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misakowinn · 3 months
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Logan....
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wp100 · 10 days
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Choose your Khadgar
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revasserium · 11 months
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@diodellet
#fic reblog#why doesnt this fic have more notes#how do i leave more notes#hngggg#i have: so many feelings#the gaps of time in betw each romantic development!!!#at least it became Something within a year#jamil's emotional repression adding to the slowburn-ness of the relationship so true 🤧#im losin my mind bcs this would deffo happen#AND THE top to bottom/bottom to top thing is so cool!!!#dont mind me jus leave me in my yearning corner#awawawaawawa💕💕💕💕#he makes me feel sm things i want to evacuate into the atmosphere#no i didnt have pancakes bcs of this fic who told you that (lying)
u__u <3 omfg thANK you??? pls let me join you in your corner of yearning istg i never thought i'd be here with these jamil feels but uh ???? heLLO here i am.
@been-taking-muay-thai-classes
#twisted wonderland#jamil viper x reader#reading this from begining to end was such a treat#like getting to the part of the cold pancakes and feeling sad but then with the context of what Kalim says it hits different#I was sad at first when Jamil left but then knowing everything else that happened before sort of changed that#like it's still sad because separating from your loved ones during summer is always a bit sad#but knowing now that they text each other often makes it feel different#there will be contact and even if Jamil goes to live somewhere else they'll probably still talk#but I do wonder how he would feel if Reader's new roomie (maybe one of the other boys) tried to date her#I don't know this story left me with a lot of feelings and thoughts#ps I love that he's cousins with Kalim and he gives him advice that Jamil actually listens to#not gonna say what else I liked or I'll be here all day
!! the part about the cold pancakes came to me as i wrote it so i also went through the emotional roller coaster of "oh :( he left and the pancakes were cold" to being like "oH! hey. so THAT's what he meant by them" -- it was all very up and down hahaha but yes -- i think that i left the "ending" (or rather beginning LOL) so ambiguous is bc there's always always a chance -- and that chance looks pretty good from where im standing tbh sldkfjasd
@twstgo
#op…OP. I AM LOSING MY MIND OVER THIS FIC WVEJDBFKRNKENOSNWHAO#TRULY THE SURE FIRE WAY TO FALL IN LOVE WITH JAMIL IS BEING HIS ROOMMATE#HUSBAND MATERIAL?? IN MY HANDSOME ROOMMATE???#also I uuuuhhh can’t read and didn’t know this was all in reverse so I was pleasantly surprised when it clicked halfway through reading LOL#anyways thank you op….I owe you my life for this brainrot#twst#jamil viper#ehehe mister jamil viper ur so hot eheheh *twirls hair*
LMAO i think part of the fun is realizing halfway through that you can read it in whatever order you'd like :D it gives the fic a bit of a new dimension i think!!!!
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newtkive · 4 months
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pixels [newt x reader - modern text au]
ch. 1 - the gc birth
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in which two online friends navigate a romance through a minecraft groupchat with their stupid friends
or, newt, the quiet, stoic boy, and y/n, the bubbly girl both curse the world for keeping them apart, but at least they can send each other cute emojis and hope the other doesn't notice their blossoming feelings.
warnings: strong language, mutual pining, none really.
➥ m.list
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notes: hi :p im very new to writing on tumblr (but ive always been a reader) so pls bare w me! and im trying to revert back to being 14 (im 23 lols..) so im revisiting my old favs including the maze runner/thomas (bc i binged the artful dodger and now im obsessed again). there will be non-text chapters in the future as well, when everyone eventually meets. this will be newt focused so enjoy !! also everyone is like a realistic age from 23 to 28
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THE GLADE
[ 7:45 PM ]
alby added minho, y/n, newt, tommy, and gally
alby: Hello, guys.
minho: wtf is this
newt: uhhhh
tommy: hi :3
y/n: so this is why you asked me for my # in private
gally: i didn’t consent to this when i gave you my number
newt: don’t give strange men your number y/n
tommy: oh that’s y/n?
alby: Wait, Newt you had Y/N’s number already??
newt: yea
tommy: o.O
y/n: i gave it to him like two weeks after we met lmao
tommy: SO HE HAD YOUR NUMBER FOR A YEAR AND I DIDNT????
y/n: well he asked and you guys didn’t :p
newt: lmao
minho: ik he smug as fuck rn
not u asking for a girls number lmao simp
newt: stop
y/n: we all talk in discord anyways so i didn’t really think about it
plus you guys are friends irl so idk
it felt kinda weird to insert myself heh
minho: we’ve known you for a year and a half y/n
we play games all the time
call all the time
we even send packages and shit
you’re very much considered our irl friend
y/n: REALLY?? 🥺🥺
tommy: internet friends are real friends 😍❤️
minho: the heart eyes are crazy
but yes dude
newt: of course you’re our close friend. just cuz we live near each other and you’re a bit far away doesn’t mean we don’t adore you
minho: ADORE IS CRAZY LMFAO
but real ig
y/n: AWWWWW YOU GUYS LOVEEE MEEEEEE
hahahahha
HAHAHHAHJFIEKMGOR
I LVOE YOU GIYYYYSSSS IM PUTTING ALL OUR MINECRAFT BEDS TOGETHER LATER
gally: i do not want my bed to be infested by you guys
minho: gally sleeps in the corner
gally: no i dont i sleep in my mansion
y/n: cherry blossom mansion*
gally: and you sleep in a shed
y/n: cherry blossom shed* its pink and that matters.
tommy: love you y/n 😊🥰
y/n: love you tommy <3333
minho: that’s actually nasty stop now
y/n: u mad ur unloved
i love how the gc name is our minecraft town name :((
newt: aw it is
minho: can we talk about why tf this was made when we have a perfectly good discord
alby: I’m done with Discord.
newt: you got your shit hacked didn’t you mate
minho: mate 💀💀
british people so crazy
alby: Yes maybe..
