#but idk wtf changed

[da-proti-toku-grem]

why can't anyone understand that everyone is different and not everyone likes the same things and that it's completely okay AND normal for someone not to like going out and preferring to stay at home :/

#honestly i understand that my parents care about me and they don't want me to be feeling bad #and that they ask me bc they just want to make sure i'm okay #but i've explained to them what i feel like and they just don't get and i get mad but i akso know it's not their fault and just... oughhhhh #like yeah i have a weird kind of social anxiety according to my therapist and even she doesn't know exactly how to help me yet #but there are just so many reasons behind why i don't like going out and it's not just bc it gives me anxiety #or why those situations give me anxiety in the forst place #1. i'm just a very introverted person that doesn't like going out #2. crowded places/closed spaces/places where there's not enough ventilation/loud places (be it people talking or just music) overwhelme me #3. all said in 2 + flashing lights give me huge migraines that can linger for over 3 days #4. i am very much a night owl and i'm forced to live in a society where that isn't fucking acceptable apparently and i'm called lazy for - #- not being productive in the morning when the only reason behind it is that i am a lot more productive at night #but no one ket's me do that bc 'why are you doing stuff when you're supposed to be asleep?' #i have been the same since i was little. literally nothing has changed #and people where always like 'oh she's just shy' #but idk wtf changed #maybe it was that i became and 'adult' or maybe the fact that i started therapy and they told my parents that i have social anxiety. idk #but suddenly every single person in my family is worried about it and they're genuinely making me feel like there's smth wrong about me #i mean. i have my problems i'm not gonna go telling you that i'm perfect bc i'm pretty much not #but is there really smth that wrong with me that i need to fix #or is society just a bitch that doesn't understand that there's different kinds of people and everyone is different & IT'S COMPLETELY OKAY #have they ever thought about the fact that maybe these situations cause me anxiety bc i've been forced all my life to do them #even if i don't like them #instead of thinking that i don't like them BC they cause me anxiety?? #i mean. i know i have to go out more and that there's tons of things i can do ofc #but you can't just force me to do things i don't want to and put on a good face while doing it *every.fucking.day* #aaaaand i could add a lot more things but i'm once again reaching the tag limit so i shoukd just shut up #it's just driving me crazy bc i know they're trying to help but it really is not helping at all............. #ranting

[amaranthdahlia]

this pararell has me on grip rn

#asry and nrmt and change and how they perceived eachother #despite only initially knowing eachother for a year #its like they just. knew eachother for longer than that #which yeah damn icb both of these ships only knew eachother for a year #and managed to form a forminable bond to one another #that the change one saw with other shook them #idk wtf im saying just that omg asoryuu and narumitsu pararell ??! who wouldve thought #asoryuu #narumitsu #miles edgeworth #kazuma asogi #ace attorney #dai gyakuten saiban #the great ace attorney #dahlia.txt #dgs spoilers #dai gyakuten saiban spoilers

[sidver]

#my art #deus ex #oc isaak tanner #oc nina parker #a little of warm up for my hands #i felt like i couldn't hold a pen anymore and draw a single line #also changed nina's hairstyle... #wtf with me and changing hairstyles for gurls lately #idk just felt right ✨ #also did i finally figured out how to draw his face? #IDK #it's just so difficult to draw him i feel like i'm discovering a new planet everytime #not hands though #his hands are perfect for drawing👌 #i luv him your honor #btw people are probably thinking he’s a bad person or whatever #it’s actually quite the opposite #this woman is working for fema guys cmon #he’s been through some hell because of trusting this innocent looking piece of shit

[canon-gabriel-quotes]

not a voice clip but has gabe always whimpered during the phase transition of the first fight. when he gets flung into the air if you hit him on the way down he makes little noises and i can't remember if that has always been the case but i sure don't remember it

Hmm last time I checked there wasn’t any new hurt sounds added..?

