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lazybakerart · 2 years

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ur tags about billy being buried in hawkins inspired a fun thought process that ill never write so ill just share it with you :)

billy moving to hawkins is determined to remain unattached; no friends, no relationships, no mentors, nothing that could possibly keep him stuck in hawkins

he still wants to at least try to enjoy his time here so he does what he has to to rise up the food chain, become top dog, be respected at parties and such but again, literally doesnt care about these people at all

everything in s2 happens per normal; billy gets knocked at after the fight and wakes up in a strange house alone and ya know what? investigates bc his sister was here with a bunch of boys that he doesnt know including someone way older than her and theres all these weird drawings so he digs around, finds not much until he gets a little thirsty and opens the freezer for some ice and bam

this slimey fucking alien dog thing flops out and billy scrambles back and lands on his ass, stunned, confused, and honestly? scared

he hightails it out of there, sees his car is fucking gone along with his keys and swears, kicks at a few posts and starts pacing, trying to figure out what the fuck to even do, he cant show up to the house without his car or max, doesnt even know where to begin looking for her on foot, doesnt know hawkins or the hangouts or anything and right as hes about to full on panic, like three cars pull up simultaneously and the whole gaggle of kids pop out of his car along with harrington who is covered in rainbow bandaids, the fucking chief of police is gently tugging another child from the passenger seat and starts carrying her inside, ignoring billy (and while billy didnt get a good look, he swears he saw her face covered in blood), and then wheeler and byers hop out of the last car along with another lady who is also carrying a child

and billys still woozy from whatever max pumped into his system but this is fucking...... bizarre

but honestly? billy doesnt care too much right now because neil is already going to wring his neck for how long this took

so he just gives max a look and ignores everyone else, even brushes off steve when steve tries to give him whatever excuse with a sharp "i dont care harrington"

once inside dustin starts bouncing off the walls about the demodog being out of the freezer and something about the loss of one of the worlds greatest discoveries and begs joyce to let him keep it in her freezer and steve does his best to facilitate the argument but all thats going through his mind is he knows

billy contemplates bringing up the weird alien thing with max, contemplates asking about what the hell was going on that night, but ultimately decides, he doesnt want to get involved, that sounds like getting attached and what is billy not going to do? get attached

but the summer rolls around and billy hits an animal then gets dragged into a warehouse and has a hallucination and gets face fucked by a tentacle and decides, okay fuck it, this has to be related to the weird alien dog and brings it up

hes in this now

he knows about the alternate dimension and the weird girl with the powers and the monsters and the overlord mind fucker

and he knows this mind fucker thing is maybe in him? they arent 100% sure but they want to test him, this whole gaggle of preteens are laying it out for him and are arguing about the best way to do it and billy wishes one of the many adults who know about this crap was involved

but they test him, and the quiet boy with the awful haircut tells him gently that itll be okay, and that is the only thing billy is holding onto

and it turns out hes possessed and he has these thoughts and urges and feelings that flash hot inside of him about the girl with the powers and about the other dimension

but he knows thats not him, this violent thing festering inside of him is that weird tentacle thing from the warehouse trying to control him, trying to make him do things and you know what?

billy has had enough with being told what to do

so he fights and smokes like a chimney to fend this thing off (bc the sauna just wasnt quite hot enough to burn it out, just hot enough for them to know hes possessed)

and these kids are, they believe him, max and the quiet kid are on his side and the girl with the weird powers keeps telling him shell kill it and while sinclair and little wheeler dont like him, they sure do keep an eye on him

and eventually everyone meets up, in the mall, theres a wild cacophony of exchanging individual clues to this fucking wild puzzle that hes somehow part of and now everyone knows everything and is on the same page and max and little byers are laying down everything they know about the mind flayer thats inside billy

its a lot

but once the tentacle monster (thats like 10 times bigger and billy shudders thinking about why its bigger, having caught flashes of what He was doing) crashes into the mall they all jump into their respective plans and fight

billy runs around the food court with harrington and turns on all the stoves and oven and food warmers while the kids are launching fireworks and billy feels everything

steve is gentle when he asks billy if hes okay when billy winces at the heat

tells him hes doing a good job holding off this beast, how hes strong

and they see the mind flayer snagging el, dragging her closer and billy feels His hatred pour into himself and just watches for a moment and just sees a little kid and he runs

runs and pulls out his lighter and flicks it on and waves his hand through the flame which stings a little but gets the flayer to let her go

and hes shouting something, anything to get its attention and backs himself into one of the kitchens and watches that thing start to writhe and feels the writhing in his gut but doesnt stop

and the flayer starts grabbing at him, tries to drag him out of the hot kitchen, tries to pull him out into the open and digs its disgusting claws into his sides and hips and thighs

and the kids are yelling and throwing the last of their fireworks and el is screaming and trying to rip Him apart and steve and robin and nancy and jonathan are finding anything hot anything even remotely warm

when it all stops

the mind flayer lets billy go and sorta spasms a little bit before slumping over and billy falls to his knees and heaves, heaves out black goo and bile and hes sweating like crazy and he flops over onto the cool tile, narrowly avoiding the puddle he just made

he can vaguely hear the walkie talkies blaring off about updates and keys and portals and whos safe

and he hears everyone yelling and asking where everyone is and whos hurt

and he hears his name a few times and hes bleeding bad and hus throat hurts and hes hot and hes hungry

and its robin who finds him, shouts out to everyone else to get bandages or towels and she sits with him, tries to get him to talk and hes so tired

his doesnt remember much else from that night, remembers the blare of sirens, the pain flaring up when he was moved onto a stretcher, remembers max crying and yelling at paramedics to be let onto the ambulance with him, shes his sister

he wakes up in a hospital groaning in pain and hears a soft "oh fuck" and sees steve

he grins sheepishly and presses the call nurse button and explains everything and also explains that max literally stepped out to get a snack like a minute ago shell be here in a second

so now billys a part of it

a part of the biggest secret in the world

and when these mysterious deaths start up again and max is telling him about wills updates about el getting arrested he knows

he did a really sucky job not getting attached to anyone in hawkins

this got kinda long but yeah lol

AMAZING. YES. YESSS.

#billy hargrove #fic #replies

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hanniiesuckle17 · 4 years

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Stray Kids Reaction: S/o Having A Big Baby Bump

A/n: this is such a cute request! I hope this is what you wanted! I wanted to try something a lil different since it's more of a reaction than a scenario🥰❤❤❤❤❤

Requested by: @unvrsecosmoss

Chan:

HAPPY BOI

the second your belly gets big he gets so excited

like bouncing up and down off the walls excited

“Chris calm down”

“BUT LOOK ITS SO CUTE OUR LITTLOE BOY OR HGIRL IS IN THERE ASLAFJDSFMDVLSOJFW”

“How do you even speak like that?”

like his inner dad immediately comes out

he probably starts reading and memorizing more parenting books

you woke up like a month before the due date and Chris had literally swaddled you

.......in a blanket.....

like a baby

granted....it was the best night sleep you had in a while but...still

overall he is just so excited to become a dad when he sees your big baby bump

although the boys are very done with him giving them pureed food during lunch breaks

this man is so ready to be a father

he loves you baby bump so much

he really likes to sleep behind you so he can have a hand on your stomach so in the middle of the night he can feel his son or daughter kick

Minho:

probably wakes up one morning and is like:

“.......your stomach is huge.....”

“Yeah its been like that for a couple months.”

the cats have most definitely sat ontop of your belly

he finds it so cute

he took like a billion pictures of it

ngl though he is super obsessed with your belly

like he loves watching you cook and coming up and putting his hands on your belly

if you ask him nicely he might even give you a back rub but only if you let the cats sit on your belly again

minho has been pretty chill throughout the entire pregnancy

even when you had all those weird cravings he will wait until you walk out of the room to gag at the combination of food you are eating

“Y/n stay still!!!”

“Minho this cat is digging its nails into your future daughter!”

“.............the cats name is Soongi.”

“Geez. Sorry.”

“Now hold still. Daddy wants a picture of his baby and his baby mama”

Changbin:

THIS MAN

THE HAPPIEST MAN ON THE PLANETTT

the second

the MILLISECOND this man notices your baby bump gets bigger he is all over your tummy

this man will not stop touching you

he loves seeing how big your bump is

when he is bored he likes to take your eyeliner and draw a face on your belly

he calls it Mr.Bumpy

they talk about future plans for your baby and ngl.....its pretty cute

“Mr.Bumpy should we paint the nursery yellow or white?”

“You’re right Mr. Bumpy. That’s exactly what I thought.

“Binnie you’ve been talking to my belly for like an hour and I’m hungry.”

but he loves your belly

he thinks you look super cute the bigger you belly gets

until he accidentally pisses you off during one of your mood swings

then you are scarier the grim reaper himself

“SEO LEWIS CHANGBIN YOU GET YOUR BUTT BACK HERE!”

“I didn’t mean to !!!1 I’m sorry babbyyyyyy!”

Hyunjin:

This man is so

WHIPPED

like he was whipped for you before you got pregnant but like now that your baby bump is getting bigger is more whipped than you thought possible

(y’all hyunjin be simpin)

but like for real

you ask this man to do anything and I mean anything and he will do it

“HYunjin!!!”

