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annabellelupin · 4 months
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Marauders fans when someone mentions the Harry Potter fandom: eww i'm not touching that I'll get neurotypical cooties
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Just called a pride flag guide "fairly modern" because it had the current aro flag on it rather than the orange one - despite it still being old enough to have been made before the pink+orange lesbian flag was created
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pen-and-camera · 7 months
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Wrong answers only.
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euyrdice · 1 year
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do i like black people? 🤔 i can’t say that i do 😕…
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fandom-alley · 10 months
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Want You Like That
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Summary: Spencer has a massive crush on a NYC based pop rock singer, thanks to Penelope getting him addicted to the tiktok app. He convinces the team to see her perform at a bars grand opening after their latest case in the city. He has the best night of his life. Pairing: Spencer Ried/Fem Reader Content: Fluff, smut Warnings: alcohol consumption, age gap, sex 18+Work Count: 6.1k a/n: Spencer's addiction storyline does not exist in this story
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Song inspiration for this story: Want You Like That by Charlotte Sands Bad Day by Charlotte Sands Snow Angel by Renee Rapp Vampire by Olivia Rodrigo
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It had been 182 days since Spencer Reid had stumbled upon Y/n and her band on tiktok. He wouldn’t have found her, become almost obsessed with her, if it wasn’t for Penelope introducing him to the addicting app. Spencer had almost been late to work on multiple occasions since she downloaded the app for him, thanks to getting lost in the mesmerizing one to three minute videos Y/n posted multiple times a day. 
He had to catch up on them every morning while he had his coffee, which would get cold sitting on the table as he scrolled and watched, getting sucked into the time vortex that was tikok.
Spencer didn’t even care to use the app enough to get a for you page that was tailored to his interests. All he used the app for was to watch Y/n and her distracting cotton candy blue and pink hair. Her cute little dances, or her day in the life in New York City, or clips from her and her band performing in night clubs and bars. He was mesmerized by the black and grey ink that stained her arms and legs, and he would let his imagination go wild on if or where her other tattoo’s lived beneath her clothing. 
If he had to say what his preferred genre of music was, he would probably say classical. The likes of Beethoven and Mozart. If you had asked him 182 days ago if he would become obsessed with pop rock he would have laughed. Although technically he wasn’t obsessed with all pop rock artists. Just Y/n and her band.
When the BAU was brought in on a case in NYC, Spencer's mind immediately went to thoughts of running into Y/n on the streets. Or in a coffee shop. Or even, and he couldn't even believe his brain thought of this, saving her from an unsub. However, none of those scenarios came to light. The case was cut and dry and solved within 48 hours. 
"Well, looks like that's it for us," Emily said to the team. They were crowded around a small table in the New York city police department. "Let's go back to the hotel, pack up, and head to the airport."
Spencer's shoulders slouched in defeat. He wouldn't be running into Y/n this time around in New York city. 
Just as they were packing up to leave, Emily's phone rang. While she was occupied, the rest of the team took out their phones as well. As inconspicuous as he could be, Spencer opened tiktok on his own device. He made sure the phone was muted, with his closed captions on, and went right to Y/n’s page. He didn't need sounds to appreciate her beauty and talents. 
He was shocked to find a new video posted just a few minutes ago, so he eagerly clicked on it. Before it could even play all the way through he hit the little heart on the side and added the video to his favourites file.
As Spencer watched and read the subtitles on the video, he realized this was a surprise announcement. Y/n and her band were playing an exclusive show tonight at the grand opening of a new bar around the corner from their hotel. 
Spencer's heart dropped into the pit of his stomach. They were set to leave tonight, and he would miss it. She would be so close, and he wasn’t going to get the opportunity to see her in real life. But then his brain went into overdrive, trying to think of possible reasons he could tell the team why he wasn't going to be heading back with them tonight. He could fake an illness. Or say his mom was on her way to the city and he was to be her tour guide. 
They would see right through him. Spencer wasn’t great at making things up. The one time he lied to the team about having a head cold and wasn’t able to fly with them for fear of ear drum damage, he actually just wanted to attend the all night multi showing of the Halloween movies. Emily caught on in an instant but she let him have his night. Then made him complete all their paperwork when they were back as punishment.
"There's something wrong with the jet," Emily said to the team when she hung up her call. "Some system rebooting or something. They've booked us on a commercial flight back, but it doesn't leave until tomorrow morning. Everyone okay with that?"
Spencer couldn't believe his ears. Did he wish this into existence? He wanted an extra night in the city and now he got it.
"Fine by me. I could use a night out in the city," Tara laughed. 
"How about we all go out together?" JJ suggested. 
"Team bonding experience," said Luke. "Where should we go?"
They were quiet for a few moments as they thought of all the places and things they could do in one night in New York city. 
"There's a grand opening for a bar not too far from the hotel. We could go there?" Spencer suggested to the team.
"That's a good idea! We wouldn't have to worry about taxis and trains trying to get back to the hotel. How did you hear about this?" Emily asked.
"I just saw a flyer somewhere for it," Spencer shrugged. "There's going to be live music and specialty drinks." 
“I never thought I’d see the day where Spencer suggests going to a bar instead of an obscure foreign movie playing at an underground theatre at midnight.” laughed JJ.
“Well, now that you mention it, JJ, there is a movie playing tonight at this really cool-”
“No!” The team yelled in unison, cutting him off mid sentence. 
“We’re going to the bar. It’s final.” Emily said. Spencer bit back his smile as he tried to hide his excitement. 
It was already pretty late into the evening, and the party at the bar was set to start in just over an hour. Not wanting to waste another second of free time, since it was so rare for them, the team raced into their Government-issued vehicles and drove back to the hotel. With a quick confirmation that they would meet in the lobby in half an hour and walk to the bar together, they disappeared into their respective rooms. 
