#defiant vent

[defiantsuggestions]

Children deserve to feel safe

Children deserve to feel loved

Children deserve to feel wanted

Children shouldn't have to earn their right to exist

Children shouldn't be made to feel like a burden

#defiant vent #repetition #defiant suggestions #defiant suggestion

[dead-core]

part of knowing me is watching me self-destruct. you cannot save me, you cannot fix me, and you cannot stop me.

#actually mentally ill #actually borderline #actually bpd #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd feels #bpd vent #bpd mood #this is so dramatic and like edgelord but fr! #not good at taking care of myself and self-aware about it! plus stubborn and spiteful and defiant so your concern just fuels me #sometimes i can be very 'oh you're worried? shut the fuck up and don't tell me what to do' #so that's not great

[whumperofworlds]

Whumpee kidnapped and held for a while.

Problem? They need their mood medicine, and they become more and more angry and defiant the longer they go without it while in captivity.

Cue Whumper being cursed out, threatened, and spat at by Whumpee, and then a few seconds later Whumpee is a crying and babbling mess.

#is this a vent? maybe? you decide! #whump #whump prompt #captivity #defiant whumpee #for those wondering: yes i don't have my medication #no i'm not okay

[ojiro-s-hellish-site]

Personal Vent:

I know this might be a stupid complaint but honestly searching under the tag 'ODD', 'Oppositional Defiance Disorder', etc just to have the top 30 posts be about how the disorder is 'stupid' really grinds my gears since I lived and worked around people with this disorder and I got to see them genuinely suffer since they want to do want you demand (I.e it's their job to do that thing) but they just can't because of a mixture of paranoia, compulsion and a mental block.

I know this is stupid but I just had to get this off my chest both as a psych student and someone with said mental illness.

-Mod Nick

Update:

Turns out I actually have Psychotic Depression and PTSD, not ODD but my point still stands.

#oppositional defiance disorder #personal vent #my thoughts #ODD #oppositional defiant disorder #grievances #tw mental disorders #tw mental illness #tw mental instability #tw disordered content #psych student #I just cannot satnd when people say that because I struggled and fought to get diagnosed god dammit

[destructivekiki]

i hated being the dumb kid. being the problem kid. the kid in class everyone picks on. the kid staff and parents hate. you know the one. the one always in the office, always breaking down. always mocked. having adhd and mood disorders as a child is hard. it changes you. the lingering pain doesn’t go away. you don’t grow into a confident capable adult when everyone mocks the way u learn instead of helping.

#vent post #living with adhd #adhd #odd #oppositional defiant disorder #school truama #truama #fuck the school system #its the neurodivergency #neurodivergent #actually neurodivergent

[oopsifuckedmylifeup]

I love my daughter I really do. But I also hate her. I know thats not something you should say as a parent but I can't handle her anymore. She pushes all of my buttons she takes all of my patients. She take away time I should give to my son. My son feels neglected because I have to deal with my daughter 24/7. He's acting out at school and he says it's because mom doesn't spend time with him. I want to spend time with him, I'd rather be spending time with him, but instead I'm giving all of my attention to my daughter.

She is sucking the life out of me. I've thought about adoption... its definitely crossed my mind. But I don't want my daughter to wonder why mommy doesn't want her. But the truth is... I don't. I don't want her anymore. I'm stuck with this child that will do anything to be bad.

My soul is tired. I'm tried everything. I've looked into respite care and heard nothing back.. I just want a fucking break. Parenting is already hard but parenting a child with ODD and ADHD plus a sleeping disorder is even harder.

What did I do to deserve this?! Why won't her POS father get off his phone and help me with her?! Thats the only reason his dumbass is even here.

My soul is tired. My body is tired. My mind is tired. I want to give up. I just want to end it all. End me. Finally be set free and rest.

I love my daughter but I resent her. I regret having her. I'm stuck with her.

I know this all sounds bad and I sound like a bad mom but I don't care at this point... I'm tired. I want it all to end.

Someone save me from this fucking nightmare I am living. There is no such thing as relaxation for me.

Her teachers asked me "Ashley what do you do for yourself?" I had no answer. I don't do anything for myself. I don't have time.

I wake up get the kids ready throw my hair in a bun get my son to the bus stop and get my daughter to school then I work a full time job after that job I come home feed the kids dinner make sure they took their meds bathe them put my son to bed and then fight my daughter to go to sleep for hours. By the time thats done I'm EXHAUSTED. There is no time for me to do anything for myself. Weekend are even harder. Following my daughter around just trying to keep her alive and out of trouble constantly.

I hate my life. I fucking hate it. How did I end up here?? I'm burnt out. There is nothing left of me. I'm a soulless burnt out corpse on auto pilot everyday.

I love my daughter. She is made from me. I grew her in my tummy. She is one of the reasons I'm still alive today.... but she is also one of the reasons I don't want to be alive today.

#parenting #ODD #oppositional defiant disorder #adhd #life #daughter #love #mentalheathawareness #venting #im living a nightmare #autopilot

[carriedreamerxx]

Plagiarism in a fandom community is bad enough but continuing to do so after being caught and only meeting it with a cheeky : " I did nothing wrong! Can't touch me I'm new to fandom!"

It just....saddens me.

My condolences to the true victims in this situation. The delusional entitlement of a child so angry they didn't get "free art" that they felt "entitled" to is sickening. Their excuses to get away with their behavior are also sickening.

