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chuuyanakaahara · 28 days

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6 and 16 for the excerpt ask game? <3

6. that i struggled with, but triumphed over

it's just act of faith. it's just act of faith. fuck you aof. (it's okay, it's complete now.)

but in all reality, I haven't technically triumphed over it, but i might as well have triumphed over it every time I open the document. beyond saints is my fyodor backstory fic !

There is no place in heaven for sin, and there is no room on earth for saints. Fyodor learns this when he is twelve years old. There is a gun shoved into his hands and there is a deer in the scope. The gun is too big for his hands. He does not know the model and he doesn’t care to. The deer is a simple creature, foraging for food before the winter sets in and it’s forced to change its diet and physiology to accommodate such an environmental change. It is a simple creature who does not yet know of death, and a creature that does not need to die to feed them for the night or the week. Fyodor does not want to kill the deer. His father is not a man of honor — he preaches that there is no place in heaven for sin and he goes to church every Sunday, but Fyodor doesn’t understand how such a man can be a man of God when he comes home every other night and leaves a bruise across mother’s face, something to be hidden with shame and make-up. Such a thing wouldn’t happen if the Lord had made her a better woman, after all. There is no place for boys who do not know of boyhood, his father hisses in his ear, and Fyodor does not pull the trigger. He drops the gun on the ground.

16. from a recent piece I want to brag about

i know shirase is not popular but GOD I loved corruption bringer / my chuuya-shirase reconciliation fic sm I wish it got more love !!!

“Not learning how to read until twelve will do that to you.” Shirase hums. “I learned how to read before then. That’s when I taught you, remember?” “I… thought we learned together?” Shirase’s gaze, turning back to him, is clouded with confusion before clarity sinks in. “Ah. Right. I just, uh, I didn’t want you to be embarrassed, y’know?” Chuuya makes a sound of acknowledgement. He doesn’t believe that for a second. Not because he questions where Shirase was raised, not because he’s startled Shirase would lie, but because Chuuya didn’t have a sense of embarrassment before he became the Sheep’s protector. Before then — it didn’t matter if he didn’t know the things the others did because he wasn’t supposed to be better than them, or protect them.

from this list of writing excerpt asks !

#writing.txt #fic.txt #chuuya my absolute beloved #ask games

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lil-vibes · 1 year

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dazai and fyodor are so stupid. i mean they are one of the smartest people in this manga but they are also supremely stupid, do you get me??? dazai doesnt know what "i trust you with my life, bastard" and "i pummeled a singularity dragon for you" means after 7 years and fyodor is being serenaded by an unhinged clown everyday for the past however long the DOA has existed and its like "yep! normal day with nikolai, whatever shall i do :/" like get yalls head in the game !!

#at least ranpo has the balls to tell poe that he has had a crush on ranpo for the past fuking decade #ranpoe are the only gay people i do respect in this show #everyone else is taking Ls left and fucking right and im laughing at them #like a king laughing at his jester #i love nikolai with my entire SOUL you dont understand but babe pls pick someone else sbdbshd #this is all /lh #sskk...... yeah.#dazai is FUMBLING the bag so hard like homie moveeeee its my turn #anyways #chuuya my absolute beloved #<3333 #bsd #skk

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osachiyo · 8 months

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୧ ‧₊˚ I WANNA FEEL YOU FROM THE INSIDE ! *¨¨*:·.♡.·:*¨¨*

﹙ ✿ ﹚── includes : dazai, chuuya, fyodor, sigma, fukuzawa, oda x fem!reader ♡

﹙ ✿ ﹚── content warnings : nsfw content (mdni), breeding kink, dazai is mean, nasty absolutely filthy smut, squirting, mentions of pregnancy & babies, petnames, degradation, overstimulation, hairpulling, penetrative sex, unprotected sex (don't be dumb like them), tit slapping, belly bulge etc ♡

﹙ ✿ ﹚── synopsis : baby makin' ♡

﹙ ✿ ﹚── author's note : here it is, baby making with bsd men as it was highly requested. you guys can read bsd men as dads here ♡ happy reading & I hope you guys like it :3

୨✩୧ DAZAI

You had the amazing idea of messing with Dazai, getting your karma because he messes with you all the time. Flirting with that cute waitress from the cafe, 'accidentally' eating your snacks...yeah you had enough. You remembered Chuuya, his oh so beloved rival and came up with the perfect plan. Atleast you thought it was perfect.

Your eyes rolled back into your skull from the mind numbing sensation of your husband's cock stirring your insides deep. Your legs were propped up on his shoulders, ass smacking against his hips with each mean thrust into your velvety, welcoming walls. His jaw slacked to let out moans everytime you clenched around him so good, pussy clinging onto his rigid cock like a fucking vice. "haah─ feels good doesn't it, 'donna?" He grinned mischeviously, rolling his hips in a way that makes you see stars. "yeah? feels good getting pounded like a little slut? yeaah" he drawled, smirking at the way your eyes cross. One of his bandaged hands reached down to squeeze your tits, rolling a nipple between his thumb and pointer finger as you jot and whine from the stimulation. "you wanted this, didn't you?" He growled, slapping your supple and soft tit then kneading it in his large hand. "is that why you were─ haah─ shoving your fuckin' tits all up in Chuuya's face?" You couldn't even think properly anymore, the only coherent thing you could say was your lover's name, chanting it like a mantra as he fucked your brains out. "should I just make you a mommy then? huh? Fill you up with so much cum that it leaks out?" His hand came down on your tits again, and it fucking stung but felt so good at the same time. "pleasepleasepleaseplease─ fuck! 'samu" you choked out, desperate to cum and relieve the tension in your tummy. "yeah? you want my cum? you want me to cum and fill up your pretty lil' pussy?" You could only nod, tears stinging your pretty eyes as you cum hard on his cock. After a few minutes, Dazai reaches his peak aswell, cumming in ropes with a loud groan. You could feel his warmth in your tummy, leaking out of your battered cunt when he pulls out.

୨✩୧ CHUUYA

"You think we would make good parents?" Chuuya asked you one day, chin resting on his palm as he flips through a magazine for baby stuff. You turned around to face him, eyebrows raised in shock because you two never had this conversation before. Now that he mentions it, you remember thinking a while ago how you and your lover would be as parents. You take a seat next to him, lips curved into a smile, "yes."