Spencer spent a few minutes pacing the length of his room, his thoughts once again on overdrive. He was about to see Y/n in person. A girl he never thought he would actually get to see. He was about to see all the stuff that had hypnotised him in her videos, in real life. Like her vibrant colourful hair swaying back and forth as she ran across stage, or the swirling inky vine that made it’s up her arm and disappeared under her clothing. But most importantly he was about to hear her angelic yet angry voice as she sang her songs that were a mixture of angsty pop and rock.
After all these thoughts, Spencer realized he needed to start getting ready or he would be late meeting the team. After the quickest shower he’s ever had, to wash the stressful day away, he got dressed in the only clothes he had. A pair of dress pants, and a purple collard shirt. He went without the matching tie.
With one minute to spare, Spencer made it downstairs to the lobby where the team was waiting.
“Cutting it close, pretty boy,” Tara laughed as she slapped a sheepish looking Spencer on the back. 
Spencer was on autopilot mode as they walked the few blocks to the bar. He was lost in thoughts, trailing a few steps behind. However, once they reached the bar and stood in the short line to the entrance, his heart felt like it was in his throat. This was it. This was happening. 
The wait to get in was short. The bouncer checked their ID’s, which made them all feel giddy and like teenagers, since they were all in their 40’s or more by now. The girls took that giddiness and went right to get celebratory shots at the bar. Spencer and Luke followed behind them, and when Spencer was handed a shot by JJ with a raised eyebrow, Spencer threw it back, barely wincing as the sting of alcohol made its way down his throat. He wasn’t one to drink much, the hangover headaches weren’t worth it for him, since he usually needed his brain to be in complete working order for his profession. But tonight? Tonight he felt like he needed a little extra help to calm those nerves.
What are the odds that I’ll even get to talk to her?  He asked himself. Before he could do the actual maths and figure it out, the bartender was getting his attention, asking him if he wanted a drink. He ordered a rum and coke, then went and stood near his friends. 
While sipping his way too strong to be a single shot of rum drink, he surveyed the bar. It was definitely new. The floor didn’t feel sticky, none of the tables looked chipped or graffitied on, and everything still had that new smell. A large stage at the back of the bar was lit up, where an artist he had never heard of was performing. Right below the bar was the dance floor, with tables and booths lining the walls. Upstairs were other tables, where Spencer watched as a waitress dressed in way too tight clothing to be comfortable, served a tray of food to a group of rowdy guys. 
Spencer was definitely over dressed for a bar. Even his friends had managed to pack themselves with clothing that wasn't work related.
It wasn't long before Emily was whisked away by a guy, Luke found himself surrounded by a group of girls, and JJ and Tara were off to the side chatting. Spencer found himself wandering into the crowd near the stage. 
“Hey there,” a girl said, running her hand up his arm to grab his attention. Spencer jumped back, surprised by the action. “You look a little lost. Can I help you find the way?” She batted her eyes at him.
“I’m okay, thank you,” he politely declined. She sighed and rolled her eyes, moving on to the next boy since she didn’t get her way. Spencer watched as she walked right up to someone younger and played the same move, except he accepted and whisked her away to a dark spot in the room. Spencer turned away and continued making his way closer to the stage. 
He managed to find a spot close to the front that was off to the side, slightly hidden behind one of the massive speakers that was sure to hurt his hearing later in the evening. He stood awkwardly, sipping on his drink.
Finally, the lights lowered in the building and people started crowding closer to the stage. Spencer held his spot, being careful not to spill his drink on the girls who stood in front of him as he was jostled around. His heart sped up as he watched the shadowy figures of Y/n and her band make their way onto the stage in the dark.
There were a few breaths of silence before a spotlight lit up on the guitar players as they began to play, then the moment Spencer didn't know he was holding his breath for. The lights shone upon Y/n and she began to sing. Spencer watched in awe as she jumped around the stage with her band, dressed in a breathtaking black leather outfit, her blue and pink hair flowing with her. God, he wanted to run his fingers through that hair. Every time she made her way to his side of the stage his breathing would speed up and his heart would skip beats.
Spencer chugged the rest of his drink, feeling the alcohol go straight to his head. Seriously, how many shots did that bartender put in there? Whatever, he revelled in the light feeling it gave him. He started to loosen up and move his body with the music, following along with the people surrounding him. The girls in front of him took notice, and they screamed and yelled and grabbed onto his arms, pulling him into their little group.
They were clearly surprised that someone in a business casual getup was in a bar dancing and singing along to the live music, and they loved it. Spencer actually found himself having fun. He took his eyes off of Y/n to laugh with the girls around him as they each took turns grabbing his hands and jumping up and down with him as they sang along.
“I had a no good really bad messed up day!” They sang, or more like yelled, along. Spencer didn’t even realize that they had gathered their own little crowd that was cheering them on as they let loose. 
He also didn’t realize Y/n had moved onto the next song because he was having so much fun, until he looked up at a particular lyric and found her staring right at him. 
Spencer lost the motor function to his body. His new crowd of girls continued to dance around him as he breathlessly watched Y/n make her way across to the stage to his side as she sang, eyes locked on him the whole time.
“I brace for the damage. You’re perfect, I panic. So happy, it’s tragic,” Y/n sang, and as she got closer to Spencer she pointed her finger right at him. “Yeah, I want you like that.”
Spencer’s breath left him. The girls started screaming louder as Y/n pointed at him, and they shook him around in excitement that he was getting noticed by her. 
Y/n gave him a wink, and Spencer felt as if he was 15 again, like he was going to faint because he just got noticed by his crush. 
Not able to spend her whole set standing there looking at Spencer, Y/n continued on with the next song and moving about the stage. But Spencer noticed every chance she got, she was now sending looks his way. It made his heart flutter every single time.
“Do you know her?” One of the girls around him asked. Well, more like yelled to be heard over the music. Spencer bent down to reply closer to her ear so he wouldn’t have to yell as much.
“No, but I’m pretty sure I’m in love with her.”
The girl smiled and laughed, and for a second Spencer thought she was about to make fun of him. Here he was, clearly older and at a bar fawning over a much younger woman who would probably never give him the time of day, she was so out of his league. But the look she gave him said anything but mockery.
