#dontdoubtyourself

[miezemia]

Stay strong for your beliefs. Fight for what you desire. Be the change you need to see in this World. Be fearless, faithful and stop fucking doubting yourself! You are magic! ❤️✨📸: @bellerkreativ #youaremagical #dontdoubtyourself #staystrong #fight #pride #photoshooting #fotoshooting #tattoedwomen #tattoedskin #tattoedpeople #lgbt #femme #gaygirlmagic #bellerkreativ (hier: Sankt Pauli, Hamburg, Germany) https://www.instagram.com/p/CS2a3m6s7qD/?utm_medium=tumblr

#youaremagical #dontdoubtyourself #staystrong #fight #pride #photoshooting #fotoshooting #tattoedwomen #tattoedskin #tattoedpeople #lgbt #femme #gaygirlmagic #bellerkreativ

[eccl3ctic0n3]

This Is My Personal Testimony of How God Found Me When I Was Lost.

I Am A Witness and My Testimony is of Jesus Christ the living Word of God

What you FEEL and what you THINK are valid and extremely powerful as these are the things you BELIEVE to be TRUTH thus this is your REALITY!

This is your belief system. Unless you suffer from mental illness therapy and counseling can be very helpful. Just talking about it and getting it off your chest is therapeutic in itself. No matter if it is a friend or a therapists getting things out instead of bottling them up and holding them in is great relief.

I was diagnosed bipolar type I when I was 23 years old. I am 41 now and it has only been in the last 5 years that I have been able to overcome, heal, grow, and experience breakthrough.

Traumatic experiences such as verbal, mental, emotional, physical, or sexual abuse to losing a loved one or friend has a lifelong affect. Therapy and medicine are just tools to help you and give you the skills, knowledge, and some understanding, so you can cope and learn how to manage with the pain and symptoms that remain.

I don't know who needs to hear this but I am telling you from 18 years of personal experience. Actually, 41 years as its only been 18 since I began treatment. Where doctors and medicine failed me for 13 years God did not fail me. I got lab ratted on all that time with powerful psychiatric medications. I spiraled out of control and my behavior landed me in the psychiatric ward of prison in the infirmary. 10 weeks I was locked in solitary confinement on 24 hour lock. I was deemed incompetent and unfit to stand trial. I was looking at two F1 Felonies with sentences from 5-99 years each. For 10 weeks I literally lost my mind and was experiencing full blown psychosis. It was in an instant that God found me and restored me to sanity. I did not find God. He found me.

I was lost and could not tell the difference between my dreams and reality. I slept in 15 minute intervals. In one dream I dreamt that I murdered my two children. I bashed my daughters head into the wall. My reality was this place I was in where no other person is visible was like a purgatory and I was awaiting my judgment to be thrown into hell.

I was on my knees in my boxers bleeding from my head and knuckles. I was head butting and punching the walls. As I was on my knees I was singing, ''My Girl, My Girl, Talkin Bout, My Girl." I was only thinking of my daughter and that I was never going to see her again.

The guy in a cell next to me screamed, " Shut the fuck up!" I just screamed back and told him to come on over and shut me up. What was he going to do we are in solitary confinement. 😅

I lost track of time and I was still singing and I began to cry out to God. Literally bawling and begging I screamed for God to help me. Don't you know the guy who cursed me came to my door and asked me to call his momma for him to bail him out. I laughed and said ain't you the same mother fucker who told me to shut up? Before he answered I just said whatever! Just write the number on a piece of paper and slide it under my door and I will get to it.

Mind you that for those 10 weeks I could not even read or use the telephone because I just didn't know how. The hands on the clock just spun round and round. Still on my knees sobbing I noticed the piece of paper slide under my door. I forgot all about it and I couldn't read or use a phone anyway. But I looked closer and I seen the red writing. This guy tore the last page of his bible out to write the number on. The red writing just caught my eyes and the first thing I seen was this. Revelations 22:16 I Jesus, have sent My angel to you to testify in the churches. I am the Root and Offspring of David, the Bright and Morning Star. As fast as you could snap your fingers I realized that I could read first of all. I then noticed I felt completely normal. I was just wondering wtf am I doing in my boxers bleeding on this floor? 😅 I got up took a shower and cleaned up. The guard came by and stopped giving me a strange look and asked if I was ok. I just said Im fine Im waiting on lunch its almost noon. I could read the time cause the hands stopped spinning.

