#but more than one kiss

[butdotheykiss]

im sorry, but was the kiss in a boss and a babe like bad buddy lvl wow? no. but is it on a constant loop in my mind cause Reasons? yes.

#what are those reasons? #i dont know #maybe its cher not even questioning himself #or that his ego refused to back down #or maybe its that boss felt excluded for so long and then here comes the one voice in the world that comforts him and its attached to #a person who refuses to exclude him from anything #eat with my friends he said #im here next to you since you seem upset he said #lets try new things he said #im not scared of you he said while stepping into boss's space #so in all the kiss was unexpected and yet made so much sense #but more than one kiss #its cher thinking about it and then kissing him back #and then its boss bringing their bodies closer #im feral #i cant wait to just see the fall asleep in the same bed after hours of cher getting to talk and help boss fall asleep #a boss and a babe the series #gmmtv #a boss and a babe

[inkskinned]

because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

#almost wrote the champagne line as ''effervescent'' but legit could not write it without saying ''effervescent like a snail'' #ah tumblr... #writeblr #warm up #idk . having trouble writing rn #ps i don't like to talk about it . it is my medical information. but before you ask. yes this is about being on the spectrum #i really don't like when ppl make my writing about how im [whatever ID]. i want it to ring true for the people who it rings true for #i don't want it to be like ''awwwww look at this person!!! she's the EXCEPTION!!! :)" ..... #no.... not really..... #idk something gross happens whenever i admit to certain conditions and i turn into like inspiration p*rnography #like yes they actually let us use keyboards these days #furthermore i just... dont feel comfortable talking about this part of me. i had too bad of a childhood. adhd is one thing... #this one im like. still coming to terms with. which is like. my own journey. #idk. just please be kind. some things are more private than others. this one feels private to me. #i do not know how to help others w/this . and i do not know how to help myself. i will talk about it if im ever ready. idk if that will #actually ever happen #ty in advance i love u im kissing you we are kissing somewhere on the spectrum

[tizzymcwizzy]

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! i have another marichat holiday themed piece for y'all :D (imagine this is stuffed in ur stocking or smth (along with some tiny candy canes))

#this is a direct companion to that halloween drawing and i think i like that one more than this one lmao #ANYWAY THEY CUTE #HES GOT A MISTLETOE HEADBAND #even if you dont celebrate christmas i hope you have a good holiday season #it can be tough this time of year :') #merry christmas #christmas #ml #mlb #miraculous #miraculous ladybug #chat noir #marinette dupain cheng #marichat #my art #mistletoe #not a kiss this time surprisingly bdhdjfhhhfja #happy holidays #i want hot cocoa but its 3 am so i will go to bed

[wolfsplosion]

ermm hello chilaios nation

#chilaios #suggestive #laios touden #chilchuck #chilchuck tims #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #my art #this was my first time drawing either of em I need to figure it out more. I have been plagued with images #if I draw anything uhh More than this it'll just go on my priv twitter probably. where does one even post 18+ art these days smh.. #anyway. chilchuck's moe old man divorced swag x laios's dogboy eagerness. making them kiss like barbie dolls mwah mwah

[badlydrawnronpa]

i love how this blog called "badly drawn" while like some of these doodles are better than my finished sketches lol

HEY

NO SELF DEPRECATION ABOUT YOUR ART SKILLS IN THIS HOUSE

ANGIE ATTACK

#admin post #also like i obviously dunno who you are anon but like. ive been drawing for years #and i still meet people who are obviously more skilled than me #but even then #like. we all learn at a different pace #if you see some of the old posts on this blog and compare them to the newer ones theres improvement on THOSE too #and they're all scribbles to me #like!!!!!!! idk if im making any sense!!!!!! #art is hard it sucks but we're creating and we're on a journey #and you'll always be better than the ai crowd #kissing your forehead. mwah. dont stop creating #also this angie is fully colored because i was insane doing just lineart these days BYE

[aengelren]

History will call them roommates..

#are we abt to kiss rn #IM JOKING #Armin is Eren’s litteral best friend in the world his soulmate #But Mikasa is the one he loves more than life itself #canon event #eren jaeger #attack on titan #shingeki no kyojin #eren #aot #eren yeager #anime #mikasa ackerman #mikasa #Eremin #Eremika #Ema trio #Aot end #the end

[bottombaron]

oh ok so its the usual no-homo bullshit you always hear, good to know.