“What’s your name?” she asked instead of pointing out the obvious facts that he didn’t really belong in this crowd.
“Spencer. What’s yours?”
“I’m Ellie. It’s really nice to meet you, Spencer.”
“You too. Thank you for dancing with me.”
“It was my pleasure. I’m gonna run to the bathroom. I might lose you in the crowd but I had so much fun!”
She was gone before he could even say goodbye. 
Spencer spent the duration of Y/n’s last few songs on stage taking it all in. He was finally seeing her in person, and she was even better live than in her tiktoks. And not to mention just absolutely gorgeous. His heart squeezed at the thought of never getting to tell her just how beautiful she was. But like he had thought earlier, she was out of his league and he didn’t really belong with this crowd.
When Y/n sang the last note of her last song, the bar erupted into shouts and applause, clearly having loved her performance. Spencer joined right in with everyone. He watched intently as Y/n bowed, thanked her band, and then she turned around and blew a kiss right to Spencer. 
He didn’t know how to react. He just stood there stunned and watched as they made their way off the stage. His crowd of girls tried to get his attention and talk to him, but he just thanked them for a fun evening and turned to leave. 
Before he could make his way out of the bar to meet up with the team, his path was blocked by a rather large security man. 
“Are you Spencer?” he asked in a voice so deep it vibrated Spencer’s ear drums.
“Yes, sir.” he swallowed.
“Come this way.” The man walked along the side wall and Spencer had no choice but to follow. Soon they made their way into a staff only entrance door, and Spencer wondered if he was about to be arrested for being 40 years old in a bar. Because what else had he done that would warrant an arrest tonight? Not that being old in a bar was arrest worthy either, but it was all his hazy brain could think of right now. 
Clearly in the backstage area, Spencer spotted members of Y/n’s band packing away their instruments. He tried to crane his neck to see if he could spot her, but the intimidating security man led him down a secluded hallway and then into a room with an unmarked door. He didn’t say anything else as he left Spencer standing there, closing the door tightly as he exited the room. 
Confused, Spencer looked around him. The lights were dim, and there was a couch pushed against the far wall, and the opposite wall held some mirrors above tables that were covered in beauty products. A clothing rack was next to the door, where a few outfits hung from. 
Is this a dressing room? Why did I just get put into a dressing room? He questioned himself. 
After what felt like hours but was probably just a minute or two, he heard a voice behind him that made him jump.
“You can take a seat, you know.”
It was Y/n. 
Spencer turned around and his breath caught in his throat. She was no longer wearing the black leather outfit she wore on stage, but instead was in a baggy t-shirt with a pair of leggings. Her face was free of the stage makeup, still a little bit wet so Spencer assumed she had been in an adjoining bathroom since he didn’t see her when he first walked in. 
“You're Spencer, right?” she asked him. 
Unable to form words right now, he nodded his head yes, making her smile. He cleared his throat so he could find his voice. “How did you know?”
“I recognized you from your tiktok profile. You like a bunch of my stuff, it’s hard to miss.” Spencer blushed at her words, at being caught admiring her. “I kept checking your profile, hoping to see you post something but you never did.”
“My friend kind of made me get the account. And then I just got hooked,” Spencer confessed.
“On tiktok?” Y/n laughed. “I know, right. It’s such an addictive app.”
“No, not on tiktok. On you.”
He managed to make Y/n speechless this time. 
“Well, flattery will get you everywhere.”
It took Spencer a while to realize an important fact, because he was too busy being distracted by how beautiful Y/n looked so close in person. But once his head cleared a little bit, he remembered.
“Wait, how did you know my name was Spencer? I didn’t catch this earlier because I was distracted by how beautiful you are, but I don’t have my name on my tiktok profile.”
“I know, Dr. Reid.” Y/n said in a sultry voice. Dr. Reid was the name he went by on the app, as chosen by Penelope. “I got my friend Ellie to ask your name on the dance floor. She didn’t disappoint.”
“Ellie is your friend?” He asked, dumfounded. That girl he thought was about to make fun of him was actually spying on him for Y/n? What was happening tonight.
"I only thought it was fair I got to know your name since you already knew mine." Y/n chuckled. "And I've got to know, are you actually a doctor?" She eyed him up, taking in his outfit and dishevelled curly hair. Her big brown eyes looked hungry, and Spencer was getting lost in them.
"Yes but not in the medical sense. I have PhDs." He said quickly, not wanting to get all geeky and into details about his schooling. On any other occasion he would, but in Y/n’s dressing room? Not the time.
“Well, Doctor. Take a seat.” She pointed to the couch, and Spencer did as he was told. Y/n followed soon after, sitting right beside him. Practically on his lap. He gulped as he tried to keep his hands to himself.
“You were really great tonight,” he said.
“Thank you. You looked like you were having fun, surrounded by all those girls,” she replied with a teasing sparkle in her eyes.
“Yeah, uh, they were fun,” he croaked out.
“I know something we could do that would be even more fun,” Y/n said as she ran the tip of her finger up and down the length of his thigh.
“Aren't I a little old for you?” Spencer whispered. He was clenching his hands, trying not to reach out and grab Y/n, which he so desperately wanted to do. 
“How old are you? 35?”
“I’m 40.” he stated.
“You don’t look it,” she purred into his ear. “So what’s a little 10 year age gap? My parents have a 13 year gap.”
She was straddling his lap now, inches away from sitting on the growing hard bulge in his pants. She ran the tips of her black painted nails up the length of his neck, tracing his adams apple as it bobbed with each gulp he took.
“Oh,” was all he could manage to reply.
“I gotta say, I was surprised to see you tonight. I’ve been looking for your face in the crowd of all my shows, never knowing if you’d ever actually show up or not.” she confessed.
“You have?”
“Of course. You’re probably my most active tiktok follower in terms of engaging with my posts. I was curious to see you in person, but then you never showed up.”
