#borderling

[sasoarts]

The taxidermy of a buck's head, mounted on the wall in an antique shop, was missing. There are no signs of a break-in other than small residue of bright-red slime on the Victorian-era sofa. An overnight janitor caught a glimpse of a red monster with tendrils resembling a deer the next night.

A Tassadermaling, the red taxidermy Borderling, conforming into a vaguely-shaped deer from memory.

Photo taken by me. Done in Procreate

#isb #iseeborderlings #borderlings #my art #myart #photomanipulation #photography #urban #cryptid #red #monster #deer #bust #taxidermy

[bpdhellandtears]

I just want to end my life. I just wish i would die. Nothings going to be better. I've had enough.

#anorecxia #3ating disord3r #this is depressing #depression numb #borderl!ne #borderline personality disorder #depressiv #i'm so fucking tired #mentally unstable #complex ptsd #childhood ptsd

[la1npilledg1rl]

'It's not my fault you're in love with me or smth'

#bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd girl #girl interrupted #femcel #coquette #female manipulator #manic pixie dream girl #lana del rey #female rage #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd life #bpd vent #actually borderline #border #borderline thoughts #borderline blog #borderl #borderline personality traits #girl #crazy girl #insa #im slowly going insane #female insanity #im going insane

[frogadir]

My spotify wrapped would be funny if i were able to look at it and not know exactly what events were occurring to have made it that way. But it is also funny

#This isnot about me being quirky this is about my monthlong borderling s**c*dal episode 😭 #borderline*** wtf ever

[cowdragons]

made it fat. more trollsona

#im fat #casts fat upon my trollsona #my art #trollsona #oc #homestuck #fantroll #spent like five hours in a car today. thinks about trolls really hard for like four of them #it spends most of the day sitting in silence and then yearns and then draws and then yearns and then watched borderling graphic pale films #and yearns some more #it's soooo quadrant starved. no it will not go outside. #anyways #can you tell yet #skerab beedyl #coming back in the morning to see how bad i fucked up that tag #that was supposed to be 'and then watches borderline graphic pale films. the raunchiest you moirailigence material you can get.'

[nomaishuttle]

ive drawn 2 pieces of fanart for mike wazowski funko pop. rechnically one of them was fanart of my fanart of mike wazowski funko pop

#me and my sibling were doing a thing where they describe a character to me and i have to try to figure out who it is while i draw them. and #beother. mike wazowski funko pop was borderling impossible t fogure out but i did get it. and also i genuinely am sort of obsessed with the #drwwing i did. and i sort of want it on a shirt.

[lilys-mental-health]

What It's Like Having Borderline Personality Disorder

I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder (BPD) when I was 22. It was a diagnosis I was expecting, but what I wasn't expecting was the stigma around having BPD.

First, let me talk a little about what exactly BPD is. BPD is a mental health disorder that impacts the way you think about yourself and others, and the world around you. There can be quite a few causes such as chemical imbalances, genetics, or trauma.

What is BPD?

BPD causes you to have very intense emotions, fear of abandonment, and difficulty being alone. One of the ways I like to explain intense emotions is that for most people when you're sad, it's manageable. For people with BPD, sadness is the equivalent of grieving someone you loved. When angry, most people can just shake it off or think their way through it. For those with BPD, it's not just anger. It's rage. People with BPD have very black and white thinking. It's either good or bad. There is no in-between.

Now, this can cause a lot of hardships in relationships. Not just romantic, but friendships and familial. Even work relationships. However, despite these hardships, people with BPD are fully capable of having wonderful relationships. One of the stigmas surrounding BPD is that we're abusive and manipulative. This just simply isn't true. Are there people that fit this who have BPD? Of course, but the vast majority of us just want healthy relationships, and most of us are trying our hardest to get past this way of thinking.

BPD and Suicidal Thoughts:

One of the worst aspects of having BPD is suicidal thoughts. We could be having a great day and one small thing could just ruin our whole day. Sadly, a lot of time, this one small thing can cause a spiral that could end up with suicidal thoughts. A lot of people with BPD are hospitalized because of this. Being hospitalized is nothing to be ashamed of, however. We all need help and for some people, the best way to get that help is through the hospital.

