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koolades-world · 2 months

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the inspiration behind this idea came from one of my favorite vocaloid songs from back in the day. rediscovering the song gave me some great inspo. the songs is about gukapo, whose likely playing a character for the purpose of this song, the purple haired man in the thumbnail, who sees a girl he’s immediately enamored with after she runs into him at a party. after following her out of the venue, he sees her with another man and kidnapped her. her holds her captive and later kills her lover. at the end of sing, she rejects his advances and it’s implied he hurts or kills her. I love vocaloid :)) at one point in the songs he's like "i'll just cut off your legs so you can't run from me" and that screams barb. dark vocaloid is one of my fav genres

had a tough time picking between belphie or barb, but you guys decided for me!!

quick warning! the beginning of the song is a little loud and scared me the first time I listened. it’s just some rain and glass breaking but just know not to have it too loud if you do listen. also general warnings of yandere themes, kidnapping, bodily harm to both parties involved, and blood.

alright i've rambled enough now! If you couldn't tell i was very excited to write this. please enjoy!

Destiny

"You didn't notice? It has been written in the stars that we were to be together since the beginning of time. It's just a shame we faced so many 'bumps in the road,' on our journey where our paths converged to one, as he always put it."

It wasn’t supposed to be this way, and he knew it.

You’d noticed his gradual changes in behavior. At first, it was nothing to you. Finding excuses to see you throughout the day with small tokens of his affection, and brief moments spend hidden in closest together to avoid being seen by Lucifer or Diavolo that turned into more, despite the fact that he had no need to hide from them. You suspected he treasured these moments, just like you did, so who were you to object? He treated you like the crown jewels, and you weren't even certain he was this close to Diavolo.

His obsession gradually grew slowly, and you were none the wiser, like a frog set in a pot of water that had yet to be turned to boil. "It was just Barbatos being Barbatos" you thought as he began to show up in your room any night you weren't staying at a palace with treats made specially for you. "It's just because he cares" you thought as he started to fend off demons he deemed as untrustworthy in all parts of your life. "He's so sweet" you thought as he began blocking off portions of his day for time with you, and only you. "He must really care! I'm so lucky to have him in my life." These thoughts are exactly what he had intended to plant into your head all along.

Unbeknownst to you, despite his signature air of indifference, Barbatos had been taken with you from the start. He had hoped you'd come to live with him in the palace, but unfortunately, the Young Master has wanted you with the brothers instead. It wasn't a problem, however. He made sure to make an effort to make his way into your life even if it was somewhere he didn't belong. Despites his efforts though, you grew much too close to Solomon for his liking. He often opted to go out of his way to separate the two of you, so he could keep you all for himself.

But what did that damned sorcerer have that he didn't? His humanity. Although it was long gone, he knew what it was like to be human. The thought of this infuriated Barbatos. The fact that something as simple as human mortality was keeping him away from Mc absolutely would not do. Of course, it wasn't something he couldn't fix. His hatred for the

He could just swap to the timeline where he was the apple of their eye, without all the playful dancing around what he so desperately wished for, but where was the fun in that? Good things came to those who waited. He of all demons would know. Besides, it would bring him great joy to make Solomon suffer. He was nothing but trouble and Barbatos would revel in his absence.

The way Solomon swept you off your feet in a way he just couldn't almost made him drop his facade several times. The moments the two of you had shared in the broom closets now became you and Solomon vanishing when he came searching for you. You were at the House of Lamentation less frequently, and were always out with that human. When you two finally made it official, and began dating, he knew Solomon had tried his best to keep the news from reaching his ears. But nothing escaped Barbatos, not when it was about you. He always thought it was ironic his favorite and least favorite human had found their way together, but it was just a road bump, as he heard Solomon refer to his problems. Barbatos always thought it was annoying.

After lots of meticulous planning, he finally decided he was ready to have you all to himself. He was done sharing what was rightfully his with Solomon. He called you, saying it was urgent and that you needed to come over to the palace right away. After saying something about how it concerned your family and that you were to come alone, he set his D.D.D. down and waited. He knew you would have told Solomon, or whoever you happened to be with, which would give them the excuse he needed to get you away from the others.