#wwdits #what we do in the shadows #guillermo de la cruz #nandor the relentless #nandermo #look im a reasonable guy #i dont get worked up easily and ive been around writers rooms and understand the pressures of writing a big show like wwdits #hell i even liked season 4 #but this has got to be one of the most offensive bs ive read that wasnt from 2015 #‘its only a small (but vocal) amount of people that actually want to see them together’ #‘their love isnt ~s*xual~ they dont need to kiss its more ~profound~ than that’ #‘you don’t REALLY want to see them together! (thats gross!)’ #also ‘the power dynamic is ~problematic~’??? are you kidding me??? #jfc its like someone literally got this out of the queerbating handbook from 2010 #and like yeah i know wwdits isnt queerbating but its queerness feels more performative when it treats an actual central relationship #like its a gross kinkything only a few freaks on the internet want #instead of a legitimate plausible story that deserves exploration #nandermo should be a triumph - a victory for the characters and something the writers should be pleased with writing #not…this. #like it’s some problem pressured reluctantly upon them that needs to be carefully defused #this has left a bad taste in my mouth

[pherredraws]

from the homumiko mines

#dgs #tgaa #dgs spoilers #tgaa spoilers #homumiko #idk why mikotoba is taller in the kiss. hes on his tiptoes #the first one is inspired by the moment when sholmes puts his hands on ryu's neck so he can feel how cold they are from blood loss lol #anyway i continue to be deeply fascinated with early years homumiko #i feel like my view of their relationship is more slowburn than most #like. they were both not at their best when they met and i can very much see a scenario where they start living together w/out necessarily #liking each other #the last one in based on a line in 1-5 where gregson (?) says that after an hour of blood loss even sholmes piped down or something #which makes me think he would not shut up beforehand. and i think he'd say some stuff He Really Shouldn't Have #but susato wrote it off as delirium + she was too worried abt her dad and messing with the crime scene #que like 5 months later her going .........ohhhhhh #thats not how you write que i think. anyway

[madneywedding]

the way i would pay for oliver to write meta about buck's character

#like. he Gets it. i've been thinking about buck in this ep for five days straight and he said it better in one sentence than any paragraph #i could ever come up with #people are arguing over whether buck #acted the way he did bc he wanted tommy's attention or eddie's attention or bc he was feeling left out or whatever but i don't think it's #any one thing i think it was just a general feeling of Wrongness when tommy showed up borne from thirty years of repressing his sexuality #and he tried to rationalize it as jealousy or whatever and worked through the fact that his behavior was completely unreasonable but #it wasn't until tommy kissed him that all of the rage that was trapped inside him was allowed to escape bc he finally had a name for it #he's been turning over parts of himself for years trying to find that final piece and getting more and more upset when it eludes him #n this kiss was the kind of cathartic relief that he so desperately needed bc it allowed him to understand what's been missing #anyway. oliver stark i love you so much i'm so grateful you play buck #buck #rae.txt #911

[ca-3]

I'm a personal believer they both suck at kissing 💋 </3

#persona 5 #persona 5 royal #pegoryu #ca3 art #ryuji sakamoto #akira kurusu #ren amamiya #hello posting more art thats been exclusively on twitter sorry its tiring running more than one platform 💀 #sakamoto ryuji #based on a twt meme that was going around lol #anyways pegoryus first kiss was a disaster in my humble opinion but they laugh about it afterwards

[thornsnfeathers]

breath life into me

#kim kitsuragi #harry du bois #harrykim #two birds on a wire #disco elysium #fanart #my drawings #videogames #illustration #my tablet is kind of wonky currently but it works with this game's style lmao #i'm liking this kim more than my first one so that's nice #lil kiss <3 #edit: this is probably my most popular piece ever ily all :')

