#he's breaking my heart in this season

[kennethbrangh]

Ciarán Hinds in The Dry | 2.01 + 2.02

#ciaran hinds #the dry #he's breaking my heart in this season #let him be happy!!!! #that hair so white! #also uhm those......shirts...... #well let me shut up #gifs*

[butterflysonnets]

yes i'm rooting for m*leven breakup because byler is neat but mostly? i'm rooting for m*leven breakup for the sake of el and mike.

to me, their romance was always a puppy love born out of a combination of social pressures, naïve curiosity, and a lack of true understanding regarding intimacy and romantic love and what it really is. it was real in that they do truly, deeply care about each other and they are close friends, maybe even shared an attraction, but a maturing romance is so much more than that. they've grown up and out of being boyfriend/girlfriend, and that's okay! i think television/film needs to show more often that most of us don't have definite "soulmates" or first childhood loves that we spend our whole lives with. it doesn't mean these relationships meant nothing and didn't impact us, it just means they've run their course and that something else is in the cards, and this is part of life!

i've always felt el was at her best and most confident self when broken up with mike, discovering who she was and what she liked alongside another girl her age instead of just relying on mike for mentorship on how to live in the real world. she deserves more of an opportunity to find herself, her autonomy, and her independence, and to love who she is, and she's made it clear she's felt insecure in the relationship with mike because she isn't being loved and understood the way she wants, needs, and deserves from someone who is her partner.

also, it's okay if mike doesn't love her in "the way he should". he is not obligated to love her romantically and stay in a relationship with her just because she's a girl, because she "needed someone", or because he cares about her a lot. he shouldn't be pressured into a romance if it's not truly coming from his heart. he deserves freedom to find out and honour who he is, too, instead of just staying in his non-functional first relationship — one he got into as a child, essentially — and defining himself that way because it's what's expected when a boy and a girl are close. he loves her in some way, yes, but it's okay if he doesn't feel comfortable or secure being her boyfriend anymore, for whatever reason that is. he's felt insecure too, and that's valid and it matters.

they are their own people and are steadily growing and changing every day. they need time to figure out who those people are, and it's become clear (at least in my opinion) that those people aren't meant to be a couple at this stage.

they deserve freedom. they deserve to grow up and be authentic to themselves and not feel like they need to lie for the sake of a relationship. they deserve to move on from this version of their relationship that isn't making them happy and rekindle the best part of their bond: their strong, beautiful friendship. they don't have to be a couple if it doesn't make them stronger and better and happier people.

i think it would be healthy and wonderful for a show, especially one consumed frequently by young adults, to show a relationship starting, progressing, and ending on good terms in this way. sometimes things don't work out, and that is okay.

#eve text #elmike #stranger things #byler #only tagging byler because i feel like yall will like this take lol #tagging tagging tagging WHAT ARE EVERYONE ELSE'S THOUGHTS #god i can't believe i'm making a post about stranger things. this feels like poking a bear #i'm not particularly anti m*leven but like... they'd have to do something pretty special at this point for me to feel like it's viable #i'm seeing the bts of s5 and it's got me Having Thoughts #elmike friendship is something i am so passionate about #even before i ever liked byler (didn't ship at all until s4 even though i knew it was a thing before) i've felt this way about elmike #i always believed they were close friends at heart and needed to break up #the romance part of them felt very distinctly young and very much “he was a boy she was a girl” to me #and it hasn't deepened into anything more mature and i don't see how it could based on the current state of the writing... #the fact that lumax exists — a young relationship that is actively maturing and is healthy — makes that clear to me #and the “love confession” in s4 and how disingenuous and miserable it felt was just the nail in the coffin #also the fact that will (who is IN LOVE with mike) was instrumental in making it happen? ... uh... okay... interesting choice… #fucked up and reductive if they make it another queer unrequited love sacrifice for the sake of pushing the heterosexual agenda YUCK #so i really hope the speculation about a m*leven breakup is real!! i think it just makes sense for their characters but who knows #i don't believe in the notion of love at first sight or one true love and i think the writers don't too??? #love to me is an accumulation of experiences and we inevitably choose it at some point rather than fall into it... but idk #tv is so fixated on keeping couples together... sometimes it's just not reality guys especially with young people... LET IT GO... #like i said though i'm not 100% sold that they're going to give up their “golden couple” LMAO #stranger things hasn't historically subverted too many tropes if i'm being honest #anyway i seriously need this season to come out quickly... i'm so bored and getting my master's is crushing my soul #i need frivolity #ALSO btw i won't respond to hateful messages about this so please don't bother. it's not that serious. this is a netflix show

