#does anyone read these

[avnillae]

[teo]

You wiped away at the bile that had pooled from your lips, Jesus Christ, it didn’t take long.

You hastily plucked yourself from the lawn and hoisted your body to the cold sidewalk before gingerly setting yourself onto the curb.

You can’t keep doing this.

“Aw, come on, you’re no good at having any fun !” The jeers and snickers following behind you tauntingly.

You shut your eyes and rubbed at your temples in an attempt to alleviate the spinning. Lifting the other arm, you raised your middle finger in response, earning more chuckles from the group.

An arm wrapped around your neck pulling you in closer to the source of your ridicule, “The night’s still young, don’t tell me you’re chickening out on me already, doll.” His hot breath tinged with the scent of booze and mint gum lingered against your flushed ear.

“You wish.” You pushed away, earning an ‘ooh’ from the others behind you two.

“Atta(girl/boy) ! That’s the spirit, let’s go,” He peeled you off the pavement and onto your feet.

“We still have so many other places to be!”

You trudged alongside the group, eventually finding yourself in some random club, the air stricken with the scent of liquor and warm with the heat of continuous swaying bodies.

It was always the club, the bar, a pub, a friend of a friend’s house, maybe a kickback or bonfire, whatever nightly routine it was.

Every night was the same, a repeat of the last.

More and more bleak each weekend.

—

“Ew !” an exaggerated bellow of disgust began,

“Teo ?? No way, what ?? Seriously ??”

You mentally scolded yourself for even bringing it up to Moth in the first place.

“I know.”

“Eww… Well… does he live up to his reputation ?”

You snorted, swiveling around your chair covering your flushed face.

You can’t believe you’re even admitting this.

“Someone’s curious, why not try him out yourself ?” You teased, Moth gagged.

“Ya right, I’m lonely but not that lonely.”

You gasped, “Rude !”

“I’m just saying.. if he’s really as awful as you make him out to be.”

You finally stopped your spinning to lean back in your chair, with closed eyes and a deep breath you finally brought your microphone close to your lips,

“All I’ll say is..”

—

It was rare to see him in class, if ever.

You felt his large hand snake it’s way to your thigh, your breath hitched and you snapped your attention to him with a pointed glare.

Seemingly oblivious or otherwise unbothered, his gaze was fixed to the phone in his hand.

You opened your mouth to protest, but felt his hand knead your inner thigh causing your face to burn hotter than before, you choked back your words.

You tore your attention away from him and quickly scanned the area to see if anyone around had taken notice.

Unless others were feigning ignorance, his actions had gone unnoticed.

Deciding to just ignore him and focus on the lecture, his hand was unrelenting, creeping ever so close

It wasn’t until his hand brushed against the opening of your pants that you froze.

With bated breath, debating whether or not to let him continue, you indulged. hesitantly spreading your legs a little wider to allow him access.

Wasting no time, his fingers slipped through your zipper, rubbing against your clothed sex.

Haphazardly following along with the lecture

You grabbed his wrist with your free hand, pinning him in place before rocking slowly on his fingers.

Almost.

His fingers writhed inside of you, you sighed and huffed, trying your best to resist the moans crawling out your mouth.

‘Trying’, feebly.

A loud gasp accompanied your wave of arousal, you fought against the twitching of your undoing and quickly cupped your hand over your mouth in an attempt to conceal any other explicit noises escaping.

Heads turned and eyes peering, you felt the blood creeping from your neck to your ears, you cleared your throat and awkwardly returned to your studies after mumbling a small sorry.

Sneaking a glance to the man beside you, all you could see was the smug grin plastered on his face as he continued to scroll on his cell phone.

—

“You know you could have anyone.” He remarked with a shit eating grin, leaning back into his seat with bleary eyes.

He knew just the words to butter you up.

“You and I both know you don’t really believe that.” You huffed, tilting your head and downing another glass.

This was how it always went.

