#death trigger

[imaginedreamwrite]

Denial. It hit you harder than anticipated, it had stolen your breath and rendered you into a place of catatonic consciousness. You were unable to think, unable to process what words were being said to you.

There was no possible way that your mate, your alpha, had gone out to get you both food when he was struck down. There wasn’t any considerable reality in which your alpha, your recently mated alpha, could have been killed the morning after the two of you had unceremoniously decided to get engaged.

“If there’s anything we can do to support you-“

“Its not true. Its not possible, where is he? This isn’t funny anymore.” You walked around the doctors and called out for him, you called your mates name.

“Y/N, I’m sorry-“

Anger. It was red hot, it was burning your veins and fuelling your ear path. You were destructive, you had returned to your apartment and unleashed your aggression upon your things. You’d grabbed pictures from walls and smashed them on the floor to watch the glass break and shatter.

You were so damn angry with the world, with yourself. If only you’d gotten up and made something at home, if only you’d stopped him from leaving. If only, if only, if only…

You were angry. You were pissed off. And by the time you were done, your apartment was a mess.

Bargaining. You begged whoever and whatever would listen, you screamed and cried and pleaded. The mark on your neck was fading, the tenderized bond was starting to be undone and losing that part of you was devastating.

“I’ll do anything! Just bring him back! Bring him back to me!” You banged your fists against the walls of your shower as you dealt with your anguish. “I just want him back! Please!”

“A trade, anything. Please…” you whispered in the quiet hours of the night, laying alone in the bed you shared with him. “Please just…I need him.”

Depression. You woke one night to find the bond and the mark nearly evaporated from your neck, the ridges of his bite were almost gone.

You woke in the night to find that his scent, like the mark, was fading. Your room no longer carried his scent, your nest no longer had his markers and it felt bland. You were feeling the loss of him, the loss of the one you wanted more than anything or anyone.

“It’s been a while since you’ve gone out. You need to leave your apartment.” Friends had come to check on you, friends had tried to get you out of your place for some fresh air.

“When’s the last time you ate?” Pans clinking against the stove and the smell of roasting vegetables had hit your nose.

Your stomach told you you were hungry, your mind negated that with its own powerful force to keep you in bed.

Your curtains remained shut, your position on the bed remained as you stared at the wall feeling nothing but a dull drone overtaking your entire body.

“I can’t feel him. I can’t feel him anymore. The bond is gone, his mark is gone.” Your most pained cry had come that night, the realization and reality setting in with a stark boldness.

He was gone; he was never coming back.

Acceptance. Time had been the greatest enemy and most important healer. Time had mocked you and welcomed you into its embrace.

“This will be good for you. This alpha…he’s a good person, he’s a good man and maybe…” Your friend had set you up, she had wanted you to go out and meet someone.

“He’s not coming back, but he wouldn’t want me to…” you were hit, and silenced, by the scent of an alpha that had immediately calmed you.

You had closed your eyes and slowly breathed in the mix of teakwood and mint, the very faint draw of citrus and fresh pine. The alpha who you were meant to be meeting was here, he was approaching and his scent had crashed over you like a wave, something delicate and comforting.

“This is who I was talking about, Y/N…” your friends voice made you open your eyes again, and finally you could see the alpha she had been talking about for weeks.

Blue eyes, breathtaking and beautiful.

A strong, broad and tall figure with a warm and charming smile.

“I’ve heard a lot about you.” He held his hand out for you to take, and it had only taken a moment for you to rest your hand in his. “Your scent…is it lilac?”

“Lavender,” you corrected him with a small smile.

“I love lavender.”

#death trigger warning #death trigger #mentions of death #five stages of grief #a/b/o five stages of grief #choose your character #choose your characters

[elskamo]

Where's Ron?

Sorry I dipped again, this past month has been... a lot.

There was a good two weeks where I couldn't go use my laptop because my mum's dog was violently ill and I was the only one able to watch her during the day, my laptop is just about working but too broken to move anywhere so I had to leave it so I could look after her. Thankfully she's finally back to her old self again but given her age it was very touch and go.

On top of that a number of people in my immediate family and close to it have gotten rather ill, with my mum's close friend unfortunately looking like she'll be passing on within the next week or two. Understandably we're all upset and I've been trying to keep an eye on my mum as having her best friend and both her sisters being so ill has been stressing her out a lot.

