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silkythewriter · 3 months

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Hi! It’s the anon who asked the cat demon headcanons, (which I loved btw <3) And you asked, so I deliver! Here’s another request, although, please remember that you don’t have to do this and remember to take breaks ^^ Could you possibly, mayhaps do another Vox x reader? Where the reader is a HUGE extrovert, like they just randomly show up in front of his house at 3:00 am with McDonald’s in hand just because they didn’t wanna be alone at night or something like that? Headcanons is fine! :D

Vox with an extroverted reader!♡´･ᴗ･`♡

Warnings!: Non! Just our silly lil tv demon <3

Fandom!: Hazbin hotel

Author note!: AHHH HI HI IM SO HAPPY FOR YOUR HAZBIN HOTEL ASKS THEY MOTIVATE ME TO WRITE SO MUCH AHHH TY SM FOR THE NEW REQUEST (also Vox is my fav lil silly guy I love writing for him ̋(๑˃́ꇴ˂̀๑) )

Summary!: Vox with an extroverted reader!

❤️Written by silkythewriter Do not steal or repost on any other platform please! <3.❤️

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“(Where is my friend Smiley?) Your name is definitely Smiley!”

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!📺✨Vox✨📺!

OKAY SO HEAR ME OUT ON THIS, this man is not an extrovert per say, he is just very good at making people like him. Like look he much rather be working to gain more power then chit chat but he would do it to gain favors.

Like I said with my last post he’s very good at using his words to make people side with him. Now I wouldn’t say he’s a man of few words, definitely not. But he has a persona he wears in social interactions.

After a long day of just running his new channel/show, he honestly has zero energy, this man is exhausted after talking all day long to the citizens of hell. And making business deals upon business deals.

But with that being said he finds it re energizing to be around you. Maybe it’s the care free attitude you have, or maybe the pure excitement on your face when he opens the door at 3AM.

When he opens the door and sees you with a big ol’ grin on your face as you clutch a big bag of food with one hand and another big bag stuffed to the brim with your personal items in the other hand you can imagine his confusion

Either way he opens the door slightly to let you march in before you quickly put everything down and plopped down on his couch.

And after that it honestly just became a daily occurrence

At first he was a bit confused and overall just questioning why you were here at 3am of all times.

And if you ask if he minds of course he’ll say yes! He’s tired! Not like he finds it nice to be in your company or anything

No but really he probably to tired to protest half of the time so he just takes a seat next to you and starts digging in to whatever you bought.

Also he always blushes at how you always get his order right and knows what he likes…but he always turns away before you could sneak in a glance!

I’m all serious having you as company on lonely nights is quite literally a after live saver for him. Having you to talk to about anything and everything you both find interesting is wayyyyy more better then having Val or velvet screeching in his ear about something!.

After the first few times of this happening he always made sure to lay out extra blankets and pillows on the couch just for you two.

Now as for your personality he honestly finds it very energizing! Look he’s use to carrying the conversation (which he doesn’t mind) but it’s nice having someone else take the lead for a bit!

I will say he knows you aren’t naive or anything per say, but he can’t help be a bit over protective of you and your happy energy. And trust me he doesn’t mind getting his hands a bit dirty if someone tells you to water yourself down (￣ ^ ￣💧)…

He gives you a spare key so you could just waltz’s in whenever you wanted to be honest!

He finds it nice to cuddle on the couch and talk with you till you both pass out, and surprisingly it’s recharges his social battery!

After awhile the rolls might reverse with him now asking if you want to come over at late Hours if the night (๑>ᴗ<๑)

And even on the rare chance he has time in the mornings or evenings to hang out with you he always makes sure no one can disturb you guys. He has everything on silent even his inner notifications. And if they ask he just says he was glitching out ( =ω= )

The amount of shows you guys binge watch in one night is actually foul… like a 5 hour series done and completed in tops 2 hours. What black magic you guys use don’t ask me….!

If you end up asleep mid way one of the shows before him he will pick you up and take you to bed. He’ll make sure to put the AC full blast before covering you in blankets before hopping in himself. Now if he’ll admit this in the morning is a 50/50 chance

He only tolerates you doing this, anyone else and he’d be annoyed and just electrocute them out.

If you ever go to the three V’s building he honestly isn’t surprised with how you get along with almost everyone.

He dose a get a bit jelly at times when it come to you chit chatting with a whole bunch of people.

But in the end of the day he knows that’s just how you are and as long as you reassure him he’s your favorite hes fine with it.

If he hears anyone talk behind your back about your personality best believe they won’t be found any time soon.

You guys are always talking over socials honestly especially mid day when it’s busy but he just wants to talk to you! It helps him save the little sanity and patience he has with the people he’s surrounded by(￣▽￣)💦.

Overall you help him cope after a long day and you never fail to make him smile!, and having someone to just goof around with and not needing to put on his business persona, is funny enough, a god send. He loves you very much!, and is thankful for whatever good deed he did when he was alive that earned him you.

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HELLO HELLO!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE REQUEST, PHEW THAT WAS ALOT BUT I LOVED WRITING IT SM!!!!! Vox is my favorite character personally! He’s so silly <3

BUT AGAIN TY FOR REQUESTING I LOVED IT SO MUCH IT WAS SO MUCH FUN PLEASE REQUEST AGAIN WHENEVER!!! Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏ

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eternalfics · 6 months

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hi, this is the anon who sent regarding the elysia!reader x saiki ask!!

elysia!reader is an elegant, sweet, calm and cheerful person who is always positive, they're described as someone who "enjoys everything", they often flirt and tease their peers here and there + they're a little egoistic (knows that they're pretty, cute n shit like teruhashi for example)

when they don't like someone she passive aggressively and lightheartedly insult them in a way

so they're basically like teruhashi except that they're a really selfless person + is aggressively kind to everyone!! it's only a summary of elysias character but i hope this cleared it up to you!!

saiki with a sweet! reader

summary: saiki with his annoying true love 😘

a/n: okay, anon. I know I’ve been lazy lately but yk ur girl she just had to snooze for a bit 😴 BUT IM BACK AND READY TO FEED UR SAIKI BRAINROTS 😜 (a bit hyper too)

okay like the angel you are, your very nice to saiki (why wouldn’t you be? 🤨). as saiki’s s/o, it’s your job to- AHEM

compliment him every second of his life

be the extroverted partner in this relationship 😊

be the definition of an angel

bond with his parents 😉 (might aswell leave you if you don’t)

DO NOT TALK TO TORITSUKA

and many more! so let’s make headcanons for those erm- ✨rules✨ that I made perfectly for you.

COMPLIMENTS: who likes compliments? I do! anyway, compliments are a sort of good and bad thing for your relationship. there’s times where saiki feels down and his insecurities take over which is where you come in! instantly hyping him up. (ur amazing) and there is also times where saiki’s in his ✨confident era✨ (that’s what you call it, I think he’s getting tired of it 😭) and maybe he just wants a little bit of getting spoiled (rarely). but!! there’s also times when you are down and kinda upset. he’s used to your cheerful and happy personality! and he’d rather keep it that way too. so sometimes he just does a little bit of ✨speaking into ur mind✨ (ik I added too many sparkles, stop)

Scenario/Blurb

“Did you do something with your hair?” the voice randomly ringed in your head. You jumped, and looked around only to see Saiki putting his elbow on the table while he rested his head on his hand. You instantly move your hand up to wave at him cheerfully. “You noticed! You aren’t looking so bad either,” you thought back at him. You swear you saw the side of his mouth turn up..