“what? yes? are you okay? what can I do? should I run to the store? Ill get pizza on the way back! or noodles? I don’t know. what about pickles! You liked those yesterday!”

“.....can you get the tea kettle down for me?”

“oh....yeah of course baby!”

literally will do anything you ask him

he just loves seeing you with your big baby bump

“hyunjin will you do aegyo for me? pretty please?????”

“........no......”

*points to baby bump*

aegyo storm for the next two hours just to make you smile

literally loves taking pictures with you and your big bump and always brags about it when he shows someone his lock screen

Jisung:

like hyunjin he is WHIPPED

will let you literally do anything to him

he doesn't do skincare but like you made him to a whole 14 step routine one day and he sat through the whole gosh darn thing because he loved seeing you with you big bump

the second you tummy gets really big he starts talking to his son or daughter

its the cutest thing

you swear that the baby kicks every time they hear his voice

“baby can I braid your hair?”

“.........can I talk to the baby.....”

“sure!”

“YES!” *fist pumps*

is definitely the type that is you have a big bump around Halloween to convince you to wear a baby bump related couple costume if you are going to a party or something

needless to say to the skz Halloween party you went as mike and sully with your belly being mike

he was very happy

“Ji! People keep looking at my tummy!”

“I KNOW ITS SO CUTE I CANT FUNCTION!”

he also probably has minor freakouts because your numb getting bigger means one day closer to him being a father so pre parental panic attacks come more often

Felix:

this weirdo

is obsessed with your big tummy in the weirdest way

but also like low-key the sweetest

when you are sitting next to each other on the couch he uses your belly as like a second table

he has also used your belly as a pillow sometimes (with your permission ofc)

again another man that is available for your every need\

Felix is the king of helping you roll out of bed because you balance is thrown off

also he makes these incredible meals out of your weird cravings (we know he has been quite the little chef and baker recently)

“Felix omg how did you turn pickles, hot sauce, and peanut butter into this?”

“I have no clue myself. I think I blacked out and Gordon Ramsay took over”

also one of the ones who likes talking to your baby bump

he is constantly having his hand on your belly

“Felix you have to go to rehearsal”

“BUT WHAT IF IT K I C K S ?????//?”

he just loves looking and touching your big bump it makes him smile feeling his little boy or girl

(probably also a huge advocate for baby bump Halloween costumes)

Seungmin:

the MOST CARING BOI E V E R

seeing your big baby bump makes his caring side come out

“baby are you using the cream the doctor gave us?”

“yes seungmin”

“what about the vitamins”

“yes seungmin”

“does this shirt match my jacket”

“yes seungmin”

*pushing him out the door so he can get to practice only three hours later than he was supposed to*

you can pretty much guilt him into doing anything you want by just pointing to your belly and reminding him he got you into this situation for nine months.

“you wanna watch a movie and do face masks with me?”

“eh not really”

*points to stomach* “baby bump.”

“clay or sheet?”

but while he doesn't say that he loves your bump he really likes seeing it

especially when you are just kind of lounging around the house in sweats and a baggy t-shirt that is not as baggy as it used to be

seungmin also really loves when you hold hands with him and the rest your hands on your tummy

Jeongin:

can someone tell me the full link to this video omg too cute ^^

this poor baby

seeing your big tummy just like a constant lovely reminder that he will be a father in a couple of months

he loves how cute you look with your big tummy

but eventually it leads him to a freakout

“y/n we haven't painted a nursery yet!!!”

“jeongin....honey we have two months left. its okay”

“y/n I don’t know how to change a diaper”

“innie you don’t have to-......yeah you should get on that baby”

*runs to watch 8347697 videos on how to change a diaper and falls through a yt baby funnel*

the minute your baby bump starts to show he goes into overdrive

he started packing your hospital bags when you were 4 months in

“innie I don't need......a.....what is this??”

“its a pregnancy pillow.”

“innie its bigger than me how are you fitting it in the bag”

but he loves your bump

probably another boy who finds the bump costumes cute but its most likely your idea

he most definitely has asked chan on how to father lessons

seungmin probably also gave him one of those parenting for dummies books but he actually read it at night before he sleeps (omg too cute)

Requests are open my lovelies!

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factual-fantasy · 4 years

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Its done! Its all finally done!! All 16 cars! Man, this took like, what, two weeks?? This is one of the biggest and riskiest projects I’ve done in a long while. My hands are bruised and sore and I hope now more than ever that this was all worth it! And yes, the two mystery cars were Dragsters all along! If you’re wondering how a race car like that can be even remotely similar to a Tank, a Tractor, a bathtub with an Engine, a little tikes car, AND a power wheels... well, they’ve got a butt ton of power, they’ve got the biggest friggin tires EVER, they’re basically just flat bowls with pipe legs and an engine, and they’re most certainly toys so... kinda? Also the whole “You’ll wonder what’s in my family basement” thing? They’re trophies. Lots of them.

And I know the names aren’t cool Transformer names, I just wrote down their main name as what they are most commonly called.

Also, I bet you’ve noticed that my persona is in a few of the drawings? Well I put myself beside the cars that are my favorites. The very first drawing, Suburban, being my all time favorite.

Now what I have after the keep reading is a list of summary’s for each cars personality. You absolutely do not have to read them, but I worked hard on it and think they’re cool so.. I at least encourage you to take a lil peek. :}

So you wanna learn more ey? Well let me give you a little summary on their personalities!

Note: Some of the cars’s pictures have been taken from google because I didn’t actually have a picture of the car in my camera roll. And The google image is not identical to the actual car, its just the closest thing I could find. Also for privacy reasons, I will not say the name, age, gender or relation of the drivers of the cars or how many drivers there are in total. And also for privacy reasons, all the cars aside from the google images have been cropped or blurred to hide the background.

Also I am writing their descriptions as if they are real Transformers and have met some of the real Autobots.

Now, to the cars!

Suburban: Is my favorite out of all our cars. Suburban is similar to Bulkhead in may ways, he looks kind’a like him, he is gentle, considerate and kind to those around him. Big and small. Although he isn’t a meat head, he’s a smart guy that thinks everything through before doing it to ensure everyone’s safety. And he isn’t a Wrecker, or a Soldier, he’s a field medic. He uses his size and strength to charge into battle and retrieve wounded soldiers. He tows people out of harms way and uses himself as a shield to protect, not to harm. Although he can kick aft if it is necessary. Because he is not super chatty, is very compliant and polite, he gets along great with Ratchet.

Miata: Miata is a very squirrely scout and energetic go get’er. She’s always bouncing off the walls and just itching to get back out onto the road and show the other bots just what she can do! Although she isn’t an air head and knows when to joke around and when to take things seriously. She points that energy in the right direction while out on the battlefield. She is one of the faster bots of the bunch and always uses that to her advantage during fights. She’s real witty and clever, so she gets along pretty well with U.M.Dragster. She seems to always be smiling and laughing, so just like Escort, she really brightens everyone up where ever she goes.

Escort: One of my favorite cars. Escort is a very old bot that has been through quite a bit. In real life its idle is so quiet you cant even tell the car is on. But I always kind’a pictured him having a tendency to be a bit chatty. He is a really nice guy but there seems to always be something wrong with him physically, He is a recurring patient in the docs office for sure. He is very small, not strong at all and not particularity fast.. but boy is he smart. He is an Engineer turned backup medic, He can fix just about anything and always manages to bounce back from any and every situation. Mentally and physically. He is really positive and normally brightens up the team because of it. He is polite to everyone and easy to get along with, all he wants to do is help people and not be a burden.

Brown Suburban: The Brown Suburban is a bot of few words, the strong and quiet type you know? However despite being normally quiet, he has the best laugh there is. The only time this old lug smiles is if he’s laughing. Which is probably partly why him and U.M.Dragster are such inseparable friends, U.M.Dragster is the only bot that can make him laugh. Brown is a guy that can handle a lot, when it comes to annoying kids or injuries, its difficult to get him wound up. He’s just too tired to bother getting upset or worked up over the little things. He’s not too easy to talk to because of the lac of response you normally get, but I assure you he listens to every word you say.

U.M.Dragster: U.M.Dragster is surprisingly our youngest car, currently standing at only 14 years old. And obviously, he is by far the fastest of our cars, he’s even faster than his sister. He is fast, witty, and courageous, but cant dead lift scrap. As a transformer, he’s an energetic young scout that somehow is friends with the big lug Brown Suburban. Some people think Brown only likes him because U.M.Dragster makes him laugh. Now, U.M.Dragster is guy that knows if he was just given another chance, he would really light up the race track. He can be a real stinker most of the time, but generally he’s real sweet and honestly just wants to be worth something again.

A.T.Dragster: A.T. Dragster is U.M.s big sister and our oldest car, currently standing at 51 years old. She is a lively spirit, and most certainly carries that big sister energy with the other Autobots, not just with her brother. She is a kind bot that uses her speed and agility to help out in any way she can. She just wants to help, and be of use again. She does everything in her power to stay alive and keep fighting. She tends to be a little more laid back compared to the other Autobots and doesn’t seem to get surprised by anything easily.

