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yeah yeah you hate me I'm an evil disgusting perverted manwhore we have each other blocked everywhere blah blah but I know you still jerk off to me and I know it makes you hate yourself a bit because you don't have the strength to accept the darker parts of your desire. but you can't help yourself and I take pleasure in the knowledge.
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estrellami-1 · 8 months
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If I Should Stay
Part 1 | . . . | Part 14 | Part 15 | Part 16
Steve gets home and enters into chaos.
The older teens are nowhere to be found—Steve hopes they’re still in the shed—but the boys are arguing, pointing first at sheets on the table, then each other.
“No, you dumbass-”
“Oh, I’m the dumbass? I’m the one who forgot oxygen?”
Steve sighs. “Always the damn babysitter,” he mumbles to himself, fighting a smile. “Alright, cut it out!” He says, loud enough to be heard over the arguing. Immediately, everyone turns to him. He crosses his arms and nods at them. “What’s going on?”
Immediately they’re all talking over each other, doing their best to give Steve a headache. He sighs and raises a hand, and slowly they all peter off. “One at a time. Lucas?”
Lucas sighs. “We’re still trying to figure out the best way to weaponize fire down there.”
“And you’re disagreeing on something?”
“Yeah, we all think it would be best to do it different ways.”
Steve nods. “Write down a list of all the pros and cons you can think of. Pass the lists around in case you’ve forgotten something. When they’ve all been passed around, compare them together. But please, if it’s at all possible for you, do it quietly. If for no other reason than El’s still resting.”
“Oh,” Mike says quietly, and they all get to work, scribbling out their lists.
Steve sighs and scans the rest of the room, smiling when he sees Eddie leaning on the doorway. “Hey. Wanna help me bring stuff in?”
“Sure,” Eddie shrugs, and follows him out. It’s silent for a few moments before he speaks. “Y’know, a part of me was hesitant to believe everything until just about three minutes ago.”
Steve chuckles. “It does sound crazy,” he agrees. “What changed your mind?”
“You,” Eddie says simply, like it doesn’t send Steve’s heart jackrabbiting in his chest. “The way you are with the kids.”
Steve chuckles. “Y’know that’s the very reason we started to get along, before?” He glances at Eddie as he shuts the trunk. “We saw how we were with them. We were both a little jealous of each other, mainly cause of Dustin. I swear, he was always going on about Eddie this, Eddie that, greatest Dungeon Master ever but don’t tell Will, and… I started to feel like I was being replaced.” He smirks. “Course, then you told me how he practically worshiped me, and I realized Dustin’s just being a shithead.”
Eddie snorts. “From what I’ve seen of them, that does seem pretty accurate.”
“I know this probably doesn’t mean much to you, but I’m glad you’re here.” He smiles at Eddie and walks inside, giving Eddie a second alone outside.
He almost runs into Robin as he turns the corner, steadying himself, the bag, and her. She looks up at his face, wide-eyed, then slowly morphs the look into a judgy one.
“What?”
“Quit breaking his brain, Dingus, let him actually like you as a person first.”
“How the hell could you tell that from my face?”
She gives him another supremely judgy look. “Have you forgotten I’ve known you for years? Steve,” she sighs, taking the bag from him. He lets her. “Don’t forget this is four years ago for them. At this point, does he even know who Chrissy is?”
“Okay,” Steve admits, “you may have a point. But we had a breakthrough just now! We were talking and he said he believes me because of how I am with the boys!”
Robin sighs again. “And did you respond with something that happens in the future?”
Steve splutters. “How do you do that?”
“I’ve known you for years, Stevie-boy, don’t forget.” She ruffles his hair as she passes. “Leave the future out of it,” she advises. “Live in the now.”
“Kinda hard to do, considering we’re here to change the future,” he says, just to be contrary. She gives him a look like she knows what he’s doing.
“Talk to him like you’re getting to know him for the first time, Steve. Because that’s where he is. Everything about the Upside Down, and even the kids… that’s all secondary. You got along because your personalities match. Give them a chance to.” She smirks at him. “And maybe show off a little bit of that Harrington charm I know is in there somewhere.”
He shakes his head, grinning. “You’ll see one day, Robs, I’ve got game.”
She grins, ruffling his hair one last time before dancing out of reach as he squawks at her. “I’ll believe it when I see it, Dingus.” She leaves, bringing the bag into the other room, and he sighs and follows her, wondering—not for the first time—how he ended up with her as a best friend.
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squoxle · 6 months
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・₊✧⋆⭒˚。⋆𝐒𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐁𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐌𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 ~ 𝐇𝐞𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐟 (𝟏𝟖+)
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👑 pairing: 25yr!little sister's bf!heeseung x 22yr!older sister!reader
👑summary: you're crushing hard on your little sister's boyfriend, but things really take a turn when he shows interest. req by: @hoyeonheeseung
👑 cw: 🔞MDNI!!corruption, oral (m. and f. receiving), penetration, kissing, swearing, drinking, drunk sex, unprotected sex, slight degrading, noncon/dubcon, sexual themes, cheating, college au, hee’s a big ole hoe and so are you [feat. Jake~Brother | Jay*EN- | Sunghoon*EN- | Kazuha*LESF | Yunjin*LESF | Lucy*Weki Meki | Keeho*P1H] 𝑆𝑚𝑢𝑡 𝑆𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝐻𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑤/𝐹𝑖𝑟𝑒 𝐻𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝐸𝑚𝑜𝑗𝑖❤️‍🔥
👑wc: 6.5k
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You were scrolling through Instagram when you saw a new post on your younger sister's story.
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The caption read, "ladies! it's officially cuffing season!" There was a little red heart on the photo of her and her boyfriend holding hands. You also noticed that she was wearing a small gold chain with the letter 'H'. You knew she had been talking about some guy she was interested in, but she never told you who he was, claiming that you were "too judgy."
You still responded to her story, as if the two of you didn't literally live together.
“OMG! Did the cops finally find your stash? Am I gonna have to bail you out?!" you replied, teasing her about this so-called 'cuffing' season. You didn't expect her to respond as she was obviously busy with some dude.
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Later that night when your sister came home. "Hey, Chloe." "Hey. I'm gonna go take a quick shower and we can talk when I'm finished ok?" "Okay." After her shower, that was everything but quick, she started to tell you about her day before crashing mid-story.
From what you gathered, Mr. H is super cute and funny, but he asked her to be his girlfriend in the most corny high-school musical, Troy and Gabriella way ever. Basically, he told her to close her eyes and he put the necklace on her. Then he said this cringy-ass line, "Whenever you see this I want you to remember that you're mine." When your sister told you this you couldn't help but roll your eyes.
*Okay, maybe I am a little judgy* you thought to yourself.
The next day when your sister woke up, she arranged for you to meet her new boyfriend. "Hey, Jake is probably gonna be there too." "What is Jake gonna be doing there?" "Well, they're friends soooo." "Wait what?! You didn't tell me that." "Really, I thought I did. Sorry." "Eww. So you're like the little sister who dates her brother's best friend." "It is so not like that," Chloe chuckled.
You and Chloe drove to Token Town, an arcade/bar about 20 miles from where you live. "Sooo how did you two meet again?" you asked as you walked through the automatic sliding doors. "Ugh. I told you a million times already." "I don't care. Tell me again."
The mix of music and arcade noises made it difficult to hear so you were both kinda shouting, rather than talking.
"You remember when I cracked my phone screen a few months ago?" "Yea. What about it?" "Well, he was the one who fixed it for me." "So I guess the price was being his girlfriend huh?" "No," Chloe giggled. "Then what?" "I went to Apple to get it fixed, but my warranty had expired and he overheard my conversation. You already know I was not trying to pay for a broken screen. Anyways, he was there to pick up some new air pods and that's when he offered to fix my screen for me. He said he used to work for Apple." "So you're telling me that you let some random ass stranger play operation with your phone." "Well, I trusted him." "I know damn well I wouldn't have. I don't care how cute he is."
The two of you laughed before Chloe pulled out her phone to text him. "He said he's over by table 11." "Okay."
You headed over to table 11 to find Jake and your sister's boyfriend. You felt like you had seen him somewhere before, but you weren't sure exactly where. "Hi. I'm Heeseung," he said with a slight wave.
For some reason, when he said that you immediately remembered where you knew him from.
Two months ago, you were shopping at the Korean store to pick out some snacks for you and Chloe to share. Unfortunately for you, the store had been rearranged so it was a little harder to find what you wanted.
As you scanned the aisle for Pockys you spotted them on the top shelf. You weren’t one to ask for help so you desperately wiggled your fingers trying to knock down the desired box. You managed to knock down the matcha flavored pack, after hopping a bit, but you still needed the strawberry and chocolate flavors. You and Chloe like to mix them together and pull out random flavors. You barely nudged the strawberry box down and it fell on your head.
*Ouch*
*Two down, one more to go* you sighed to yourself.
As you reached for the final box you felt a hand graze yours. “Here. Let me help you,” a gentle voice said from behind. “Thanks. They changed the store around and I was trying to get them by myself. But I—“ You turned to face the man standing behind you. His looks alone caused your train of thought to completely derail. “That’s a lot of snacks,” he smiled looking down into your basket filled with different flavors of ramune, milk, and now Pockys. “Are you planning for a zombie apocalypse or something?” “No, it’s actually for me and my sister. We both have a major sweet tooth.” “Oh really? You must love Choco-Pies then huh.” "Hmm. I've actually never had those before." "Well, you should definitely try them," the man said before walking down the aisle and grabbing a red pack from the shelf. "Here," he said placing the 'Choco-Pies' in your basket. "You'll thank me later," he winked.
To your surprise, the two of you finished your shopping together. In fact, the man even paid for the Choco-Pies at the register--he said he was paying just in case you didn't like it, you didn't waste any money. "It was really nice talking to you. Maybe we'll meet again sometime." "Yea, or maybe not." "Hmm true. Well, just in case we ever do, my name's Heeseung."
You snapped back into reality at the sound of your brother's laugh. Jake's goofy laugh was like his superpower. It had a habit of zapping your thoughts away.
"So, all this time when you were talking about a girl, you were talking about my sister?" Jake laughed. Chloe playfully pushed his arm. "Sorry, but I can't say this is what I was expecting when you said I'd be meeting your girlfriend. I've known her my whole damn life and cute and sweet are the LAST words I'd use to describe HER," Jake burst into laughter again. "Would you just shut the hell up already," Chloe said, rolling her eyes. "Okay okay," Jake said catching his breath.
You were too stunned to even speak. You couldn't believe that the guy you had been fantasizing about for weeks was standing right in front of you...with his girlfriend...your sister. You had told your sister about the encounter before, but you didn't tell her his name. You knew that she'd tease you about it till the day you die, but she teased you anyway. She named him your "Choco-Stalker."
After about an hour, you and Chloe went back home. You could hear her talking on the phone with Heeseung, but what you couldn't stop thinking about was if he remembered you. It was a little over two months ago, but maybe he recognized you too...
It didn't matter anyway, he was dating your sister now. You knew all feelings for him had to go.
[December 18th ~ the day before the Xmas party on Saturday...]
You and a few friends decided to have an Xmas party this year because some of you were graduating and others just wanted to have a good time. You chose to host it at Sunghoon's house since he had the most space and the perfect environment for a little get-together.
You were busy hanging decorative garlands and other hanging decorations with Sunghoon, while Jake and Lucy decorated the tables. Chloe and Heeseung were in charge of the balloons, while Jay and Keeho were out ordering food and snacks for tomorrow.
"Guys, I am so excited for this party tomorrow," Lucy said as she placed a snowman figure in the center of one of her tables. "Yea, I don't know why we haven't done this before," Jake added.
