevaaron if your heart so desires #andreil #okay onto actual work

[saltpepperbeard]

The Gentleness of Gentlebeard

#Edit #OFMD #ofmdedit #Gentlebeard #Blackbonnet #Stede Bonnet #Edward Teach #LISTEN #I know that ship name is a combination of their titles but like #I HAD TO TAKE THE OPPORTUNITY AND RUN SHDKLS #They have so many tender and soft moments and for what #Make me want to bite my desk on a daily basis #And speaking of biting #I am AGGRESSIVELY BITING THE LIGHTING OF THE BATHTUB SCENE SHKDLS #CONTRASTED AND DARK LIKE //PLEASE// #david i know it's for the aesthetics and the emotion but i'm crying rn #Bless the kiss for being so wonderfully lit though #I've had to gif kisses in previous fandoms that were like #ATROCIOUSLY lit lmao #Cough hack CATCHING FIRE #So I feel blessed #And having an excuse to gif the kiss is always a plus

[sphylor]

For the kiss prompts, number 21 with Mountaindew if you wanna! Please and thank you 🖤

can i just say thank you so so much for sending this?? i havent been able to stop thinking about it all day KJNFHBS ive been tossing around some ideas in my head for a couple of months now but this helped me turn those into actual writing shjbfd also on AO3

21. …on a place of insecurity. (cw for body dysmorphia)

Dew picked up the pair of jeans he had tossed to the floor before going to sleep the previous night and stepped into them. They slipped past his calves and over his knees with ease as he pulled them up. When they reached the meat of his thighs, though, he had to shimmy them up a little. He did his fly up and turned to reach for a tshirt but paused when he caught sight of himself in the mirror.

Something felt off. He stepped closer, trying to figure out what it was. He looked at where his trousers met his waist and noticed how they dug into his pale skin, causing it to ever so slightly spill over the top of his jeans. He frowned. 

There was a knock at the door and the sound of creaking as it opened.

“Hey, firefly. Are you ready to come help me in the greenhouse?” 

Dew didn’t turn to greet Mountain, he didn’t even lift his gaze to look at the earth ghoul’s reflection in the mirror. His eyes were still fixed on the fat of his waist and his brain was filled with roaring static. His view of the mirror was blocked, though, as Mountain stood in front of him. Dew sucked in a breath he hadn’t realised he’d been withholding and looked up at Mountain

“What’s wrong, droplet?” The concern in Mountain’s voice echoed the expression on his face. 

“I-” Dew faltered. He felt stupid for feeling so weird about it. He looked down at the ground in shame. Except his gaze never reached the ground, it got caught again on his waist. 

Mountain followed his line of sight and smiled softly. “I see...”

“I gained weight, Mount.” Dew’s voice shook slightly as he said it and he felt even more pathetic.

“You did.” Mountain agreed. “I’m guessing you’re not feeling too great about it, though?”

Dew shook his head and Mountain hummed as moved to kneel before Dew.

“I can understand where those feelings might be coming from… May I touch you?”

Dew nodded and Mountain gently placed his hands on his waist. “Do you remember how thin you were when you were first summoned? I do,” the earth ghoul brushed his calloused thumbs against Dew’s soft skin. “Your hip bones jutted out so prominently,” he moved his thumbs to circle the bumps of Dew’s hips, delicately pressing into the small layer of fat between the skin and the bone. “And your stomach looked like it had never been home to a good meal in its life,” Dew shuddered as Mountain pulled a hand away from his hip to stroke down the gentle curve of his belly. “I thought you were the most beautiful ghoul I had ever seen. But I also didn’t know if you were gonna make it-” Mountain’s voice broke slightly as he looked up at Dew, who wiped a tear from his cheek before the earth ghoul could notice it falling. “I still think you’re the most beautiful ghoul I have ever seen. But now? You have never looked more alive.”

Dew didn’t know what to say. He was overwhelmed with emotions that he couldn’t even name. He tried to open his mouth to speak, to tell Mountain how much he appreciated his words, his whole existence. To tell him how grateful he was each and every day to have met him. But he could only manage to say one thing. 

“I love you.”

Mountain smiled, clearly knowing everything that those words meant in that moment. “I love you too, firefly. Each and every part of you.” He lowered his head to press a kiss into the softness of Dew’s stomach, his lips as soft as rose petals. He moved further up and pressed more kisses into his skin. Over old scars and new curves. Looking up at the mirror, he saw every so-called imperfection suddenly made perfect. He wondered if this was how Mountain, how everyone in his pack, saw him every day. Mountain worked his way up Dew’s body with his kisses until he reached his face, where he stood up, planted a kiss on the tip of Dew’s nose then backed away.

“Hey!” Dew frowned.

Mountain laughed lightly. “What?”

“You forgot a spot.” Dew pouted and pointed to his lips.

Mountain raised an eyebrow. “You’re still meant to be helping me in the greenhouse today, remember? I can’t just give you your reward for that now.”

Dew somehow managed to pout even more and Mountain rolled his eyes. He bent down and gave Dew a little peck on the lips. 

