#i belong to you forever

[lambmotifz]

thinking about how dean making the deal was out of love for sam and of selfishness. he did it for sam as much as for himself. i think they pretty much blatantly said it in the crossroad blues where he and sam were once again paralleled to a married couple (dean chewing out the guy that made the deal to save his dying wife by saying “did you ever think about her in all this?” and “i think you did it for yourself so you wouldn’t have to live without her” and “guess what, she’s gonna have to live without you now”. and then he did the same thing to sam). he wanted his little brother back so bad he didn’t care about the consequences and how it’d affect sam (remember mystery spot and how dean’s death was driving sam insane?), or how sam would feel knowing his resurrection costed such a price. he just did it. because sam was always the centre of his world and he wanted him all to himself and to keep him forever. he couldn’t imagine or even handle living without sam and he didn’t care or didn’t think about sam having to live without him. and i love him for that. yes, it was selfish, but also beautiful and tragic and sexy

#“because i couldn’t live with you dead couldn’t do it.” “what you did was selfish” oh i’m gonna go insane #they really said dean is the only one who decides if sam lives or dies. because sam belongs to him #btw it’s not a dean hate post on the contrary i love how unhinged he is about sam #and i love the unhinged choices he makes to keep his baby brother with him forever #wincest #samdean #sam winchester #dean winchester #spn

[hisirdouxcasperan]

Dwampyverse characters + not flooding engines

#phineas and ferb #milo murphy's law #hamster and gretel #my gifs #pnf #mml #these gifs were SO hard to make (sharpening & saturation & text nonsense) but i had to #it's one of my favourite running gags #ep: summer belongs to you! #ep: fungus among us #ep: strawberry fest forever

[inkskinned]

i both firmly believe that self-diagnosing saved my life and i think that the way tiktok and instagram have recently been spreading misinformation about mental illness/neurodivergence is incredibly harmful.

people who are looking for answers are already people who are in a vulnerable situation.

much of the misinformation appears logically sound; and is presented as definitive fact (prefaced with claims such as "research shows"). it's imperative we remember correlation does not prove causation. it is incredibly dangerous to make definitive statements like "if X happened in your childhood, you now Z as an adult." real scientists will almost always use may or other less-definitive terms. similarly, equating one behavior/experience with any single condition is also unsafe. many conditions have overlapping symptoms; and many people "mask" their key symptoms, even to themselves.

we cannot discern from a singular data point any conclusion. in official diagnosis, for a behavior/experience to be considered a symptom, it must significantly influence your life. many people enjoy an organized space. that is a preference. disrupting your daily life even at personal cost in order to prioritize organization is more likely a symptom.

again, a single data point is not an effective diagnostic tool. it is necessary and important work to catalogue and consider all unwanted/distressing behaviors in order to understand a complete picture of the person.

i will see creators in paid partnerships make generalized behavioral/emotional claims that apply to a large portion of a community, and then they will suggest that the "solution" to that behavior is through their paid partner/through their personal support. "follow for more psych tips/facts" is an incredibly evil marketing tactic. i very rarely see unpartnered/unbranded content on how to aid/comfort those behaviors and feelings.

much of the misinformation employs a subtle technique (called confirmation bias) of setting up a conclusion before "proving" the conclusion. "you know you have X when you experience A,B, and C." no person's experience of their conditions/behaviors will look exactly the same as another's. while knowing certain things might be a sign/symptom of a condition, it is irresponsible to consider it definitive.

confirmation bias is unfortunately extremely effective on tiktok specifically. the algorithm will notice that you interacted longer with the video that "proves" (through a singular video) that you "have" a condition. it will continue to feed you related videos that further confirm what you believe.

this is dangerous because we are, unfortunately, not good at knowing ourselves. i did not know it was unusual to vividly nightmare every night; i didn't consider it a symptom. i was similarly dismissive also of any other signs of my PTSD - i incorrectly assigned them to anxiety/adhd. on the small scale, this can mean a longer journey to healing. on the larger scale, it can mean people with extremely difficult situations are unable to get the help they need.

please, if you can, and you're looking to self-diagnose: be careful about what you assume about yourself. try to keep an honest journal of what you're thinking/feeling/doing for a few days.