"I kinda wish it wasn't at a time when some of us would be leaving though," Heeseung chimed in. "Ehh it's alright. It's not like we're all gonna disappear out of each other's lives just because we get a silly little diploma," Sunghoon said as he fastened the tie on the garland hook. "Yea, that's true, but still...life is gonna change for some of us," Heeseung sighed.
"Hey hey hey! Positive vibes guys. This should be fun. Let's just enjoy the moment we have together," Jake smiled. "Yea, you're right man. Let's make this a night to remember," Heeseung smiled back.
"What are you two gays smiling about?" Keeho laughed as he walked through the door. "Oh nothing. I was just spreading positive vibes as usual,” Jake smiled. “Well we successfully ordered all of the snacks so we can pig out like the sloppy fat asses we are tomorrow,” Keeho continued. “Oh and guess who I brought with me?” He smiled. “Umm…Jay?” Sunghoon asked. “No.” “Soobin?” Jake asked. “No. Stop guessing guys,” Keeho chuckled. “Oh I know. You picked up Zuha didn’t you?” You guessed judging by the grin on his face. “Yup,” Keeho huffed. “Come on in Babe,” Keeho said as Kazuha jumped from behind the door.
They were always so goofy together. Their relationship resembled Joker and Harley Quinn…as in when they weren’t throwing around sassy jokes they were shoving tongues down each other’s throats in the most violently aggressive way ever. Which is exactly what they did that following night.
[December 19th ~ the day of the Xmas party...]
It was around 8pm when everybody finally arrived. You guys had finished decorating the night before and picked up the food the Jay and Keeho ordered yesterday. Everything was perfect, exactly the way you envisioned it.
Sunghoon prepared everyone a special Gingerbread Martini, which was perfect for the occasion. “Woah! This is really good! What is it!” Jake’s face lit up as he took his first sip. “It’s a Gingerbread Martini,” Sunghoon giggled. “It literally tastes like a cookie with rum in it,” Yunjin said licking the froth from her lips. After hearing the comments made, you were very excited to try the concoction. Just like they said, it tasted like a spiked gingerbread cookie. All of the right flavors and a balanced sweetness. It was perfect.
“Okay, party people. It’s time to hand out gifts,” Kazuha clapped, getting everyone’s attention.
Everyone gathered in the living room. Some sat on the floor, others on the couch, and some decided to either stand or brace their bodies against any surface strong enough to support their body weight.
"Hey! I wanna go first," Jake said excitedly. He started by giving everyone a Christmas card filled with $20. Next, Sunghoon passed out his gifts. Everyone got a Christmas keychain with the year attached to it. "Damn, bro. You were being stingy as fuck this year," Keeho hissed. "Merry Christmas to you too asshole," Sunghoon scoffed back. "I actually bought other gifts for everyone, but I want to give them to you on Christmas Day," he continued. "Sure you do," Keeho rolled his eyes. "Guys. Guys. Relax. This is supposed to be fun," Yunjin pouted. "Yea you're right," Sunghoon muttered before they both apologized in unison.
"Okay, now it's my turn," Kazuha sang. She handed everyone little boxes. Gold for the guys and red for the girls. "Woah. What the hell is this?" Chloe gasped. "Well. I bought everyone something special in case they wanna jingle some bells and deck the halls," Kazuha winked. "You're so kinky Zuha," Yunjin giggled. Inside the girls' boxes was a decorative thong, a 'morning-after' pill, and a mini vibrator. The boys had three condoms--Kazuha said it was for a full day of fucking, sex dice, fuzzy handcuffs, and a black satin cloth.
"Who the hell am I supposed to use this with?" You laughed. "Doesn't matter," Kazuha smirked. "Get yourself a winter fling--" "Or we could always just have one big orgy," Keeho cut her off. "Nah bro what the fuck?" Jay spat. "Come on. Think about it, man. It would be kinda hot." Everyone started to engage in a conversation about this imaginary orgy. A few questions were who would ride the best and how many times could someone get off before they passed out. And this went on for about an hour before you moved on to the next party activity, making ugly sweaters.
Everyone was busy creating the ugliest sweaters possible. Even though they would only be worn once, it was still a fun tradition. Of course Heeseung and Chloe were making one for each other. But for some odd reason, Heeseung kept looking at you. And this didn’t feel like the type of looking like “oh I’m just staring off into space which just so happens to be in your direction” it was more like the “yea I’m with your sister, but I’d rather be doing this with you.” Well it didn’t seem that way at first, but after what happened on New Year’s…that’s the only thing it could’ve meant.
[December 31 ~ New Year’s Party…]
After the success of the Xmas party, Sunghoon wanted to throw another party to bring in the new year. Just like last time, he made another special drink. However, he was a little heavier on the alcohol.
Unlike the last party, you all just huddled up around the TV and watched the New Year's countdown. Surprisingly, Kazuha was the first one to fall asleep. It wasn't until around 2 a.m. that everyone else crashed. You were the only one awake, or so you thought.
You went to the guest room down the hall, just to relax away from everybody. Yes, these were your friends, but you just wanted a little time alone.
❤️‍🔥: You climbed onto the guest bed and slid your panties to the side. You never would've thought that Kazuha's little Xmas gift would be so useful. You spread your legs and pushed the tip of the vibrator into your pussy. You spat a bit of saliva onto your fingers before reaching them down to stimulate your clit. You knew this was bad, but no matter how hard you tried, you couldn't get Heesueng out of your mind. You increased the intensity of the little toy, while you continued to rub your clit. You were reaching your climax as you started to softly moan Heeseung's name. Your eyes had been closed this whole time so you didn't notice that someone else had entered the room.
"OH MY GOD!" you gasped, covering your dipping wet pussy with your dress. Heeseung had been watching you masturbate while moaning his name for who knows how long. "Sorry, I thought everyone was asleep," you said as your face burned with embarrassment. "How long have you been standing there?" "A while," Heeseung said as he looked down to see your hands desperately hugging the hem of your dress in an attempt to hide yourself. He walked closer to you and climbed onto the bed, between your legs. He gently moved your hands, revealing your throbbing cunt.
He began to kiss your inner thighs, "I know you want this," he whispered against your wet folds. He then started to lick and suck the juices from your sloppy pussy. "I heard the way you were moaning my name earlier. I want you to do it again." You were taken aback by his words, but instead of saying his name you stuttered. "Say it now," he said as he shoved two of his fingers into your pussy. You softly moaned his name as he jerked his fingers back and forth. "Say it louder." "What if someone hears us?" "I said say it louder," he growled as he started to finger your pussy harder and faster. You started to moan his name a little louder as he kept up a good pace. "Good girl," he smiled which made you melt in his hands. As you reached your climax, you grabbed his hair in your hands and started to ride his face causing you to cum in his mouth. :❤️‍🔥
You fell asleep almost right after you finished, and the last thing you remember is Heeseung kissing you on the lips before leaving the room. The next morning you woke up, you weren't sure if that was real or just one wild-ass wet dream, but what you did know was that it felt pretty damn good.
[January 4 ~ Trip to the mall with a few friends...]
You were at the mall just hanging out with Jay, Yunjin, Sunghoon, your sister, and her boyfriend--who you hadn't been able to stop thinking about since that night. You still weren't 100 percent sure if that really happened, but he had been looking at you a little weird lately. Chloe insisted on dress shopping because she just wanted something to replace one of her old dresses.
Chloe and Yunjin were busy in the dressing room trying on clothes and Jay and Sunghoon were looking for snacks. It was just you and Heeseung...completely alone.
"Umm, Heeseung?" "Yea?" "Do you remember the New Year's party?" "Yea, why? You wanna do it again?" His response surprised the hell out of you. Here you were trying to sort fantasy from reality and he just confirmed all of your doubts.
"I-I-" Heeseung cut you off with a kiss on the cheek. "Maybe some other time," he winked before Chloe skipped out of the changing room with Yunjin.
"Well, that was a total waste of my time. All of these dresses either make me look fat or make me feel bad for the poor girl who would actually buy it," Chloe said as she placed the stack of dresses on the empty countertop. "Welp, I guess we should go catch up with the boys," Yunjin suggested before you all started walking to the food court.
Sunghoon and Jay were busy talking at a table when you guys found them.
“Hey guys,” Jay waved. “We’re just waiting for the pizza to come out,” Sunghoon added. “Ohhhh yes! What kind did you get?” Yunjin and Chloe asked in unison. An intense love for pizza was one thing those two had in common. Other than that, they were polar opposites.
“Well we got one meat lovers, one veggie, and one cheese,” Jay smiled admiring their excitement. “Heh, if I was a spoiled pizza princess I would’ve had you thrown in a cell for ordering a naked pizza,” Yunjin smirked. “Oh come on. Cheese pizza is good,” Jay giggled. “The only living being that I can think of that would genuinely enjoy a cheese pizza would be a mouse,” Yunjin continued as she sat in a chair beside Jay. “Well you were never really the best at thinking anyways,” Jay smirked. “The pizza princess of beauty and no brains,” Jay teased. “Heh well then you can be my cheesy jester. You’d make a pretty clown,” Yunjin teased back.
“Number 257. Order number 257 is ready,” a voice said over the intercom, cutting off their odd flirting session. “I’ll go get it,” Heeseung said before standing. “Do you need any help?” Sunghoon asked. “I kinda wanna get away from these royal pains anyways,” he continued. “Uhh, yea sure. You can carry the drinks while Y/N gets some napkins and toppings.”
You followed Heeseung and Sunghoon to the counter. Heeseung grabbed the three pizza boxes and Sunghoon picked up the 2 liters of Orange Soda. The three of you started walking back when Sunghoon suddenly stopped. "What?" Heeseung asked. "I forgot to grab some cups and straws. You guys can keep going without me. I'll catch up," Sunghoon hissed before walking back to the pizza booth.
Heeseung paused to watch as Sunghoon walked back to the counter for the additional items. You took this moment to stare at him. Heeseung just had this look about him that made you want him more, even though you knew being with him would break your sister's heart. You looked at his perfectly pouty lips and thought back to the way that they were pressed up against your wet pussy. Now that you knew it really happened you couldn't help but to think of him sexually.
"I told you guys you didn't have to wait for me," Sunghoon said with a shy look on his face. "Yea, I know. But I really didn't mind," Heeseung replied. "Ok, well, I also got us some plates. The lady behind the counter just put the cups and plates in a bag together. That made it a lot easier to carry," Sunghoon chuckled.
"Huzzah! The pizza hath arrived," Yunjin cheered upon seeing the three of you approach the table. You watched as Chloe mouthed the words "Help me," but she didn't realize that Jay was watching. He exploded into laughter and Yunjin whipped to face him. "What art thou laughing at, Jester? I don't remember making a joke," Yunjin was in full-on character, she was even attempting a British accent which threw you completely off.
Yunjin continued her princess persona for the rest of the time you guys were at the mall and you all eventually decided to play along. Chloe was her sister--the princess, Heeseung was the prince, Sunghoon was the knight, and you were a female knight. Jay was still shocked that he was the jester. He even made a joke about it.
"So I guess the princess is fucking the jester on the side huh?" "What?" "I'm just saying. It's pretty obvious that you have a thing for me," Jay smirked. "As if," Yunjin rolled her eyes. "Oh, you know you want me," Jay chuckled as he wrapped his arms around her from behind, spinning in a circle. "Put me down you clown," Yunjin laughed as Jay nuzzled his head in her shoulder.
Ever since what happened on New Year's, Heeseung continued to make advances on you--which you didn't entirely reject. However, the farthest you've gotten was a deep tongue kiss with a little boob fondling. It was hard sneaking around with your sister's boyfriend when they almost always hung out with each other.
[February 11 ~ Three days before Valentine's Day...]