When you showed up, he invited you into his room with little words. It was strange of him to be so silent. He also had his usual, sweet smile on his face, but it seemed more intense that usual. You just couldn't understand how he looked so calm when he'd had a sense of urgency in his voice not even ten minutes ago when you'd spoken to him on the phone. After you stepped into his room, he closed the door behind you, and shut the lights off. You'd never been more terrified of the demon you'd come to love.

Before you knew it, you were waking up in a human sized cage in the corner of Barbatos' room you hadn't noticed when you'd entered. Besties being locked inside, there was also an ornate choker around your neck you could only describe as a collar. After sitting up, you began to look around for Barbatos. As you searched, he emerged from dark spot in the room, the same intense grin on his face from earlier.

"Barb? What's the matter?" You placed both hands on the bars and squeezed.

"Nothing, my love." He took a seat on his bed, and just started at you, unblinking.

"Can you please let me out then? Don't we have to go see my family? If they need my help, I want to be there for them." You got to your feet, only to hit your head on the ceiling of the cage.

"You're best kept here, where you're safe and away from Solomon." His eye twitched slightly at the name of your lover.

"Open the door. Barbatos, this isn't funny." You tried to shake the bars, trying to find the Barbatos you'd loved. He just stared. It was beginning to get very creepy. "Please. I don't like this. What have I done?"

"Nothing, and that's precisely it, dear. You're too precious for this world, and I've decided it's best you stay here, with me. Where better for you to be?" He finally blinked, and the gentle smile you knew well returned. For a moment, you thought the joke had finally ended, and he was about to open to cage door to let you know it was all for a surprise. But, he didn't. Instead, he got up and walked towards his door. Before he left, he spun back around to speak to you a final time. "I'll be back later with dinner. Sit tight, and I'll answer more of your questions later." He opened the door just enough to leave, and slipped out.

You were alone. You knew better than anyone else that his room was soundproofed, and that screaming was pointless. You tried to escape for what felt like hours and cried for some portion of that too. Nothing you tried worked, even summoning any of the brothers with your pact. Did he always want to just keep you in the corner of his room, like some trinket, from the very beginning? You had millions of questions.

When he returned with a plate of food, like he'd promised, you didn't know how long it had been. Your back was to the door, tears caked on your face. "My darling, I brought dinner, like I promised." You didn't want or feel like moving to face him.

"Why?" Your voice was raw, and you weren't sure if you were more upset about the seeming betrayal, or the treatment you were receiving, as if nothing was wrong.

'Why? I thought I told you this. You know how much I hate redundance." The loving lilt in his voice dropped.

"You lied to me. To think I ever loved you." You whipped your head around to meet his gaze, letting the emotions seep their way into your words. He looked more dull and empty than you'd ever seen him. He didn't respond. He moved towards the cage, causing you to scoot back, suddenly afraid.

"I know you tried to escape. I don't appreciate that, love. That's what the point of your necklace is. I work quite hard on that." He opened the door and yanked you towards him by your ankles, causing you to fall flat on your face. In his other hand, he held a knife you'd never seen before.

"What the hell are you doing? Put that away." You kicked your legs, but he and his gaze remained unwavering. He rested the knife on your knee joint, and slid his gloved hand up your leg so his thumb rested next to the blade. It was a touch that was all too familiar. He seemed to feed of your fear, and a small smile grew on his face.

"If you apologize right now, I'll have no reason to cut your legs off." You could feel the blood draining from your face. He'd never been violent with you before, but you knew he could if he wanted to. "Well? I haven't got all day."

"I- I'm sorry, Barb. Please put the knife away." You're relieved at how his expression softens and how his hands slide back down to your ankles. However, much to your surprise, he slashes the bottoms of your feet with the knife before letting go of your legs suddenly. Your scream was equally one of pain and shock. Blood began to pour out of the cut. You cradled your legs closer to yourself, now facing him as he turned around to get the first aid kit he happened to have on hand.

"You won't be going anywhere now, will you?" He hummed as he pressed a cloth around your feet to stop the bleeding. You could only stare at him in horror as he tended to the wounds he'd created. "You can sleep with me in my bed tonight. I'm sorry, but it had to be done. I can't have you leaving me." He smiled as he would at the Little D's but you would never see it the same again.

