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seeker-of-truth · 1 year

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𝔚𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔇𝔬𝔢𝔰 𝔜𝔬𝔲𝔯 ℌ𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔱 𝔏𝔬𝔬𝔨 𝔏𝔦𝔨𝔢?

I got tagged by @rindemption do this quiz (tysm btw!!1!), so I'm doing it for my best girl Verena.

Tagging: @bishicat @medtech-mara @dreamskug @genocidalfetus @fly-amanitaa @wanderingaldecaldo @rockerboyrepo(ofc no pressure to do this! As always if you want to do this consider yourself tagged!)

VERENA - A TANGLED BALL OF RED STRINGS

Who are you without the company of others? You aren’t sure, but you know that you aren’t fond of whoever it is. You are an actor, a pretty face and a pleasant song. Many idolize you, or love you, but you can never be sure of how sincere it is. Your heart is buried under the letters they leave you, sealed with a kiss. It can’t be untangled from the red strings they’ve attached to you. You deserve to find something, someone, true and faithful to hold your heart in place. You don’t have to be everything to everyone.

Oh god, this fits her so well it hurts. She's spent her life bending and molding herself to be whatever role others wanted her to be. Singing the tune of the dotting daughter, the capable student, or the cool girl in a band. Working at Arasaka only exasperated it, making her feel like no one could ever accept all of her. She's lived doing things out of duty, not desire, which has left her so deeply uncomfortable with her public and private masks since neither of them feel like they fit quite right. She wants to drop them and live authentically, but she doesn't want to let the people she cares about down by exposing her entire being to them.

#sorry this took so long #I needed a new picture of her 😅#oc: verena soto #thank you for letting me talk about my blorbo!!!!#also tagged peeps if you dont want to be tagged in the future just lemme know #no hard feelings at all!#god i put this in The Queue and like ughhhh im so obsessed with her #i cant stop coming back to this post #tag game

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sapphorror · 5 months

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Zim, Dib, Gaz, and Tak are actually all horribly vindictive spiteful people to more or less equal degrees, but the interesting thing is that Zim and Gaz both exact vengeance in very specific, premeditated ways, which are often wildly out of proportion but once they feel like they've evened the score they will pretty much immediately forget about whatever pissed them off in the first place—whereas Dib and Tak are both ostensibly above being ruled by petty grudges, but very obviously boiling over with a constant resentment that sends them pouncing like rabid dogs at even the slightest opportunity or excuse to make the object of their ire suffer (and if they're both working towards their own self-serving end game that just HAPPENS to involve every terrible thing imaginable befalling their enemies, well... that'll just be a happy by-product of their personal success).

I don't I have any point to make here, I just like it when these freaks are all an overwhelming danger to society (and each other)

#invader zim #zim #dib #gaz #tak #meta #my meta #natterings #iz posting #the universe was never supposed to accommodate this many lunatics gathering in one place #let alone coming into direct conflict with each other #anyway i think tak is probably the scariest of the four not just due to her competence #but because she shares dibs deeply insidious insatiable anger AND whatever irken brainworm it is that makes zim so creatively awful #also i made this joke on twitter once already but dib must be so desensitized to the OTT retribution at this point #got it from gaz his whole life and then when zim showed up it NEVER occurs to him #that if he maybe stopped throwing things at zim for no reason then zim might stop wildly overreacting #its just a given to him that sometimes your life gets ruined over stupid bullshit #you cant let that hold you back

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yaboisnelf · 7 months

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i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them i hope they explode

johnny cage and kenshi sketches from mk1

#AHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH #i cant escape the johnny cage brainrot hes INFECTED ME #hes like a fungus. a parasite. im in love with him #sry no dc sry for not posting i think i need a new ipad mine is. exploding.#anyways i think johnny cage is part filipino and no one can stop me.#wah wah wah he makes his ex wives and husband and kids adobo and lumpia and homemade sauce and hes sooooo confident abt it #which is so upsetting cus hes just too good #he makes dessert that is also a spanish slur and sonya will go 😐 every time he says it cus he purposely makes it around her just to say it #which is me saying puerto rican sonya canon #i am insane ❤️#me vs backgrounds btw just ignore it. ill prob come back and change it when i get home/wake up yk but for now. ugly.#anyways #johnshi #kenshi takahashi #johnny cage #takahashi kenshi #johnathan carlton #sketch #digital art #procreate #i ❤️ tagging

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freensrcha · 1 year

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the visuals of episode 3

I TOLD SUNSET ABOUT YOU (2020)

#i told sunset about you #itsay #billkin putthipong #pp krit #tagnads #usermor #ep 3 supremacy #im sorry i'll never stop talking about it #should i put my itsay costume back on after gap is over #i keep coming back to gif ep 3 and i cant be stopped #111gif #mandatory itsay post monday #thanqueue

