Above Gander Lake - Christopher Pratt , 1997.
Canadian , 1935 - 2022
Colour screenprint on paper , 17 x 18 in. 43.2 x 45.7 cm. Ed. 39/65
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every part of you (simple as that) | 2.8k
"Do you ever think about having kids?" The words fall from Buck's lips the moment Tommy returns from the bar with their beers. He flounders a little, mouth opening and closing like he can suck the words back in. To his credit, Tommy only blinks in surprise and takes a second too long to unwrap his fingers from the neck of the bottle when Buck reaches for it.
"Uh, no, not really," he says carefully, evenly. And Buck's only the tiniest bit disappointed that it doesn't fluster the man more. Tommy just joins him in leaning against the railing of the gazebo, hip and shoulder solid points of contact that Buck relishes in. The warm, strong weight of Tommy against him soothing the pacing dog in his chest. "I mean, I used to. When I still thought I was straight." He huffs a little laugh at himself, and Buck shares in it. A new feeling, wistful amusement. The years lost to a question you never thought to ask, or one you couldn't find the courage to answer. "It's what you do, you know? You find a nice woman, you get married, you have kids."
"Mm," Buck hums ins agreement, taking a sip of his own beer. It's a thought he's had countless times, a thought he continues to have, but now it's not always a woman standing up there at the altar with him. "You don't think about it now?"
"I never really considered it. Not with the job and everything." Tommy sighs, deep and heavy, before turning to face Buck head on. Something raw and vulnerable creeps into his eyes, and Buck finds himself standing a little steadier ready to catch whatever fragile thing Tommy is about to hand him. "The army, firefighting, Harbour. My mortality has never been a sticking point for me. I was always thinking: well, if I die, I die."
Buck sucks in a sharp breath, the words slicing through his skin like shards of a mirror long since shattered, settling in his gut like a stone of dread. How many times had he thought the exact same? How many times will he have to pay for his own carelessness by caring for someone he could lose so easily?
"I've made sure to live a life that would leave very little behind," Tommy continues. "Or I had. Until recently."
"Oh, yeah?" Buck raises an eyebrow, heart skipping once then twice. "What changed?"
"I think..." Tommy's voice is low as he sways into Buck's space. "I think I found something to stick around for."
(OR: buck comes out to chris at the wedding)
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Chris: Dad, can you do me a favor?
Eddie: Of course, mijo. Always.
Chris: Cool. Can you stop denying your feelings and tell Buck you love him — like love love him in that kind of way so the two of you can stop pining?
Eddie, spit-takes: What.
Chris: Focus, dad. This is important.
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rated: t | words: 6.4k | read on ao3
—secret fic is here y’all! this goes out to my wife @monsterrae1 thanks for always believing in her babe…i finished it just for you 😂 happy birthday bestie!! 🥳🫶🏼🩵
summary:
It wasn’t until a few days later when Eddie was doing laundry that he came across Buck’s discarded clothes. He must’ve tossed them in the hamper after his shower, Eddie holding the warn and stained clothing up in his hands.
Eddie toyed with the fabric, clutching it a little in his hands. Buck’s clothes were in his laundry, mixed with his and Chris’, like they belonged, like Buck was a part of their family.
Against his better judgement, Eddie brought the clothes up to his face, closing his eyes as he inhaled. While they smelled awful, reeking of soot, sweat, and blood, they also smelled like Buck, like home and safety. Eddie couldn’t get enough.
—or—
Five times Buck leaves his clothes at Eddie's, and the one time they're right where they belong
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‘It's so clear now that you are all that I have,
I have no fear cos you are all that I have.
It's so clear now that you are all that I have,
I have no fear cos you are all that I have.’
- All that I have, Snow Patrol
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Hello i feel like it's been forever since I've had a decently long winded Star Trek post! But don't worry. I am here today bearing gifts!
I've rewatching the AOS films and I am just absolutely blown away by Chris Pine's performance at Kirk. Don't get me wrong, everyone in the film does an exceptional job, as always. But there are a few moments where Kirk conveys such reactions and emotions?? I just love it.
The first is after he's been demoted and Pike meets him at the bar to tell him he's made Kirk his first officer (clip can be found here). These are just a few photos of him in this scene that are my personal favorites.
His ability to show how much Kirk cares for and admires Admiral Pike is sooo so good
And of course, on the other side of the emotional spectrum we have the moment that Pike dies (clip can be found here) this one was way hard to pick the key moments for me but I tried my best.
I JUST THINK CHRIS PINE DID A REALLY GOOD JOB IN THAT SCENE!!!!! LOOK AT HIM GOOOOOO!
He did just such a good job with this role.
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