As the days went by, you began to wonder just how much of the outside life you were missing. What where they doing in RAD? How long did they expect you to be gone? Did Solomon miss you? Your only company was the soft pulsing of the portals that were somewhere nearby when Barbatos wasn't in the room. The only way to tell what time of day it was, or how much time had passed was the routine meals he brought to you like clockwork. He would consistently mention, especially nightly when he would drag you out of the cage to bed with him, about how this is how things were meant to be, and that how this was your mutual destiny. He'd never mentioned that before, but now it seemed like it was all he wanted to talk about. It was strange, but if he was happy, you could’ve cared less. Most of the time, you just remained silent, unless he directly inquired you. He was his charming self again, with the empty Barbatos returning rarely. He’d broken your trust, but didn’t seem to care. He treated you just like he had before you got with Solomon, like the days where the two of you acted like children with crushes on each other. He wanted to go back to the days of chaste kisses and long nights together, but you couldn’t get past what he’d done. You never tried to refute his claims, but deep down, it disgusted you.

He didn’t hurt you too badly, or too often, but that didn’t take away from the constantly fear. Seemingly, if he felt like it, he’d get the knife back out and threaten you with it in a very violet way, before only minorly hurting you compared to what he’s just threatened to do. Once, he said he was going to stab both of your eyes out if you didn’t stop crying so much, becuase he hated seeing you upset. Instead, after you promised to stop, he danced his blade on your face and left some minor injuries. The entire time, one of his hands was on your chin and he was looking directly into your eyes. At one point, he even threatened to carve his name into your neck so you’d never forget who he thought you belonged to. Sometimes, you thought he enjoyed seeing you suffering more than just physically, because he'd keep your D.D.D. charged and leave it in your sights while he was gone. You could see all the texts and incoming calls, but powerless to respond, just to let them know you were in their backyard. Solomon called the most, but your group chat with the brothers seemed to continue as normal.

After another afternoon of tears while Barbatos was gone, he returned earlier than expected, leaving you no time to clear up your tears. Without any words, he dropped something next to you. Through tears, you tried to make out what he'd dropped. When you looked up, you saw him expectantly smiling down at you. You looked back down to try and figure out what he'd left. You grabbed it through the bars, studying it.

"He's finally out of the way, dear. You don't need him. That wretched sorcerer only caused us problems. You were happy with me, so you can be happy with me again." With horror, you realized you were holding a fragment of Solomon's wand. The very same wand that been the source of many of your problems, but also love, together. You'd polished it many times. The piece you were holding was part of the tip where the cute star rested.

Barbatos knelt down beside you to open the door, but you didn't move. But you had finally had it with him. You almost didn't want to know what he did to your lover and refused to even think about the possibilities. Gripping the wand piece in one hand, you balled up the other and socked Barbatos as hard as you could in the face. You hit the center of his face, and he stumbled back a little. He touched his nose gently with his hand, and both of you saw the blood trickling down onto his white glove. You made eye contact, and you saw the sweet Barbatos leave you along with any ounce of courage you'd mustered up to do that, for Solomon.

Nobody ever did see you, or Solomon again.

i wrote this all in one sitting!! not in love with it since I don't think I'm great at writing action but i really like the beginning!! hope you liked this bc this was so fun to write

#not proof read lol #obey me #obey me!#obey me x reader #obey me satan #obey me asmo #obey me lucifer #obey me mammon #obey me beel #obey me levi #obey me belphie #obey me barbatos #omswd #obey me shall we date #obey me! shall we date #obey me solomon #SoundCloud

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maplebitts · 2 months

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With hazbin hotel going on a hatius for a while I figured I’d come up with a list of things I (personally ) hope to see in season two so uhh here’s what I have so far:

//POSSIBLE SPOILER WARNING FOR SEASON ONE OF HAZBIN HOTEL //

-some Emily and sir pentious moments (like just showing him around heaven and stuff like that) I feel like they would have a funny yet wholesome dynamic

- rivalry between Lucifer and Aalastor, Dosent even need to be the main focus of the episode just in the background or like a side plot, there quite literally canonically on the two sides of the new hotel it’s giving serious divorced dads vibes

- some backstories I think it be cool at least for the main cast I’m curious to learn more on how they died and such I think it’s been confirmed that were gonna see more on sir pentious and how he died so we have that going but out of the main cast I’m hoping we can learn more about nifty past since not a lot on how she died is known (also Lucifer I’m aware we got one at the beginning but I’m still curious about the silly guys past)

- possibly eve (or rue) showing up ? I’m curious on what happened to eve I think most people assume she’s in hell I’d be perfectly fine if eve ended up being an antagonist

- some family episode, what I mean by that is like seeing the family members of some of the main cast like angel dust either his twin who is in heaven apparently or his other family members, or Lucifer and the other arch angels (would they be considered family?)