I don’t want to make another.
y/n: or your old ass doesn’t know how to
minho: LMAO REAL
alby: Gonna ignore that. But I am getting too old for it. I have a new promotion at work so that means I won’t have time to play with you guys as much anymore. So I decided to make this groupchat in hopes to talk to you guys more to make up for it :)
minho: every group always has the old head with the job 💀💀
newt: minho admitting he’s jobless
minho: you work at a library be so fr rn
newt: i have an income. you have a room in your grandmas basement. we are not the same.
gally: LMFAOOOOOOO
minho: stfu :////
y/n: AWWWWWWW ALBYYYYYYY
tommy: YAAAY!!!!
im going to text you guys all day
tell you every meal
every thought
every interaction will be meaningful and glorious
newt: you are 24 years old you don’t have to do all that
minho: no fr im turning off my phone if he starts this shit
why not just do it before in the discord ??
tommy: easy access now and i tried before but stopped since no one really replied..
y/n: i say we all do it :D i will too tommy
newt: ok second thought that’s fine
minho: .
gally: that’s wild.
y/n: YAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!! NEWT YOU GO FIRST
newt: first with what
y/n: say what u ate today
newt: didn’t say i’d do it.
tommy: i ate muffin, monster energy drink, and hamburger :3333
you guys next
minho: that’s all you had bro..
y/n: hot cheetos and french fries and coffee :D
minho: ??????? BRO
how are you guys alive
y/n: it's my day off and no class so i just wanna rot in bed and that means no cooking
newt: please eat and drink water.
like for real and document it
y/n: ok wait
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tommy: yum!
minho: y/n..
newt: cereal does not count
y/n: I DONT HAVE ENERGY TO MAKE ANYTHING OKAY
im a 23 year old broke college student my fridge is bare
newt: alright what do you want?
y/n: wym?
newt: like if you could pick.
minho: that’s so cruel 😭😭 just making her imagine it
i like it go on.
tommy: i want chick fil a
minho: i knew you hate the gays
tommy: I AM THE GAYS?????
y/n: ugh that does sound good
mmmm chickem sandiwh waffle fry I Want that Os mYch
newt: that’s what you would order?
y/n: mmmcm yeahshhhhh
newt: ok
minho: that’s it?
i thought soemthing would happen
tommy: me too
like a spell! magic 🪄
y/n: sigh
my cereal tastes bad now
newt: well it is cocoa puffs.
minho: L cereal
y/n: DTOP SAYING L ITS SO ANNOYITIGJNGGGGG
minho: she so madddd 😂😂 L
newt: you're annoying minho
minho: youre just saying that bc shes saying that
newt: no ive always said it. and i will continue to. youre fucking annoying
minho: who bought you your coffee yesterday
newt: ???
myself
and i paid for yours too
im the one with an income
minho: .
well i didnt think youd remember that well.
newt: it was literally yesterday.
minho: yeah but ur old
newt: IM THE SAME AGE AS YOU
minho: yeah but im 🤗✨ 26 ✨🤗and youre... 26😬😔
tommy: guys stop fighting
newt: we aren't fighting
maybe this gc was a bad idea
tommy: NO!!!!!!!!!
y/n: NOOOO!
tommy: this is like y/n is here w us irl
y/n: awwwwwwwwwwwwwww
minho: no it's not. we would smell a foul stench if she was
y/n: i ahte you sooo bad.
wait there is a knock at my door im scared
newt: answer it
minho: aren't you supposed to say don't open the door for strangers ????
newt: well usually yes
y/n: no im not expecting company
newt: just do it pls
y/n: ok :D
minho: bruh..
i hope she gets robbed and u feel bad forever newt
newt: why would you want that
minho: bc she owes me money
newt: YOU owe ME money
minho: yes but i have a good reason she just wanted robux
tommy: Y/N DONT DO IT!!! I HAVE SEEN DATELINE
y/n: :o....
tommy: Y/N?????????
OH GOD THEY GOT HER
minho: why would she text a silly face if she got got
tommy: clearly its a surprised face
maybe its not her
its like those cut out magazine letters murderers use
y/n: who got me chick fil a!!!!!!!!!!
minho: me
newt: you literally did not
minho: shut up
y/n: newt it was u i see ur name on the receipt
newt: well
y/n: :(
newt: what why are you sad?
minho: im hungry too
y/n: u spent ur money :(
newt: you're hungry are you not?
minho: she's not but i am
y/n: yeah but..
i feel bad you shouldn't have
newt: just eat it or i'll be mad
minho: i think i want red lobster
newt: it's really no big deal y/n
y/n: thank you newt :(((((
newt: you're welcome
go eat and watch ur show or smth
minho: i owuld love to eat and watch a show rn <33 ohhhh im starving
newt: can you shut up
gally: im muting this gc if this means i have to deal with your guys' shit more than usual now.
minho: thank god
newt: good
tommy: good
y/n: good
the food is good too <3
newt: good.
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lmk if you want to be tagged!
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lunaetiicsaystuff · 7 months
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DAYLIGHT
part 1 , part 2
lando norris x fem!oc
( yes, its gonna be a series and yes, i guess this is my comeback on tumblr)
summary: Adaezela Samu and Lando Norris have called each other their best friends for as long as they can both remember, until one of them decides to deal with the raising tension between them.
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crazy girl broke in and stole food from f1 driver Lando Norris, please send help
adaezelasamu at least shes not martha level of crazy, you should be grateful
⤷landonorris im very much happy with this crazy girl
alex_albon weird, it also happened to me but the crazy girl was different 🤔
⤷landonorris then it must be a common thing, better lock the doors guys
⤷lilymhe ahahaha you are so funny
⤷adaezelasamu come here wifey, I'll defend us both 👩🏾‍❤️‍💋‍👩🏻
⤷lilymhe my hero 💗💖💘💓💕💖💓
lilymhe wow send her my address i want her to break in my house too
⤷adaezelasamu OMW
⤷landonorris lily stop stealing MY best friend 😐😐
user1 its the way alex was talking about lily, his gf, and lando just went "it happens to all of us ig 🙂" as if adaezela was his gf lmaoo
user2 SHE LOOKS SO GOOD HOW
user3 she has such pretty smile omg 🥹
carlossainz55 what did you cook ada
⤷adaezelasamu some appetizers and then a pasta cacio and pepe, of course everything was great as usual
⤷carlossainz55 you will have to prepare us something one day
⤷landonorris nope she only cooks for me and herself actually 😁😁
⤷adaezelasamu not true, stop lying 😁😁😁
⤷landonorris you just broke my heart 😁😁😁😁
⤷adaezelasamu i dont care 😁😁😁😁😁
⤷carlossainz55 you two are so dumb i swear
georgerussell63 carmen says hi!
⤷adaezelasamu tell her i say that I miss her!!!! 💞💞💞💞💞💞
⤷landonorris why are you all so affectionate with my ady 😕😕
⤷georgerussell63 jealous much?
⤷landonorris yes she was my best friend first
⤷adaezelasamu lando, there is plenty of me to share between carmen, lily and you
⤷landonorris no comment
user4 shes very pretty, how long have then been together?