[guardian-angle22]

911 Lone Star | TK Strand in 4.04 Abandoned

#911 lone star spoilers #tk strand #his eyes in this scene are seriously breaking my fucking heart #ronen has been lowkey knocking it out of the park this season ngl #from comedic shit to... this. my god #the slow realization as he looks at the board of dead women #the vacant look in his eyes in the last one at the thought of carlos ending up on a board like that #my gifs #911 lone star #episode: s04e04 abandoned

[doodle-empress66]

My fucking heart this man just needed a true cuddle & forgiveness just ONCE & I’m so so happy it was Fizz to give it to him. Blitzø needs this- I hope that it helps him move on now & that he heals enough to try with Stolas later on. You’re so precious, Blitzø!!

#SO PROUD OF HIM #HE DID SO GOOD & FIZZ REALLY CAME THROUGH WITH BEING GENUINE TOO. #Just by this reaction you can tell he barely ever gets hugged which BREAKS MY HEART #helluva boss blitzo #helluva boss #helluva boss fizzarolli #helluva boss season 2 #animation #vivziepop

[the-words-we-sung]

Thoughts and pictures - S3E1

So after digesting my first watch a little bit, I'm starting my rewatch of this season and I'll share a few thoughts and reactions (and screenshots) because I can't keep it all to myself 😱

I was happy that we dived directly into the (sort of) trial and confrontation between Wilhelm, Simon and August. I do wonder how much time passed between the speech and this scene though. It sets the tone for the entire season for Wilhelm: he's gonna be alone, with no support whatsoever from his parents. He enters the room alone, his parents arrive after him and his mother doesn't even look at him... Simon arrives with his mother and August with his stepdad. But Wilhelm has to deal with the situation alone (aka how to get incredibly mad at Kristina barely 5min into the season 😤)

Simon looks so pretty and so sad. (And how did Omar manage to look even younger this season??) He wants to be done with this whole thing. Also I checked but 1.2 millions kronor is not as much as I thought it would be (it's apparently around 107 000€, which is not bad, but I was expecting more)

I see what you did there Simon 😏 (Can someone gif this scene and put it in parallel with Wilhelm seeing Simon's room for the first time and saying "cozy" in season 1? :p)

The boys coming back to the meeting: very smooth. Nobody knows what you were doing. Nop. Not at all. (We can see Linda kinda smirking when Simon sits back whereas Kristina looks like she just ate a very sour lemon). Wilhelm arranging his hair and Simon smiling at him: they might be in the middle of an important meeting and at the Palace but they're still 2 teenage boys in love (and I love them for that 💜)

Rickard looked and sounded like such an idiot in the previous seasons that I didn't expect him to actually be competent! But I guess we were mostly seeing him through August's eyes... I know Rickard said he was the best lawyer in the country but I have to admit that I thought he was just bragging ^^' Also: August is such an asshole. Did he really need to rile up Wilhelm like that? He's got quite the confidence to attack him and tell him how he just fuck things up on his own, in front of everyone like that, including the queen. Who, again, is not defending her son!! She tells them to shut up but she says nothing to August for talking like that to her son 😠

(They look like they've been called to the principal office). Kristina doesn't look at them immediately, she looks at Erik's picture on her desk first. Then she looks at August. And then finally at Wilhelm. She is so awful to him this season... Right from the start. And then she breaks down crying for Erik.

While Wilhelm holds her. I wasn't expecting to see her grieve so much this season. We didn't see that at all in season 2. Is it because she repressed all of her emotions too much? I hate that she breaks down like that just after Wilhelm publicly coming out. How can she not be there for him. I get that it must be hard to lose a son, but she still has a very alive one, who needs her.