- not sure if this is still a possibility but Emily becoming a fallen angel it could still be in realm of possibility if there’s still argument within heaven and sinners being redeemed OR Emily making the decision to go down and speak to Lucifer probably having to go to Lucifer for help regarding the redemption of sinners or some big heaven issue idk it’s 1 am currently

-just Lucifer screen time in general ( can’t get enough of this silly guy he’s my favorite character what do you expect)

-Lilith finally coming down from her beach vacation and just randomly showing up at the hotel and Charlie and lucifer just being surprised and her acting like it never happened personally I hope some angst comes from this like she literally just abandoned her daughter and her husband some kind of non positive reaction has to come from them? Also the reason why she left (I’ll probably make a separate post regarding this more I have to many theories under this category) I also have a small unfortunate feeling that poor Lucifer is going to be forced to pick between his daughter or his wife because if Lilith really intends to put a stop the hotel this feels very possible

This is all I have at the moment might add more later <3 also your more then welcome to share your own thoughts and theories in the replies or reblogs sorry if this was a lot

#hazbin hotel #hazbin lucifer #lucifer morningstar #hazbin husk #hazbin niffty #hazbin charlie #hazbin alastor #hazbin lilith #hazbin angel dust #hazbin emily #sir pentious #I MENTIONED LUCIFER MORE TIMES THEN I NEEDED TO IN THIS

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hypernova-blitz-arts · 6 months

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Okay so i have an idea- TMC but with a storyline based off of FAITH. basically a crossover. ik it's been done before but i'd like to present my own take on it. Long ass character info list under the cut

Btw if you wanna rb this, please do! It let's me know people are interested

To start, I think the AU would/should be called When Faith Prevails.

The cult still exists, Preacher is the leader of the lower ranking members. The cat is the cult mascot because yes. I'll elaborate later.

All of the humans are traumatized!! Yaaaaay!!!

Mark (Father Heathcliff)

- 36

- absolute wet cat of a man

- takes on a role similar to John

- decided he wanted to be a priest so he could help people. Only wanted to become a priest after an incident in his childhood in which he attempted to finish an exorcism. One which the priest that had been called to the scene died during.

- Continuing the above, the faithful boy did what he could, as he was instructed to by O'Brien. He wasn't fast enough.

- Insomnia, night terrors, PTSD, anxiety, depression

Dave (Father Lee)

- late 50's

- Takes on a role similar to Father Garcia because it's fucking hilarious to me to imagine Dave blasting a demon with a shotgun

- he's too cool that's why he dies later

- cares for Mark a lot, considers him family

- became a priest due to his Visions (TM) as a child. He's been revered as a holy prophet since.

- somehow the most stable guy in this entire AU, had a good family life, decent childhood, stayed out of trouble, a very good child. He's mostly chillin, save for the fact that he Witnesses The Horrors every night in his sleep.

Father O'Brien

- died during an exorcism.

- he done goofed.

Cesar Torres

- Died at 16, somehow aged as a ghost? maybe because he's still attached to his body.

- a spirit bound to what's left of his mortal form. Cannot be at peace until his body is killed.

- an alt possessed him and took his body during a botched attempt to exorcise it out of his house. Turns out there was more than one.

- "talks" to Mark sometimes (leaves things out that mean different things, writes notes)

- "bleeding" constantly

- hates seeing Mark spiral like this

"Cesar Torres"/Alt Cesar

- Killed Cesar and took over his body.

- watch it gain humanity later (i'm sorry but giving Alts humanity and then making them spiral is my favorite thing to do. It's so much fun to watch an unfeeling entity, one made to kill, drive itself insane over being a failure)

- they/it at first, he/it later on.

Sarah Heathcliff

- before i go on, this is only an AU loosely based on FAITH. That being said, Lisa (or any replacement thereof) x John (or any replacement thereof) does not exist.

- 32

- Mark's distant sister, lives in the Cult's apartment building.

- stays away from religion because of her childhood

- some flavor of emotional management issues, that's what makes her so easy for an Alternate to manipulate/begin to possess.