“I’m not from this state. It was just one of the best coincidences that could happen that made it possible for us to come tonight.” Spencer was surprised his words were coming out so clear, since his thoughts were consumed with the knowledge that this beautiful woman was sitting on his lap, hands now in his hair and massaging his scalp. He let out a content sigh and closed his eyes, loving the feeling when she would scrape across his scalp with her nails before soothing the area with the pads of her fingers.
“Us?”
“My team.” he nodded, completely unaware that he wasn't making sense to her.
When she removed her hands from his hair he opened his eyes again to find her watching him.
“Team?” she asked with a raised eyebrow and a smirk. She knew exactly what her actions were doing to his brain.
“My work team. We were in the city on a case, I convinced them all to come tonight so I could watch you live. So I wouldn't have to tell them all about my crush on an out of my league much younger woman,” he spilled.
“Crush you say?” Y/n spoke in hushed tones, getting closer to his ear so he could hear her better. She started to place feather light kisses along the length of his neck, causing Spencer to let out little gasps of air with each one. He was having a hard time not jutting his hips up to meet her, to gain that friction he wanted so badly. “What is it you like so much about me?”
“I, uh, I really liked your voice, at first,” he said, eyes closed as Y/n dug her hands back into his hair and tugged his head back.
“Keep going,” she urged.
“It drew me in, and then I was mesmerized by the colours of your hair.” Spencer stopped to hold back a moan as she started to suck on his neck. He would certainly be hiding a hickey from the team tomorrow morning. “The way you move on stage, it was just so addictive to watch. I kept staring at your tattoo’s, wondering how much further they went around your body under your clothing.”
Y/n pulled away from his neck and Spencer followed, desperately wanting to feel her against him in any way possible. 
“My tattoo’s, huh? You want to see them?” she smirked as he nodded his head like a toddler excited for his new toy.
Spencer finally let his hands touch her. He placed them on her thighs that were still straddling his. He dug his fingers in, as a way to keep himself grounded as he watched Y/n remove her shirt. He stared at the vine tattoo that made its way up her arm, around her shoulder, and tapered off by her collar bone. It took Spencer’s brain a second to catch up and realize that she wasn’t wearing a bra underneath her shirt, and now he had a front row view of her breasts. Right in between and below them was another tattoo, a lotus flower, with what looked like dripping stars and sparkles falling from it. 
Spencer sucked in a breath at the glorious sight, and he dragged Y/n’s hips closer to him, pulling her right on top of his aching member still trapped inside his pants.
They leaned in towards each other, meeting in the middle with a searing kiss. Y/n’s hands got to work unbuttoning Spencer’s purple shirt, as his hands went up and tangled into her hair. Free from his shirt, Y/n dragged her nails up and down Spencer’s chest, sending shivers throughout his body.
“Stay right here,” she whispered, pulling away from the kiss and planting her palm against his chest to push him back into the couch when he tried to follow her.
Spencer tried to regain his breathing as he watched her hips sway while walking towards the bathroom. She was back in less than a minute, with something grasped in her palm. Spencer was about to ask what it was but she dropped down to her knees in front of him and her hands went right to the zipper of his pants. All thoughts forgotten.
He lifted his hips a little to help her pull the pants down, and she took his boxers off with them. Spencer was left sitting naked on the couch with his cock straining hard for attention. 
Left speechless, all Spencer could do was watch as Y/n leaned in and took his dripping cock into her mouth. The sudden warmth was intoxicating, and he threw his head back in a breathless moan. 
“Fuck,” he groaned when she added her hand to twist and pull the length of him that she couldn’t get into her mouth. 
Her other hand scratched and massaged the sensitive flesh of his inner thighs. He was really starting to love those long fingernails of hers.
It was only a couple of minutes of him, eyes squeezed shut in pleasure, before he felt like he was getting too close. When he looked down to find her staring up at him through her eyelashes, he had to pull her off. 
“Jesus,” he said at the sight of the string of saliva from his cock to her mouth as she moved away. Spencer wanted a chance to taste her the way she had him, but before he could voice his desires she produced a condom from beside her on the floor. That must have been what she had been carrying back from the bathroom. 
Speechless once again, he shivered as she rolled the condom over his length and stood up, pushing her own pants and underwear down before placing a knee on either side of him. Holding him still, she slowly lowered herself onto him until she sat flesh with his hips.
“Fuck, you’re so big,” she moaned. 
Spencer could feel how tight of a fit it was. She rocked forward a tiny amount, getting used to the feeling of being so full. Spencer took the opportunity to lean forward and capture her left nipple in his mouth. He sucked the hardened bud into his mouth, rolling his tongue over it to soothe the sting each time he gave it a little nip. The pleasure was going right to Y/n’s core, as she squeezed her walls each time he took her nipple between his teeth. 
He brought his hand up to massage her other breast, rolling and pinching her nipple between his fingers as Y/n’s rocking hips started to gain momentum. Her hands went to his hair, holding him in place against her breast as she lifted herself up and back down onto his hard length. 
“God, you feel so good,” she moaned as her movements grew faster. Spencer moaned in agreement against her boob.
When she let go of his hair, Spencer drew back from her breast to take a breath. He placed both his hands on her hips and helped her speed up the movements, pulling her up his length to the tip and then slamming back down. He would push his hips up at the same time, going in as deep as he could. 
He threw his head back onto the couch, his chest straining with each breath as he tried to keep up. He fixed his eyes back on her breasts as they bounced with each thrust. Mesmerized by the sight, he took one of his hands and started to trace the outline of her tattoos. Something he had dreamed about many times before. 
“You are so beautiful,” he said when he finished his path along the black ink and made eye contact. 
Y/n smiled and brought him in for another kiss. It was an awkward angle, and their movements faltered a bit as they fought for dominance in their kiss. Spencer bit her bottom lip and pulled, and Y/n groaned in pleasure. 
“Fuck, I never thought this would actually happen,” Spencer said. He wrapped his arm around her waist and tried to pull her in closer. Their thrusts were losing momentum as they both were nearing their climax.