Black and White Thinking

Like I said earlier in this article, people with BPD think in black and white. For instance, say someone looks at you differently than they normally would. Our brains can immediately go to "Oh no, they hate me now. What did I do? How do I fix this? Is there even a way to fix this? They just hate my guts. I can never fix this." However, on the opposite end, when someone does something nice for us or treats us well, our brains can latch onto that person because to us they're amazing and they can do no wrong. Which is partially to blame due to our fear of abandonment.

BPD and FPs

A term that is used a lot for BPD is FP. This means favorite person. As I said, we latch onto people. We usually find one person and they become our "favorite person". This means we want to spend all of our time with them, they can do nothing wrong, and we have an intense fear that they are going to leave us. A lot of recognize this as unhealthy behavior and we do our best to fix it. My FP has always been my fiance. I have worked very hard to not put him on a pedestal and to remind myself that he is human and he is going to make mistakes. I, also, have to remind myself that he's not going to just leave me. Just because we have our problems doesn't mean that he doesn't love me.

BPD and Stigmas

One stigma that is even used by doctors is that people with BPD are "treatment resistant". This isn't true and I'm living proof of it. 4 years ago, my BPD was rampant. Everything I've talked about above was true for me and was at 100 miles per hour. When I made the decision to see a therapist and psychiatrist, it was one of the best decisions I've ever made. Between therapy and medication, I have made amazing progress. Another type of therapy that helps BPD is DBT or dialectal behavioral therapy, which tries to recognize and change negative thinking patterns and pushes for positive changes instead.

Some people believe that people with BPD are dangerous due to their anger issues, or that they're prone to violence. Most of us are learning how to control our anger and to use positive coping methods to help prevent violent outbursts.

We're also thought of as lazy, irresponsible, or could easily get over the disorder if we just tried. We're constantly fighting a battle in our heads, so we can get tired very easily. It has nothing to do with us being lazy, but rather us being exhausted from fighting every day just to survive. As far as easily getting over this disorder, it's not simply a matter of exercise or eating better. Sure these things MIGHT make the symptoms a little easier, but it's not going to cure us. This is a lifelong disorder and we're just learning to cope with it.

Another one is that we're helpless. We are not helpless. We may need another person's help from time to time, but we fight our own battles in our heads by ourselves every single day. No one can help us when the fight is internal.

Conclusion

I hope this article has helped you to understand BPD more. I hope that if you know someone who has BPD, this has helped you to be more understanding and helpful towards them. I highly recommend doing your own research on this disorder so you may further help someone.

#mental health matters #mental health #bpd #borderline personality problems #borderling personality disorder #psychiatry #mental health recovery #healingjourney #getting better #self help #trauma #mentally tired #trauma healing

[pro-prin-prinny]

disgaea looks good but unfortunately theyre all black rectangles (apparently this is an amd card issue) (still like the tf2 melee item though)

And the hat too right? Looks very cute and handsome if you ask me, dood.

If your PC can run a PS2 emulator you may have a work around available. There are some quality of life improvements in the PC version but honestly if I'm playing for QoL I'm not playing the first game in either version. And if your wanting to finish the series in order, 3 has no port. It's dumb and one of the better games! It's also a PS3 game so it's harder to emulate. In all honesty if you are not sure you are going to like the games I reccomend Final Fantasy Tactics Advance on the GBA(similar enough at a base level) or Disgaea 4 or 5 as a starting point. None of the games are connected by a linear story and those two are the most beginner friendly imo. If you need emulation recommendations I use Vimm's Lair currently.

#i had a similar issue when BorderLs 3 came out #leaves a bad taste if you already bought the game but you dont really want to refund it either because you still want to play it #this must have been the ask tumblr was hiding from me since ive had that notification on an empty ask box for 2 weeks or so

[v0idswrath]

spending all day staring at my phone and waiting as if that's going to change anything

#abandonment #cluster b #borderling blogging #vent post #losing my mind today fr

[sasoarts]

At first glance, I thought they were headlights of a car. It didn't make any sound, just a buzzing sound similar to a rattle. I was confused to see what's emitting that light.