With Valentine's Day around the corner, you expected Heeseung to take your sister out for the whole day, but instead, he decided to hang out at your shared apartment. "Are you excited for our special day?" Heeseung asked lying on Chloe's thighs. "Yea, what do you plan on doing?" She asked, twirling her fingers through his hair. "Hmm. I was thinking maybe we should go on a picnic. What do you think?" "I love that idea," Chloe smiled. "Yea a little picnic and then we can go back to my place," Heeseung added. You watched as Chloe's expression changed. "Uhh or we could just come back here," she suggested. "Oh...umm ok. Yea, we can do that instead," Heeseung chuckled awkwardly.
Though he was still lying on her lap, you could tell that the energy in the room had changed.
*I would've never passed up on a chance to go to his house after a date...especially as his girlfriend* you thought to yourself. *I should've taken advantage of seeing him again* you thought back to how you saw Heeseung multiple times after the two of you met, but you were too scared to talk to him so you never even attempted approaching him. You kind of hoped that you'd cross paths again...well when he's not in a relationship with your little fucking sister.
[February 14 ~ Valentine's Day...]
Heeseung showed up around noon to pick your sister up for their picnic date. You helped her choose an outfit the night before. Something cute and red. You watched as she excitedly walked out of the door holding Heeseung's hand.
They had been out for an hour before you finally got bored and decided to have a little fun by yourself, but before you could start anything, you heard your sister unlock the door. "Dammit," you swore under your breath.
You left your room to ask her about her date. "Hey, Chloe. How was your..." Chloe stormed right past you and went into her room, slamming the door behind her. Heeseung was left behind standing in the door frame. "What happened?" You asked. "Nothing...couple stuff," He sighed, rubbing his forehead. You invited him in to sit on the couch. A few minutes later Chloe came back out of her room. "I'm going out with Yunjin and Zuha. I'll be back before midnight. Don't wait up for me," she said before closing the door behind her.
"You should probably go too," you said to Heeseung, even though you'd much rather him stay around a little longer. "Hmm yea, I guess. Unless you want me to stick around." "No that's okay." "You sure? I promise to make it worth your time," He said as he placed a hand on your thigh. "You're dating my sister Heeseung. I can't be doing this," you said pushing his hand away. "You weren't thinking that when you were moaning my name," He said reaching to palm your pussy which was now throbbing with excitement. "Well I-" "Think of this like a Valentine's gift to you," he continued, smoothing his pants around the bulge in his jeans.
Though it just started as you straddling his lap while the two of you kissed, it wasn't long before dry humping his dick turned to you getting on your knees between his legs.
❤️‍🔥: You looked up into his doe eyes and watched as he pulled out his hard pulsating dick. You slowly wrapped your lips around him, adjusting yourself to his size. "Mmm fuck," He groaned as you began to suck on his dick, coating it in your saliva. You used your hands to assist by jerking the remaining length of his shaft while focusing on the tip with your lips and tongue.
The warm and moist enclosure of your mouth sent pleasurable sensations throughout his body. You watched as his hands gripped the couch while you sat between his legs, satisfying him with your hands and mouth. He struggled to maintain eye contact with you as he repeatedly threw his head back. The texture of your tongue stimulated him, causing him to start slowly grinding against your face. You could hear through his desperate stifled moans that he was craving more. Within seconds, Heeseung grabbed a handful of your hair as he forced himself down your throat.
You felt him fucking your throat as you struggled for air. The constant speed and lack of oxygen made you feel like his personal sex doll. You gripped onto his thigh as he thrust himself into your mouth. Finally, he pulled your head back. You breathlessly fought to fill your lungs with air while he maintained a firm grip on your head. Saliva seeped from the corner of your mouth that hung open from being fucked so viciously.
Still, driven by your own desire to be force fucked more you licked the tip of his dick, tasting the salty pre cum that dipped from him.
"You want more?" Heeseung asked in a husky voice, to which you responded by sucking on the tip. "You're such a fucking slut for me," he grinned before slamming your face on his cock again. Tears ran down your cheeks as he fucked you harder. You moaned as he pumped himself in your throat, sending vibrations down his length. "Fuck baby, we gotta start doing this more often," he said breathlessly. You felt his dick throbbing in your mouth as he filled your throat with his hot, sticky load. You swallowed it so quickly that it caused you to hiccup which made Heeseung smile. "You're so cute," he said kissing your lips. :❤️‍🔥
As badly as you wanted to do more you knew he had to get going. It had already been over an hour and you knew Chloe would be coming home soon and the last thing she needed to see was you alone with her boyfriend.
"Yea, I understand," Heeseung said as he stood in the door frame. "Don't forget to call me if you need me," he added. "What if my sister is home?" "We can meet up somewhere else," he chuckled before closing the door behind him.
At this point, you were dripping wet and needed to relieve yourself at least once before going to bed. Heeseung had left his plaid hoodie on the couch which you took to your room. You slid it over your head to fill your nose with his irresistible scent. You continued to pleasure yourself while thinking back to sitting between his legs. There was something about the way his voice sounded that turned you on. Remembering the sight of him gripping the couch while he threw his head back and moaned in pleasure to your touch sent you over the edge as you came in your bed. After you finished, you stuffed his hoodie under your pillow before going to sleep.
[March 15 ~ Chloe's 21 Birthday...]
Though you wanted to call Heeseung, you refrained from doing so. You hated the feeling of doing this behind your sister's back. You knew she'd be heartbroken if she found out. So, you hadn't spoken to him since that day. Anytime it felt like the two of you would be left alone, you went and found something else to do or somewhere else to go.
"Happy Birthday, Chloe!" your friends and family shouted in unison. Your friends had put together a surprise party for Chloe at Sunghoon's house. Recently, his house had become the perfect spot for parties and he was more than happy to share his place for fun.
Your parents only stuck around for about an hour. They gave Chloe her present and waited around to sing 'Happy Birthday' and get a slice of cake.
Since it was her 21st birthday, you guys had also planned to go clubbing. She was now old enough to drink legally, so this was the perfect opportunity.
After opening gifts, you and your friends took her to The Bleu Lagoon, a popular club uptown.
"I'm paying for the birthday girl!" Kazuha cheered as you all lined up at the bar. "I thought you didn't bring your wallet," Keeho asked. "Yea, by me I meant you," Kazuha laughed.
"Party of 10," You heard Jay say to the bartender. Your brother Jake, brought along his girlfriend Bella, mainly to babysit Chloe. Even though she was of age now, he was still concerned about her safety.
After about 3 rounds of tequila shots, Keeho and Kazuha went off to dance with Jay and Yunjin. "If she wants anything else, just put it on my card," Keeho said to the bartender before walking off. Bella was busy chatting and sharing a plate of nachos with Jake because they decided to stay sober to drive everyone else home.
"Shut the fuck up Heeseung! I don't want to hear anything you have to say! I'm not gonna let you ruin my fucking birthday!" Chloe shouted before stumbling away. "What was that all about?" you asked Heeseung who sat there blankly sipping from his beer. "Hell if I know," he shrugged. You climbed off the barstool and followed Chloe to the bathroom. The music was so loud it was hard to hear exactly why the argument started, but you knew you had to at least check on your sister to see if she was ok.
You walked into the bathroom and saw your sister crying in front of the mirror. "Hey, what happened?" "Nothing...Heeseung can just be such a stupid little fucker sometimes," she sniffed. "Did he say something?" "No, but I think he's talking to someone else."
You felt your insides cringe at her words. "What makes you think that?" "Because...he hasn't been the same for a while. The guy I met was nothing like this. He loved me and only me. But now I always feel like he's sneaking around or waiting for some kind of opportunity to fuck some bitch behind my back."
All those tucked-away feelings of guilt were resurfacing now. This is exactly why you never wanted to mess with him in the first place. Now, here you were, hugging your sister who was crying about her boyfriend who she suspected of cheating. The worst part was that he was cheating on her and you knew it...because he was cheating on her...with you.
"I just wanna go home now." "You sure?" "Well, I can wait around for everyone else to finish, but I don't want to sit with him. He's just gonna piss me the fuck off."
You walked with Chloe out of the bathroom and went to a booth seat. You ordered her another drink, which she barely touched. After a few minutes, you noticed that she had fallen asleep, so you took her cup back to the bartender and told Jake where she was. He and Bella moved over to sit at the booth to watch her while you stepped outside.
"I'll be back, I just need to go clear my head," You told Jake before walking out.
You went to the roof of the establishment. There it was quiet. Nothing but stars surrounded you. *How could I do this to my sister? I'm such a piece of shit* you thought to yourself. *She'd never have done something like that to me*
You leaned over the edge of the building, looking at the peaceful cityscape when a body trapped you in place.
"What the fuck?! Get off of me!!" You shouted, trying to push the body off of you. The man pushed your face down, stopping you from moving anything more than your legs. You tried to kick the man away, but it was of no use as he pushed himself against you. You tried to scream for help, but the pressure on your chest silenced you. You felt the cool breeze as the man lifted your dress to expose your ass.
Again you tried to push him away, but it was useless as he was much stronger than you. He wriggled your panties down as he jammed his fingers inside. You hated the way your body was betraying you by reacting to his actions. The second he pulled his fingers out you turned to face your assaulter, Heeseung.
"Heeseung! What the fuck is wrong with you?!" you shouted slapping him in the face. "I need you, Y/N. I need you so badly," he whined. You could tell that he was pretty drunk as the smell of alcohol tainted his breath. "No. You're my sister's boyfriend and I don't want to keep doing this with you," you spat pushing him away from you. "I don't care about her. I want you," his words slurred together like a cocktail while his eyes remained fixated on you. "You're a drunk fucking mess, Heeseung. I'm gonna go get Sunghoon to take you home," you said as you walked toward the rooftop exit. "No!" Heeseung shouted, grabbing your arm. "Let go of me, Heeseung. I don't want to be with you. Understand?" You struggled to tear away from his grip, but he wasn't letting go.
❤️‍🔥: Heeseung pinned you up against the brick wall and quickly pulled out his dick and forced it into your pussy. You gasped at the sharp pain of him stretching you open. "H-heeseung...st-stop," you pleaded as he stroked his length inside of you. "Fuck your pussy feels so good," he said as he continued to pump himself inside of you.
He reached around to rub your clit and kiss your neck. The sensation of overstimulation caused you to succumb to his advances. You knew this was wrong, but something inside of you still wanted him.
He felt your body relax as he pounded your pussy harder. "I know you missed me you little slut," he whispered in your ear. "You missed me fucking the shit out of you," he added. You didn't say a single word as he fucked your dripping cunt.
Heeseung pulled out of your pussy and turned your body to face him, lifting one of your legs to give him a better shot of your aching hole. He eased his rock-hard member back into your wetness as he pulled you in for a deep, sloppy kiss. The two of you stayed connected by the trail of saliva and your lustful desires. You felt as though you were getting drunk from the alcohol on his lips.
Heeseung moved down to caress your breasts as he kissed your neck. You could feel him getting closer as his dick throbbed harder into your tight cunt. He gripped your ass as he spilled his seed into you, fucking you harder than ever before. "Now, it's your turn," he groaned as he dropped down to his knees.
He inserted his fingers into your pussy that oozed with his cum. Jamming them in and curling to stimulate your g-spot, Heeseung licked and sucked on your beady clit. Your leg was now over his shoulder as you grabbed his head and started to grind against his face. "That's it, baby. I want you to cum all over my face," He moaned between your legs. Hearing this sent you over the edge. You began to jerk yourself against his lips as you reached your climax and went into a shaking orgasm. Your juices flowed all over his fingers and mouth. He rose to his feet and your quivering body fell into his embrace. :❤️‍🔥
"Now let's you cleaned up before we go home," Heeseung said as he placed a kiss on your forehead.