do not go in with an assumption. try to keep an open mind. i think we all "suspect" we have something - but like i said, i completely missed my own PTSD symptoms, because i suspected the ADHD the most, and only "saw" those symptoms.

do your own research. if the tiktok says "research shows", google that research. figure out who paid for that research. do further research related to that study - has it ever been repeated? is it peer reviewed? do other researchers seem to accept it as conclusive?

if you feel you really resonate with the materials of one person's experience with a condition, find other examples. see if you relate to other creators who identify similarly.

and please - please do not stop once you come to a conclusion. i fully believe that the diagnostic process should be seen as a first step, not a destination. by knowing what you might be struggling with, you gain an incredibly powerful tool on how to gain peace with that condition.

if you feel yourself emotionally respond to a tiktok/etc that suggests something that might be true about yourself, i'm glad you had that experience. but it's also important to not relax into the "easy" answer. interrogate it. start googling what else that could mean; what ways you could work on healing that wound.

healing does not "belong" to any one condition. i want you to begin to look into healing no matter if you have "proven" you have a condition or not. it is never selfish to practice responsible self-care. even if you don't relate to having adhd, you are not harming me by using adhd-inspired study tips. it is not making my condition worse for you to seek peace by asking for more time on tests. even if it was - the fault would be with the system, not in your need of something the system makes inaccessible.

remind yourself that everything you experience is real. and because it is real, it is complicated. while things might be related - even sometimes clearly related - a stranger on the internet cannot make that discernment for you. you as a person deserve the work, attention, and care that goes into the process of unravelling the harm that has been done to you.

it makes me very, very upset to see how popular these videos have become, because they're so irresponsible. and they clearly are targeting a vulnerable group. for example, making generalized claims about children of unloving caretakers is targeting those who have experienced neglect. there is no way to use 30 second videos to correctly analyze what that neglect might have caused in your adult life. i'm sorry, but it's snake oil.

i know it is so powerful soothing to recognize that you aren't broken. that others exist like you out there. i want every person looking for answers to find their answer. i want you to feel seen and heard and understood. i want you to find your community.

i just want it to happen safely.

#every time i write this im like #i just want to say a short thing about this #and every time it ends up being 12 pages long #but since it keeps happening #and i keep seeing shit like this... #this isn't even everything i feel about this #i hope this is clear like #what im saying is #NOT ''you don't have it if u selfdiagnose'' #it's instead.... #you might!!! just don't let 1 or 2 videos confirm it!! #also!!! don't assume that symptom A belongs to condition X!! #even as someone who did eventually get diagnosed like #i still find myself being like - oh that's my adhd #only to figure out 12 hours later. nope that was a panic attack #also none of those videos are about how to HELP the behavior #also this doesn't talk about getting a therapist eventually but please get professional help if you can #it took me fucking forever tho #what im saying is that in the meantime #u can heal now #this is too long im posting it on a sunday so nobody reads it

[deityofhearts]

I fear I peaked with this “webkinz sea giraffe” that i saw in a dream a couple years ago. the basic gist of the dream was that webkinz created a new stuffed animal that was supposed to be a seahorse but no one involved in the creation process had ever seen a seahorse before. In the dream the giraffe was called “sepia” and there was information about sepia like embroidered on the neck of the plush that said “Sepia [lots of info] VERY RARE”. the little sprite was made by @therealstara btw 💖

#deity dialogue #I like rushed to draw it from memory as soon as I woke up #this is an old drawing #Webkinz #Webkinz you should make sepia real for me #the og also got reblogged by the webkinz tumblr account which was fun #I miss Webkinz I used to have so many but they got lost to time and moving so much :( #I really wanna like get some to replace the ones I lost like my whimsy dragon and like I never had the cotton candy bunny but my sister had #one and I was so jealous #I also miss my first webkinz :( #forever mad at my mom for being the reason I lost all my Webkinz and monster high dolls and like honestly most my belongings I have like #nothing from when I was a child #like the oldest thing I still have is a fan I got in high school that is miraculously still working #anyways #sepia time :3