Green Truck: One of my favorites, and our second to oldest car. He has most certainly been there and done that. He has seen it all, war, injuries, death, betrayal, he’s heard all kind’s of screams and cries, all kinds of destruction.. He’s too tired to dwell on the memories anymore, he just focuses his energy on helping out in any way he can now that he’s back in the game. He’s a big guy, and despite his age, he is one of our strongest cars, standing in second place. He’s someone that knows that when duty calls, you just have to suck it up and get dirty work over with. And of course, due to his age he is a frequent flyer in the med bay. But he tries to not let that get him down. He’s still in fighting shape and can stand on his own two pedes. He fits something that Peter Cullen’s brother once said, “Be strong enough to be gentle”. Green Truck at his core is just an old soft hearted bot that gets along really well with basically everyone.. and just wants this stupid war to end.

Vega: Although Vega is very old, he’s one of the fastest guys on the team, but he isn’t one to brag. He is a frequent flyer in the med bay after all. He’s a humble bot, who still has so much more life left to live. He’s not really shy, but he’s normally a bit quiet around the other bots. He’s still adjusting to being around so many people again and trying to get his barrings back when it comes to fighting. Like every other Autobot, he’s a nice guy and is pretty easy to talk to because he’s a good listener. But don’t let him get too comfortable with you, because then he’ll be the one talking your ear off. Vega isn’t necessarily the smart one of the group, he’s better at just being told what to do and doing it how ever he can. Vega is also a bit nervous around Humans. He’s new to Earth and not great with kids, he has so much to learn it gives him a headache just thinking about it. No, Vega isn’t really the smart one, he’s the strong and fast one. He’s a Soldier. He’s a monster out on the track and can beat the snot out of you if he needs to.

Red Van: Red Van is the Mamma bot for sure. She may be a van, but she’s a real hot rod. In her eyes, everyone is her baby. Even Optimus. She goes to great lengths to ensure their safety and always puts them first. She is a nurse and is always checking up on everyone and worrying about them. She can be really sweet, and she adjusted to being around the Human children faster than any of the other bots did. Although she does have a tendency to be a bit chatty, she really does help to brighten up the atmosphere where ever she is. Because of the motherly vibe she gives off, the other bots feel more comfortable around her and normally go to her to talk about their problems.

White Truck: White Truck is a real go getter and is always ready to lend a helping hand whenever its needed. He may not be very fast, or very strong, but he’s fairly big and can still hold himself decently in a fight. He is also pretty smart, he isn’t a certified engineer but he knows his way around most gadgets. He’s careful with Humans and wants to better understand them, but he still has a lot to learn. He’s really kind and tries his best to help out in anyway he can, when ever he can.

Beluga: Beluga is a really chirpy and bubbly person, She gets along very well with Humans and bots alike. Although she is a completely different person on the battlefield. Some would even call her ruthless. When asked, she explains that she tries to be very kind to everyone all the time and just bottles up her anger and frustration over anything and everything. Big or small. And then later proceeds to release that anger out on the battlefield. All and all though she doesn't like to hurt people. Bad guy or not.. but because of how she handles stress and because of her physical strength being very great, she believes she can better help others by being a soldier.

Honda: Honda has never been one for close combat, no, she prefers long distance, so chose to put her already acquired skills to the test as a fighter pilot instead. Opting to not see her enemy as she kills them.. Like Beluga, she doesn’t really want to hurt anyone. Honda is a smart girl that can pilot and repair almost any kind of Cybertronian aircraft. Honda gets along wonderfully with the Human children, and just Humans in general. She is very patient with them and always remembers to be very gentle. Shes a really sweet young bot that can be a bit shy at times, but is normally very bright and bubbly. Her and little sister Beluga are inseparable.

Ranger: Ranger is a tough gal for sure. If Cybertron had a word for Cowgirl, it would be used to describe her. At her core, she has a soft spot for those she considers family and would do anything to protect those she cares about. At times she can be very laid back, but she most certainly knows when fun times over and when things are getting serious. Something most people don’t really know about her is that she has a deep fascination with Earths Oceans and other bodies of water. Any chance she gets while scouting or something similar, she likes to stop by a river nearby and just watch the water flow curiously. Because of her soft spot, she cares very deeply about the Autobots and despises the Decepticons. Primarily because their very existence is a danger to her friends lives.

Volvo: Volvo is the silent type for sure. He is extremely intelligent and has no time for chit chat. If he discovers a subject that he doesn’t know anything about and that he also believes could be useful information, he will work tirelessly to learn every single thing possible about that subject. He is a hard worker and takes everything seriously, he has no time for jokes and games. Him and Ultra Magnus get along swell. Although despite this all, Humans intrigue him, and he wants to learn more about them. So despite him and Magnus being virtually the same in most ways, he does partake in Human shenanigans to “learn more about their species and culture”.

Jeepy: Jeepy is a real hot shot, but the friendly kind. He thinks Humans are a riot and fun to play around with. Jeepy normally isn’t particularly careful with Humans because he hasn’t fully grasped the fact that Humans all have this genetic condition called uh, fragile. So a side effect of that is he takes Miko on these crazy dangerous fun rides in secret because Bulkhead has common sense wont take her. He may have his moments of not thinking things through.. but he truly means well and would never intentionally hurt an ally, same species or not. If he knew better, he would be more careful. He’s got a big heart and his drive to fight comes from wanting to protect others and end this war. To end the suffering of his friends. Of the Autobots.

Bash Buggy: If you know anything about Overwatch, he’s basically Junkrat, just not on fire 24/7. He takes weekends off. Now, Buggy is an Autobot, so his spark is in the right place, and at his core he is a genuinely good person. He’s just a little weird you know? He’s got a few screws loose here and there.. and a missing fender.. or two.. and a trunk.. and his back seats.. and an optic.. ANYWAY, despite his ragged appearance, he is not dumb. In fact, he is actually very smart, and disturbingly calculated when it comes to his explosives. Buggy actually makes all of his own grenades and is pretty knowledgeable when it comes to other kinds of weapons and how to repair them. But he’s no medic that’s for sure. Although he is generally smart, he’s kind’a of a dunce when it comes to the severity of injuries because of how durable he is. He could be in blinding pain and bleeding out of every crack and crevasse, and just go, ”Let me go back out there chief! I can still fight! ୧⍢⃝୨”.

#my ocs #transformers #transformer ocs

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myhaikyuuthings · 4 years

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First Time

Iwaizumi x fem! reader

Related to “Late Car Talks" but can be read separately!

smut. just straight up smut. but make it fluffy

word count: 1959

** not my gif **

You had been dating Iwaizumi for a little over two months now and you were ready. The two of you had made out quite a few times, sometimes with slight grinding but you never took it any further. He always stopped before it went too far, adamant on wanting you to be ready and sure before things went any farther. You appreciated that he cared so much about making it a special and good experience for you, but you were done waiting. You were ready and you hoped he was too.

The two of you had his house to yourselves for the whole weekend and you knew this was the perfect time. He had just gotten out of the shower, his sweat pants hung low on his hips as he walked in and began searching for a shirt to wear. You didn’t even try to hide the way you were eyeing his body, smirking when he caught you.

“Can’t keep your eyes to yourself? You’re supposed to be studying you know,” he said, pulling out a white tank top. You simply shrugged, making grabby hands at him. He smiled, coming to lay beside you. “Needy girl.”

“Yes I am, what’re you gonna do about it?”

“You’ve gotten so cocky lately,” he mused, sliding his hand under the hem of your shirt and resting it on your hip.

You leaned in, pressing your lips together. He hummed against your lips, pulling your body closer to his. You threw your leg over his hip, pressing him flush against you. One hand woven in his hair, the other resting against his chest. He flexed, smiling against your lips at the appreciative noise that fell from your lips.

You slid your tongue into his mouth, deepening the kiss easily. His hand slid to rest against your thigh, his fingers dancing dangerously close to your ass. You moved his hand to cup it, feeling his hesitation to do it himself. You leaned into the touch of his hand on the skin not covered by your shorts.

“Is this okay?” he asked, moving his lips to your neck. Your eyes fluttered closed, his lips distracting you from his words. “Y/n?”

“Oh, yeah it’s okay,” you breathed, tilting your head to give him more access. You felt him smile against your skin, suckling lightly. “You can leave a mark if you want to.”

“I can? Are you sure?” This time he made sure you were looking into his eyes when he asked, ready to spot any hesitation.

You nodded, biting your lip. His eyes lit up, instantly pressing his lips back to your throat. He littered kissed against you, searching for the perfect spot. Your grip on his hair tightened when his lips met that sweet spot. He dragged his tongue against it lightly, starting to leave a mark, his mark on you. You moaned lewdly at the feeling, rubbing your hips against his. He bit down in warning, continuing to leave marks down your neck.

His grip on your ass tightened, moving his lips back to yours. The moan he let out at the contact effecting you instantly. You felt the wetness between your thighs grow, your hips pushing against his eagerly in search of any friction. Your core brushed his hip, your breath catching. He pulled back, his eyes full of lust.

“We can stop, just say the word,” he assured, rubbing your cheek lovingly.

“I don’t want to stop Hajime, I want you,” you whimpered, canting your hips against his to further prove your point. “I’m ready.”

He cursed under his breath, his eyes sliding closed. “Are you sure?” You could hear how much he was holding himself back just from the tension in his words, and it just made you love him more.

“I’ve never been more sure, I want you, I don’t want it to be anyone else but you.”

“Tell me if you want to stop, I don’t care how far we’ve gotten, if you want to stop we will and it’s okay, promise me,” he said, pressing his forehead to yours.