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popping-greenbean · 1 month

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there are so many things that i could do so well,,, if only i could like.actually do them

#ok to rb or comment on if anyone wants to ??? i just want to ramble a bit #this post is about everything at once and nothing in particular but also very much about my art career wtf #i miss school already.having structure and clear immediate tasks to focus on and surrounded by people who i can tell myself can understand #like id still be feeling the raging imposter syndrome and self hatred but then at least i can still bury myself in schoolwork and #tell myself that its the best that i can do at the moment and i make excuses to forgive myself undeservingly for not doing more #back home with same old people into same old habits and i am once again 14 hiding in my closet writing edgy poetry plotting murder and #trying to ignore the yelling downstairs and trying to convince myself that its not my fault but at the core of it all it really is isnt it #and out of sight out of mind its harder to convince myself that i am still loved or worthy of it or even capable honestly #and craving the academic validation hearing someone say that what comes from my mind has any value at all any real meaning #and maybe then im still just trying to fool myself because what i want is for someone to believe im capable because i cant do it for myself #craving someplace i can distance myself from being who ive been all my life and guilt for not wanting what ive been lucky enough to receive #ok going to stop before i incriminate myself even more #prob will delete later but if i forget to haha hi #greenbean talks to plants

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skitskatdacat63 · 10 months

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Scenes in the McLaren garage after Fernando faked having engine problems:

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#THANK YOU TO MIN FOR ENCOURAGING ME #i cant stop fucking laughing im actually so proud of these 😭😭😭😭#i wanted to make a meme after seeing that post abt nando faking problems #but i didnt know who else to put next to jense #BUT THEN I REALIZED FUCKING RON DENNIS CAME BACK TO MCLAREN DURING THE JENSE-FERNANDO YEARS 😭😭#can you imagine being ron dennis and you leave mcl in 2009 and youre like well thank god im dome with that #having had your biggest controversy in 2007 with that fucking maniac Fernando Alonso #and then you come back to Mclaren in 2014 and you end up signing Fernando the very next season #ITS SO HILARIOUS TO ME 😭😭😭😭#they're both probably like 'oh god not this guy again'#also the amount of ron dennis pics i had to save to find the perfect one is truly sickening #like min said even one ron dennis pic on your phone is probably too much #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #ron dennis #jenson button #we do a little bit of f1

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abirddogmoment · 11 months

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some thoughts about the pressures of trialing in dog sports and the emotional environment of trials, partially inspired by this post by the beautiful @mongrelization

this post happened to come at a time when I was at a decision point in my trial career with mav. he had just started refusing jumps (i thought it was a training issue at the time, i now know he was in pain) and he wasn't having fun. we were disconnected in the ring, with him choosing to go visit friends or just blow past obstacles without attempting them. it was frustrating and it was such a stark contrast from our training runs (not flawless but immeasurably better than our performances in the ring) and i was making jokes (as everyone does!) about mav being the worst, etc, etc.

except they weren't jokes.

they sounded like jokes and they even felt like jokes in the moment, but looking back i can confidently see that i was frustrated and resentful and the "lighthearted jokes" from other competitors and from myself were just fueling the fire. i saw darcies post shortly after a particularly frustrating trial where we just couldn't connect, i was trying to decide whether to push through and fix our issues or give up completely on agility.

her post wasn't an epiphany, i probably would've gotten there eventually, but her post that said, essentially hey its fucked up to make those jokes about your dog and its fucked up for people to make those jokes about your dog and thats not how a trial should be - something clicked. its NOT how it should be.

i took a break from trialing in everything and cut training way back and just took all the pressure off of mav while i got my internal emotional environment back on track. im a really competitive person and its hard to consciously dial that back, but more than that, it's legitimately embarrassing when things go wrong with people watching you. if your default is humor about it (like mine), its a hard shift to not make jokes about your dog when things go wrong. but its an important and necessary shift.

i started trialing him again after about 3 months off, very lightly. i stopped entering full weekends and opted to do half-days or only saturdays and he fucking THRIVED. i made time to meet all his needs before trials, i prioritized his happiness over technically correct courses, and i got over the embarrassment of excusing myself from a run if it was going downhill. i fixed my internal emotional environment and that fixed our disconnect and made every win more meaningful.

the thing is, i am 100% sure i would not have fixed my emotional environment if i was actively competing and practicing the same patterns. i absolutely had to take that step back to fix myself. you can't make meaningful change if youre still in the middle of it acting it out.

i lost out on trials with mav and that sucked so much in the moment. i had awful FOMO watching my friends compete and finish titles while we did little low-pressure walks at home. but ultimately i gained something so much more important, and looking back i can't bring myself to regret that at all.