[guydog]

hello im still not over this movie

wanted to do a drawing based on this screenshot ^^^

also here is some close-ups

#i just love this vibe i love how this movie is about the forest as a metaphor for where you at mentally #sort of otgw vibe but with trash <3 #i love hem forever #i love how manny is colorcoded as something that belongs to the sea and the forest . noticed this while i was drawing #swiss army man #swiss army man fanart #hank thompson #manny swiss army man #hank swiss army man #manny x hank #hank x manny #fanart #🦦 #🦦 draws

[louroth]

Listen man I just gotta know how the ros dream of receiving love from mc. I wanna know what they stay up at night imagining with mc and their life together. I eat that shit up man

💀 you're the best. Thanks for the ask! Here's some daydreams the ro's keep for whenever their eyes slide closed:

Yor//Yana: the hunter sleeping in their cabin, beside them, and the whole place smells of fresh cedar wood, the fields whispering outside as they bend to the wind; to live simply, just the two of them, outside of the magnitude of responsibilities they have, to just be, within each other's orbit. To think of nothing but how fresh coffee smells, or how hunters breath feels on their skin, to just get to exist, free and floating like a cloud without anywhere to be. And maybe they would go to the market, and maybe they'd cook dinner together. Just a soft, quiet kind of love.

Auryn: There is a courtyard that is largely unknown, of an abandoned house on the outskirts of Riven east, where they would like to take the hunter. The skewed, rotten floors would creak as they led them through the house to get to it, hands softly clasped around hunters eyes and waist - and they would unveil a hidden world of rare frogs, plants and flowers that live around the neglected pool. They'd spend hours watching the life growing there, pointing and whispering, until voices grew husky and touch lingered longer than necessary - they'd fuck the hunter slowly, splayed out on the beautifully tiled floor around the pool, moss sticking to their skin.

Sene//Selene: dreams of bringing the hunter to Oakwerth as it once was, to see their life's work- to hopefully make the hunter proud of them. They'd lavish the hunter in expensive shopping, opera and theater, showing them off at dinners and balls before retiring to the clock tower they call home, and watch the sunrise together on the balcony overlooking all of Oakwerth, wrapped in each others arms, and perhaps a fine bottle of champagne.

Idren//Ida: they barely dare to think that far- to even have the hunter smile at them, laugh at their jokes, seems like dream enough. They imagine touch, sensation, more than anything; to just wake up and the first thing they feel is how hunter is wrapped around them, the weight of their leg on theirs. They quickly school those thoughts though, opting to treasure the real moments instead. Is hunter telling a story by the campfire? They won't tear their eyes away. Oh, but a true, heart-cinching, silly dream of theirs- Id sitting against a tree-trunk, hunter settled between their legs and resting their head against Id's chest, the hunter opening a book and asking Id to read aloud. You have to hold it, Id dreams of murmuring in their ear, dragging their fingertips up and down hunter's arms. If I am to hold you.

Leith//Custom: They just want to go back to how things were, in that run-down little cabin. They dream of painting a room together, chasing each other with paintbrushes until they are both covered in paint-streaks, or making clay pots together a la Ghost, or finally turning that bureau into something beautiful. They also dream of showing hunter what they have discovered, but I can't get into that here.

#basically every RO: I just want to be a couple with you!!! You belong to me and I belong to you!!! Unequivocally!! Forever!!! #hihihihi #RO reacts #OUROBOROS #ouroboros-if #interactive fiction

[darlingod]

Love was never a game to him (Cardan BYYOUIAMFOREVERUNDONE Greenbriar) LOVE HAS NEVER BEEN A GAME TO HIM AND WAS ALWAYS ONLY A FOREVER

#the cruel prince #jude duarte #cardan greenbriar #jurdan #the wicked king #the queen of nothing #queen of nothing #tfota #perhaps another reason why he was so reluctant of his feelings toward Jude #cause he knew he’d be forever undone #and mortals aren’t forever #but he ain’t ever met a mortal like thissss #in tcp he’s all: go back to where u belong🙄🫣 #and here he’s like: never leave me I will love you forever

[time-speculo]

His ass is NOT beating the son allegations!!!