“I promise.”

You laid underneath him, his body slotted between your thighs as his lips trailed down your throat once more. You held his arm, your hands squeezing the muscle tightly when his lips brushed the right spots. His hand wrapped around your thigh, his thumb rubbing soothingly against it. His other hand toying with the buttons of your shirt. He looked up at you asking permission with his eyes. Once he had it, he started to slowly unbutton it.

“...Are you not wearing a bra,” he whispered, his eyes wide as he started at your cleavage.

“I told you I was ready..” you pouted, turning to avoid his heated gaze as his eyes snapped up to yours.

“I’m not teasing you, you just surprised me,” he comforted you, pressing his lips to the underside of your jaw. “Is it okay if I keep going?”

“Yes.”

He undid the rest of the buttons, pushing the fabric off of your shoulders. You jumped at the cold air against your nipples. Iwaizumi ran his fingers over them lightly, just enough for you to know he was touching you without it being too much. You subconsciously lifted your chest to meet his hands, moaning at the pressure against your sensitive nipples. He cursed, cupping your breasts in his hands appreciatively. Leaning down, he ran his tongue across one, his hips rolling against the bed beneath him at the way your body shuddered from his touch.

“Iwa please,” you begged, moving your hands to his hair.

“Please what y/n?” he asked, rolling your other nipple between his fingers as his tongue ran over the first.

“I need more.”

He wrapped his lips around you, rolling his tongue gently in reply. Your hips jerked up, pressing against his. He teased you, ignoring your pleads for more. You whined, throwing one of your legs over his lower back and rolling your hips against his. He shivered at the feeling of your core brushing his erection through your thin shorts. You pulled at his tank top, smiling as he let you pull it over his head.

You loved seeing him like this, flushed all the way down his back just from touching you. But you loved the feeling of his bare chest against yours even more. Pulling him in your another kiss, you trailed your hand down his chest and toyed with the hem of his sweats. His lips moved against yours as his fingers rubbed across your clothed core, giving you the slightest relief. You moaned into his mouth, dragging your tongue against his and cupping his member.

“No, i’m the one who’s supposed to be making you feel good,” he panted, pulling back to take your hand off of him.

“It’s your first time too, I want you to feel as good as you’re making me feel,” you pouted, pressing your hips against his now still hand.

“I will baby, I promise, but your pleasure is my top priority,” he sighed, shaking his head. “You sure are stubborn even now, will you please just let me make you feel good?”

At your reluctant nod, his lips moved against yours once more. You gasped as he began to trail them back down your body, stopping at the top of your shorts. You lifted your hips in silent agreement, watching him pull your shorts and panties down your thighs, a string of wetness attached. You hid your blush behind your hands, feeling the heat of his gaze on your core.

He reached up, taking your hands from your face and kissing you. “Can I touch you?”

“You can do anything you want to me,” he laughed at the desperation in your voice, rubbing his nose against yours with a soft ‘cute’.

He slid between your thighs, pressing his lips against the skin of your inner thighs. They tensed against his hands that were holding them open, your breathing shallow as you watched him with lidded eyes. He slowly moved his lips closer to where you wanted them most, his tongue poking out. You gasped as he made eye contact with you, dragging his tongue across your wetness tentatively.

He watched your eyes roll into your head as he slid his tongue between your folds, moaning against you. He moved his tongue in different ways until he found the pattern that had you arching off the bed. With a smirk, he went back in with renewed confidence. Your thighs shook as he moved one finger into you, a loud moan echoing off the walls.

“Iwa please,” you moaned, rocking your hips against his mouth, “I want you, please.”

“Okay baby,” he replied, kissing your thigh before standing up and discarding of his sweats.

Oh, he hadn’t put boxers on. You watched his cock bounce up against his stomach, feeling your wetness leak onto his bed. You squeezed your thighs together, trying to calm yourself down. He pulled open his bedside drawer, smiling gently at you. Then his smile fell.

“What’s wrong?” you asked, sitting up and letting your shirt fall completely off.

“I don’t have any condoms,” he cursed, running a hand through his hair.

“I um... I’m on birth control,” you whispered, blushing harder than you had all night. He looked at you, his eyes dark.

“You really made sure you were ready,” he said, his voice filled with awe. “Do you want to continue?”

“Yeah I do, I just want you, I don’t care about the condom,” you admitted, giggling as he attacked your face with kisses.

“I heard it doesn’t hurt as much for you if you’re on top, do you want to try that?” he asked, looking at you with concern. “Or would you rather be laying down, I’m okay with either.”

“I want to see you over me...”

He moved his body between your thighs, his cock resting against your thighs as he kissed you. He rubbed his tip against your folds, gathering your wetness. You sighed into the kiss, your fingers gripping his forearm.

“Are you ready?”

You nodded, smiling up at him, “I love you.”

“I love you too,” he smiled, pressing his lips to yours again as he slowly entered you.

You tensed at the new feeling, while he let you adjust. When he felt you relax around him he pushed the rest of the way into you.

“Fuck,” you moaned, dropping your head back. He laid his head in the crook of your neck, his hips still as you adjusted. His chest pressed against yours, his breathing strained as he tried to hold himself back. “You can move.”

He pulled out slowly, his hips moving against yours fluidly. Your nails dug into his shoulders, your moans mixing with his. His hips moved against yours faster, pressing deep within you. You pulled him down, kissing and suckling at his throat to mask your moans. As you bit down on the sensitive skin his hips snapped into yours, the loud moan you both released shocking him.

“Shit I’m sorry, did I hurt you?” he worried, looking into your eyes.

“Do that again, please.”

“Anything for you princess,” he sighed happily, pushing deeper and faster into you than before.

You laid beside each other, panting for air. He pressed his lips to your shoulder, his eyes closed. You smiled, feeling content.

“When I get the energy to move, I promise I will help get that mess out of you,” he winced, thinking about how much he had came in you. It had leaked out around his cock and onto the sheets as he pulled out.

“It’s okay,” you hummed, bringing a hand to his hair, “I like it.”

“Y/N!”

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Leo Valdez Hates Himself

2this is going to be an OOC post but i was thinking last week after a really tough therapy session about how much i relate to leo.

its made pretty clear in the series that leo really doesnt like himself for a few reasons and covers it up with jokes and a sarcastic smile but i started really looking into some reasons that were talked about and it just hit me. this kid fucking hates himself so much.

one of the reasons that was touched on quite a bit when we were getting to know him was that Tia Callida noticed his powers early on and tested him by placing him in the fire where (i recall correctly) he fell asleep or was otherwise comfortable. now let me just say that i wasnt really raised in a very traditional household but my extended family, my tias and abuelas are/were very religious, crosses over doorways and beds, portraits of jesus on the walls, a very worn bible on the bedside table, church every sunday, the whole deal. let me tell you, if i ever told my family that i practice some forms of witchcraft, they would loose their minds. imagine how people around leo wouldve reacted if they saw that he could SUMMON FIRE FROM HIS HANDS. he would immediately be feared by anyone who practiced religion seriously.

now that were talking about the fact that he can conjure fire, id like to bring up how he blamed himself for the fire that killed his mother. that in itself would fuck a kid up. loosing a parent that young will really affect a kids head. but add the fact that he can summon flames at will and his mother died in a huge fire. obviously hes going to blame himself for killing one of the only people who really showed their love for him in a meaningful way. the trauma of loosing his mom is enough but blaming himself is a different story. in my situation, it was different because i was put up for adoption by my mother who said she wanted to be part of my life. when i turned 2 and began to know her voice on the phone, she stopped calling, the aunt she was living with always said she wasnt around and eventually the phone line was disconnected. i always had this awful feeling that i caused that. even though rationally that doesnt make total sense but growing up knowing your mom didnt want you then changed her mind about wanting to speak to you on the phone once every 6 months really hurts.

lets move on to his ADHD now, shall we? this is the one that had me begin to relate to him in the first place. i was diagnosed with ADHD when i was 7 because if someone dropped a paper clip on the floor and i saw, i had to go grab it. i was up and down from my seat, squirming, talking out of turn, sitting in my seat backward, not paying attention, had trouble with friends, the whole shebang. there was hardly a week that went by that i wasnt called annoying, too loud, too squirmy, too much. let me tell you that my ADHD is the root of a lot of my depression. i cant stop myself from talking even when i have the thought of “i need to be quiet”, i cant stop moving, my focus is everywhere, my speech is disorganized and then to hear that im annoying was just the worst. my peers said it as if i didnt already know. as if i dont live with it every day. that fucking hurts. im sure this was the same in the series. as much as you laugh and shrug it off, it hurts. knowing that you are fundamentally irritating to everyone around you, hurts and it makes your existence feel like a chore. you learn how to be the funny one so people will tolerate you and you bounce from group to group, never settling because if you do, they will get sick of you. we obviously see that constantly in leo where hes the funny guy who is helpful by fixing things.

