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#i got the call about an hour ago from the owner of the store we worked at.
sol-the-otter · 11 months
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tw. death, addiction
i dont normally make personal posts or anything but i kinda just needed a place to put all of my thoughts and current feelings.
i dont really know where or how to talk about this?
how do you approach your friends and say 'hey i dont know how i feel right now because i just found out that someone i care about just died.' but like. man im just not sure how i feel rn because i just found out that someone i care about just died. he was a good friend, but like. the kind of good friend that you worked with every day 8 hours a day 5 days a week so you knew everything about each other, but didnt actually hang out outside of work.
tho he did help me fix my motorcycle several times. and was supposed to again. and we were supposed to go riding at some point before i leave mass.
he also was one of the only ones at that job who ever got my pronouns right. he was definitely like. Cis Straight Man all the way but very much the epitome of "he's a little confused but he's got the spirit" he was an amazing boss. and he was the most lively and energetic person i've ever met. even if he was Real Weird about it.
he struggled with addiction heavily... last i knew he was straight sober... but they're pretty sure it was a overdose. which is how my mom died over a decade ago. which is entirely why i have some issues with like. heavy drinking and other such things.
but like. the world keeps turning, right? he was there one minute, and now he's not but like. thats just how it is?
i have a weird relationship with death and im uh. attempting to come to terms with this. like. i'm ok. im not .... sad(?) though i do think i might be in the future? like when i go to visit him at the butcher shop and he's just not there? ever again? fuck see, its weird, right? but like i'm *leaving* mass in 2 months. the chances of me ever seeing him again was minimal anyway. gods. processing.
but like if 2023 could fucking. stop for just a minute? give everyone a break? please? we're all tired ya'll.
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Damon x reader - don’t call me that
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can i request one where reader always call damon some kind of pet name that when reader called him by his name he gets pouty?? - Anon💜
Sitting on the couch, you were aimlessly flicking through some films trying to find something to watch when you heard the front door open and close.
“Hey love!” You called.
“I thought you had work?” Damon asked.
You shrugged a little as you leant your head back to looked at him in the doorway of the living room.
“Closed for the night, had some paperwork to do so I decided to close up but I finished it all an hour ago. The owner said it was cool. Where were you?”
“Some crap to do with Elena wasn’t really paying attention.”
You laughed a little bit and shook your head at Damon as he walked over and jumped over the couch to sit next to you.
Holding his arms out, he waited for you to crawl into his arms and held you against his chest.
He picked up the tv remote and carried on flicking through the films you were looking at while he ran his fingers through your hair.
“What time do you start tomorrow?” Damon asked.
“It’s my day off, one of the college kids wanted some extra shifts so the store owner is gonna train them up on some stuff.”
Damon grinned a little to himself and pressed a kiss to the top of your head.
“Does that mean movies, snacks and cuddling?”
“Of course it does my dear.” You chuckled.
So that’s how you guys spent the rest of the night, you ordered some food, gathered some snacks from the cupboard and binged loads of films.
You woke up the following morning with your head tucked under Damon’s chin, his arms wrapped tightly around you, your legs tangled with his while he was still fast asleep.
You wiggled free from his grasp and padded out to the kitchen to get a drink and look for something to eat.
Humming to yourself, you settled on making some pancakes and got everything out and ready while you started to make the batter mix.
It wasn’t long before you heard Damon getting up and wondering around.
“Hey breakfast is my job.”
“You were still asleep.” You shrugged.
Breakfast flew by and you had to go meet the others to discuss some stuff, and while you didn’t really have to be there Damon did.
You decided to tag along because you were bored and Damon gave you a gentle kiss before he entered the door before he gestured for you to follow him into the boarding house.
“You don’t have to be here you know.” He whispered.
Looking up at him, you nodded.
“I know, but it’s my day off I wanna be with you.”
“I know I’m just to damn irritable.” He smirked.
Rolling your eyes, you slipped your hand into his, and played with the ring on his finger while he half listened to whatever was being said.
He was scrolling through his phone, occasionally showing you something he thought you would like or something you found funny.
What caught your attention was someone saying his name in an angry tone and you looked up to see Ric scowling at Damon.
“Are you even paying attention Damon? This is important, it’s Elena’s life we’re trying to save.” He snapped.
“Yeah yeah I know, but this isn’t going to work and you know it.” Damon shrugged.
“It’s our only choice at this point.” Stefan sighed.
“Just go in there and kill them all, problem solved.” Damon said.
Everyone sighed at him.
“It’s not that simple, we do that and they kill my sister. Would you do that if it were (Y/N)?”
“I would’ve killed them all the moment they took (Y/N).” Damon growled, “it’s not my fault you’re all to scared to do anything about it.”
“We’re not all as reckless and stupid as you.” Jeremy snapped.
You felt Damon tense up, and you gripped his hand a little tighter, making him turn his attention to you.
“Calm down my love…” you whispered.
He nodded his head and took a deep breath.
“What? Nothing to say?” Jeremy scoffed.
Damon growled a little bit didn’t do anything and Jeremy stood up.
“You owe everything to my sister, (Y/N) hasn’t done anything for you!”
This time Damon rushed forward, pinning Jeremy to the wall while everyone tried to pry him off the teen.
You stood up.
“Love come on, let him go.”
Placing a hand on Damon’s arm, you tried to get his attention.
Nothing would work, no matter how many pet names you called him, no matter how much you asked him again and again to let Jeremy go and he wouldn’t.
Sighing, you took a step back and crossed your arms over your chest.
“Damon let him go right now.” You snapped.
Damon whipped his head towards you and dropped Jeremy, walking over he stood in front of you, placing his hands on your cheeks.
“Don’t call me that…” he pouted.
“You wouldn’t listen.”
“Don’t call my name, I don’t like it when you call me by my name…”
Reaching up, you placed your hands on his arms and sighed, leaning slightly into his touch as you closed your eyes for a second.
“I want you to apologise to Jeremy, he’s just worried about his sister and wants her to be safe.”
Damon grumbled something under his breath and walked around you, slipping his arms around your waist as he put his head on your shoulder.
“Will you stop using my name if I do…?” He mumbled.
You nodded and he sighed.
“Fine, I guess im sorry but I’d do it again.”
“That’s as good as im going to get isn’t it?” Jeremy asked.
Damon nodded his head and Jeremy sighed rolling his eyes.
They all went back to discussing what to do while Damon turned you around, hands planted on your waist.
“Are you happy now?”
“Much. Thank you darling.”
Leaning up you kissed his cheek and led him back to the couch to carry on with the meeting.
He sat there and just listened, still slightly pouting at the fact that you had called him by his name and not one of the pet names you usually called him
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andysorbit · 11 months
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Home (M)
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non idol!Jaehyun x fem!reader
Warnings: angst, smut, oral sex (male receiving), semi public, dirty talk, cum swallowing, lowkey breeding kink, light snowballing
genre: smut, romance, slice of life
word count: >1K
note: I had me a lil Jaehyun brain rot at like an hour ago and I had to get this off my chest. do I love it? no but the thought wouldn't let me sleep.
part 2 can be found here
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Jaehyun fumbles with a loose thread on his t-shirt. You stare on in silence, waiting for him to say something.
"I uh... you wanna go to the store with me?" he asks awkwardly.
You two were arguing again. This time, over finding a new apartment to move into. You liked the new building that was almost complete a few blocks away but Jaehyun was more than happy to move up to the top floor of the building you already live in.
You both had wanted it when you moved in and the plan was to take it once it became vacant but that new building sure is a lot prettier.
"No, I don't wanna go anywhere with you," You reply as you cross your arms.
He shrugs, "Well then don't ask for shit because I'm not bringin' you shit. You want it, come get it."
"Fine. I'll come but you better not say shit to me," You sigh as you turn to get your wallet off of the dresser.
"The fuck are you bringing your wallet for? Leave it. I'll pay," he says peevishly.
"Fuck you and your money. I'll pay for my own shit," You snap as you shove your wallet into your back pocket.
Jaehyun scoffs, "Fuck you too. I'll be in the car. Hurry up or I'm leaving and you can walk," he says as he heads out.
"Leave if you want to- watch me change those locks before your flat ass gets back!" You call out.
A "fuck you, my ass is fine!" booms through the apartment and then you hear the front door slam.
You roll your eyes and decide to take your time getting to the car.
Once inside the car, you sit in silence as Jaehyun drives. The silence is thick and you keep your eyes out the window. The night air is cool and you roll your window up a bit.
Jaehyun does the same, "There's an ice cream sale at the grocery store across town so that's where we're going... in case you were wondering."
"But did I ask?" You mumble.
Jaehyun sighs, "Well, I figured you would eventually since you question everything I do anyway."
"When have I ever questioned you?" You scoff as you turn to glare at Jaehyun.
"This whole shit with the goddamn apartment! That was the plan since we moved in- take the smaller one and wait it out and if it wasn't available by the time we hit thirty, then we'd look elsewhere- so now- literally not even a whole fucking year later, you wanna deviate from the plan and keep asking me if I'm sure I don't wanna leave altogether! Like I'm too stupid to know what I want!" he yells.
"I never said you were!" You yell back.
"Really? 'Oh, c'mon, Jae... are you sure? Really just think about it. I think if you really think about it, you'd like it.' I did think about it and I still don't like it! The top floor gives you the view of the water just like you wanted, we're good with all of our neighbors, most of what we need is within walking distance- this is a fucking penthouse that's in our budget- why are you not happy about this?"
"Well I guess now is as good a time as any to tell you that I talked with the owner of the building."
"You're gonna fucking leave me? Over a goddamn apartment? Really Y/n?"
You groan, "No, Jaehyun! The owner was telling me about the floorplans and there's no space for expanding the family if we move in. That's what I was gonna tell you before you got your lil attitude. Fuck!"
"Oh shit, really?" he asks incredulously. The crease he's had in his brow all day finally softens and he purses his lips.
"Yeah... The closets are too small, he canceled the balcony plans, the kitchen is more like a kitchenette, and there's no room for a washing machine or a dryer so we'll lose more than we gain... You thought I was gonna dump you for an apartment?"
"I dunno. Maybe? I'm sorry but like... we've been fighting a lot and I didn't know what to think," he replies sheepishly.
"The day our arguments become sexless, prepare for the worst because that's when you should be worried about me leaving. You're my home, okay? Whether we stay where we are, or move upstairs, or move into a boat- I just wanna be with you."
Jaehyun laughs softly, "Well since that's resolved... You said my ass is flat. Apologize."
You smile and lean over to kiss him softly, "Push your seat all the way back, daddy... I'll apologize."
Jaehyun presses the button on the side of his seat and slowly he moves backwards. It brings a funny lightness to this moment.
When he's as far back as he can go, he leans the seat back then his hand comes up to grab you by the back of your head and he brings you in for a searing kiss.
His tongue licks against yours as his free hand gets his pants open, "D'you know how fucking hot you are when you're angry?" he purrs.
You reach down to palm him through his jeans, "Is that why you're so hard?" You sigh as you shift enough to lean over.
"I love it because I get to put you back in your place after... now get to it," he says and pushes your head down.
He hits the back of your throat and you moan as you suck him hungrily.
"Such a good girl... just like that... yeah, baby," he sighs as his hand gently strokes your head.
You hum as you take him in as far as you can and Jaehyun holds you there for a moment before pulling you up to kiss him, "Not so quick to talk shit now, huh?" he says and pushes you back down.
He holds your head steady as he fucks into your mouth. You moan and gag around him, "Take it, slut," he moans.
And you do take it; each slow thrust. Every time the head of his cock hits your throat, you moan. You can feel your panties getting soaked and you squeeze your thighs together.
Jaehyun's thrusts get sloppy, "Gonna swallow daddy's cum like a good girl, right?" he sighs.
You hum eagerly. Hot cum shoots into your mouth and you greedily milk his cock for every drop you can get. You slowly ease him out of your mouth before giving the head of his cock a soft suck; hoping for more.
"God... every time you do something like this... all I can think about is how much of my cum we're wasting because... fuck..." He trails off as you continue to suck on the head of his cock.
"As much as I love seeing you swallow, I'd much rather pump that little pussy with my cum til it's leaking out... maybe get you pregnant... You wanna be full of my cum, right?"
You nod.
"Fuck... tell me you're mine... say it," he sighs as he pulls you back up to kiss him. He licks into you mouth and you share the traces of his cum that's left.
"I'm yours, daddy," You mumble against his lips.
He presses his forehead to yours, "Yeah fuckin' right you are," he chuckles.
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focsle · 1 year
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"Here I am scribbling nonsense [in] when I should be engaged in the more useful [and] occupation of washing out some very dirty clothes of which I am the happy owner so with the permission of the reader if I am so fortunate as to have one I will once more haul taut + belay." - William Douglass Buel, whaler on the bark Wave, 1856
Since I am unable to do my heaps of laundry today because someone has inconsiderately monopolized AAAAALL the machines, it's time to write a post about whaleship laundry day to quell my fury!
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"A person unused to the sight of the ship would take the Old Lucy Ann for a ready made clothing store, the rigging being hung full of wet clothing" wrote John Martin of his ship on laundry day in 1842.
As always, laundry was a dreaded task but also an absolutely necessary one, especially given how begrimed (or as one whaler put it, 'beshit') things would get on a whaler. William Abbe, a greenhand on the Atkins Adams in 1858, most viscerally described the mess that came from the work:
"To turn out at midnight and put on clothes soaked in raw oil. To go on deck and work for Eighteen hours among blubber—slipping + stumbling on the sloppy decks til you are covered from crown to heel with oil—eating with oily hands oily grub—drinking from oily pots til your mouth and lips have a nauseating oily luster—turning in for a few hours sleep — after wiping off your bare body with oakum to take off the thickest of the oil"
So you gotta clean that shit! 'Clean'. A relative sort of word.
First, whalers soaked their dirty clothes in the communal urine barrel, as the ammonia content of stale urine was one of the few things strong enough on board to start to cut through the grease. Sometimes the clothes would be towed behind the ship afterwards to rinse them, but that wasn't always the case. Rainwater was also collected in anticipation of wash day to have fresh water to rinse with. With this fresh water, a lye was also made using the ashes and crispy blubber scraps come from the trying out process. The deck would be washed in a similar way after trying out a whale, often using a combo of urine, lye, and sand. J.E. Haviland, of the Baltic in 1857 described the laundry work that he had never expected to be doing himself:
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"Tomorrow all hands are to wash out their clothes with the ashes made from the scraps These ashes are put in a cask and then pour fresh water in the cask + this makes a very strong Lye which might take all the grease and slush out of the clothes without applying any soap. I have some 12 pieces to wash but I think I can do it as quick and as well as any wash woman. If any one had of told me two years ago I should be obliged to wash my own clothes, say nothing about mending then I should have thought them a fool. But man proposses + God disposses."
Whaling wife Almira Gibbs, who accompanied her family (Captain and young son) aboard more than one whaler had her own recipe for soap, despite Haviland's assertion that it wasn't necessary:
"1 lb castile soap 1 1/4 lb soda 6c worth borax add 5 pts water and let it simmer till it is all dissolved, take it off and add 9 pts water and let it cool."
Whaling wives aboard also complained about laundry and the difficulty of doing it aboard ship. The moldering of clothes in such a damp environment, the constant roll of the vessel sometimes overturning one's tub or making ironing dangerous, having to wait for rainfall for fresh water, and a sunny day for actually performing said wash, were constant features in wives' laments. Mary Lawrence, aboard the Addison in 1860 sarcastically wrote about her laundry attempt thwarted by the weather one July.
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July 30 A wonderful circumstance. When we were called this morning, the sun was shining bright. “Now for a washing day,” thought I, “if it is Saturday.” So I went to work; had a large wash, it being four weeks since I had had one before. Just as I got about half through, the fog came thicker than I ever saw it before. I was obliged to put my white clothes in soak and dry the colored clothes in the cabin.