#anyway here are some thoughts #its vulnerable dont look at me #i guess the tldr is: if youre stuck in the same pattern and things arent working #take a meaningful and legitimate break #(not a 'oh ill stop trialing and drill these skills' NO)#(an actual break where you take the pressure off you and your dog)#mav hurt himself from a freak accident that could happen to literally any dog that runs #if i had kept the pressure on i wouldve ruined the relationship we had built through training #take the break and take it for the right reasons (your and your dogs' emotional wellbeing)#you cant make meaningful change if you're actively practing your same patterns #i am so so so so so done with dogs lookjng miserable in the ring #if you are not having fun #of your dog is not having fun #if the vibe is 'frantic stressful manic' then i dont want to see it #(if you come at me about DrIvE i will block is2g this is not the post)#i want to see CONFIDENCE i want to see CONNECTION i want to see DELIGHT i want to see actual goodnatured HUMOR #i want to compliment you on the fsct that your dog looked happy #if (dog forbid) you lose your dog tomorrow #will looking back on your trial history bring you comfort? or will it make you sad because #you were always hoping that 'the next one will be better'?#and its okay if the answer is no #but if the answer is no - fix your shit #disclaimer this is not at anyone #this is a reflection of my personal Trauma #if you feel you must roast me about this consider: do not

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clonehub · 6 months

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nobody can talk to ridge about fighting for the republic once he's succesfully escaped it, he's gotta be probably the most critical of the republic government out of all the clones. saying "our purpose [as clones] is to fight!" will get you "who told you that? The Kaminoans that 'bred' us for money or the government that won't pay us and won't let us vote?"

#ch posts #i wish. i just wish that the clones werent so forcibly apolitical like there's some major sentient/human rights abuses going on w the clone #that doesnt get explored i think bc like #frankly the point of defending the republic or viewing them as good but Corrupt for a lot of people #(not everyone but a lot) would totally collapse #even for the writers #like do you see how they tiptoed around the "what happens after the war'' question #like why not make a clone who seriously worries about the future #first of his kind to do so #why not make a clone who examines the structures that put him in place and asks lots of questions that DONT lead him to blowing up #his siblings perhaps!#what about clones who don't know what they're fighting for but keep doing it because they're scared and they know nothing else!#theyre loyal but they dont know to what!!#the jaded clones who want to stop fighting the clones who are desperately searching for a way out the cloens #who maybe want senatorial representation like COME ON #and looping back to my first point like the Republic looks a million times more evil when you have participants in the slave army ask thing #like why arent we paid/paid well and why cant we vote #why arent we citizens for the state we exist for like!!!!#star wars #the clone wars #mod oc #ridge #tcw #swtcw

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moontide-nymph · 6 months

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*whispers* It's okay to politely have conversations about different opinions and viewpoints. You also can scroll past things you don't vibe with.

#im autistic and cant always understand tone #and everytime i post something where maybe thats the case and then get mad sounding responses im torn on if its worth saying anything #im trying to get thicker skin because its not that serious but man does it bother me #its why i stopped tagging things in the dsmp fandom back then #it wasnt worth getting dog piled #maybe qsmp will be the same for me when it comes to non-positive posts

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moeblob · 2 years

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Felix is grateful (?) and confused.

#ferdinand von aegir #felix hugo fraldarius #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd #ingrid brandl galatea #sylvain jose gautier #fe three houses #i cant believe it wasnt blackmail au #shockingly that au title does actually come back into play and isnt just from the first part #there is actually more misunderstandings with blackmail im just not there yet #long post #STOP FORGETTING TO TAG THAT @ ME

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sonknuxadow · 1 month

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i dont even know enough about what people are doing with sonic.exe these days to have an actual opinion on the concept itself but wow am i tired of it flooding sonic tags on like every site I DONT CAREEEEEEEE

#it feels like every once in a while sonic.exe just becomes borderline inescapable if you like sonic and then it calms down for a bit #and then it comes back i dont even follow any people who post sonic.exe i just search sonic and its everywhere BEGONEEEEE #not saying you cant keep doing whatever youre doing but thats not what im looking for in the slightest #alsowhy are they so obsessed with fleetway super sonic get him OUT of there !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ngl i dont understand any of this i thought sonic.exe was a creepypasta about a haunted copy of a sonic game #and a decent amount of the stuff i see get labelled as sonic.exe content feels really far removed from that concept ?#like i even see actual sonic fans making sonic horror aus and slapping .exe on the end . i dont . get it #whatever man #before anyone says blacklist tags blacklisting tags doesnt stop posts from eappearing in search results anymore #so even if i blacklist the tags i still have to scroll past all that stuff #and the other sites i have in mind where ive had exe stuff show up in results are sites that dont have a blacklist feature

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skrunksthatwunk · 4 months

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FINISHED GAIDEN