#MY son #dr. stone #dcst chrome #dr. stone new world #dcst fanart #kiyoart #when i tell you that smile warmed my heart like a burning sun reaching to take said heart out personally #he's so important to me #this is where he belongs #imagine he never got to meet senku and the science kingdom #was he just gonna stay an outcast forever? maybe? but he isn't now #he is in his space he's haviNG FUN #MY BOY PRECIOUS BOY #I LVOE YOU

[luckyblackcatxiii]

"I mean, I created his entire backstory myself because the man refuses to shed light on his past but I'll have you know I made him VERY compelling!"  A canon interaction between Saverio and Rose. He broke her pre-teen heart with reality, so she bullied Saverio back in retaliation. Sorry you didn’t get the chance to grow up and enjoy the idea of older men, Rose...

(Also, somewhere, Allessandro is lightly offended by his imagined appearance)

#Curse of Strahd #Death House #Rose Durst #Thorn Durst #CoS #ttrpg #Dungeons and Dragons #dnd5e #dnd #lucky art #Saverio Marchisetti #saverio #God I love the Durst kids they're sad and haughty and even if they tried to posses us to stay forever WE'RE GONNA GET YOU OUT #YOU DON'T BELONG IN THERE!!!

[ursidanger]

Favorite Albums (April 2024) + Honorable Mentions

(Last image is bonus High School Picks)

#I think music posting belongs in my art corner #Art to Art Communication you know #These are all albums I know for certain I would relisten to from beginning to end in song order no skips no questions asked #I think Music and Visual Art should be in conversation forever and ever #music #sugspeaks

[virsancte]

good days aren't easy to come by

#simblr #ts4 legacy #valentine gen 4 #fun fact for context on why i care so much abt him finally choosing to play the piano on his own #but it's gonna get Long so strap in #basically. the guitar he used to have had been with him since he was like...... my god. probably about 15 #he bought it at a yard sale for pennies from an older woman #it belonged to her late son originally and it wasn't even . supposed to be a part of the sale in the first place. she just took a liking to #devin and figured that really it's better in the hands of someone who would use it than for it to collect dust in her garage forever #and he couldn't really practice at home. his parents... are not exactly the kindest people you've ever seen #he was too afraid of them destroying or throwing it away so he'd sneak off to god knows where and learn how to play it from old #youtube videos on his busted up phone #it quickly became Everything to him. his most prized possession. and it wasn't a shitty guitar either. the son was a professional musician #that's how ellie and devin met in the first place. he was playing at the market she used to sneak out to in the evenings to #and she instantly knew . this boy is going places and really they might as well go together #enough backstory of the backstory. long story short: he was struggling to make rent eventually and was out of vinyls to pawn off #so he had no choice left. it was either that or he'd get kicked out along with his sister. who was still struggling a lot w/ addiction #so he sold it. and it broke him. he's literally just not been the same since losing it #his sister stole him a guitar from a music shop she'd go to sometimes but it just wasn't the same and he had not played an instrument since #until now anyway #still not a guitar. but maybe someday #or he can find his old one and buy it again......... #lmfao if you made it here congrats. you win nothing bc im broke but i do respect you

[firstroseofspring]

memory, death and life as komerex zha, the perpetual game; klingon culture as depicted in the final reflection, by john m. ford

#star trek #web weaving #klingons #im normal about this. i swear. #please read the final reflection. 99 cents on kindle right now. i read it in one sitting very fun very entertaining very insightful #and spocks in it. if you even care #is that last quote not soo sarek coded. 'im gonna destroy you in this game son. every time until you learn not to lose so badly #but you will still lose. <3' #house gensa forever house rustazh foreverrr #klingonaase my darling i love you you're sooo latin coded #i really liked the singing and the idea of like gestures vaguely house gensa being three hundred kids with no formal houses or lines #to belong to. <- and so you will all be together. yayy new family! #i also liked the acknowledgment of like. other cultures existing on klinzhai (qo'nos) vulcans and orions living with klingons and such #this book really had it all im not done posting. theres more songs and looks at their food; daily life; clothing and how they decorate #houses. more examples of klingonaase lol of course cuss words and such. they also talk about battle language which if i'm not mistaken is #like clipped tlhIngan? #but they call it battle language and translate it for the reader. fun! #and of course the klingons end up on earth so theres insights on how they feel about coffee and human food. apparently the air on earth is #very thin and dry to them; every scene where they talk about klingon comfort standards they mention making it dark and humid and hot. #red lights and such! for inside #and they say the thin air on earth makes it hard to hear for klingons! i thought that was very cool #nobody: #me: they like salt water baths and dark ale and they wear silk and they eat pastries with butter. if you even care. #they mention human chair designs being uncomfortable for klingon anatomy too; there was a description i remember of house khemara #having cushions on the ground around a fireplace instead of chairs #its such a pretty description too; they have high ceilings and wooden beams along the roof and and sky lights for an indoor garden #iron railings for the staircases. mwah i love this book i really recommend it #theres something (gestures) here that reminds me very strongly of worf but i cant put my finger on it to be honest with you. not even like #the komerex zha specifically either like the vibes of the whole book.....