She also mentioned her young daughter Minnie who "took her little tub and washed her dog's bedclothes, for Jip has had a bed all the season that had to be made up like anybody's bed".
Sighting whales at any point would also put an interruption to the wash. This photo taken aboard the Sunbeam by Clifford Ashley in his brief 1904 research trip shows men hoisting up the whaleboats after taking a small whale, their Sunday laundry still hanging between the davits.
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I'll close with whaling wife Mary Brewster's description of a wash day following the trying out of a whale on her husband's ship Tiger, one winter day in Magdalena Bay 1847.
"Calm pleasant weather. Employed in sewing till 4 this afternoon, when I went on deck, where I found every part, and everything about, very nice and clean. The sailors all washing up their dirty clothes, both trypots full boiling in ley [lye] and the rigging hung full. A few garments floating which had taken flight overboard to save washing. All presented a lively spectable and I could say with all hands, farewell to Greybacks [lice]."
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sunnywrites101 · 5 days
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Spending time with you is a treat
Pairing- luffy x gn/male reader
Genre - FLUFF
Word count- 1,340
CW- tooth rotting fluff
A/N - the result of the poll a couple days ago is here!!! Hope you all enjoy!
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When the young emperor of the sea had asked you, his boyfriend, on a date you weren’t expecting much. Honestly maybe just looking for seashells on the beach again, but as soon as you docked at the next island that was admittedly fancier than the last. Nami had insisted on taking you shopping with her and Robin as Sanji marched off dragging Luffy behind him into town. I trusted Sanji well enough to take care of our rambunctious captain. But a part of me was worried about Sanji dragging him off like that as I was hauled in the opposite direction without so much as a kiss from Luffy as Nami and Robin took me into town to get me dressed for my date later.
Nami and Robin got me fitted for a suit; a nice one at that. Nami and Robin smiled when I walked out of the dressing room to go look at myself in the mirror. Nami started discussing payment and haggling with the store owner as Robin walked up to me putting her hands on my shoulders and smoothing out any wrinkles. I relaxed under her hands while smiling softly at her through the mirror. Once Nami had settled the payment for half the price; she started bragging as we left the tailor. Walking down the street back to the Sunny I was greeted by silence. Tilting my head in confusion; looking around and awaiting the inevitable slam of Luffy’s body into mine but it never came.
The only people on the Sunny were a sleeping Zoro, Chopper who had his nose stuffed into a medical book, Franky was busy with Usopp building God knows what and Brook was humming a tune by the mast of the Sunny with his violin in hand. Robin and Nami were giggling behind me as I whipped my head side to side in confusion, but Robin put a hand on my back reassuringly. “He’s probably giving Sanji a run for his money in the market, don’t worry he’ll be back soon, until then relax”. I smiled back at Robin “You always know what to say, Robin” With that, she smirked and walked away with Nami to lounge on their chairs on the deck. I walked to the railing of the Sunny facing the ocean; I watched for hours as the sun started to dip behind the waves and I was beginning to think that Luffy had forgotten about our date.
But right as I was about to lose all hope a pair of hands covered my eyes and as I was about to back up I was met with a chest to my back as he invaded my personal space. I was surprised at first but recovered quickly smiling widely. There was only one man on the entire sunny who covered my eyes, and my suspicions were assured when he laughed that bright overjoyed laugh of his. He took his hands from my eyes and slid them down to my waist. Pulling back from his chest I turned around and gasped, Luffy was in a full black suit, no doubt what Sanji had dragged him into town for. I covered my mouth in awe, he looked stunning, and he had his signature straw hat in his left hand. He had on a headband, that I recognized as Sanji’s, pushing back his hair from his face giving me a full view of his it and the adorable scar under his eye that I loved to kiss when we fell asleep together in his hammock.
Luffy spoke startling me out of my staring. “I think it’s time for our date, sunshine”. I smiled hugging him “I think so too. So, what did you have planned, captain” I teased, although usually Luffy loved being called captain by you but this time was different. “I’m not your captain right now; I’m your boyfriend” he said pouting. I smiled “That’s right, I’m sorry, darling” I responded grabbing his empty hand and interlocking our hands. He put his straw hat on me and pushed the brim down over my eyes as he started pulling me along off the deck of the sunny. I stumbled along after him readjusting his hat on my head so I could see but was stopped abruptly when we reached the docks. “Don’t look! It’s a surprise!” He said defensively, so I settled for looking at my feet so I wouldn’t fall on my face. He started pulling me along when he was satisfied I wouldn’t look up and spoil his surprise for me.
After a while of walking through the town and resisting the urge to look around Luffy came to a stop in front of me causing me to bump into his back. Looking up, finally, I was met with the most expensive restaurant on the island. I gasped, my eyes widening. “Luffy what is this? We don’t have the berries for a place like this” I rambled and Luffy put his hand on my shoulder squeezing it reassuringly. “Don’t worry about it sunshine” and with that, I smiled although a little nervous about how Luffy of all people had gotten a hold of that kind of money. I could only hope he hadn’t struck a deal with Nami. But followed him in nonetheless as he gave his name proudly the waiter gave a nod and led us to a round booth in the back of the restaurant. Luffy with his never-ending enthusiasm jumped into the booth pulling me with him. I laughed softly behind my hand trying not to disturb anyone around us, but Luffy only laughed his full boyish laugh. We spent the rest of the time after ordering talking about our respective dreams.
Luffy only talking about how he’d be the pirate king and that I’d rule alongside him. I agreed with him that my dreams were his dreams and vice versa. When the food came, Luffy as expected ate it all very fast and right when he was about to steal my plate he stopped, smiling at me. “Sorry sunshine, it’s a habit” he apologized I was taken aback. This was Monkey D. Luffy stopping himself from stealing food off my plate and apologizing for it. I side-eyed him suspiciously “Who are you and where’s my Luffy?” He only smiled laughing his signature laugh. I continued to eat as I could see after a while that he was getting impatient, bouncing his leg under the table. I smiled sliding my plate in front of him. His eyes lit up instantly, but he quickly looked at me and then at my plate and back again. “Sunshine are you sure? I don’t want you to be hungry when we go back to the Sunny”.
“I’ll be fine, I’m pretty full anyway. Go ahead and take it, honey” He smiled taking my plate and almost inhaling it. After that, he took my hand and helped me out of the booth. I swear Sanji and Nami had said or done something to Luffy to make him act this way, but I wasn’t complaining. It was a nice change of pace from the usual chaos. Luffy walked up to the front with his hand in mine and when the waiter called for us to stop, I realized too late what was going on: he hadn’t struck a deal with Nami for berries to pay for dinner, he just wasn’t paying. He smiled as wide as his rubber face would allow as my eyes widened. Before I could start shouting at him, he was pulling me down the street laughing as a few marines caught wind of what had happened and started chasing us.
After the initial shock wore off, all I could do was laugh with Luffy coming up the gangway of the Sunny. The rest of the crew was ready to sail and already smiling at us as we crashed into each other on the deck; laughing as we sailed away from the island and onto our next big adventure.
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syddsatyrn · 2 years
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Chapter 1⛤ Chapter 2 ⛤Chapter 3⛤ Chapter 4 ⛤Masterlist
⛤Pairing: - Eddie Munson x Metal!FemReader
⛤Warnings: Mentions of death, swearing, smoking, fluff if you squint.
⛤Words: 3.1k
⛤Song: "Heaven" by The Cure
⛤Series Playlist
⛤Summary: With no one left in Hawkins to tend to your little cousin, you step up and rise to the challenge. Time for a new start and a chance to prove to yourself you can be a responsible adult. But Robin left out one little detail, the hot metal head that lives two doors down.
⛤Notes: This series is 18+ Minors scram. I wanted to write something with Max as the readers little cousin. This will be a 3 part series, I hope. I wanna thank @hellfiremunsonn for being my beta reader, you're a legend.
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Chapter 1⛤Navigating New Roads
The sun shines through your windshield as you turn the bend, you quickly grab your sunglasses from the center console and put them on. The fresh Indianna air was clean and crisp, nothing like Atlanta. Motley Crue is blaring through the stereo of your Chevrolet El Camino your Dad passed down to you when you graduated. You check the rearview mirror every so often to make sure your U-Haul is still intact. You’ve been driving for 7 hours now, you managed to find a little rundown motel in Glasgow Kentucky last night and was able to get a little bit of sleep.
A large Earthquake hit Hawkins a year ago and your Aunt Susan didn't make it. You and your mom cried and held each other after you heard the news. We knew she was going through hard times after her husband left, Max told me everything. But you’ve always been fond of Susan, she was a sweet lady, all smiles and laughs. It's going to be tough without her bright smile, visits, and homemade baked goods. 
It was then your parents agreed you would move to Indiana and live with your cousin and take care of her. It took some time for you to get your affairs in order so, in the meantime, Max has been staying with the Hendersons. When you told your now ex boyfriend about the move, he literally freaked. He was hysterical and begged you to stay, no matter how many conversations you had explaining why it's the right thing to do. It resulted in a nasty break up that really complicated the moving process. Starting new in Hawkins might just be what you need.
You also missed your baby cousin's freckled face so much. You are both practically sisters rather than cousins. Max was in an accident involving the earthquake that landed her in the hospital for quite some time. She was in a coma and you were absolutely devastated by it. It pains you to think about because you wish you had been there to do something, anything to prevent this. You recall one of Max’s friends was visiting and she suddenly woke up. You remember a girl named El approached you in the waiting room. She told you Max was awake, you hugged her and cried so many tears of relief and happiness. While you were at the hospital, you met a girl named Robin and you both hit it off. She promised you that she would look out for her while you're gone.
Max is still recovering with medications to take and schoolwork to catch up on. She needs a schedule and a guiding hand to get her back on track. Luckily, last time you visited you found an affordable apartment not far from town. The landlord was very kind and cut you a deal after you told him your situation. You have been prepping for this move for months now, saving money, packing, . One of Max’s friends, Robin, works next to a record store. Apparently, she knows the owner really well and dropped your name. You came into the store the next day and filled out the application. It didn't take long for a call to come through at the Henderson household, you got the job and you start the week after you arrive.
Everything seemed to be falling into place. You’re feeling confident about this journey and the sudden change in scenery. Maybe the fresh air might do you some good too. You finally see a sign for a gas station and you pull into the entrance and alongside an open gas pump. Getting out and stretching your arms and legs feels so good, you almost can't feel your butt from sitting for so long. The little bell on the top of the door rings as you enter the station. The attendant looked busy so you walked in and headed straight for the coffee counter. After pouring yourself a cup you walk over to the register and give him cash for gas, coffee, and a pack of “Lucky Strike” filtered cigarettes.
As you are pumping gas you take a sip of the hot bitter liquid and take a deep breath. According to your watch, it's almost 8 am. You should reach Hawkins around noon as long as traffic behaves. You put the nozzle back and quickly hop back in your car. Before you get back on the main road, you slip your sunglasses on, light a cigarette, and turn up the stereo.
“So I'm heading out to the highway
I got nothing to lose at all
I'm gonna do it my way
Take a chance before I fall
A chance before I fall!”
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When you pulled into the driveway you could see the redhead through the front bay window. Max quickly rushes out the front door with a curly-haired boy with a bright blue cap. “Y/N you made it!” Max cheers and jumps into your arms. You laugh and hug her tight, she almost knocks you over completely. “Hey kid, I missed you so much!” You say and gently set her down. “Who's your friend?” You ask, pointing at the little dude with a wide smile.
“This is Dustin. He’s alright I guess.” Max playfully punches his shoulder.
“It's nice to meet you, Y/N!” Dustin says and you shake his hand. Dustin takes a good look at your outfit, black torn jeans, leather jacket, Iron Maiden t-shirt that you cut into a crop top.
“I like your Jacket! You should really meet my friend Eddie, I have a feeling you guys would get along.”
“Thanks, little dude. Y’know…Robin said the same thing.” You turn to Max, “alright, Max, let's go get your stuff.”
Max beamed and went back into the house and you giggled and followed them inside. You have a nice chat with Claudia, Dustin's mom. She tells you all about how Max is doing in school, what kind of medications she's taking and for what, and even some of her recent achievements. She still has some trouble with mobility but it has gotten so much better, Claudia says it's because she's young, she bounced right back. Dustin helps Max grab her suitcases and bags and leaves them next to your car. You thanked Claudia a million times for taking such good care of her and gave her a warm hug. Max said her goodbyes as well, even though she’ll be seeing the boy at school very soon.
“I’m going to miss you so much, sweet pea!” Claudia says with a hug and a kiss on Max’s cheek. You both wave goodbye and you help Max into the passenger side of the car. You get in and smile at her real big, “I got you a present.” and Max’s eyes get wide. 
“No way, you didn’t have to get me anything!”
“Yes way, and I wanted to!” You retort and stick your tongue out. You reach behind her seat and struggle a bit but you manage to pull a brand-new skateboard into the front seat and set it on her lap.
“What!? Y/N! This is Amazing!” Max exclaims and turns it over to reveal the colorful rainbow designs on the underside.
“I heard your last one split and two, your Aunt and I put our wallets together and found this at a skate shop in Atlanta.” You explain and she reaches over the center console and hugs you tight.
“This is totally awesome, thank you so much Y/N” She says.
“Alright, alright,” You laugh, “Are you ready to see our new place?” You ask and Max nods. You turn the stereo back to full blast and pull out of the cul de sac. 
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You open the front door with your brand-new keys and Max walks inside first. Her backpack slides off her shoulder and onto the floor as she looks around. The living room was attached to the kitchen, with a small hallway leading to two bedrooms and a small bathroom. Robin helped you find some used furniture while you were back in Atlanta. A small couch and a table near the kitchen with two matching chairs. Robin even bought you a phone as a housewarming gift.
“It's not much but it’s ours.” You sigh and Max turns around on her heel.
“I think it’s perfect.” She smiles and you start to head back outside to the car.
“Then it’s settled. Be careful bringing stuff inside, only small things oka–” You barely rounded the corner before you almost collided with a tall figure. You back away quickly, “Shit, I’m so sorry!”
“It’s no big deal, cutie.”
You meet this man's gaze and your heart falls into your stomach. His eyes are like amber pools reflecting the afternoon sunlight. He has long, wavy hair just past his shoulders. He looks like Izzy Stradlin and it's kinda freaking you out. 
Max hears his familiar voice, “Munson?”
“In the flesh.” He smiles. “Hey, Red! I didn't know you were moving here?”
“Yeah! This is my cousin, Y/N.”
“Ohh! So you're the cousin everyone keeps talking about.” He simply smiles. “I’m Eddie, I live two doors down.” He holds his hand out and you shyly take it. He brings your hand up to his lips for a quick kiss. A red tint spreads across your face, you’re stunned, everything about him is irresistible. You almost forgot to breathe, god he's so hot.
“The famous Eddie everyone keeps telling me I need to meet.” You say, trying to regain your composure. Max rolled her eyes but couldn't help but smile. She had every intention of setting you two up, she just didn't think it would happen so soon.
“So, are we going to start unloading or are you going to keep staring at him?” Max says, sarcasm in full force.
“Shut up, Max.” You huff as she passes you on her way to the car.
“I should uhh…probably help her.” You say sheepishly.
“Let me know if you need anything, hmm?” He says while lighting a cigarette. “See ya around?”
“Y-yeah, see ya.” You trail off. You feel like you're suddenly under some sort of spell. You took a deep breath and slowly exhaled as you watched him walk away. Black boots, Dio back patch, he was wearing a Metallica T-shirt. The rings on his fingers made you weak, and his lips look so soft.
“Y/N! Hurry up!” Max calls.
“Yeah, yeah I’m comin’! Jeeze!”
Since you were on the ground floor, it made things pretty easy, you were able to move both beds inside by yourself. Max is a trooper and made a huge effort in putting things away. She took frequent breaks and drank lots of water just like you asked. The apartment is starting to look like people actually live here. It's getting late so you ordered a couple of pizzas, cut up the cake and sat across from Max on the floor. You listened to her plans to decorate her bedroom and all her summer adventures. When she mentioned her mom and Billy, her gaze shifted to her hands.