⤷user5 never, they are TECHNICALLY childhood best friends but everyone can see they basically in love with each others
⤷user4 oh
user6 the way lando is jealous of how much attention the others are giving to her lmfao 😭😭
⤷user7 its the way he's always saying MY best friend, MY ady , man is whipped
user8 lando could you please win the next grand prix? thank you 🧡🧡🧡🧡
user9 i missed seeing adaezela
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adaezelasamu
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somebody tell this man to let me go home PLEASE
landonorris NOOOO
landonorris LET ME BOTHER YOU FOREVERRRR
user1 oh to be adaezela, complaining about lando norris wanting to be with you 24/7
⤷user2 FR like pass him to me if you dont want him 😭😭
user3 mama y papa
landonorris she doesn't want to leave anymore 🤪🤪
⤷adaezelasamu you literally gaslighted me because you were sCaReD or wtv
⤷landonorris YOU DONT KNOW WHAT SHE COULD DO
⤷adaezelasamu POLICE OFFICERS ARE LITERALLY OUTSIDE OF MY HOUSE TO PREVENT HER FROM DOING WEIRD SHIT??
⤷landonorris yeah but what if 😕
⤷adaezelasamu there you go, making me feel bad again
⤷landonorris 😕😕😕😕😕😕😕
⤷adaezelasamu FINE ill sleep here
⤷user4 honestly what the fuck is fuck is happening?? like police officers outside of Adaezela'a house? lando being scared for her??
lilymhe babe call me plsss🙂
⤷adaezelasamu yes ma'am 🫡
user5 what kind of life are these two living like wtf 😭😭
carlossainz55 what is happening
⤷landonorris ill call you carlos dw
⤷user6 so not even lily or carlos knows what's going on??
charles_leclerc how is he even sleeping there
⤷landonorris talent
⤷adaezelasamu hes just weird charles dont ask questions
⤷user7 PLSSSS ADAEZELA 😭😭
user8 couple goals honestly
⤷user9 exactly, i want what these bitches have 😭
user10 what is happening??? I hope both of them are ok cause wtf
⤷adaezelasamu guys dont worry, both me and lando are fine! we just had an encounter with a crazy fan
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coconutredbulllover · 14 days
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hi melty face anon! 😊i saw ur ask earlier today and now im not busy so i can finally actually go thru it and answer it LOL!
your friends sound like nice normal casual fans so cheers to that! the side by side for the lulugirl description vs the fyp of possibly one of the gayest most downbad fanbases is also pretty funny LMAO yall rlly found a way to bond over the most unexpected mutual interest 🤣 do u guys ever send eachother an edit and the other is like ‘actually i already had that one liked 😝’
yeah i agree it rlly is hard out there for new fans rn the ‘you just had to be there’ thing is js completely true. like theres so much to explain that you have to either have been there or u gotta crawl into my brain and see for yourself 🤷‍♀️. the disconnect between new/old fans is tough like its not really their fault for being new wave but why did the new wave have to be crazy invasive 😭? yeah i dont blame other blog people for not having the energy to reexplain old stuff or not wanting to go find links everytime someone asks 😭 its pretty nice some anons go through the trouble of finding them tho. they got a W community fr✊(side note i like how i know exactly what your talking abt having seen other blogs LMAO). about the paige obsessed fans i do agree they have a problem with trying to find out every little bit of info about her like some kind of trend hyper fixation. however sorry but i dont think i see the connection to specifically highschool students 🤷‍♀️. i think plenty of people of all ages have joined the popularity wave and while the actually chronically obsessed ones are most likely younger (like i dont really see a 50 year old discovering tumblr to find out every little detail abt a college bb player 🤣) i dont feel like its all high schoolers esp bc theres plenty of college students on here supporting the true delulu agenda 😭.
no literally abt the pazzi tags thats so true, honestly tho the majority of the videos in the pazzi tag on any site is all still a bunch of random italian stuff LMAO (if anyones curious just look on instagram scroll for like 5 seconds and italian stuff pops up 😭). the publicity for the game was truly amazing but sadly the secret society couldnt stay hidden forever 🥲 my entire life tumblr has been known as like a dead site so i was really shocked that tiktok somehow found it like she really blew up so hard yall rediscovered tumblr for her!?!? like i said tumblrs always been a niche kinda dead website unless you stumbled across it when you were younger and saw something it in. there arent tons of people out there who want to run blogs for things they like anymore. i dont blame new people for not knowing the tumblr lore (you js had to be there in the 2000s) i dont even remember how i discovered tumblr 😭 i havent even always been an active user like now i js knew it existed and my head recognized it as a media site and i never thought more to it. i wonder what the tumblr discovery pipelines are 🤣.
i get what u mean abt blogging you thoughts .the line between speculating because your curious and wanna know but also trying not to feel creepy is so hard because you really cant deny that its creepy to be looking closely at someones life like that😭 but its like yeah i dont judge other ppl bc i like reading abt it and talking abt it😭😭😭. having an interest in smth and wanting to show your interest is literally js so human and to have to holdback your interest because the thing your interested its creepy to be TOO interested is the most frustrating thing 🥲 if i had friends who would hear out my thoughts i would not have a tumblr blog. the purpose of my blog really is simply just me wanting to talk abt smth i like with people. how i see it is keeping thoughts to yourself isnt as fun bc like who will give you a second perspective on your theories!
LMFAO they really are a family they in this together frl. i think the sense of exclusivity comes a little from the fact that they’ve been interacting with eachother for a while and have seemlessly connected with eachothers views over time so its js rlly easy to be talk about basically anything when you know all abt the other people your talking with. anyways i love your asks i js like laying down and reading it all while writing my response its so entertaining i think ive been writing this for like 2 hrs im watching baby driver on the side😭. im on the last sentence of ur ask🎉!! about my grammar and spelling its jsut like i type what im thinking and i dont wanna go back and reread it to see where there needs to be a comma 😫 LMAO. its not even just when im high but when im high i care even less 😅. you wished you were high 😯 pookie do u smoke like that? i wanna know all abt it
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bigbumder96 · 26 days
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account introduction thing!!!??
ngl i feel a bit goofy doing this🙁forgive me if this is weird, im used to getting attacked on tiktok for literally nothing (i rarely use tumblr)
general:
name: darcie
age: im a minor😭
gender: girl (she/her :3 )
sexuality: lesbian
from/live in: england
interests:
tv shows:
- the inbetweeners
- white gold
- station 19 (still have to catch up on the latest episode lmao
- 9-1-1 (also still have to catch up one episode😭)
- fresh meat
- ted lasso
- heartbreak high (not that anyone asked but ant is my fav im praying they explore his character a bit more in season three)
- friday night dinner
- this country
- call the midwife
- ackley bridge
- baby reindeer (i wouldnt exactly call it an interest, but i watched this show last week😭)
- phoenix rise
- moment of eighteen (a k-drama btw!!)