And that's how you ended up in chuuya's bed in a full mating press with him pressing all of his body weight on you, holding you down to fuck you nice and deep like you deserve. The once pristine sheets now stained and soiled with a mixture of your and chuuya's cum and other fluids, turning the silken sheets into a darker shade than it was previously. He had cum so many times before this already, but he just couldn't stop. He needed to feel you clenching on him even more, needed to hear you scream and moan his name when he kissed and bit your shoulders and chest, leaving his mark on you. He was desperate to feel your nails racking down his back while he fucked into you, thick cock hitting all your sweet spots. The pain and pleasure made his mind hazy, eyes flicking down to watch as a creamy white ring formed around the base of his cock from how long you two have been at this. He wasn't gonna stop until he was absolutely sure he had fucked a baby into you. "ya seein' t-this, doll?" He moved his hand from the back of your thigh to your lower tummy, pressing down on the slight bulge there as you squeal. You didn't know if you could handle not passing out from the pleasurely pain before he was done with you.

୨✩୧ FYODOR

You absolutely adored Fyodor, your dear husband. He would treat you so gently like you're made out of porcelain, holding your cheek in his cold palm, rubbing the warm flesh gently as he mutters soft words of affection to you. That's exactly how he approached you when proposing to you that he wanted you to bear his children. You, his sweet little housewife, just how could you refuse him when he asks so sweetly? Deep voice smooth like honey as he told you how wonderful of a mother would be.

Just like he knew how to cherish you like the finest treasure in the world, he also knew exactly how to break you down into a sobbing, shuddering mess beneath him. He'd mutter the filthiest, most sinful words against your neck while thrusting into you, both of you a sweaty mess. The room smelled like sex from how long he'd been plowing into your sloppy cunt, absolutely drenching his thighs and cock in your arousal. He nipped and sucked little marks into your collarbones and neck, red and blue bruises blooming on the sensitive flesh as you screamed his name in pleasure. "oh, myshka, you feel just wonderful around me," fyodor grunted, hips smacking against yours in perfect precision. You could only babble dumbly in response, cockdrunk from how long he'd been at this. He was dead set on getting you pregnant. He imagined you, his darling wife's tummy full with his babies, tits swollen and heavy with milk and fuck. Just imagining that made him pound into you faster, harder as he desperately chased his sweet release. His hand reached down to thumb at your pretty clit, rubbing fast and tight circles on the little nub as the coil in your stomach finally snapped. Your cunt gushed all over him, making him finally reach his own release with a low groan as he held you close.

୨✩୧ SIGMA

You've been hinting at your lover that you finally wanted to try for children. But alas, he was just a little too oblivious to your hints. It was getting annoying at this point, he would just blush and stammer at your bold moves, looking away when you give him a playful but flirty smile. Hell, you even gave him some baby clothes to make it obvious but he just thought you bought that for him and just got a very wrong size. That was your last straw. You had to take matters into your own hands.

He came home late that night, it was a busy at the casino. He thought you'd be asleep already, tucked away into the comfort of your shared bed. Oh, how wrong he was. He walked into the living room, sighing as he took off the outer layer of his clothes. He was about to place it on the coat hanger when his greyish eyes landed on you, who was dressed in the prettiest white lingerie he'd ever seen. Good God, you looked like an angel. The faint glow of the candle light highlighted your features, making you look borderline otherwordly. He could hear his own heartbeat, his face and ears getting hot as you slowly stalked closer to him. Now standing infront him with a soft smile gracing your glossy lips as you wrapped your arms around his neck. He flinched from the contact of your bare skin against his own. "w-what's this about?" He gulped. You chuckled, getting on your tippy toes to mutter close to his ear, "I want you, Sigma. I want you to fuck me. I want your babies." He shivered when you playfully bit the shell of his ear, finally gaining the courage to touch you as he gripped your hips tightly.

Now here you were, bouncing on sigma's lap while he sucked on your perky tits. His slim fingers digging into your hips while you jumped on his stiff cock, shiny slick coating your's and his thighs. Your hands gripped his long luscious hair, tugging on it to hear him groan so prettily. He bucked his hips up suddenly, catching you off guard but you still kept bouncing. He thrusted upwards, matching your rhythm and it felt fucking euphoric. He could feel you tighten around his cock, throwing his head back. You could see his eyes slightly rolled back, drool dripping from his mouth as he tried his best to keep up with you. You both came shortly after, lips smashed against each other's as he swallowed your moans.

୨✩୧ FUKUZAWA

You were sitting in the living room, right across your beloved husband as you thought about what he could possibly want to talk to you about. He elegantly sipped on his tea, setting the cup down on the coffee table that was seperating you both. "I've been thinking about this for the past couple days," he started, " I think we should try for a child. Of course, if you don't want to that's comple─" "no! I-I mean.. I also think we should try" you cut him off. He smiles, "So we're on the same page?" You returned his smile, reachingyour hand out to hold his bigger ones, "definitely, dear."

"shh, darling. you're doing so good for me," he gasped, rocking his hips gently against your plush ones. He felt so big inside you, your pussy molding to the shape of his cock. Everything about him was so elegant. The way he softly intertwined his fingers with yours as he fucked you dumb on his cock. He wasn't even going hard on you, the sheer size of his girth made you see stars and eyes roll back. His other hand was gently stroking your cheek, wiping the unshed tears in your waterline with his thumb while mumbling sweet nothings into your ear. A low rumble formed in his chest when you clenched around him, "are you going to cum, sweetheart?" "nghh─ 'm gonna cum! please, fuck! don' stop!" You babbled, gasping when he picked up his pace. "go on, sweet girl. cum on this cock right now," he grunted, his grip on your hand tightening as you both cum. You were panting, mouth agape as you tried to come down from the mind numbing high of your orgasm when he started moving again, not giving you time to rest. You tried to stop him, pressing a hand agaisnt his hard chest but he just pinned you down easily, muttering something about he wasn't gonna stop until he was sure you took his seed.

