#sami rambles

[chronicowboy]

wait if eddie doesn't even realise he still has the collar on and buck just very gently reaches up to unbutton it and eddie's holding his breath because he doesn't know what the fuck buck is doing and buck's holding his breath because this feels somehow bigger than it should and his fingers brush against eddie's neck and it's like a bolt of lightning but neither of them react and buck busies himself with arranging the collar into a pocket square for eddie and his hand lingers a little right over eddie's heart and eddie stares down at it and then buck takes two steps back and the moment bursts like a fucking bubble

#sami rambles #i just want something very (to use ryan's favourite words) intimate to happen between them thanks #911 show #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buddie #buck x eddie #911 spec

[scarab-unmasked]

hc that scarab was mortal and had a family at some point before ascending. and his dad was literally just this beta design

scarab with daddy issues pleasxe please please youre nothing

#fionna and cake #adventure time #sami rambles #scarab adventure time #fionna and cake scarab #scarab the god auditor #scarab fionna and cake #scarab

[chronicowboy]

in my brain there exists a little booth in the corner of a bar in los angeles where ryan oliver and lou get together to jot down the most insane talking points for their interviews that they can possibly imagine. it goes a little something like this....

lou: okay so you're gonna discuss buck thinking eddie and marisol broke up in episode one?

ryan: i wish...

oliver: yeah and i played it excited. fucking relieved idk.

lou: what should i say if they ask about buddie?

ryan: intimate. get the word intimate in there. that's my go to.

oliver: oh yeah yeah that's a good one.

lou: what if i say they're enjoying each other?

ryan and oliver in unison: PERFECT!!!

#sami rambles #and then they rehearse their future smooches <3 #oliver stark #ryan guzman #lou ferrigno jr #buddie

[chronicowboy]

been thinking about buck throwing himself into things with tommy a little too fast and a little too all at once and like. it makes so much sense. it's a subconscious act of self preservation. somewhere deep down a part of buck knows that if he didn't have someone to focus this new part of himself on, someone to distract him from the depths of this revelation about himself, it would find its center with eddie. some part of him knows that if he were to stop and take a breath now he would end up thinking a little too hard about who eddie is to him and what he feels for him with this new knowledge of his bisexuality. and he can't do that. not right now. this is shiny and new and exciting and full of joy. it doesn't need to get so complicated so soon. and he definitely can't do it when eddie has someone. can't condemn himself to pining for someone he loves so deeply he doesn't even realise how far it goes yet. so he throws himself into things with tommy because he likes tommy and tommy is safe where eddie is every risk worth taking.

#sami rambles #just having thoughts about them #911 show #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buddie #buck x eddie #tommy kinard #buck x tommy #bucktommy #911 meta

[chronicowboy]

fox put our guys in situations. abc keeps putting US in situations. i do NOT appreciate this

#sami rambles #i appreciate it so much actually im just dying i think maybe

[scarab-unmasked]

preferred flavor of man : la cucaracha

i have to study my faves. i have to know what the correlation between them all is.. .

#sami rambles #scarab #other interests #fionna and cake #adventure time #bfdi #dca fandom #moon fnaf #four bfb

[chronicowboy]

baby snoopy this, baby clifford that, baby gromit blah blah blah. what about baby kermit???????

#sami rambles #he's so goddamn cute and for what? for no one to fawn over him????????? #kermit the frog

[chronicowboy]

i have been rearranged at a molecular level

#sami rambles #bites hozier bites hozier bites hozier bites hozier bites hozier bites hozier bites hozier bites hozier bites hozier bites- #hozier #unreal unearth #andrew hozier byrne

[chronicowboy]

this post & merthur

#sami rambles #our favourite doomed couple <333 #i will always and forever remember hearing sara bareilles' orpheus for the first time as a teenager and immediately and irrevocably #linking it to merthur for the rest of my natural life so much so that i can no longer separate the two #LOL :D #merlin #bbc merlin #arthur pendragon #merlin x arthur #merthur #web weave #orpheus and eurydice

[chronicowboy]

#sami rambles #genuinely insane of him #i need his home address and bank account details so i know where to send my therapy bills #also the paperwork for my emotional damage lawsuit #tlou #tlou hbo #craig mazin #the last of us #the last of us hbo #bill and frank #bill x frank #frank x bill

[chronicowboy]

an underrated hozier tweet

#sami rambles #i love the little brother too #like go off king take control of the aux and swear like a fucking sailor #hozier

[chronicowboy]

the shot at the end when joel and ellie are driving away through the open bedroom window, how it slowly pans further and further back into the room but it doesn't invade bill and frank's privacy of their final moments together...

#sami rambles #i was sat there like 'don't show me their bed don't show me their bed don't show me their bed' and then the camera stopped #and i breathed a huge fucking sigh of relief #tlou #tlou spoilers #tlou hbo #tlou bill #tlou frank #tlou joel #tlou ellie #the last of us #the last of us spoilers #frank x bill #bill x frank #bill and frank

[chronicowboy]

sorry actually tommy is perfect for buck's first guy. like they're both so embarrassing. buck talking about tommy's fake mouth static in an accidental plea to be kissed. tommy fluctuating between calling him evan and kid. on god you two are going to be so disgusting together and i love it so much.

#sami rambles #tommy calling buck kid should have maybe made me doubt things but that was actually confirmation to me #like no queer person can be any kind of normal around their samesex crush #that's like a baseline requirement #911 spoilers #evan buckley #tommy kinard #buck x tommy

[chronicowboy]

the ao3 error logo really captures an indescribable emotion

#sami rambles #what a sad little guy #a dejected fella #he just wants to read his stories :( #ao3 #archive of our own

[chronicowboy]

do you know what. i almost don't want a double date. like yes that would be Everything to me and i will treasure it so deeply if that's what we get. but the idea of eddie and marisol going off to their table on the other side of the restaurant but eddie's fixated on buck and tommy. and it's just cutting between eddie being like "buck was being weird right? like that's not just me? he was being weird? do you think he's okay? he's not still feeling guilty about my ankle? i hope nothing's happened with tommy." and marisol's just like 😐 meanwhile buck's like wigging out fully like "shit tommy do you think he knows? not that i mind that he knows! like im really happy to be here with you and im not embarrassed or anything i judt kind of thought id get to tell him on my own terms. you don't think he knows do you? god what if he knows?" and tommy is realising that buck isn't Not in love with eddie, but he's very deeply in love with eddie and just doesn't realise it yet.

#sami rambles #PLEASE #it's actually a win win scenario whatever fucking insanity happens next week #911 spoilers #911 spec #buck x eddie #eddie diaz #evan buckley #buddie #911 show #911 abc #buck x tommy #eddie x marisol

[chronicowboy]

we as a collective do Not talk about this line delivery nearly enough and for good fucking reason, i'll kill bradley james for this one line alone. he's just a little boy :'((

#sami rambles #like. he's still the same little kid who didn't really know what it was to be looked after/cared for/doted on #at the heart of him he's still just that lonely young boy who always had to earn people's attention #or just take whatever he got for the simple fact of being the king's son :/ #even after so long he's still not used to merlin's love. and now. now he can't see what he's ever done to deserve it #seeing everything all at once and he just. he needs answers before he goes. #he's just a little boy asking 'why' to prolong his bedtime a few moments more #oh fuck. just caused irreparable damage to myself with that last one ahaha #merlin #bbc merlin #arthur pendragon #merthur #bradley james