- move to heaven (also a k-drama!!)
- there she goes
- benidorm
- skins (only gen 2 tho im afraid😞)
- the inBESTigators (dont judge lmfao😭😭😭)
- little lunch (i cant theyre js both such good shows)
- dodo (a cartoon)
- taskmaster (only season eight tho for the icon joe thomas‼️)
im currently watching derry girls atm !!
films:
- the shawshank redemption
- the green mile
- goodbye charlie bright (my absolute fav omg)
- the business
- the football factory (theyre making the sequel to this at my school im so happy i love nick love films😍i didnt see nick love himself tho💔)
- good will hunting
- bohemian rhapsody
- dead mans shoes
- ferris buellers day off
- harry brown
- little miss sunshine
- the inbetweeners movie
- the inbetweeners 2
- white chicks
- the basketball diaries
- mid90s
- spiderman: into the spider-verse
- spiderman: across the spider-verse
music:
- alex g (fav song: too many to put here, but if i had to pick then prolly the whole race, trick, and rules album😭)
- tv girl (fav song: better in the dark, louise, and daughter of a cop)
- the fratellis (fav song: i honestly dk, i havent gotten that much into them yet😣i js listened to one of their albums and played fifa)
- the killers (fav song: read my mind and andy youre a star)
- the smiths (fav song: girl afraid, bigmouth strikes again, and this night has opened my eyes. guys i swr i liked them songs before they got popular im acc rly annoyed at the tiktofication of bigmouth strikes again and this night has opened my eyes😣)
- queen (fav song: spread your wings and long away)
- the stone roses (fav song: i wanna be adored and made of stone. basic i know😣😣)
- the jam (fav song: down in the tube station at midnight and man in the corner shop)
- oasis (live forever. icba to type ‘fav song’ anymore😭)
- mac the knife (here to stay)
- mitski (why didnt you stop me, goodbye my danish sweetheart, me and my husband, your best american girl, once more to see you, etcetera…)
extras:
- im into football and i am a big arsenal fan !!!! my fav player is def martin ødegaard, and i may or may not be one of those deluded emile smith-rowe fans who think that hes gonna have a huge comeback and be like he was two seasons ago🤫🤫🤫
- i like webtoons! my fav is jacksons diary, closely followed by crystal city killers😱
- in year seven my drama teacher made us watch a play (on the screen, not irl) called slowtime but we didnt get to finish it💔my teacher spoiled the ending but i didnt care and tracked down the rest of that video bcs slowtime is such a good play i love everything abt it😍
- last year i was obsessed with this book series called football academy (written by tom palmer) and it was genuinely so good but there was nobody myp age cuz it was for kids💔i dont rly read them anymore, but the interest is still there if someone by chance has read them please contact me and have a conversation with me about it🙏🙏🙏
i apologise as this was very long, and i probably wont even post that much😭 sorry for the yapping tho🙏🙏🙏
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gummy-bearz · 9 days
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unfortunate announcement from mod hiyoko
whats goody GANG! i have to take a temproary break because of my tests! PLS PUT BLESS IN THE CHAT FOR ME!!!
this honestly pretty much fucking sucks because i have tests for the whole entire WEEK. this means that im gonna have to change my whole entire schedule by waking up at 6 am to study and hop to school and suffer there
i dont think ill even HAVE the time to complete my tumblr requests (CROWD BOOING AND SCREAMING,, NOOO!!) . i have been spending this whole entire week studying and shit idk anymore dawg
HOWEVER this does not mean requests will be closed; theyll still be open but just keep in mind that they wont come early LMFAO
thx for reading nd bless u all
EDIT: hello guys its currently 10 pm rn and i miss u all. tbh the tests are going pretty well,, I think I did pretty good so far LMAO however let’s see if I can get through this stressing week
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eirian · 9 months
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made a really long thread abt this on my...furry twitter....but i wanna ramble abt it here too bc i feel more comfortable rambling on a tumblr post lol
basically im having an art style crisis again. i know i know i thought i was over this shit too. but i really have been thinking abt it and im kinda stumped and frustrated
i used to adore having a flowy, shapey, simple cartoony style. yall could probably tell i had a really fun time drawing in that style! but as i tried applying to animation studios and started getting critiques by professionals, i got...super turned off from it. basically someone told me i needed to scrap the entire style, move away from the stephen silver influence completely, and do something totally different if i wanted to land a job and get noticed. and that was when i tried to move away from it into a less cartoony, more detailed art style
it left a bad taste in my mouth i think. i felt like the style that i had so much fun drawing in was tainted somehow, and i shouldnt use it anymore.
dont get me wrong, i love every style i currently draw in! im actually a huge huge fan of my 2015/2016 art style, and it was definitely not as cartoony as the stephen silver-esque style i used for a long time. im kind of usually trying to recreate it nowadays, especially after the critiques.
but that doesnt take away from the fact that the simple cartoony style made me very happy before all this. i had so much fun turning anime characters into saturday morning (western) cartoons. i had so much fun figuring out what shapes fit each character. and i guess i Could still make my current main style more shapey, but it feels...different?
i guess im just sad about it. i miss having so much fun as a simple cartoony artist.
HAVING SAID ALL THIS, i am fully Fully aware that i can have multiple art styles! im the author of that "fuck consistency in art, we ballin" post after all lmfao. but its a matter of what style id like to use Mainly, if that makes sense? i can change it at the drop of a hat, easy, depending on my mood. but i want Some kind of sense of what style i wanna draw at any given time, yknow?
anyway yeah. this post got way longer than my twitter thread but i said what i needed to get out of my brain better lol. advice welcome but no pressure of course
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plengogus · 2 months
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okay hi its been a long time since ive been active on here so its time to reintroduce myself i suppose
dont interact if ur under 18!! im a little freak and i may post about little freak things!!
im cat!! ive used tumblr for 10 years now (woah scary)
im really into bugs and shitty music and cats and being evil all the time :3
i used to be in a really shitty relationship with a really shitty guy that i used to post about a lot but now im in a chill ass polycule lookin thing with two chill ass bitches who treat me wayyyy better than anyone ever has!!!
i have three cats and a dog :3
im disabled (POTS, EDS, all sorts of fun stupid shit) and use mobility aids to get around! and im also AuDHD!!
i like smoking weed and Getting Scared
im a scorpio sun and moon and a libra rising!!
i work in a bakery!!
i live in new jersey rn but ive also lived in philly, NYC, and long island!!
i collect pokemon cards!! i have a few thousand rn and my collection is organized SO BADLY but im working on it….
im not really in any specific fandoms anymore, i mostly just like silly things :3
i used to do a lot of art, but i dont as much anymore. im trying to get back into it though!!
im a little freak. honestly idk what else to add lmfao anyway hi yeah. my inbox is always open!!