Finally I got to use the phone and I called home and asked how long I was there. I said 2 weeks? My mom said you been there almost 3 months. I did 6 months and got both charges dropped down to a misdemeanor and 4 years probation. 2 years was deferred. I literally signed out of jail on a PR Bond. No fines, fees, or court costs at all.

That was 5 years ago in October. I never could forget or deny what happened. I knew immediately what the verse meant and what I was told to do. So I have done it this entire time everyday almost on social media.

I had never read a bible before and I was far away from God. I was really on the fence about the whole Jesus thing. What I know now and I knew at that moment was this. Jesus is God! He is the Father, the Son of God, and the Holy Spirit is the Spirit of God and of Christ. There is only one. Omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent, and Sovereign Lord over all of creation.

I believe the words of the verse exactly for what they said. He sent an angel to me which is a ministering spirit and a messenger. I got the message loud and clear. So I do exactly as He has told me to.

It has been 5 years and I have not even had a cold. My doctor is weaning me off medications. It was by no means an easy 5 years at all. I suffered with overcoming addiction and the mental illness symptoms I was and still am learning to cope and manage.

There is one thing I learned in addition to all these things since then in talk therapy. I was raised by two narcissistic, one mentally ill, and completely abusive except sexually.

After all those years and all those medications and numerous doctors did not do for me what the Great Physician did in a moment of time.

Don't get me wrong. God has revealed to me that He has gifted these doctors, nurses, therapists, and the scientists or chemists that make these medications. Give or take these crooked sons of bitches.

Just know that God is Hope. Faith or Belief and any good thing at all about man is of God. He is Love. How is Jesus God? All things are possible with God. Just trust Him. Don't worry or be afraid. He has commanded us to be strong and courageous for He is with us wherever we go. He will never leave us or forsake us. He is faithful to keep His word. If He said it. He meant it. It is the Truth. Jesus said His words are Spirit and Truth. These words are Life and Jesus is the Way. The one and only true living God is the living Word of God. He was manifest in the flesh. The holy bible has been tampered with by man and today even more with hundreds of versions. However, man is foolish to think he could ever stop the Power of the Spirit and Truth that is the Word of God Jesus Christ.

Is the Father the Son or the Spirit? Is He 3 in one or one in 3? Don't split hairs with vain debates and argumentative subjects that no man can answer. There are simply things of God that man will never understand. Our finite minds cannot imagine, fathom, dream, or even comprehend the great things of God. He just said don't trip. I got this. Be still and know. Trust Me and Believe In Me. Have Faith! Never give up Hope. Without Hope this Life has no purpose and we have meaning at all. There is just certain death. Then we are worm food.

If it is all just a big story and we die only to find out that's it just black and nothing then fine with me. If we die and it is true and we chose not to simply believe and have the faith the size of a mustard seed. We'd be cursing ourselves not God from hell forever. We would know He was right and we have no defense or a word to say before the righteous Judge.

Life and death. Facts. Choose life or death. It is the most logical, reasonable, sane, and simple choice for anyone in their right mind. So anyone who says its blind faith and completely disregards facts, logic, or reason. You know just as God says. He has used the foolishness of this world for His wisdom. He makes those who are wise in their own eyes, puffed up with pride, and too stubborn or hard hearted to simply admit they do not know. Men fear what they do not know. Rightfully so. You should fear God. Both revere and be a very afraid of the One that can take your life and cast your soul into hell. He gives and takes away. Simple as that.

So remember no matter what the situation or circumstances shit is just temporary. All good things must come to an end. As do the bad. So suck it up, be strong and courageous. Has He not commanded us? He is with you wherever and nothing can separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus.