#idk usually I don’t even hear wtf is happening over the sound of $2 in change pelting him out of existence #can someone confirm tho. I don’t have time to bully him rn #non voice post #ask #asks

[goobiestar]

ok now i can say can we be fucking greatful we're getting a warrior cat novel with a touched up versiom by illustrators that seem to be lgbt and apart of the fandom like its a fucking blessing theyre thinking about retouching the first series anyways 😭

#'why is the only notable change--' why can you be happy #i just think we should be happy that theres a book coming i think we should wait atleast till it comes out to shit on it like wtf #idk if the writers r lgbt or even apart of the fandom but from their style and more ppl saying so thats where i got that from

[poisonousquinzel]

i will never emotionally get over how we could have a serious, mature r rated animated show focused around Harley and how it could have really shown the horrific and traumatizing aspects of her character/journey that the films didn't, could have shown her struggle with hearing voices and seeing lil Harleen, could have shown her growth as she recovers and deals with the PTSD she would have after being with him

and instead we got.... an offensive, problematic parody show that's essentially redeemed her abuser so he could be made into just another humourous reoccurring character instead of treating his actions like the serious, traumatic vile actions they were, that treats sa victims like drama queen objects to be commented about and gawked at, and then kills them (???) They fucking killed Nightwing and made it so they buried him on his stomach so his coffin could have an ass outline ITS VILE WHAT THE FUCK

#harley quinn #harleen quinzel #dc comics #i watched the last two episodes cause i wanted to see if nightwing was actually dead #cause I only saw like a couple of people talking about it #and just.... #god this is bad #the pr team feels So homophobic wtf #and why is ivy so stupid?!?!??? just change your stupid passwords and pin 💀💀💀💀 why didnt her idk trainees?? tell her to do that???? #WHY DID SHE SMACK HARLEY WITH HER FJCMING PONYTAIL #just... #like some of the newer characters are interesting and cool but thats it.. #the teething ''joke'' when Barbara was angry at her dad for not even calling when nightwing died #?!?!??? bro #this is so weird #i know i know its a comedy show but ... what part of this is funny? they've had like 2 things that've made me Exhale in amusement #its just actual cringe #the animation feels off too #why did Harley stop Barbara from attacking Joker when she was LITERALLY SUPPORTING HER ATTACKING EVERYONE ELSE !?!?! #LITERALLY WHY WOULD SHE DO THAT?!?! #HE SAID HE KILLED NIGHTWING FUCKING LET BARBARA HURT HIM THATS THE WHOLE REASON SHE WAS FIGHTING IN THE FIRST PLACE

[smilesrobotlover]

Gosh I LOVE how soft Linebeck gets towards the end he’s so sweet

#he just becomes a dad 🥺🥺🥺🥺 #phantom hourglass #Linebeck #ok some opinions have changed this second playthrough #I love Jolene’s character #hate Jolene tho #like girl leave me alone I want to EXPLORE WTF #and the ocean king temple is…. more fun? #idk I’m having more fun going through it #like it still sucks but the shortcuts make it much better when you backtrack #and not having a guide makes it more fun #which is interesting #the second half of the game is still great tho #the bosses in this game is so good guys like they’re underrated #especially the bosses after you get to the ghost ship #like the dungeons and bosses are just amazing #I love this game #I could gush about this game forever #I was so mean to it first time around #but it’s genuinely become one of my favs

[pup-pee]

i have artblock

the 1st drawings r recent(when i get artblock i just try 2 study anatomy idk)

transcript;

bernard; ok, so, listeners ask; jay, how is ur hair not damnaged? what deal did u have 2 make?

bernard; yeah whats ur secret?

jay; would u believe asian magic?

bernard(@ the same time); i mean how can we b sure-

jay; ber-

bernard; wait-

jay; ber!

bernard; wait! yk what i meant!