“Hey, Max. I know the wound is still fresh. It's just you and me now. I’ve got your back, you’ve got mine, right?”
“Right.” She agrees with an endearing smile but that smile quickly changes into a mischievous one.
“As long as you don't run away with Eddie and get married!” She mocks and throws a balled-up napkin at your face.
“You are such a brat sometimes!”
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The sun peeks through the curtains and you cover your face with a pillow. It feels like forever since you’ve had a good night's sleep. You sigh and roll out of bed, there is no use in going back to sleep when it's so bright in here. You slip on a pair of black shorts under your oversized black t-shirt. You hear a knock at the door, it's 10 am and you’re not expecting anyone. After grabbing a cigarette and a lighter, you groan and shuffle over to the front door. The lock clicks and you swing it open halfway.
To your surprise, it's the hot metal head next door holding two to-go cups of coffee, one in each hand. “Good morning, sweetheart.” His voice was sweet like honey. You realize you look like a hot mess and your face turns bright pink.
“Good morning, Eddie.”
“Figured you might need this after yesterday.” He offers the paper cup and you take it. You take a few steps outside and shut the door behind you, trying not to wake up Max.
You take a sip and all is right in the world. This is exactly what you needed, you haven't bought groceries yet so making coffee this morning wasn't an option. “Thank you, really. You’re my hero.” Eddie flicks his lighter and lights your cigarette for you, a total gentleman. You’re falling for every single one of his tricks but you don't seem to mind. “What are you up to today?”
“Work, but I have a gig tonight at a bar in town.”
“You’re in a band?!”
“Yeah, Corroded Coffin. We play mostly metal, some rock.” He shrugs.
“You are so cool y’know that?”
“Coming from the girl who drives an El Camino like she stole it.”  Eddie cocks his head to the side and leans against the wall next to you. He's so much taller than you, and the closer he leans into your space, the redder your face gets. He smells like weed and cologne, mixed with a hint of copper. 
“Lemme guess, you’re the lead guitarist.”
“How did you know?”
“Lucky guess.” You shrug.
“So…will you come?” His sweet puppy eyes keep throwing you off and you almost get lost in his dark brown pools, coffee-colored. The sun brings out those amber highlights around his iris again.
“I’ll think about it, Munson.” You answer playfully.
“8 pm at ‘The Hideout’ on 12th and Cedar street.” He says with a boyish grin as he walks back to his Black van parked across the way, he almost trips on a curb when he turns around and you giggle. You put your cigarette out and walk back inside, coffee in hand.
Max is lounging on the couch reading a magazine when you enter. “How did you sleep, kid?”
“Good! I was beat.” She snorts, “How's Eddie?”
“He invited me to see his band tonight. I might go.”
“Like a date?” Max snorts and puts her magazine down.
“I don't know if I would call it that.”
“It totally is.” She retorts with that signature ‘up to no good’ grin.
“It totally isn’t.” You say on your way to the bathroom. You shut the door behind you before you can hear Max’s last words.
“Whatever you say.” Max holds back a laugh and returns to her reading.
You exit the bathroom with nothing but a towel wrapped around you and sneak back into your bedroom. You pick out some fresh clothes, black shorts, and a Def Leppard shirt. The outfit goes really well with your black Doc-Martens and a few chains around your wrist and neck. You check your standing mirror and spin around. Satisfied with your outfit, you grab your bag and tell Max you’re going into town.
“Want anything?”
"Cherry Coke and something sweet.” She requests.
“You got it. Love you, back soon.” You shut the door behind you and hop in the car. The engine roars and you carefully back out of the parking lot with the empty U-haul trailer. You blast some Iron Maiden as you drive into town. You have a few errands to run, you need to get groceries, drop off the trailer, and rent a few movies for you and Max to watch.
Everything went smoothly, even grocery shopping wasn't so bad. When you saw the bakery across the street you had to check it out. You found a chocolate cake with buttercream icing and you couldn't resist. You pull into the small parking lot next to “Family Video” and check to make sure your cake is seatbelted and secure in the back seat. The little bell on top of the door rang as you opened it, Robin’s face lit up and she practically flew over the counter.
“Y/N! Yes! You’re here!” She gives you a big hug and you squeeze her back. It’s been so long since you’ve seen her and she hasn't changed a bit.
“Hey, Robin! It’s good to see you!” you cheered. Steve steps out from behind the counter and gives you a little wave.
“This is Steve, I’ve told you about him.” Robin gestures towards her taller colleague.
“Ah yes, the famous Steve Harrington, babysitter extraordinaire.” You tease.
“Yeah, uhh something like that.” Steve was caught off guard, he didn't expect you to look so cool. “It’s nice to meet you, Y/N.”
“Likewise, Max speaks highly of you.”
You chat with them for a bit and update Robin on your progress and how Max is doing. While you're there you pick out a few movies you think Max would enjoy. She likes horror and mystery movies. You settled on “Terror at the Opera”, “The Lost boys” and “Evil Dead”. 
You wave goodbye and exit the store, and enter the record shop right next door. You wave at the shop owner and He greets you with a handshake. He tells you quite a bit about your new job, he gives you a nametag and a set of keys since you’ll be on the closing shift. You take a quick look around and notice the wide selection of tapes and records. Band posters and fliers are plastered all over the walls, there are a couple of record players off to the side for customers to listen before they buy. It’s dimly lit and smells a little like dust. This place is certainly your vibe and you’re looking forward to it.
“Maaaax I’m home!” You call out, grocery bags hanging off your arms while you carefully set the cake on the counter. Max hops up from the couch and starts putting things away.
“Whoa! This cake is huge!” Max comments.
“You said you wanted something sweet. It's a housewarming cake.”
Max chuckles and carefully puts it in the refrigerator. She pulls a can of coke from the bottom shelf and cracks it open. You do the same and you both take a seat on the living room floor facing each other.
“Sooo...are you going to that show tonight?”
“Yeah, I think it'll be fun.”
“Is it okay if I hang out at Mike's place?”
“Yeah, sure! What are you guys gonna do?”
“Play video games, watch a movie, I also wanna try out my new board. Oh! And you know Karen’s got the best junk food.”
“Sounds like fun. I can drop you off before I head to the show.” You offer and Max nods.
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𝒮𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓇𝑜𝓌 𝑜𝒻 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒟𝒶𝓌𝓃~𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓅𝑒𝓇 2
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Warnings: angst (anxiety, jealousy, overthinking)
word count: 2,133
"Daniel?" You turned and saw him, your heart stopping but also racing at the same time.
"Oh my god Birdie it is you!" He practically jumped over the counter to get to you faster. He embraced you in a tight hug. "Gosh I've missed you, how have you been? Sammy why didn't you tell me she was in town?"
From the outside, the exchange would've looked like the two of you had been in a long distance relationship and you had just surprised him. You had your arms around his neck and face buried in the crook of his neck, while he had his arms around your waist and was spinning you around. While that was certainly not the case, Sam couldn't help but notice how Daniel's face lit up when he saw you. The two often spoke about their feelings towards you. Sam only ever seeing you as a sister after knowing you since you were only five. Daniel however saw as you as much more than a friend. He'd known he loved you since freshman year but only thought of it as a friendship type. Until your junior prom when he desperately wanted to be your date rather than your boyfriend at the time. 
"She just got back into town a couple hours ago. Her mom caught me at the grocery store yesterday and told me she would be in town for a while.", Sam said while Daniel placed you back on the ground, making sure you were steady before letting go of your waist. "Well, either way I'm glad you're back, Birdie. It's been way too long."
"I agree, it has been way too long. I'm actually here to stay though. I'm not leaving town any time soon. In fact I actually applied here earlier today." You watched as his eyes lit up, his smile growing bigger. "Don't worry Bird, I'll make sure you get the job." 
You blushed every time he said the nickname he had given you in freshman year. You weren't quite sure when or how he came up with the nickname but you loved it. He was the only one to ever call you Birdie but you didn't mind at all. It quickly became the only thing he called you, choosing to not use your real name at all. You missed hearing it so often.
"Thank you Danny. I missed you way too much. I'd be happy to work with you."
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After two weeks of being back in Frankenmuth, and it felt as if no time had been spent away at all. Every night since you got back you had dinner with either Sam or Daniel. Or even the both of them. But today the three of you decided to do brunch at Honey Bee's instead as Sam had to be in the studio working on an album he had been producing that evening. It would also be your first day working at New Moon. Although Daniel was not there, the owner was and showed you how to work the register, where everything was and where everything goes. You were told that you would do mostly tarot readings for now but once you got comfortable and could work by yourself you would be running the store on your own two days out of the week. 
Lilith showed you to the room you would be doing tarot readings, it was small space just big enough for a small table a shelf and some smaller decor. "You're free to decorate in here however you like. Just make sure you have multiple tarot decks." You nodded, making a mental note to search for some decor once you got home. "Oh and we have a free roam cat here. Her name is Greta,  I take her home on weekends so she's not alone. You're free to dress her up if you'd like." Lilith gave you a warm smile before asking you to restock the herbs.
Once you were home and ready for bed, you began scrolling instagram when a notification came through,
danielrwagner has requested to follow you
He had never been one for social media in high school, or at least rarely used it. You approved his follow request and followed him back before he messaged you.
danielrwagner: Heyy! Me and Sammy are gonna hang out tomorrow afternoon, and I wanted to ask if maybe you wanted to come over a little early and spend some time together?
morningbird: Hii! I would love to spend some time with you! What time should i be there?
danielrwagner: Umm around 2:30ish I'd say would be a good time. Sam won't be here until four but that still gives us plenty of time :)
morningbird: ill be there for sure! 
The only notification you received from him other than his address was that he liked the message. You looked through his profile, seeing as it was a different one than the one he had in high school. His most recent post was from three months prior. "Spent the night with a lovely lady<3" It was a picture that seemed like it was taken during a date, but what you didn't realize you felt was jealous. Jealous of a girl he met while you had been away at school. It's not like he liked you, right? Thats what you told yourself. You decided it was best to go to bed at that point. Setting your alarm and putting your phone on do not disturb, you quickly found yourself slipping into slumber.
"Hey! You made it.", Daniel told you with a shy smile on his face. "Birdie, theres umm...there's something I wanna talk to you about." He was anxious. You could hear it in his voice, but why was he so nervous. "What is it Danny? Are you okay?" 
"Yeah. Yeah I'm fine don't worry. Can I get you something to drink? Or a snack?" You smiled and nodded wondering why he was so nervous. You went over all the possibilities of what it could be. Did he not wanna be friends even after how excited he was to see you? Or was it that he was moving away and wanted to make sure you would be okay?
Daniel retuned momentarily and was a little more collected. He brought you a glass of water and some strawberries. "Just a heads up Sam's on his way. He got out of work early. But Bird, I wanna be completely honest with you about something. I don't know how to say but I...Birdie I-" 
"Hey Dan! Will you help me with the food? I stopped and got all of us something to eat since I wasn't sure if you or Y/n had eaten yet today." Sam called from the front of the house. Danny looked visibly upset at Sam for walking in, but why?
DANNY'S POV
"Damnit Sammy, I wanted to talk to her. Before you got here." you spoke quietly enough so Y/n wouldn't hear. You were nervous enough as it was. "I'm sorry, would you like more time? I can step out."
"No I'll just take her to dinner a different day or something. I'm so scared to tell her. I mean what if she doesn't have the same feelings towards me?" Sam gave you a sympathetic look. He knew something you didn't. "Do you guys need any help?", Y/n stood at the door. "No, we've got it. Thank you for offering though.", Sam gave her a smile and walked past her. Given the opportunity she took it. "What were you gonna say, Dan?", she looked up at you. Her big green eyes seeming like you take a dive in them and get completely lost forever. 
"I'll tell you at a better time, Birdie. Why don't we talk tomorrow over dinner? I'll take you somewhere nice out in Detroit.", she smiled and nodded. You could sit and stare at her smile for all of eternity as long as it meant you would be the cause of that smile. 
The rest of the night was full of laughter, but you couldn't help your anxiety when you thought about telling Y/n how you felt about her. You wanted it to be perfect but also feared she wouldn't feel the same. All you could do was hope for the best.
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The drive to her house seemed to take forever, although it was only a ten minute drive. She was waiting on her porch when you got there. She took your breath away once you saw her, wearing a light purple sundress and sandals. So simple yet she made it look so elegant. "Hey Birdie. Are you ready?" She nodded and smiled. Once again you felt nervous. After helping her into your jeep, you got in and picked up your phone. "I made you a playlist. I'm not sure what you listen to anymore so I have absolutely no clue if you'll like it." 
"I'll listen to anything. I'm sure it's amazing since you're the one who made it." 
The hour and a half long car ride was filled with her singing and giggling. In that moment it felt exactly like she had never left. You reached to turn the radio down before speaking. "Bird, I'm gonna be completely honest right now. I really like you." She was silent. You bit your bottom lip waiting for her response. "Danny, I like you too. You're my best friend." She giggled and turned to the window.
YOUR POV
You turned to the window as you realized what you said. 'You're my best friend'. It kept replaying in your head as he was silent the rest of the drive. You felt so stupid. You missed your chance to tell him how you had felt about him for years. You weren't sure if he was upset or if thats how he had meant it. 
"Alright we're here. Ready?" You looked at him and nodded, before watching him get out and come around to your door and opening it. He held his hand out for you to take. You were zoned out as he led you into the restaurant and told the host he had reservations. Maybe he hadn't meant what he said in the car. This was just two friends getting dinner together. Definitely not a date, although the restaurant was very nice and upscale.  
You told him about how and why you dropped out of school. Telling him the exact same thing you told Sam. He told you about he was a journalist but mostly worked at the apothecary. The two of you shared stories and enjoyed each others company. Then he looked nervous again. 
"Birdie what I said in the car wasn't very clear. I-" He was interrupted by a girl saying his name.
"Daniel! Hi! It's been a while how are you?" You immediately recognized her from the photo on his instagram and felt your heart drop. You felt your jaw clench as he stood to hug her. You were never someone to be jealous but this was different. "Y/n this is Nikki, Nikki this is Y/n." You smiled at her as he introduced the two of you but quickly looked away as she went for a hug. 
Looking back momentarily you saw the glare she was giving you. Almost like she was telling you to back off. You got the vibe that maybe Nikki liked Danny a little more than what was friends. "How have you been? You haven't been answering my messages. I was beginning to think that you forgot our plans for tomorrow." The way she said it seemed like they were possibly dating. 
"Nikki, I'll message you later. I gotta get Y/n home." His use of your name and not his given nickname felt like a punch to the gut. Even when introducing you to past girlfriends he used your nickname. Maybe he only saw you as a friend and you would just have to be okay with that. Daniel payed the check, while you zoned out once more. You were overthinking everything. Getting your hopes up without even thinking that he would most likely have a girlfriend. 
After he dropped you off, you watched him leave through the living room window before getting a message. 
danielrwagner: Here's your playlist if you wanna listen to it :) Listen to the first two songs carefully ;)
danielrwagner: We are the morning birds that sing against the sky
The name of the playlist stuck out to you, so you saved the playlist but put your phone on do not disturb and went to bed rather than listen to it. That was the first time you had ever cried over him and you promised yourself it would be the last time.
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Just Passin' By
Fandom: Outer Range, Rhett Abbott, f!reader
Word Count: 2147
TW: Kissing, Lead Up to Smut, Rhett Picking the Reader Up, Mentions of a Death in the Family, Reader with an Accent
Note: Thank you to @yespolkadotkitty for sending this thought that then blossomed into a full fic! And thanks to @hederasgarden for beta reading for me! 💖
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Walking into the hardware store, you didn’t see a single other person around. As you approached the counter, you called out. After a moment, the owner came walking out from the back room and you smiled at him. “Hey, Al. I got a call sayin’ my part was in?”