MBTI: yay, we’re on personality! fun fact: saiki is an INTP I am too, this is a sign we’re supposed to be together 🤫 . it’s expected to you to be the extrovert of the relationship right? well it’s right! 🤪 but sometimes it’s a struggle-

saiki often panics (mentally) in public if he loses you. you’re like the fan in a hot place, the light in the dark to him, so you can’t just leave him!

sometimes, you encourage him to try something new! e.g: maybe a new outfit when you guys are going out/ going out with friends. he wonders how does he say yes every time 🤔

Note: Ik this isn’t enough soo I’ve decided prob tomorrow or something that I’ll edit my post and you guys get more! Deal? 🤓

#saiki imagine #saiki kusuo x male!reader #kusuo saiki x reader #saiki x reader #saiki kusuo x you #saiki kusuo x gn!reader #saiki kusuo x reader #saiki kusuo #the disasterous life of saiki k #saiki kusuo fluff #kusuo saiki #saiki fluff #kusuo saiki x y/n #saiki kusuo x female!reader #saiki kusuo x y/n #saiki x y/n #saiki x you #saiki k x reader

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xstarlightxstarbrightx · 2 months

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Lumi headcanons

i have dragged myself outta the hell that's been my weekend and have FINALLY cobbled together all of my thoughts abt Lumine,,, it's a lot so bear w/ me bc i love her so so so much. the big list of h/c's: - extroverted lumi,,, - tired older sister / mom of Paimon. Paimon may know more about Teyvat than Lumine does, but Lumine's the one who takes care of Paimon and guides her through the harder things in life; definitely gives the vibes of Paimon being a kid sister and Lumine being very protective of her. somewhat mother but also not??? definitely the adult between the two smh - incredibly smart. very perceptive with a lotta intuition. i mean, you need to be able to be quick on the draw if you're going to be traveling nonstop, y'know?? - paragon Lumi is my roman empire. - frugal as SHIT, penny pincher extraordinaire. Paimon has yet to find all the emergency funds, and Lumine is adamant on KEEPING it that way. - abandonment issues. listen,,, listen she's got em, we all know she does, and i feel like she gets very attached to people but doesn't really let them know. - stemming from abandonment issues, I feel like she's got this issue of putting the weight of the world on her shoulders? like she cannot let herself feel negative emotions and bottles up a lot of the bad shit she deals with. her belief is that if she's not being a positive force, she's failing everyone around her and they'll one day leave her behind. - adding onto that bit, it definitely shows through the fact that she's not quick to actually anger. like her anger is VERY VERY rare, and usually she's very relaxed and tries to work through things as calmly as possible. - despite lumi being slow to anger, she's def violent in a mischievous gremlin way. definitely gives the vibe of 'u called me short, i am consuming ur knee caps'. But this is more of a bit and something to do as an intimidation tactic for ppl who don't know her, and it feels very accurate tbh - Lumi is bilingual, nothing more needs to be said. - she has scars. like a few of em, too. Mostly from her adventures in Teyvat, since she's less durable than she's used to being??? She has some scars from her fight against Dvalin, a scar or two from fighting Childe, a LOT of scars from Inazuma, as well as scars from using the elements!! - on the topic of scars, i DO believe she has scars from losing her wings in the fight with the Unknown God. and like, this hurts her. she feels such intense guilt over what happened and how she failed to protect her brother. she would gladly boast to you about any of her scars, but if you mention the ones on her back, she gets,,, quiet,,,, - i have done a deep dive dissection of the differences between the twin's elemental animations, and one day i will post that i swear; but for now all imma say is that Lumi struggles w/ Geo element the most. - fear of failure! i mentioned it before, but I personally feel like this has such a huge affect on her? - speaking of fears; CLAUSTROPHOBIA! listen, lumi definitely feels like she'd be claustrophobic, can't handle tight spaces. she also is terrified of the Abyss specifically, but tight spaces? unable to move? feeling trapped???? yeah, she's got that besties. - she feels like such a mom sometimes i s2g. like some of these characters feels like characters she would call her kids teasingly. personally believe Bennett called her "mom" once and he hasn't been able to live it down since b/c she refuses to answer to anything else from him now. - protective Lumi is my favorite, nothing more to add. - Lumine is very dancer-like in a lot of her animations, so me personally i think she would be a good dancer ong. - GOD tiered Cook, she's so fuckin good at that shit, like girl can crack just about any damn recipe she gets.

OKAY,,, I THINK,,,,,,,,,,,, I THINK I GOT THEM ALL DOWN,,,,,,,,,,

this went way longer than i meant, the brain worms ate through my skull and i got very carried away. but also it feels good to have the general gist of it all down,,, my beloved lumine i adore u so so much,,,,

anyway these were my h/c's for Lumi, i'll work on Kaeya next i think b/c i have Many Thoughts (tm) on him. :)c

#genshin impact #lumine #genshin headcanons #female traveler #genshin traveler #headcanon #brain worms #the brainrot is real #i have a problem #send help #i cannot stop thinking about her #she is my everything i think i would die for her #if u have questions i dont know if i have answers #a lot of these come from the voice lines u can find in her profile #like genuinely #i love the travelers as characters #obsessed with it #lumine my beloved

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sorroute · 5 months

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i literally just came across your blog, but i like speed-read through your stuff so far, and you sound so fun?? akdljhfkajshfdsj like genuinely. anyway! so, i’d like to ask to participate? i’m a young adult, female and NSFW are fine if you have any ideas ^^

(this is a warning that this might end up really long ;-;)

Gender: female

Pronouns: she/her

Male or female character: straight, so preferably male, but this is for fun, so if you think a female would fit better, go ahead! i really don't mind ^^

Which fandom: BSD

Personality: i guess i should start with the generic MBTI? i’m either an INTP or INFP, depending on my mood – i’ve also been mistaken for an extrovert plenty of times, so there’s that ;w;

when i’m meeting new people, i’m pretty friendly, and i make friends with mANY different types of people. i’m perfectly fine with the idea of talking with strangers on a day to day basis, so i’m fairly confident in that regard. i do get tired easily, tho, in a social settling.

i don’t tend to talk more when i make friends with someone? i make more jokes, sure, and i speak a little more freely, but, in general, i think i talk less when i’m around my friends. not because i feel like i can’t express my thoughts; i just prefer to listen, rather than talk. not to say we don’t have chaotic moments together, i’m just. yeah, a listener XD

i’ve been told that i’m very easy to open up to. i try my best to make whoever it is i’m talking to, comfortable and heard – and i do pride myself on being a nonjudgemental person – so it makes sense.

i’m pretty cheerful! i don’t get upset very easily, and i’m very easy-going. like, i don’t think i’v ever had a fight with friends. i’m very much the mediator, if i’m even involved in any drama (VERY rare). although, i’m a bit more subdued around my family, i’m also the same around them.

i’m VERY empathetic, but i don’t come across as that, because i’m not a very emotional person (usually a stereotype of empathetic people). i feel a lot, but i regulate them well and don’t express much. i worry a lot about other people, probably a little too much, actually, and, in that, i tend to ignore my own problems.