(thers a jump here bc i was 2 lazy 2 draw)

jay; im coming out again; ive been exposed. my hair is actually from my deal w/batman whos actually the devil

bernard; shup up shut up shut up omg

jay; 50 video special ill b cursing ber. get ready!

baernard; i h8 q n as

#srry 2 bernard who i made look a lil stupid kinda not rlly #he wasnt talking about jays hair @ all #by the “how can we b sure” he means in a “how can we bsure u havent made a deal?” #bernard dowd #jay nakamura #dc #“y did u make this?” #IM SRRY IM SO TIRED OF PPL QUESTIONING ASIAN HAIR PLS #“how is ur hair not burnt off?” “shouldnt u use less?” “is that ur real hair color?” “is ur hair real?” #hcing jay as having anime protagonist hair tho #cause i wanna b silly #2 any1 whos ever touched my hair trying 2 change it & ive told u “yeah thats not gonna work” & THEN U DID IT ANYWAYS FUCK U #im a lil angry lol srry #do ppl not know what poc ppl look like @ all or????????? #no cause ive been complimented on my “tan”... #its just my natural skintone wtf so u mean? i spend all day inside IM PALE AF WDYM TAN???? #im ranting in the hastags LMAO GRRRRRRRRR #i just get rlly fed up w/just things i think #fksdlhgkjs idk wanna vent but i think i accidentally did a wiwltte whoops #oh “y did u make this” i wanted 2 color bernards hair lol #its such a dyable color!!!!!!! #colour?? #WHICH WAY DO U SPELL IT????? THEY BOTH LOOK FINE 2 ME #ive been eating bread slices its pretty good #puppeeart #yeah im just trying 2 like fill out the tags again bc i think its fun #weeeeeeeeeee #every1 eat potato bread its fluffy & cheap(@ least where i live) #also screw my mom 4 living in la 4 a bit & giving me some of her valley accent actually #how dare u!!!!!(its entirely my fault bc i pick up ppls accents all the time klfdhsjkhf)

[snekdood]

"if we make america worse and more of a dictatorship that will be even harder to unravel and make it the way we want the country to be, maybe then everyone will join our Glorious Revolution!" bb girl you cant even be in the same room with someone who thinks you should vote, how in tf do you think you're gonna unite people to fight in The Revolution with you? it's gonna be you and your 5 friends, i hate to break it to you.

#i dont think you realize how repelling you and your politics are to everyone else #you get all of your validation for how Smart You Are from your friends and ignore any kind of feedback that suggests you should #change or do something differently. thats the only reason you're so convinced average people will go along with you bc you keep getting #affirmation from the people who ALREADY agree with you- but you have NO IDEA how to bridge the gap between people who agree #with you and disagree with you. you're horrible at convincing people of your side of things outside of straight up guilt tripping them #or bullying them like a highschooler. im sorry but the tools you learned to survive with as a kid aren't gonna help you in this situation. #the ONLY THING you can come up with to bridge that gap is a bloody revolution. thats how bad you are at this. #and you're also so bad at this and unimaginative that you dont even realize how THAT might not even be enough. #you cant imagine ANY kind of avenue to getting people to change AT ALL outside of blood and fire. and thats why people call you #an authoritarian. #i'll be honest- i really do think the world would be a better place if we did incremental change under a democratic president who wont #set the world on fire vs the godkingemperor republican WHO WONT EVEN LISTEN TO YOU AT ALL EVER AND MIGHT KILL YOU #FOR PUTTING UP A STINK. idk if you noticed but if that evil fuck gets into office we are severely outnumbered if he gets police #n shit to go after his own citizens. letting trump win is making this battle so much harder than it needs to be. #you are choosing trying to fix the world while its exploding vs trying to fix it before it explodes at all. #what is this like a procrastination thing? you wanna wait till the last minute to try? idfgi. wtf is wrong with you #throwing minority lives away to prove a point. and then you try to tell me you care. gtfoh. #accelerationists should never be taken seriously.

[garyfiddlesticksdammit]

urhhh, Emily!!!!