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leejenowrld · 3 months
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asking this with pure genuine curiosity (ignore if makes u uncomfy or dont get my point bc eng isn't my first language)
well idk if u have a 'minors dni' but what do u think about minors (13-17 years old) reading ur writings or smut in general here in tumblr for example
?
i think that some ppl think that bc someone is minor they're oblivious or they have no idea about anything and maybe these young guys are more experienced.
if im not wrong, im much older than u but basically our generation is the same or at least is similar so, i grow up knowing when my classmates lost their virginities and all of them were minors at the time so, in general is almost the same in other countries.
bc since I've got this account (like +10 years before) and even more since i became part of the kpop community (at my 22, now im older lol), most writers who post smut are under the 'minors dni' and i think is perfect, is not like im against it, but i couldn't stop thinking about the fact that most of these teenagers are not virgins anymore so why they shouldn't read some smut on the internet? like, my point is not that i want minors to read smut or something like that god no, but aaag idk how to put it in words im sorry
like I know is for good, but what's the point of some writers being so angry when someone tell them 'im 17 and i love ur works' bc we dont know each others and sorry idk where im going with this just ignore me. im sending it to u anyways bc i wrote a lot (of nonsense i fear)
minors should not interact with my page. it’s clear and simple. doesn’t matter if they’re 13 or 17, i can go into this deeply but reading about intense smut is very damaging especially if you’re like 14 years old and have never experienced anything like that irl. it gives you misconceptions and false ideas
minors dni is a responsibility we have as writers. such as trigger warnings. we advise and i, along with any other writer, believe it’s for best. we can only advise, we can’t physically stop minors from interacting but yeah i would feel incredibly uncomfortable if minors read my works especially the intensely sexual ones. it’s plain and simple, minor means minor. there’s a reason why age warnings are so common
you’re entire argument being about minors who are in relationships and active sexually or whatever… there’s a whole lot i could go into just about that but i can’t be bothered rn
as for the last paragraph 😭 idk what to say because i haven’t reacted like that so i can’t speak for writers lmfao maybe send the authors who have reacted that way i guess they can explain why lol
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straycalamities · 9 months
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no for real the onceler fandom when i was a huge part of it (2015/2016) was so fuckin toxic half the people left bc everyone was praising one or two blogs and acting like everyone else was dirt. it was super discouraging and i ran about 3 blogs and the only interactions i ever got was from people starting drama :(
im not sure what the askblog scene looks like today but im HOPING and PRAYING its better
eughh im sorry that sounds like absolute hell...i barely dipped my toes in because i was recovering from Stuff (stuff that took me to this year to get over enough to even make another personal blog) so i wasnt Too up-to-date with what was going on in the fandom from 2015 tooo 2019?ish? even if i popped in on entre's blog time to time, but i've heard stuff from others and friends
i think the askblog scene is A LOT more chill these days. a lot more lax and there's sooo much just...Less of everything that it makes things easier to like take in stride at least to me compared to 2012-2014 days where everything was so intense, extreme, and constant
there's still the like ghosts of the same issues that've been present since day one but its like...on a MUCH lesser scale. i honestly think it's pretty good all things considered :) the only thing that makes it rly hard for me compared to past eras is how split the fandom is uhhh app/site-wise (like its very much spread across tiktok, tumblr, twitter, discord, maybe more...idk) and so it feels like im missing out if i dont keep up everywhere LMAO and each location comes with its own issues either population-wise or site/app-wise
i miss how centralized it used to be to tumblr u_u and obviously having more content to look at back in the day, i got very spoiled on it so when i peruse the fandom content its like a lot less to look at but thats honestly GOOD FOR ME BC I HAVE NO TIME NOW LMAOOOO but its just like strange bc im like woah i dont have to scroll for an hour on entres dash anymore to catch up
well i do, but that's bc i have no time to check it on work days and so it piles up for when i do sit and take the time. cant imagine the hell i'd be in if it was 2012-era activity
ppl who had full-time jobs in the fandom in 2012 damn...i salute you.
unfortunately with a fandom as niche as this, it kinda cooks up the same issues over and over again and it makes me wish there was some sort of disclaimer that popped up as soon as you wanted to join the fandom to give you a rundown on how the culture is, who the people are, what the past drama was (so dont bring it up again), and all that LMFAO like a onceler fandom 101 that was just beamed into your device when you were like hmm what if i joined the onceler fandom LMAO
i kinda wanna do something like that specifically for askblogs? like a dos and donts. or "things i wish i knew when i started an askblog" type of thing but alas..no time. bc i see other mods go through the same obstacles/difficulties i went through and learned to either change my thinking on, or something else to either help me get past it/over it or at least cope better and id wanna pass that on if the fandoms gonna keep getting revived every two or so years and then cave in on itself from the same rehashed drama/problems it always has :sob emoji:
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rosysugarr · 2 years
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its so interesting what u can gather abt someone from their blog like every time i see a post of yours on the dash it's like another little puzzle piece in the Who Tf Is Rosy picture. oh, you're in your thirties and you stay with your family and you stream and you wish you would go outside more. you wish you had more people in your social circle because you dont want to be alone anymore and all your friends live at least hours away. you have a vape addiction and you tried to go to college time after time and it didnt work so now you just sit at home and stream and interact in fandom spaces because you don't have a lot else. shitty home life when you were younger. too much internet drama in the past which is why you stick mostly to tumblr and twitch now. it's okay. you're just another person on my dash and i think that's really cool. keep doin what ur doin.
I. I'm not actually sure how I feel about this message. I mean. It sounds positive! And it's interesting to see someone like. put together so much about me just from glimpses on my blog. It's actually super flattering to the part of me that desperately needs attention to know that someone out there actually like. retains this info I drop about me on here.