The two of you left through the rooftop exit and went to the bathroom to clean up. A combination of his cum and your own wetness was still running down your leg.
You headed back to the club as if nothing happened.
Jake and Bella took everyone home, including Heeseung, who helped walk Chloe to her bedroom.
"If you fuck around a little more, you know where to find me," he said before heading to the living room. He slept on the couch and you slept in your bed, but you couldn't stop thinking about what happened on that rooftop. You had just started to get him out of your head and then you couldn't get him out of your pussy...which you didn't totally hate.
What were you supposed to do now?
About a month after her birthday, you overheard them having an argument. However, this definitely wasn't the first time you heard them fighting, the sparks between them had blown out a while ago. Apparently, they had been having problems since Valentine's Day and she'd had enough. So they broke up. You couldn't help but feel slightly responsible for their sudden breakup, especially after learning that it was because of the lack of sex. Now you were faced with the decision to either continue fucking him on the side or completely move on. Dating your sister's ex was out of the question. You knew that she'd never forgive you for that.
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mirisss · 5 months
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SKZ reaction to their s/o’s sleeping habit 2
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SKZ reaction to their s/o wanting to be cradled like a baby when going to sleep. 
Warnings: Mentions of people thinking reader is/was weird, anxiety, I think that’s it. 
Wordcount ≈ 600
Thank you for the request 🐹! Stay healthy and take care!
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(Y/n) was nervous. She was to spend the night with her boyfriend for the first time. She was going to stay at his place. All was well until they went to bed. They lay down, cuddled a little, and eventually her boyfriend fell asleep. (Y/n), lay tossing and turning, not able to get comfortable. Soon enough, her tossing and turning had awakened her boyfriend from his slumber. When she explained that she couldn’t fall asleep, he asked if there was anything he could do. “Well, there is this one thing but it’s a little weird, I’ll be fine just go back to sleep,” 
Bang Chan, Felix, Changbin, Han: 
“Honey, no please tell me, I want you to be comfortable. So, if I can help you then I’ll do anything,” He said as he gently caressed (Y/n)’s cheek. “Well, since I was young, like a baby, my parents would always cradle me and rock me a little whenever I struggled with sleeping and I guess my body got used to it so even now as an adult when I have trouble falling asleep the only thing that makes me calm down is being cradled and rocked,” She was nervous that he would think she was weird and wouldn’t want to see her again but when she dared meet his eyes once more all she found was love and adoration. “Come on then, get in my arms,” “You’re not weirded out?” “Of course not, I love you and if this brings you comfort then I’d love to do it,” (Y/n) moved around until she was positioned in her boyfriend’s strong arms, he gently held her and rocked the two of them while he whisper-sang a lullaby. Within a few minutes, (Y/n) was fast asleep and her boyfriend soon followed after. 
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“You don’t have to tell me but I think we both would be happier if you did. You need sleep and so do I, but if you’re not sleeping then I ain’t either,” “Well… Most people that I have told have said I’m weird and creepy for this so I’m scared to tell you,” “Hey, you know me. Am I normal? If you even think yes, I’m gonna tickle you for an hour,” (Y/n) couldn’t help but laugh, maybe he was different from all the judgy people she used to know. “Okay, so when I have trouble falling asleep the one thing that can soothe me is being cradled like a baby. It’s like an old habit from when I was a baby and child,” “Okay, so would I hold you in the air or in bed?” “In bed, I doubt in the air would be manageable,” The two chuckled as they imagined how that would look. “Alright, so how do we do it?” “You’re serious, you’re okay with it?” “Of course, it doesn’t sound weird at all. Now get in here, I want to sleep and I want you to sleep too,” While it seemed scary at first because of previous experiences, in the end, it wasn’t a big deal. Especially because her boyfriend joked around the topic, creating a nice atmosphere. He always knew what to do when she felt anxious. 
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percheduphere · 3 months
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Super serious question for your meta analysis skills: If the Avengers met the TVA crew, how quickly do you think their intimidating view of Loki would go out the window?
Ex: Casey being told Loki was a villain: “I mean, he was kinda a jerk when he threatened me and then later stole my juice but calling him a villain seems a bit much.” OB: “Really? He’s always seemed nice to me!” B-15: “Eh, he’s kinda like Mobius, can be a threat but usually a nice guy.” Avengers: *Wondering if there’s some TVA rando named Loki*
Hi Anon!
I am so so sorry it takes so long for me to reply. I finally made it to yours!
I actually wrote a lil' CONSIDER scenario, in which Loki introduces Thor to his friends. While not the same conditions as what you are querying, I think the effect would be very similar. That is: Loki is really just a pussycat!
That said, the Avengers' reactions would vary depending on who they meet first. It honestly would not take long at all before Loki's villain persona just falls apart. They'll probably wonder how Loki managed to be such a thorn on their side to begin with (*cough* Thanos *cough*).
If they start with Casey, he'd probably say something like: "Oh, yeah. He threatened to gut me like a fish once, but other than that he's actually pretty good guy!" O.B., like you said, would be similar. And because he's a ray of sunshine, he might respond, "Loki is Mobius's friend, and any friend of Mobius is a friend of mine, too!"
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But things start to get really hilarious once we get to the B-15 and Sylvie.
If they start with B-15 (Verity), she will just laugh in their faces. Or she will look at them all judgy, as if to say: "Really? This magic gremlin gave you all a hard time? Mmkay ..." Kinda like this:
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Sylvie would probably laugh in their faces, too, likely commenting on Loki's shit plans.
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If the Avengers met Sylvie and B-15 together, they would just ... bend over their knees cackling. They'd have to wipe the tears from their eyes from laughing so hard.
And then, of course, we have Mobius.
I think he'd be somewhere between Casey & O.B. and B-15 & Sylvie, with a heaping of: I love him. He's great. He messes up a lot and feels bad about it, but that's what makes him adorable. If something happens to him, I will turn into a soggy piece of crinkled paper.
So Mobius's reaction would be a little bit of this:
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A touch of this:
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And a sprinkle of this for good measure. Because Mobius loves Loki and literally has ZERO pokerface when it comes to him:
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Once the Avengers watch Loki and Mobius playfully bicker, it's all over. It's proof Loki's domesticated.
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Hope that answers your question, Anon!
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infernaleikon · 1 year
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anakin growing up believing obi-wan is the prettiest of them all and when he's in the room no one else is prettier, only to discover during his knighthood that he himself is deemed a pretty boy by all. cue pikachu shocked face
omg i am so sorry for the late replay, anon, i've had a hard time getting myself to reply to messages lately 😭
but literally! i think anakin is entirely unaware just how pretty he is himself. he always, without fail, notices when someone fawns over obi-wan and gets all grumpy and huffy and jealous while at the same time being like DUH!!!! obi-wan is the prettiest!!! (and probably gets downright offended when someone's like EH). anakin daydreams about being the gust of wind that moves that lock of hair on obi-wan's forehead. he wants to rub his lips on obi-wan beard, he thinks his eyes are magical and gorgeous and anakin feels both stripped bare and completely safe under that gaze. he wants to run his fingers through the grey on obi-wan's temples because it's so sexy he wants to cry. when obi-wan smiles, he's brigher than the twin suns of tatooine. anakin can never decide whether he wants everyone to acknowledge how beautiful his master is, or hide him away from leering eyes so nobody gets any ideas.
and anakin never notices when someone moons over him. "has anyone ever told you that your eyes are the colour of the scarif sky?" someone asks him once with an appreciative tilt to their eyebrows. anakin frowns and says, "i've never been to scarif." another time somebody compliments his looks, specifically his jedi robes, and anakin scowls like, "they're standard issue." on some diplomatic mission, one of the representatives tells him about what is deemed the most beautiful piece of art on the planet and that anakin looks like he could be a piece of art himself, and anakin is just confused because why would anyone say that?? what does that even mean? does he look stiff??? it doesn't make sense.
people (try to) flirt with him left and right and anakin doesn't notice (mainly because he only has eyes and a (heart) boner for obi-wan). throughout the entire galaxy, beings from all sorts of planets try to court him and he's oblivious to it. he gets grumpy and short-lipped whenever somebody drags him away to show him some garden or sculpture or painting or something, and only lights up as soon as he spots obi-wan again.
cue them being to some fancy ball or festivity during a mission and both obi-wan and anakin are decked out in fine clothes and garments, and as they're walking through the room, people stare and whisper, and anakin is convinced everyone is lusting after obi-wan. and he gets quite annoyed because people keep coming up to him and asking him to dance or get a drink (and he can't say no--or he tries and earns a pointedly raised eyebrow from obi-wan--because they're on a mission and they have to play along and be polite) and keep dragging him away from obi-wan. and he watches how people walk up to his master and chat him up, and he's all bright, beautiful smiles, giving them attention, and it drives anakin nuts.
eventually, obi-wan takes pity on him and asks him to dance before anyone else can swoop in again, and anakin gratefully agrees because that way he can have obi-wan's attention all for himself for a little bit.
obi-wan asks him why he's not enjoying himself. it is a bit surprising considering anakin loves attention, and anakin scowls at him in confusion.
"i don't think i understand what you mean, master," anakin says.
"anakin, all these people have been vying for your attention all night," obi-wan says in a light tone but there's something simmering in his eyes that anakin can't quite name. "they're practically tripping over each other trying to get to you."
"because they want to get you alone," anakin says dumbly.
obi-wan gives him a look, the one that makes anakin flush with embarrassment because it's a bit judgy and a bit mocking and fondly exasperated. "why would they dance with you if they wanted to get me alone?"
and anakin scowls, "it's a distraction technique, obi-wan, we do it plenty of times in battle--"
"oh, anakin, they all want you," obi-wan tells him with a wry smile and a sharp gaze. "they're all trying to take you home, to their beds."
and that just sort of leaves anakin speechless for a minute. "but why?"
obi-wan sighs very deeply. "must you make me say it?"
he sighs again when anakin blinks at him in confusion. "because they think you're beautiful."
anakin makes that pikachu face because he never thought of himself as beautiful or much of anything in terms of looks, really. he never even considered anybody else might find him beautiful but then again, anakin rarely really considers other people (except obi-wan. obi-wan is always on his mind. anakin, 95% of the time when he's not in battle: no thoughts, head empty, only obi-wan). so it does come as a big surprise to him.
and from that moment forward, he starts noticing when people pay close attention to him, when they get close and ask him stuff and try to pry his attention away from obi-wan. it makes him feel very odd and like he wants to squirm away and hide behind obi-wan (or preferably in his arms).
and all he can think about is whether obi-wan thinks he's beautiful too.
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moonysimp · 1 year
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i've got my eye on you –pedri
pedri and gavi met y/n and they both have a crush on her, pedri decides to step aside and let his best friend go after her. but turns out things are not as simple as that.
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all pedri could think about was that girl he had just met. his friend laura had came by his house to return something she had borrowed from pedri and she had brought a friend with her. y/n was by far the prettiest girl he had laid eyes on. he had asked them to come in and have a drink with him and gavi, who was also at his house. gavi had introduced himself to y/n, and also invited her and laura to come him but the girls couldn't stay so they left. and that what all it took for pedri to have y/n constantly in his head for the rest of the day.
what he didn't know was that the same thing was happening to gavi.
"look man im pretty sure i fell in love at first sight", gavi said in the car, while pedri drove him to his place.
pedri laughed, "well that's the first time ive heard you say that"
"i know, i don't usually say this but you know the girl that was with laura today? y/n? ive been thinking about her all day" , gavi brought his hands to his face, embarrassed.
pedri's stomach sank. okay, they both thought y/n was a pretty girl, nothing was wrong with that. but he had never ever heard gavi -who was never seriously interested in any girl- speak like that about anyone.