to deal with the stress, i take care of other people? like, i’ll cook dinner, send messages, send care packages, that sort of thing? my love language is CLEARLY acts of service and/or gift giving. i just prefer doing things for people, rather than people having do things for me; i feel very awkward about it (not that i don’t appreciate it!! i just don’t know what to do TwT). i’d love for physical affection to be one of my love languages, tho!! i’m working on it (•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑

i get stressed really easily, and i don’t cope with it very well. i don’t take it out on others, i just turn inwards, if that makes sense. i hate vulnerability, in myself, so i simply pretend like i’m perfectly fine (not to sound edgy lmao). i believe it, for the most part, tho i am trying to get better at being more open. i am a bit of an anxious person, i admit, and me and my friends joke about it, as all friends do ;w;

i’m creative and analytical! love making things, and love analysing media. tho, i am a bit critical of both my own and others work. i just have high standards, man. i am a bit of a thinker, as in, i contemplate the deep stuff, and i like discussing things like that, in moderate amounts ;w;

i like to think i have a good sense of humour XD i'm witty, and i make my friends laugh a lot, and catch acquaintances off-guard.

i’m also quite brave?? that sounds really weird to say, but i am. maybe it’s a bit of stupidity as well, but if someone needs help, i just? help them? like, even if that requires me scaling up scaling up a dodgy cliff or something.

i feel a bit dull as a person, actually, because i spend a lot of my energy trying to reflect the best of someone back at them, so i feel like i haven’t fully developed, if that makes sense. that’s something i’m working on, too hehe

anyway! now that i’ve spilled my guts in this, i will now apologise for it being so long!!

Any hobbies: creative writing, reading (both fiction and non-fiction), producing (music) and singing (choir heck y e a h – tho on a seriously note, i do really enjoy singing, and i’ve been told by people that i have a very sweet voice (i hold that very close to my heart akjldhfkjashdf)), learning languages (right now trying to increase my Japanese vocab and introducing myself to Korean :D), trying to learn how to dance because i SUCK, cooking (best compliment is being told i’m a great cook), i dabble in art a little, since i’ve always been drawn to art, i love a good day trip outside, anything from hiking to the beach!

Appearance: i’m 175cm and have a pretty slim build. tho, i’m getting back into exercising (after injuring myself and not being able to continue my sport :,) and now i’m too far behind in skill to do it ;-;) because i’ve lost a bit of muscle. i’m half-Japanese, half-Caucasian, so typical dark brown hair (pretty long, my dude), tho my eyes are quite a light brown (i frickin love my eyes you actually don’t understand). my style has gotten progressively more feminine as i get older, and i’m liking it. generally, either i have an art kid style or why are you wearing that that looks horrible. or some light dresses!

Aesthetic: soft or tough, no in between

Any problems you struggle with, whether it be mental or physical: probably have ADHD, but i don’t have the means to get it diagnosed ^^;

i literally wrote so much, and i know you said that the more the better, but!! adfjjsdhf if you did get to the end, thank you so much ;w; i hope you're having or had an amazing day!!

Aaaa hihi!! You seem so cool :3 It took me a while to find someone good to match you with and I was completely forgetting sigma existed .... I feel like you guys are made for eachother

Sigma

Your guy's first meeting was surprisingly not that awkward

At least for Sigma's standards

You guys struck up a conversation pretty easily, and he seemed really chill, but was incredibly anxious on the inside

He was so insecure

"oh my god what if she thinks I'm weird?? Did I say something wrong?? She's so pretty what do I do oh my god help" - His thoughts when you two first met

Although as you two continued talking, he definitely started to warm up a lot more

He was baffled at how kind you were compared to his first impression of you (terrified and anxious)

(He thought you were super intimidating because of how pretty you were and he got all flustered and froze up)

That was probably the most comfortable he's felt while talking to someone before though

Like he genuinely adores you

You're his safe space :3

Loves how cheerful you are, it always makes him feel less stressed out

Sometimes asks you to help mediate fights in the casino

When you start taking care of him and helping him he's so grateful

And confused

Why are you doing this for him? He doesn't deserve it

(he does)

Once he catches on though, he 100% tries to help you too

I mean, he was already trying to do that from the start, but now he's extra worried about you

I feel like you guys would be really similar with coping so when he feels stressed he likes to do stuff for you and when you're stressed you do stuff for him and usually when one of you is stressed the other is too so you guys kind of end up taking care of eachother

This relationship would definitely a good learning experience<3

Both of you struggle with vulnerability, just in different ways

He tries to help you to open up more, and he begins to feel more comfortable doing so as well

He likes your analytical side because it helps him think more rationally rather than a spur of the moment anxious decision he made last minute

Always goes to you for advice, but feels guilty in doing so because he feels like he's being a bother and he should be more independent :(

He's amazed and so touched at how far you'll go to help others

That's probably one of his favorite things about you :3

Although he loves everything about you

He listens to your music all the time, and asks if he can listen to some unreleased stuff because it makes him feel special

Like it was made just for him <333

HE WOULD ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT IF YOU EVER SANG HIM TO SLEEP

He would probably cry tbh

Happy tears

Loves your voice so much, it immediately calms him down whenever he's having an anxiety attack or is just feeling down or insecure

Definitely tries to learn Korean with you

I feel like he'd know Greek, so if you were ever open to the idea he would LOVE to teach you :3

You guys both suck at dancing it's okay

He thinks dancing is really romantic (depending on the type of dance) but is also super embarrassed to actually try to learn how to dance

His insecurities get the best of him

But if you ever asked, he would try to learn for you <3333 (/with you)

NSFW BELOW THE CUT

He's either a needy sub or a soft dom

When he doms he's so so so soft

Loves telling you everything he loves about you and how amazing you are

When he subs.... He's still so so so soft

Physically and emotionally

His hair feels like cotton candy

It's almost a guarantee that he will start to cry

LOVES being praised by you

But is too shy to ask :(

He feels like he doesn't deserve it

Be careful if you praise him too much though he might have a breakdown

He's loud, but tries to be quieter so he can hear your noises better <3

Because like I said, he adores your voice

Either way, dom or sub, he just wants to make you feel good and loved <333

A/N

TYSM FOR THE COMPLIMENT<3333 I kept coming back to your ask just to look at it because it made me so happy. Also you seem sosososo cool and amazing??? I know I said this at the beginning of the post but it's true :3 Also it's completely fine that it was long!! I loveloved reading about you!!! ໒꒰ྀི >ヮ<꒱ྀི১ Have a wonderful day/night anon, and I would love to hear any feedback or constructive criticism from you if you have any :3

#bsd x reader #bsd x you #bungou stray dogs #matchup event #bsd #bsd sigma #sigma x reader #sigma x you #bsd sigma x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader

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deedala · 1 year

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Tag Game Tuesday (thanks as always @celestialmickey)

And thanks for tagging me @mishervellous and @thepupperino and @gardenerian !!

name: deanna

age: i am 39, if anybody needs a mom here i am

what country do you live in? usa 😒

how many blogs do you have? mostly just this one. i have a dedicated gob gal art blog but i dont really use it anymore.

how many blogs do you follow? 273 at this moment

are you a hugger? i used to be, but not really anymore. my kids require lots of snuggles so i think after that daily intake of affection i'm like...touched out.