 “Sure thing. Let me just go check in the office.” He returned your smile before disappearing once more into the back.
Al had been good friends with your brother and he was one of the few people who had an idea about how much debt your brother had left you when he died a year ago. Between the medical bills and the funeral expenses, the idea of being able to live paycheck to paycheck sounded like a dream at the moment! You had considered selling the house and moving away, but there were too many memories within those walls. Besides, in the middle of big ranch country, no one was interested in your measly little piece of land.
As you stood there drumming your fingers on the counter, you felt someone slide up beside you. Turning slightly, you jumped when you saw the silent newcomer. “Jesus, Rhett! Way to scare a girl to death! I thought I was the only one here. I didn’t see you when I came in.”
Your old classmate smirked from underneath his cowboy hat. “I was in the back corner. I gotta pick up some nails and wire. One of our fences was damaged in that storm a few nights ago. What are you lookin’ for?”
You leaned heavily on the counter. “My mower crapped out on me again. I’m tryin’ to fix it.”
Rhett’s eyebrows shot up. “You’ve still got that ol’ push mower? I thought it broke a few months ago.”
“It did. But I managed to patch it together well enough for it to still kind of work, but this time the engine completely gave out. I’m tryin’ one last ditch effort to keep it goin’.”
“Why don’t you just throw in the towel and get a new one? They got basic ridin’ ones that ain’t too expensive.”
“I can’t afford even that at the moment. Plus, it’s only a 3-acre property and the house takes up a lot of that. It’s not like I’m tryin’ to cut your ranch or anythin’. As long as I can get it to work, it’ll do.” You sighed, but it quickly morphed into a soft chuckle. “You wanna know a secret? I’ve always hated cutting the lawn. It’s killer on my allergies and I’ve always been terrified I’m gonna cut off my hand messin’ with the blades. But if I don’t do it, the grass will just grow outta control and before long, I won’t even be able to step outta my house. So, I push my fears to the side, take a bunch of Claritin, and struggle to keep this mower alive.”
Before Rhett could respond, Al came back out with a small box. “Here you go. This should be what you’re looking for.”
“Thanks, Al. Can you just add it to my tab? I should be able to come pay it off at the end of next week.”
“Sure thing. And let me know if you have any problems with that and we can figure it out.”
“Thanks, I appreciate it.”
You grabbed the box and turned back to Rhett. “Well, I guess I better get goin’. But it was nice seein’ you. It’s been a while.”
“Yeah. I was just thinkin’ the same thing. Maybe-” Suddenly, Rhett’s phone began to buzz. Pulling it out, he glanced at it as he shot you an apologetic look.
You just nodded. “It’s okay. I’ll talk to you later. And good luck with the fence!” Before he could say anything else, you hurried out of the store.
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The next morning, you got up early and went to the garage to try to fix the lawn mower. But after three hours, you were having very little luck. Just as you were about to throw in the towel and give up for the day, you heard the sound of an engine approaching outside. However, it wasn’t a sound you were able to easily place. Not a car or a truck. It was deeper yet sounded like it was coming from a smaller vehicle. Furrowing your brow, you wiped your hands on your jeans and headed to the front door. Peering outside, you saw something you would have never expected in a million years.
Rhett Abbott was currently in your front yard, sitting atop of his father’s big blue tractor with a mowing attachment hooked to the back. He was driving along the fence line, the tractor spitting out freshly cut blades of grass. As he glanced up and saw you staring, he smiled and slowed the machine to a stop.  
Finally coming to your senses, you ran over to the tractor just as he shut off the engine. “Rhett? What the hell do you think you’re doin’?”
“What’s it look like I’m doin’? I’m mowin’ your yard.”
“Well, I can see that. But why?”
He shrugged. “I was passin’ by and thought ‘what the hell’.”
You pinched the bridge of your nose. “You were passin’ by….. on a tractor?”
He grinned at you as he leaned forward on the steering wheel and tipped up the brim of his hat, revealing more of his face. “Yeah. You got a problem with that?”
You stared at him for a long moment before shaking your head with a chuckle. “You know what? Go for it! Just don’t you dare run into my rose bush!”
Rhett pulled his hat down low as he dipped his head and said, “Yes, ma’am.” Then he started up the tractor once more.
With another shake of your head, you turned and walked back into the house, slyly glancing back over your shoulder to catch one more look at the cowboy before the door swung shut.
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About a half-hour later, you heard the engine of the tractor cut off once more. Climbing off the couch, you hurried into the kitchen and poured a glass of iced tea that you had just made. After sticking a single lemon slice on the edge of the glass, you hurried outside.
“Here. I figured you’d be thirsty so I made you some-” The glass almost slipped through your fingers as you caught sight of Rhett.
He had climbed down from the tractor and was standing with his back to you. His bare back. Apparently, he had gotten hot in the summer sun and had just removed his hat and his shirt as you came walking out. You watched the muscles in his back ripple and stretch as he finished brushing the stray grass from his machine. Then he turned to face you, running his hands through his sweat-dampened hair.
He smiled when he saw you standing there. Gesturing at the glass of tea, he asked, “Is that for me?”
You nodded silently and handed it to him. As your fingers lightly brushed against his, you felt a spark of electricity dance up your arm. Quickly, you pulled your hand back tight against your chest.
You stood there with your mouth hanging open slightly as you took in the sight before you. Strands of Rhett’s hair stuck to his face where it had been plastered there by sweat while the rest of it curled softly behind his ears. As he tilted his head back to drink from the glass you had handed him, his throat bobbed with every gulp as the liquid traveled down his elongated neck. When your eyes drifted lower, you watched as sweat dripped across the tattoo on his right peck. As he shifted and his muscles twitched, it looked almost as if the bull were trying to buck its rider off its back and you had to stop yourself from reaching out and running your hand over the black ink.
You could feel your face growing warm at the thought so you shifted your gaze lower, but that was a mistake. Bull riding took incredible core strength, and Rhett Abbott had a very incredible core. You could see every taut muscle on his lean frame, leading all the way down to the top of his jeans. Surprisingly, he wasn’t wearing his usual large-buckled belt today and his pants sagged low on his hips. Just a fraction lower and-
“See somethin’ you like?” Rhett’s voice cut through your thoughts and your eyes flew up to his face. A small little half-grin pulled at one side of his mouth, and it was clear he knew what you had been staring at.
You felt the heat rush to your face once more. “I, uh, I was admirin’ what a great job you did. I don’t think this yard’s looked this good in quite a long time.” Rhett’s smile grew larger, obviously not buying your explanation, but he didn’t challenge you on it. “Can I repay you somehow? I mean, I can’t actually pay you, but can I do something for you?”
“It was no trouble. Like I said, I was passin’ by and with this thing-“ he patted the side of the tractor “- I knew it wouldn’t take very long.”
“Uh-huh.” You still found it next to impossible he just happened to be on his tractor this far from his ranch. He came over here specifically to help you out and you just wished you could do something to show your gratitude.
Rhett shifted slightly as he nodded towards the hose connected to the side of your house. “Do you think I could just rinse off real quick ‘fore I go? It was hotter than I expected today.”
The thought of Rhett hosing off in your front yard almost brought you to your knees. You could just picture the way the water would darken his hair as it soaked it through before trickling down his bare torso. How his jeans would slip even lower as the water weighed them down-
You snapped your attention back to the man in front of you instead of the vision of him in your head. “You don’t have to do that! I do have an actual shower inside, you know. It would be more private, and you could actually adjust the water temperature.”
“Oh, the hose is fine. I don’t want to put you out or take up more of your time. Unless…..” He hesitated, glancing at you before quickly looking away. But in that instance, you were able to catch the question in his eyes. The way his eyes trailed over your body, how his tongue ran slyly over his lips. And it seemed that maybe you weren’t the only one who had been having daydreams.
A coy smile curled on your lips as you took a few steps closer to him. “It’s no problem at all. And I have a really nice shower. Fancy shower head, great water pressure, and it’s big. Could easily fit two people, maybe more.” Reaching out, you ran your hands down his toned arms. “If that’s the issue.”
Rhett’s eyes narrowed slightly as he examined your face, no doubt trying to gauge exactly what you were offering. Quirking your eyebrow, you gave him the slightest of nods. Instantly, his lips were on yours as his hand cupped the back of your neck. You blinked in surprise before melting under his touch. His lips were surprisingly soft and it was an electrifying contrast to the rough scrape of his hand on your skin. The hand not on your neck slid down and grabbed your hip, pulling you flush against his hard, sweaty body. You gasped softly as you felt him already straining against his jeans.
After a moment, Rhett lifted you up and your legs immediately encircled his waist. As you began trailing kisses across his jaw and down his neck, the salty sting of his skin on your lips, he moaned softly. “You don’t know how long I’ve wanted this.”
Lifting your head, you nipped playfully at his lip. “You could’ve stopped by anytime.”
“Oh, believe me, sweetheart. After this, I’ll be stopping by all the time.” Then he captured your lips once more.
He began carrying you into the house as you rolled your hips into him, tightening your legs to pull him in closer. Feeling him shudder beneath you, you grinned. It was exhilarating to know you could elicit such a reaction from the strong, controlled bull-rider.
As he stumbled through the door, he muttered, “So, where’s this shower I’ve been hearin’ so much about?”
But you shook your head as you brushed his sweaty hair off of his face. “Later. First, I want you like this and I can show you the shower after. But right now, let me show you the bed.”
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Hi there thank you so much for your hard work guys we all appreciate it very much
Please can you give a big big fluff fic I mean a fic that's cute and very cute as you (that's not a flirt ) and have a cute words like "my dear" again thanks for your work
Hello. Pleeeeeeease please please check our #fluff tag where we have oodles of fluffy fics already recommended. Here are yet more to add to the collection...
A Picnic Proposal by Carimes_treehouse (G)
One year after they got together, they finally go on their long-awaited picnic. It had to be perfect. Crowley had a plan, after all.
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The movement caught Aziraphale’s gaze and he tilted his head in interest, locking eyes with him. “It’s um… a present. Anniversary present.”
Dance with me, my old friend by amerande (T)
During the taxi ride back to the bookshop, Aziraphale considered the many ways in which he’d left the Ritz over the years. The first time: contented and excited to tell Crowley about it, to perhaps share it with him. Several subsequent times: alone, but with the delightful memory of an afternoon or evening basking in Crowley’s company and attention. After that: with Crowley, walking through London, to the bookshop or to a museum, talking and sharing time. Once, eleven years ago: in Crowley’s Bentley for a night of drinking and plotting to avert the apocalypse.
This was the first time they’d taken a cab together.
a simple harmony by shoebox_addict (T)
“I can’t believe you’ve kept that stored away all this time.”
“I’ve kept it all, angel,” said Crowley.
At that, Aziraphale’s heart caught in his throat. He had no idea how to respond to something so kind, so sweet. He searched for the right words, but all he found was, “Oh, Crowley.”
Cupcakes and Camellias by CallipygianGoldfish (T)
It’s not quite a mid-life crisis that lands him in the middle of the countryside with a bakery on his hands, but on the other hand, it most definitely is. Kicked out of his bookshop by an irate but well-meaning friend, Aziraphale attempts negotiating life in a small village, baking piña colada bread, and duckpond dates.
When the new bakery owner moves in opposite his flower shop, Crowley doesn’t give it another thought, until he’s forced to go searching for his missing devil-cat. And well, if he spends the rest of the day in shock, can you blame him? Nobody said the new baker was positively gorgeous.
Do you have any idea by Enven (T)
He was hungry for anything he could get. Every tiniest scrap of attention Aziraphale gave him, everything that could at least potentially indicate that he enjoyed his company – Crowley would take it all, and shove it deep into the dimness of his mind to hopelessly reminisce about it later.
or: 5 times they pined like crazy, and 1 time they didn't
I could....hunker down at your place by Angelica_Tree (G)
Inspired by the Good Omens: Lockdown special from 2020. It takes less than an hour after the phone call for Aziraphale to realize that he can't spend lockdown apart from Crowley. Crowley is more than happy to hunker down at the bookshop. Spending this much time together, they finally find the words that have escaped them for too long. And clear one very important misunderstanding out of the way.
- Mod D
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Just Passin' By
Fandom: Outer Range, Rhett Abbott, f!reader
Word Count: 2147
TW: Kissing, Lead Up to Smut, Rhett Picking the Reader Up, Mentions of a Death in the Family, Reader with an Accent
Note: Thank you to @yespolkadotkitty for sending this thought that then blossomed into a full fic! And thanks to @hederasgarden for beta reading for me! 💖
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Walking into the hardware store, you didn’t see a single other person around. As you approached the counter, you called out. After a moment, the owner came walking out from the back room and you smiled at him. “Hey, Al. I got a call sayin’ my part was in?”
 “Sure thing. Let me just go check in the office.” He returned your smile before disappearing once more into the back.
Al had been good friends with your brother and he was one of the few people who had an idea about how much debt your brother had left you when he died a year ago. Between the medical bills and the funeral expenses, the idea of being able to live paycheck to paycheck sounded like a dream at the moment! You had considered selling the house and moving away, but there were too many memories within those walls. Besides, in the middle of big ranch country, no one was interested in your measly little piece of land.
As you stood there drumming your fingers on the counter, you felt someone slide up beside you. Turning slightly, you jumped when you saw the silent newcomer. “Jesus, Rhett! Way to scare a girl to death! I thought I was the only one here. I didn’t see you when I came in.”
Your old classmate smirked from underneath his cowboy hat. “I was in the back corner. I gotta pick up some nails and wire. One of our fences was damaged in that storm a few nights ago. What are you lookin’ for?”
You leaned heavily on the counter. “My mower crapped out on me again. I’m tryin’ to fix it.”
Rhett’s eyebrows shot up. “You’ve still got that ol’ push mower? I thought it broke a few months ago.”
“It did. But I managed to patch it together well enough for it to still kind of work, but this time the engine completely gave out. I’m tryin’ one last ditch effort to keep it goin’.”
“Why don’t you just throw in the towel and get a new one? They got basic ridin’ ones that ain’t too expensive.”
“I can’t afford even that at the moment. Plus, it’s only a 3-acre property and the house takes up a lot of that. It’s not like I’m tryin’ to cut your ranch or anythin’. As long as I can get it to work, it’ll do.” You sighed, but it quickly morphed into a soft chuckle. “You wanna know a secret? I’ve always hated cutting the lawn. It’s killer on my allergies and I’ve always been terrified I’m gonna cut off my hand messin’ with the blades. But if I don’t do it, the grass will just grow outta control and before long, I won’t even be able to step outta my house. So, I push my fears to the side, take a bunch of Claritin, and struggle to keep this mower alive.”
Before Rhett could respond, Al came back out with a small box. “Here you go. This should be what you’re looking for.”
“Thanks, Al. Can you just add it to my tab? I should be able to come pay it off at the end of next week.”
“Sure thing. And let me know if you have any problems with that and we can figure it out.”
“Thanks, I appreciate it.”
You grabbed the box and turned back to Rhett. “Well, I guess I better get goin’. But it was nice seein’ you. It’s been a while.”
“Yeah. I was just thinkin’ the same thing. Maybe-” Suddenly, Rhett’s phone began to buzz. Pulling it out, he glanced at it as he shot you an apologetic look.
You just nodded. “It’s okay. I’ll talk to you later. And good luck with the fence!” Before he could say anything else, you hurried out of the store.
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The next morning, you got up early and went to the garage to try to fix the lawn mower. But after three hours, you were having very little luck. Just as you were about to throw in the towel and give up for the day, you heard the sound of an engine approaching outside. However, it wasn’t a sound you were able to easily place. Not a car or a truck. It was deeper yet sounded like it was coming from a smaller vehicle. Furrowing your brow, you wiped your hands on your jeans and headed to the front door. Peering outside, you saw something you would have never expected in a million years.