"she is beautiful, the most beautiful girl ive seen, and she also seemed pretty sweet", gavi said looking at his best friend. "you gotta invite laura to hang out, and tell her to bring y/n"
pedri laughed again. "okay, lover boy." he tried to wipe y/n's pretty smile off his mind. gavi was interested in her, and he was like his little brother, he couldn't be in the way, no matter how much he thought of y/n. he wouldn't let his attraction to her go any further.
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"im gonna ask you a favor, and it's one that you'll probably like", laura said wiggling her eyebrows and entering your room.
"what is it?", you asked smiling, knowing nothing your roomie could be planning would be good.
"i know you have to go out today to buy some food so on your way here could you please give this to pedri? he left this sweater here forever ago and now he wants it back for whatever reason", she said. "you know where his place is, i'll let him know you're the one going because i am busy."
"laura you are NOT busy", you said giving her a judgy look.
"i know but im in my pajamas and i don't want to get changed", she whined, "besides you can see your new crush."
you threw her your pillow, "oh my god i only said that he was really cute shut up!!"
"same thing darling", she winked at you, "but please i'm being serious, would you do it?"
you were actually excited to see pedri again so you couldn't say no to her.
you remembered where he lived since you had met him about a week ago, you got to his front door and knocked.
"hi, y/n", pedri said with a smile.
"hey", you replied, "i brought your sweater", you handed it to him awkwardly.
he thanked you and before he could really think it through he said, "do you want to come in and have a drink?" he knew he shouldn't, but he had been thinking about you for days and now that you were here he couldn't resist to try yo make you stay a little longer.
you said yes, maybe even a little too quickly but you were a bit nervous so you just blurted it out.
and just like that you spent all afternoon talking, to be fair time went faster when pedri was with you. even though he was quite shy for a football player, you two seemed to connect and conversation would flow easily. you told him how you had met laura and he told you how she and him were friends since they were little.
"wow i should probably get going, surely lau is wondering where i am", you chuckled.
"yeah no worries", pedri said standing up, and he accompanied you to the door. "it was... very nice talking to you", he couldn't help to say it, he had loved every minute of it, getting to know you a bit more. just as friends, of course, he kept repeating that to himself.
you blushed a little and you heart started beating faster. "i feel the same way", you smiled at him.
he opened the door for you, "see you soon, y/n"
you remembered that barcelona was going to play tomorrow so before courage left you, you leaned in and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek, "good luck on the match tomorrow", you said and giving him a little smile, you turned in your heels and left.
pedri closed the door and let out a sigh. he really wished that gavi suddenly had forgotten about his crush on you because the last thing he wanted to do was stay away from you.
two weeks had passed and now laura, gavi, pedri and you were sitting together. the four of you had been all day planning fer's birthday surprise, the birthday of pedri's brother was in 3 days and even though he would spend most of the day working, pedri wanted to surprise him with a little something when he got home. and so, he had asked laura to help him organize everything, and to bring y/n along because 4 minds thought more than just 3. and of course, he really wanted to see you again.
"should we get some food? or just a cake and some drinks?", gavi asked.
"well i know we can get a bunch of free bananas from pedri, count that as the first thing ready for the party", you joked and he laughed, your eyes finding his immediately. you loved his smile. whenever you two shared a smile, or a look, you felt like everybody else disappeared from the room, only the two of you remaining present.
he felt it too, like you were the only one there with him, and his heart couldn't help to beat faster. but then reality would hit him, and he would hear gavi's voice asking you something, trying to make conversation, and he would look the other way. because it was not right.
gavi hadn't forgotten about his crush on you and in fact, he had told him that he would ask you the day of the party to go out on a date with him. so pedri had decided to step aside because his best friend liked you, and he couldn't do that him, no matter how he felt towards you.
..
the party was here and even when pedri invited only a couple of people, the place was crowded and he didn't know how that had happened. he went to get a drink to the kitchen and on his way back to the backyard he found gavi eagerly talking to you. he paused and stayed there, watching the two of you from a distance. gavi was probably asking you out right now. he turned and went looking for his brother.
you felt very weird. you arrived to the party with laura, and quickly found gavi with who you started talking. he introduced you to some of his teammates from the club who had attended to the party, you thought it was really sweet of him. but, you couldn't find pedri, and you found that really weird.
"im gonna find something to drink", you said to gavi.
"oh if you want i can bring it for you", he offered smiling.
"oh don't worry i'll be quick", you said and went inside the house, heading to the kitchen, you opened the door and there you found pedri. you couldn't help but to smile. "well hello, i finally found you"
"hey", god you looked gorgeous tonight, he thought. he really needed to stay away. "have you seen fer? im looking for him"
"yeah he's talking to one of your teammates", and you hadn't finished when he rushed past you, murmuring a "thanks"
the night was really different from what you had expected. from pedri being far away from you for a reason you couldn't comprehend, to gavi looking nervous and then asking you to go on a date with him, and you awkwardly telling him that you saw him as a friend and that you actually liked someone else. after the party ended, you stayed to go talk to pedri.
he was in the kitchen, yet again. "did i do something?", you asked, his behavior was hurting you, why would he act distant so suddenly?
"what do you mean?", he acted he really didn't know what you were talking about.
"you've been avoiding me all night, don't act like you haven't realized that"
he closed his eyes and swallowed hard. "it's for the better", he murmured.
"what is that supposed to mean?", you furrowed your brows, you were getting angry by all of this confusing conversation.
"did gavi left?", he asked you suddenly, completely changing the topic.
"i don't know and i don't care, pedri", you said truthfully, all you cared about was the boy in front of you.
that threw him out of balance, and he realized that you both had taken steps throughout the conversation and now were face to face. "didn't he... ask you out?", now he furrowed his eyebrows. he had stayed away from you all night because his friend was gonna shoot his shot with you.
"he did, and i said no", why would he care about that? it was obvious that you didn't have eyes for anyone else but for pedri.
his eyes widened and he couldn't help but to ask, "why?"
you gave in, you placed your hand on the side of his neck and leaned in to kiss him tenderly. he kissed you back and his hands found your waist. he felt like he was dreaming. you broke the kiss smiling and slight shaking your head, "you're the reason why"
everything clicked then, and he understood that it didn't matter if he stayed away, it didn't matter if he looked the other way, because it wouldn't change the way you felt about each other. he pulled you to him and kissed you again. this one being very different from the one moments ago. it was the kind of kiss that left you breathless, the kind that left you spinning. the type of kiss that made you feel like you were the only two people on earth.
but you weren't.
"you son of a bitch", you heard. you both separated from each other and turned to the kitchen door. gavi stood there, his jaw clenched.
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part 2
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leejungchans · 2 years
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i like you : l.c
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༉‧₊˚✧ for my 1k event !
requested by @joshuas : also! chan (svt) with a female reader and university au <3
a/n: hi ms shuawife <33 ty for requesting and also ty for the idea 😭😭 i owe u for all my chabbles (chan drabbles) ideas 💗
word count | 1.1k
pairing | lee chan (svt) x female reader
genre | fluff, university au
warning(s) / includes | food mentions (please lmk if i missed anything!)
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“People are staring,” you comment lightly when a group of high school kids walk past your table and spare you and your date a peculiar glance. Chan looks up from his noodles as the teens head further down the street, their silhouettes merging together in the darkness, only illuminated by the occasional street lamp or neon sign.
He turns back to you and shrugs, a small smile playing on his lips when he says, “Maybe they’re just jealous I have a beautiful date.”
“Stop it,” your cheeks grow warm, “I’m not.”
“You are, though,” Chan insists. “You look…” he gestures to your outfit, a satiny dress that your roommate lent you because all your other options suddenly seemed horrific as you were getting ready, “beautiful. Not that you don’t already, obviously, you still look pretty in your normal clothes—not that this dress can’t be ‘normal clothes’—oh God, what am I saying?”
“Chan,” you interrupt gently with a smile, putting a pause to his panicked rambling, “I get what you mean. Thank you. You look really great too.” You mean it. Butterflies have been fluttering wildly in your stomach ever since he picked you up in a crisp white shirt and black slacks, sleeves rolled up and top few buttons of his shirt undone.
The rosy flush on his cheeks spreads to the tips of his ears as he returns the smile, and your heart can’t help but thrum loudly against your ribcage at how radiant he looks when he smiles, the little scrunch of his nose, the twinkle in his eyes as he shyly runs a hand through his hair... You think you could sit here all night just admiring him. In a non-creepy way.
Chan’s next words come out much quieter as he looks down at his bowl of half-finished instant ramen. “I’m really sorry our date didn’t turn out as planned.”
“A little improvisation isn’t always bad,” you say lightly, feeling a twinge in your heart at how guilty he sounded. “Plus, I like it here, genuinely.”
Truth is, neither of you quite knew what to do for your first date. You just knew you liked the bumbling boy who sat next to you in your Modern History lecture, who asked to borrow a pen each time because he always forgot, who slid you candies whenever he noticed you were seconds from dozing off. You had a spring in your step for a week after he asked you to be his partner for your final project, but nothing could’ve ever prepared you for being asked out by him.
Ultimately, he took his older friends’ advice and suggested going out for dinner at a nice place. Traditional, classic, can’t go wrong, that’s what they told him.
It’s not that something went wrong. The dressing up part was fun, but it’s when you got to the restaurant that things started feeling off. Chan was a gentleman as always, yet he felt more like a stranger on your date than when you were in your class of over a hundred people, and you knew he was freaking out over the same thing no matter how hard he tried not to show it.
So while his older friends may not agree with your decision of leaving early for instant ramen and convenience store snacks, neither of you can really bring yourself to care. The air feels so much lighter here—no judgy servers and patrons casting looks at the two awkward, out-of-place university students, and certainly no overpriced meals that really just consisted of three bites of food. (How was either of you supposed to be full from that?)
Who cares if 7-11’s plastic outdoor chairs are creaky, or if your ramen is starting to get soggy, or if your soda is losing its fizz quicker than Vernon can give up on studying for his Economics exam? You’re happy.
“You like it here?” Chan echoes in utter disbelief. “B-But this place hardly screams first date.”
“Any place can be a first-date place depending on who you’re with, though. And how much you like them.”
You don’t think you’re helping much judging by the pout that seems to have settled on his face permanently. Is it too early to think about kissing him?
“I guess…” he murmurs, “it’s just that I think… you deserve a lot better than a 7-11.”
“Honestly, I’d rather eat with you behind a dumpster than at a place where we couldn’t be ourselves.” He cocks an eyebrow at you, and you falter slightly. “Well—maybe not a dumpster, but you know what I mean.”
Chan nods timidly, still unsure.
“My point is, I don’t like you any less just because we’re at a 7-11 and not some fancy place.” He can’t help but give his full attention to you—not that he doesn’t already—as your eyes glow with fiery determination. “You can take me here again for our second date, and our third, and our fourth, and I still wouldn’t care because I like you.”
Oh, how embarrassing, you were definitely being a little too intense just now. You reckon the burning sensation that erupts across your face is what molten lava would feel like if it ever came in contact with your skin. The stunned look on Chan’s face worries you. You’ve never had an outburst quite like this one in front of him, what if this scares him off?
The fierce glint in your eyes mellows back into something more neutral as you smile sheepishly. “Sorry, I came off a bit strong, didn’t I?”
Fervently, Chan shakes his head. “No—well, maybe a little, but I appreciate it!” he adds hastily upon seeing how your face fell slightly. There’s a strong urge to reassure you that he found your mini spiel more touching than anything else, that he feels comforted knowing now you didn’t find tonight a complete bust.
“Thank you, you have no idea how relieved I am to hear that because I really like you too,” you try not to smile too widely at how cute he looks with his bright pink ears, “and I’d love to take you on as many dates as you want.”
