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Anytime i see a bunch of pride flags i have to restrain myself from saying "where mexico" bc i doubt anyone will know I'm referencing this

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If they do a trapped dads situation, Eddie needs to be the one who's pinned simply because I need to show to maintain the way Eddie has never let Buck behind.

#yk what i mean #when it matters he never walked away #i want that to stay true #i didn't realize how much until right now kapskpsksoskoska #911 #buddie thoughts #911 speculation

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So I wrote a little something loosely based on this post I made about Eddie subconsciously associating his future wedding as being with Buck- I haven't written for ages but I thought if I was gonna make it into a fic I'd also have an accidental drunk confession to Buck in there- and this is that. If I ever wrote a whole fic of this there'd be no cheating so dw dw

"It must be nice," Buck says from the floor, "Marr-Marriaging, -having a wedding. I want that, I'd want-"

"I know what you want," Eddie laughs confidently from the empty tub. It feels very zen, lying here with his legs hooked over the circular tub, like lying inside a big cereal bowl. He is so drunk, and giddy and totally at peace with everything, "You want a spring wedding because you want a frankly ridiculous amount of flowers. You want it far enough away from the city that you can see the stars at night, but not so far that it'd cost too much for everyone to travel there. You like the idea of releasing lanterns but you're worried about the environment so you'd probably want - like- doves or butterflies instead-"

"Butterflies," Buck says from the floor, his voice thick, "Eddie, what-"

"M'not finished," Eddie continues with the gravitas of someone so hammered they cant feel their legs but who is nevertheless making an Important Point, "Butterflies, then. You want a light coloured suit, something that breathes well because you'll worry about sweating. Bobby would be doing the ceremony, so maybe Athena to walk you down the aisle? And of course Maddie as your best man. Woman. Person."

"… Maddie?"

"Well yeah," Eddie shrugs, transfixed by how the ceiling seems to be slowly tilting to the side, "Because Chris would be mine, and that way they can both be involved."

There's a frantic shuffling noise from the floor, and Buck's voice is much clearer when he speaks again, "Eddie. Eddie are you talking about- me and you getting married?"

"Who else?" And in his alcohol-soaked state, it's as simple as that- who else. God knows he's tried to fit other people into that role and they just never fit right because the void in his life is so decisively Buck-shaped. Haha, God knows, his chest begins to shake with silent laughter, it's funny, right? Because of the Catholicism.

"And that's-" Buck sounds kind of upset, which makes Eddie pause, why would Buck be upset when there's good booze and the ceiling is tilting and they're getting married? "That's something you want- the-the spring wedding and the butterflies and the-"

Oh, Buck's simply misunderstood, that's easy.

"I just wanna be the guy standing next to you."

#SCREAMING #yesyesyes #buddie #911 fic

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OP turned off reblogs

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#definitely dragon ball #but i know know if i watched the first Fullmetal before or after Naruto #there was overlap but i dont know which one i started first kapakaoakpaka

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this girl at uni was dressed sooo gay and then i found out she's just straight with a lesbian mom. dykebaiting is not a victimless crime 😔

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Tumblr is where girls go to be alone with other girls who are being alone and that's why I've been using this site for so long

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Who even writes "intertwined in the tragic fabric of our dreaming" like what the FUCK

#tay #thoughts thoughts thoughts

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I thought Xana had gagged me with "such a handsome liar but I think she can taste me" and then she wrote "I heard you're calling me a monster, after all the shit I pulled you could do better" I'm so obsessed with her not even funny.

#i CANT WAIT for her album dude kspskpakapakpa #thoughts thoughts thoughts

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Me: mom do you have my scrunchies

Mom: nope

All my scrunchies: *chilling in her bathroom drawer*

#look i dont mind sharing #i have like 20 #but like #i wanna use them too??????? #come on #thoughts thoughts thoughts

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Love that no matter the sport, people are always mad at the refs.

#anna watches nhl

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I can't even be honest with myself, how could you believe I'd do that for someone else?

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song: Monster by Xana

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2024 Stanley Cup Playoffs: Round 1, Game 3 Canucks @ Predators | April 26, 2024

#oh nice #he looks gooood #quinn hughes #nhl

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i want 60 thousand votes by next thursday

#yep #kapkspskspks

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i'm afflicted by the not knowing

Pairing: Evan Buckley and Eddie Diaz (911)

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But he's also feeling the need to confess, and this is the closest he can force himself into. So he drops into the chair and finally meets Frank's eyes. “I broke up with Marisol.” “I'm sorry to hear that,” Frank says in the calm let's talk about how that makes you feel voice that used to drive him up the wall. Maybe it still does. “No, that's not the problem,” Eddie shakes his head and he nods. “Alright, what is the problem?” “I lied to Buck.” or Eddie needs to talk about how he's feeling. That's what therapy is for, right?

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