Rhett Abbott was currently in your front yard, sitting atop of his father’s big blue tractor with a mowing attachment hooked to the back. He was driving along the fence line, the tractor spitting out freshly cut blades of grass. As he glanced up and saw you staring, he smiled and slowed the machine to a stop.  
Finally coming to your senses, you ran over to the tractor just as he shut off the engine. “Rhett? What the hell do you think you’re doin’?”
“What’s it look like I’m doin’? I’m mowin’ your yard.”
“Well, I can see that. But why?”
He shrugged. “I was passin’ by and thought ‘what the hell’.”
You pinched the bridge of your nose. “You were passin’ by….. on a tractor?”
He grinned at you as he leaned forward on the steering wheel and tipped up the brim of his hat, revealing more of his face. “Yeah. You got a problem with that?”
You stared at him for a long moment before shaking your head with a chuckle. “You know what? Go for it! Just don’t you dare run into my rose bush!”
Rhett pulled his hat down low as he dipped his head and said, “Yes, ma’am.” Then he started up the tractor once more.
With another shake of your head, you turned and walked back into the house, slyly glancing back over your shoulder to catch one more look at the cowboy before the door swung shut.
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About a half-hour later, you heard the engine of the tractor cut off once more. Climbing off the couch, you hurried into the kitchen and poured a glass of iced tea that you had just made. After sticking a single lemon slice on the edge of the glass, you hurried outside.
“Here. I figured you’d be thirsty so I made you some-” The glass almost slipped through your fingers as you caught sight of Rhett.
He had climbed down from the tractor and was standing with his back to you. His bare back. Apparently, he had gotten hot in the summer sun and had just removed his hat and his shirt as you came walking out. You watched the muscles in his back ripple and stretch as he finished brushing the stray grass from his machine. Then he turned to face you, running his hands through his sweat-dampened hair.
He smiled when he saw you standing there. Gesturing at the glass of tea, he asked, “Is that for me?”
You nodded silently and handed it to him. As your fingers lightly brushed against his, you felt a spark of electricity dance up your arm. Quickly, you pulled your hand back tight against your chest.
You stood there with your mouth hanging open slightly as you took in the sight before you. Strands of Rhett’s hair stuck to his face where it had been plastered there by sweat while the rest of it curled softly behind his ears. As he tilted his head back to drink from the glass you had handed him, his throat bobbed with every gulp as the liquid traveled down his elongated neck. When your eyes drifted lower, you watched as sweat dripped across the tattoo on his right peck. As he shifted and his muscles twitched, it looked almost as if the bull were trying to buck its rider off its back and you had to stop yourself from reaching out and running your hand over the black ink.
You could feel your face growing warm at the thought so you shifted your gaze lower, but that was a mistake. Bull riding took incredible core strength, and Rhett Abbott had a very incredible core. You could see every taut muscle on his lean frame, leading all the way down to the top of his jeans. Surprisingly, he wasn’t wearing his usual large-buckled belt today and his pants sagged low on his hips. Just a fraction lower and-
“See somethin’ you like?” Rhett’s voice cut through your thoughts and your eyes flew up to his face. A small little half-grin pulled at one side of his mouth, and it was clear he knew what you had been staring at.
You felt the heat rush to your face once more. “I, uh, I was admirin’ what a great job you did. I don’t think this yard’s looked this good in quite a long time.” Rhett’s smile grew larger, obviously not buying your explanation, but he didn’t challenge you on it. “Can I repay you somehow? I mean, I can’t actually pay you, but can I do something for you?”
“It was no trouble. Like I said, I was passin’ by and with this thing-“ he patted the side of the tractor “- I knew it wouldn’t take very long.”
“Uh-huh.” You still found it next to impossible he just happened to be on his tractor this far from his ranch. He came over here specifically to help you out and you just wished you could do something to show your gratitude.
Rhett shifted slightly as he nodded towards the hose connected to the side of your house. “Do you think I could just rinse off real quick ‘fore I go? It was hotter than I expected today.”
The thought of Rhett hosing off in your front yard almost brought you to your knees. You could just picture the way the water would darken his hair as it soaked it through before trickling down his bare torso. How his jeans would slip even lower as the water weighed them down-
You snapped your attention back to the man in front of you instead of the vision of him in your head. “You don’t have to do that! I do have an actual shower inside, you know. It would be more private, and you could actually adjust the water temperature.”
“Oh, the hose is fine. I don’t want to put you out or take up more of your time. Unless…..” He hesitated, glancing at you before quickly looking away. But in that instance, you were able to catch the question in his eyes. The way his eyes trailed over your body, how his tongue ran slyly over his lips. And it seemed that maybe you weren’t the only one who had been having daydreams.
A coy smile curled on your lips as you took a few steps closer to him. “It’s no problem at all. And I have a really nice shower. Fancy shower head, great water pressure, and it’s big. Could easily fit two people, maybe more.” Reaching out, you ran your hands down his toned arms. “If that’s the issue.”
Rhett’s eyes narrowed slightly as he examined your face, no doubt trying to gauge exactly what you were offering. Quirking your eyebrow, you gave him the slightest of nods. Instantly, his lips were on yours as his hand cupped the back of your neck. You blinked in surprise before melting under his touch. His lips were surprisingly soft and it was an electrifying contrast to the rough scrape of his hand on your skin. The hand not on your neck slid down and grabbed your hip, pulling you flush against his hard, sweaty body. You gasped softly as you felt him already straining against his jeans.
After a moment, Rhett lifted you up and your legs immediately encircled his waist. As you began trailing kisses across his jaw and down his neck, the salty sting of his skin on your lips, he moaned softly. “You don’t know how long I’ve wanted this.”
Lifting your head, you nipped playfully at his lip. “You could’ve stopped by anytime.”
“Oh, believe me, sweetheart. After this, I’ll be stopping by all the time.” Then he captured your lips once more.
He began carrying you into the house as you rolled your hips into him, tightening your legs to pull him in closer. Feeling him shudder beneath you, you grinned. It was exhilarating to know you could elicit such a reaction from the strong, controlled bull-rider.
As he stumbled through the door, he muttered, “So, where’s this shower I’ve been hearin’ so much about?”
But you shook your head as you brushed his sweaty hair off of his face. “Later. First, I want you like this and I can show you the shower after. But right now, let me show you the bed.”
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My boss went out of town for a week and I was the only one available to cover all his shifts, so I ended up working six 14 hour days. As if that wasn’t bad enough, he didn’t order anything for the store ahead of time! And he’s the only one authorized to do that! So by the middle of the week we were running out of everything in the store. Queue S***h (a very popular white person last name) Wholesale giving us a “courtesy call” that went like this:
Me: Hello, this is [Store Name]! How can I help you?
Woman: Hi, this is S***h Wholesale, just calling because we haven’t received an order from you yet. Will you not be requesting a delivery this week?
Me: Oh, sorry about that! The owner is out of town this week and he’s the only one who can place orders.
Woman: So?
Me: ….. So?
Woman: So you won’t be ordering?
Me: Uh, no. I’m not authorized to do that and the person who is isn’t here.
Woman, now being openly snippy; The cut off time for getting a delivery this week was over an hour ago. I’m doing you a courtesy by extending your window.
Me: Okay? I don’t know what you want me to say here.
Woman: So you’re NOT ordering anything with us this week?
Me: Like I said before I can’t-
Woman: And may I have YOUR name?
Me: tells her my last name
Woman: Okay, I’ll just put here [Last Name] rejected the order. -hangs up-
Like…? How did we go from “you haven’t placed an order”, to “you missed the time to order”, to “there was already an order and now its YOUR fault it got canceled”?
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Seven Seconds: Part One
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Female!Reader
Word Count: ~2.2k
Warnings: canon violence, canon language, canon talk of death, methods of kill
Author’s Note: I do not own anything from Criminal Minds. All credit goes to their respective owners. If there is any warnings that exceed the normal death/kills from the show, I will list them. If you’ve seen the show, then it’s the same level of angst unless otherwise stated
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"Nothing is easier than to denounce the evil doer; Nothing more difficult than understanding him." - Fyodor Dostoevsky
Child abductions are one of the worst things a human being can do, but you thrive in those environments. You can usually find the child easily because their energies are pure and will lead you to them. However, the abductions usually happen in a smaller setting like a house or even a school...
This one just so happens to be in a fucking mall where there are thousands of people here. Your team was called to assist as soon as the child was reported missing twenty minutes ago. The good thing about this is you can always spot the perpetrator since they love to insert themselves into the investigations. Plus, they have to pretend like they're sad about this, which means they're lying to everyone, which means you can spot them even easier.
This case is meant for someone like you.
Your entire team gets to the mall quickly since you're only an hour from the crime. The local police are currently there as well to help out where they can.
"I'm James Franklin," James introduces himself when you get there. "I'm the Director of the Bureau's Rapid Deployment Team. We've been in lockdown for almost twenty minutes. My team's already in motion."
There was another kidnapping a week ago from the same location. Jessica Davis lost her life, and the killer hadn't been caught. You don't know if it's connected, but that's what you're here to find out.
"Another female, same age, same time of day, and taken from essentially the same location," Emily points out.
"What makes you sure Katie Jacobs is still in the building?" you ask James.
"The mall's got cameras installed at every entrance and exit. Surveillance video confirms Katie entering the building, but no sign of her leaving. Security paged her over the intercom, and their initial sweep came up empty."
"Whoever killed Jessica Davis last week left that mall with her because he wanted time with his victim in privacy. Assuming it's the same offender, he wouldn't stray from his MO. He wouldn't leave here without his victim."
"If Katie is here, then her abductor is still here." You turn to Hotch with a determined look. "I'll be able to tell you who did it."
"Good. Garcia, report to the mall's security office. Reid, Morgan, I want you to find the head of security. We need all data from every search team. You guys start with Katie's parents," Hotch says to you, Emily, and JJ. "We'll treat the mall like a neighborhood, and we'll separate into areas of control. Come on."
This may not be the biggest mall in Virginia, but it is one of the most popular ones. Still, it's pretty big with a hundred and seventeen stores, sixty-nine storage closets, seventy-three dressing rooms, six men and women's restrooms, seven restaurants each with separate kitchens, four elevators, and exits to the rooftop via the north and south stairwells. On top of all that, there is a whole underbelly beneath your feet. Boiler rooms, air ducts, and a subterranean level.
Every team got a copy of the map, but the reality of the situation is that it'll take at least three hours to cover the basics of the entire mall. Realistically, you only have half that time to find Katie.
Ninety-nine percent of abducted children who are killed died within the first twenty-four hours, seventy-five percent are killed within the first three hours, and forty-four percent are killed within the first hour. Jessica Davis joined that forty-four percent group, so if you have any hope of finding Katie alive, then you have about an hour to find her so she doesn't fall into that category.
Penelope knows more about cameras than anyone else on the team, which is why she is the perfect person for the job. She needs every inch of surveillance footage so she can examine it frame by frame to see if there is anything in the background that the police or security has missed. If you want to find Katie alive, then Penelope is going to do her very best to search for her.
Penelope didn't find much, but she did look into one of the cameras outside of the arcade. Katie is clearly shown in the video, but the video image is so poor that everything else is too blurry... including the person Katie is with. She could start the process to enhance the image, but no one has that kind of time.
The best thing you can do as a person and as an FBI agent is to be where the crowd is. You'll be able to rule out any suspects, determine who is innocent and who is guilty, and hopefully, locate the abductor. You, Emily, and JJ walk toward the general public, and you pause when you feel something creep up your spine. There is something trying to tell you that something isn't right here.
You look over the crowd at the different faces. Most people are in their own little world since they have no clue what is going on. Some are too bored to care, and then there are others holding their own children so they don't run off.
"What's wrong?" Emily asks you.
"The unsubs are here. I can feel them."
"Unsubs? As in more than one? How do you know that?"
"Because there is confusion and panic coming from everyone. And out of everyone here, there are two people who are unusually calm."
"Katie was last seen by her cousin in the arcade about twenty-five minutes ago," an officer interrupts. "She was wearing jeans, a green shirt, gray sneakers, and ponytails. We also have a list of registered offenders located within a forty-five-mile radius."
"Okay, run this against current and former employees as well," Emily says. The officer nods and leaves, and Emily turns back to you. "What do you mean by two people? Who?"
"Them."
You gesture to them with your head. Katie's parents, Beth and Paul, are crying and freaking out like any other parent would. However, Katie's aunt and uncle, Richard and Susan, are beside them acting like they are scared. Susan is unusually calm about this entire thing, and Richard is more scared than panicked. Scared for himself, that is.
"They're Katie's aunt and uncle," JJ says.
"You're suggesting family members can't be predators to their own family? Look, I don't have proof, obviously, but I know what I feel and what I see. They have something to do with it. Looks can be deceiving, so don't let them lie to you."
You three head over to Katie's parents, but your eyes are locked onto Richard. Susan is also a suspect in your book, but Richard seems like he has dark secrets. You know he is hiding something dark, you don't know what it is just yet.
"Hi. We're agents Jareau, Y/N, and Prentiss with the BAU. You two must be Katie's aunt and uncle. This can't be easy. We're here to walk you through this."
Hotch walks away from his group and heads over to you three, but you don't look away from Richard. You cross your arms over your chest to make it look like you know their secret. Richard tries not to look at you, but his wife isn't so shy about telling you off.
"Why are you looking at my husband like that?"
"Just thinking, ma'am."
You look away from Richard and focus on the issue at hand. If you want to prove that Richard and Susan are your unsubs, then it would do you and Katie no good to call them out. You have to build a case first, so you have to stay silent about this for a little while longer.
"So, when you and your cousin were going in and out of stores, did anybody try to talk to her?" Emily asks Jeremy, Richard and Susan's son and Katie's cousin.
"I don't think so."
"Did somebody maybe compliment her hair or open the door for you guys?"
"He wasn't exactly paying attention," Richard scoffs.
"Yes, I was."
"You'd think after all my years in retail, I'd hate the mall, but it was convenient," Susan sighs.
"She was right next to me, I swear," Jeremy says, but his parents are paying any attention to them.
"Then we split up, because I--I had to shop for my husband's birthday," Susan continues. "I should have stayed near the kids. Now I wish we never left the house this morning.
"That's when you got lost in that video game, right?" Richard asks his son.
"This isn't fair."
You need to get Jeremy away from his parents if you're going to get the whole story from him.
"You know, this may all be a mistake. Katie might just be lost, maybe in some bookstore or something. She loves to read. You know, she could just be in a corner, just, you know--or maybe playing dress-up in a store or something," Richard stutters.
"This image was captured moments before your nephew reported Katie missing," JJ says, showing the image that Penelope was trying to work with.
It's very grainy and hard to see, but it's what you have right now.
"Oh, god," Paul sighs sadly.
"I know the angle's limited, but is there anything or anyone in the frame that you recognize?" Hotch asks.
"No. No. Katie has asthma. She needs her inhaler," Beth whimpers.
"H-how could someone have just taken her in front of all those people?"
"That's what we're trying to figure out," you state.
"How do you plan on doing that?"
You could tell him what you can do, but that might upset Richard and Susan into killing Katie. You don't know where she is, but you do know that she is alive.
"We're retracing Katie's steps. We're going over surveillance footage. We're searching every crack and crevice under this roof."
"I want to be out there looking for my girl."
"I'd want to be doing the same thing, but when an abduction is reported, the parents are debriefed separately. It's more efficient that way," Hotch says.
"Hotch, can I talk to you?" you say and gesture to the side. He excuses himself as you two go off to the side. "I know this is too early to determine, but you need to keep an eye on Susan and Richard."
"What do you see?"
"I'll bet my entire career that they're both the unsubs. Out of everyone here, they're the only calm ones as if they know something we don't. Susan is showing fake concern--I see it all over her body. I know I don't have proof, but I will work on getting it. I'll have to talk to Jeremy away from his parents. I'd like to go to the arcade to see what really happened."