“You’ve thought about this before?” Y/n asked.
“Every night for 182 nights,” he replied, staring into her eyes.
The earnest look on his face sent her over the edge. She threw her head back in a moan and squeezed tight on his cock buried deep inside her, finally letting go as her pleasure came to its peak. Spencer wasn’t far behind. He pulled Y/n back against his chest as he desperately thrust his hips up into her, seeking his own release which came a few moments later. He buried himself as deep as he could go and let out a toe curling moan as he finally came.
They stayed together like that, Spencer holding Y/n against his chest, as their breathing started to level out. And then slowly, Spencer helped lift Y/n off his lap and placed her beside him. Quickly he removed and tied off the condom, throwing it into the garbage nearest the couch, before pulling her back into his side.
“I want you to know, I’ve never had sex backstage in the dressing room with anyone before. This was my first.” Y/n laughed quietly. 
“Neither have I,” Spencer joked. 
They sat like that for a while, both naked and holding on to each other, enjoying the post sex bliss. Spencer’s brain started to work again, thinking about how he would ever be able to function without Y/n now that he had had a taste of her in real life. 
“So, you said you weren't from this state? You were just here with work?” Y/n asked after a while. She wanted to get to know him better.
“I work with the FBI as part of their behavioural analysis unit. We’re based in Quantico, Virginia and we travel all over the country when local police need our guidance.” Spencer explained. 
“The FBI? Wow, you just got 10 times hotter.” she joked. She absentmindedly started rubbing her hand up and down his chest, and Spencer signed at the comforting feeling of it. “There’s so much about you that I want to learn about.”
“Me too.” Spencer agreed. “How is it being NYC’s biggest rock star?”
Y/n laughed. “I wouldn’t say the biggest. But performing is just what me and the band do at night sometimes. It’s what I’ve based my tiktok account around. But I’m actually a baker. I own a cafe near central park.”
This news shocked Spencer. He looked down at her in awe.
“A baker? And a rockstar? You’re living both lives.” he smiled.
“Some would say I have the best of both worlds,” Y/n laughed, proud of her joke but it flew right over Spencer’s head. “Ever heard of Hannah Montana?” She asked him with his puzzled expression.
“Is she your friend?” he asked.
“Never mind,” Y/n laughed. “You’re so cute. I’d really like to get to know you better. Virginia isn’t that far from New York.” She said shyly. 
“I would love that.” Spencer agreed. 
One of her band members knocked on the dressing room door and informed Y/n that the bar would be closing soon and they should head out.
The pair finally detangled themselves from each other, pulling their clothing on and sharing small shy smiles as they cleaned up. Spencer helped her fold and pack her alternate outfits into her suitcase while she threw all her makeup into her carrying case. They walked out hand in hand back into the bar, where Spencer was surprised to see his friends still hanging around. They let out hoots and hollers as they caught sight of Spencer holding Y/n’s hand. He blushed to his hairline at their innuendos. Even though they were correct, he didn’t want everyone else left in the bar to hear as well.
On their way through the bar they passed Y/n’s band, where she introduced him to the other 3 members. Turns out they all worked at her bakery, and have been friends since high school. Spencer wanted to get to know them better but his team was begging him to come over and introduce his ‘lady friend’ as Emily drunkenly yelled across the bar.
Spencer apologised to Y/n’s friends for his team's behaviour, but they laughed it off, clearly amused. He pulled Y/n along beside him as they made their way to the bar where they were sitting.
“Y/n, these are my friends and co-workers, Emily, JJ, Tara, and Luke. Everyone, this is Y/n.” 
“You’re the girl from his tiktok!” JJ yelled.
“What?” a confused Spencer replied.
“Oh, come on. You don’t think we see don’t see you watching her videos all the time? The second I saw her walk on stage I knew why you suggested this place.” Emily laughed. 
“Spencer has gotten in trouble at work before for having his phone out watching your tiktoks.” Tara explained.
Spencer sheepishly looked down at Y/n, biting his lip in hopes that she didn’t think he was too pathetic. But she just looked up at him with an adoring smile.
“You are so cute,” she said, and stood up on her toes to meet him in a kiss. 
The team started yelling to get a room and faking being disgusted. 
“We already did,” Spencer quipped.
Finally they were ushered out of the bar by the owner, who thanked them all for coming and congratulated Y/n and her band on a great performance. 
The pair hung back as everyone started to walk ahead without them.
“We have a flight leaving in the morning, but if you wanted, you could come back to my hotel room with me?” Spencer nervously asked.
“I would love to.” Y/n said. Spencer placed his arm around her shoulders and pulled her into his side and they started to walk after the group in front of them. 
He couldn’t believe his luck tonight. And even though he would be leaving Y/n in the morning, he had her phone number programmed into his phone now and he could call her whenever he wanted. And like she said, New York wasn’t that far away.
Thank you so much for reading!
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kanzuus · 2 months
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Hey bches im back. Couldn't resist to join the trend
So yeah, I was away a lot, I know, but a mental break from the networks and social media was something I needed, but don't worry, I'm back :]
I was trying to get out of my creative block, and this tikok trend really helped me, this is one of those times when I draw blood and ngl, I really enjoy drawing blood, it's fun. But besides that, I wanted to experiment a little with the lineart, making a chiken lineart and keeping it black instead of coloring it like I always do, I think it gives more depth
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Her name is Hamato Stella and she is the daughter of Hamato Donatello and Jeremy Mitchell.
Backstory: She used to be Jeremy’s pet car but after Jeremy and Donnie brought her along to Draxum’s lab she fell into some ooze and was mutated. Ever since she’s been raised as their daughter.