“A little taster, then. Just for you.”

Dew laughed and shook his head “I guess that will have to last me all day.” He threw on a shirt and quickly brushed his hair before putting it up in a ponytail. As he turned to leave, he caught sight of his reflection in the mirror again. This time he smiled. Only a small one, but it was a smile nonetheless. 

The fire ghoul looked up at Mountain’s reflection in the mirror. “Hey Mount?”

“Yes?”

Dew turned around. “Thank you.” Mountain crossed the room and cradled Dew’s face with a large, warm hand. “Thank you for letting me love you as much as you let me.”

#dewdrop ghoul #mountain ghoul #i have so many emotions over my own writing rn JHDFJB #cw body dysmorphia #Sphy's mountaindew posting

[poems-of-a-lover]

i wanna live a cute little domestic life!!! i wanna come home from work and make dinner together!!! let's fold laundry together, let's decorate our home to symbolize the both of us, let's go shopping for kitchen utensils or laundry soaps, let's bake together, all of it. i wanna fall asleep in the arms of my lover after a long day together.

#god im thinkin guys #thats never good #im gonna........explode #i have so many emotions today #i gotta get chores done u guys i cant be gay rn KFHSKFHDKFJ #mlm #mlm yearning #mlm post #mlm love #gay mlm #mlm thoughts #t4t #trans mlm #mlm blog #t4t yearning

[hailperseusjackson]

for me it’s the way that joel openly admits to ellie that he tried to kill himself because sarah died. this is the same gruff closed off man who, not that long ago, didn’t even want to hear sarah’s name. or tess’s. who called ellie cargo.

but he opens up to ellie, tells her that he tried to commit suicide because he just “couldn’t see the point anymore.” he has been hurting and holding this pain inside of him for 20 YEARS, and “it wasn’t time” that helped put him on the path to healing. it was ellie. he found purpose in being a father again.

and at most a few hours after admitting that, he is faced with the death of his daughter. Again. marlene just tells him that ellie is going to die with no goodbye and hands him her knife. the knife that belonged to anna, the only piece that ellie had of her mom. the only piece joel will have left of ellie. and we know that if he loses ellie, he won’t make it! he won’t flinch this time. he won’t miss. he will succeed in ending his life this time because if he loses ellie that’s it for him.

so he makes a choice. the fireflies didn’t tell ellie that the operation would kill her, they didn’t give her a choice. joel isn’t giving ellie a choice either, in this moment, because for him there is not other option. joel sees the sign for the pediatric surgery wing and the decision is made.

and when he kills his way through the hospital, he doesn’t miss. he wasn’t quick enough for sarah, for tess, for henry or sam. couldn’t even shoot himself properly. but for ellie, he won’t miss. because there was one person worth saving. and god help any motherfuckers who stand in his way.

#idk what was going on with my emotions during this episode. i felt CRAZY #i still feel crazy! absolutely bonkers insane! foaming at the mouth about it! #but i think this articulates pretty well what’s going on in my brain rn #it’s a lot. i’m having so many emotion #the last of us #tlou hbo #tlou hbo spoilers #tlou spoilers #joel miller

[oifaaa]

YES IM NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT FEELS LIKE JASON IS GONNA DIE AGAIN

but fr the way bruce said "why shouldnt i kill you!" in battle lines toward jason, then ripped him off his bike in catwoman 57 (with jason stressing heavily that it could have killed him) and now bruce brainwashing jason (batman 138) into literally being afraid whenever his heart rate rises or he feels adrenaline - which isnt just vigilante stuff, you feel adrenaline when you get excited or fall in love o feel angry. also constantly being afraid causes high blood pressure, increased chances for a stroke or heart attack ect,,, honestly there is SOOO much to suggest bruce is gonna kill jason, or at least have some part in it, im terrified

Okay so firstly spoilers for batman 138 bc honestly only started thinking about this when I saw the previews / leaks from the newest issue but yeah we see later on in that issue Jason is now constantly afraid so obviously the toxin Bruce spiked him with is just working constantly and it's negatively impacting his mental state I also started thinking about this bc another character asks Jason if he'd be interested in immortality which to me is a bit of a red flag that someone's gonna die but also could just be bc vandal is around either way something is going to happen to Jason by the end and I cant say I have enough faith in zdarsky at this point that it's gonna be good

#ask #anon #tuesday spoilers #wednesday spoilers #batman spoilers #batman 138 spoilers #i am also gonna quickly list off why i don't think Jason's gonna die #hes in other books rn and seems to be slated to be in upcoming books #comics aren't usually good at keeping character deaths secret #recently they even seem to enjoy announcing it for sales #if this fear thing sticks that will already change Jason's life drastically #he'll have to basically live without emotions #adrenaline is caused by so many emotions #jason will basically have to train his body to be unfeeling

[salemoleander]

Anyways if you're like "wow why is Limited Life making me extra insane" It's bc there have been literally 3x as many deaths as 3L/DL and 2x as many as LL

Plus this is a group of people who have all had MUCH more time to bond and know each other than previous seasons thanks to multiple games together & the crossover, so things like betrayal and roleplay come more naturally and hit harder when they do

#absolutely driving me insane rn #i have so many emotions and nowhere to put them #limited life #salem tag #salem chatter

[bluurange]

CONVINCED COKO IS A PROFESSIONAL KILLER

@cokowiii iS THIS YOU????