"I trust you," he nods. "I'll keep an eye on them."
You leave his side and approach Emily before tapping on her shoulder.
"Hotch gave me permission to talk to Jeremy away from his parents. I'm going to meet Spencer and Derek at the arcade. I'll let you know when I'd like for you to bring him over here."
"You got it."
You leave the group and head straight to the arcade which is thankfully, on the same floor as everyone else. Derek and Spencer are there already talking to each other. When they see you, they break up their conversation.
"So she and her cousin came in here about thirty minutes ago, and that was the last time anyone saw Katie?" you ask them.
"That's right. Ten minutes after the assault is generally the molester's lowest point of self-esteem," Spencer says.
"He could be panicking right about now, realizing he's got a witness."
"Yeah, I doubt it," you say.
"Richard Allen Davis strangled Polly Klaas just to prevent her from identifying him," Spencer says.
"Yeah, well, I met our unsubs, and they don't really seem fazed by all this. I believe our unsubs are Richard and Susan, Katie's aunt and uncle. I need proof, which is why I'm here now. Hopefully, with Jeremy, I'll be able to paint a picture."
"A single abduction like this would normally be classified as a snatch-and-grab, but with the Jessica Davis abduction, it's more likely we're dealing with a preferential offender whose victims fall into a particular type. He came to this mall knowing what he was looking for because he feels safe here, familiar with his surroundings."
"Emily, you can bring Jeremy over," you say over the earpiece. Moments later, Emily brings over the kid before leaving you three to talk to him. "Jeremy, we asked your mom and dad if we could talk privately. Thought it might be easier that way."
"Because my dad thinks this is my fault," he sighs and takes a seat at a nearby table.
"No. Jeremy, your dad is just super upset right now because in times like this, people get really emotional," Spencer says, taking a seat across from him.
You don't comment on what he said because you don't want to upset or worry Jeremy over something he can't control.
"Hey, kid, the moments right before a kidnapping like this are the most important. You gotta understand you're the only one who can help us with that."
"But... I can't remember."
"Jeremy, all we need is the last thing Katie did or said before you realized she was gone."
Jeremy starts to think about it, but the more he does, the more he panics. His breathing picks up, clearly showing the signs that he's having a panic attack.
"I can't breathe," he gasps.
"He's having a panic attack," you jump into action. You sink to your knees and place your hand on his back. "You're okay, Jeremy. Put your head between your knees, okay? It'll help." You guide him to the position you want him in, and you rub his back to comfort him. "Just take deep breaths for me."
This is going to take some time, you can't rush something like this.
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I saw some photos of Pedro on set and wrote a thing. Back on my writing about Perdo characters we are yet to see bullshit. I said I wouldn't write anything then wrote, edited and posted this in an hour.🤣
F!reader x whoever Pedro is playing.
WC 1.2k
Warning: swearing, a little angst, mentions of drugs, alcohol, injury.
A song fic based on Robert Johnson.
Ramblin' on My Mind
It was hard to say what woke her at first. The steady drip of the faucet that the landlord swore he would send someone to fix ASAP. That had been three months ago, six weeks ago, two weeks ago. No, that had faded into the low din of her apartment. Along with the too loud hum of her fridge. The tick of her clock that she didn't need to remind her of the passing of time. The mirror and her thoughts at 3am on sleepness nights reminded her just fine.
No something else pulled her from sleep. Ah, there it was, that song again. The same melody night after night. Enough of it carried on the wind for it to be familiar but not for her to pin it down. Laying there she willed her mind to give up on it, to let her slip back into blissful unconsciousness. To where she wasn't a disappointment. To where her dreams came true. Fuck it. She kicked the blankets off and slipped on some jeans over her panties under her oversized t-shirt. Slipping on some shoes she headed out into the mild night. Only the occasional car in the distance interrupted her chasing the sound. At some point the song became clearer. Robert Johnson. As she neared though it suddenly stopped. She stood in the alley running behind the low rent house in her neighbourhood and waited. Nothing. The song didn't come again that night.
The next time she heard it was 4am. She was already awake, roused by choking regret. The disapproving words of her parents ringing in her ears. The feeling of finally giving in, finally admitting they were right after two decades clawed at her chest, threatening to tear right through her heart. Again she followed, only for the song to end before she found the source. This time she was able to her some of the lyrics. And I'm leavin' this mornin' with my arm' fold' up and cryin'. I hate to leave my baby but she treats me so unkind.
Defeated she'd fell back into bed for a few more hours. The sun was blinding, high in the sky, by the time she awoke. It did nothing for the tension headache behind her eyes. The darkness of the dimly lit record store provided relief. The perpetually stoned owner sort the same relief. His eyes had widened from their usual half lidded look when she had sung the lyrics to him. He was taken aback by her talent, before pointed her in the direction of what she wanted.
The vinyl recored slid from it's sleeve easily. She set it on the turn table as the sun began to fade from the day.
I got ramblin', I got ramblin' all on my mind. Hate to leave my baby but you treat me so unkind.
The song filled her apartment a few times, while she finished half a bottle of whiskey. Switching the record off she stumbled to the window. Drawing the curtains swiftly she didn't see the man stood in the alleyway.
The reassuring weight of the guitar on her back pushed her forward. Another audition. Another potential disappointment. Following the direction of the bar manager she headed on back around to the stage. Stepping out on to it the lights burned her wary eyes. A steadying breath filled her lungs before she introduced herself to the whoever was waiting obscured by the lights. She only made it through the first verse of 'Rambling on My Mind' before a rich, deep voice called for her to stop. Disappointment didn't get any easier even with the well worn trail of it in her heart. Dejected she made her way off the stage only to be cut off by a man. Fuck, he was handsome. It made her toes curl and her body pulse just to look at him. Plush lips wrapped around a cigarette. A mustache that she longed to feel the burn of against her skin. Thick hair that prompted her fingers to twitch at the thought of threading into it. The instant attraction to him was overwhelming. It should have been surprising to her that a few drinks and brief conversation later she was held to his to his chest, legs spread either side of his lap as he whispered against her "Let me take you home.", it wasn't it felt as a natural to her as making music did.
The well tuned engine of his muscle car roared as they head toward his home. Peering out through the rain that had begun to fall in sheets, she noticed that they were heading towards her home too. Down the hill, over the cross roads, follow the road as it curved to the left.
They came down the hill but never made it over the cross roads. The metallic tang of blood filled her mouth, splinters of glass dug into her skin. Her temple throbbed like a two day hangover. Looking over she saw him, his hair standing on end. No, it was dangling. They were dangling. Suspended from the ceiling. Blood dripped from his head, landing on his arms folded on the roof.
Footsteps approached. The word help croaked from her throat. A face appeared at the window. All dark eyes and sharply angled features. "This debt has already been paid. You forgot to collect your prize."
Dark eyes were replaced by soft, urget ones. "Ma'am stay still. We'll get you out of here." Red and blue lights flashed as time blurred and passed.
The car crash was the best thing that happened to her. They recovered together. From the car cash. The drink. The drugs. The disappointment. The heartache.
Their records sold. Their love grew. A love that seemed deep rooted, inherently there before they knew it. She never mentioned the dark eyed man she saw and he never told her of the recurring dream that woke him to play the same song night after night.
I got ramblin', I got ramblin' on my mind. I got ramblin', I got ramblin' all on my mind. Hate to leave my baby but you treat me so unkind.
He hated to leave her but he couldn't take being kept at arms length. The bile she spat at him to keep him away. To keep him safe. He didn't care what her family would do if they found them together. He'd hang for a moment with her.
I got mean things, I got mean things all on my mind. Little girl, little girl, I got mean things all on my mind. Hate to leave you here, babe, but you treat me so unkind.
He was so angry. He could happily kill her father when he saw the bruises that his grip had left on her wrist. The old man had held her so tight to keep her home. So consumed in his anger he didn't notice the well dressed man until he sat at his table. The man offered him a deal. His life for her happiness. Drunk on cheap alcohol and tales of a devil who grants your desires. He listened to the man speak low despite the music.
Runnin' down to the station, catch the first mail train I see. I think I hear her comin' now.
Just one small step and it would be sealed she would get her happiness.
And I'm leavin' this mornin' with my arm' fold' up and cryin'.
He didn't know she had followed him that night. She found him broken on the side of the tracks. Sobbing words of regret into his chest she held him as the sun rose and he took his last breath.
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R Town | Ch.11
Jungkook x Fem!Oc
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POV: Jungkook
Warnings: Pining, Jealousy, Online stalking (past tense), Depression, Alcohol
Index | Ch.12
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Before she even said her name, I knew it was her. Before Felix even announced his wife, I saw her and knew it was the girl I've constantly seen in my dreams for the past decade.
It's her hair. Her deep red hair doesn't look real, but if you have known her as long as I have you would know that hair is real as can be. Shiny and deep in color. Always making people turn their heads to look at it.
The way she walks. Gliding across the stage with her heels clicking against the old wood. Clenching onto the side of her dress to make sure the wind doesn't blow it up, or maybe even to control her anxiety. She never liked big crowds.
The way she speaks. She didn't say much. Just a short welcome, and then she was done. But that shy little hello, brought me back to all the days we used to spend together. The days we would play tag in the streets, play video games for as long as the store owner allowed us, and then go running to the playground after hours.
Our families never cared. My family was barely even a part of my existence, and her family just cared if she looked good. They cared if an eight-year-old looked good.
She always looked good to me. Even at seven or eight years old, I knew what it felt like to love someone. I know, I was young and stupid back then, but it was real. A real crush that made me want to be with her every second of every day. To just be in her presence and see her smile light up because of me. Then she left... and I felt my heart break for the first time.
People call me cold-hearted now. I don't blame her. I only blame myself. For letting myself get this way. For letting my jealousy spike when she said, "Thank you all for welcoming me and my... husband, into your town."
Husband. She has a fucking husband. It wasn't just innocent jealousy, either. I fucking hate her husband. I hate him for being with the person I've been longing for the past decade. I hate him because it's clear that's she stuck in the marriage with him. I know M'a smile. It doesn't look like that.
Before you ask yourself: Does this kid have issues? I probably do, but it's not like I haven't seen her at all since she left this once peaceful town. I've seen her on social media. Her name was never lost in my head, so finding her was easy. But by the time I gained the balls to message her, all her accounts became inactive. Some digging later, I found out she got married.
A year ago, it was. When I found out. A year ago is when I felt my heart break for the second time. And with this heartbreak, I became even more of a bastard than before.
I feel bad for Juliet, she was the victim for me to let my anger out on. I never hit her, but I made her think I had feelings for her when in reality, I just wanted to fuck my feelings out into her.
It's whatever now. I had a feeling she was only having sex with me for money, especially since the only times we ever really talked was when she asked about my financials, so I guess she got her own come-up-ins.
It took until the girl of my dreams was off the stage for me to realize I was staring at her the entire time. And because I'm a crazy mother fucker without brain cells, instead of using this chance to go and talk to her, I walk away. I completely ditch Jimin and walk the fuck away.
I can't talk to her, I tell myself. She's married. Maybe not happy but married still. What would I even say?
Oh, hey, M! Remember me? Your friend from when we were kids? Yeah, well, I've been in love with you since I was eight, and I haven't gotten over you since. Wanna divorce your husband, and be with me?
I slam the front door of my game store shut and yell, "Fuck!"  
A bunch of kids turn their heads away from the games they were playing to look at me funny, but I ignored them all. I walk straight past them all and into my office. I shut and lock the door behind me, then slide against the door until my ass hits the ground. I fold into myself and do what I haven't allowed myself to do in a long time... I cry.
I cry because I'm not only an idiot, but because it took until I saw M with her husband for me to realize; I will never be with her. Not only will she probably not remember me in the first place, but any connection we used to have back then is probably gone to her.
M has a whole life now. She owns a fucking sex and strip club, for fucks sake! She doesn't want me. Not when she can have any pick of the litter and is married!
I sit here, in this fetal position, for the rest of the day. I hear the store doors open and close multiple times. It isn't until the last person leaves that I stand up. I look through the office window and see that no one is in the store. Peeking at the clock on the wall, I see it's three in the morning.
Well, since I'm just full of stupid thoughts and ideas today, and because no one's in the store, I go into my desk drawer and grab the handle of whiskey I have stashed there. I ignore the glass next to it and decide I'll just drink straight from the bottle.
I set it down on my desk, slump in my chair as I sit in it, and wipe my face of dry tears. Might as well make this my life forever. Forever longing for a girl I can't have, nonetheless see, and drink myself to death.
It's then, right before my lips touch the bottle, that I hear the dance dance revolution game startup. I've heard it start up a million times, and when I first opened this store, I used to run from wherever I was to look and see who was playing it. Hoping one day, I would see M there on her old favorite game.
I know she wouldn't come here. She's probably at the opening of her new business right now... with her husband. This thought alone makes the bottle of alcohol in my hand look even better than before, but it's when I hear the song Dancing Queen start-up that I stop myself again.
I honestly thought it was just malfunctioning. It is an old game, after all, but one game I would never get rid of. It's the heart of this place. The only game in this whole place that reminds me of M the most, and I'll never get rid of it for that knowledge alone. Whether she'll play it again or not.
Because I don't remember hearing anyone come in, I stand from my seat and walk out of the office. I know my store is open 24/7, but it's very rare to find any kids coming in this late. My curiosity is peaked enough for me to exit my office and see who came in. I know it's not-
I step out of the office and freeze. For the second time today, my eyes widen, and my body is stuck at the moment. No more than a few feet away from me, using the dance dance revolution game, is the girl that owns my heart.
M is dancing on the machine like she's free as a bird. Smiling endlessly, and arms waving with the music. Her feet are hitting the arrows on the floor, and each time the singer sings, "Digging the dancing queen," she spins around in all her goddess-like glory. She's dancing her heart out and swaying her hips so perfectly that I have to swallow because if I don't, my mouth may just overflow with drool.
She's... she's just so beautiful. Like not a day has gone by since I've seen her last.
I feel for a second like my heart has given out. Like the shock of being this close to M made me have a heart attack, but it was actually my heart starting up again. Finally, being in the presence of her has let my heart beat again.
The finale lyrics of the song plays, and M finishes the song with one last spin. She's sweating and has to hold onto the handlebar to steady herself. The game took up a lot of her energy. It's then that I realize I've been standing here at the side, watching her the entire time. Like seeing her again so close, and watching her play her favorite game, has put me in a trance.
M watches the game screen. It's adding up her score, and it must have been good because she looks satisfied. Then, the high scores show, and she reads the screen. The look of shock that appears on her face could only mean one thing; that she knows a name on that leaderboard.
"Jungkook," M whispers, but because the store is so quiet, I hear her. The sound of my name rolling off her lips is making my skin crawl. It sounds so beautiful that I want her to repeat my name over and over again just for me to hear.
Before I know it, I'm responding with, "M." And she turns to the sound of her shortened name. Our eyes meet, and I swear to god, fireworks go off in my head. Almost like soul mates have been reunited, so the room's aura is just light and full of love. At least, that's how it is for me.
"Oh my god! Jungkook!" M screams and then runs into my arms. Her head slams into my chest, wrapping her arms around my waist, and it knocks the air right out of my lungs. Like she just restarted my lungs to work again, and I was finally able to exhale all my built-up pain. "Oh my - Jungkook, I've missed you so much."
Hesitantly, I allow myself to hold her. To hold her in my arms again, and I feel like not a day has passed. This reminds me of my younger self when I used to blush and stutter out useless words when she hugged me. Not realizing what the extra beats of my heart that only happened around her meant until she was already gone.
I hear her sniffle against my chest, and I realize then that I'm tearing up too. Me holding her small but beautiful body in my arms is literally my dream come true.
I repeat her name because I feel if I say anything else, I'll stutter like an idiot or say something stupid and ruin the moment. She pulls herself away from me, and I'll be honest, I feel completely empty now. M only backed up to give me some space, but I felt like she belonged in my arms, and now my heart feels a little less full without her in them.