୨✩୧ ODA

You knew your man loved kids, and you did too. So why not have some of your own? The thought of starting a family with the man of your dreams made butterflies flutter in your stomach. When you confronted him about it, he was ecstatic. He imagined a mini you or him running around the house. He thought about it a lot. Would it really be a good idea considering his dangerous job in the mafia? Fortunately, you were there to reassure him. Telling him that even if he worked for the mafia, he wasn't a bad person. He deserved happiness in his life and you would be glad to give it to him. Heavens, how he adored you.

You don't know how many hours have passed since Oda started drilling his fat cock into you, reaching every crevice with ease as he rolls his muscular hips just right. You don't even remember how many times you've came─ your mind not being able to keep up. Everything felt so blurry, you could hear ringing in your ears, with your legs being pushed back all the way against your chest. Your knees almost touching your ears as he folds you into whatever position he pleases. His cock pounding you so hard while his balls smacked against your ass, the soft fat jiggling with each brutal thrust of his hips. It's like something snapped inside of him, crumbling all his restraint to take you slowly, lovingly and gently. He was never this rough with you. Did the subject of him getting you pregnant really affect him that much? Whatever it was, you didn't have the brain capacity to think about it right now, not while Oda was absolutely destroying your cunt. "you see that, honey?" He groans, staring in awe at your tiny cunt stretching around him. "she's droolin' on me, fuck─" he cut himself off with a gasp, watching as you shamelessly squirt all over his cock, drenching his abdomen and the sheets beneath you. "holy shit, and I thought you couldn't get sexier," he laughed, running a hand through his hair, which was damp with sweat. "don't worry, pretty. cum all you want, I'm not stopping till' I'm done with you."

©sachiyoh— do not copy, plagiarize and repost my works to any platform, reblogs are very appreciated♡

TAGS : @hypocritic-trash-baby @gimme-noodles-please @dazaiserectnips @leonslxtkennedy

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starswallowingsea · 2 years

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For the character ask: itto! And also a bsd character of your choice (i dont remember them)

Doing Chuuya so everyone else has to get creative about bsd asks

Eta forgot to fill in the songs square for chuuya. I am always thinking about him when listening to music

#chuuya my beloved #for the ships square i absolutely loath skk which is like. THE chuuya ship #idc for other chuuya ships but they at least dont make me froth at the mouth #i just think chuuya is nonamorous aro which doesnt lend itself to shipping easily #as for itto. he is just so shaped. i wish devs treated him better #and fans stopped acting like he's so stupid and dumb. he's just a silly guy he knows things #he is just a little silly. a little goofy boy he wants to have a good time #message in a bottle #fagdyke kirby

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ruified · 4 months

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❝ a long 𝒅𝒂𝒚 ˎˊ˗

warnings: alcohol in dazai’s, gn! reader . characters: dazai, atsushi, kunikida, chuuya, akutagawa . synopsis: you had an absolutely exhausting day at work and come home to your partner, who is there to comfort you in their own way ! a/n: guys idk why chuuya’s is so short :(

DAZAI is strung out across the couch in your shared apartment, his feet dangling over the armrest. He hums a soft tune, matching the one playing in his headphones, while he waits for his beloved partner to arrive home. He is absolutely starving and he cannot wait to have some of your cooking!

He removes his headphones when he sees the door open and greets you with a warm smile. “Welcome home, gorgeous!”

You glance around your shared home and sigh, looking absolutely exhausted. You pinch the bridge of your nose—it’s been a long day, work was so tiring, you can’t help but feel a bit annoyed with any minor inconvenience. This time, you’re feeling a bit bothered that Dazai has been home for who knows how long and hasn’t done anything from the looks of it.

“Dazai-“ You’re about to tell him off but you take a good look at his face and that smile—dammit, he’s charming as ever. You drag yourself towards the couch after dropping your belongings on the floor and removing your shoes. You fall on top of your boyfriend with a heavy sigh, your head landing on his chest.

Dazai raises a brow curiously but wraps you in a warm embrace without objection. He lets you relax for a few moments before asking in a gentle tone, “Long day?” You nod with your face buried in his shirt, taking in that familiar scent that makes you feel safe.

Dazai runs his fingers through your hair, dragging his nails gently across your scalp. “You know what always helps me after a long day? A good pick-me-up! Now, whaddya say we drink some cheap beer and watch a movie, hm?”

You chuckle softly, though it’s muffled through Dazai’s shirt. You lift your head and tuck some of Dazai’s hair behind his ear, smiling at him affectionately. “Alright, that does sound a bit nice as long as we don’t go overboard.”

Not completely expecting you to accept, Dazai beams and hugs you even tighter. “Great! We can order food for delivery too, take some stress off of those pretty little shoulders of yours.” He brushes some hair out of your face and plants a soft kiss on your forehead. “It’s a date, my dear.”

ATSUSHI was washing the dishes before his partner got home, doing his portion of the chores with a smile on his face. He heard the doorknob jiggle and peeked around the corner just in time to see you come in. A huge grin swept over his features when his gaze met yours.

“Welcome back! I’m just finishing the dishes and then I’ll be right with you!” He called out gleefully as he went back to tending to the dishes.

You yawned and stretched, setting your things from work down near the door. You had quite the exhausting day at work, but seeing Atsushi so happy made you smile, just a bit. You took off your shoes and shuffled to the kitchen to meet your boyfriend.

Suddenly, Atsushi felt warm arms wrap around his waist, he nearly dropped the plate he was holding. He looked over his shoulder to find you with your head buried in his back. He watched the way your shoulders fell as you relaxed, some of the tension leaving your body. His expression dropped to a soft frown and he turned off the sink, drying his hands before turning to face you. As soon as he turned around though, you planted your face right into his chest instead.

“Is something wrong? You don’t look too good…” Atsushi speaks in a gentle tone, almost weary. He begins to slowly stroke your back.

You sigh and shrug your shoulders. “It was a long day at work, I’m exhausted.” With that, his frown deepens and he holds you closer. He pauses for a moment to think then smiles again.

“How about I cook us dinner tonight? You go take a bath and relax, you deserve it!” He gently grabs a hold of your shoulders and pushes you back, his gaze meeting yours.