To anyone suffering right now I am by no means minimizing your pain. I feel you 1000% You don't have to believe a word from me. Just know there is someone who is always with you and you are not helpless or alone. You may be weak and in complete darkness that seems like hell. God is light in the darkness. He has the keys to death and hell. So weather life or death, heaven or hell. You gotta trust and believe in Jesus. If not it is your own doing. Most of our problems are self inflicted we bring em on ourselves.

This may be the hardest part for me to tell someone in depression just dwelling and can't let go. Do you know what depression is. It is YOUR THOUGHTS and YOUR FEELINGS. It is therefore YOUR BELIEF and thus YOUR REALITY!

This is self-centeredness. Depression for a while that is justified is one thing. Wallowing in SELF-PITY with the attitude WOE IS ME. MY LIFE SUCKS and nobody understands or knows what I I I am going through. No one could possibly relate to YOUR SUPERIOR PROBLEMS! GET OUT OF YOURSELF for a while. Have an attitude of gratitude. You are alive and if you can feel emotions and you woke up today then you KNOW that you are alive. LIFE is a gift from of GOD. He so loved all of us that He GAVE HIS LIFE so that anyone who BELIEVES in HIM Should Not Perish...SHOULD NOT! But HAVE RIGHT NOW AS IN THIS PRESENT MOMENT. EVERLASTING LIFE. God gave us HOPE of ETERNAL LIFE the FREE GIFT of SALVATION is the LORD OUR GOD JESUS CHRIST the ONLY BEGOTTEN of the EVERLASTING FATHER the King of Israel is the Holy One (Christ) or Anointed (Messiah) our SAVIOR and REDEEMER. Not by might nor by power but by that Holy Spirit of PROMISE which is the PLEDGE of our inheritance.

The only reason one would die when God gave us His Life so that anyone whomsoever at all Believes. The Way is the Truth and He has become our Salvation. He is the very HOPE, FAITH, and LOVE that abides forever. LOVE being the greatest. No one SHOULD die. It is a choice!!! Just like you choose to wake up and be grateful saying Thank You God. Bless you Lord Jesus for the Spirit translated "Breath or Air" of Life and the LIGHT we all see and we have heard the word of God preached and proclaimed to us all. So no one has an excuse to even say I Dont Believe! That is our free will and choice. Another gift from God. He wants you to choose Jesus and dont worry but be happy. Rejoice!! Make some noise!! God is good all the time. All the time God is good. We all have a reason for the very BREATH of LIFE that was blown into Adam's nostrils and he became a living soul. Adam just means man. Human. In His image and likeness. Male and female created He them. If you believe in Jesus and the Good News aka Gospel of the Kingdom and Eternal Life you have every reason on every Day the Lord has made to be grateful and choose to be happy. The Eternal One is the Alpha and Omega. The Ancient of Days is the First and the Last. The Almighty. Beginning and End. Genesis to Revelation. Death and Life He gives and takes away.

I pray you don't waste another moment having a pity party if you don't have an actual reason to be stuck feeling sad for an excessive period of time. It is selfish. Ungrateful.

Your THOUGHTS and FEELINGS are powerful. They are YOURS though. You and you alone have a God given free gift of grace to Think for yourself and Regulate or Control Your Feelings and Emotions. It takes time and it's a process of growing up and becoming a man or woman. He has not given us a spirit of fear, but of POWER, LOVE, AND A SOUND MIND. SELF DISCIPLINE your MIND. We have the MIND of Christ. The Spirit of God and of Christ. The Kingdom of heaven is within. God the Father, the Lord Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit is all within. What does it say? The Word is near to you, in your heart, even in your mouth.

It is Finished!

Revelation 22:16 21st Century King James Version (KJ21)

16 “I, Jesus, have sent Mine angel to testify unto you these things in the churches. I am the Root and the Offspring of David, and the Bright and Morning Star.”

Isaiah 44:6-8 21st Century King James Version (KJ21)

6 “Thus saith the Lord, the King of Israel, and his Redeemer, the Lord of hosts: I am the First, and I am the Last, and besides Me there is no God.