"I-I can't believe your here. Jeon games... is this your store?!" M questions. The smile on her face is so bright and lively, it's the smile I know for a fact is real.
Only proving to me further that her smile from earlier is, in fact, fake. I feel annoyance and anger build in me, but as I stare at M's smile, it just shows that she's not, in fact, fake to me. That her real smiles are reserved for me. She's just so... "Beautiful."
I didn't realize until I saw her happy face turn confused that I said my thoughts out loud. I cough into my fist, then try to recover by stuttering out my answer to her question. "Y-yeah- Yes! M. This is my game store. Bought it a few years ago once this building opened up."
"I always had a feelings you would open a store like this. It was always your dream, anyway." Holy shit, she remembered! "You bought the store from old man Jackson, right? He's the one that used to tell us how terrible-"
"Life is when you get older," We both end up saying together at the end. We both exchange smiles with each other, and I feel so blessed to know that nothing has changed between us. M is still wild and wishing for an amazing life, and I'm still pining for her and wanting a life where I can take care of her while playing video games. "Yeah, he sold it for cheap too. This is now one of the top business in the town."
"Really? Your bragging now Mr. Hot shot? Well, look out. My place may just beat those statistics." She meant everything she said as a joke, but her saying ours was not a joke. Our, meaning her and her husband's business. Not to mention it's a fucking sex and strip club, but she also owns it with her stupid husband!
"Yeah, I bet. You and your husbands, right?" I feel bad now for saying these words because of the lack of a happy smile that's now on M'a face. It cuts into me like a knife into a piece of meat. Even though it would make me even more jealous, I wished I was wrong. I wished that she was happy and living a life full of love with her husband, but instead, I was right.
"Y-yeah - um - we do. It's kinda his business platform though. The sex and... strip club. I'm just on the papers as the half owner."
Well, that doesn't sound sketchy at all. What the fuck? His business platform. Is she telling me this isn't his first club? That this is his actual business as a whole! I don't know how I feel about that.
"How many places does he own?" M glances down at her sneakers, feeling awkward about answering the question. "Sorry. I know we haven't seen each other in years, and I'm asking you all types of-"
"It's fine," M interrupts. "It's just hard to act happy about your husband owning ten plus sex and strip clubs across the state." Two things stood out from those two sentences. One is the word act, and the second is ten plus clubs.
What has happened to you, M? What are you going through?
M then glances around the store, trying to figure out something else to talk about because this isn't a conversation she expected or wanted to have. She must have thought of something because once she looks at the dance dance revolution game, her eyes lit up.
"Hey! Wanna play?" M asks like a challenge, and her stance shows she's determined to be its victor.
I chuckle and scrap my shoes on the carpet. Getting myself ready for what I'm about to commit to. "I'm not sure if you can handle a dance dance revolution battle against me. I was watching you play, and it seems your a little rusty."
M gasps, faking she's insulted. "Excuse me! In case you forgot, this game right here." She points to the machine. "Is my game, and don't you forget it!"
Trust me, M, I haven't.
We both jump on the opposite sides of the arrowed floors. M leans closer to the screen to start it up, but then she realizes she hasn't put any money into the machine. She starts to dig into her pockets, but I stop her when I swipe my card. The card that lets me play free games because, well, I'm the owner.
"Alright, alright. I see you got some special card, Mr. Owner. Looks like I'll have to play with you every time I come in here then."
Please fucking do! And come in often while you're at it.
M scrolls through the list of songs, and I watch her in admiration as she's concentrating on picking the perfect song. Her eyes light up when she lands on a song, and the smirk that spreads on her face could only mean that the song is absolutely perfect for us to play with. She looks at me, and because I don't want to get caught staring at her, my eyes leave her form to see what she picked.
"Oh shit, this song? Damn, that takes me back."
Shake it Off by Mariah Carey used to be M'a number one song to play on here. When she played this song, I would fake exhaustion and stand to the side. When in reality, I just loved watching her dance to this song. Me to embarrassed to admit at the time that having her shake her hips the way she used to make some feelings stir in me that average eight-year-olds probably shouldn't have.
"Mhmm. It's a classic, and it's the one song you would always chicken out with. Well, no chickening out this time."
Yeah, chickening out. Let's go with that.
"Whatever you say, baby." I say it as a tease, but I don't miss M's cheeks heating up by the romantic nickname. We're both grown now, and I've been with enough girls to know that the pet name 'baby' hits a certain way if said by someone that they think is attractive... and M must find me be finding me very attractive.
She's not even looking at me directly anymore. Focusing on starting up the game and coughing into her arm when she notices I'm staring at her.
When the game finally starts up, we're both going hard. Neither of us missed a beat and concentrated on beating the other person after the game started. Since I'm a competitive fuck, I go for some mind games. "So, where have you been all these years? Cruising around in your family's yacht?"
I know what I said sounds like a bitch move, but M knows what I'm trying to do. She laughs high and sarcastic, then says, "Oh please, Jungkook." Fuck, please keep saying my name. "The only yacht I'm going to be on is the one I'm going to buy to celebrate beating you in this game."
"Ha! In your dreams... baby," I direct the pet name into her ear and deepen my voice for extra measure. I laugh, not at all sarcastic when M's face turns a deeper shade of pink, and she grunts out an 'Err!' Her now definitely knowing what I'm doing and why.
The game continues, us getting close to the end, and I'm winning by almost 200 points. M realizes this, and I watch her face twist into thinking mode. Trying to think of what to do or say to distract me. Jokes on her, I've played this game - and many others - a thousand times! There's no way a girl like her, someone who probably hasn't played a video game in years, is going to beat me.
I then focus back on the game, trying to go all out in the finale thirty seconds of the song. But because I'm such a fucking dumb-ass whipped mother fucker, M simply touching my hand to get my attention has me tripping over the moves. With a flutter of her flirty lashes, M says to me, "Come on, Kookie. Won't you let a girl win?"
My brain legit short circuits. I don't even remember pressing any of the arrows after she said those words.
Kookie. She called me fucking Kookie. A nickname she used to use on me anytime she really wanted something. Just like now, it works... but it's also not just that. She used a tone of voice I'd never heard before on her. A tone of voice that's not only allowing her to win but making my dick become half erect in my jeans.
I don't think the wires in my brain reconnect again until the game comes to an end and M is jumping up and down in victory. Her flirty voice and words worked on me easily and allowed her to win.
Then, she does something I didn't at all suspect. She hugs me, once again knocking the air out of my lungs, and continues to cheer in glory, "I won! I won! I won!"
It actually brings a smile to my face to see her this happy. I'm not even pissed that I lost, and I always get pissed when I lose. But looking at M now, a wide smile on her face, and bouncing around like a bunny rabbit, has me not giving a shit about the game.
I have her back, literally in my arms, so that I can give a shit a less about the rest of the world. Fuck this town, fuck her husband, and fuck everyone and anything else outside this embrace.
I have M back, and I couldn't have wished for anything better.
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Index | Ch.12
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orchidwilt · 1 year
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what a time, what a time
(a song-inspired diary entry)
i feel a little nauseous and my hands are shaking
i see hundreds of cars every day working in the drive thru, and sure, every once in a while i’ll see the occasional dark red jeep that reminds me of yours. but i know it’s not your car, because it just never is. i thought you’d know better than to visit the store i worked at, but i guess you probably thought i wouldn’t be there, apparently we were both wrong.
but even though i know it’s not your car, my heart still flips at the sight. the idea of you coming through secretly excited me, i think some romantic part of me hoped you would try to remedy what you did while ordering some chicken.
i remember feeling scared too, like if you would pull through with a girl in your passenger seat or one of your friends that probably wouldn’t even know we knew each other. that’s how i would react realistically, i’d say, like a professional because i’m not getting paid to fulfill my personal vendetta i’m paid to take chicken orders.
i guess that means you’re close by
i saw the jeep roll around the corner far before you saw me i’m sure, and tried to will it to go into another lane so i wouldn’t have to think of it again. but of course, only two cars away was the owner of a crimson red jeep that was sincerely regretting his lane choice with every passing moment.
summer wind ripped through my hair and i straightened up, blinking surprise out of my eyes and tending to the car in front of me. but i knew what was happening, and ready or not you were going to have to talk to me.
my throat is getting dry and my heart is racing
the half second of eye contact we shared was enough to confirm my greatest fear as you stared straight at me. i wish your laser stare had disintegrated me, i really do.
i tried to stall the cars before you as i scrambled to think of how to handle this, but within minutes your tires rolled in front of my feet.
i haven’t been by your side in a minute 
i remember coming out of the dorm hallway through those double doors and down the steps to your tinted windows. but as soon as i tried the door i was met with your smiling face fucking with the locks, every single time. in the nights where i hadn’t smiled in hours and called you to cheer myself up, that stupid prank was usually the first thing to break my mood.
that feels so far away, i suppose now it has been 8 months. but when you came through 6 months ago, you showed me the pain of strangers, to lovers, to strangers again. 
i hate thinking about the way you looked at me. a icy blue wall of waiting for me to speak, lips pursed and eyebrows drawn. you were waiting for me to set the tone, but something in your eyes told me you already knew i wouldn’t pass this opportunity up. i had you trapped. i remember your eyes felt like you were monitoring my response to your presence. that pissed me off, how you ghosted me up until the very moment i had to make the first move.
but i think about it sometimes
“if you don’t have anything to say for yourself then go ahead and order.” my voice sounded strong, fueling to my anger above every other emotion. i pushed my panic down and took his order, a twinge of annoyance present in his tired voice. it made me angrier. i remember flicking his card from his hand, and firing some last remark before walking to my next car. 
each step sent me further into the sky, walking away from someone i used to value but no longer know. details flooded back to me, the freckles on your face and what hung from your rearview mirror. my brain rushed to update my now painful memories of you with more accurate descriptions of your voice and your eyes, and suddenly i was the one that felt trapped.
even though i know it’s not so distant
the panic demanded to be felt. icy blue memory broke my mental dam and i was a flood in a paper cup at the weeks of heartache and confusion i experienced a month before this horrible day. i got through three cars before my hands shook too much to take orders and my breathing in the summer heat was beginning to concern the guest. “take a minute,” she said, and i snapped my head up as i realized she was a real person and i needed to stop interacting with guests before i started crying.
i shoved my shit to my coworker and sped into the restaurant, past your car waiting for your food but i didn’t look back at you, i knew my face was heating up and my efforts were focused on walking tall in case you noticed. i doubt you did.
oh no i still want to reminisce it
i was especially grateful for storage closets for the first time in my life, but hating how my sister in law had to rub my sweaty, shaking back as i blubbered to her about having to take the order of someone from the list of people i never wanted to see again. despite her efforts i was done working for the day and wanted to go take a shower and pack a bowl to take my mind off of it. i’m grateful i was able to leave, less grateful for feeling like taking care of my mental state gave you power.
but i felt like it did. because i went home and told a friend, and just like tonight the memories of our friendship felt visceral in my mind. it bubbles up and i distract myself, but like that day i decided to embrace it tonight and write this clusterfuck of a tumblr post.
i think of the night in the park it was getting dark and we stayed up for hours
we were in your new car then, the brand new crimson jeep you prided yourself on, one hand at 12:00 wrapped loosely around your steering wheel. that was the night we came up with our handshake and i showed you photos of how pretty i could be--but we were just friends, it was just mindless flirting, right? that’s what i thought when we pulled into a neighborhood you dared not to visit since your ex from so many years ago lived here. but we pulled up anyway because i gave you the confidence to show me this ethereal lake you hyped up so much. “the perfect date spot” i thought mainly you showed it to me to brag about being a local.
it was the spot of some magical date with her, and i could soon see why. clamoring out of the car and into the midnight cool air, immediately regretting my thin leggings and letting you get a blanket from your trunk for me. it was rancid, but i was cold and something about the classic florida brush and trees walling off the forest intrigued me.
so we ducked into a seemingly random area of trees near the car and stumbled down some wooden “path”, flashlights dashing wildly to the woods as i freaked you out about animals to ease my own fears. when we finally broke into a clearing that felt straight out of the hunger games, pure moonlight shone in pearlescent blues to the grass below. and the stars, god, you would have never guessed we were standing in the middle of a suburbia in florida. I remember stopping to take it all in when you continued to walk, even before the dock I knew this night would have any girl of yours swooning.
not me, though. because we were just friends, and we were just driving somewhere to clear our heads from our own busy little worlds like we had so many times before. so i walked after you, closing the distance in fear of the neighbors up the hill behind us. and we walked onto the lone dock, overlooking a perfectly secluded lake, a thick tree line separating the tranquil scene from the interstate. it felt straight out of a john green book, and i thought you were going to try to kiss me. the stars over the water were rooting for us, i’m sure of it.
it’s what i thought would happen when we leaned against the wooden railing, and i told you how i felt like i failed as a daughter and a sister, but never as a friend. and how you know, and how much you cared for me and valued our unlikely friendship. we sat on the bench and i pulled my knees into my chest, the smelly blanket draped over me, and i wanted to rest my head on your shoulder. i wish you had tried to kiss me that night, something tells me i would have let you. and looking at it now, i wonder if it would’ve prevented or accelerated our fall from ethereal nights.
what a time, what a time, what a time,
i have the moment on stream clipped where you called and told me to meet you out, mainly to watch the conflict in my eyes and faint hurt from you ignoring me on my birthday thus far. i quickly end stream after that and sprinted a few blocks to the line you were in, and thus began our last night.
i didn’t think i would let it get that far when we were walking to your friend’s car after getting pissed off in the club and you asked if you looked good in your shirt, and i said yes without thinking. you got me good for admitting that one, you little shit. i sat in the drivers seat because it was the same make and model as my car, and we cranked the ac and pulled out a handle of pink whitney. that isn’t what i thought you meant by getting a drink from the car, by the way.
i wasn’t going to indulge you after being distant on my birthday, but i got bored of being sober and gulped it down like the best of them. i’m pretty glad i did, i think it added fuel to the fires. 
you asked to kiss me before i was drunk, and i said no. i said it was too soon, that i wanted to wait a little bit. i was echoing what i had said to my mom and my therapist about you, even though i didn’t really want to wait once i realized i liked you that night. and then we watched college kids stumble from club to club in college town, a typical friday night in the spring but watching it from a parked car somehow made it more glorious. it was helpful to watch something when you made me blush with sudden compliments, the streetlights and neon store fronts making it easier to talk somehow. 
you asked to kiss me again, and i told you on june 18th i’d kiss you but not before then, thinking that hopefully by then your friend will be away and we can pile memories to distance ourselves from how we met. it was almost a plan in my head i thought of for a while, this hope that by the summer everything would work out for us but i didn’t want a relationship before then. maybe that was trivial, but you almost agreed to it too. then pink whitney woke up something within me, and i realized you were right in front of me, looking at me like that and talking in that lower voice about how i was all you could think about. 
i can’t believe that even worked. i think i just wanted it to, wanted it to mean you thought about me even when i wasn’t drunk on my birthday wearing that in a locked car with my hot best friend. you wanted me there and then, so why resist someone i’ve gotten so close with?
our slowburn friendship finally got the better of us that night, no doubt aided with that adult pink lemonade we passed back and forth.
you clinged to my body like you wanted it forever
you had asked to kiss me again, this time i caught your smile with my lips, pulling on that shirt you did look good in and letting low flames flicker in my stomach. you brought your hand up to hold my head into yours, and only then did i realize my hands hadn’t appreciated their perfect compliment enough. our lips danced and pink whitney fizzed on our lips, a taste so delicious i couldn’t believe it took me this long to kiss you. my hands on the side of your neck then in your hair, pulling you in but matching your rhythm, every pressure and touch melting my judgement.
and then your phone went off, because i really am in a john green novel. it was your friend, marching back to his car with some random women i didn’t really want to meet. i think they were fates, shooing me off before i could make more memories that would come back to haunt me.