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Wardrobe Woes

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #Yes: there are people who read these comics who don't know much about mdzs. Several are my beloved and supportive friends B'*) #This comic in particular is one that I've been thinking about for a very long time and I'm so happy to finally be here! #I was trying to think about how to explain the social rules of the forehead ribbon and the reason lwj was so upset #and the metaphor of 'it's kind of like wwx accidently undoing lwj's bikini in front of a crowd.' came to mind. #of course there's a bit more to it than that but the point here is that - accident or not - it still embarrasses lwj #wwx doesn't get the entire context behind it (at the time. Now he *does* and it all makes a bit more sense) #But he knows he made lwj upset. He knows he doesn't want to put lwj in another embarrassing situation. #Not after all this. Not after everything. Not after realizing that his desire for friendship might be the kind of desire that ruins lan zha #Love the symbolism of the archery outfits being red during this moment of 'whoops only married couples can do that' moment. #What if we accidental proposed............accidental marriage....accidental kiss the bridegroom....accidental fall in love. #Guess we did inadvertently get the puffy sleeves and bikini outfits in the end. #wwx in an old timey bathing suit is so important to me. I'll die on this hill. #lwj's cute little box is inspired by @lazycranberrydoodles's cute fan art <3 I love it a lot

[estrellium]

This tiktok was so incredibly aster core I had to redraw it

#h.heyyyyy um niche fandom moment #nu carnival #ive been fixating hard on this game fellas its Bad. dont look through the tag for my sake plea #minors PLEASEEE dont look through the tag #anyways my bad for the lazy username i could Not think of somethign funny #morvay and aster kissed after this (real) #asters twink death form fit this more than his original. also i just wanted to draw it #i hate this stupid game its so SILLY #this wont be my last nucani drawing i fear. my bad followers who only followed me for one thing

[warlenys]

like twelve spent 4.5 billion years being tortured and then was gonna rip the universe apart for clara and yet a kiss was where they drew the line. a kiss would’ve been too much. most romantic romance of all time. so romantic that kissing was worth more than the universe. normal

#they’re the first modern doctor companion duo who don’t kiss and that’s for a reason #and it is not. father daughter #clara wanted to fuck that old man but she Didn’t because it would’ve meant too much #been too much to handle #the absence of a kiss is forever greater and infinitely more infinite than the existence of one #their romance is too big for existence #too big to be defined #too important to be contained #if they’d fucked doctor who would’ve ended. universe gone all universes gone just twelveclara fucking in the rubble #sorry #doctor who #whouffaldi #twelveclara #+

[stevenrogered]

ONE DAY ↳book > screen

Through another door, Dexter could glimpse the bedroom. One bedroom, one bed. He could feel the blood pumping in his chest.

She had begun to drink, taking big gulps, when suddenly Dexter’s hand was on her shoulder, then he was in front of her somehow, and kissing her. Her mouth still full of the effervescing water, she purse her lips tight to prevent it squirting in his face like a soda siphon. Leaning away, she pointed at her cheeks, absurdly ballooned like a puffer fish, flapped her hands, and made a noise that approximated to ‘hold on a moment’.

Chivalrously, Dexter stepped back to allow her to swallow. “Sorry about that.” “S’okay. You took me by surprise, that’s all.” She wiped her mouth with the back of her hand. “Okay now?” “Fine, but Dexter, I have to tell you…” And he was kissing her again. "The thing is, Dex-" "Sorry about that, I just...bit self-conscious-" 

#one day #one day netflix #onedayedit #emma morley #dexter mayhew #leo woodall #ambika mod #bts one day #one day spoilers #tvedit #netflixedit #netflix #mystuff #one day tv #google tells me hes 6'1“ and shes 5'4” #their height difference was never more apparent than in this scene #hes GIANT and shes SO TINY lol #i never realized how much he had to lean down to kiss her lol #anyway im still not over them #heres yet another gifset lol

[mtsodie]

oh no !!!! spills all of my horsies on the floor oh fuck !! oh no aw man

( pt one )

#mlp #mlp fim #mlp ocs #ocs #starry wish #ocean breeze #peachy keen #brown sugar #diamond sky #jackpot star #miss leche #( thank u mari for that name . super cute ) #daisy sky #golden glow #lucky prize #pumpkin spice #velvet kisses #tbh i thought there were less ponies in this one than the last one but i counted and theres two more in here . wowie ! #anyways . miss leche is the wife of cookie dough from the last post #lucky prize is the daughter of golden glow and jackpot star #🎨