ADHD to this day makes me feel stupid. i cant have a normal conversation about school or classes without crying or ending up suicidal, because i know that no matter what, how hard i try, i WILL fail my classes. i never had any clue until i was 17 that i had an above average IQ at 120 which is a point away from a Superior IQ. i thought i was fucking stupid because i couldnt get anything over a C at best and on average got a D. its so discouraging to want to learn when you know that you can put all your effort in and want to learn and then find out that you learned it wrong or just cant get the hang of it. its cannon that leo was solving college level math problems at 7 years old, he is cannonically a genius and you cant tell me he didnt deal with that hatred of himself for having trouble paying attention in his classes.

im going to move on to a headcannon that i have but i wanted to throw it out there. i cant see leo as anything other than a repressed gay (maybe bisexual) kid. how hard he tried to be normal and get a girlfriend, how much stock he put into having a girlfriend, how much he felt left out for not having a partner. in mexican culture, being gay is one of the worst things you can be. of course its getting better but gay men still come up missing or wind up dead after coming out or being outed. the idea that hes gay would be unfathomable to him so he covered it up by flirting with every girl he saw and being so aggressively out there when speaking with girls he didnt know. he just couldnt handle the idea that he could be a man attracted to other men so he covered it up. maybe i just like this idea because i ship leo and jason but i cant help but feel like he repressed it so hard because he was terrified.

i really think leo was terrified of himself. and that he really fucking hated himself.

#leo valdez #heroes of olympus #all of this is just from my experience but i deal with such terrible hatred of myself that it makes me suicidal on a weekly basis #i think i have room to talk here #hoo #leo valdez roleplay #percy jackson #pjo

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SnK S3E13 Poll Results (Manga Reader Version)

The poll closed with 539 responses. Thank you to everyone who participated!

Please note that these are the results of the manga reader poll. Anime only watchers are suggested not to read if you do not wish to be spoiled about certain events! Anime only viewers, click here to view your poll results!

RATE THE EPISODE 534 Responses

WIT kicked off the arc fantastically according to the viewers! This episode got overall positive reviews, with 95% of respondents giving it a 4 or 5 rating.

An ideal opening episode in my opinion!

Incredible start for possible the best season yet ♥

Awesome opening episode to set the stage for the arc to come. Pacing was just right, imo.

HYPE MY SOLDIERS

I think it was a great ep and did pretty well with the chapters it adapted. The dialogue was there and so were the scenes, the ending hyped what is coming so much so I'm already in love!

Lack of creavity when it come to the OP and ED visuals, but the ep overall was good.

The soundtrack slaps, voice acting is on point, and the animation proves to be very promising. Overall, it's a great episode to start off the second cour!

Awesome episode with awesome soundtrack.

One of the best episodes of the whole series, which was surprising.

RATE THE OP 533 Responses

Overall respondents liked the new Linked Horizon opening, which was a great summary of the current arc, but overall it fell flat as a song that most would be willing to label as their favorite.

OP depicts the upcoming battle well!

Great adaptation, just wish the opening was a little more original

It is the worst OP of all. The song is disappointing; it sounds like typical, boring song from random shonen series.

The opening definitely had some parts to it that felt recycled from previous openings, but I guess it's just Linked Horizon's way of linking them all together.

SPACE OPERATION RAINBOW!!!

To me it looks like they ran out of time to make an OP so they slapped a green filter on what they had done already.

RATE THE ED 530 Responses

The 104th-centered still-frame ED has some mixed reviews with most of the fandom sitting somewhere in the middle between loving and hating it. Respondents overall are leaning more toward the positive, however.

ED is perfect with the time skip just over the horizon

WE GOT A FEW NEW SAWANO TRACKS. HOW ARE YOU FEELING ABOUT THEM? 530 Responses

Well over half the fandom are already pumped for new music from the series’ composer Sawano Hiroyuki! A whopping 76% already feel that he’s killing it. 22% need more time to decide how they feel. A small sliver of respondents don’t really care for the OST. Who hurt you?

ost perfect as usual

It was good but at this point everything sounds like it's been reused a bunch of times. Hopefully we get some new great tracks later on..

Hyeh

The bassline in the new rendition of "Attack on Titan" (or however Sawano spells it) is amazing. I cannot wait for the S3 soundtrack to be released.

WHICH OF THE FOLLOWING WAS YOUR FAVORITE MOMENT? 532 Responses

The scene with the Beast Titan appearing with his army of titans took 30% of the vote, with Levi attacking Reiner as a close second with 22% of the vote. 10% overall liked the entire episode, and 7% favorited the cliffhanger staredown. We can all agree the battle to come has us all hyped!

I repeated the scene where Reiner appears until the end of the episode tons of times already

Did they really had to skip Levi's frustrated expression after he failed to kill Reiner? It was my favorite moment…

Levi attacking Reiner and everything after that has become one of my favorite scenes in the series. Damn!

Nice Erwin Screentime, nice Levi nyooming behind Eren

Best girl makes her appearance

the last three minutes of the episode where the warriors show up was fucking amazing

ON SCALE OF ARMIN TO ERWIN, HOW GOOD ARE YOU AT GIVING ORDERS? 526 Responses

The majority of respondents relate to Armin’s timid nature a bit more when it comes to overall confidence in giving orders. Just a small 6.3% of you guys feel you have the charismatic swag that Erwin brings to the table.

I loved Armin giving orders politely.

How was Armin overcoming social anxiety a billion times cooler then eren flying over a 60m wall, becoming a titan and basically saving humanity.

ON A SCALE OF 1-5, HOW MUCH DO YOU WANT TO GO HORSEBACK SURFING? 528 Responses

This was in no way a serious question. But at an almost even split, 35.8% of voters would totally try their hand at horseback surfing, while 35.2% would never risk their life doing such a dangerous activity!

HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT THE ANIMATION QUALITY IN PART TWO SO FAR? 529 Responses

Overall respondents are pleased with the animation in the first episode of the RtS arc, with 54% stating that it’s the best animation they’ve seen from the series yet. 42% feel it could be better, but is also not the worst. A small percentage don’t find the animation all that impressive.

I can’t believe how clean all of the animation is looking. SUPER impressed with the difference in art-style compared to season 1 as well.

The animation is on the highest level.

i miss the thick lines the show used to have

i really love the colour palette of this season and the op especially.

IMO the color tones on this episode could've been handled better, it was too gloomy on some scenes :(

The animation & art style was almost as good as season 2’s (which is one of my favorite pieces of animation of all time) but still lacked in some areas.

Looks like they went all out with budget on this season and I'm loving it

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE CG COLOSSAL TITAN IN THE OPENING? 532 Responses

57% of respondents aren’t too upset about the GCI Colossal Titan in the opening and say they don’t mind either way. 35% aren’t happy at all with the decision to make the Colossal CGI, while a few actually find the effect super cool.

ON A SCALE OF 1-5, HOW EXCITED ARE YOU TO FINALLY SEE THIS ARC ANIMATED? 533 Responses

The overwhelming majority are extremely excited to see this arc animated after all these years. With its high levels of action and drama, it’s no surprise to us to see that the fandom is looking forward to getting this arc in an animated form!

IVE WAITED MORE THAN 2 YEARS FOR THIS IM NEVER BEEN SO FUCKING HYPED IN MY WHOLE LIFE

I've waited so many years that I'm satisfied and ready to pass now that my favorite arc is being animated

HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT THE ADAPTATION OF RTS SO FAR? 532 Responses

67% of respondents are feeling very satisfied with the way the arc is unraveling in the anime, finding that it’s a very close adaptation of the original source material. 23% feel that it’s still too early to judge the adaptation properly, and a few less feel that the adaptation so far is somewhere between good and bad.

Fantastic adaptation.

Good pacing jumping right into the action, while staying faithful to the manga.

Overall very good, but could be a TAD better

I think the adaptation so far has been great, but I need to see how the action is handled before I say for sure whether it's well adapted or not.

It was ok.

It was very well-adapted! All the important details were there and nothing important seemed to be missing, which was something I was sad about in the last arc. It seems like everything I want will get covered.

How do we come back from there without breaking my heart?

PART 2 IS SLATED FOR 10 EPISODES. DO YOU THINK THIS WILL BE ENOUGH TO ADAPT THE ARC WELL? 531 Responses

Voters are confident that WIT knows what they’re doing by shortening the amount of episodes that will air for this action-heavy arc, with only ¼ of respondents feeling that they haven’t given themselves enough screen time to cover every last detail. 10% don’t want to say either way.

i was disappointed in knowing it was a 10 episode arc, but seeing the quality and taking into account that this is an action-heavy arc, i'm bouncing off of the walls to see what wit has underneath their sleeve. hopefully they don't ruin the best arc

one advantage of the short season is that they cant draw out the serum bowl for too long. God, that was a painful wait when the manga was dropping those chapters.

Really well done, the pacing in particular was great. After seeing it I was convinced 10 episodes was perfect for this arc. A 6-4 split is perfect.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THE VERY SPOILERY OPENING? 532 Responses

61% of respondents agree that the opening, while spoilery, is a great summary and teaser of what is to come for those who only watch the anime. Without context, they can’t know what every last symbolic image in the opening means, after all! 23% of voters expressed distaste at how much WIT is spoiling the viewers, however. 9% aren’t even concerned about it.

The whole opening was just one big “fuck you” to people who don’t read the manga.

it only becomes obvious b/c manga readers keep pointing stuff out. Yes, the intros have always hinted at things but it goes so fast that I don’t think every person will know exactly what something means if they’re anime only.

The Opening is good representation of this phase of the story ending.

I don't get why people are making a big deal over the "spoilers" in the opening when they're not even anime-onlies themselves in the first place.