As usual my health is utter shit, I've been getting chronic pain flare ups a lot more frequently and my sleep schedule is all over the place, I'm either going a couple days with no sleep or sleeping for almost an entire day. Presuming the waiting list hasn't gotten even longer, I should finally be hearing from the NHS gender clinic this year and getting Testosterone which will hopefully help with my pain.

On the plus side of things I've finally had my first proper job interview since being made redundant again, I've got a follow up in a week and a half. I've also managed to get some freelance work too so hopefully that'll help supplement my income a little.

At some point once things have calmed down a little I'll try and get back to reblogging Aleduncan content and sharing the stuff others have created for Aleduncan Month as well as posting my own works. I'll also carry on scheduling the posts I was doing for the Fresh blog.

#tw death #death #death trigger #please let me know if i need to add or adjust tags

[themasquemacabre]

To Kill An Empire

{Closed with @dragxn-heartxd!}           Breath coming in hard, rattling gasps, the assassin burst from the tower’s lesser known exit and stumbled on to the road. It was deserted for now, but he had but a precious handful of moments before it was swarmed with armed guards looking to spill more of his blood.            Damn it all! A set up! It had all been a damn ruse! And now more people would die for it, if he didn’t hurry. But who would sell him out? What idiot would trust Maro, of all people? Not even Cicero, for all of his madness, was fool enough to do something so hairbrained as this. Even if he’d wanted revenge, he wouldn’t risk the last of the brotherhood and his precious Night Mother. No. It had to have been someone else.            It had to have been---           Pain swept away the name before it could even fully form in his mind. He staggered and coughed, hands flying to his wounded belly and side. He’d been lucky that Maro’s arrows hadn’t pierced his heart or a lung, but... Shit. He was hurt pretty bad. And judging by the way his muscles seized around the wound, the way it burned and caused his lungs to ache, they’d been coated with a slow-acting poison, too. Maro hadn’t been taking any chances.           He wouldn’t make it. Not as far as Falkreath, not like this. He needed to find a place to hunker down, tend to his wounds, think. There wasn’t time, but he didn’t have a choice.           Keeping close to the wall, he followed the path northward. There were many nooks and crannies to hide away in further along this way. It took him further away from Falkreath, yes, but he wouldn’t be much good to his brothers and sisters if he wound up dead before he got there. He hoped they would be alive to forgive him.           Several agonizing minutes later, he’d managed to reach the first of the many caves along this route. Had he been in better shape, he would have skipped it. Too obvious. But by now, the poison had begun to spread. He was seeing doubles of everything, his head was pounding, his stomach and side were on fire. He went as far as he could into the deep darkness before collapsing against the rock wall and sliding to the floor. He fumbled for his satchel, clumsy, numb fingers trying to find the Cure Poison potion Babette had cooked up for him before he’d left. Dammit. He should have drank the thing sooner. Now he couldn’t seem to find it as his vision began to fade in and out.           Was this how it was to end? Had it all been for nothing?            A sound from... somewhere. Deeper in the cave, maybe? Outside? Or perhaps it was right beside him---he couldn’t know. It didn’t matter. He didn’t even have the strength to care. 

#dragxn-heartxd #;;traveler of tamriel #closed starter #blood trigger #blood tw #injury tw #injury trigger #death tw #death trigger #poison tw #poison trigger

[tickly-giggles]

TW: Kitty death update

Waiting months wasn't an option. She was deteriorating at a horrifying rate. The tumor was getting worse by the hour. We put her down today. I miss her so much, but the only other option was letting her suffer to death. I love my baby enough to know when it's time. It wasn't easy, but it's done. She's with the other kitties and puppies in Heaven. Thank you all for the support and kind words. It's been helping immensely.

#cat death #kitty death #trigger warning #death trigger #death tw #cat death tw

[harperhug]

Nah. Stick your thots and pears up your ass Lauren.