Utterly appalling.

#venting #plagiarism is disgusting #but to be openly defiant and bragging about it after being caught #vile #utterly vile human being

[sleazyowl]

No wonder I'm sex averse. I use it as a form of punishment and have authority issues, so of course when someone comes onto me... Well, you can piece together the puzzle.

#ive destroyed my mind #vent #rant #hypersexual #sex repulsed #aspd tag #actually aspd #antisocial personality disorder #oppositional defiant disorder

[felinecorpse]

Thinking about how so much of my school and social trauma could have been completely avoided had the adults around me stepped up the way they should have and had I been treated with the same care and patience that little boys with similar behavior were.

#If only my parents and teachers had actually seen the bright red signs of autism pointing at me #instead of dismissing me as just being defiant and angry and aggressive #if I had been recognized as being clearly autistic when I was younger #maybe I wouldn't be as fucked up about authorities and school as I am #maybe I would have turned out better adjusted and less traumatized #maybe I'd be able to go to school and have hard conversations #but I'll never know #bones rattling #vent #dnrb #obviously

[defiantsuggestions]

Frustrating that a lot of the behavior that's expected of me now was punished when I was a child

Like, yeah, they're two entirely different networks of people, and the problem comes from the fact that the folks who raised me suck

But like, I remember so many moments from my childhood where I stood up for myself, called out mistreatment, was loud about what I wanted and was justifiably upset at being hurt. These behaviors were punished until doing them no longer comes natural. It's not even a thought in my head, it simply doesn't occur to me, and on the off chance it does, the follow through feels impossible.

But these are the things people expect of me as an adult. The fact that I can't do these things is a problem. Part of improving myself means relearning all the shit that used to be a part of me that I had ripped out because my family didn't want to see that behavior.

The things that made me a "good child" are things that make me struggle as an adult.

The things that made me a "bad child" are considered normal and expected adult behavior.

How can I perform what is expected when I was taught for decades that this behavior is wrong?

Ugh.

#defiant vent

[sociallyanxiouscryptid]

Teaser post

I know I take my time with things, or maybe I don’t take any more time then the average person but I feel like I do. So here is a teaser of what is in the works so that you guys know there are actually things in the works and I’m not just abandoning the world. Though it wouldn’t be the first time... anyway here is a quick see into the future. 

I don’t know what will come out first, which ever gets finished first I assume, I’m not fussed on an order otherwise. Hope these seem interesting. I’m not sure why I wanted to make this post but I did and here it is so... thanks, be back when something is done. 

#wriitng #writing community #villains and heroes #villain #heores #whump #Whumper #whumpee #defiant whumpee #trapped #angst #sassy host #like possessed person kind of host #but thats a spoiler #I have so many ideas #Its not funny at this point #It is fun though #hopefully my new meds help #that would be amazing #not sure why the tags turned into a vent #but there it is #this is going to be fun #i hope you are all in for a ride #because i never stick to short stories #and every idea you give or i get will be a series #im gonna have fun with this #and hopefully not embarrass myself along the way #if i didn't just do so by doing this #I shouldnt say every idea will be a series but most probably

[bubba-gum-bitch]

I am so scared that I'm just going to be suffering with my symptoms and never be able to get a diagnosis because no psych will believe me about my own experience.

My current therapist is dismissing me basically because I'm autistic, she is blaming everything on my being autistic, and ignoring what I'm telling her. She seems to think I am exaggerating my symptoms and she seems to have me pegged as a poor misunderstood autistic who can't possibly understand that my bad and toxic behaviours are bad and toxic.

How can I be sure the next person will be any different? What am I supposed to do if mental health professionals don't fucking believe what I tell them about my own mental health?

#vent #autism #I have ADHD too and she did actually give me a decent tip on improving my ability to focus #but she is totally ignoring everything else #including the oppositional defiant disorder diagnosis from when i was stealing lying and manipulating as a kid #and she thinks that ALL my problems are solely my parents fault #which is untrue #bc ive had a slew of exes and ex friends who seriously contributed to this shit too

[orenjjj]

i already started editing the animatic 👀👀👀👀 expect it around a week from now, bc im still working on my internship

a little angy pai from one frame

#rob speaks #ok i will VENT #RANT #IF YOU MAY #back in april i sent all the preprod of the project we have in the internship #color character design backgroun concepts everything #and nOW #JUST NOW #they are asking me to change the color palette!?!??! #the whole color palette. and i already started the animation #i havent worked in this field before i dunno if i have to shut up and just change it but im super defiant and i never shut up SDHUJDSJKJK #why are people like this #i literally have all the emails with proof of my progress #but i might just have to shut up and change it. ugh. so many hours of work

[eclecticelectriceccentric]

i don't believe in oppositional defiant disorder

#vent #oppositional defiant disorder #eee original

[cakemx]

Me: Oppositional Defiant Disorder? so is it like Protagonist Disorder or something lmao

google: no it’s like be lonely forever disorder

me, having a crisis: oh okay cool thanks

#vent #tw vent #yippee coping #anyway back to regularly scheduled posts #oppositional defiant disorder

[livvingdeadboy]

I hate when people look at me or my partner the wrong way. Keep your eyes to yourself stupid fuck. I said "fuck are you looking at", he walked away without a word. It's like a reward for me lmao.

#aspd #antisocial personality disorder #conduct disorder #oppositional defiant disorder #cluster b #anger vent