She is 15 years old
She goes to high school in the Hidden City (hence the logo on her skirt and tie)
She has a bit of training in each of the ninja weapons her father and uncles have used but her main weapons are the kunai and black steel claws
Not too expressive unless she’s irritated
Takes after her dads in the tech savvy department
Often steals shiny things from Donnie’s lab to tinker with (or just to have cuz its cool)
Never cried when she was freshly mutated, just hissed a lot
Donnie and Jeremy have battle scars from when she was a toddler
oki thas it byeee!21!2
-Veenie/Fern
tikok: m1nor.inconven1ence
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Mattys baby girls changing him for the better and retiring Truman black <3
i think this maybe doesn't happen until he has all the girls. not that gigi didn't change him but that gigi popped out almost exactly like him, the darker sides of him, sarcastic and dry and blunt without meaning to be. he used to dress her just like truman black for halloween or dress up days for school, or she dressed up like horror movie characters or memes. gigi is the roll her eyes child, the get them on a technicality child, the make you say please for something and then not give it to you child. gigi was criticising the government as soon as she was able to speak. gigi grows up fast, makes cutting remarks, calls him matty or matthew. he loves her for it. he wouldnt have it any other way.
but then came miss shay. sweet little baby shay. a crier. tearing up when mufasa dies on lion king and softly stroking any cat or dog she sees in the street. dreamy. off in her own world. shay has matty's curls but your eyes and your soft temperament. shay has matty's smile when he lets it all go on stage, the non theatrical performances, the enjoy the music performances, the enjoy life, enjoy fame, enjoy fans, enjoy being adored. and shay does. shay adores being adored. she's a lover. she dances round the lounge in the sun to kids bop music in flowy dresses, bangles all up her arms.
shay calls him daddy and nothing else. and it melts him. he has treated gigi like a little adult her whole life, and he planned on doing that with his second baby girl too, but he has to adjust. when her little personality pops, and his new baby girl valentine is nearly two and shes not even his new baby girl anymore because the twins have just arrived, staring up at him with big eyes in the tiniest onesies he's ever seen. he thought he had parenting figured out but now he knows, he has to be different for each of these kids, for who they are, not who he is. give them what they need from him. let them be who they wanna be.
one night, shay can't sleep so she is downstairs with daddy, lying on his chest and he is watching tikok, some comedy show with white males who are making fun of something and someone, and he doesn't scroll because he thinks shay is asleep but she listens and then mumbles. "don't like it, turn it off," and matty shuts it off quickly and says "sorry baby, i thought you were asleep."
"mean man," shay says, her voice thick, "mean mean man."
matty is quiet. when she does fall asleep he lays her down in her bed, and then sits for a long time in the chair in his oldest two girl's room. you find him later.
"you okay?" you whisper, not to wake the girls up.
"the twins down?" he says to you.
"yeah. lexie was awake but quiet. stevie's gone."
matty doesnt say anything. you ask him again if he is okay.
"i dont want to be a mean mean man," he says to you.
"you're not," you say, putting your arms over his shoulders and running your hands down his chest. "these baby girls. they think you're the greatest."
he smiles. shay shuffles in her sleep, her face towards him, her mouth hanging open. innocent and perfect and pure. gigi looks more like a baby when she sleeps too. she is still just a child.
"i always want them to think that," he says.
"they will," you say, "come to bed?"
"in a sec," matty says. you sneak out the room. matty gets out his phone and deletes truman black. when they ask him if he is sure he clicks yes. he goes on his private account, unknown to the public, that only his friends and family follow. he finds a picture you took of him earlier today. in the park getting ice cream. one twin, lexie, is in the baby sling on his back asleep, the other, stevie, is in his arms, crying, red face. valentine is clutching onto one of his legs, determined to stand by herself, and gigi has one hand and is pulling him somewhere, determined to get everyone moving. shay is on his shoulders arms stretched up towards the sun, smiling, not a care in the world, except making sure her trainers don't accidentally knock her baby sister. he is looking at the camera, at you, half terrified, half absolutely blissful.
matty posts it. with the caption: they make me better. And they do.
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yin-shimo · 5 months
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—OCS as OBSCURE ASSOCIATIONS
tagged by @occultradio & @invisiblequeen <3
i’ll be doing these two idiots ofc
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Ivris Aetos & Ying Báthory
[list below]
ANIMAL: Great Pyrenees | Holland Lop bunny
COLORS: blue jadeite | dark red carnelian
MONTH: January | November
SONGS: Lauv - Never Not | Chase Atlantic - Escort (or Ashnikko - Panic Attacks in Paradise)
NUMBER: 2 & 15 | 8 (saturn lol)
PLANTS: violet & haitang|hyacinth
SMELLS: sandalwood & lavender | vanilla, rose, & cigarettes
GEMSTONE: onyx | iolite & moonstone
TIME OF DAY: dawn | dusk
SEASON: Aquarius (heart of winter) | Scorpio (peak state of dying/autumn)
PLACES: museums & aquariums | back alleys & red-light districts
FOOD: squirrel fish | tangbao
DRINKS: hot (unsweetened) teas | long island iced tea & rum in general
ELEMENT: silver | mercury
ASTROLOGICAL SIGNS: Aquarius | Scorpio
SEASONINGS: thyme | saffron
SKY: asperitas clouds & sky pillars | heavy rain
WEATHER: snow days & sweater weather | hurricane season & droughts
MAGICAL POWER: the gift of prophecy | fast healing/ regeneration
WEAPONS: knife (he can shank like the british ig) | his body (in every sense)
SOCIAL MEDIA: LinkedIn & tikok (cos of xuehe) | twitter & 0nlyf4ns
MAKEUP PRODUCT: facial cleanser | eyeliner
CANDY: chocolate [pretzels] | sour gummies
METHOD OF LONG DISTANCE TRAVEL: plane | hitchhiking
ART STYLE: music & poetry | pencil sketches
FEAR: abandonment & helplessness | pregnancy & cleithrophobia
MYTHOLOGICAL CREATURES: qilin | huli jing
PIECE OF STATIONARY: calligraphy pen | sticky notes
THREE EMOJIS: 🌨🍵🌌 | 🍆💳🥴
CELESTIAL BODY: nebula | black hole (his bussy sucks all)
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tayne-dot-exe · 10 months
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Im not on tikok and all that so I dont thiiiink im as bad as those kids who are doing all the -core aesthetic hyperboost niches and trends, but I LOVE to distill all of the things that visually appeal to me so I can maximize them.