#personal #club q #violence trigger #death trigger

[charlie-artlie]

I think the death weirdos should hang out

#transformers #maccadam #first aid #rewind #arts #death mention tw #how do i even trigger tag for snff film mention without getting shadow banned. is the question. #for the record i dont think either of them are having A Good Time in that last panel #but watching them has become like a compulsion #like when aid found out abt the tapes he was like oh goddamit. fuck. well i have to watch them :/ #and everyone else was like no???? you really dont have to wtf?? #but the specter of amulons corpse that watches aid from the darkened corner of the room tells him he has to so #whos he supposed to listen to here

[natjennie]

okay, bear with me this requires a lot of context. imagine that you wake up on a space ship with an alien species capable of telepathic communication with you. they are also capable of instilling you with the knowledge that everything they say is completely true, there is not a hint of uncertainty in your mind. they have weapons capable of obliterating earth pointed at the planet, and are forcing you to do one of two things in order to not fire. within the fiction of the scenario you are not being given the choice, but you the real you is picking which one of these things you'd rather have happen.

you must eat an 8 ounce serving of human baby meat, by default prepared like a steak (different preparations can be requested). you do not have to keep the meat down once you're done, but you have to get all of it in your body at one point. they do not provide any information about where the baby came from or how it died. if you complete this, they will deposit you back on earth and you will be free from legal repercussions of cannibalism, and it is generally agreed that you are also free from moral blame as it was against your will.

you will be surgically impregnated with a human embryo and must carry it to term and give birth. the embryo does not contain your dna, but otherwise you don't know anything about its origins. the aliens have advanced medical technology that gives you sufficient anatomy to carry and birth the baby, and keeps you healthy throughout, with no risk of long term complications or death. you have the choice to keep or give away the baby once you have given birth, and will be deposited back on earth.

if you refuse to comply in either situation, they destroy the earth and you are forced to live the rest of your life aboard the space ship as a prisoner, until you die of natural causes.

so,

#tw: child death #tw: childbirth #childbirth #child death #tw: cannibalism #cannibalism #tw: pregnancy #pregnancy #aliens #how else do i need to tag this #let me know #i only realized right as i finished typing that this could be triggering im sorry #please tell me if i need to tag anything else

[mwagneto]

they're fighting for their lives trying to not say a slur

#it's okay queen pull the trigger #ofmd #ofmd s2 #ofmd spoilers #our flag means death #zheng yi sao

[kropotkindersurprise]

January 29, 2023 - Some uplifting news from the US:

Neo-nazi piece of shit Teddy von Nukem (his legal name lmao), who featured in some of the viral photos from the tiki torch march in Charlottesville, killed himself at age 35, a day before his trial for drug trafficking was set to begin.

He was also one of the attackers in the brutal beating of DeAndre Harris in Charlottesville the next day, but was never charged for that, despite being identified in video. But anyway, he’s dead now lol. Good riddance to bad rubbish. [link]

#suicide #trigger warning #charlottesville #neonazi #karma #alt-right #antifa #antifascism #antifascist action #usa #death #good night alt right #good night white pride #teddy von nukem

[puff-world]

The procedding adventure may be uncomfortable to some, if you are sensitive to topics of suicide, mental illness, guilt post mortem and abuse please be carefull and seek help if ideas of self harm or suicide are conjured

💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀

You feel the winds swirl around moving upward

Your mind is a fog you're feeling too many things at once

You both feel cold and hot from your eyes.

You can see a figure in the blackness you reside

He cant be made out but hes tall and looming

Suddenly it all stops, all feelings, all thought void

Now the blackness has swiftly faded replaced with a dull white nothingness.

The figure that was once camouflaged by the black abyss is now visible to the naked eye

Hes tall still but now towers greatly, his body is a black robe with two covered arms at his side and at the mouth of the hood is a skeletal face that stares at you.

"Greetings, do you remember your name"

___________________

_Roosevelt_________

"Roosevelt" he stops for for a moment and the void starts to glow brighter"what do you remember of your life"

You do not remember your life

"Do you remember your death" he says as the room illuminates more.

You are dead, ........you were not aware of this

"Then we have much work to do" the brightness has increased to a blinding point "take your time young one, your death was sudden"

Who is he?

"I am death, my destiny is to bring the dead to a peaceful end, bringing them acceptance with their death and allowing them to pass on, no matter they sinner or saint" the white is blinding.

Sinner or saint.....I wonder what I am

"When you are ready take my hand and we will begin, but I most warn you things may get....triggering" while the white persists, figures and noises are present yet unrecognizable.

TAKE HIS HAND?

>yes

>yes

As you take his hand you are both engulfed in flames and you fall unconcious.