7 And who, as I, shall call and shall declare it, and set it in order for Me, since I appointed the ancient people? And the things that are coming and shall come, let them show unto them.

8 Fear ye not, neither be afraid. Have not I told thee from that time and have declared it? Ye are even My witnesses. Is there a God besides Me? Yea, there is no God. I know not any.”

#you matter #purpose #self love #i understand #empathic #depressing shit #not alone #youarenotcrazy #thoughts #feelings #belief #truth quotes #reality #dontdoubtyourself #second guessing #trauma #toxic people #validation #healing #recovery #painful #damage #no pity #riseup #overcome #victory #conquer #not a victim #godgotyou #innerstrength

[chielli27]

Do people deserve that second chance? The answer lies on the bottom of your heart. Never doubt your consciousness.

#forgive #thoughts #peace talks #dontdoubtyourself #words #quote #saying

[fistfullofboomstick]

I used to freeze up when I went for something and it didnt work out as planned. This made me give away the advantage to my opponent. My coach always say "Dont stop believing" and I think that is the way to go both in life and in grappling.⠀ ⠀ #bjj #dontdoubtyourself #dontstopbelieving #graciebarrabjj #graciebarra #brazilianjiujitsu #brazilianjiujitsu4life #bjjproblem #bjjvideo #bjjerror #bjjphilosophy #bjjgi #bjjlife #bjjgirl #girlsingis #jiujitsugirls #jiujitsuladies #jiujitsu #johlor80 #jiujitsubrasil #jiujitsumotivation #martialartsathlete #martialartstraining #bjjsweden #bjjsweeps #bjjumeå #studentofbjj #bjjwiki #bravewoman_ #bjjladies ⠀ (på/i Gracie Barra Umeå - Brazilian Jiu Jitsu) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7CR51RJzM3/?igshid=1c50u8sbtct4e

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[troubledontlast1]

IF THERE IS NO ENEMY WITHIN-THE ENEMY OUTSIDE CAN DO US NO HARM. #repost FOLLOW @motivatinglifestyles Your potential isn’t limited by your dream. It is limited by your will to achieve your dreams. #doubtkills Doubt kills more dreams than failure ever will. #likeyourself IN A SOCIETY THAT PROFITS FROM YOUR SELF DOUBT, LIKING YOURSELF IS A RELIGIOUS ACT. #likeyourselffirst It all begins and ends in your mind. What you give power to, has power over you if you allow it. #loveyourself Your greatest enemy is not what’s around you, but what’s in you. #loveyourselfquotes Do not tolerate disrespect, not even from yourself. #loveyourselffirst If you want to change your life, begin by changing your words. Start speaking the words of your dreams of who you want to become, not the words of fear and failure. #selfdoubt Whatever you hold in your mind on a consistent basis is exactly what you will experience in your life. #selfsabotage What you tell yourself every day will either lift you up or tear you down. #selfsabotaging THE WORLD NEEDS WHO YOU WERE MADE TO BE. #selfsabotagesucks There are no limits to what you can accomplish, except the limits you place on your own thinking. #dontbeagainstyourself The only person in the way of your success is you. #dontdoubtyourself NOTHING WILL KILL YOU MORE THAN YOUR OWN THOUGHTS. #selfdoubtkills You are confined only by the walls you build yourself. #selfdoubtkillsdreams We becomes our thoughts and the words we speak, everyday. #selfdoubtkillsmoredreamsthanfailure Until we accept and approve of ourselves, no amount of approval from others will keep us permanently secure. #beforyou No one will ever do or say anything to you that is not a direct reflection of how they feel about themselves at any given moment. #stopselfdoubt ”Be careful what you think, because your thoughts run your life.”- Prov.4:23 #stopselfdoubting The hardest prison to escape from is the mind. #ownyourthoughts You can’t be bitter and expect your life to be sweet. #yourownthoughts WHAT WE SPEAK BECOMES THE HOUSE WE LIVE IN. #faceyourself Your day will go the way the corners of your mouth turn. #masteryourmind When you doubt your power, you give power to your doubt. (at Mount Juliet, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/BxKHhQQlWSw/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=zi8jqwmreh9m