Kristina is not getting redeemed in this season but Linda kinda is! I was super happy to see her get in mama bear's mode at the trial ^^ It was about time!! But here: I'm sorry Linda but it's not your son's role to keep you updated about what's going on in your house! You're the mother! Stop putting everything on this kid's shoulders!! Maybe he never tells you but do you ever ask??

Simon being truly angry at Sara is so good. I am so happy so he's able to feel that way and to not feel like he has to repress it, to forgive her, to help her. She did something truly bad and he's allowed to be mad. Also look at his angry lil' face 💜

In things that made me laugh: Wilhelm's reaction and face to learning that Simon is grounded all semester xD He was talking all smoothly/flirty and then his tone changes so dramatically when he realizes he won't be able to get his boyfriend in his bed very soon! Horny boy is horny (and frustrated :p)

This faaaaaace ☹

I'm happy to see that Simon still has Ayub and Rosh here to support him. I wish they would have told him that replying to comments online was a bad idea though. You know the saying kids: don't feed the trolls!!

Wilhelm looks like such a normal teenager when he gets back to his room. First time we see him so carefree. It breaks my heart to know that on the other side Simon is so unwell already.

Wilhelm waking up happy and smiling. And being just a teenager (for the first time in a very long time): thinking about his boyfriend, redrawing the heart on his hand. It's such teenager things!! My boy just wants to have a normal life... (And then he's immediately reminded that he's actually not just a regular teenager with Farima's text).

Simon's worried face when he asks about Wilhelm's initiation. You can see he's truly horrified at the idea that he might have gone through what's been described in the article.

And then it starts: the piling up of everything on Wilhelm's shoulders. First his mother looking really unwell and breaking down (even though she hasn't been said to be officially ill yet), and now the negative impact of his speech on the school... Which Vincent takes great pleasure in reminding him about.

This first episode is really good at setting things in motion. We see already the beginning of what's gonna go down during this season: Simon not feeling well, dealing with online hatred, struggling with his new place next to Wilhelm in the spotlight. And Wilhelm trying to finally live a carefree life at school with his boyfriend now that he's officially out but slowly getting crushed under the pressure of his role as Crown Prince and the increasingly obvious lack of support from his parents.

#Young Royals #Young Royals season 3 #yr S3E1 #Wilmon #Prince Wilhelm #Simon Eriksson #my little thoughts #I really liked the episode #but Simon is breaking our heart right from the start isn't he? #Omar and Edvin are incredible actors #and I truly don't know how Omar can look even cuter and younger this season >< #sorry for the long post #please let me know if I should put it under a cut? #I'm thinking of writing my thoughts for each episode this week #watching each episode again but more slowly #while writing up little thoughts and taking screenshots #is pretty nice #and makes me feel like now I can also go and enjoy what other people have written ^^

[groundbreakingdot872]

It’s… lonely/ To be more powerful than any man you know and have to live like a shadow

part 1 part 🦋

#part two of the times merlin smiled so wide I wish his happiness has been guaranteed… #instead… he had the shadows of regrets and ‘what ifs’ to chase #for an eternally long lifetime #bittersweet boy! #break my heart ✨ #bbc merlin #merlin emrys #💗 edit #seasons 3-5 btw #diamond of the day #happy tenth anniversary

[uhavedemons011]

Will’s love for Mike is one of the deepest kinds of love there is.

Will roots for Mileven and fixes their relationship, sacrificing himself.

People are like “omg he’s so selfless, he deserves the world.” Which is 100% true, but I just thought of it in a deeper way: (I’m sure I’m not the first one to think of it like this, but it’s overwhelmingly heartbreaking, so I need to write about it.)

Will says what he says in the van- about Eleven needing Mike- because he wants Mike to know that he is needed. He says that El loves him because he wants Mike to know that he is loved.

Will wants Mike to be loved, and since he’s not supposed show it through himself, he makes sure that Mike feels it but through Eleven.

Will can’t give Mike love, so he gives Mike love through Eleven, because he loves Mike and wants Mike to be loved.

I think that if Mike didn’t have Eleven, Will would do anything to make that boy feel loved, but just not by him.