You frown slightly and put your hands on his arm. “But, it was supposed to be my turn to make dinner tonight, it’s not fair to just push that on you…” He shakes his head vigorously and begins to push you towards the bathroom. “It’s alright, really! What I want is for you to relax and wind down.” A faint pink began to dust his cheeks. “And then we can, you know, spend some time together.”

You couldn’t help but smile at his sweet gesture. You cupped his cheeks in your hands and kissed him softly. “Thank you, I’d love to spend time with you.” He beamed at that.

“I’ll make us some chazuke, ‘kay?” With that, he sent you to the bathroom.

KUNIKIDA finished writing in his notebook about his day at his desk and closed it, a satisfied sigh leaving his lips. However, his expression soon changed to that of worry, and slight annoyance, as he looked at the time—you were late to arrive home from work, very late. He huffed and went to the kitchen to begin preparing dinner.

When you got home, it was well over an hour past when you usually would and dinner was done. You walked in and alerted your partner of your arrival. “Kunikida, I’m home.” Right on cue, the blonde emerged from the kitchen and headed straight towards you, a rather serious look on his face.

“Why are you so late? Where have you been?” He immediately began questioning you, leaving you feeling rather overwhelmed. You dropped your bags to the floor and groaned, pressing your palm to your temple. “I’m sorry, things got hectic at work and I had to stay longer than intended…”

Kunikida took a moment to scan your expression, arms crossed over his chest. He sighed softly and let his arms fall to his sides. “It’s alright, I understand. You just made me worried.”

You step forward and wrap Kunikida in your tight embrace, pressing your cheek against his chest. “I’m so tired, Doppo.”

A frown tugs at his lips and he hugs you back, stroking the back of your head gently. He glances at his watch for the time and sighs softly. “I’ve already made dinner, so I think, afterwards, we can squeeze in some time to spend together, if that is what you want.”

You look up at him with a wide grin, one that he cannot help but smile back at softly. You squeeze him tighter and nuzzle into him more. “Thank you.”

He pats your back softly and nods. “Of course, my ideals include your happiness, so some adjustments can be made to my schedule in order to prioritize just that.”

CHUUYA got home later than you had, as per usual. He walked into your shared penthouse, though he was the one paying rent, and sighed in relief, glad to be home. He hung up his jacket and hat by the door, noticing your belongings were also there. He walked inside and saw you sprawled out across the couch with your face buried in the cushions.

He walked over to you and placed a hand on your shoulder gently. “Hey babe, I’m home.” He paused then knelt down beside you, pushing some hair behind your ear. “You alright there? Ya look dead.”

You turn your head to look at him, an exasperated expression painting your features. A small frown tugs at his lips. “Work was extra rough today…” You tell him groggily.

Chuuya takes off his gloves and reaches for your hand, his fingers soft and warm. “Why don’t we go out for dinner tonight? Get a booth just for us, you can get yourself all dolled up and feelin’ good, yeah?”

Your expression softens and you can’t help but smile, squeezing his hand in yours. “That sounds delightful.”

He smiles in return and stands up, however, you tug his hand gently. “Can we take your bike?” He looks down at you as you lay there, looking up at him through your lashes with those big puppy-dog eyes—he’s a weak man when it comes to you. “Sure we can. I’ll go make a reservation, then the rest of the night will be just us.”

He leans down and plants a soft kiss on your forehead before going to get ready.

AKUTAGAWA had arrived at your place before you and let himself in—he used to just find a way in until you ended up giving him the key so that the neighbors wouldn’t call the police on him. He sat on the couch and waited for you to get home so that he could greet you. That is, until he received a text from you stating that you would be getting back late because things got hectic at work.

He sighed heavily and looked around, unsure of what to do with himself. He knew what it was like to deal with incompetence in the workplace and he knew how frustrating that tended to be. Then he got an idea.

You return home about some 20 minutes later and drop your things by the door. You step inside, removing your shoes, and make your arrival known. “Akutagawa, I’m home.”

No response.

Curious, you stumble into the living room, where he’d normally be, with one shoe still on. Perhaps he had fallen asleep?

The room was empty. Weird.

You begin to wander around your apartment in search of him until you notice the bathroom door slightly ajar and the light on inside, you also hear water running. The tub? You knock softly on the door then nudge it open and poke your head in.

Inside the bathroom, Akutagawa is kneeling next to the tub with the water running and a box of your bath salts in his hand. He reads the instructions with a rather perplexed look on his face.

You can’t help but giggle at the sight, to which he whips his head around to look at you. His eyes widen for a moment and then narrow as his brows furrow once again. “These, quote, ‘relaxing salts’ are quite odd, I don’t get how they’d make you relax at all. Isn’t this much sodium bad for you anyways?”

You chuckle softly and kneel down next to him, gently taking the box from his hands. “It’s not like actual salt, it just dissolves in water and has extra things in it that are good for your body, you should try it.”

Akutagawa scoffs and rolls his eyes. You look around and tilt your head. “What’re you running a bath for anyways? I thought you hated them.” He shakes his head. “It’s for you. Dealing with difficult situations at work can be stressful, so I figured you’d want to relax. I remember you saying that baths are relaxing for you so I thought I’d prepare one for you.”

You feel a warm smile pull your lips up as you reach out a hand, gently placing it on his. “Thank you, that’s really kind of you.” He stares at you for a moment then looks away, sighing. “It’s nothing, really. It’s a pain to deal with you when you’re in a mood anyway.” You roll your eyes.

You stand up and find your towel then you slowly turn back to Akutagawa. “Do you want to join me?”

He grimaces at your offer and opens his mouth to say something, however, he stops. He stares at your face for a while, taking in your features. He sighs. “Fine. But only because I wish to see how these ‘salts’ work.”

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sleepyghostuwu · 1 year

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Hiiiiii I absolutely love ur fics🥺 and I'm glad that ur request is open. So if it isn't such a bother can I request for Dazai, Chuuya and Jouno or just any characters u want to add where their s/o was absent for 2 days straight then show up with the largest bruise under their thighs. Pain is a bitch I realized that now.