#Emily #thats it #the greatest estate developer #its kind of funny but sad that she doesn't have a proper tag #give her a last name i beg of thee #i kind of blacked otu for the last couple of hours for this #I think it turned out well #but i think i might've fucked up her hair color #oh well #i have a lot to say i'm sorry #jk #i'm not sorry #shes pretty #idk wtf i did with the lighting its just there #checked the wiki and she has black hair #i'll change it tomorrow probably idk #i changed it around a bit 👍

[da-proti-toku-grem]

venting in the tags again bc i'm literally shaking right now wtf

#god i hate it so much #my exams start on monday and i'm not even halfway through everything i need to know for my first exam #i've had all the holidays to study but i just can't concentrate on anything #i've been in my room all day every day (except the days i spent w family like christmas and new year ofc) #and seemingly i'm studying all day #my family thinks i spend all day studying #but the only thing i'm capable of doing most of the time is stare at the things i have to do w/o having any idea of wtf i'm doing #my brain won't shut tf up and telling me stuff that i know are not true #but i just can't #i feel like i've been having an anxiety attack non stop since this monday #not very bad most of the time but it doesn't really stop yk? #and i feel like i have a weight on my chest that i can't really take off #i've been going to therapy and we've come to the conclusion that the cause of my anxiety overall are my studies #(not counting my social anxiety that's been getting worse every day to the point that i don't even want to go out with my best friends) #which doesn't really surprise me but it's just Too Much #i just want to drop everything but since idk what i'd do if i quit this career i chose to do my exams #bc maybe they are useful if i do change my path #but i just can't find it in me to focus and study because my mind is racing all the time #i just want to lie down and cry but i don't even have the strength to do that #i just feel so weak and miserable ever since i started uni and every day it gets worse and worse #my mind just screams at me saying #'stop complaining all the time. no one cares. everyone goes through stuff like that. you're no different. stfu and study like everyone does' #and i know i could do it if i tried but i just can't #why tf is it so difficult to be normal and do what i'm supposed to do for once ffs.... #venting #maca speaks

[wakkodoodle]

@spaciebabie

yeah

#my little pony #mlp friendship is magic #HOW THE FUCK DO YOU TAG MY LITTLE PONY #FUCKIN. FLUTTERSHY I GUESS?? #HATSUNE MIKU????? #MOOT SHENANIGANS IDK WTF TO TAG #yes the aspect ratio keeps changing #shut up

[eliphasgraham]

Just two gay rogues surprising each other with smooch attacks and some carrots

#if you're asking yourself why they all change skin/hair colors in each drawing it's very simple it's because idk wtf im doing #BUT im learning i think and this one is OK #dragon age #dragon age origins #dwarf warden #warden brosca #zevran arainai #zevran x m!warden #zevran x brosca #alistair theirin #bisou bisou

[xamaxenta]

I watched solo leveling the other day and i was like ah so this is what the male fantasy desires

#the PROTAGONISTS FUCKING PERSONALITY SHIFT IS SO FUNNY THO???? #i mean maybe the Manhwa actually makes it a gradual change idk i dont read it #i was there for the animation and i was like jeez bro became an asshole when he hit level 15 huh 😭 #he got haxx and now hes lip curling other people wtf #anyway of course im pathetic so i guess i just insert Ace in alot of media i consume

[scoliosisgoblin]

was talking to my dad about how for the longest time I thought him and I were autistic (we haven't been tested, so there could be a possibility, but eh), and he said "we're not autistic, trust me", then started yelling about how I was "forcing my opinion on him" when I was just explaining that... autism is a spectrum

#“trust me bro” #we only started talking about it cause HE asked if I ever thought anyone in the family was autistic since it runs in HIS side of the family #also he just refuses to get tested #I wanna get tested but at the same time it won't.. change anything about me yk? #like if God was real wtf am I supposed to do about it lmao #idk why I brought my beliefs into this #but that's a different story #anyway maybe I'm just stupid but I think explaining autism to someone isn't forcing your beliefs on them #BUT I GUESS IT'S JUST MY OPINION THAT AUTISM IS A SPECTRUM BAHAHHA #personal

[addictedtoducks]

Learning from Duck Avenger :D

#the color's are way off wtf #gotta change the color settings #tried to color the suit like in topolino idk if it ruined it #ducktales fanart #duckverse #topolino #duck avenger #gladstone gander #fanart