Man, it only seems spoilery for those of us who know what's coming. Anime onlies don't understand the context of the images, so they can't recognise them as spoilers unless it's directly identified as such! We gotta stop judging this stuff from the perspective of someone who already knows what's coming.

It's definitely not holding back on the indications that'll happen in the arc

HOW DID THE NEW ED MAKE YOU FEEL? 527 Responses

61% of manga readers felt nostalgic seeing the images of the 104th during their trainee days coupled with a somber song. 20% felt sad about the ending, and 15% were just disappointed with the entire thing.

Lazy ending.

WHAT DID YOU THINK ABOUT THE RED EYES ON THE TITANS? 533 Responses

Just over half of the fandom feel that the red-eyed pure titans was a cool aesthetic to add to show that they are under some form of control by a shifter. 33% feel it’s a cool addition, but not really necessary. 11% don’t care.

I was on board with the red eyes until the cart titan also had them. No longer made any sense.

I don't get why Pieck's eyes are red when she's not a mindless being controlled by Zeke…

Like the red eyes but why does Pieck have them too.

WHICH SCENE FROM THE PREVIEW ARE YOU MOST LOOKING FORWARD TO? 530 Responses

Perhaps unsurprisingly, over half of the fandom is most hyped to see the Eren vs. Reiner showdown in Shiganshina. Although not far behind, 28% of respondents are excited about Erwin’s badass unhooding moment as he challenges Reiner.

THUNDER SPEARS FOR NEXT CHAPTER!!!!!!!!!!

ADDITIONAL THOUGHTS ON THE EPISODE?

Even though I totally know what will happen, the episode is written and directed in a way I still get goosebumps and forget I actually know what will happen. And the music, oh god. That's amazing. These two together have a really good effect.

I need the next one RIGHT NOW.

AAAAAHH!!!!

It was an introduction episode, so imo, it's just there to put the basis for the rest of the season. There was a good balance between the "emotionally charged" scenes and the more quiet ones, all this accompanied with an increasing tension in the background.

I wish theyd reanimated the scene of armin talking to eren about the opening instead of just reusing the animation from season 1.

that Zeke smile is like : hey there, i am here to euthanize you all. Love it !

I'm buying tickets into denial islaaand, bye, bye!

Airpipes. AIRPIPES. p.s. cracking soundtrack

Reiner has been enjoying himself some Marley protein, he extra swole now.

Armin was the MVP

PIECK!!!

I don't like the fact that WiT decided to spoil a lot. Some anime onlies already have guessed that Armin is going to be burned and then will become the next CT. So the serumbowl won't be as emotional and exciting for them anymore. I don't understand why WiT decided to do such thing. Don't they want anime-onlies to enjoy the show?

Exactly as expected you'll find a strange titan next to the beasty

I love Mikasa’s improved design and hope they show more of her working in a team like the manga. Focusing on the mission ect without pandering

RIP nameless soldier killed by Reiner.

Very happy to get a glimpse at best girl Pieck

Really no questions about our exactly right girl in this poll ? I am dissapointed :/

Watching this episode is bringing back all the suspense and awe I felt when I read this part in the manga. What a treat to be able to relive it!

They did a great job at keeping the tension and the "well shit everything's about to go wrong" from chapters 73 and 74, and managed to make the explosion at the end worth it, despite the fact I still think Reiner's continued survival throughout the arc is stupid and wish the anime had changed it so it'd be more believable, but here we are.

WHERE DO YOU PRIMARILY DISCUSS THE SERIES? 514 Responses

Thank you to everyone who participated! We’ll see you again in a few days!

#snk poll #snk polls #snk spoilers #snk s3 #poll results

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jascnbrody-archive · 5 years

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think i got it.

i post a lot abt smugly Knowing How J Works w/out like ever talking abt how i think j works. or even like.. what his fam is like bc i think thats like, important. esp w the themes of the game (u kno what vaas says.)

n theres probably parts of the game/j that i read like completely wrong and against what ubisoft wanted or planned. like i rly dnt think js parents are like Blown Out Fully Rich like i think. i think. js dads parents. are rich. country club rich. i dnt think his parents are. i think js dad had a really basic job as like, either a security dude or like, a coast guard. n his mom ran a restaurant w her mom. (who i for like. no reason think is cuban. im white. so its not like, to make him more relatable to me like i think its just i want j to kno spanish so i want him to have it in his genealogy. and like him being........... even slightly mixed honestly rly fucks w the whole. thing. (also rileyd get his curly hair from there. i think his hair honestly throws me thru a loop even tho curly haired white people arent like, weird or anything)) but yeah theyre like upper upper middle class but, like, not Rich rich.

ANYWAY........... i think his mom was a rly private and snarky person. she cares a lot abt her kids but like. she struggles w emotions n j got that from her. i think he does have like, depression mostly bc he cant figure out what hes doing and no one will like. be honest w him. and he literally cannot reflect inward and that causes like, stress for him. bc he’ll Feel Wrong but not be able to place why. bc he cant reflect. he cant blame himself. and he cant be open abt any feelings he does have bc he cant even really decipher them.

he is like, actively suicidal and harming himself but not in like any way that anyone he lives w watches for. drinking is just “his lifestyle” and him loving to go skydiving is just j being daring and not “i hope this parachute fails so i dont have to think abt a career”

like hes cheating on liza (Often.) to force Her the be the one to break up w him bc he doesnt like, want to confront or think on the fact that hes not happy and theres Ways To Solve That. hes not looking to get better hes looking to get worse bc hes already given up on like Doing Something.

ALSO he really doesnt feel guilt right. like he’ll Feel it but not Deeply. he mostly just feels guilty abt having to Fake Guilt. like hes aware of it. he knows how he should feel bc hes like... seen it on other people. and he can recognize when he does something Really Very Wrong n he’ll be like “😬😬😬😬 ooop” but then he’ll like. make a joke abt it. (his one liners................ like its part trauma part like, he honest 2 god doesnt think its serious.)

i think hes got to like.. face that after he beats riley bc thats like, the worst thing (to him) that hes done. n it Makes Him Feel Bad bc he like, went too far n he knos he went too far. like he didnt have to shove a thumb into rileys Gaping Wound like he did that bc he rly wanted to hurt riley bc ?? he ? just did ? its not like its something He Learned. no ones done that to Him. he doesnt mind hurting people. he was told to hurt riley. riley said he could hurt him. so j Hurt Him. like he just Did it.

n him (ykno. possibly.) killing his friends would never be to be with citra its like. its just bc he (wouldve) wanted to. hes given the chance to hurt someone and he has to convince himself Not to hurt them. hes Not like vaas. (it sounds like vaas but its not . that i cant explain . vaas is totally different in what he does. hes theatrical abt it but hes understanding of the impression and trauma hes faced bc of violence hes seen and been a part of. jason has been searching for a chance to be violent since he was born. vaas had no choice and like, j doesnt really either, but even if he did hed have chosen the path of violence. vaas wouldve loved something more quiet.)

i still think he mopes abt what hes done. for a time. like up until vaas comes back around and then j sees. what its really like to Have Thoughts abt what youve done. then he realizes he like, doesnt even really mean half of it. and Thats what was really getting to him. idk. j just doesnt kno much and he cant read into much and he cant comprehend what he does and why he does it. hes sort of blank. hes just a dude who wanted to do whatever he wanted.

and its not like he Doesnt feel bad. like his body count is huge. he nearly killed his friends. he beat the fuck out of his little brother. he feels bad about Things but not the entire thing. hes got things he’ll pick out as like “that was fucked up of me, woops :(” but overall hes like. going to choose to stay on the island. so he can up his body count (and brag about it probably. and any sort of Interesting Kill he did.). and be with vaas. which he feels 0 guilt over.

also i probably think of him as being too like. impervious. and quiet? like. he rly talks a decent bit. hes noisy. hes p loud. but i think of him as a rly quiet person?? like when i think of vaas n j talking i think honestly of vaas just monologuing and j only like. nodding and grunting in response. i think j just goes silent a lot unless he can like. make a joke. or on the rare occasion where he like Realizes smthn abt what vaas or someone else said. bc like he’ll Listen when he wants to (which with vaas (and vaas only. vaas’d get so much special treatment and he wouldnt even like, kno. bc he has nothing to compare it to until j starts telling vaas stories abt california n how he acted there (*)). is most times) and when theres like, no distractions, and he’ll think but most things he wont take to heart unless vaas words it Just Right so j can understand fully.

i guess thats like, a big comfort to me. j finds a place he can be happy. he finds someone he can be honest and blunt w. like vaas might expect j to be just as emotional as him but like........ him being so much like a brick wall wont like, change how vaas feels for him. j is still someone vaas is like, able to talk At. and get a response of any sort. itll Agitate him a lot like hes gonna say things he wants j to ruminate on esp when they like, first talk and j is just. like. not going to have much to say. its going to be Insulting to vaas but its smthn he has to like, learn to work around? j takes and listens to what vaas has to say once they get common ground under em but its just not in him to put words to feelings.

anyway also everything bouncing off j like its nothing is also like. smthn i wish i had.