I love patterns with a lot of warm natural tones when im at the thrift store so im trying to create some stripe patterns that use the full range of what I consider natural tones, that in going to make a shirt with but I want it to also work as wallpaper. For representational prints I am less interested in stylization but I have many Critters I like and I love like "guide" type posters so I'm collecting pics of animals and plants based on some adaptation and locomotion lists I've been making for years and Im going to have this printed as fabric for the front half of the natural tone pattern shirt, and reuse the images to print for the wall maybe too.
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Maybe the biggest category of my aesthetic (since animals are more of an interest I want to express than an aesthetic) is scifi and retro tech, and I think I could get all the elements I see and hit reblog into an animation of a crt monitor going from windows 2000, to flowerbox screensaver, to green wireframe, to hacker text, to motherboards and computer gore. Maybe I can get more random 3d object internet graphics in there. I have an all neon green on black outfit for anything edm and a windows crt cosplay suit for this vibe but I dont think I really need to convey this in clothing its more of an Image collecting aesthetic.
Kind of related to nature but Not theres 3 different "aquatic" aesthetics I like; fishing outdoorsman, tacky beach house decor, and fantasy mermaid. But I would want to convey these also without being redundant to creatures represented in the first thing, so no fish mounts or shells. So for the kinda kabit man I would want a jackalope and a singing bass, maybe a lure collection? And beach house does have some highly specific colors associated with it, and for decor theres still a lot of boating equipment you could do instead of shells. Mermaid kinda has colors associated with it but thats tricky.. but I'm gonna try to do a cute crop top in teal with delicate beading and patterns that evoke waves and scales....
I have pinterest boards for all these things I can really narrow down and probably get exactly right for decor and clothes but besides the nature stuff the other thing I always have been figuring out how to visually convey is my sense of humor like maybe I could still be a funny t shirt guy but when I see a funny shirt I'm like hmm actually a shirt could have anything so what would I have... But scrolling through my more "curated" blog and knowing I already "covered" the old web and computer stuff I decided the other major types of things I feel go there are messed up food (always been my go to), convoluted engineering, out of context diagrams, and branded products that make no sense.
Anyway I am so in here and I said im better than the everything -core crowd but actually I wanna hear if anyone has this stuff pieced out for themselves like this, I love a curated taste
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spicymegs · 6 months
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༺☆༻ Hey there welcome to my tumblr where I post about random things like the paranormal , food , anime , music or things I enjoy and I will post vents here as well and more I’m a gamer living her dream finding friends and making memories
✧About me!!
✮⎨Name/Nickname: Megan/Meg
✮⎨Platforms you play on/Games you play/Usernames:Xbox & PSN & Switch
Usernames Xbox Gt SpicyMrsKFC & PSN MrsFlamingRamen & Switch ID SW-0558-8128-0601
Games I play: Fortnite Overwatch DBD Etc
✮⎨Gender: Female
✮ ⎨Pronouns: She/They
✮ ⎨Age: 22
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Favorite–
✮ ⎨Favorite Game(s): Stardew Valley , Disney Dreamlight , FaeFarm
✮ ⎨Show(s)/anim(s): Shows Greys Anatomy Vampire Diaries SheRA RiverDale Virgin River etc
Anime Black Bulter Attack on titan rising shield hero fruit basket the time I recantation as a slime sao food wars etc
✮ ⎨Movie(s): Sleepy hollow Harry Potter Spider Wick Concortles Percy Jackson Sherk etc
✮ ⎨Animal(s): Panda 🐼 Cheetah 🐆 Turtles 🐢 Cats 🐱 Dogs 🐶 etc
✮ ⎨Favorite Food(s): Enchiladas Chicken Ramen 🍜 Stew baked potatoes etc
✮ ⎨Favorite Snackies: Hot Cheetos Hot fries gummy worms gummy bears 🐻 Sour gummy worms Mac and cheese and salsa and cheese dip and hot sauce combos etc
✮ ⎨Likes: Kind People Positivity
✮ ⎨Dislikes:Drama and toxic behavior
✮ ⎨Triggers: ED SA conflict matters screaming or loud noises mc etc
✮ ⎨Dm Status/Friend Request Status: Dm Status Open & Friend Requests Open
✮ ⎨Time zone: CST
✮ ⎨Zodiac Sign: Scorpio ♏️
✮ ⎨Relationship Status: Taken
✮ ⎨Sexuality: BI
✮ ⎨Hobbies: Helping others , watching movies or tikok or YouTube or tv shows or animes
Extra!! I have my own discord server that I enjoy to being others too we have movie nights , anime nights and chill nights there a lot tyy if you come
DNI (Do not interact if )
If you are drama starter or only want drama !!
If you are going to harass me or my followers !!
If you are going to tell me how to run my account
If you are going to be judge-mental or are start up just a bad vibe
Dont interact if you are here to expose others and tell me to unfollow others I’m not into the cancel culture I will block you !!
This is my safe place if you break a dni you will be blocked immediately !!
❤️‍🩹My Boundaries List ❤️‍🩹
•I do not want to be around people who can’t understand trauma or experiences or real life situations coming up !! or people invalidate any forms of trauma
•I Do not want to be around others who aren’t geniune and are very judgmental and can’t be there for others
•I do not want to be around people who use people for there own convenience or there own benefits (Like using me to make friends , or try to make or form romantic partners off my friends or people I introduce them to and create unnecessary drama
•I Do not want to be anyone’s personal therapist to come to constantly its okay a couple of times because that is what a friend is but do not make it habit. Because If you do not listen to my advice the first time then I am not going to guide into sadness and despair and watch you hurt over and over sorry that isn’t me but I am always down to give a ear.