Yes this happen to me bc me and my 5'3 height fall off a chair while getting something from a cabinet and my cousin just casually laugh at me until we realize that I couldn't fucken move or properly sit for 2 days🥹

Hoiiii! I'm really glad to know that you love my fics hehe :D And oof- falling off a chair sounds painful- also glad to know that you're alright now :'0 and enjoy the fic :D

A pain in the butt (literally): Dazai, Chuuya and Jouno

Dazai:

Get ready for him to dramatically lament about how he missed you for the past two days like the drama king he is-

Considering that your injury (probably) isn't as obvious while you're standing, it doesn't strike Dazai that you were quite badly injured until he heard your uneven footsteps and a loud grimace as you uncomfortably shifted in your usually comfy swivel chair.

His suspicions were confirmed when he spots what looked like a part of a very bad bruise behind one of your legs. Ouch.

He will make sure that you experience as little pain as humanly possible while your bruises heal, starting with investing in a chair cushion for you.

Will also sweep you up bridal style by surprise every now and then when he's slacking off and manages to see you getting up to go somewhere so he can carry you to your destination.

Having a difficult time getting off your seat to head to Uzumaki for lunch? He'll takeaway your favourite food from there and give it to you in no time.

Will also accompany you to eat lunch in the office so you won't feel lonely without him and vice versa :)

Overall, Dazai does whatever he thinks he's capable in to take care of you, a nice quality to look for in a partner :D

Just try your best not to injure yourself in such an unconventional manner again. He's very open to teasing you about it if it happens a little too regularly-

Chuuya:

Chuuya was very much concerned about your absence over the past few days, even more so because you didn't elaborate on your condition to him.

His usually annoyed demeanor masks that though, so be prepared to hear a harsher voice rather than a kind one when he asks you where you've been.

Don't take it personally though, he's just tired from work.

He's confounded at the predicament you've gotten yourself into two days prior, and definitely shocked when he saw the bruises you sustained at the back of your thighs.

Needless to say, his concern for you was now more evident.

After seeing you struggle to sit comfortably in your seat once, Chuuya decided that his gravity manipulation would help to keep your bruises the slightest bit off your seat.

Having trouble walking? It's bridal-style time! Your legs need it.

Will spoil you with your favourite food during mealtimes at work.

He's also willing to buy back lunch to eat with you in the office so you won't be lonely without him then :) Anything for his beloved, after all ;)

Jouno:

Jouno sensed that something- no, someone- was missing in action. Judging by how he couldn't hear your pulse or breathing, he concluded that that someone happened to be you.

Was he concerned that you were gone and silent about it? Slightly. Was that concern visible? Not the slightest bit.

When you returned to work, Jouno's internal relief was short-lived upon noticing that you had difficulty walking properly with both legs and you struggled painfully with sitting on your seat.

You can see his confusion upon hearing that you bruised the back of your thighs from a fall. Clearly such a manner of injury didn't seem possible to him till now.

Nags at you for being so careless because the way you injured yourself was so absurd to him that he couldn't believe you out of all people would sustain such an injury.

Even so, he does his best to show more care towards you in your current state, be it checking up on you every now and then or buying you food when you need it. Just small kind gestures to express his love for you :)

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diagonal-queen · 1 year

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Imagine with a Reader who literally have many dogs like their house is literally full of dogs and puppy??imagine Chuuya decide to visit his s/o then he saw many dogs

anon you are an absolute genius

The Man and the Puppies

♡ pairing: Chuuya Nakahara x gn!Reader

♡ synopsis: Chuuya is a dog lover and you're a dog owner, and he finally gets to meet all of your puppies.

♡ wc: 838

♡ cw: Dogs (duh lol), swearing, Chuuya and reader are in an established relationship.

note: I HAD TO DO THIS OKAY?? CHUUYA IS THE ONLY DOG PERSON IN THIS SHOW. I have two puppies and I think he would love them and treat them super well :') As always apologies for errors and please enjoy!

"Holy shit..."

You were half-expecting such a reaction from your boyfriend, but the sheer amount of joy and wonder in his eyes drew a smile out of you. For a while now, you'd impatiently been awaiting the day where you would introduce Chuuya to your dogs (of which there were...many), knowing how he had such a sweet soft spot for the animal. The often suave and collected Chuuya had been excited like a child on the way to your place, asking about breeds, names, ages and just about every other detail you could provide. It was truly adorable how eager he was to meet your puppies.

Chuuya stepped into your home, so enamoured with your pets that he almost forgot to close the door. You knelt down to give pats and attention to the dogs that ran up to you in excitement to hop on you and lick your face. Your partner blithely observed as you interacted with your beloved pets, until he noticed a petite white Maltese leave the small crowd before you and approach him, staring up at him curiously.

"Hey there, tiny," Chuuya knelt down and locked eyes with the puppy. "How're you?" The dog leaped up and pawed at his chest, and Chuuya scooped her up in his arms before seating himself on the floor. She wasted no time in befriending him- that is to say, licking his face.

"I guess she likes you," You smiled. "She doesn't usually behave so friendly around new people."

"Is that right?" he asked, grinning down at her. "She's a beauty, for sure."

"She's one of the younger ones," you explained. Another one of your dogs, a brown and white bulldog, wandered up to you and took a seat next to you. You reached over and rubbed his head. "Hey, buddy! This is Chuuya! Say hi!" Obviously, he didn't say anything, but he did cast his large black eyes towards the redhead holding his sister.

"What's he like?" Chuuya asked, watching the bulldog.

"He's just a lazy little guy," you grinned affectionately at the dog. "He loves to have his tummy rubbed, don'tcha, fella?" As if he knew what was coming next, the bulldog slowly rolled over onto his back, to be met with a barrage of scratches to his stomach. He stretched out his small arms as you did so. Chuuya watched with a peaceful smile on his face.

"Do you all want tummy rubs?" You continued, reaching out to scratch another one of your dogs' stomachs. "Come on, all of you!"

"You're so cute with your dogs, hon," Chuuya beamed. "I'm almost jealous."

"Don't worry, Chuu, you're still my favourite," you turned back to him jokingly. "Now that you've met my puppies, though, you're obliged to help me take care of them and give them your attention, too."

"Alright, then. What's that entail?"

"Well, you're their daddy now. You need to help me feed them, clean up their shit, and play with them and give them little kisses on their tiny heads."