i remember stepping out of the car to leave and you hugged me, and i think part of my intoxicated brain knew this would be the last good night in a long time. i looked at you in the dark parking lot, the streetlights and storefronts painting the last mental picture i’d have of you smiling at me.
i ran home. with every step i began to lose my breathing, and by the time i got to the dorm i realized what i’d done and how irreparable it could be.
this thought haunts me. that when i got home, part of me knew everything would change for the worse. i cried because if you were like all the others you’d probably walk away at this point.
you said you wouldn’t but you did. and part of me knew you would. for one, you told me about girls for months and i knew you wanted to run or lie when things got complicated. for two, you were never one for keeping secrets from your friend, and i’m sure as soon as you told him what happened the two words for our terrible conclusion were spoken.
what a time, what a time, what a time,
i refused to believe i was right. i called you dozens of time, texted you more, tried to pull together the perfect words to get you to respond. it didn’t work, you never did. i don’t need to tell you that.
i cursed every color into my pillow, face beat red with disappointment and rage and desperation. i cried until my ribs folded up and bled, until i cried dust and my big heart couldn’t ache any more. 
every bone in me wants to spit at how i reacted to you leaving me, but in kinder moments i know you were just the perfect trigger to a manic episode waiting to happen. i was manic because you said you cared but apparently not that much, you said you wouldn’t leave like how i’ve been left before but you did. you were just a trigger, the exact way to unravel me again until i sunk through the floor and into the dirt.
every day that passed, every missed call and unanswered text sent another pang into my heart, another reminder that you really didn’t care. that i was the last to figure it out, and it showed with every embarrassing fail to talk to you. i wish you had just blocked me. it would have been kinder. i wish you had just sent those two words even, i feel like my dumbass would have realized much sooner.
for you and i
but hey that’s bro code  ¯\_ (ツ)_/¯
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SECRETS & LOYALTY
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:tbh i write for fun 🤸🏾‍♀️
:oh and I’m a black woman so i might say the word nigga from time to time. if you dont like it, well…🚪🚶🏾‍♀️
:since i dont see it alot with tmtn bayverse fan fics i will be representing different ethnicities. especially black/latino/asian
:i am not a professional writer🤷🏾‍♀️
: good and bad criticism is welcomed, cuz i dont know none of yall either way so its all good , 😗
:if there is bad punctuation, please forgive me. 🙌🏾
:please enjoy and come back again😍
:i do not own tmnt. this is just for fun. everything is to go to their respective owners!!
-present day-
my name is Neptune Star Lewis and im about to tell y’all the story about how i found out that humans or “full humans” aren’t the only ones that inhabit earth. besides already being a believer in aliens thanks to the men in black movies, I always felt that there was something more out there, and i was right.
(time rewind 2018)
- neptunes pov-
i was home in the new apartment my cousin & i just moved to in Brooklyn NY
while putting boxes away , i was talking on the phone with my cousin Blaze who was at a 24 hour cvs a few blocks away picking up her prescription for an inhaler, she has asthma and was due for a refill. over the years we had some scares where she has had asthma attacks that were vary serious that resulted in her needing hospitalization from it. she’s my best cousin & friend we tell each other everything no matter what. i don’t ever have to question her loyalty, lets just say we go back like spinal cores and car seats. 
(Blaze pov)
aye tuney, (neptune’s nik name) i’m on my way back to the house now, ima hit up the corner store for some snacks do you want anything? nah im good on the junk food , but hurry yo ass up cuz I’m not putting all this stuff up by myself, my is back already starting to hurt. girl stop all that woofing, ill be home in 10-15 you big baby. ight bet….
my cousin Neptune seriously needs to take a chill pill once in a while, ever since i had my last asthma attack she’s been on my ass like stank on shit, i know she means well but damn she’s smothering me! i feel like i cant do nothing without letting her know first, she acts as if im a child. i guess that would come naturally for her being as though she’s 23 and im 19… but still she should cut me some slack. DING,DING…..diiiiing!
saved by the bell literally, i got a text from my best friend mikey,i met him 2 years ago after a potential alien invasion happened, and guess what, him and his brothers are the ones that stopped it! i know i know, hard to believe right? well not entirely. he and his 3 brothers are mutant turtles, there’s Leonardo he’s the oldest he has a more serious demeanor then its Rafael he’s all muscle and a complete jock, but he’s a sweetie pie at heart. then there’s Donatello he’s a real life genius, Albert Einstein? who det? Donatello’s intelligence is literally out of this world. and then theres my bestie Michelangelo who’s the baby out of brothers, he is emotionally intelligent, a sweet heart and will smash anyone in call of duty or mario smash bro’s. they are the most lovable selfish people i have ever met and i absolutely love them. themikester- hey blazey you wanna hang out for movie night? we got the movie aqua man. and we can order pizza & wings and i got your favorite ice cream. blaze- wassup Mikey, and thats sound good, but you know i gotta ask the warden for permission first, hopefully she gives me a pardon for tonight. themikster- damn she still ok your case huh?. blaze-yes and it’s driving me nuts,i feel like a caged bird sometimes man. themikster- well to be completely honest i can understand where she’s coming from, that last asthma attack had you in the hospital for 2 weeks, we were all so scared for you blazey! especially me. blaze- i know mikey and i get it,but tonight im busting out i don’t have any classes and im off for the weekend. so ima be there tonight! themikster- whoop whooop yess, ight call me when you’re ready tonight. blaze- ight bet
( back at the apartment)
come on tuney, ima grown ass woman, i am not a little girl anymore and i can take care of myself you know that!.
blaze, i know your grown its just i worry about you alot, im sorry if i come off like a nagging mom sometimes, but we all we got out here , so i cant help it. and you always running off to chill with these so called “friends” that i have yet to meet!! wasssup with that? we don’t keep secrets remember!!!
oh….ummm…well ummm…well when the time is right i’ll introduce you to them okay?
mmmmhhhmmm….i know you playing games , look i aint with all this secret, secret stuff ight!! your my family, my blood cousin, remember where your loyalty lies.
yea tuney, i understand no secrets…..… soooooo we cool?
like the other side of the pillow lazy….(blaze’s nik name) *laughing*
omg i hate when you call me that tuney….
bih do it look like i care? naaaah *laughing * well what time are you leaving? and are they going to bring you back home?
im leaving out at 10pm… oh…a-and i might spend the… n-night
WHAT!!…… *squints eyes* lazy, are you fucking him/them?
WHAT ? * look embarrassingly* no tuney were just friends thats it and thats all. dame!!
okay….okay, i believe you *laughing* i mean i had to ask, i haven’t seen you bring a man home at all, so i presume yo ass still a virgin, but i have noticed a difference in the way you walk them hips spreading girlfriend . well if your not fucking you definitely like or love someone….
ight,,,, ight this is getting uncomfortable…. a- and i dont like anyone.
whatever you say blaze *rolls eyes* you can deny it all you want, but i been there and done that, you got it bad cuzzo.
whatever tuney…..
even though i didn’t want to admit it, Neptune was right, im in love… not only am i in love, but its with my best friend mikey, i wanted to tell him for a while now but i didn’t wanna face possible rejection or ruin our friendship. i dont know what to do. *sigh*
(time jump10:15pm )
like clockwork Mikey and Raph met me at the man hole, 
wasssup little foot
hey raphie
why do you call me that,, you know i despise that name.
i know but i think its cute
really? well then in that case i’ll allow you, and only you to call me that…
cool, beans
hey mikster whats up
blazey, wasssup beautiful
*blushing* hi mickey
so you ready for tonight, ive been waiting to see this movie! im excited, are you?
hell yea i am
ight thing one and two, lets get outta here.
(raphs pov)
little foot is so into my brother mikey its so cute, and obvious but knowing the air head he is he probably doesn’t even realize it.
(Mikey pov)
blazey is so beautiful, her Hershey brown skin and ginger brown coily hair smells and looks so good. she’s my best friend and i love her, aww hell why am i fronting i got it bad for her, i have for a while now. SHIT
(back at the apartment)
a men in black marathon was on tonight, these was my favorite movies. i was cuddled up in my blankets on my king sized bed with some wine and popcorn. every time I watch these movies I can’t help but to think that there are aliens out here living among us or hybrid humans or something like that. I guess I’m somewhat of a conspiracy theorist, but to me i don’t need proof of their existence, i can feel it in my gut that it’s true. they are out there just living. sometimes i wonder am i one, or my cousin. ight tuney chill tf out *laughing to myself* speaking of , i told that heifer to call me when she gets to her bff house. * rolls eyes* let me call her
(blazes pov)
the move is like that, and the main character is definitely eye candy.
looking around me i notice all the boys are into the movie, raph is in the big recliner knitting what looks like another blanket, donnie, leo and ,my self are all on the couch, loe is stuffing his face with gummy bears and donnie is licking yet another pop tart. mikey was on the floor spread out on the bean bag drinking numerous sodas eating popcorn and M&Ms. and all i had was my favorite ice cream(strawberry shortcake)
about 30 minutes into the movie my phone starts ringing, startling everyone in the living room.
*simultaneous gasps*
sorry guys
no phones during the movie blaze, says leo
i know leo my bad, its my cousin
is everything okay?… donnie? says
yea i forgot to call her to let her know im ok
oh ok do you want us to pause the movie?, loe says 
nah, you guys continue ill be right back!
i step off and reluctantly answer,
yooo??
dont yo me ! i told yo black ass to call me when you got there!!
i know my bad i got carried away in the fun tuney dont trip.
mmhhhmmm… what you mean fun? i thought yall was just watching movies. you sure thats all you doin over there lazy?
yes tuney,we’re just chilling
yes ight well next time call me as soon as you get there.
bet.
as i was walking back to the living room i bumped into mikey
hey blazey you okay?
yea mikey im good
oh okay well the movie is getting good, so come on
o….okay right behind you.
(neptunes pov)
I honestly don’t know what to think about Blaze‘s so called friends. or the fact that I haven’t even met them yet or the fact that they’re all boys. god i hope my baby cousin ain’t on no freaky type shit like that, not that i would shame her if she was but gah lee, just the thought.well one of these days ima get to the bottom of it all, i mean why doesn’t she trust me enough to tell me about them? im honestly proud of myself for my self control because i could’ve followed her on numerous occasions to find answers, but if i did that she’d never let me forget it. and she is grown and is entitled to her privacy.
1 hour later
(blaze pov)
that movie was so good y’all i really enjoyed it.
yea it was cool. *yarns* well im pooped im goin to bed, goodnight everyone!
night leo
night brah
night
goodnight leo, guys im kinda tired to,
you can sleep in my room tonight little foot, i have to finish this blanket, then i’ll probably go workout
NO!!!…iii…i mean she can sleep in my room, i cleaned up and everything.
*collectively staring at mikey*
oooookay……anyways, guys the couch is fine, im not a guest anymore remember, im good.
if you say so. well ill be in my lab if you need me.
later little foot.
30 minutes later
as many blankets that i have on the couch it’s still kind of uncomfortable sometimes, maybe I should’ve took raphs offer to sleep in his bed instead. plus its cold out here to and a little creepy
i wonder if mikey is still awake?
welp lemme find out….
( mikey’s pov)
i cannot sleep, i just keep thinking about blazey.
she’s so beautiful and smart and down to hearth. she’s perfect to me
KNOCK Knock
mikey you up?
blazey?
yea?
come in!!!
sup,…..ummm.y…you okay
yea its just, well… its cold and creepy out there…….can i sleep with you please!!
*screams internally*
umm yeas sure, come one
thanks mikester
omg she’s smells so damn good, and she’s so warm. god help me
umm mikey?
yes?
are you okay you seem a little stiff?
*hell no, yo fine sexy chocolate ass is in my bed, wearing booty shorts and a tank top on. i can see the nipple piercings through the shirt. omg im gonna pass out*
oh yea im fine
well then come on, cuddle with me
*i hope little mikey doesn’t get up*
okay….sure
nuzzled under my neck lies the woman that i am head over hills for,
about 15 minutes later, she turns around and now her big bubble ass is  against dick. god help me
*lil mikey wants out!!!! *
*twitch, twitch*
i back up from her, and what does she do?
she backs that thang back up on me, and puts my hand over her stomach. this woman is trying to kill me!
*twitch twitch*
(blaze pov)
for some reason mikey is acting weird, this ain’t The first time I’ve slept in his bed. so im confused
i drift off to sleep,but after awhile i notice that mikey moved off and away from me, so i moved closer to him, my back to his chest and i pulled his arm over me. no sooner then i do that i feel too vary hard taps on my ass.
*i know that ain’t what i think it is*
um mikey
yes
you good
umm… y-yea im good
*tap tap*
mikey why are you touching my ass?
im sorry blazey, its my dick, when you leaned back on me you rubbed it. and i honestly cant help it
omg im sorry mikey i didn’t mean it ill go back on the couch.
NO PLEASE DONT GO!!!!!
okay i wont…are you okay mikey?
honestly no…n-no im not
what’s wrong, you know you can tell me anything
i know, blazey
so go ahead, im all ears
* unbeknownst to me this big star burst full of love was about to pour his heart out… to me!*
BLAZE IM IN LOVE WITH YOU ! and i have been for months now, since the first time I saw you I knew that I wanted you to be in my life whether it be friends or more.  you’re so smart,funny,kind the most importantly beautiful. and every time I see you my heart flutters. blazey you bring me to climax without sex..(2pac reference) and i love you with all my heart.
surprised at his words all my dumb ass i could say was….. woah… just woah. “really blaze”but i honestly felt the same way he did, but i didn’t get a chance to say my peace because i guess by my lack of words his confidence deteriorated & he started back tracking.
its stupid huh? to think that an ugly mutant like me would ever have a chance with a woman like you, im outtah here!!wha…. what are y….. mikey where are you going!!
away from here!!!!
MIKEY WAIT…. STOP!!!
ugh this man got me chasing him in the middle of the night
about five minutes later I come a section in the sewer where the guys used to play when they were younger. raph and donnie showed me this place a little while after ide met them, and as i walk a little further inside lo and behold there was my Mikey. as i approached him I noticed his face and eyes were puffy from crying. 
mikster…..i…umm…i need to say something
I already know what you’re going to say.
oh really…. well enlighten me please
yes,…..you’re gonna say “ I like you as a friend Mikey” “I would never be with an ugly monster like you” “i’d rather be with a human” “i wouldn’t be caught dead with a beat like you”
a bit annoyed at his remark, i sigh and cross my arms over my chest Mikey come on now, does that even sound like something I would say to you? thats not even my M.O
i… i don’t know blazey. im a bit emotional and confused right now
well listen up, kneeling in front of him i grab his hands and try to look him in his gorgeous sky blue eyes. but he won’t look at me at all. with a little more aggressiveness i grab his chin making him look at me. and repeat myself
i have something to say!!
*clears throat*
I LOVE YOU TO Michelangelo
he looks at me dead in my face and tears starts to form in his eyes when he says
you…you…love me?
of course i do , very much i said with a huge smile on my face. but no sooner did his tears come, they soon left his Face scrunched up in anger and he shouted at me….me!!
look ima a big boy you don’t have to pity me with lies okay!! i can take your rejection but the lying is to much for me
sitting there appalled I honestly don’t know if I wanna Kimbo slice his ass or bust out laughing at the false accusations he had of me. so me going on instinct i jump the gun and smash my lips ever so gently into his. he smelled of honey buns and tasted like milk chocolate.. gaaah leee what have i been missing. then out the cut all I feel are too big hands cuff my ass and give it a squeeze. & did i stop it???
hell tf no!!!
muttering through us kissing, all i hear is a hazy lustful mikey say, da….aamn blazeeey. i… i love you! ahh…an… deeet…..aaaass
HORNEY AINT EVEN THE WORD !
multiple parts are definitely in the works!!! i just had to get this off my mind before i forgot
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