#repost #doubtkills #likeyourself #likeyourselffirst #loveyourself #loveyourselfquotes #loveyourselffirst #selfdoubt #selfsabotage #selfsabotaging #selfsabotagesucks #dontbeagainstyourself #dontdoubtyourself #selfdoubtkills #selfdoubtkillsdreams #selfdoubtkillsmoredreamsthanfailure #beforyou #stopselfdoubt #stopselfdoubting #ownyourthoughts #yourownthoughts #faceyourself #masteryourmind

[yehbby]

You should love yourself the way you want someone else to love you. Take care of yourself. Always.

#quote #loveyourself #loveyourbody #loveyourskin #loveyourhair #loveyourflaws #loveyoursmile #acceptance #life quotes #quoteoftheday #love #takecareofyoursoul #takecareofyourself #youareenough #dontdoubtyourself

[1-a-week]

Don’t get caught up in how you think it will go. If you want to do something go for it and if you fail keep at it.

#1aweek #wednesdaywisdom #wednesdayinspiration #dontdoubtyourself #no doubt #goafteryourdreams #goafterwhatyouwant #if you fail try again #lifequotes #be great

[marcos-roma]

To be Beer, is the only Justin we can Drink with.

#justin bieber #justin beiber songs #justin drew bieber #haters #rock #rocknroll #blues music #dontdoubtyourself #acdc #metallica #bruce wayne #bruce springsteen #batman #superman #joker #hate

[royalb-k-moon-blog]

You are stronger than you give yourself credit for. All the pain you have endured, yet here you stand. Tell me, how can you stand here and say that its too hard? Believe in yourself the way i believe in you,because as long as you believe.. Nothing can stand in our way

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#believe #bestrong #youcandoit #trust #dontdoubtyourself #strongerthanyouthink

[nina5158]

Never stop questioning yourself - you are supposed to .. it’s your brain checking up on you .. just don’t interpret the questions as doubt and let them be the decision-maker when your soul knows better! . 📸 @mathiasmilton 🥰 Wearing @omgiyoga . #ardhamukhasvanasana #downwardfacingdog #questionyourself #dontdoubtyourself #travelingyogi #yoginilife #nørrebro (at Nørrebro) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqluIggg4UU/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=12mcjdxjur8e4

#ardhamukhasvanasana #downwardfacingdog #questionyourself #dontdoubtyourself #travelingyogi #yoginilife #nørrebro

[nickysaysyolo]

this year has taught me to put myself first in every decision i will make. normalize luxury in your life. suffering is not an achievement. SN: #MicroInfluencers 👉🏾 Dont be discouraged by the amount of followers you have. if I tell ya the amount of “no’s” I’ve gotten lol one would have prob quit😭 but I still managed to secure paid deals & just closed 2 more for DEC. Know your worth & what you can bring to the table. Show them what u got 🎶! #ClaimIt #DontDoubtYourself I think I want my goldie locs back 💛 🔜 #NickySaysYolo ✌🏾 . . . . . . (at The Easton) https://www.instagram.com/nickysaysyolo/p/CXWT3KTL0Ih/?utm_medium=tumblr

#microinfluencers #claimit #dontdoubtyourself #nickysaysyolo

[silhouettemistress]

Sometimes the hardest choices are the one's that simultaneously ease your longterm burdens while causing short-term anguish. Make the hard choice now so you can reap the benefits later. ~ CL Pinto Martinez #dontgivein #keepdreaming #dontbediscouraged #keepmoving #dontgetcomfortable #keeppushing #dontdoubtyourself #keepfocused #dontgetdistracted #keepstriving #nevergiveup #NoPlanB #silhouettemistress https://www.instagram.com/p/CUEfW7sMMH9/?utm_medium=tumblr

#dontgivein #keepdreaming #dontbediscouraged #keepmoving #dontgetcomfortable #keeppushing #dontdoubtyourself #keepfocused #dontgetdistracted #keepstriving #nevergiveup #noplanb #silhouettemistress