#*also vaas has probably literally never been in a relationship. like not since he was like 15. hed literally not know how to flirt he wouldn #t even have petnames for j apart from Hermano even tho j calls vaas everything under the sun #posts #i wish there was like a way to likehamsdanhhave a read more under a read more like are you SURE you want to read ALL THIS SHIT? by ME?#u can uh take all this as u want #kno that vaas is also p important to me in how i Seek Comfort.#i w anna tag this in some way where i will like. not lose it.#jason brody LORE #there we go

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thirst-refinery · 6 years

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Happy New Year {Triplet Ben x Reader} Pt. One

A/N~ As the title says Happy New Year everyone! In this last year alone this blog has come so far and it’s all thanks to you guys and I cant thank yall enough. I love each one of you! This is just part one of what I’m calling a Cinderella-esque au. I worked hard on this and would have quit after the first three paragraphs it wasn’t for Fae, so I gotta thank her for putting up with me and being the true MVP. I hope you guys enjoy this and once again, happy new year!

You didn’t want to be here in the first place and now; tucked away in a nook between the fireplace and nearest corner with a folding chair, you REALLY didn’t want to be here.

“I’ll stay with you all night,” Poe had promised. “We'll drink and eat our weight in expensive cheese, it’ll be fun!”

But five minutes through the door and Poe may as well have been the name of your imaginary friend.

Party goers draped themselves over couches and armchairs, positioned towards the flat screen mounted on the wall. Some you knew, most you didn’t. Half full champagne flutes and plastic plates adorned with cracker crumbs and nibbled cheese litter the coffee table, that someone’s child had conveniently fallen asleep under. The sheer volume of people contained in one house made the air uncomfortably hot and stuffy, the only provision of relief is the opening of the front door, allowing cold air to escape through, and the Pumpkin Spice candle glowing on the mantelpiece you could catch a whiff of every now and then.

Who even has time, or the money for that matter, to throw a party like this?

As if in response you find three portraits of identical boys, hanging over the sofa. Except for one maybe, the far left portrait shows a boy with blonde hair and glasses, but his face looks all the same as the others. Each one is perfectly posed and picturesque, looking like deities up there watching over their domain.

Yes, the Solo’s; they’re the only ones capable of pulling off a new year party for the entire city.

Digging the toe of your shoe into the living room's pristine white carpet, you listen to the background bustle of the party. The TV broadcasts Time’s Square, a girl’s shrill birdlike laugh, conversations about weather and new years resolutions, a glass breaks somewhere in the kitchen. Each sound piles on top of one another until a buzz becomes a suffocating roar in your ears. Maybe you should just leave.

“Well don’t you look like you’re having so much fun.”

A woman’s voice catches your attention. She’s short, greying hair tied up in an elegant braid that curls into a bun at the back of her head. She’s covered head to toe in party glitter and holds a glass between her slender wrinkled hands.

“I was actually just leaving,” you say standing from your seat.

A frown appears on the women's thin lips, “And leave all this?” she opens her arms to the party behind her, but you only shrug.

“Parties have never really been my thing. Besides, I don’t really know anyone here.”

“You sound like my son,” she pauses, tucking a stray hair behind her ear and looking past you in thought. “How about I introduce you to someone?” she finally says. “MATT, HONEY!”

The woman turns away, shouting over the noise before you could even protest. Curious eyes all over the room train on you and you found yourself suddenly wishing the floor would open and swallow you whole.

A young man appears from the kitchen with blonde curly hair and sporting glasses you’d expect to find in your grandfather’s drawer.

“My boy Matty will take good care of you, he’s a sweetheart.”

As Matt approaches his face becomes familiar and you can feel the watchful stares of the three smiling portraits.

Shit--

You’d come face to face with the party hostess herself and you hadn’t even known it. Not only that but she’d probably caught you digging your feet into her nice carpet; the upkeep for that cant be cheap. A quick glance down and you thank God you hadn’t left a mark on the white fibers.

“Matt, this is--” Leia trails off, you take it as your que.

“Y/N.”

Holding out his hand, Matt offers you a warm smile as you take it. “I’m Matt,” he says squeezing your hand hand gently rather than shaking it like you’d expected. “Nice to meet you.”

You nod, nearly forgetting your manners before stuttering out, “N-nice to meet you too.”

“Okay then,” Leia says retreating back through the living room towards the kitchen, her glass now empty. “You two have fun now!”

If you’d thought the portraits were intimidating, it was nothing in comparison to actually being in the presence of one of them. Solo is a name on everyone’s lips; with Leia Organa~Solo in congress and her husband as a renowned racing coach, who didn’t know of the Solo’s?

“So--nice party.”

Matt nods happily, sunny curls bouncing with the action. “Mom throws a party for every occasion! Oh, do you mind?” he holds up a camera hanging around his neck, “taking pictures is my job for the night.”

“Um,” you fluff out your hair, angling your best side forward. “I-uh. I guess.”

He smiles again at your display, finding you in the camera lense and adjusting it to focus.

Click

Matt looks at the digital screen and turns it around so you can see too, “Perfect.” he smiles again, something he seemed unable to stop doing. Had you not felt so intimidated you may have found Matt to be rather charming.

You’re suddenly interrupted by someone of similar stature and appearance, save for his dark hair that was barely long enough to hang in his eyes, and curled around his ears.

“Who’s this Matty?” his tone is almost teasing as he ruffles Matt’s perfectly groomed hair.

Another Solo, surely.

Matt doges out of his brother’s reach, patting his hair back down before responding. “This is Y/N.”

“Y/N?” he gives you a once over. “I’m Ben.”

Ben.

“Hi.”

Whereas Matt exude a gentle, meek kind of aura, Ben radiated confidence; like he was hot shit, and he knew it. His smile was like that of a movie star, flashing his teeth accompanied with a look that says he only smiles like that for you. Of course you knew that to be bullshit, he had to be giving everyone that same treatment; it’s part of his charm. This did nothing for your nerves.

Ben hadn’t taken his eyes off you nor had he said anything more; staring you down as if he expected you to do something, like a trick monkey.

“Do you want a drink?” he asks, tearing his gaze away from you to look around the living room.

Half of you wanted Matt to intervene in some way but he’d disappeared, probably to fix his hair.

“Okay.”

“Follow me, kid.” he says, sauntering through the maze of bodies and furniture like he owned the place, granted he did.

After fetching you a drink from the kitchen in his mother’s finest champagne glass, Ben lead you from group to group coagulating around his home. Gina, Debbie, Laura, Jessica, and something that started with a L; all from a sorority a few blocks away. Dan, Myra, and someone that was definitely a sasquatch; Family members of his mother’s colleagues. Group after group, Ben introduced you to people whose names you'd probably wouldn’t remember, and each time he filled your glass with more of that bubbling, silvery liquid you became a little more sure of that.

As it got later and Ben ran out of people to dangle you in front of, you found yourself on the Solo’s balcony overlooking their backyard. Below you the pool was covered for the winter season, a lonely looking set of chairs surrounding a table with a light blanket of snow over each one. Dead shrubs line the fence surrounding their yard and you can't help but to imagine what kind of parties they host down there when the weather is warm.

“You know, I’m never going to remember all those people.” you say, kicking back the remnants of your last drink, your head spinning as you set the glass down on a table behind you.

Ben shrugs as he leans over the railing, resting his forearms on the deck’s wood fencing. “Yeah, me either.”

“I don’t even like parties,” you started, “they’re so loud, and busy, and- and I wouldn’t have even come if it wasn’t for my dumb friend, but he ditched me and then your mom found me, and somehow I ended up with you.”

Ben tilted his head looking at you from the corner of his eyes as you rambled on and on, but he didn’t seem to mind; he was a little tipsy himself.

“And then we met all those people,and-um- I don't really remember what happened after that, but now i'm here but you know something Ben?” you didn’t give him time to answer, “I had a really good time.”

He turns to you now, still leaning on the rail; more for support than anything else, his words lazily spilling from his lips. “You know what, kid? I did too.”

His statement made you warm inside, or was that just the liquor? You couldn’t tell anymore, you couldn’t tell anything anymore.How long have you been here? Where did Poe go? How are you getting home?

Wait a minute.

You looked over at him, “Did you just call me kid?”

He laughs, rolling his shoulders with a shrug, “I've been calling you kid all night.”

“You have?”

He pauses, “I think so.”

Leaning back against the railing, you let the cool air attempt to clear your head. Now you remember, he’s definitely been calling you kid. Like right before he’d told you to hold his glass so he could invite his much more athletic cousin to a handstand challenge.

“Shit.” Ben hisses under his breath, pushing himself up to his full height and adjusting his cotton blue t shirt.

Your first instinct is to look over the balcony, thinking he’s dropped something. “What?”

“It’s almost midnight.”

“So?” It was just a time, and here he had your drunken mind panicking.

“So,” he says looking back to the house in urgency. “I haven’t found anyone to kiss. You know, New Years and shit?”

“Oh,” your shoulders fell, relaxing back onto the rail. “Can’t relate.”

He looks surprised, perking at your words. “You’ve never kissed anyone on New Years?”

“No, why would I?”

“Because it’s- it’s tradition, like good luck or something,” he waves his hands around, grasping for the true meaning but comes up empty. “I’ve been doing it for years, find a girl, kiss her and never talk to her again.”

The thought is appalling. Why kiss someone you’ll never talk to again, it sounds almost sad and as he says it, his typically cheery self loses its luster; a certain kind of sadness is hidden behind his brown eyes.

“Well,” You check the time, 11:58; it was running out. “You can kiss me.”