summer or winter? winter please 🌨️

coffee, tea, soda, or something else? coffee coffee coffee ☕️

something about you that might surprise people: uuuhhh i dunno...if you watched anime fansubs in the early to mid-2000s you probably watched something i worked on? 🤓

if you had to get a tattoo tomorrow, what would it be? the winged baby bunny illustration from runaway bunny🐇🪽

would you consider yourself a private person or an open book? i will overshare absolutely everything if you give me the impression that you wont care lol

do you believe in soulmates? eeehh not really, i dont believe in pre-destination in any form and to me soulmates feels like a part of that. of course that doesnt mean i dont think we can find people who we are absolutely perfectly matched to form a profound connection with 🖤

would you consider yourself an introvert or an extrovert? extremely introverted

tell me something good that happened to you recently: i dunno yall, im really just hanging in there right now with this recovery stuff. things are tough right now. i got a good deal on a new set of tires for my car the other day? does that count?

and finally, say something nice to yourself: hi deanna, you do a pretty good job taking care of your family. 💫

and as usual here's some nuggets who i dont think i've seen do this one yet! tagging you in and/or awkwardly waving hi from across the dash. @maizzycakes @michellemisfit @callivich @too-schoolforcool @depressedstressedlemonzest @vintagelacerosette @lalazeewrites @juliakayyy @sickness-health-all-that-shit @babygirlmickey @harrowhark-a-vagrant @heymrspatel @stocious @sleepyfacetoughguy @mmmichyyy

#tag game #tag game tuesday

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karalianne · 10 months

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Most of the information I'm finding about ADHD burnout talks about working outside the home. It's the same problem I have with all information for ADHDults. It always assumes we have regular jobs.

I don't.

What I have is household responsibilities that I have never been great at but was able to sort of manage until 2018 when I had my hysterectomy and entered surgical menopause.

What I have is a chronically ill husband (still no solid diagnosis in 8 years) who can usually manage his job but isn't often able to do much around the property.

What I have is an 8yo child who is absolutely ND (assessment pending and results will not be posted publicly) and supposedly being homeschooled because school would be a disaster for him. ("Supposedly" because I'm the one who's supposed to be making it happen and I cannot.)

What I don't have is a job outside the home or a boss who isn't me. What I don't have is help digging out aside from my parents, who should NOT have to help their 40-something daughter manage her life.

What I don't have is outside support, because we live in the country and because finances wouldn't allow us to hire someone anyway (and I don't qualify for disability-related assistance of any kind).

"You need to rest," but I also have to keep my people fed and my animals fed (we're down to 3 chickens thanks to predators, we have 1 cat, and we have 6 guinea pigs--2 of which are rescues that need to be rehomed).

The house is a disaster, all my houseplants have died except the aloe and the huge snake plant (both on their way out), and I no longer sleep.

"Set boundaries with your time," but my 8yo is an extrovert and talks constantly. It takes my introverted ass hours of alone time every night to sort of recover from spending the day with him.

"Limit how many things you put on your to-do list," but I have to include eating meals because remembering to eat is not something I am good at, and the same goes for personal hygiene tasks and the like. Today I put "get dressed" on my list.

"Make sure you get enough sleep," but as I said, I need to recover from constant chatter, and I don't even get tired until the wee hours since menopause.

"Do things that make you happy," but there is so much I need to do, and if I read a book I won't do anything else all day, and making art doesn't contribute to anything.

"Practice calming techniques," which are great and all but don't do anything to actually deal with the source of my stress.

"Practice self-compassion," which can help a bit in the moment but does nothing for me long-term.

I don't know what to do, and I am so tired of being so completely ignored and left out of all of these discussions. Nobody has anything that can help me.

I just want to leave. I want to be done with everything. I am so tired of looking for solutions, of trying to look for information, of trying to figure out what to do about it all.

I am not okay. But I will keep going and keep doing the things that I can, because that's what I do.

#my life #personal #text #links #original material #parenting #animals #ADHD burnout #ADHD #actually ADHD

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autisticempathydaemon · 1 year

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hello! for your redacted matchup!

some basic things about me is that i'm just an intj-t and a reserved person and have a lot of difficulty opening up to someone. i also am the stubborn type, trying to solve my problems alone and head on with no breaks. it does lead to a lot of issues where people think i'm too hyper-independent, but we ball and we vibe!

as for your whimsical questions (that i adore btw):

i adore long video essays on youtube! usually about books, drama and social issues around the world. mainly because it's cool to hear about how different people perceive the same piece of media!

i spent most of my life hating my name, so you'd have to put me on gun point to change it. that being said, there was a point in time i wanted to change to something similar to my current name so people can pronounce it easier.

the recent avior video is definitely one of my top fives now! i also adore sam and aviors' healing videos, vega's first video with warden and all of vincent's videos where he gets to act like a dork.

i hope i don't get crucified for this but i really can't see the appeal in lasko. he's too jittery and jumpy and i'm way too impatient to deal with someone like that. i'd still want him as a friend, thought.

as for who i am attracted too platonically, all of the DAMN boys, milo, asher and vincent! they're all too best friend shaped for me.

oh god, when i get tired, i tend to ramble about how people annoy me. i'll be shit talking people in my sleep and i think that's funny!

my go to gas station is circle k and i'd usually get either coffee or a peach quencher!

my favourite playlist rn is my darlin' playlist because it's filled with nostalgic songs for me! (a lot of 90a and early 2000s rap and rnb)

ooooh, my guilty pleasure media would have to be redacted audios! i'm a very basic person when it comes to my media choices so this is literally the "weirdest" thing i listen too!

thank you sososo much for having this event open! do take your time and don't feel pressured to have all of these done! i love you and i hope you have a good day! 💞💞💞

Your INTJ-T (the Turbulent Architect) nature gives me fun Aaron vibes- not that I’d necessarily pair you with Aaron but that you remind me of him… and you know what you and Aaron could use? A cute, bubbly pizza Guy.

The beauty in yours and Guy’s relationship would be the lovely, charming ways you contrast; where you might be introverted and stubborn, Guy is extroverted and open- maybe a little opposites attract sort of thing? He seems the type who could easily draw you out of your shell and become, if not your rock, your safe, happy space.

Also, I think Guy would be so tickled pink to hear you be sleepy and grumpy and gripe about the people who irritate you. He’d love laying next to you and encouraging your mumbling, probably recording silly, nonsensical snippets of it for when he misses you. Guy’d think it’s so cute and sweet how garrulous you can be when it’s just the two of you, and he’d be so proud that he is granted the privilege of experiencing you that way.

Song:

Some people want diamond rings/ Some just want everything/ But everything means nothing/ If I ain't got you, you, you

You just know, without a doubt, that Guy would be a sucker for a good, nostalgic, shower jam, and is there any better than this? It’s classic, it’s simple, it’s cheesy as hell, and Guy absolutely sings it off-key in the car, knowing you’d never skip the track and throw him off his groove when he’s having fun.

Runner-ups:

Leaning more into comparisons than contrasts, I definitely considered David and Aaron for you. David, who is also independent and stubborn, would make himself very available as a rock and foundation for you; he is incredibly dependable, which is very attractive in a partner. Aaron strikes me as having the same MBTI as you, as being similar in that way that would make you fast friends.