You beam sweetly, and it causes your cheeks to puff up and your twinkling eyes to curve into crescents. You’re so pretty it makes his pulse spiral out of control, soon enough he’ll feel his heartbeat all the way down to his toes. How is it only your first date and yet he’s already completely wrapped around your finger?
Chan thinks he’ll fall out of his chair when you reach across the small table to lay a gentle hand on his. Despite this, he secretly hopes you don’t let go. Your skin feels soft, if he had a little more courage he’d flip his hand around so he can intertwine your fingers.
Your eyes shyly flicker up to hold his gaze; maybe it’s just because he’s horrendously down bad, but he sees the entire universe in them.
“I’ll look forward to every single one, then.”
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a/n: shy dorky uni bf chan 🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️
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finleyforevermore · 26 days
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HELLOOOOOO LIL BRO!!! (i don't actually know your age so you could he older than me. I'm 15 lol) LITERALLY CANNOT BELIEVE I HAVEN'T DONE THIS SOONER BUT ALAS I AM HERE NOW!!!!! AND I WILL CONTINUE TO BOMBARD YOU WITH LIL SCENARIOS WHENEVER I THINK OF THEM
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You like theater. I like theater. It makes sense
We would definitely watch live action musicals and plays whenever possible and you would show me the ones you like and i would show you the ones I like
Now if you were interested we would audition to shows together bc i volunteer at a local theater all the time
We would have so much fun together! Honestly you would love the theater i go to (i even run their tiktok account but it only has two videos 😢)
Going over to your house to run lines and practice songs (well i don't sing bc i am bad at singing but i would help you!!)
Sleepovers bc i stayed over too late to go home. Taking all nighters to practice scenes and watch the show
Probably also fantasizing about our dream roles together. (Its Veronica from Heathers for me but again I can't sing 😭)
And if I'm not in the show you're in, don't worry!! I'll still be there cheering you on!!
We would be menaces if ee went to the same school. Targeting everyone to come see the show
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convenient segue everyone 😉
If we went to the same school I imagine we would go to the gardening club together
You just have the vibes of someone who likes plants
I would complain about the weather and fret over you, making aure you're staying hydrated in the warm sun
I imagine it would be pretty empty except for us too
We're like the groundskeepers basically
Probably planting specific flowers to convey different meanings
Selling some of them during the holidays like poinciana
Getting specialized and matching gloves
Singing while we work bc music makes everything better
I would be give you all the drama and say all my judgy comments
"Then she got up and sat next to this other girl who is barely even her friend! Like hellooo, why are you ignoring me 🙄. And the bitchiest part was when she tried talking to me like normal."
And then you would be lile "amor 😨 that's pretty mean. Maybe she didn't notice?"
After gardening we would probably get a snack and eat inside the greenhouse, maybe also get a refreshing drink
I'm your younger bro to clarify then! XD
And for the record I'm sure you sound wonderful! 💚💚💚💚💚
I love theatre BUT I'm frightened of the idea of performing onstage XD
You'd have to drag me kicking and screaming to the audition
But if I WASN'T, I'd be so excited ehehe
We rarely watch movie musicals anymore because I'm always ranting about how much better the stage versions are and how they ruined it XD (unless we watch one of the good adaptations ofc like West Side Story for example)
YESS US FANTASIZING OVER DREAM ROLES TOGETHER EHEHE
Got the funny visual of you waking up in the middle of the night and waking up to me trying (and falling) to quietly sing Pierre from NPATGCO1812 to not wake you up XD
I'd love the gardening club!! :D
I keep planting carnations "BECAUSE IT'S THA HADESTOWN FLOWER, AMOR! YOU EXPECT ME TO JOIN A GARDENING CLUB AND NOT PLANT THE HADESTOWN FLOWER?" "I love your enthusiasm but that's not at all what I said-"
Ik I seem all nice and kind on here and I think I'm like that irl, but trust and believe that if your pissed, I'm gonna be pissed too XD especially I've gone through similar crap with an ex friend
"She did not!! I told you about Marissa right? She did crap JUST like that! Even try to talk to me sometimes like she wasn't being a total prick- I swear people are the worst sometimes-"
We have a little treehouse or some kinda place where we can just hang out and have fun and have an absolute ball there :)
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sparkles-oflight · 7 months
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I wasn't going to post this. I saw everyone jumping on the "let me tell you my emotional connection to joker out" train and I wasn't going to participate because.....well....my annoying ass already said everything there needs to be said through tags on random posts (I should really learn how to shut my mouth).
But now it's 4 am (thank you Rosa Linn, I can't say that seriously ever again), I'm having trouble sleeping since I'm not fully recovered from my cold, so, fuck it.
I'll go on a rant so... I'll add the little thing that "divides" the post so that is easier to skip
Ah....where to start...I could tell you how I started enjoying joker out but that's a wholeass post on itself...
So, I'm going to start with how I connect to each member.
Bojan, you were the one who "opened the doors" to me. Frontman doing his service. In Bojan I saw a lot about myself. I saw a guy who loves to make bad puns, who loves languages and brag about their multicultural knowledge. I saw a guy who can be awkward at times, who deal with anxiety problems... Who says they'll stay away from Social media and then proceeds to post the most unhinged things. I saw someone who likes to understand societies as well (please be my tutor, I really need to pass sociology this is year) and likes to fight stereotypes.
Kris told us Bojan's parents can be a bit more judgy and without going into a lot of details, I'll say I also understand that so much (I didn't want to bring sexuality into this, but even if Bojan turns out to be straight, I still relate to all the pressure is parents must put on him just because he goes against "the norm" in the Balkans).
Kris...my bitch.
(Jk jk, I love him a lot).
How do I start?
Kris and I honestly have a lot of common too. The whole "bullying for falling at being one gender" thing hits so close. I don't talk about my gender much but I currently identify as a enby/gender fluid. However, for most of my life I was terrified of failing as a girl.
I remember coming home and asking my mom why was I different from the other girls (NOT IN THE WAY YOU ARE THINKING, PLS, I'M QUITE LITERALLY JUST NOT A GIRL 😅) and she would reply stuff like "Of course you are like the others, you have a vagina like them" - this sounds so bad and it made me feel so much worse because it didn't provide me with an answer at all to the bullying I endured. I had short hair, liked "boyish" things and so I was called a boy (+I got transphobic comments too ✌🏽😙). I was never as close with the girls because of it and boys would also exclude me from being too close to them. I was in the middle and I had to change my personality countless times to fit my assigned gender.
Now that I'm in university, I finally figured myself out and it's so refreshing waking up to see myself with short hair again, with more "genderless" clothes, having no problems with my little "moustachio" and being able to appreciate what I see in the mirror... learning to love myself.
Kris as we know him identifies as a man. He, however, also learned how to break the gender stigma (AND THAT OUTFIT IS A FUCKING STATEMENT) and learned that having confidence in himself is all that matters. No matter how long your hair is, no matter how you dance or sing, no matter the color of your pants. Be yourself and be proud of you are is really what matters!
Jan....I actually don't have a lot to say (I think I wasted most my words with Kris), but just like Kris I also love how comfortable Jan feels in himself and how little he seems to care about what others think. I love his sense of humor and his style. I love his voice and how sometimes he can get a little embarrassed off-stage...I would just really love to have him as a best friend honestly. He probably zones out instead of listening, but oh well 😅
Naceeeeee, my teddy bear. I also don't have the energy to dive too deep in the topic, but as someone who also struggled with body image issues, I'm so proud whenever Nace feels comfortable on his own skin. It's refreshing.
But obviously I gotta mention that post. It's kinda funny to me that he wrote that when I'm currently writing a story for my script class about how it is to live with divorced parents and how the feeling of belonging is something we strive for.
It's something I definitely struggled with all my life and it's getting worse as time goes on. It's so refreshing to see another person go through and talk about it and seeing that they reached the happy ending I'm also looking for...
Jure le chatton. You know I don't usually talk much about you because we know nothing about your life. However, that interview where you said you asked your mom why you were problematic, hit me hard. For a lot of reasons I have mentioned before, but also because I'm considered problematic by both my parents. I don't want to get into many details... It's 4m after all.
There's one thing I was going to mention on Bojan's part, but I figured it would fit the whole band.
I really really am looking up to these guys. They are around my age and they have done so much already. I have been stuck in the past couple of years due to my depression - and realistically I never thought of actually turning 18, let alone 20 - and seeing how much they worked hard makes me want to work hard myself. I haven't been able to, but hopefully I will...
Also, everyday I have been waking up in a good mood knowing I have met some incredible people thanks to this fandom and the boys! Like, excuse people actually care about what I write, what???? 😅
It's been a great experience so far. Let's see what this will bring me in the future :)
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whsprings · 5 days
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we have queer process here and I kind of want to bring up being asexual in that context... but I'm also scared. even though I've identified as ace for years I still haven't accepted it, if that makes sense. being 25 and having never done anything at all whatsoever is just plain embarassing and I worry that people will think I am judgy or repressed or lame or or or
idk. being ace feels like just one more part of me that is broken and wrong and bad and unconventional at best and incel-adjacent at worst. even queer spaces don't know about the ace experience and I just wish I didn't have to explain myself so much, or be told that my aceness is a product of mental illness, or that I am making things too complicated, or looking for attention, or trying to be special. it doesn't help that I have to define asexuality in the negative, in what i lack. people ask what sexual attraction is (or how to differentiate between platonic and romantic attraction) and it's like trying to explain the flavor of a dish you've never tasted.
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captainjacklyn · 2 years
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Pomefiore with a reader that's too honest (bit like vil???)
Like reader would judge everyone, in a negative way. They could be positive but nah <3.
They don't care about other people feelings because is not their not business.
Would roast you,how you look because why not
Let's imagine reader is very smart like young sheldon cooper: Could tell you why you don't exist and you would believe them logic
That's just me in a nutshell, Let's do it !
Content : Pomefiore has to deal with another very judgy person and that one person is the famous Simon Cowell 2.0 = reader. Let's see how long they handle it.
Warning(s) : I cuss a lot so if you wouldn't want to see such language you have the freedom to ignore this post. If you like these character so much that you refuse to see them roasted, again, ignore the post. If this is what you wanted, enjoy !
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Potato why is rook crying on the floor ?
And it isn't just rook this time it's the ENTIRE FUCKING DORM.
He can't handle you and your judgement especially that every time he makes one movement or breaths for a second, you just pop out of nowhere to insult his face.
"how about you eat some of your makeup ? So that you'll be pretty on the inside for once you son of a-"
"do you anything better to do, potato ?"
"No...Oh wait !"
?
"Quit trying to be smartass when all you are is a pain in the ass"
POTATO-
And of course you get away with everything because why the fuck not ?
But he sometimes enjoy your judgement when it comes to other dorm students such as epel to remind him of what is happening and how he should be acting like.
"You know Vil, your obsession over your face isn't that bad cause if laughter became a medicine, you would be curing the world right now"
FUCK YOUR HEAD AND THE NECK IT RODE ON, HE IS DONE WITH YOU IN EVERY WAY IMAGINABLE.
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My my someone is quite straight forward today aren't they ?
"SHUT UP ROOK THIS IS THE 800th TIME YOU'VE TOLD ME THAT TODAY I AM SICK OF IT"
*shuts up from your response and says absolutely nothing for the rest of the day, leona is grateful to you too bad you called him a cunt the last time you two interacted with each other*
you might say this is out of character for rook to be scared of someone who judges others. And it probably fucking is because I don't know shit about this man AT ALL.
besides the fact that he :
comes from Savannaclaw, leaves to be in Pomefiore, had freckles, magically got rid of them, falls in love with Vil, becomes a stalker, tries to murder people and gets away with it like a FUCKING CHAMPION, speaks French in the most illegal way possible (as a French native myself I felt threatened), loves everything and everyone (I swear to god that you will one day see him staring at a pile of shit and then straight up look at you to tell you about his kinks)
But with you being the judgmental person you are only makes him want to pry into your personal life and ask an incredible amount of inappropriate questions.