Thatcher Davis

- look, i refuse to make him as young as he is canonically. not as old as Dave, but close. bro is at least in his 40's here. maybe very early 40's but 40s nonetheless.

- cop that hangs around the church for security.

- hangs out with Dave, calls him old man a lot

- trauma. so much trauma.

- Dave taught him how to exorcise an alt out of a given place, but Thatcher has something stronger (a gun)

- "I'm a brave boy" *Sees an alt* "NOT A BRAVE ENOUGH BOY FOR THIS"

Ruth Weaver

- used to live in the cult apartment building.

- She was sacrificed.

- Thatcher is still looking for her.

- He won't like what he finds.

Adam Murray

- He's just Michael Davies here what else can i say

-17

- humanity? gone. none left.

- he's in so much pain all the fucking time help him

Jonah Marshall

- Adam's best friend

-18

- alive. for now.

- anxiety, so much anxiety, hallucinates a lot.

- he knows how to use a GUN in this one folks

Lucifer/The Morningstar/ UNSPEAKABLE

- you see how he looks in canon? make it worse. make it a million times more uncomfortable to look at.

- eyes. All of the eyes. So many eyes.

- limbs? Many. Wings? Yeah, he has those too. They're leathery and bat-like with a layer of blackened feathers along the top.

- merciless

- created the alternates to twist the world to his design.

- likes to watch humans go mental, it's so funny to him <3

Important side characters (mostly Alts)

Six/The Anglerfish

- lures children in to either make them join the cult or sacrifice them, often replaces them with an alt to "spread the vision of it's creator"

- Warned Mark of what was to happen, was there to observe Mark failing his best friend

- bastard. Kill him. Right now.

- him and stanley are one in the same. Six is the anglerfish hiding in the darkness behind its lure. A monster behind a friendly face.

Preacher

- Kind of equivalent to Malphas but usually takes a form like that of Miriam's

- right hand to the UNSPEAKABLE

- bastard boy bastard boy bastard boy

- manipulative little prick

The Sacrifices

- various sacrificed animals possessed by lower ranking alts

Goat

- THE fucked up sacrifice

- little fucking bitchass daddy's boy. Asskisser of the antichrist. Desperate for the UNSPEAKABLE'S attention

- Alu's replacement

#faith: the unholy trinity #the mandela catalogue #my au #tmc au

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solomons-poison · 1 year

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i would like you to study satan under a microscope. what are your feelings on him and his character and ect.

I love the way this is worded lol

Oh boy I have a lot of feelings about Satan. He is one of my favorite characters tbh, for many reasons, and I am so so happy for how the writing has expanded on him in Obey Me Nightbringer. My thoughts are just a ramble so it's going under the cut ✂️

(Also at the time I'm posting this, I have made it to lesson 12 so there are spoilers about that marked in red)

So Satan's already one of my favorite types, a somewhat serious-seeming scholar who is quite a goofball when you least expect it. He earns points with me for being a cat lover, and he's such a romantic on top of that. I've had so many thoughts about him writing poetry for the one he loves, maybe even as a confession.

Comparing him from present-Satan versus past-Satan is really cool to me, I really love seeing the contrast of what he was like in the beginning to how we know him now, in the original Obey Me. Like changes in personality, speech, his views on the world and the people around him, everything.

Although it is partly comedic, Satan being practically a feral child is so important to me at this point in time in Obey Me Nightbringer. Even though he has been watching everything through Lucifer's eyes since in the Celestial Realm (which I love that detail, because then we know from that that Lucifer had issues with the Celestial Realm and Father long enough to bring Satan to life), he has had no chance to socialize and be brought up normally like the others.

All he knows is the rage that was delivered unto him by Lucifer, rage against humans (or more specifically anyone harming his family) and them dealing with the Fall. Not to mention, after leaving the Celestial Realm, now they all had to deal with the racism?? Prejudice???? Idk what to call it, but the people of the Devildom refusing to accept them and disrespecting them.