Note: I am having a fantastic day, thank you ❣️ I hope you are as well and that this, god willing, made it just a touch better 💖

Want a match-up of your own? Read this post, and tell me about yourself! 💌

#redactedasmr #redactedverse #redacted asmr #redactedaudio #redacted audio #redacted #busybee matches

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quirkle2 · 2 years

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please for the love of god can I hear about your warriors thoughts I am so starved for content for my boy and ur fancy outfit!warriors drawing is like a nice tasty bowl of soup I’d love to hear any thoughts youve got about him

YES HI . YES I DO HAVE THOUGHTS

idk if u mean Fancie Warriors specifically but just in case u did i'll stick w that, but i will Gladly talk anybody's ear off abt my wars in general . i love him so much. idk much abt Fancie Gatherings (tm) so bare with me and my completely incorrect ass but

first and foremost my wars is Nice and he doesn't turn into a complete dick the moment he's surrounded by the entitled rich people that attend to the parties he usually goes to at the castle. he's nice and he doesn't rly think much abt rank even in general (a luxury only the Hero of Hyrule can afford, honestly), so he shows basic human decency even to the people in the lower ranks that most others would just shove aside

just bc he's Nice to people does not mean he won't take any shit from higher-ups that're tryin to fuck him over. he's been known to occasionally make snide comments to political leaders n such, and once in a while, if they deserve it, to a king. in any other circumstance i think he'd be put on death row for that shit, but he's the Hero of Hyrule and he Knows it. he's very hard to fire, and/or replace, and he Knows it, so he uses that to his advantage sometimes, if it calls for it. kind of abusing his power, but only to say Fuck You to a horrible king once in a while GVEYAIGVA

^ this makes his zelda very reluctant to take him to other countries for . political things /literally no idea. he is a menace.

but wars recognizes that talking back to kings n shit is dangerous, not only for him, but for zelda as well, since she usually has to deal with the aftermath of that. so he saves those moments for when he really, truly believes it'll make a difference, or prove a point

wars also does not drink or eat at parties for fear that the food laid out on the table is poisoned. his paranoia carries to the others if the chain is also attending the party, and he tends to watch them like a hawk if they eat or drink anything while there, looking for signs of it. if he's Really hungry or thirsty, he's usually alright with smth simple from wild's slate to hold him over

if anybody at parties makes rude comments to Any of the chain members, he is immediately backing them up and scaring whoever made the comment so much they simply jerk their heads up and down in a fearful nod. wars is very nice and soft most of the time, and very loving, but when called for it, he is scary.

wars is always armed at parties. usually he's expected to be carrying a sword at least, mostly for show since he's the Hero. but during times he's asked to attend unarmed, he usually hides a dagger on him somewhere, for his own peace of mind. traitors are still out there, lurking

wars also knows that some of the chain is very introverted and can only handle so much for so long before they start getting overwhelmed and tired at parties. when that happens (typically w legend, hyrule, wild, or sometimes sky), he'll excuse himself and then drag whoever is Very Obviously Barely Keeping It Together to a quieter hallway so they can get a moment to breathe :) he gets it. he's an extrovert but even he would sometimes rather be curled up at the inn with a book instead of this GVEIAYGV

and lastly i just think wars is very good at People. he's very good at talking to people and knowing what to say, what to do, what the body language points to, what double meanings are hidden behind small comments or eye movements. he's really good at it, a natural really, and most of the time it's that sense of character on him that makes him aware of a traitor in the room rather than them attacking him first.

oh also wars is very good at hair and make-up but we been knew that

#qktalks #qkhcs #bluesmoth #these thoughts r Not all of them solely bc im nervous VGIEAUV #sorry </3 i get nervous talking abt them on tumblr for all to see #tw death mention #tw poison #poison tw #linked universe #lu #lu warriors

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butterflies-and-bumble-bees · 1 year

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All of the pink themed questions :)

blush— are you single, taken, crushing, or not interested? or is it complicated?

Single and not looking

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ballet slipper— with only one word, describe how you feel at this moment

tired

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rose quartz— what’s your love language (romantic or platonic)?

I love giving people little random gifts, and spending quality time with them

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watermelon— have you ever had to reject anyone romantically? how did it go?

nope -

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fuchsia— describe your personality in three words!

Artistic🎨, Kind🦋, and Ambiverted 🎭

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rose— do you believe in soulmates? why or why not?

I believe that some people are better suited for each other persoality wise, and some people are not. That if you are of a certain personality which "gells" well with your own you and that person will be able to form connections very quickly.

I don't believe that there is one person in all of humanity destined for another and that if either of them messes up in finding each other that it's like they got the bad end. or that people should split from their spouses because they "married the wrong person and found the right one"

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coral— what’s something you’re passionate about?

Saving babies from murder disguised as healthcare is pretty big on my list, along with helping mothers through the struggles of caring for a child, should they need support.

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carnation— how important are “looks” to you in a relationship?

I feel like at least somewhat

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blossom— would you get a tattoo? if so, what would it be of?

I might get a religious one at some point. Something like JMJ, a stylized crucifix, or a simple Immaculate or Sacred Heart

I feel like there's something to being so devoted to something that you would mark yourself as it's member so permanently, as well as bearing the mark as a constant reminder of your love.

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salmon— would you prefer a partner who is an introvert or an extrovert? why?

I don't know – I haven't dated enough to really know

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pastel pink— do you prefer to dress up and go out or stay in and relax?

I like doing both, depending on the occasion

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bubblegum— how do you feel about your love life right now? are you happy with it?

I would rather be single (as i am) than have to deal with trying to start dating so im good

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champagne— what’s your favorite form of physical affection, if any at all?

Sitting next to each other, sharing food, holding hands under table at dinner, watching a movie under the same blanket, hello hugs, goodbye hugs, touching hands when you both try to grab something at the same time.

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hibiscus— what’s your favorite pet name, if any? why?

My dad always called me pumpkin 🎃

I blame him for my pumpkin spice addiction

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hot pink— what’s your favorite relationship trope?

Fake Dating and/or Arranged Marriage

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flamingo— would you say you’re clingy in relationships and friendships?

Depends on Ur definition of clingy, by some people's standards I probably am.

I still text memes to my friends who are away at college at least once a week, even if they don't reply between them.

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cherry pink— when it comes to loved ones, are you openly affectionate or are you more reserved?

Openly affectionate

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peach syrup— have you ever had an internet crush on a mutual on this app or another app?

i have friend crushes on all the moots I don't talk to

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pink magnolia— would you say that you develop crushes quickly?

not really???

I get hyperfixated on various media with reckless abandon tho, does that count?

#i did 90% of them and then the post glitched #and i lost it all #so i had to do it again #which was really annoying because by then i had already decided to COMMIT to the presentation like the super villain i am #have fun building a psychological profile with this

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incomingalbatross · 1 year

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@brambleberrycottage I read Vespertine! Saved most of it for the second long drive of my Christmas break, and enjoyed having it. :)

I liked it. The worldbuilding premises of "ghost problems" and "conscripted spirit warfare" felt very Jonathan Stroud, but I think I like Rogerson's style better. I...wasn't sure how I felt about the use of some Catholic aesthetics and vocabulary, but it WAS really cool to see a medieval-fantasy-world's religion actually make use of medieval cathedrals and stained glass and illuminated manuscripts and so on. A depiction of Fantasy Not-France that includes gothic cathedral spires?? It made the whole thing feel more grounded, unexpectedly. (Also, I appreciate that the Catholic-coded Fantasy Religious Orders aren't evil. On the whole.)