Ben turns on you, maybe a little to fast because his tall frame sways twice before stabling out. “What?”

“You can kiss me,” You say again. “You won't find someone in time, especially as drunk as you are.”

You take his hand as he starts to sway again, and he doesn’t pull away. Instead he looks down at your joined hands, linking your fingers together before making up his mind. “Okay.”

From deep in the house you faintly hear the cheers of people as the ball drop began on tv. Ben stepped closer, hearing it too.

His free hand found the side of your face, cupping your cheek as you shuddered against touch.

Your eyes looked up to his when you felt his thumb brush your cheekbone. His eyes held admiration as they traveled your face, but maybe you were just being hopeful.

Taking this moment to memorize him, you noted each little freckle and mole decorating his skin, the way his haircut handsomely framed his face; that was probably intentional by design.

“Are you ready?” he says quietly, breath smelling sweet like the champagne you’d been drinking all night.

He licked his lips, you nodded doing the same.

That’s it. Ben presses his lips to yours, and you expect him to pull away just as quickly but he doesn’t, and suddenly it's not a simple New Years kiss anymore it’s something more. You can feel it. Fingers thread into his hair as he pulls you in closer, you whimper into the softness of his mouth. The dizzy feeling you'd had earlier was nothing like the spinning your head was doing now as you dived deeper and deeper into each other.

A firework explodes in the distance and Ben pulls away, you absentmindedly chase after him immediately missing the contact, but he’s too tall.

With cheeks tinted pink, and a little breathless, he speaks. “Happy New Year.”

#solo triplets #triplet au #triplet ben x reader #ben solo x reader #triplet ben one shot #ben solo one shot #triplet ben imagine #ben solo imagine #star wars au #star wars imgines

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persona5-imagines · 7 years

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Hi this is for the match up thingy! I'm a huge nerd (video games, anime, comics, and cartoons), I'm also extremely tall. I love history and math, and am an honours student. I enjoy reading and I'm currently learning to sing, and play piano, and act. I'm told I am the mom friend of my group and I love puns n' memes. I also can't drink coffee or tea unless there's a solid pound of sugar in it, I love sweet stuff. Please match me up with one of the girls. (Thank you so much for doin this btw!)

[ NO LONGER ACCEPTING ]

I match you with…………… Futaba!

Trust me on this one , height and similar interests aren't the only reason for this matchup. While the height difference is absolutely adorable and ideal , and the fact that the two of you have similar interests is a huge bonus; I believe the other quirks of you that you've mentioned are also extremely compatible.

Futaba herself seems as if she is on a sugar rush; most of the times. I can see her snatching your bag of starbursts or gummy bears and ingesting the whole bag , only to get a mega sugar rush that sends her bouncing off the walls.

Memes and puns are probably one of the things that attracts futaba the most. Rest assured that you two would get along swimmingly well , constantly laughing over memes and snorting over the horrible , horrible puns that you crack.

headcanons :

Futaba absolutely loves it when you carry her up. She's small and pretty bouncy , so she's quite easy to lift. She claims that its as if she could see the whole world when you lift her up ( she'll also sing ' you lift me up ' while you do it )

Futaba. cant. sing. But you can! There will be times where she bursts into your room and interrupts whatever singing practise you have with her off-key , but still very lovable voice.

As you probably know , Futaba is a genius- and she refuses to admit defeat. Once she heard that you like math , she hooks you up with the most complex of equations only the two of you can solve; which turns into a full blown competition.

Sometimes , futaba will call you 'mom' as a joke from the amount of times that you have reminded her to clean up her room.

other possible matchup : Tae takemi

platonic matchup :

I think that you’d get along with Makoto really well.

Honour students , intelligent and the mom-friends. I believe the two of you would be able to relate to one another very much due to your similar interests. You can introduce makoto to the world of video games and fandoms , and she'd also be glad to hear you sing and watch you act.

However , makoto doesn't quite understand your 'obsession' with sugar. She prefers black coffee.

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insidethecrack · 7 years

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00h08 What if ? - Paranoid Thought Process

[Something different today. Something more “poetic”. The poetic writing is a full part of this project but as it’s mainly written in French and I lack time to translate, you barely see it, just as French barely reads the more explaining parts of the project... So here is something more experimental, I hope you’ll like it anyway.]

Kati Ran – Suurin

Impact against the wall. Probably an echo, a door slammed a bit too harsly in the corridor. Sounds of footsteps. Voices. Echoes, always more echoes, bouncing on the wall. You can feel them crawling all along the wall. But it’s far way. It’s in the corridor. Far away. Well, far away, let’s be honest, the apartment is small, you can barely call this an apartment. It’s a cupboard shaped as an apartment. Cupboards are useful, you can take refuge here and hide froom the world. That’s how you ended up here. To hide. The thing with cupboards is that they’re small. So the corridor is never really far away. And this, it’s not very comforting. Because the echoes are already getting closer and the sheets are moving.

What if

he was back, ready to tip off your leg or a rib? It wouldn’t ask too much effort. You can already feel the hand gripping your ankle, the torsion, the tension, the scission. Really, no effort at all. You’re poorly done anyway. A simple friction and you end up in blooded schreds. The echoes are spreading and they’ve already gone from under the painting to under your skin. An echo is vicious, it never showed up in the sunlight. It stays in the cover. It vibrates under the painting and if you stick too much to the wall it rips your skin in search for warmth. And if you don’t stick to the wall, he will find you. Tell me, what do we rip today ? The sheets moved, it’s high time.

What if

it could be even worse? I think that it’s ok so far. One leg potentially sacrified and ripped skin, it’s fine. Except if you start bleeding everywhere. It always pisses off everyone. You know, it stains, it gets dry and then it becomes embedded. What do you want us to do with that afterward? You know, if we threw you in a cupboard it was because we wanted you to disappear. And the people we want to see disappear, we don’t want them to stain the walls with their blood like that. It’s not hygienic. So if you could be kind enough to keep an even lower profile than that, it would be great. Go on. Anyway, do you really think you can get yourself out like that ? Go on, lower, even lower, otherwise it’s not your leg he’ll take next time. Lower, or the echoes will come in even deeper. Skin bones blood, the usual routine. I shouldn’t even have to explain this to you.

What if

the carnivorous plants started growing again? Maybe the sheets moved because of them. Or him. Or both. Who could tell... you can feel them right ? The stem that are extended, growing and pulling. You can feel the light rowl of the vegetation who’s stretching. The hunger that’s spreading between the walls. A cupboard is small. You really have to keep a lower profile than that. Leg torned out skin ripped apart and mouth devoured. The plants are always hungry. They need an infinite time to digest. That’s a piece of luck, you have all the time of the world, it shouldn’t matter to you, that they need so much time to turn you into dust. They want it so bad, you know, they are so hungry, and you, you really have to be useful to something. Anyway, it’s not like if anyone cared, right ? Otherwise, you wouldn’t be alone like that, trying to keep the lowest profil you can in the bottom of a cupboard to escape a whole bunch of predators who waited for nothing that you cloing your eyes. No, it makes no sense. If it made sense, you wouldn’t be alone like that. They told you they’d be here.

What if

they lied ? It’s easy to say they’d be here. Easy to say they listen. All of these is easy. All of these are words. And they’re not even the good ones. So, how does loneliness stain ? Do you make the difference between the stains of blood on the walls and the stains of loneliness in your blood ? Do you think there’s one ? Because if there was one, it shouldn’t hurt like that to have blood circulating into your veins. Don’t you think ? Normally, that’s what veines are made for, to carry blood, so it shouldn’t hurt. Either your veines are poorly done, or your blood is poorly done. Pick a side. So maybe now it’s loneliness that pours into your veins. Pure, acid, liquid. Or they are lying, all of them. The neverending story, you shoul know the song. They lie, like they get what they want from you, nd then, they quit. You’re nothing but a transaction.

What if

you simply didn’t even exist ? Because if they don’t all lie, because they can’t all be lying right, if they didn’t lie, you wouldn’t be alone like that in the middle of the night being slowly devoured by everything your bed is ready to throw up your way. It’s as simple as can be. Anyway, none of this really makes sense if we try to think about it for a moment. An since you have nothing else to do than listen to me or being devoured, we’re going to say you have a moment. None of this makes sense. You can’t be watching your own head rolling on the kitchen floor forever. You might be able to understand that, right ? So obviously, if nothing that is happening is possible, if the ones who were supposed to be there are not, obviously, it might mean you don’t exist. You’re just an illusion, a fucking lie, a story people tell themselves at night to fall asleep and feel less alone. That’s why the world turns to dust when the night is here, because when everyone’s asleep, you no longer have a reason to be, you make no more sense. Disappear.

What if

we cut your stomach wide open, does it hurt ? Can a lie covered in skin like you feel pain ? Do you bleed your entrails if we cut you into pieces ? Do you scream if we tore pieces from you ? Do you cry ? Do you lose that much blood ?

No?

See, in reality, you don’t exist.

Liar.

PS : My friend Art is preparing a novel with a schizophrenic character, and it fills my heart with happiness and gratefulness to see someone working their ass out to build a true relatable amazing schizophrenic character, considering that anyone should be able to relate to him, schizophrenia being just a part of the character <3 I cant express how much it deeply moves me to see stuffs like that happening. Thank you thank you from the bottom of my heart !

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