"That's fine..." he replied, still admiring you in your sea of dogs. It almost appeared as if they were your children, in a way. Chuuya wondered how it would be if the two of you did have a kid, but quickly brushed off the thought. "I'm not gonna be around all the time though."

"Just move in with me," you shrugged. "It's not that hard."

"No, you move in with me. My place is bigger. It'll fit all the dogs." Chuuya had just been going with the flow of the conversation, so he didn't actually realise the implication of what he'd said until you glanced at him, your expression sincere.

"...you want me to move into your place?" You asked, softly. "...and the dogs too? Like, you're actually willing to help me take care of them? I was only kidding when I said you were obliged to help me-"

"Y/N," he interrupted, firmly. "First of all, I fuckin' love dogs." You chuckled. "More importantly, I fuckin' love you. I'd be so happy if you moved in with me, and if you bought your dogs along. It'd be great to come home to see you and them every day. It'd be like..." Chuuya glanced down at the Maltese in his arms and traced a finger over her head, "...kinda like having a little family of my own. But that's only if you wanna move in with me, I mean."

"...Chuuya..." You reached out and took his gloved hand in your own, a genuine smile across your face. "You sappy bastard, of course I wanna move in with you."

Chuuya let out a small laugh. "And the dogs?"

"Yeah, I guess I'll bring them too," you huffed, ironically. He laughed once more, before leaning over to press his lips to your cheek.

"Love you, babe."

"I love you too, Chuuya." you sighed. The puppy in Chuuya's arms suddenly yapped, catching the attention of the both of you. "Hey, she says 'I love you', too!"

Well that got mushier than I thought it would! Shout out to my dogs I love them with all my heart 🌸 they actually helped me write this they were my beta readers

#bsd #bsd x reader #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bungo stray dogs x reader #x reader #bsd chuuya #chuuya nakahara #chuuya x reader #fanfiction #bsd fanfic #bsd fluff #chuuya fluff

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evilkaeya · 11 months

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holding you at gunpoint for fic recs (not including urs bc I’ve already read and AHHHHH THEY ARE SO AMAZING LITERALLY FUELING ME ILY)

RAHHH TY THATS SO SWEET ILYTOO !!

As for the fic recs, I actually don't get to read much (time issue 👍) but I have some that I really love so I'll list them here!!

I Was Screaming Your Name Through The Radio (256k)

- You can not expect me to give you a fic rec and not start with this one. The skk bible you all.

where your loyalties lie (163k)

- Yakuza au, political marriage, enemies to lovers. My memory of this fic is actually very fuzzy because I read it back in 2020. But I remember enjoying it a lot so give it a try !!

A peer behind the mask (74k)

- Dazai, Chuuya and Atsushi get to witness Dazai's past. Forced vulnerability but it's handled SO WELL. Please read it. You won't regret.

the same groove (7k)

- Pining and getting together. Can't begin to explain how much I LOVE this fic. It's genuinely so good from start to finish. A must read.

into continents and cars (25k)

- Road trip au !! A perfect balance of angst, fluff and comfort. It's one of my absolute faves!

This is how it feels to take a fall (20k)

- Temporary character death and time travel. So SO well written. Unhinged + vulnerable Dazai my beloved. Thank you Ely for recommending me this one. It changed my life /pos

A Few More Tries (16k)

- Domestic fluff ! Established relationship ! Love confession !! What more do you need? Also Ranpo #1 skk shipper is so real.

love at first sight: arranged marriage edition (9k)

- This one was soooo fun to read. skk invented being a power couple. 10/10

Anything that touches (4k)

- Chuuya taking care of Dazai. Hurt/comfort. Getting worse and getting better, both at once.

find you at the red light (2k)

- Dazai and Chuuya, two strangers, stuck in the same traffic jam. Love ensues. Short and fun and cute. Also big brother Oda!!

Plate :( (4k)

- Vulnerable Dazai and hurt/comfort (can you tell I really like vulnerability and hurt/comfort). Anyways this one melts my heart. I've read it so many times (and I'll continue to do so).

The wooing art (20k)

- Tattooed and pierced Chuuya + smitten Dazai. What more do you need really.

strawberries and cigarettes (15k)

- High-school au !! Teen skk shenanigans + angst + hurt/comfort and ofc, happy ending! It's very cute pls read it.

Kinetic Friction (6k)

- I laughed so much reading this lmao skk get cockblocked every time they try to fuck. Absolutely hilarious.

Wet bandages (3k)

- FLUFF. SO MUCH FLUFF. THIS FIC WILL CURE YOUR DEPRESSION AND WATER YOUR CROPS. PLEASE READ.

OK this is all for now. I have more but I need to dig my bookmarks for a bit. Enjoy !!

#skk #soukoku #skk fic recs #sai answers

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solunstell · 5 months

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List of bsd headcanons

Dazai:

Has bpd. A lot of his traits remind me of my friends with it

He some kind of trans. Nonbinary. Transfem. Transmasc. Idk he's megender lmao

He's described as appearing very youthful in the first two light novels. I imagine that once the events of the main timeline start picking up though, with all the time stopping or slowing abilities that *dont affect him*, he actually ages faster than the other characters. I draw current dazai with small wrinkles, which also hints at stress and stuff

Also, I imagine current dazai getting tanner as he works in the light, as well as getting more prominent freckles.

Round/doe eyes because that is part of his appearance in my opinion. Seeming unsuspecting and innocent, especially during his mafia days

Bad eyesight in his right eye from being under the bandages for so long. Saw this headcanon and loved it

Similarly, beastzai has bad vision in general

I always call No Longer Human an anti-ability in my head, fun fact

He loves to touch other people. Not a fan of being touched by others unless asked

I draw him with red eyes in color, and usually black eyes in ink (inconsistent artstyle my beloved)

Aroace spectrum

heavy sleeper. Very

Chuuya

FRECKLES and tan from sheep days

He likes to be close to other people more than actually touching. Presence over contact

That shade of eyes that changes colors in the light (but I use a grey base lol)

Also some sort of trans, but in a different way than dazai

Brownish red hair. Not blazing, not just brown

That man is AUTISTIC

One time instinctively kicked a friend with his ability active, expecting them to dodge cuz he's used to dazai easily dodging. They did, but they were SO CLOSE to getting hit. Imagine a confused face like wtf why you try to kick me