I like Artemesia, too, and her relationships with the people around her. She's got quite a bit in common with El Higgins in the "stubborn unhappy goodness" department! I would definitely read more about her. (...Although, after reading Artemesia and Muderbot and El relatively recently, I'm feeling an unexpected craving for a first-person narrator who enjoys being around people. Where are all the extroverts at :P)

More spoilery comments under the cut:

Poor revenant. :( I assumed it was going to end up as a Friend but I wasn't expecting the backstory.

Also, poor revenant for being handed a girl who is this bad at noticing her own needs. Very stressful.

Again, I really liked that the religious orders were caring and benevolent, and even the messed-up members of the structure like Leander and the Divine felt more like... people who had slipped through the cracks. Even with all the Dark Secret Backstory, it didn't feel like the tired old "organized religion as a corrupt institution" take.

Speaking of Leander! I DID guess pretty early, I think, that he wasn't evil, mostly because we keep getting glimpses of him looking less evil when he thinks no one's looking. Poor boy is just Very Stressed. I did not at all guess the Divine's deal, though.

I was excited when Marguerite showed up, because I could tell she was going to get Unexpected Depth, but the eventual conversation between her and Artemesia surpassed my expectations. I love all complicated sibling-adjacent relationships, and I think theirs qualifies by the end.

I also love the guards! And that the people in general so consistently look at Artemesia and see she's a hero—a refreshing approach to this sort of "rogue hero on the run" thing. But I especially love the Captain (even if I don't remember how to spell his name).

Also Priestbane! So glad she got her horse back.

This isn't exactly spoilery but: I really like the worldbuilding choices that feel like medieval Europe, as said above. It feels honest in a way a lot of medieval-ish aesthetic fantasies don't, though I couldn't quite pin down how.

Additionally, the aesthetic choices do a good job at making Artemesia Very Cool. Which I approve of. And I like the way Rogerson writes imagery, in general. It's just...pleasing to me.

My favorite scene might be down in the tunnels when she realizes the revenant is also a kicked goat. It feels like one of the biggest turning points, even though they'd been building friendship for a while, and brings together all the parallels between them in a way I really like.

I would love to see Artemesia run into her little brother in a sequel.

I am also staring at the spirit classification chart, very suspiciously, and I am thinking WHERE DO SUICIDES GO IN THIS.

Seriously, I kind of assumed the penitent was a suicide. But no, that cause of death isn't listed here at all... I am Eyeing This Omission With Interest.

Anyway, thank you again for this! :)

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not anime related but I do need some kind of advice (if you can call it that) (also you can answer this privately if you need to) I just wanted to ask you how do you deal with everyday insecurities or how did your journey to self love start and ended? (I don’t think it every ends tho bc I feel like people still learn everyday) I usually don’t feel much insecurity these days but there are some days when like a tiktok video I see I guess triggers is and I try not to let it get to me at times and it doesn’t most of the time but there’s always that slip up where it does affect me.. it use to be much worse back before I started to go to therapy. I don’t usually read people’s works anymore bc idk why it triggers my loneliness and insecurities and that’s why I’ve strayed away in reading cute little stories most people post here. then when I do it’s like it hits me like woah okay that’s why I stopped reading this stuff. it’s weird tho bc it really never did but not sure why it does now? its a little confusing.

How I deal with insecurities? Sleep. No joke. When I can’t turn off that voice in my head it’s nap time. Being tired blows things out of proportion, and I easily exhaust myself with self deprecating thoughts. Taking a nap allows my brain to calm down and be a bit more rational about my loathing upon awakening.

I don’t have much self love and to be honest, I get triggered constantly. I have so many insecurities. Being jobless for a year due to medical reasons that don’t seem to be going away, being so heavily in debt due to not working, gaining so much weight from not moving around like I used to, having to live with my parents (who I love and are very helpful but my mom is an extrovert who can not leave me alone). I could keep going but I believe I’ve made my point. Not a lot of self love.

All that on top of depression, anxiety, ADHD, PTSD… not a great combo. I need therapy.

I have been blessed enough to have a wonderful best friend who loves me and listens to my rants. She’s a mom, wife, small business owner, and author but she still makes time for me. Life gets in the way sometimes but she helps me remember I have strengths and not just weaknesses.

Feeling alone is completely normal. I feel it, you feel it, Bob who will scroll past without liking this post feels it. That’s one of the reasons we try to comfort ourselves by writing and reading fanfiction.

I was talking with a friend on here who loves soulmate AUs. But my brain can’t let me like something without pointing out all the things that could go wrong. So I wrote about feeling rejected by a soulmate but still gave it a happy ending because I am soft and have to have my happily ever after. I’ve also written my own comfort fic.

Unfortunately, I’m not a good person to ask about how to deal with insecurities. I stared at this ask for hours thinking of what to say. And scrolling back up I’ve said a lot of nothing. While I can’t give you advice, I hope you don’t feel so alone.

#precious mutuals 💍

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justsomeoneintoomanyfandoms · 11 months

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Hii! Could i get a match up for Bungo stray dogs and Haikyuu?

Pronouns: she/her

Sexuality: unlabeled (gender doesen’t matter for me and i don’t feel confortable categorizing myself)

Zodiac/ MBTI: pisces, ENTP

Appearance: i have long, layered red hair with a bit of ginger on the bottom layers and big brown eyes and round-ish face. I’m 5’2, not chubby but not partcularly skinny either. I wear a light make up almost everyday. I look pretty feminine and i take pride in that :D

Personality: i’m very very stubborn. I also pretty good at analizing people in my enviroment, and people always say when they get to know me, that i am so much more intelligent then they thought at first. I am ambitious, and always know what i want, and 99% of the time i achive it too. I am usually kind of loud and extroverted.

Although i like to be around people i can’t always get along with everyone.

Likes/dislikes: i like to read modern literature, literature itself, going out, having fun and parties. I dislike sweet stuff, people who are prejudiced or don’t know what they want at all.

Hobbies: figure skating, going out

I hope its not too much, and thank you in advance<33 Hope you have a great day!!

Hi Riu! Thank you for your request! I hope you like your matchups!

In Bungo Stray Dogs, I match you with...

Kunikida admires your determined nature. He knows what he wants in life and works hard to achieve that and he likes that you're the same.

Also likes your intelligence. Yes, he's surrounded by smart people but he thinks they can be very idiotic sometimes. You're a nice change of pace for him.

Doesn't mind that you're loud and outgoing. You're certainly not the only loud, outgoing person in his life. If he's managed to work with Dazai and the rest of the Armed Detective Agency this whole time, he can live with you in his life.

Kunikida enjoys reading with you. He'd love it if you would read things he write as well. Please give him feedback! He'll take note of everything you make a comment of for future reference.

Loves watching you when you're figure skating. He thinks you're very good at what you do, regardless of how good you really are.

He would join you on the ice but I see Kunikida as someone who has awful balance when it comes to things like ice skating. Get him one of those metal frames kids use and he'll be humiliated but happy he can stake around with you.