•I do not want to be around someone who can’t be there for me when I have had there back or in general I want people who can give the same effort back I give them
•I Do not want to be around people who create unnecessary drama or air out my problems what I tell you is private and only should stay between me and you and no where else
•I Do not want to be around people who aren’t patient
•I Do not want to be around others who cant take accountability and shows clear signs of being a narcissist this is one trigger for me I am not comfortable being around narcissist traits or around narcissism
•I Do not want to be around people who debate my trigger list or my boundaries
•I do not want to be around people who use disorders to excuse themselfs from taking accountability
•I Do not want to be around others who force me to open up to them like my age , location , or my relationship and decline trying to hit on me or try to get in the mix of my relationship , Or force me to feel empathy or who are majorly controlling
•I Do not want to be around people who are forceful of there views
Trigger List (Crossing any my boundaries of my triggers you will be blocked
!ED !any forms of bullying !Loud voices
!Loud noises
!SA !drama and conflict matters !Drama Starting aka witch hunting
!SH !MC ! ! Invalidating/victim blaming trauma <3 what I mean by crossing being insensitive about the topics or forcing me to listen to them
I am against any forms of discrimination
•Homophobia
•Racism
•Sexism
(If you invade/cross any of these you will be blocked )
❤️‍🩹My dms rules ❤️‍🩹
Do not come in my dms to create drama or be insensitive
Do not come in my dms to be a creep
Do not come in my dms and trauma dump without asking me
Do not invalidate my boundaries or come to my page to make me change them to benefit you if you do not like them do not interact with me <3
(Doing any of these you will be blocked )
❤️‍🩹Important information ❤️‍🩹
•I do process information differently so I ask for you please be patient and I can’t understand emotions so I can seem insensitive to emotions or topics
⚠️I do experience Black outs , Out of body experiences and lash outs and Lost of memory or time , put .. 3 dots if i am uncomfortable or getting triggered So please understand If you trigger me the out come will be a phantom sezuire or I will spiral I cannot be around narcissism or Invadation or drama or conflcit or shouting !! Cant contorl my emotions or my mouth if i am triggered and if i get too triggered my memory will delete the event please understand!!⚠️
A lil about me 🧡
•Outgoing & Upfront
•Open Minded Love Spiritually Conversations, Love the paranormal
•She/They
•Taken For 4years
Please read ⚠️ Symbol !!
• Insomniac and depression and anxiety and I have a Mood disorder
I am also a gamer I game to escape reality
Games I enjoy Fortnite , Apex , Stardew Valley, Overwatch 2
•Anime List
Black bulter , SAO , Etc
I enjoy binging movies , tv shows and I love horror and ramen and spice my favorite got to snack is cheese dip jalapeño cheddar, hot Cheetos, ramen bulak chicken or anything really
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myblckcty · 2 years
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Shaniya Newland
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Join My Black City in Celebrating and Supporting Shaniya Newland. We Shine Brighter Together. #MyBlackCity https://myblackcity.org/shaniya-newland/?feed_id=8653 >> Shaniya not only has a great personality, but she loves life. She plays the violin beautifully, was very active in gymnastics. >> Nominations Nominated By Leona M. Abdullah-Ward "Shaniya not only has a great personality, but she loves life. She plays the violin beautifully, was very active in gymnastics, and frequently does flips, cartwheels and other moves during her break time at In-Balance Dance studio. She excels in her dance moves and is always ready, willing, and able to help others. Shaniyah displays the skills of a natural born leader when it comes to teaching her tikok moves used during dance class; she is so vibrant, so cheerful, and always a joy to be around, Shaniyah took her sign language skills to a new level, skills gleaned by spending quality, loving moments with her grandmother, and shares with all who will listen. Once after dance, the students and I spent time learning and talking piglatin, (a funny made up language). Shaniyah now comes to class and speaks in piglatin to communicate between those who learned the language. Her joy for sharing, learning, and loving will take her far in life."
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boingotlo · 3 years
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What does it feel like to be depressed she asked ?
I answered, well “there are many different answers to such a question based on what caused the depression.
but depression is a chemical imbalance. “A chemical imbalance in the brain is said to occur when the brain has either excessive or insufficient chemicals, called neurotransmitters.”
it happens when you’ve lost something you can never regain. maybe someone close to you, maybe something valuable to you... you become sad and never heal from what you’re going through. you start to deteriorate from the inside as you fall apart faster than you can put the pieces back together , you start to doubt if they’ll ever fit... you become very vulnerable to yourself.
sometimes you even become suicidal because you just don’t ever want to feel so worthless again.
it’s a feeling of drowning in your own emotions daily and knowing that you can’t swim even if you wanted to. you’re helpless and all you can do is feel until you can no longer feel it anymore, that’s when you become numb to the pain... you start to feel like you’ve seen it all before and eventually you might start to heal but you can never be the person you were before the pain, you know how it all changed you... they say we carry the lessons.
and it’s worse when you have to cry yourself to sleep every night because this feeling of emptiness doesn’t seem to fade away and you’ve been feeling this way for so long that you don’t know how you’d sleep if you felt any different... it’s worse when you don’t know how to make it fade away and now you have anxiety because you’re constantly worried about things you have completely no control over . lol , it’s even worse when you know you will have a mental breakdown when you’re not on your medication because the pills you’re on are the only piece of thread that’s been keeping all the pieces in you together... knowing that you just need one trigger and you’ll be back. drowning in your own emotions.
and yeah , why don’t you speak? how many times will we speak? if you don’t understand my actions then my words should mean nothing. having good mental health is one of thee most underrated human ethics every child should’ve been taught before anything. i could go on and on and on but i hope you understand and if you don’t , allow me to...”
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roonilwazlibweasley · 3 years
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TikTok: Your lockscreen will kidnap you
Me: *has the Marauders and Lily as my lockscreen* BITCH I HOPE THE FUCK YOU DO
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tiktokironicmemes · 3 years
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Hit it with that boomShakalaka if you need me in the room Tiktok Challen...
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thiktok · 4 years
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the video contains police brutality but she gives plenty of warnings beforehand
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