#blog?

[muddycherub]

𝖎 𝖉𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖋𝖊𝖊𝖑 𝖆𝖓𝖞𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖑𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖈𝖛𝖙𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌

𝖙𝖜 𝖘𝖍

In popular media that portrays sh I notice that alot of the time the people are crying or gritting their teeth or having a clear mental breakdown as the cause or result of cutting themselves. Of course I'm sure this is accurate for plenty of ppl but I do wonder how many other ppl have the experience that I do. When I'm about, while I am, and after I have cut myself, I'm calm and generally neutral. It's just another that I can do like eating, except that eating makes me upset and guilty, whereas cutting releases endorphins and calms me down and while it doesn't get an outward reaction, it does make my mind clearer and chest lighter. I don't feel guilty about the act or shameful or like a failure. Although if I do get upset over it it's because I know I should be upset and don't like the fact that I'm not reacting in the way I think I should.

Just thoughts.

#$hblr #tw s3lf harm #cvtaddict #tw sh related #tw depressing thoughts #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked #vent post #blog? #girlblogging #autistic things #autism #actually autistic #mental illness

[foxy-cwananim4lz]

Hey! I'm new and im an "artist" even tought i dont rlly like my art

I would be so glad if u guys gave me some questions for Tricia,Karen,Ike and Frikle answear ( they are 17 - 20 in this "blog") here is some scatchs of Ike hotel u enjoy (comment The questions)

P.s:idk if some one already did this but i doubt so .

Anyways look how smegsy my signature is

So hot.

(I will draw tricia karen and frikle too so stay turned!)

#south park #ike brovlofski #blog? #i guess

[jennhoney]

#afternoon Uranus blog #afternoon butt blog #what audiences did I reach? #are they in my butt #blog?

[glo0b]

What do I do

Help! ;-; IDK how tumbler works but I've been here for so long just reading fanfics. Am I supposed to post too? I have no idea!? How do I edit my profile!? pleeeeease help

#please help #idk what to do #i need help #blog? #what are tags #??????? #help?

[kinger-king-of-ers]

*Sobs violently* I LOVE LUFFY, I'M ADMITTING IT!!! I just finished one piece (the manga) and I'm crying. Why is he so FRIEND SHAPED! LIKE stop >:[

#Luffy #Blog? #Friend shaped #One Piece #Sobbing

[blu--es]

I like my tree

#tfa #transformers animated #blog?

[cain-wilson]

A Comparison

Me at 20: "Haha, Golden Boy is awesome!"

Me at 40: "I have some complicated feelings about how Kill La Kill excuses its fan service by textualizing it. Satirical objectification is still, after all is said and done, objectification"

#i need to stress that these are internal thoughts #no i am not fun at parties #but i wasn't then either #blog?

[slipknot-and-titties]

🌼

Hello, I'm Loop! Or at least that's my name here! I use any pronouns .

🍓

I'm really into the outsiders and 80's movies like Pretty in Pink or the Breakfast Club (basic examples, ik-), but yeah, I'm just here for a good time and am also going to post my experiences this summer! Check it out!

Schools over, and I passed by a mer 1 point. I was certain I was going to go to summer school, but I guess luck was on my side🤷‍♀️. But I have successfully passed school for more next year!

🍒‐------------------ Other ‐-------------------🍒

I may start writing fanfic 🤷‍♀️

I will post other stuff besides just my summer experience!

Feel free to ask questions!

#new to tumblr #summer #road trip #80s films #the outsiders #blog? #poll

[youngmrduffy]

I haven't been on Tumblr for 15 years

Or something like that.

I'm only here because Twitter might die any week now and I need somewhere to put my inane ramblings.

Though I actually also have a Dreamwidth account.

#blog?

[a-small-startup]

Bon Appétit

I haven't tumbled here in a while. I haven't written a story in a while. Not only that, but I look at old poems and think of storing them somewhere. I look at the ways in which I have narrated stories and I save them to watch later. I look at the scribblings at the back of my notebook, but before I could finish reading them, the to-do list from the front pages start haunting me. Furthermore, I open my laptop to look for some inspiration to write, you see I haven't written in a while. But then I lose the confidence to write. The “Tha ka dhi mi, tha ka ju nu” notes my roommate sings for the kids of her classical dance class rings in my head as I try to find a subject to write about. The tabs open in my laptop reminds me of the work I have to finish before the dawn of tomorrow, because Human Resources has asked me to finish tasks and have a new reporting format. But then I want to write. I want to write the same way Julia cooks in the film Julie and Julia; or is it Julia and Julie. It's my favourite film, and yet I keep forgetting the name.