If that's not good enough for you, I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS.
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You two will have each other's heads. Epel is tired of your judging just popping out of nowhere and anywhere.
epel already has a bad bond with you but it only thickens as you insult the absolute fuck out of this guy. Just straight up : "epel stop sucking at everything there is something called 'swallow'"
Was that a bad roast ? It was a bad roast, I ran out of ideas once rook's part was over.
But I will keep going even if it kills me because I love your request and I'm planning on SACRIFICING MY LIFE FOR YOUR ASKS.
moving on epel had started to show signs of his naturally insane self, you both tried to choke each other once-
Don't think that this apple on chopstick didn't try to stab you in your sleep at night. I'm not exaggerating this is just what I would expect from an ordinary apple with no poison.
Sorry for this epel stans but I have decided it will be this way. Y 'all can try to murder me as much as you want I won't take it back.
APOLOGISE-
OVER MY DEAD BODY !
*feels like I shouldn't have said that because you are most likely to turn this into a reality*
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Thank you for reading I hope you enjoy it.
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idololivine · 1 month
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eiden for the ask meme?
First impression
I had zero expectations going into the game. Didn't even know what characters there were. And then they hit me with one of the most charming protagonists I've ever seen, and I was hooked.
Impression now
Same positive sentiment, but deeper! He's funny and sweet. He means well but fucks up sometimes. He's kind of a judgy bitch but so am I, and he reigns it in for the things his loved ones really care about. He has layers upon layers of abandonment issues. He was (is?) hypersexual in a way that was getting him into a lot of danger and now sex is his way of deepening his connections and healing. Protagonist of all time.
Favorite moment
There's this moment in FG Olivine's R4 where Eiden says he's going to "pop this prayer crystal's cherry" and it's the most insane way to phrase that sentence. Olivine doesn't even acknowledge it. It's so fucking funny.
Idea for a story
There's that t4t top Eiden/bottom Quincy fic I mentioned before...
Also in my long running omegaverse AU, Eiden's original world didn't have a/b/o dynamics and so he's none of the above. Doesn't have pheromones, can't smell pheromones, etc. So in a world of Magical Boysmells that he can't smell... Garu's is the only one he can, because Garu's is due to him being a wolf yokai and not because of omegaverse. I also don't know what would actually happen in the fic though.
Unpopular opinion
bottom Eiden isn't superior and I'm tired of being told otherwise. embrace switch Eiden or die by my hand
no your blorbo is not uniquely deserving of a monogamous romantic relationship with Eiden please google polyamory for me. when you're ready you can also look up relationship anarchy but I know that might be too complicated to understand so no pressure
Favorite relationship
I knooooow I disqualified Olivine before but I disqualified Eiden at the same time for them both being cop out answers. So that means I'm allowed to answer them for each other. That's how this works
Anyway, EiOli. They have this dynamic that's incredibly sweet and affirming and supportive, but crucially - for my arospec ass - it doesn't read like a romance novel. Like, for a lot of the other guys it's very "they're so IN LOVE it's so ROMANTIC they are ROMANTICALLY IN LOVE don't you feel ROMANCED." Romance is an inaccessible emotion to me and if you keep shoving La Romance TM in my face I'll just tune out.
Back to EiOli - they're affectionate and intimate, but in a way that reads more queerplatonic than romantic to me. They support each other, but aren't wholly dependent on each other; Olivine's healing depends mainly on himself, and Eiden has his own shit (mostly) on lock. Also they fuck NASTY. Olivine's h scenes really embody sugar and spice and everything nice.
Runner up though, if we're disqualifying Olivine anyway... EiGaru snuck up on me. I'm a sucker for "choosing to stay" type stuff (oh the arospec fantasy of someone choosing to stay even though I can't love them the "right" way). Though I can't quite wrap my head around EiKaru still, and they're a package deal. Shrugs.
Favorite headcanon
Do headcanons have to be canon compliant? Which understanding of headcanon are we using here...
Trans Eiden with phalloplasty. That's it, that's the headcanon
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New Journey (S.H.) Chapter 1 Season 1
! This is a backstory. There are more chapters to the actual fic. Check my masterlist !
Pairing: (eventual) Steve Harrington x henderson!reader
Summary: The beggining of the story. How did Y/n Henderson get herself into this mess? How did she deal with the loss of a dear friend and how will she survive the bullies and monsters?
Warnings: swearing, blood
Notes: Hello! I know that I didn't really move the story along that much, but it was already getting a little too long so I decided to leave it like this for the second chapter. Thank you to all the new people who have been liking the story! Stay safe out there and I hope you enjoy! 💕
Gif not mine
Season 1 Prologue << New Journey Masterlist >> Chapter 2
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You finally arrived to Hawkins Middle and waited for the bell to ring. It was around lunch time now, so you decided to go inside, find Dustin and get him home to relax.
Kids' voices could be heard all around the school, making you reflect on your own days here. You were about to enter the cafeteria when a voice distracted you.
" Miss Henderson." you felt like you were busted, even if you didn't go here anymore.
" Mr. Clarke. Hi, hello!" you were feeling a bit anxious. Sure, he's one of the nicer teachers you've ever had and Dustin adores him, but he was still a teacher at this school, you don't know how he would feel about you taking Dustin with you.
" What a surprise. May I ask why you are not in your schools halls?" his voice had hints of playfulness, but he did seem truly curious.
" I, uh... I came to check on the boys. I don't know if you have heard about Will.." you told him reluctantly. You were sure Joyce or anyone would want rumors running around, but you figured with Hopper asking people about Will's whereabouts, some would already know. Hawkins was a small town with many people who love gossip.
" Yeah, the principal informed me... Do you have any news about him?" he sighed. A teacher never wants his kids to get hurt.
" Not much.. Hopper just found his bike in the woods. Uh, the chief, sorry."
" It's okay." he looked at you and then his eyes fell on the door behind you leading to the cafeteria "So, you're here to take Dustin, huh?"
' Damn he's smart' you had hoped to get past him and then sneak Dustin out.
" Yeah.. I hoped to take him home to relax a little."
" This sure has been stressful on the kids.. Why don't you take them all with you? I'll cover for them here."
" Are you sure?" you did not expect him to go along with your plan and even let you take them all.
" Yeah, they need a rest. I've heard the chief can get pretty harsh with his questioning." he winked at you and you smiled.
" Oh, you have no idea. Thank you so much!" you started walking backwards, heading for the door.
" No worries, miss Henderson. Tell their parents all is covered here with their absences. Take care!" he turned around to leave and you smiled to yourself. Nothing is better than a teacher who truly cares.
You finally opened the door and searched all the tables for the party. There were so many kids and so many high-pitched voices you were getting a headache. When your eyes finally landed on your brother's hat you quickly walked to them, trying not to draw too much attention to yourself.
" Hey kids." you crouch down, your elbows on the table. They turned to look at you, their expressions confused. You smirked when you saw Dustin's bite fall from his fork.
" What are you doing here?" he asked, putting his fork down.
" I am here to bust you out." you joked.
" What?" Mike said.
" Hopper came to question me too.. I know about Will and I know how you guys feel right now, so... I'm here to take you home."
" But what about school?" Lucas asked and the others nodded.
" I spoke to Mr. Clarke and he agreed to let you guys leave, he's got it covered."
" Oh, that's awesome!" Dustin said a little too loud, resulting to some kids turning to give them weird looks. You knew how judgy kids could be in this grade.
" Why don't you try being a little more quiet? Your friend is supposed to be missing. I thought I'd find you guys crying your eyes out." you started making your way towards the door, the kids behind you.
" We know Will. He's going to be alright." Mike said confidently and got out of the room.
You had to admit that they were stronger than you gave them credit for. Your anxiety was eating you alive ever since the police came to question you.
After you dropped all the kids to their homes and explained the situation to their mothers, you and Dustin arrived back home. Before you could even say a word, Dustin had gone to his room, closing the door behind him.
You knew your brother well enough and that wasn't normal for him. Maybe the rest of the party wasn't as anxious as he was, but Dustin was certainly worrying a lot about his friend. That's why you wanted him to come home from school. After losing the friends he had made back home, you knew he had a fear of being alone, of losing people.
You decided to do some chores around the house, before going to speak to him, you knew he needed some time to process his emotions. You made some food for you to eat, cleaned the plates and the kitchen counter, placing everything back to their place. Lastly, you gave Mews his food and headed to knock on your brother's door.
" Hey, buddy? Can I come in?" you heard a mumble from inside the room and took it as a yes. You opened the door and saw your brother lying on his bed staring at the ceiling. You made your way to him and sat down on the bed, rubbing his stomach.
" Mike is so sure Will is going to be okay, but... What if he isn't? What if something terrible has happened? What if-" Dustin started expressing his thoughts immediately, without you even asking him, but before he continued you stopped him.
" Hey, no, no, no. You can't think like that.. It's perfectly okay for you to feel sad, but you can't give up on him that easily." you watched him sit up, frowning.
" I don't know.."
" Will is going to be okay. They are gonna find him and before you know it you'll be playing d&d again, alright?" you rubbed his arm, reassuring him.
" Promise?"
" Promise." you smiled down at him and hugged him. You hated what was happening. You just hoped you could keep that promise
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You were cleaning one of the tables at the diner. It was around seven in the afternoon, the sky already pitch black. Some people decided to stay a bit longer at the diner than usual since of a rather heated conversation you didn't really want to be a part of.
They were discussing the disappearance of Will. By now the whole town has heard about what happened, Hopper even organized a search party for Will in the woods to try and find anything that could help them, maybe even find Will. You were hoping for the latter.
When you mother had arrived home, she told you she would be going to help as well. She was so sad when she found out about Will. Your brother wanted to go as well, but both of you and mom made him promise not to go out alone until this whole thing has been resolved.
She was worried about you too returning alone from your shift, especially now that Jonathan can't ride you back, but you promised her you'd go straight back home as fast as you could.
" I bet the kid ran away back to his father. A woman alone can't raise a kid, they can't give them the protection they need." you rolled your eyes at one of the comments an old costumer made. That's what you had to deal with all afternoon. People making speculation about a family they didn't even truly know. You had to control yourself so many times to not start yelling. You were just glad it was almost time to leave.
" I'm surprised you made it till the end of your shift." you heard Donna say. She was one of the other waitresses here and the oldest. Mr. Miller and her have worked along side for almost 30 years " I thought that by now you'd be done with all the bullshit you've been hearing and got the hell out of here."
You chuckled at her comment "You have no idea how much patience I have. Also I need to be paid." she laughed at your comment. Donna was really sweet. You remember was warm she was to you on your first day here, making you feel welcomed.
" Amen to that." you approached her behind the counter, setting down the disk you had on your hands "They really don't know what happened to Willy, huh?" she asked as you followed her to the kitchen where you would clean the dirty dishes you had collected.
" All they know is that he didn't come home last night... The police has the same theories our 'beloved' costumers have, but I don't buy it. Will doesn't trust Lonnie anymore."
" Yeah, pretty sure no one ever did." she remembers Lonnie and knew about what had happened. Donna was the kind of woman that knew everything going around this town, but never gossiped unless she could trust you.
You finished with the dirty pile and it was finally time for you to go home. You quickly changed your outfit in the bathroom (not making the same mistake you did yesterday) and bid your goodbyes to Donna and Mr. Miller.