I will say, you're missing one piece! I sit at home and stream and stuff not bc my life is a damned trainwreck, BUT because I had to quit my job I'd held for a couple of years because the pandemic was incredibly bad in my area, and I lived with older family and wasn't allowed to wear a mask to work. The only reason I still don't have another job is because I still... live with older family and covid is STILL super fucking bad down here and no one is wearing their masks, and the only jobs I could get around here would be like. cashier or waiter or something, something I would be forced to have contact with a ton of people and then come home to my family and risk exposing someone in incredibly poor health and advanced age to covid. I don't really have much of a choice-- it's either unemployment or risking bringing covid home to someone it would absolutely kill.
I mean I don't owe anybody my personal info but I feel like that is an important thing to note. mostly because I promise I'm not as pathetic as I seem lmfao I HAVE had jobs in the very recent past, but. yknow. covid ruined everything.
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koulakoukoula2003 · 2 years
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Hiii im an avid reader of your erwin x oc fic and i just wanna say.... i know petra is just a side character here but I can't help but feel bad about her :( she may be a jealous bitch here but levi's confession to erwin about choosing nathalie over petra just broke my heart for petra and my overthinking masochist brain has been thinking of scenarios like petra overhearing the conversation and when theyll be back in the hq she's gonna give levi the engagement ring back and just disappear in his life forever without saying anything like she just goes straight to his office, look at him in the eyes while giving him a painful smile and handing the engagement ring and a letter of resignation maybe then leaves without a word like a scene wherein petra realizes that she will never have a chance against nathalie even if levi isn't in nathalie's life anymore and she decides to give up because the pain is too much already or like after Levi's confession to erwin about choosing nat, levi noticed that petra overheard the conversation and petra ran off immediately and something bad happened to petra in the mission and when rounding up casualties, Levi asked some officer maybe about his squad then he was informed that petra is dead and i dont know how levi should feel like im such a sucker for tropes like petra and maybe levi will realize Petra's worth once she's gone and she is or maybe not or i dont know hahaha sorry im just rambling and wallowing about my angsty scenarios for petra 😂
lmao anon, i wrote a huge reply to this and tumblr fucked me up and i lost all of it snnkjehiwujogds TUMBLR, FIX YOUR FUCKING GLITCHES FFS YOUR PROGRAMMERS SUCK
ahem pls ignore me
OMG ANON, FIRST OF, TYSM FOR READING MY FIC!!! (I thank my readers all the time in case you haven't noticed eheheh)
And second, your ideas are AMAZING, honestly I was going to do exactly as you said, she overhears Levi’s confession to Erwin.
“I will forever choose Nathalie over Petra.”
Damnnnn, I bet y’all think he’s way out of character and he kinda is. I mean he would never hurt or use a woman like that. Using Petra while thinking of someone else? That’s not Levi at all. He is a respectful man and he would love his woman to the fullest.
But here, he is so convinced that he loves Nathalie when it’s not really love, he’s actually obsessed with Nathalie. He’s convinced that she’s the only one for him but that’s only because she was his first and the multiverse (long story short) this fic is part of my Multiverse of SNK idea.
So, this fic is a parallel universe to another fic of mine BHSL (a Nathalie x Levi slow burn) and let’s just say that an anomaly happened in the multiverse (it’s a long story, anon, you don’t need to know about it), and Levi from BBSF (the Erwin x Nathalie fic) is sharing emotions and memories from Levi in BHSL. So, the feelings that Levi has for Nat in this fic, they’re not actually his own. I was thinking that maybe, just maybe he actually loves Petra.
I know snk fans are masochistic af and you’d probably love for me to engage in angst and drama and heartbreaks LMFAO but hear me out, I had this idea of what happens with those two so that they can be happy (it’s a fix it fic after all).
As you said, Petra overhears Levi’s confession and she gets sad and mad af and she throws herself in battle to die. After Levi deals with the Beast, he finds her, lying in the battlefield, dying and bleeding and he panics. He literally panics. He kneels down and he pulls her in his arms and she’s crying.
She’s crying, she’s a mess because this man doesn’t love her. She was going to die and she was never going to find out how it feels to be loved by Levi. So, she cups his cheek and looks up at him and she makes him that final question that wants answered so desperately before she dies.
“Do you think, you could have ever loved me… as much as you love… her?”*
Oof that past tense hurts here a lot, because she’s talking about something that could’ve happened, but it never did because she’s dying now. Maybe deep down she has lost all hope and maybe she knows that she never really stood a chance in claiming his heart, but she just has to know. Maybe if he at least made his feelings towards her clear before her death, it would give her some peace.
And, please, now I want you to imagine Levi panicking and losing his calm entirely. This stoic man who watches friends die and kills people without a spec of emotion showing – now he’s at the verge of insanity. He’s slowly coming to realise that he actually loves Petra. Did she have to die for him to figure out it? Yes. He took her for granted. He won’t realise it if this scene doesn’t happen.
So, he brings her closer and he’s pressing down on her wound, as hard as he can because he needs time. He has wasted her time with her so much, being obsessed over another woman that would never feel the same for him. Imagine the self-loathing and the regret, the guilt he’s feeling right now. Now that he’s realising he loves her, it’s way too fucking late.
“No…” he says and she weeps but he’s wiping away her tears and he holds her closer and for the first time in her life, she’s seeing tears in those argent eyes she had grown to adore “…I could have loved you so much more.”*
Here’s the past tense again. Something that could have happened – he could have loved her but he never did, he never got the second chance he wanted because she died in his arms and he would forever hate himself for it. For hurting her, using her, making her a mere replacement when deep down he knew he was a mess without her.
BUT as I said, this is a fix it fic AHAHAHAH SO this is where the angst ends (my apologies eheheh), but remember those three serums that Nathalie made? The ones that heal all wounds???? Yeah, Levi kept one, Hange kept the second one (which they used on Moblit), and Nathalie hid the third one in her bag (that she eventually used to save Erwin).
Levi doesn’t know if it will work. He doesn’t care if someone needs it. He’ll use it on her and he’s going to save her life. She remains unconscious for a couple of days because she’s lost blood, but she survives and maybe they don’t break up. Maybe Levi snaps out of it, and he actually, finally lets their relationship become healthy and happy.
Honestly, I’m not actively a Rivetra shipper (but that’s only cuz it hurts too much and I’m a fucking wimp LMAO) and this fic is an Erwin x OC not a Rivetra fic and that’s why all the rivetra is wayyyyy back in the background (you reminded me with this ask to actually mention them in a scene because it’s been seven chapters and I’ve forgotten about them LMFAO) BUT I SHOULD DEF write this angsty scene as a flashback or a bonus/filler chapter or a oneshot.