<DEATH💀TRIGGER>

This is the intro to a project I am working on. Do not expect to see updates any time soon. If not at all

#tw suicide #tw death #tw triggers #game concept #project #<DEATH💀TRIGGER> #death trigger

[imaginedreamwrite]

Reader being baby Jacob’s daycare teacher: “I can’t date my kid’s parents. I’m contractually bound not to become involved in a relationship.”

Andy a powerful lawyer, having done dubious things in the past, puts on a strong front: “Forget I even asked, I wouldn’t want you to suffer consequences.”

Only for Reader to end up being offered another job at a different daycare with higher pay because one of their other teachers left suddenly giving Andy a way around the contractual obligation (even though the new school doesn’t have that rule anyway)

#dark!Andy Barber #dark!Andy Barber x reader #murder trigger warning #death trigger #death trigger warning

[animeshen-art]

Bleed Magic

(I'm sorry that everything I paint is Neon Hell)

Lawrence belongs to @gatobob

#fanart #boyfriend to death #btd2 #btd2 fanart #boyfriend to death 2 #btd2 lawrence #lawrence oleander #neon hell #I have no idea if this needs any trigger warnings #sorry mom sorry god

[smoov-criminal]

today is Disability Day of Mourning, a day when we are to commemorate disabled people who are killed at the hands of their family and/or caregivers. there's so much i could say about it, but mostly i just want people to keep these victims in mind today. here's a webpage that acts as a memorial to these victims and a source for information on the topic. if you can, try to take a moment today to think about these victims and just generally keep them in your heart, they deserve that much.

#disability #ddom #disability day of mourning #filicide #tw filicide #tw abuse #tw death #tw murder #? #i don't often have to use trigger warnings so sorry if i missed an important one

[harperhug]

#personal #Stop Asian Hate #stop (all) asian hate #chinese stuff #xenophobes screw off #post racial society haha #death trigger #violence trigger

[autisticshadowthehedgehog]

wait what did paramount do?

ok gonna be fully honest i dont watch the superbowl cause im too pretty but apparently they put up a "stop being mean to israel :(" message on there. they also sent funds to them last october at least

anyway yesterday they found the bodies of a six-year-old palestinian girl, her whole family, and the two ambulance workers sent to retrieve them, all killed by israeli army gunfire. she had called for help beforehand, hence the ambulance, and her call is recorded. the iof was told ahead of time that the ambulance was coming and approved it, then destroyed the van on purpose. their bodies were left there for two weeks. they are part of around 600,000 casualties among the palestinian civilians.

sorry to dampen my fun lil sonic blog with this sort of heavy shit, i'll try to tag it appropriately, but what the actual fuck is wrong with people.

#free gaza #free palestine #death m / #politics / #irl stuff #child death #i hate to tag stuff this important as just 'politics' but i know people have trigger tags for a reason #i just. augh

[lygma-nygma]

Being a batfam fan is funny because people will make a post like “here’s my headcanon-“ and it’s just something that’s directly canon to the story then post about major canon events and get everything wrong.

#this post was inspired by me remembering the experience of reading death in the family #after only knowing the fanbase version and realizing oh none of that shit happened okay #like girl you don’t understand it’s so bad #Jason wasn’t even fired as Robin #He’s not accused of murdering anyone by Bruce #He’s not trying to prove himself at all he’s just looking for his mom #The reason Bruce didn’t go after him right away is because he was tracking down a goddamn nuke the Joker stole #Then after he finds it and handles the problem he helps Jason track down moms 2 and 3 #Also Jason died in like 20 minutes?? even less?? #He died in less time than it took his mother to smoke a cigarette #Bruce literally went ‘wait here I’ll be right back’ and was gone for less time than a trip to the grocery store #and then you go into the Jason Todd tag and they act like Bruce pulled the damn trigger on him #Like besties I don’t know how to tell you this he basically did everything right he possibly could have #Even him benching Jason from Robin temporarily happens so that he can get Jason into therapy about his trauma #Like the whole point is that neither of them did anything wrong bad shit just sometimes happens #That’s the tragedy. The drama. #Bruce couldn’t have made better choices in the position he was in and Jason was never going to make different ones #It was inevitable #Anyway rant over please read death in the family before I lose my mind #batfam #batman #jason todd #tim drake #dick grayson #damian wayne #bruce wayne