#I thought of this while listening to the song heather #will doesnt want el to break up with mike because he just wants Mike to be loved #and that is the most heart-wrenching thing ever #this is adorable in the saddest way #I’m not crying my eyes are just cosplaying a waterfall #byler​ angst #byler season 4 #byler #byler analysis #byler endgame

[apologydanceenthusiast]

The "..or I'll never talk to you again!" from season one hits different after season two and the season three announcement featuring "And they're not talking."

#good omens #gos2 #crowley #neil gaiman #gos2 spoilers #aziraphale #good omens season 3 announcement #hoping for a happy ending #i want to scream #neil better not break my heart again #on the other hand #he does it so beautifully

[apparentlyautistick]

"Tantis isn't a place I ever wanted to return to-" SOBBING ON THE FLOOR

CROSSHAIR

#UGLY CRYING #BABY NO #he is a sad wet cat please #Please #Someone give him a hug!!! #the bad batch #tbb crosshair #tbb spoilers #tbb season 3 #Crosshair is breaking my heart every single episode #THE HAND TREMORS G-D

[kingkatsuki]

In one of my silly little discord games you drop cards and if you grab them you get to date them, which helps to make your cards pretty and level them up— so in the game I dropped Childe from Genshin who’s my friends fave but she’s never managed to drop him herself so she can’t date him.

So I said I’d marry him for her so I could make her card pretty, and when you date characters you have to answer questions to build your relationship with them— and so I’m looking at this guy like “He looks cute, sweet, respectable. Lemme just answer all the answers opposite to what Bakugou would say—”

And I’m picking every single answer that’s like sunshine and daisies, and wondering why I’m getting a negative red reaction every time and our affection rating isn’t increasing.

Can you tell me why my friend did NOT fucking tell me that this guy is a WAR CRIMINAL?! Mate I was so shook. So I started answering questions like he was Bakugou and suddenly our affection rating is shooting up so fast😂

So yeah, I definitely do not know your blorbos but I’ll be there with you until the very end😭😂

#in my defence tho I keep getting him and thoma confused😂😭 #but yeah my friend obvs thought it was hilarious #jo talks #no but also some of the answers are SO dumb #like whenever there’s a question about being smart I have to answer no for Bakugou #even tho he’s one of the smartest in the class??? #and ‘what seasons your favourite?’ ‘winter’ EVEN THO HE HATES THE COLD #It also breaks my heart whenever I have to answer ‘pink’ to what his least favourite colour is #that’s clearly a boldfaced lie

[buthappysoverrated]

forever losing my mind to his reaction here in making dennis reynolds a murderer

#he's so upset and not in an angry way AT ALL #like we've seen him in broke dee where he's upset about dee's jokes because he think they're just ridiculous #(personally if that were my sibling I would've reacted the exact same way but oh well) #and it's a different reaction. that joke he always says is ridiculous to mac appears to be enjoyed by charlie so they're laughing TOGETHER #they're close and happy and friends. they both think he probably murdered maureen. they don't understand him and he's not as close #and a very big thing in early seasons is that he wants someone to consider him a best friend of best friends #but he pushed them away and now they pick up on him and make elaborate jokes about and AGAINST him #by god it breaks my heart every time. not that he doesn't deserve it but it breaks my heart #on a sidenote: hey dudebros is this the guy you think is a cool murderer dude? #and this is the face he makes after one murderer joke his friend threw his way? this guy??? #dennis reynolds #iasip #also. by GOD is glenn a good actor #hy speaks

[the-fire-might-be-shooting-at-us]

How do people look at Lucas Sinclair laughing and loving in a town that will never fully accept him just to go with the racist abusive asshole or literally any other character but him

#how will people find a way to choose everyone but him #he is the sweetest #the way he screamed for erica still breaks my heart i wake in cold sweat #i love him #and the way he was treated during season 1 like damn #and the way people treated the book #and caleb #rem does stuff and panics #stranger things #lucas sinclair #anti billy hargrove

[immagods]

We make our own decisions, our own choices. We have to live with them to.