[pussinbootsandbountyhunter]

Death: Puss?

Puss in Boots: Yes, Death?

Death: I, um… I’ve been wondering… Are you…? Uh… (sigh) Are you going to drink that?

(Puss chuckled before pour some milk for Death who growled quietly while fist clenched a bit but then looked at Puss who give him a glass of milk to try. Their hands touched and eyes locked, leaned in towards each other when-)

Perrito: Aw, isn’t it romantic? Just look at that sunset.

@theoriginalkittypet @friku8706 @blancoluna @sunnysstuffs (please reblog and tag someone who would love this and maybe draw this as a comic because I can’t draw animals properly)

#puss in boots #dreamworks puss in boots #puss in boots the last wish #puss in boots 2 #dreamworks #puss in boots and bounty hunter #puss in boots wolf #puss in boots death #puss in boots au #shrek #my story #wishing star #shrek 2 #shrek the third #shrek forever after #love #romantic #romance #you belong to me #and maybe I tag these 👉 #death x puss #puss x death #death in boots #👈 and I think that’s it

[httpiastri]

Hi🤭👋

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGed83E5g/

You see It?! YOU HEAR IT?

He said he likes to be in control

Can you feed us a smut w dom Lando x younger sis of one of the drivers

Dom Lando🫠

i usually save requests in my inbox until i write them but i just had to share this

making me go feral honestly 🫠🫠🫠 what the frick? lando?? phrasing it like that???? oh my godddddd

#i dont usually go for the like hard dom stuff but like #jesus christ if i had a lando..... he could be as dom as he wanted #dom lando x younger sis of someone is also making me go feral #i also would love me some possessive lando idk about yall #'you're mine and only mine' 'you cant even look at him' 'be as loud as you want baby; let them know who you belong to' #aaaa #and okay on the topic of him saying he needs to be control #it would be so hot to like tie him up or use a blindfold on him..... #him not being able to touch you because his hands are tied to the bedframe.. just whining when you've got your hands all over his body #annoyed because 'this isn't how its supposed to be...' #and then when you release him he just needs to show you whos actually in charge #okay sorry i shouldnt be writing this rn 🫠 too tired #just having a lot of lando thoughts #thank you for this ask anon 🫡🫡🫡 the tiktok vid will forever live rent free in my head #asks! #anon!

[tanoraqui]

sourceless snippet floating in my brain:

“I don’t want your forgiveness,” Fëanor snarled. “I don’t need your forgiveness!”

“Yet you have it,” said Nolofinwë—enjoying himself, it may be noted, immensely.

#feanor #fingolfin #i don’t know when this is happening so hard that I switched between sindarin and quenya names halfway through #feanor and feanor’s kin #the silmarillion #anyway that’s the dynamic forever tbh #did you know that the number 1 way to provoke feanor is to keep being polite while he gets angry #nolofinwe does! #aman ever after #noontide of valinor #my fic #edit: maybe this belongs in the 'finwean sibs get drunk and talk out some things post-reincarnation' fic #that i truly would write if i had more ideas for it

[tiarnanabhfainni]

- CP Cavafy

made this a million year’s late for @suncaptor ‘s milestone event for the theme of liminality (even though i think it can probably fit in at least one other prompt)

#spn #tiarna edits #sam winchester #you've heard about never being able to go home #well now it's time for the fun sequel #you can never leave home #or you are forever trapped in a place you don't belong and you will never find a place that you do #sorry this is not very cheerful #not so much defending the amelia plotline so much as what amelia represents to sam #which is not so much an actual woman but a chance to get out #(imo his last real attempt to get out of this nasty cycle) #this post also made me realise that i have many saved pictures of dean holding guns and not many of sam