#I CCANT STOP SHAKING N DYING AND HOLY SHIT WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWW #!!!!!!!!!!!! HAVE SO MANY EMOTIONS RN HOLY SHIT BRAIN MACHINE BROKE

[finncakes]

ep 41 scribbles

#critical role #cr spoilers #critical role spoilers #chetney pock o'pea #fearne calloway #orym of the air ashari #ashton greymoore #imogen temult #this ep was SO good #i missed the hells so much man #had to get this outta my system before i start on commissions ;3; #man. the end of the ep too #awahwah... #i have so many emotions abt orym and fearne #i just wildly fluctuate between orym's relationships with fearne and ashton every episode i guess #just wait next ep ash and orym will do smth gay and then i'll be back on that bullshit #but rn. brain only thinking abt fearne and orym #they're besties. they're made for each other. they are the perfect balance. #they bring out the best in one another. i am crying. #oh wait hang on #bare chest tw #tw bare chest #ep doodles

[devicecontact]

As much as I would like a Simon and Betty happy ending somehow, I think that the happiest they could end is just with acceptance. Betty went through all that pain and refusal to accept ice king because she wanted Simon back so bad and that I think putting Simon through the same thing to get Betty back from golb would be a little counter productive. I think that him just grieving and accepting the loss would be a more fitting way to round it out and that could be a thing touched on in Fionna and cake. If the ideas of him not really meshing well with the magic weird Ooo and longing for the normal past do end up correct, it could also tie into him just kind of accepting the way things are now in the world too. Idk just spit ballin here !

#fionna and cake #adventure time #simon petrikov #having so many thoughts rn idk if I articulated it well enough #tv 14 rating and the Tom Kenny thing about this being his most emotional performance .. yeesh #putting this old man in the fucking wringer and I bet the themes of the show will reflect that also #talking

[scatterbrainedbot]

ZACH OH MY FUCKING GOD WHAT DO YOU MEAN I MISSED YOUR BIRTHDAY?!!! IM SO SORRY OFERJGFERN IM SO MAD IM ONLY FINDING OUT NOW.

IM SENDING YOU ALL THE GODDAMN AMAZING VIBES AND HUGS AND BEST TIMES EVER IN THE WORLD. TY FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL LIGHT IN THIS COMMUNITY AND ABSOLUTELY FEEDING US WITH YOUR ENDLESS RICH CREATIVITY AND BEAUTIFUL MIND!!! YOUR PASSION, ART, AND REFLECTIONS NEVER CEASE TO AMAZE ME AND FILL ME WITH SM HAPPY STIMS LIKE- AGH!!!!

IM GONNA STOP YELLING NOW BUT ILYSM /P AND HOPE ONLY THE BESTEST THINGS EVER HAPPEN FOR YOU AND AND YOUR THE BEST AND AHHHHHHHHH QAQ <33 <33 <3333333

NO WORDS. ONLY CRY.

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH TRIONAAAAAA #IM BAWLING MY EYES OUT #LOOK!!!!! AT MY BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BOYYYYYS!!!! #YALL ARE FREAKING SPOILING ME SM RN #ALSO #LIGHT IN THIS COMMUNITY UM BITCH HAVE U LOOKED IN A MIRROR?.. #???? #DONT BC YOULL BLIND URSELF U ABSOLUTE BEACON OF GOODNESS HOW DARE U #ADFJBKKJHSDFJKHSFDKHJ #fandom friends #rat sons fanart #ask reply #THANK YOU THOUGH SERIOUSLY THAT MEANS SO MUCH AND MAKES ME GENUINELY SO EMOTIONAL #legitimately i am so so so glad and touched to be a part of this little corner of the internet #and to have met so many of you amazing incredible wonderful people <3 #i for real love you all so very much /p #SOMEDAY IMMA STEAL U AND ARCHIE AND THE REST OF THE MOOTS AND WE'LL ALL HANG OUT TOGETHER #ILL BUY U GUYS SNACKS OR SMTHN #CUT FRUIT OR PLAY CATCH #IDK!!!!! #OLD MAN FORMS OF AFFECTION #AS I AM NOW OFFICIALLY ANCIENT #ALSO APOLOGIES THAT IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO RESPOND LIFES BEEN KICKING MY ASS A BIT THIS WEEK #got a second job so my time to draw and be online is even less than before :(((( #but!!! im hoping i can eventually slowly shift from my old retail job to just this new one which should improve things!! :D #THANK YOU AGAIN TRIONA!!! LOVE U SM /p AND SENDING U THE MOST AMAZING WONDERFUL VIBES FOREVER #KICK ASS OUT THERE!!!! 💪💪💪