Light sleeper, but every now and then sleeps like he just learned how to close his eyes

A lot of his jokes go over people's heads because they expect him to be serious and his voice just doesn't change between serious and not serious

Ranpo

Autism plus adhd ftw

Aroace spectrum

Poe

He/they vibes

Anxiety

Gay af

I can 100% see him being into knitting. Imagine the guide plus ranpo all in matching sweaters

Loves baking. Sooooo bad at it

Lucy

Bi (with a lean towards girlies) she/it

VERY good at baking

But she won't share :(

Atsushi

Anxiety, so much anxiety

Aroace spectrum vibes

Very easily idolizes people and then gets surprised when they actually like being around him

Akutagawa

Aroace spectrum

Autism cuz he is so mecore sometimes

Very trans vibes from me

(I like to imagine him having tourettes cuz I have tourettes and I am Not projecting)

Atsushi (special kitty hearing) and jouno being the only ones who can hear some of his tics. He will be horrified that anyone notices them

Wait no actually I'm gonna incorporate that into my belief system. That's canon now

Mori

Genuinely cares about a lot of his workers, but not all of them

He gives great bonuses for birthdays

He absolutely loves vtubers if bsd were in a modern setting. Rip mori. He'd have also loved vocaloid lmao

Ozaki

Masc energy. Fem energy. Ooh I can see ozaki with any pronouns and identity

Kinda person to accidently either overpack or underpack. Always has painkillers, never has a pen

Ridiculous memory. Incredible gift giver. Would get someone something months or years after overhearing them say they wanted something once

"Whyd you get me a hairdryer?"

"You said you needed one. I saw it and thought of you."

"...that was months ago. I got a hairdryer already."

"..." *takes hairdryer back* "sorry wrong person. I don't have my contacts in my bad"

She has perfect vision

Kunikida

Trans vibes. In any and every direction

Adhd af

Will always conveniently have room in his schedule when Aya wants to go do something and needs someone to go with her. No, he's TOTALLY not frantically writing and erasing things, get your glasses updated

You can usually count on him to continue the bit cuz he won't realize there is a bit occurring

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etrevil · 25 days

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hey!! I absolutely love the vibes of your blog! I’m getting into bungo stray dogs (or trying to :’) ) and since you seemingly write fics for it, do you have more recs?? I don’t really know what the main pairings are but I like to use fics as a way to see if I’ll like the fandom and pairs!! Thank you!!

you're making me crack my knuckles because DAMN AM I NOW EXCITED :DDD

terms used: bsd (bungou stray dogs), hp (harry potter), mha (my hero academia), soukoku (chuuya/dazai), shin soukoku (atsushi/akutagawa), chuuda (where chuuya tops), fyozai (dazai/fyodor), fyolai (fyodor/nikolai)

First and foremost is the widely beloved I Was Screaming Your Name Through The Radio by ElectricSplatter, which is just a rollercoaster of emotions that grip you by the throat. Do note that the chapters are hella long, but enjoyable. The relationships are fleshed out beautifully.

Magic and Mystery by Allegory_for_Hatred is also a good start because it's a bsd and hp crossover that's just, amazing. Had me up at 3am until I physically could not read. There's an ongoing sequel too!

wtf, since when are you married? by xxalwayssofia is a short, quick laugh that, for me, had one of the best characterization for soukoku. Sofia's stories in general (check her account!) have got the character's personality traits down with little creative liberties.

Ne Chuuya, won't you marry me? is another one by xxalwayssofia, and I die of laughter because of this on a daily basis.

Now, I may be mean for suggesting this, but this fic is a diamond found within a gold mine that will eventually end you up in jail because some rich dude probably owned it first. In summary, it hurts. Like a gunshot wound (wink wink to the readers). And that is Ruiner by gev_ao3 (rated the E-est of E's)! The long-awaited consequence chapter is already out for this one, so when you binge read it the ending will hopefully be satisfying. Just be aware this is incredibly graphic, psychological, and angst-filled to the brim.

I read If the Far Side Saw You by birbleh a considerable time ago, but it both pinches and caresses my heart all the same. I haven't anything else to say other than give it a chance.

Ice Queen by TheHighQueen is a great ongoing Dazai genderbend fic, that follows canon with interesting diverging road stops.

This Color Ain't It by justcallmedude has Kenji, our lovable super strength-powered farmer, as a main character! Crossover between bsd and mha with a dash of angst thrown here and there.

For a shin soukoku pairing fic, I'd suggest Fair Ankles by spirallings (rated E) and love knows no boundaries by dangodangomilk; fun, interesting stories that aren't that long, the latter's a oneshot and the former's ugh, just around 100k words :>

One of the first bsd fics I've read, which is with a fyozai pairing, is Letters from the Underground by ktaem! The writing style has its own refined edge, with the exploration of a what-if scenario that had me by hook, line, and sinker. This fic is still in my tab group because I always keep rereading it!

Now if we're entering the explicit territory, I will forever recommend my favorite series (pairing is chuuda btw) Ineffable Partners by Ch_ee_rios. The eighth installment is currently updating, and I promise, you will cry- or at least feel a significant gut punch.

Head Full of Lies by AbsoluteNegation, as my friend one said, is where the good shit's at. The premise had me instantly curious and soukoku's dynamic is wonderful, messy, and DAMN I LOVE THIS FIC SO MUCH.

Mors Vincit Omnia by themadtree, an soukoku and fyolai fic that will have you bending over and dying of laughter and pain. The author's other works (akai!) are also very good.

The series all that is left by alaruya is a personal favorite of mine. The writing style is unique, with choppy sentences and tear-jerker lines. Was the first story that ever had me thinking, "god I need to bookmark this," and I did.

Bottom of The Deep Blue Sea by arkastadt is a filthy, guilty pleasure. (can you tell I'm an avid bottomzai reader?)

And that's it... I think? I'm also willing to suggest Leafing Through The Pages, I Found You by YunaYamiMouto, but letting you know it's an ongoing reaction fic of the bsd cast to Dazai's life (with the author's own creative choices and headcanons), so there will be a lot, and I mean a HECK TON of spoilers. Which, to be fair, the other fics do have in sprinkles, but this tackles novel events that maybe you'd wish to read at your own pace :D

also shameless plug I have my own fic, the heat of your orange, and I know there's only one chapter but I'm trying my best to update soon

Happy reading!