[x-ladycotto-glam]

As long as you Remember: “How I made you feel in our Friendship…that’s all I give AF about” Ok? 💫LADYCOTTO21💋💫 • • • • #thecarmenexperience #lc21 #loveyou #ladycotto #lovelife #yourbeautiful #livelife #quotes #bethebestyou #encouragement #encouragingquotes #dontquit #dontdoubtyourself #takeover #fyp #foryourpage #rememberme #rememberwhoyouare #x_ladycotto_glam #likesforlike #x_ladycotto #begreat #instagram #leadership #instagood #followme #ladycottospabeautybar #proudmama (at Orlando, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/CSdnCwrr6lc/?utm_medium=tumblr

#thecarmenexperience #lc21 #loveyou #ladycotto #lovelife #yourbeautiful #livelife #quotes #bethebestyou #encouragement #encouragingquotes #dontquit #dontdoubtyourself #takeover #fyp #foryourpage #rememberme #rememberwhoyouare #x_ladycotto_glam #likesforlike #x_ladycotto #begreat #instagram #leadership #instagood #followme #ladycottospabeautybar #proudmama

[fistfullofboomstick]

I think we all been there.⠀ ⠀ getting beat up on the mat by some one with lower rank or you start to wonder why a person who started the same year as you always seem to get the better of you in sparring.⠀ ⠀ Truth is that it is so easy to messure success with comparing yourself to someone else. ⠀ ⠀ Stop doing that and instead of focusing on the persons around you, focus inward and on improving yourself. Be better than the person you were yesterday and strive to be the best person you possible can be.⠀ ⠀ If you can do that, everything else will follow. #bjj #bjjphilosophy #graciebarra #bjjimprovment #jiujitsu #martialartphilosophy #bjjthinking #whywefight #dontdoubtyourself #bebetter (på/i Gracie Barra Umeå - Brazilian Jiu Jitsu) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5JC455J0qh/?igshid=cibj5wtkm5ee

#bjj #bjjphilosophy #graciebarra #bjjimprovment #jiujitsu #martialartphilosophy #bjjthinking #whywefight #dontdoubtyourself #bebetter

[maxxspeed15]

#Overcome #Adapt #Improvise #Mindset #Life #SuccessQuotes #Entrepreneur #StriveforGreatness #Success #DontDoubtYourself #Grow #Think #BelieveinYourself #Faith #Fearless #GoForIt #Persistence #Yes https://www.instagram.com/p/CSBAaXXgvZh/?utm_medium=tumblr

#overcome #adapt #improvise #mindset #life #successquotes #entrepreneur #striveforgreatness #success #dontdoubtyourself #grow #think #believeinyourself #faith #fearless #goforit #persistence #yes

[jackspassiveincomeblog]

Believe in yourself you can do it don't ever doubt yourself reach for your potential #doubt #dontgiveup #dontdoubtyourself #dontdoubtme #dontgiveup #dontgiveupquotes #dontgiveuponyourself #dontgiveafuck #dontgiveuponme #hope #havehope #havefaithinyourself #trust #trustyourgut #trustyourself #trusttheprocess #trustgod #onlypositivevibes #explorepage #havefaithinyourself #havefaithingod #encouragement #encouragementquotes #keepgoing #keepsupporting #keeppushing #keepmovingforward #quote #doit #doityourself #doitfortheprocess #doitforyou (at You Can Do It) https://www.instagram.com/p/CRfG5j-H6sW/?utm_medium=tumblr

#doubt #dontgiveup #dontdoubtyourself #dontdoubtme #dontgiveupquotes #dontgiveuponyourself #dontgiveafuck #dontgiveuponme #hope #havehope #havefaithinyourself #trust #trustyourgut #trustyourself #trusttheprocess #trustgod #onlypositivevibes #explorepage #havefaithingod #encouragement #encouragementquotes #keepgoing #keepsupporting #keeppushing #keepmovingforward #quote #doit #doityourself #doitfortheprocess #doitforyou