You can not tell me that Cody wasn't thinking about order 66. About ordering that shot. About shooting Obi-wan down. Watching him fall. Thinking about how he just killed the man he loves. The man he could truly be himself with. And living with the guilt ever since that day. The day the he lost absolutely everything. His brothers. His lover. His freedom. And he thinks about it every day. And it breaks his heart.

#codywan #order 66 #tbb #and the he goes AWOL #sir you better be on your way to tattooine #he better be in kenobi s2 #the bad batch #the bad batch season 2 #tbb s2e3 #cody #commander cody #marshal commander cody #CC-2224 #obi wan kenobi #fuck you sheevy #it breaks my heart to tho #post order 66 #star wars #tcw #sw tcw

[youchangedmedestiel]

I'm still doing my rewatch while my sister is seeing the show for the first and, man, there was thing I didn't remember very well.

Dean facing his demon self in a dream, that was so fucking INTENSE! WOW! And seeing Dean not wanting to go to Hell while you know what will happen is fucking heartbreaking. He finally said his father put so much shit on him and was like, "Yeah you go tell them, LOUDER!" The line that finished me was him saying he didn't deserve to go to Hell. He really didn't. And it makes me so mad to know how his story end, whatever, this is a problem for later.

And then in Mystery Spot, Sam had to live 6 months without Dean. You can see how much he suffered. Before watching it, I told my little sister that it was a fun episode, a bit sad but still funny. At the end she said: "that was the episode you wanted to see?" Well yeah, it was but in my head it was definitely funnier. But here Sam looked fucking destroyed at the end.

#spn rewatch #spn 3x10 #Dream A Little Dream Of Me #spn 3x11 #Mystery Spot #dean breaks my heart #my poor baby didn't deserve all of this #i want to hug him so bad #dean winchester #sam winchester #I was sad for sam too #you can clearly see how destroyed he looks #the end of this season is going to be hard to watch #but I can't wait to be at season 4 #for you know who #I want to know what my sister think about him #castiel #destiel #deancas #i love dean winchester so much #my random thoughts about spn

[skitskatdacat63]

Not July 29th quite yet for me, BUT HAPPY 42ND BIRTHDAY TO FERNANDO 🎉🎉🎉🎊🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🎊🎊 MY FAVORITE OLD MAN ON THE GRID 🎉🎉🎉 THANK YOU FOR KEEPING ME SO PASSIONATE ABOUT THIS SPORT 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

#wouldve made a fav photo comp but #i have like.....1k+ pics of him now #YOU CANT ASK ME TO PICK FAVORITES!! HE *IS* MY FAVORITE #but seriously wouldnt be so into this if not for him so ty nando 💕💕💕💕 #for making me feel terrible horrific amounts of both triumph and heartbreak each weekend #for being the reason i got my dad to get into f1 🤭🤭🤭 #for making me squeal and roll around in bed and kick my feet giggling hehehehe #i just really love him yknow?????? #i just remember watching 2005 before and while the season began #and watching him win and be in his prime and then tuning into the current season and still seeing him so passionate #that first podium i cried real actual tears #and then jeddah...i thought my heart was gonna break #PLEASE ASTON FIX YOUR CAR SO I CAN MAKE GIFS OF HIM AGAIN TY <3333333 #fernando alonso #f1 #formula 1 #catie.rambling.txt

[iredreamer]

She always surprises me.

#gentleman jack #perioddramaedit #gentlemanjackedit #gentlemanjackdaily #gentleman jack spoilers #anne lister #ann walker #suranne jones #sophie rundle #gifs #iredreamer #best scene of the whole season for now but now i need to rant because i can't with anne being so terrified it breaks my heart #and her fears are just so fucking real the fact that ann could want something that she could never EVER give he breaks her #just think how she tries to always give ann what she needs and desires all the time but children you know? if ann wants children then what?? #and she's terrified because she can't do anything about it #and this whole ending #MY GOD ANN WALKER OWNS MY ASS YALL #the way adney takes her hand #THE KISS #THE CARESS #good lord help #i've said this in season one and i'll say it again #the way ann walker comforts anne lister mirroring the ways in which anne lister takes care of her fucking sends me #i need to write a proper analysis of this scene #bye