In Haikyuu, I match you with...

Oikawa is very similar to you in several ways. Like you, he's loud and outgoing. He also knows what he wants in life and how to get it.

Poor Iwaizumi. He's got two of you to deal with now...

Oikawa understands better than anyone what it's like to be ambitious. He admires your drive, but he's also going to make sure you're doing okay mentally and physically.

Please do the same for him. Even if he doesn't acknowledge it, he's not in the best place mentally sometimes because of his ambitions and high standards for himself. He will greatly appreciate anything you do to help him feel supported.

Ice skating dates! Oikawa's not too bad at ice skating but he's nowhere at your level. He'd love to learn some easy tricks and picks up on things reasonably fast. He also just wants to skate around and have fun with you.

Oikawa would love listening to you read. He's not a huge reader himself but he finds your voice relaxing and he likes listening to the stories you read unfold.

Be warned, he might fall asleep while listening to you read. He's just tired and he finds your presence relaxing.

#writing #fanfic #matchup #matchup request #request #bungo stray dogs #doppo kunikida #haikyuu #haikyuu!!#toru oikawa

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yourmotherstrashmouth · 1 year

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hi! how are you? could i request a harry potter matchup pls? x i prefer marauders era but whatever's easier for you is fine :) x

i'm straight & my pronouns are she/her x i am an enfp and a sagittarius with a virgo moon and a leo rising. i would say i'm overall introverted with extrovert tendencies - i have anxiety so i have to be around the "right" people to be able to feel comfortable being myself. but i'm confident meeting new people.

i am 5''3 with a petite hourglass figure, i have curly auburn hair (just below shoulder length) and dark blue/green eyes. my fashion sense is a mix between grunge and cottagecore.

i would describe myself as fun, witty, honest, a little dramatic, and empathetic. i can also be quiet and calm, depending on my mood - i think i can read people well. i have pretty big mood swings. as a fictional character i'd be a mix of jo march, mary macdonald and lizzie bennett.

i like reading, baking, poetry, astrology, romanticising literally everything, and learning about new theories - conspiricy, scientific, philosophical, as long as it's controversial, i'll read about it, and probably make a powerpoint about it too lol. i also love music (preferably 80s rock, and lana del rey ofc)

i'm a hopeless romantic, but i'm not really in to overly romantic gestures. in a boyfriend i want someone genuine and fun who can make me feel safe. somebody who will accept me for who i am, and will be sort of like a best friend in some aspects.

For Harry Potter I match you with... Neville Longbottom!

Song: Bittersweet Tragedy - Melanie Martinez

First of all, Neville is the sweetest person in the world. He will listen to you rumbling about your interests all day though he's tired after a long day.

He loves the smell of your fresh out of the oven sweets. This cinnamon roll will smell it from whatever room he is in and follow it to find his lover in the kitchen.

Doesn't know how to deal with your mood swings at all! He goes insane and probably calls Luna (and me >:3) to tell him what to do.

Both ISFJs and ENFPs bring empathetic thinking to a work environment; however, ISFJs also offer commitment and attention to specifics, while ENFPs offer a flexible, positive attitude. ISFJs can help ENFPs work to achieve personal and professional goals and sagittarius and leo are a perfect fit for each other emotionally. Although both of them are not overly sensitive and like to stay on the positive side of things. The two zodiac signs enjoy each other's company and listen to their partner talk happily.

#thank you and i hope you like though it's far away from what you expected i think 😅#matchups #harry potter #harry potter matchup #neville longbottom

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br4inr0tx · 2 years

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Greetings and Salutations ♡ meant to do this awhile back, but if you're still doing matchups I'd like to request a hazbin hotel matchup, if not that's okay feel free to ignore

My pronouns are She/Him and I’m Pansexual. I'm an INFP, sign being Scorpio. Im a 5'4 Hispanic female with a pear shaped figure and am a bit chubby. I have shoulder length dyed red hair thats messy constantly and gets in my face all the time which others tend fix for me for some reason. I’m an extroverted introvert, though it's really hard to speak to people or make friends as I suffer from paranoia and have scopophobia (I also have depression, and PTSD. I tend to dissociate/ feel as I'm not real) so it's rather intimidating to be around those who are new and I'm not comfortable with, I can be considered a non people person due to the fact I'm hard to approach thanks to my resting bitch face and keep my distance. It leads to many making assumptions about me / not liking me. My style consists of Goth/Grunge, and my interests align with my style as I love true crime, horror movies, gore, analog horror, induldge in the splatterpunk genre of books and love junji ito and have a few of his manga. I love finding and collecting little things for my friends and give it to them as a gift no matter what it is to the point my friends call me crow as a joke. When I finally become comfortable with someone I become very talkative and speak in a rather fast paced manner and tend to speak in both English and Spanish. I love to joke around with them and banter. Most of my humor comes off as rude or just fucked up, though I'll never joke in a manner that actually hurts the person and will apologize if I've overstepped. I’m not good with my temper however and can be pretty mean, or just go very quiet. If pushed far enough I’ll snap at anything and everything to the point I'm nothing but numb and the goal is to hurt the person. My favorite things to do for comfort / hobbies are drawing, reading, writing, playing video games (overwatch, dead by daylight, hollow knight) and or blasting music ( MCR, Get Scared, Deftones, Pierce the Veil, Souixie and the banshees, Mother Mother ). I’m a little clingy and possessive with those I love / am romantically involved with due to a lot of issues I need reassurance in any form of way it doesn't matter how big or small. I enjoy doing things for others and speak rather romantically and call them pet names. Dealing with insomnia I'm definitely awake most hours and am happy if someone is a night owl and spends that time up with me as night is likely my favorite time always having adored the moon and stars . I’m definitely a masochist and a switch though am guilty of leaning more towards submissive,,, ♡ - Cherri

you omg I remember you. thank you for the matchup on my end, I really appreciated it. :)

Your Hazbin Hotel matchup is.. Alastor !!

• This might be biased because you’re his wife, however, I just feel like the two of you would click. Husk would find you way too soft emotionally, Niffty wants someone more dominant, Angel is well..not attracted to any sort of femininity.. and Charlie and Vaggie find your gruesome interests frightening. Another person I thought about was Pentious,, but I think any parter would grow tired of his naivety and arrogant nature. And I just genuinely can’t picture you keeping up with Cherri-Bomb, light heartedly.

• So, that left me with this fucker. He has softer spots for certain people (as seen with Niffty and maybe Charlie) and when it comes to you he treats you somewhat like a..cherished pet? Trust me, you most likely would want to be put at that level than be on his shit-list.

• You’re so small and fragile..how could a tiny thing like you fall for him so easily- and not be intimidated? He teases you about it often, using you as an arm rest, or just by grabbing something atop the shelf just to show how bigger he is to you.

• Deep down, he loves you for you. He wouldn’t change a thing about you even if things about you he wishes you to get stronger from or at. Everyone has flaws, and he knows that. Learning from those flaws is something he wants to teach you. Perhaps you could do the same.

• For example, he finds some of your fears pathetic. As a high and mighty figure there isn’t much for him to fear, so its understandable. Though he might tell you to suck it up if he’s running low on patience. Other times he’s more forgiving.

• His style is more of a gothic Victorian thing. Or as Angel says; a pimp. With his New Orleans background I’d like to think he would dress similar to Dr Facilier from The Princess and The Frog.