I try to play a film in the background, some music that plays through my phone, Excel sheets and presentation decks, phone calls and emails. I'm multitasking, I tell myself. I've been multitasking for so many years, that somewhere I forgot how to perform just one task at a time.

I'm making tea and there's an episode of some random show playing in the background. I'm doing the laundry and there is music playing from my room. I'm bathing and in-between shampoo getting into my eyes and trying to balance on one foot I hear Sheldon Cooper explaining the theory of asymmetry.

I'm also a mental health professional, while I keep telling my clients to not google their symptoms, I struggle to restrain myself from self diagnosing.

The phone chimes and I know it's my best friend from miles away telling me her day went equally bad and at the end of the day we'll video call each other just to say “Life sucks (Exclamation point)”

I know I'm deviating from what I started writing about, I have no idea what I'm writing about. I think of sending the link to my partner once I finish posting this, but then there is a voice in the corner of my head that says I'll not post this, that I'll do Ctrl+A and click delete.

I know I shouldn't. It's after ages I decide to write, why shouldn't the world see it. At this point, you would be wondering why did I break into a new paragraph, do I have something to say? Am I changing the subject? Maybe yes. Because as I write this, I think of the first post I made somewhere in October 2017, and I can see the spelling and grammatical errors on that post. Not saying there aren't any now. By this time, all the above paragraphs have 5+ errors. The multiple grammar tools on my windows have come up, shooting red lines on the error. I ignore it for now. I can proofread much later.

So, what am I writing? I'm writing about not writing. I'm writing about having hated the urge to get my writing validated from strangers online, who have now become acquaintances. I'm writing about how my Instagram page is now non-existent and my Tumblr page had long died. But I will still shout to the world and tell them that I have gone back to writing, that I will write on a random day after a random period of time.

Adiós reader!

#writerscreed #writing challenge #blog? #13cupsofteareblog #re-bumbleblossom

[tiniest-necromancer]

Day three of being a tiny necromancer,

Note to self using a human arm to replace a dog arm when resurrecting is

NOT

A good idea.

On the other paw, meet my new pet dog, handy

#necromancers #smol bean #funny #new #pmseymourva fan #snom fan #idk how tags work #all tags #blog? #imagine not being cool and looking at the tags

[vilea777]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

#bpd blog #bpd fp #bpd mood #bpd problems #bpd shit #bpd stuff #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd #borderline pd #borderline things #borderline problems #living with borderline #borderline blog #borderline thoughts #being borderline #borderline culture is #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #bpd feels #bpd safe #bpd culture is

[luminarai]

Oh nooo I hadn’t noticed that my cat’s automatic feeder was getting low on food so as usual she dashed off when she heard the machine start but I couldn’t hear the usual sound of her food falling into the bowl so I went to look and my poor cat was just. Sitting there. Staring at her empty food bowl. Then for a second she glanced up at me then right back to her bowl with the biggest, saddest, most bewildered eyes you could ever imagine on such a small creature. I filled her bowl and the machine right away ofc but I still feel a little guilty 😭

#cecil blogs her life

[tothechaos]

glad that im not popular enough to have an evil shadow version of my blog that exists just to make contradictions on my posts

#.text #as a sort of 'popular' blog this is one of my only solaces #1k #5k #10k #25k #50k #100k #200k

[lizkreates]

Mad with boop power! I felt inspired.

#april fools #april fool's day #boop #please know I'm a trigun blog but I enjoy the sillies occasionally #my art

[jerich0two]

A begrudging Happy Valentine's to you all! Stay safe out there, my fellow aromantics ...

#hazbin art #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel alastor #valentines day #aromantic #asexual #aroace #alastor #jeri's art tag for convenience purposes #alastor has my blog in a chokehold