But first, I need to get my shit together and stop being lazy and actually write shit LMFAO
TYSM FOR READING MY FIC (yes im repeating myself pls ignore) send me another ask to let me know whether you like this idea of mine or not, cuz I know you want pain, anon, and if you ask for it, I’ll deliver it and they’ll never get their happy ending MUAHAHAHAHAH
I could very nicely have her breaking their engagement and disappearing for (let’s say) four years (ehehehehe) and next time Levi sees her, she has a cute little four-year-old with silver eyes and black hair in her arms EEEHEHEHEHEHE or he could find her working in a brothel in the underground (MORE DRAMAAA) or she could be married to some other man that she doesn’t love (MUAHAHAHA) or she could be dead cuz she committed suicide and he finds out it’s because of him
Lmao, u got many choices, anon, pick whichever you like and lemme know!
*(lmao I used those lines first in a Vincent Valentine x OC fic of mine, go read it 🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫)
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onemillionvolts · 2 years
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ALL OF THEM CYNO BELOVED DO ALLLLL THE ASKS!!!
you are the bestest ever do you know that you should probably know that
1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
this is honestly so fucking funny to me thst this is the first one.... i will say.. no... i dont even know who it was so just to be safe. no
2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
no! only the homies <33
3. Have you taken someones virginity?
i have not
4. Is trust a big issue for you?
kinda? i definitely strggle with trusting people too much so not like. traditional trust issues but theyre there
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
yeah i just went to a party with scaramouche kunikuzushi last night (real)
6. What are you excited for?
tomorrow so i can finally chill out !! and to hang with the homies!! And dinner i'm fucking starving
7. What happened tonight?
it is 4 o'clock
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
i think it's disgusting when anyone gets really wasted LMFAO
9. Is confidence cute?
yes but i think there's a very fine line to it like if you're overly confident and cocky it becomes VERY unattractive
10. What is the last beverage you had?
technically water isn't a beverage but i'm not gonna be pretentious so. water
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
like.. 3? i don't know many people so all of them are family PFFFFF
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
nope! i don't have many jeans in general actually
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
that's a WEEK AWAYYY i dunno!! probably play genshin though if we're being honest
14. What are you going to spend money on next?
cyno!!! I'm guaranteed to win him so i'm gonna whale <33
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
not anymore 😁
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
that's a really heavy question tbh i think?? probably i mean, i don't ANTICIPATE it but i imagine it'll come? hopefully positive change HAHA
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
sadie. next questuon
actually to provide some context yeah i struggle to talk about anything with family so like... yeah sadie or the void of tumblr
18. The last time you felt broken?
like last night bro that was rough
19. Have you had sex today?
hahaaahahahahaha that's hilarious. no
20. Are you starting to realize anything?
i mean.. nothing really that i can think of at least. i'm sure there's something subconsciously? i guess me thinking about my mental problems counts cause like.. i'm definitely trying to focus more on that?
21. Are you in a good mood?
i wasn't because i have an awful neck ache but that ask made me feel better :(( /pos
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
no i don't do dangerous things im a pussy
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
no mine are hazel and his are... like a gray blue i think? i don't remember???
24. What do you want right this second?
my fucking dinner
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
i mean judging from past experience id probably just be depressed bro
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
mhmm! never dyed it though i'd like to in the future
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
i think it's situational like obviously if i'm in too deep it's fine but humor is really important to me
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
genshin vr xiao cooking videos theyre really funny
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
not really honestly
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
situational i think. if someone has truly like... gone out of their way to redeem themselves from their past mistakes then yes, at least most of the time. but otherwise fuck no.
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
nah he's my best homie wtf 💪
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
who is this person you keep asking me abt i'd love to meet em
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
no i drink too much of it i think. i swear they put addictive chemicals in those mcdonalds fountain drinks
34. Listening to?
oops! by yung gravy
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
nooo it feels... wrong
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
unfortunately not hell
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
i think so? i think i moreso believe in like... love at first meet or smth??
38. Who did you last call?
i have... no recollection. prolly my dad
39. Who was the last person you danced with?
no one <//3 i don't really dance
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
i was a dumb idiot is why
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
uuhh. Too long ago. PFFFF for real tho probably two months?
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
yeahahh both of em cause im a birthday boy
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
uhh no... starting to think this is for people who have had life experiences <333
44. Do you tan in the nude?
no i don't tan at all
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
yes and everything surrounding it (except meeting the best homie ever as a result ofc)
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
nooo i watched tiktoks cause i sleep later than my pals
47. Who was the last person to call you?
agian... idk probably my dad
48. Do you sing in the shower?
i don't </3 the only time i sing is in the car
49. Do you dance in the car?
no i sing in the car, were you not listening
50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
mhmm! i'm bad at it very bad at it i'm better with a rifle PFFFF the one thing on my "stuff that weird men do" list that i haven't done is throw an axe. excited for that
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
gosh like.. five years ago? i hate getting my picture taken
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
NOOOOO i loovveeee musicals. i mean they ARE ultra cheesy but in a really good way. one time i went and saw a grinch musical it was great. the guy who played the grinch's dog was a little too into it i loved that guy
53. Is Christmas stressful?
personally i don't think so but i can see why others would think that
54. Ever eat a pierogi?
YEAAHHH i love them. i used to despise them sooooo much when i was younger tho
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
i really am NOT a pie fan tbh.. but i'll say apple if i had to pick
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
hey i talked about this before! i never really thought about it honestly.. and tbf i haven't to this day. i'm a mess.
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
yes and i am fairly sure there are many living in my house
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
yeahh more often than i'd like to admit
59. Take a vitamin daily?
i'm SUPPOSED TO. and i TRY but i forget sooooo often cause i ammmmm irresponsible
60. Wear slippers?
i don'tttt i love slippers tho i want some <3
61. Wear a bath robe?
not once in my life PFFF
62. What do you wear to bed?
just a t shirt and pants/shorts depending on the temperature. basically whatever i wear once i'm out of the shower
63. First concert?
haven't been! i'd loveeee to go to a glass animals concert tho...
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
i say this as a big big target fan, but.. kmart. KMART. YOU WILL NEVER FUCKING TAKE KMART FROM ME. COME BACK KMART I MISS YOU. it makes me wanna cry
65. Nike or Adidas?
neither im poor
66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
cheetos. cheeto puffs
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
SUMFLOWER SEEEDS i hate peanuts. Only nut i wont eat 😵
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
hmmmmm. style. or wildest dreams
69. Ever take dance lessons?
nope PFFFF
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
my hypeman 💪 /j
but uh.. not particularly?