The ride home was more scary that you had thought it'd be. You were constantly checking around for anyone or anything coming close to you. You passed the familiar houses, seeing that most of them didn't have their lights on. You guessed they were out to search for Will. The moment you stepped inside your house was when you finally felt safe. You were just realising how fast your heart was beating.
" Dustin, I'm back!" you took off your jacket and called out for Dustin, but received no answer back "Dustin?" you said once again as you were walking towards his bedroom.
You opened the door and saw the room empty. Your heart was beginning to beat like crazy again. You noticed a little note on his bed and your eyes widened at the words.
' Y/n, I'm sorry, but i couldn't stay behind and do nothing. We'll be okay.'
" Son of a bitch." your body took action before you could even think about what you would do. You put your jacket back on, grabbed a flashlight from the kitchen and rode again into the darkness, barely noticing the rain that had just started.
You didn't really have a plan. You knew they'd be out in the woods, but you had no idea where to start. You hoped you'd be able to find a footprint or maybe their bikes on the side of the road, but no luck. The rain was getting stronger by the minute and it was getting hard to see. After thirty minutes of searching any signs for their path on the road, you decided you were just wasting time and you should also go in to find them. But before you could stop your bike, a raccoon ran to cross the road out of nowhere, giving you no time to dodge it carefully. The force of your brakes made you lose your balanced and you fell on the wet road.
" Ah, shit." you could feel your knee bleeding from the harsh fall. After a moment of collecting yourself, you cursed the damn raccoon and got up, making your way to a nearby tree so you could place your bike there.
You sighed, putting your hands on your hips, as you debated your options about going in or not, when you heard noise coming from next to you.
You turned and looked around, flashing the light towards the sound. You saw no one and nothing there. You approached carefully trying to understand what had caused it. Suddenly, you heard a branch breaking from behind you and you yelped. But again you saw nothing.
" If it's that stupid raccoon, I swear to God.." you whispered to yourself.
You were taking a last look around you, when you heard growling. Every single hair on your body went up, fearing for your life. Last year a hunter had reported the appearance of a black bear in the woods. They never found anything, but you were now dreading the thought of the bear being real. You felt it coming closer by the second when lights were shown into your eyes.
" Fuck! Who is that?!" you yelled shielding your eyes from the lights. If someone was playing a joke on you, you'd go mad. But luckily a very familiar voice was heard.
" Y/n, why are you out here?" it was your brother. His light along side Luca's light from their bikes was what had startled you.
You looked at them, your eyes finally adjusting to the light, and scoffed "What am I doing here? What are you doing here? You think this is okay? Dustin you promised you'd stay in! Do you understand it's dangerous out here?!"
" We're sorry, okay? But we couldn't stay inside while everyone was doing something to help!" your brother protested and you bit your lip.
" Never, and I mean ever, go behind my back like that, okay?" you saw them nod their heads and you took a deep breath "Where's Mike?"
" I'm here." you heard him say as he got out of the woods and next to his friends, but he wasn't alone. A kid around their age was hiding behind him wearing his jacket.
" Who is this?" you asked confused as you looked at the shaved child.
" We'll explain everything when we get to Mike's, come on." Lucas announced and after some minutes you carefully made your way in, trying not to wake anybody up.
You got down to Mike's basement and while you were all getting settled in, you started asking all the questions that were running through your head.
" So, you just found her there?" you hadn't realised at first that she was a girl, but after a careful look it was clear to you. From the moment you saw here first till now as she sat on the couch, she looked frightened.
" Yes! That's what we've been telling you. We went out to look for Will, but found her instead." Mike told you and you just shook your head.
" This is insane.. " you whispered under your breath and locked eyes with the girl "Sweetie, is everything okay?" you tried to go closer to her, but she flinched at your movement. You stopped and took a couple steps back "Shit.."
" Is there a number we can call for your parents?" you heard Mike speak up, but the girl didn't flinch at him, which raised even more questions.
" Where's your hair? Do you have cancer?" Dustin said from beside you and you hit his arm, silently telling him that was inappropriate.
" Did you ran away?" Lucas joined in right before Mike asked again.
" Are you in some kind of trouble?" the girl hadn't said a word, just looking back and forth between the boys as they spoke.
" Is that blood?" Lucas pointed to the girl's dirty shirt, when you've finally had enough.
" Hey, stop it! You're making her even more scared than she already is."
" She's scaring me!" Lucas protested looking up at you.
" I bet she's deaf." Dustin told you, then clapped his hands together to prove his point. But the girl reacted to the sound, making you roll your eyes at your brother's words "Not deaf."
" Okay, that's enough! All these questions are not the right way to approach this situation." you informed them.
" And how do we get her to talk?" Lucas asked sarcastically, but you ignored him. You tried to get as close to the lost child as you could so you didn't scare her even more. You crouched down so she wouldn't have to look up at you.
" Hey, can you tell me your name, dear? We just want to help you." you gave her one of your sweet smiled, but got nothing in return "Okay that was my best shot." you sighed and got up again.
" She's shivering." Mike noticed and went to find some clothes for her to wear. While he was looking around, the storm outside was getting bigger, the thunder scaring the girl.
" It's okay.. It was just a thunder." you tried to reassure her, when Mike finally returned holding a couple clothes out for her.
" Here, these are clean, okay?" the girl reluctantly took the clothes from Mike. You observed her as she wiped some of the droplets on her face, before she placed them on the couch. She took off Mike's jacket and went to take off her clothes right there.
Exclamations of surprise left the boys' mouths and you just rolled your eyes "My God, relax. Not here sweetie. The bathroom would be a better choice." you expressed your idea outloud and Mike agreed.
" Yeah, yeah.. Um, follow me." Mike headed to the small bathroom and the girl followed behind silently.
" Did you have to be so weird about it? Poor thing, I don't think she understands anything of what's happening." you looked over to them and heard a small 'no' and 'yes' from the girl. That made you feel like you were making some progress and let a small sigh of relief.
" It's not out fault that she did that!" Lucas said shocked over this whole situation.
" This is mental." your brother said when Mike returned from the bathroom.
" At least she can talk." Mike told you when he stepped into your little circle.
" She said 'no' and 'yes'. Your three-year-old sister says more." Lucas said, sarcasm filling his words.
" She tried to get naked." Dustin said and looked at all of you, before Lucas continued.
" There's something seriously wrong with her. Like wrong in the head."
" Okay, I think you guys are exaggerating. Maybe she doesn't know how to react around people.. Especially strangers." you tried to justify her actions. She's so young and she's somewhere she doesn't know, you wouldn't want to be in her shoes at all.
" She just went like..." Dustin said from next to you as he tried to imitate the girl's movement when she tried to take her clothes off and, in the process, knocked his hat from his head.
" Yeah, she doesn't know how to react, because she escaped from Pennhurst and I'm sure of that." Lucas pointed out and you groaned at his comment.
" From where?" Mike questioned, clearly getting as annoyed as you.
" The nuthouse in Kerley County."
" You got a lot of family there?" Dustin teased Lucas once again.
" Bite me."
" Hey! Stop it you two!" you pointed at them, your expression harsh.
" Seriously though, think about it. That would explain her shaved hair and why she's so crazy." Lucas said looking up at you. You could see in his eyes that he wasn't joking, he was serious about the girl and also scared.
" Why she went like..." Dustin did the same movement as before.
" She's an escapee is the point. She's probably a psycho."
" Like Michael Myers." Dustin added to Lucas's comment.
" Stop assuming things about people. And let's not jump into any more theories." you told them.
" We should have never brought her here." Lucas said.
" So, you just wanted to leave her out in that storm?" Mike nearly yelled at him, you worried about his parents or Nancy hearing you.
" Yes! We went out to find Will, not another problem." Lucas's fought back and you've had enough.
" Hey! I am not going to make another comment about your behaviors, alright? We have to help her, she's lost and scared. It's the right thing to do." you looked them all in the eye, Dustin nodding his head.
" We should tell your mom." he said after you.
" I second that." Lucas' spoke as well.
" Finally we agree." you sighed at their idea.
" Who's crazy now?" Mike told you all.
" How is that crazy?"
" Cause we weren't supposed to be out tonight, remember?" Mike argued back at Lucas's question.
" I remember." you said sternly, sending a look towards Mike.
" Yes.. So if I tell my mom and she tells your mom and your guys' mom..."
" Oh, man." Dustin sighed.
" Our houses become Alcatraz." Lucas looked like he had a profound realization about the whole thing.
" Exactly. We'll never find Will."
" First of all, it's not your job to find Will." you protested, trying to put some sense into their little minds.
" We won't stop looking, Y/n.. If you want us to be safe, come along, but we're not stopping." Mike looked at you with the most serious expression you've ever seen him have.
" You- Okay.. Okay! Let's get back to the issue at hand. Listen to the plan, alright. She stays here for tonight-" you started laying out the plan you had on your head.
" Mike is gonna have a girl here-" Lucas said shocked but Mike stopped him.
" She's right. The storm is too strong for her to go out again."
" Tomorrow morning you're gonna have to take her to your mother without raising any suspicions of you guys being out tonight, because all of them will freak out, especially our mother." your yours were mainly headed towards Mike, but you could she Dustin agreeing to your little comment about your mom. She cared a lot about the too of you and that made her sometimes a little too protecting.
" I'm going to have her sneak to the front door. Mom will know what to do after that. She'll go back to Pennhurst or whenever she comes from and this story will be done, so we can focus again on Will." Mike finished your plan.
"God, this is crazy..." you said under your breath as you watched the boys make a small fort like bed for the girl to sleep in. You decided to go check on her. She still looked a bit frightened around you, but you gave her your best smile hoping she would start trusting you. All you wanted was for her to be safe again.
After everything was set up, she sat on the bed looking at Mike who was talking to her alone. The rest of you were putting your jackets back on, even though they were still wet from the rain. Dustin put his hat back on and you headed to the stairs. You were the first one to get up to the main floor of the house, looking down at Dustin and Lucas who were staring at the other two.
" Do you really think she's physco?" you faintly head Dustin ask.
" Wouldn't want her in my house." his friend answered.
" Hey, come on, let's head out." you called out for them and after a second both of them were next to you.
You walked to the door, when you heard a light switch turning on.
" Shit, go, go, go!" you whispered and quickly opened the door, motioning for them to head out. You made it safely out, without anyone seeing the three of you.
The rain was still falling down heavily, so your ride back to your homes was slow and steady. You dropped Lucas off and after five minutes you and Dustin arrived home. You went in, taking your wet shoes and jackets off, before placing them in the laundry room. Luckily your mother hadn't arrived yet, so you were in the clear. You both got ready for bed in silence, the shock from the night filling your heads.
You were thinking about everything that had happened while taking off your clothes, when suddenly you remember something that was left unexplained. Your blood stained knee made itself aware to you. You had completely forgotten about it, since it didn't hurt that much and also because of the girl that you found in the woods.
You put on your pyjamas, your eyebrows scrunching as you headed to your brother's bedroom.
" Hey.."
" Hi." he answered you without looking up at you, he was busy fixing his school bag for tomorrow.
" Did you guys maybe, uh... hear a growling in the woods while you were out there?" you knew the question sounded weird, but that moment had really terrified you. You didn't even know what it was.
" Growling?" now he turned to look at you.
" Yeah.. did you hear something or saw a big animal?"
" No, other than the girl, we didn't see anyone else. Are you okay?" you could see him worrying about the sound you had heard, but you decided to dismiss it.
" I bet it was nothing.. Probably that damn raccoon that scared me in the road." you giggled and your brother smiled at your comment. You didn't want him to have more worries in his mind and it probably really wasn't something huge anyway, just your scared mind playing tricks on you.
" Goodnight, buddy."
" Goodnight." he answered back and you both headed to your beds, unawared of the actual danger of the situations you had gotten yourselves into.
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