And like always, you were ruined.

Hastily undressing one another in the backseat of his car, your head was swimming. His hands grazed against your bruised thighs from the nights prior, you let out a small wince at the contact.

It was like this nights repeating.

Hushed breathing fogging up the windows and the harsh winter air threatening to spill in, you pulled him closer to your body.

Exchanging body heat in a back seat with a man you could hardly stand or stomach.

You knew it wouldn’t last, and it wouldn’t be anything serious.

The next day you’d both act like nothing happened.

Maybe that’s why it was easier to be with him.

There was no room for confusion. Almost like an unspoken agreement between you two.

You bit back the urge to comment on the hickeys littering his neck and collarbones, they most certainly weren’t from you.

It’s not like he was yours, nor did you particularly care to have him.

If it were a strange sick game, you’d probably say it was his way of keeping score.

Who really wins in this situation ?

Still,

slut.

He laughed, his breath causing you to squirm slightly underneath him,

“You wouldn’t want me any other way”

—

You peered at the girl wrapped around his arm, you remember her from one of your classes.

Olivia, was it ?

You couldn’t describe the feeling, wanting to stay indifferent you pushed aside the irritation you felt simply by looking at her.

Maybe you felt sick, why were you upset by this? If anything, you should redirect your irritation towards Teo.

The both of you were in the same predicament, didn’t she realize ? Or did she just not care ?

Not that you cared either, you reminded yourself.

“Anyways, I came to pick up my sweater, but..”

You eyed the snared girl, her watching your gaze before realizing it had landed on her figure.

The same one enveloped in your all too familiar fabric.

Instead of apologizing and returning it to its rightful owner, she simply twisted her lips upwards and snickered.

“I see that’s it been… used.”

—

Pulling away from the driveway, you didn’t even bother watching his car zip away anymore.

Probably onto the next.

It shouldn’t bother you, you weren’t dating. You’ll never be in a real relationship. The basis for one had been ruined too many nights ago.

Locking the door behind you, you kicked off your shoes.

Your phone was dead, but there wouldn’t be a real reason to charge it.

It wasn’t likely you’d get a text from him anyway.

You slumped onto your bed, the sheets enveloping your sore body. A deep sigh escaping you.

You can’t keep doing this.

.000

*his whiskey toned eyes were intoxicating, your head was swimming before but now you were practically drowning

*it was no use. there wasn’t any escaping or hope for salvation.

*you welcomed your ruin with open arms.

#14 days with you #14dwy #eeeee a lil ting for the raccoons 🦝 #it’s me im the mapache #🦝🦝🦝 #teo #teo 14dwy #does anyone read these #idc publishing bc im tired of hoarding drafts if it doesn’t make sense o well

[kk-babes]

woah it’s magnus?? (and alex too ofc)

#i want what they have #it’s 1:30 am #help #fierrochase #magnus in a skirt is all i need #and yes i gave him a riot shirt bc i’ve been listening to paramore all week #mcga #genderfluid #alex fierro #magnus chase #mcga alex #mcga magnus #alex fierro fanart #pansexual #halley’s comet #kind of loving the soft color pallet #very much inspired by billies hte era #lyrics from billie eilish #silly me to fall in love with you #does anyone read these

[spacemarinewithastick]

So……. I have had an epiphany in my art……..

Anyway BEHOLD MY SON

#warhammer #warhammer 40k #40k #chaos #my art #art #drawing #death guard #plague marines #my son i love him #if anything happens to him I will kill everyone on this site and then myself #he likes to paint and has absolutely zero skill at painting(because of the claws) #does anyone read these #who cares #idfk what im doing

[arideercat]

Did someone say all of my unfinished kart projects?? No?? Here they are anyways

#art #artists on tumblr #pixel art #srb2kart #gaming #video games #ena fanart #ena #of the killer #its not me its my basement #tf2 fanart #tf2 pyro #paladins #padoru padoru #fate/extra #does anyone read these #if u can name all of them #you get a cookie