71. Can you curl your tongue?
YEAAHAHA I CAN. puttin that on my resume
72. Ever won a spelling bee?
noooo but i was rlly smart as a kid so i probably would've. i'm dumb as shit now tho.. i'm out here googling the most simple words
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
yeahh i have! can't exactly remember the last time though
74. What is your favorite book?
i can't read. but uh seriously... probably goosebumps. big goosebumps fan
75. Do you study better with or without music?
WITHOUTTT. i can't do ANYTHING to music except draw. it always steals my attention
76. Regularly burn incense?
NO but i would absolutely love to more often
77. Ever been in love?
Unfortunately
78. Who would you like to see in concert?
OOOOHH glass animals... imagine dragons... starset..
79. What was the last concert you saw?
STOP RUBBING IT IN
80. Hot tea or cold tea?
hot tea 1000000%
81. Tea or coffee?
more of a tea guy myself but can't say i've had enough coffee to really stake claim to tea superiority.....
82. Favorite type of cookie?
chocolate chip i'm so basic <33 big fan of sugar cookies too.
83. Can you swim well?
WELL is probably a stretch. i'm a fine swimmer but i have really bad breath capacity and stamina
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
i.. didn't know that this was something that people weren't able to do? like i thought this was just.. a thing
85. Are you patient?
SOMEEEETIMES. definitely depends on the situation but i try my best to be
86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
band? i mean, either works kinda i don't really have a big preference.. the only wedding i've ever been to had one bluetooth speaker and a playlist sooooo
87. Ever won a contest?
yeah i won the biggest tighnari stan contest
88. Ever have plastic surgery?
i haven't! idk if i ever would honestly surgery really scares me no matter how much i hate my face PFFFF
89. Which are better black or green olives?
NONE fuck olives fuck olives soooooooo much
90. Opinions on sex before marriage?
as long as you wear socks it dosn't count
91. Best room for a fireplace?
living rooom... though i can't say i've ever had one i would LOVE ONE it just makes the room feel so much cozier
92. Do you want to get married?
aww are you proposing? /j
BUT SERIOUSLY i'm not sure. it's kinda a question that's hard to answer when you're single
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euphor1a · 1 year
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hello. just wanted to say that I love all your works.
funny story, your fic was actually the first ever fanfic that I read. it was a little over a year back, I was in a not-so-good headspace. and just searched up 'yeonjun fanfic' on google lmao just for the heck of it. tried wattpad, was scarred💀 twt was just not for me. and then tried tmblr and was greeted by one of your yeonjun drabbles. ngl, I was a little taken aback at the liberal use of the obscene words lmao. and then since I didn't know how to actually use tmblr, I just read all of your works. and I mean all. so the works that literally don't even exist anymore, I've read them too!
so I've been with your works way back when you were cupidchois. and my tmblr journey began with you so you're like the OG for me lol.
also, the not-so-good-headspace was due to this huge huge life changing entrance exam I had and your fics provided comfort. but when the exam date was too near, I stopped using tmblr for like 3 months.
but before going, I read whatever little part of bewitched you had written and remember thinking that okay when I come back after all this time, it might be a completed series. also, the release date for the yj sugarpapi fic was 14 feb but you said you needed more time. and I thought yeah I'm gonna be gone a long long time. it'll be there when I come back.
if only I knew lol. when I came back you had a brand new blog, half of your fics were missing, sugarpapi never came out, and get this, bewitched had actually gone BACKWARDS because you decided to rewrite it! lmfao, I'm not tryna sound rude or pushy at all. please dont take it the wrong way. the situation was just sooo funny.
so yeah, that's my history with your blog lol.
anywhoo, love your works a whole lot and thank you for introducing me to this hellsite without even knowing it<3
much love<3
... wow 😭😭😭, i’m genuinely struggling to find words to type here. Goodness. This is making me feel so many emotions like kdghfghfgh HOLD AWN 😭
!!! Thank you so much for sending this in, first of all?? This is like a peak moment™ of my tumblr life i’m not even kidding 😭!!! Especially because I kinda ended up joining tumblr in a very similar way, except that my OG was far more consistent than me with their blog and works 😅! Take me back to 2017 pls—
I’m pretty sure a lot of us here actually started out with just searching up fanfics on google and then finding tumblr in the search results. Because same! I did not know something like tumblr existed and my experience with wattpad was equally traumatising 😵; thank god for the hellsite. It sure is very annoying at times but it’s also nice that we can have our own little bubble here!
Lsjskdjkfj “liberal use of the obscene words” IM DYING 😭! Thank you for still reading them though 😭! A part of me is very embarrassed because I’ve... well, grown to find my old stuff very poorly written (hence all the rewriting) but a part of me is? Super fucking flattered? And proud? THANK YOU 🙈🙈
The fact that whatever the fuck I wrote actually provided comfort to a human being is enough for me to just go on and quit everything and live a life of a saint. It’s crazy... I never dared to imagine that my writing could actually do that? Because I always think that whatever I write is pretty forgettable tbh. Like you read it and move on and never think back. Anyway, I hope you are feeling better now, lovely 🥺! I’ve been in similar places throughout my life and damn I know how badly education related pressure fucks you up :(
Ah yes... Bewitched. Sigh. I have a love-hate relationship with that kid. I think I have mentioned this before in some random rant post, but god, rewriting is so hard. Because I spend most of the time regretting how I wrote it instead of the actual fixing and editing and rewriting. I won’t abandon it, but at this rate I’m not sure when I’ll be able to invest myself completely in rewriting either. It’s only harder because my daydreams have no ends and the amount of newer wips that I want to finish and post keeps increasing. And to top it off, there’s ✨real life✨, being an absolute pain in the ass constantly.
Also Sugarpapi 😭! It’s honestly me vs. the unrealistic high standards I’ve set for myself at this point. But you know what? I’ll take my time with it. Because I think taking it slow is better in all aspects. Like yeah, I could just half-ass it and put all the pressure in the world on myself to finish it sometime soon, but we all know that’ll be a mess itself, and will make me one too. It’s coming. I promise. Maybe in another year 💀
“If only I knew” — me at least twice a day skshksjk 😭;; it be like that 🙁! Apologies for the unexpected jump-scares you got from my whole new blog and all :'))
I will eventually repost the works people wanted to be reposted — surprise, almost all of my cupidchois’ masterlist actually ended up there after I rounded everything up (and almost nothing from my bts blog minus the reactions), so there’s that. And, I can’t even explain how much this ask actually means to me. Crazy stuff. Life changing.
Thank you so much!!! I’m sending you a parcel full of positive energy and my love, which is not enough but it’s the best I can do atm </3
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