• Point is, he enjoys a good dark toned style. Dress in something more of his style, and his jaw will DROP.

• He’s kind of tough,, he won’t watch movies with you, or watch anything really TV related. Though if theirs a live projection screening, or talk show on horror movies or true crime, he’ll watch or listen that way. I think he makes his rivalry with Vox really clear that way imo.

• Alastor doesn’t get this manga you read. The visuals are impressive-sure-but why do you read it backwards? And why is it all mostly pictures? Ironically, I see him reading them anyway just to understand them. He loves to learn if it partains to him.

• He takes the nickname "crow" to seriously, symbolism wise. Crow’s are related to death, bad luck, revenge, and most importantly..pride. Really anytime he sees one it compels him to think about you, and in return maybe even get you a thoughtful gift. In his prideful way he changed it into a nickname you should be proud of. He tends to just call you “my crow.”

• Fast or slow talking, Alastor is very quick witted and usually understands every word you’re saying. He has very fucked up humor and would gladly join you in bickering about morbid things.

• As a overlord, he doesn’t really have time for insults. All "water off a ducks back" n stuff. He makes an effort to teach that to you as well. Though that effort quickly becomes slightly hypocritical when someone says something to you while he’s right next to you. I mean, the audacity, right?

• Again, being an overlord he can’t show any sense of vulnerability. That being said the only way you can see him even close to being cuddly is in your shared bed, shortly before the two of you fall asleep. He might settle for slight hand holding, but even then only with a limited amount of people.

• Alastor is a healthy man, physically, and makes and effort to get a proper sleep schedule. He’s going to help you do the same, even if he has to use one of his spells or sing you to sleep. Those times are the times you’d see him cuddle you the most.

• Most of the pet names he uses are “dear”, “love”, “darling”, and “sweetheart”. Simple, yet with his charming and smooth voice, very effective.

• Imagine the two of you dancing to Arm Tonite by Mother Mother. He admits it’s not his type of music, but something about the lyrics pulls at his heart strings.

• Or even imagine a cute date night with the two of you..first he takes you out to dinner at a VERY expensive restaurant, and then takes you out stargazing. It’s all different from what it used to be with the red sky and all..but he hopes it’s just as enjoyable.

• I know it’s canonical he’s asexual, but I think he’s still romantic? Especially in the additional comic where he somewhat flirts with some ladies. Though the fandom, per usual, throws that out the window.

• Still, he gives more dominant vibes for any relationship. He’s used to being at the top for most things, so why should it just stop at power?

• The two of you are peas in a pod. Your own little twisted fairy tail. Whatever I could use to describe to cheesy romance- you get it. A match made for in hell. <3

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🏴 For a Situation where your muse comforts mine after returning from it (Or Reverse) - Violetta doesn't know exactly what to do, but she'll do what she can for Joker when she comes back to her dorm.

It had been a very quiet few nights. Violetta, who had more than once wished that she could have had a single room rather than have to deal with her overly chatty, extroverted, and above all loud dormmate, found herself jumping at creaks in the floor and keeping a desk light on overnight in Joker's absence. It was funny, Violetta thought, how much bigger and more empty the room was without one other person in it.

It took some time for the twins to be released from the infirmary, and neither one was sent back to their respective dormitory alone. Punch's release was marked by a banner occasion - his housewarden showed up in person to make sure that he was safely returned to Ignihyde. And as for Joker, card soldiers tend to travel in full packs, so she had an entire entourage helping her back. Violetta could hear them before they even made it to the front door of the dormitory, and she rushed down to see them in.

She nearly collided with Riddle at the door. He gave her a sharp look at first, but his expression softened when he made the connection. "Miss Piccola, are you also here to welcome back our prodigal?"

"I am, Housewarden Rosehearts. It feels like she's been gone forever."

"I'm sure she'll be causing trouble for us again in no time." Riddle chuckled softly. Some other students had started to mill around the entranceway, and he gestured to them to keep a space clear, while staying near Violetta.

"From your mouth to the Queen's ears, I hope." She gave him a hopeful smile, and he reached out for her hand.

"Violetta, this will be a rough time for our friend. This sort of thing... it takes a lot of recovery. She will need our support."

She nodded, swallowing nervously. "I understand. It'll be both a duty and a pleasure."

The doors finally swung open. Joker stood, propped up between Cater and Trey's shoulders, leaning slightly against the latter. Ace and Deuce were behind them, both carrying boxes filled with flowers and cards and fruit that she had been sent during her stay in the infirmary. Joker looked pale and bruised, her cheeks a bit sunken, and her eyes a little too bright between tired lids. There were still friction burns at her wrists and ankles. But she was smiling. Deuce and Ace even stopped their bickering for a moment as the group entered.

Riddle turned to address the assembled onlookers. "If you are satisfied that our missing member has returned safely, please return to whatever you had been doing. Allow her some space."

Cater stepped away from Joker gingerly, allowing Trey to support her on his own. Joker smiled gratefully towards him as he approached Violetta. "Hey, little flower. Wanna help me wrangle the boys and get all this stuff up to the room? Once she's settled in, it'll be just you girls."

Violetta nodded, and Cater waved Ace and Deuce over. "I'll show you where you can leave things, okay?" she told them as she led the group up to the girls' wing of the dormitory. It wasn't long until they had everything placed, and the three boys stepped out to wait in the hallway.

Trey half-walked, half-carried Joker into the room, despite her quiet, grinning protests that she could walk fine on her own. He sat her down on her bed, and ran a hand over her hair. "You know where to find me if you need anything, okay?" he said with a serious expression. She nodded, and he stepped outside with the others, watching her over his shoulder.

Violetta thanked their friends, and closed the door. She hesitantly went over to Joker's side of the room, and stood by the bed. "Are... you okay?"

"I feel like I got hit by a bus and didn't even manage to get isekaied," Joker groaned, and they both laughed. Joker patted the mattress, inviting Violetta to sit.

Violetta joined her on the bed. "Welcome back home, though. I was worried about you. We all were, really? But I guess you could tell from that crowd..."

Joker shook her head, tearing up a little. "It's all obvious now. But I was in a dark place, before. Wasn't always able to see what was right in front of me."

Violetta hesitated for a moment, then suddenly wrapped her arms around her friend. "Neither did we. Jo? I missed you a lot."

Joker was startled silent, but patted Violetta's back. "Missed you too, Vivi." She let her head rest on the smaller girl's skinny shoulder. "It's good to be back home."

Violetta blinked. "Home.... yeah. I guess this kind of is for us now, huh? Well." She straightened up. "How can I make this even more like home?"

"Just be your usual self, Vivi. Complain when I play the radio too loud, show me those sneaky drawings you got of the Leech boys, whatever." She gestured with a bandaged hand. "I'll have to sleep a bit more, honestly, and they say I gotta wait a bit before I can start using magic normally again. But... just be you. It'll help more than any special treatment might do."

"I'll still insist on making you tea..."

"So what else is new?" Joker laughed tiredly.

Violetta rolled her eyes, but smiled. Yeah. She was already mouthing off. Things were going to be back to normal in no time.

#twisted wonderland oc #joker carder #friend's oc #violetta piccola #and the entire heartslabyul gang #i may have gone off the rails a little #story

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