Featuring the Laruarotaling from 'I See Borderlings'

#isb #borderlings #i see Borderlings #my art #myart #cryptid #spirit #car #headlights #photomanipulation #nightscape #night photography #creature #monsters #creatures #worm

[bpdhellandtears]

I dont deserve food. I dont deserve joy.i dont deserve to live. I deserve pain, misery and bad things. I feel like my life is going to be worse and that since over a year ago. At the moment i feel like that its freezing but at the same time everythings going so fast and i'm in the middle. I feel like a lost curse. I feel like a cursed vodoo doll.

#anorecxia #3ating disord3r #this is depressing #depression numb #borderline personality disorder #borderl!ne #depressiv #i'm so fucking tired #mentally unstable #complex ptsd #emotional neglect

[foxstens]

ok honestly... i do not understand why cuddling/spooning are so hyped

#my posts #lifeblogging #once again ranting about the weirdest things #i can't say i have much experience with either #spooning happens when my mom gets lucky but i wiggle out of it as fast as i can #and cuddling i havent done at all #ive just never been in that situation and i dont think its that big of a thing here #like we don't even have a translation for it as far as i know so like #but i don't get it like how can that be /nice/ and not uncomfortable #when there's a whole ass person around you #so much touching #so much w a r m t h #even just imagining it makes my skin crawl #i guess other people probably don't have this reaction #but my no1 problem with being touched is the warmth #other people's skin is always warmer than mine #and i am extremely sensitive to temperatures #so its a whole thing that makes even fantasizing borderling impossible #and its probably the biggest reason im not interested in relationships #bc navigating this and all the other issues i have... yea no #ehhhhhhh

[betterknownas-immortalhd]

pparently i tick every single box for bpd like even the examples for symptoms.. every one.. so thats.. Something

#borderling not bipolar btw

[azurdlywisterious]

The musical theatre kid inside of me has activated, so here’s some singing headcanons for the Atompunk Ancap Trio!

Mr. House can’t sing, so he made a microphone to autotune his voice in real time. What he lacks in singing abilities he makes up for in general stage presence which is mostly robots and holograms but hey who doesn’t love a, ahem, pixel perfect performance? Whenever he’s not in performance mode he tends to just sing off key around the Lucky 38 as long as there are only robots around to hear him (this becomes difficult once the courier shows up). Has a tenor range.

Cave Johnson is great at singing rock music; like nose scrunching, borderling shouting but theres still a melody rock music. Like its not exactly metal but its getting there. Likes his music as caffeinated as music can be. Knows how to fire breathe (which is one of the few things that has ever scared Caroline). Has a baritone range.

Andrew Ryan sings Frank Sinatra jazz and that’s it. Not much of a performer, he usually sings along with a record or whenever he’s doing a mundane task like dusting shelves or making coffee. He only ever sings very quietly, and his singing voice is a little raspy, but its a treat whenever you do hear him sing. Ironically enough, he has a perfect voice for hymns and lullabies. Has a bass range.

#atompunk ancap trio #mr house #fallout new vegas #cave johnson #portal 2 #andrew ryan #bioshock

[criptochecca]

never forget how ready liberals are to entertain borderling Holocaust denialism (Stalin was so much worse than Hitler, Stalin was a bigger threat to non jewish ukrainians/finnish/esthonians etc than Hitler, the SS were neutral/patriots etc etc) when it comes to the Soviet Union

[nomaishuttle]

ive drawn 2 pieces of fanart for mike wazowski funko pop. rechnically one of them was fanart of my fanart of mike wazowski funko pop

#me and my sibling were doing a thing where they describe a character to me and i have to try to figure out who it is while i draw them. and #beother. mike wazowski funko pop was borderling impossible t fogure out but i did get it. and also i genuinely am sort of obsessed with the #drwwing i did. and i sort of want it on a shirt.