[akawakawaka]

hi!!!!!!!!! the name's aka-chan!! (or it was... someone took my name on here,, iWILL FIND YOU)

in case you don't know who i am, i am from a group known as the toss boys! the group has members: me, ao-kun, and kii-yan!—(i think kii has a blog on here too with his name as the link... you should follow him :D)

we're aiming to win the national tossing championship!! but in the meantime, i thought I'd make this blog to post about. Stuff (also so i could just tease kii now that i have this app)

(account ran by @ninety-pairs-of-socks,,, not like i post anything special on there)

#does anyone read these #intro post #ill add a header image soon don't worry/ooc

[simp999]

I love LOVE the army headcanon it was one of my first exposures to the manga before reading it so I'm happy seeing it here

I WAS SO SCARED THAT PEOPLE WOULD HATE IT AND LEAVE GSHSGHJ

#WAAAA man being a fanfic writer is scary/hj #You're so sweet!!! #octo army fr #hes just so <333 #ask #YOU!!!! #are awesome #:3 #did you see the hints on his first banner? #does anyone read these

[recycleable-username]

so

#does anyone read these

[annjelica]

in case anyone wonders how @munsquinns and I feel about her Brother’s Best Friend/Steve’s sister Eddie fic in honor of 1K 🤭

#musquinns #eddie munson #stranger things #best friends #joseph quinn #eddie x reader #alternate universe #does anyone read these

[charlieshorseshirt]

images i made at 1am part one of probably many even though i havent made any more yet

#mac #iasip #help #ramblings #im psychotic #i think #LMFAO #i like these stupid posts inbetween the gifs n stuff in my queue its fun #does anyone read these #tbh

[rin-hayata]

These are older (xmas lol) but i thought why not share our brainrot.

#anime #design #illustration #drawing #sketch #homicipher #visual novel #horror games #the brainrot is real #im dying #does anyone read these

[thedarkkeep]

Everyone you see, each person, is existing in their own moment of their life. What a special thing to witness. Humans just being human.

#spilled thoughts #does anyone read these #poetsandwriters #happy #angst #love #writerscommunity #random observations

[tmplofthedawg]

imma be imma be imma be

#2014 grunge #tumblr grunge #indie sleaze #black eyed peas #music #early 2000s #party #imma be #wow #does anyone read these #hello #haiiiii #make me rich and famous #width: 480px; height: 270px; overflow: hidden; position: relative; #yep #Spotify

[luctus-solis]

First post art thing

I might make a self intro later

🚫DO NOT REPOST/TRACE🚫

Constructive Criticism Welcomed and Encouraged!!

#art #my art #orignal character #oc #doodle #sketch #traditional drawing #first post #how do tags even work #does anyone read these #help

[whereistheonepiece]

I'm so close to finishing this fic and now I'm nervous to write the scene I've wanted to get to for actual years.

Like, what if I've overhyped it?

#personal #writing progress #had to exit out of the doc before i finished the current scene because i got nervous haha #does anyone read these

[afluria]

I feel that way sometimes. I know it’s irrational and it’s just my mental illness talking..but the thoughts do happen.

#bpd #fuck #bpd mood #actually borderline #mental health #am i the only one? #wtf #bpd meme #bpd vent #I hurt sometimes #does anyone read these #grippy sock vacation #paranoia #🍃

[finnja-christin181]

I would love a TV show where Gordan Ramsey teaches young adults how to cook.

But they have anxiety or are just bad at being yelled at and so has to try to remain calm while they are just absolutely showing no talent at all cooking.

Because as soon as he yells at them they’ll just cry on the spot.

… in other words I would like Gordan Ramsey to teach me how to cook.

#gordan ramsey #cooking #im crying #crybaby #I just want to survive living alone #does anyone read these #there even is a tag for wondering if people do