#bungou stray dogs #bsd #ao3 #ao3 fic #fic reccomendations #bsd fics #bungou gay dogs #soukoku #shin soukoku #fyozai #fyolai #fic rec #vil answers #“I went a bit crazy with this one sorry hahahah”

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circinuus · 1 year

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"Do I need it?"

The room smells of sunshine, golden rays of the early morning peeks through the slightly parted curtains.

"Am I under control?"

Your reflection stares back at you menacingly.

"Mm. Maybe a cup of self-control."

Right now, you're practicing your best smile, not too taut, not too loose, auditioning to give your long-standing crush the best valentine's experience.

Ah. Yes. Valentine. Even the deepest, darkest corner of Yokohama must be singing about love now.

"I can make you feel alive♪~"

"I know!" your smile answers the song playing idly on the radio. "But do I really need love to survive?"

The silver, now shiny pan—having served its purpose as a breakfast maker and your makeshift mirror—is back to its rack.

'Probably not necessarily.' Your fingers begin to play with the ribbons of the carefully wrapped chocolate sitting on the countertop—just beside the rack.

'But it must be lonely living without love.'

"(Name)?"

"Whoa!"

"Whoa?"

Here comes the man! He's as beautiful as you remember. His locks are of a beautiful, darker shade of the Riesling that knocked you out on your first sip; his eyes the color of the mesmerizing, vast sky that made you run to a pole; his confused expression.. a confused expression any other man can make. But you are sure he is the prettiest. You never doubted that.

"My love, I have something important to say." Chuuya looks nonplussed when you get down on one knee, presenting the delicately packaged chocolate box.

"My beloved, my soul," you take his hand. "I have completely and utterly fallen for you-"

"Get up."

...Huh?

'I can't believe.' Has your love been denied?

He reaches for you, hands encircling your waist as he raises you to your feet, holding you close.

And oh! When you peer at him, his eyes start to color with fond amusement. After an incredulous chuckle, he presses a loving kiss to your temple and says:

"Darling, we've been livin' together for two years."

"Ah."

song: coffee by jack stauber; it has nothing to do with romance, but will that stop me from self-indugent fics? absolutely not

♡ @ashthemadwriter

#bungou stray dogs x reader #bsd x reader #chuuya x reader #nakahara chuuya x reader

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dazaisms · 2 months

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❀°:.• 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐂𝐀𝐍'𝐓 𝐆𝐎 𝐎𝐍 𝐀𝐍𝐘 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑

synopsis. they need to talk. he can't cope with this any longer.

pairing. kunikida doppo × dazai osamu (bungo stray dogs)

cw. angst, established relationship, break up angst guys. mentions & depictions of su1c1d3.

Kunikida loves Dazai. Of course he does. He is the blonde's beloved boyfriend after all.

Everything seemed perfect, too. At least, to those who didn't see right through them.

Few people could see Kunikida's health, mental and physical, quickly deteriorating. Yet, nobody but the man himself knew the cause of it.

But when something affects Kunikida, he makes it his goal to fix it instantly. But he hasn't. Why?

Because he couldn't do it. He knew it would break Dazai, and that would only break himself.

But he has to do it. It's now or never.

All because he was tired. Tired of Dazai's rambling about Chuuya. Tired of staying up late and waking up in the middle of the night because Dazai had attempted again.

Don't get him wrong, he absolutely loves Dazai and loves helping the brunette. But his body, and his mental well-being couldn't keep up with it.

And absolutely none of it was in his ideals.

But he didn't think things through before calling Dazai over to talk. With the way he stated it, too, he knew that his boyfriend would be panicking and just brushing it off and bottling it up.

But he was losing sleep, and he couldn't take it any longer. He can't get up to bandage Dazai's arms, he can't get up to get him from the roof and comfort him within his embrace.

He was physically and mentally exhausted.

Which is why he had to do this. He had to break up with Dazai.

At least until the two of them had improved mentally.

...

It didn't take long for Dazai to make it to Kunikida's door, rushing in immediately, his breathing heavy.

"Kuni? Hey, is everything okay? Why did you need to talk so suddenly?"

The bandage covered brunette rushed towards the taller blonde, panic settled in his eyes and his hands desperately gripping the others arms.

Kunikida took a deep breath, slender fingers pushing his glasses up his nose before he spoke, in a shaky voice (which was very unlike him).

"Listen, 'samu. You do know I love you, and you mean the world to me, correct?"

Dazai stared up at him, mouth agape and eyes almost doe-like as he nodded. "o-of course i know, kuni! you remind me everyday! what's going on? are you okay?"

All Kunikida could do was let out a quiet sigh and shake his head, gentle hands pulling the other's away from his body.

"I love you so much, dear. But this can't go on any longer, I cannot deal with this any longer. Make me out to be the bad person, hate me, despise me, I don't care. As long as you're smiling and happy.

"But for the sake of my own health, I'm breaking up with you. At least until my mental and physical health are recovered, if you would take me back after, that is. But if we stay together, it will be too dangerous for the two of us. Just please, do not resort to attempting again because I'm doing this.

"I'll still be here when you desperately need me, but please. I just.. I need to break up with you."

After taking in his words, Dazai slowly and gently pulled his hands out of Kunikida's grip. His mouth opened and closed, as if he was trying to say something, but nothing came out.

"R-right. I understand, kunikida! If that's what you really think is right, then it must be, hm?"

Dazai spoke with a close-eyed smile, his head tilted to the side a little. He pulled himself away from Kunikida as a whole, walking backwards towards the door, before spinning around to leave.

"I'll.. see you at work tomorrow."

When Dazai had left, Kunikida finally let himself break down. He sat on his bed, pulling his glasses off and letting his tears fall into the palms of his hands.

He knew Dazai was hurt, and he was just faking the smile to hide it all.

He knew what he did hurt Dazai Osamu. Which made him unsure if he would actually see him at work the next day.

Spoiler alert: he doesn't.

toby's notes ;

more angst, i really am allergic to happiness :3 /j

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