So I have been hit with a bit of the sads today and I’m trying to convince myself that it’s okay to like…ask for help and reassurance 😅 and I think I need some right now. There’s some things I’ve been putting off working on for a while that I need to do and I could use your encouragement! So..
50 notes and I’ll clean up around my house
100 notes and I’ll work on some job applications to find a less toxic school that accepts my identity
500 notes and I’ll talk to a friend about some issues we’ve been having that I’ve been avoiding
1000 notes and I’ll make a goal to drink at least 4 glasses of water a day because I’m chronically dehydrated lol
2000 notes and I’ll make a goal to be active five times a week (right now it’s three and I really need to do more)
3000 notes and I’ll actually listen to my doctor about how to treat my new health condition instead of just ignoring it until my next appointment (don’t do what I do, kids!)
4000 notes and I’ll force myself to write nice things about myself and I’ll post them here.
5000 notes and I’ll question all of your sanity for being so dedicated and I’ll…idk I’ll do whatever you guys want to take care of myself. I’ll take your suggestions I guess. As long as it’s not expensive. And I’ll post proof on here.
I open stream. Grian says Scar sometimes sends him pictures of his older brother????? Maybe of him working out at the gym????????? Grian: you know I don't like it when you talk about your brother???????
One thing I find super interesting about orv is how when I imagine myself in its world, the ideal ending I dream of is one where I take Kim Dokja's place in the subway, so that he can be with his companions.
Because, in our, the readers', eyes, what better fate could there be than to be able to spend the rest of eternity watching our beloved characters enjoy a happy ending? We have no place in their story.
And then you realise that Kim Dokja did exactly that.
This is where my heart exploded! I'll cherish this moment with its narrative.
I don't want a love drama, I just want these two when they are at their best: understanding one another, the kind of understanding that happens without words. They had that in the comics, and I know people like to freak out about it, but I think there is a level of respect and honesty (through the good and the bad) that really clicked for me. (especially in later years). And I say that as someone who grew up with Rogue and Gambit as the OTP.
Poke: People apparently write fanfics of me having sex with Joko. Extremely gay sex with Joko of all people. I rarely talk to Joko. Why am I having sex with him? That makes no sense. Fan accounts, you make no sense, dude. That makes no sense, dude, you're such an idiot.
So this is new... This is what my bodyshop does with high poly meshes. While it is a great incentive to cut down on those polycounts, I would really like to know what causes this, and how to fix it.
I did the graphic rules maker, of course, and Google is being no help. It only mentions high poly meshes not showing at all. But I have tried all fixes for those regardless. So I'm throwing it out here. Does anyone know what I could do to fix this?