On top of that, he's now tethered to these almost unknown people, people that are seemingly already a family unit and he's just. Existing somewhere alongside it?? So he's doubly misplaced, not quite having a set place or category to exist in and feeling alienated. (I can't help but laugh at Lucifer putting a curse/spell on Satan so that he couldn't just run off, but eventually ended it because Satan would just growl at him the whole time 💀)

As I'm typing this, I've made it to lesson 12. I honestly wasn't sure how Satan would feel towards finding out MC is a human, as we didn't get a clear answer compared to some of the others. But I'm glad he acknowledges that, had MC confronted him directly about it and confessed, he would have gone into a rage, and the only thing that maybe saved them was the fact that he heard it secondhand.

But after considering the facts, that MC still tried to help and protect the brothers during their time as attendant, and (of course depending on your dialogue choices) mostly treated him pretty equally to the others, he needed to rethink how he felt. Satan realizes that MC being a human isn't automatically a bad thing, and that there's more to consider than that.

It's especially very sweet to me how he says that he will dedicate his time reading to researching the curse on MC and how to lift it, when previously, he was mostly focused on things for himself, simply learning and gathering knowledge, along with the occasional mischief in how to defeat Lucifer. It's such a difference seeing everyone so serious and how their separation from the Celestial Realm really seriously affected them.

I am very glad to see Satan start to be accepted by the brothers. Honestly the whole situation is just a lot to think about, and it's understandable why both parties were so discombobulated, suddenly having this new brother to learn about while Satan is dealing with his inherited rage. It's heartwarming to see the brothers acknowledge that Satan does have a space with them. He even gets along with Luke in lesson 12, albeit briefly, but it's interesting to see him learn to interact with someone more rationally and calmly lol.

I'm OK with everyone being a little more silly in the original Obey Me, as this is thousands(?) of years after the Fall and they've had the chance to grow into their sins and powers. But it's just nice to see how this sudden change affected them, and especially Satan who was born from such a traumatic and major event.

This feels like a lot of word vomit and probably doesn't make much sense, but tl;dr, I love Satan's character and I have a lot of feelings for him. I'm very interested to see his continued development from here

#obey me satan #obey me shall we date #obey me nightbringer #obey me nightbringer spoilers #˗ˏˋ꒰ minx replies ꒱

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delphi-dreamin · 1 year

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I Just Wanna Be (The Girl You Like)

[Stream 4]

A members-only stream goes awry...

Characters: MC!Delphi, Lucifer, Mephistopheles (mentioned)

Relationship: Delphi x Lucifer (mutual pining)

Word Count: 1697

Warnings: Some anal play, praise kink, general angst~

Notes: Hey all! Still on vacation, but I got this little interlude chapter finished and thought I'd stick to schedule with it! I hope you like it! It's shorter than usual, but the next chapter should be up to the normal length.

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“Fucking Mephisto!” Delphi rages, slamming her door. “Fucking Mephisto and his fucking newspaper! It’s almost nothing more than a gossip rag, but everybody treats it like it’s the end-all-be-all for news in this god forsaken place! Fuck!”

Delphi shoves her thumb in her mouth as blood begins to seep from it. She hadn’t meant to cut herself on the latch to her box. But the metal had been getting rough recently and she just hadn’t had the time to sand it down. She can feel Satan’s pact mark on her thigh pulsing and burning as she makes her way to the bathroom for a bandage.

After the bleeding is stopped, she sets up her ring light and camera across from her chair like usual, then grabs a few toys from her box and lays them out on her table. She tries to settle into her chair the way she usually does, but the irritation burning in her stomach and on her leg makes it hard to find a comfortable position. So she decides to try something different.

“Hi, my loves. I’m glad y'all could join me on such short notice,” she sighs into the camera. She stands in front of it in her bra and panties, chair behind her in frame. “I’m so mad I can’t get comfortable today, so I thought I’d try something with y’all. I want y’all to walk me through what you want to see tonight. How do you want me to sit in the chair? Which toys do you want me to use? How fast and how hard do you want me to go? I want y’all to walk me through it, okay?”

There are only a few members on tonight, but the chat goes bananas. She knows Asmo is having a hell of a time moderating this, but she needs to not be in charge right now. There’s no real consensus in the chat for the first few moments, then out of nowhere, it all goes silent.

BigBadWolf has entered the chat

“Well, well,” Delphi says. “That didn’t take long. Hello, Wolf. I didn’t know if I’d see you again.”

Bigbadwolf: I tried to stay away. But I got the notification that you were online and had to see you.

Delphi scoffs, “Oh really? What happened to you?”

Bigbadwolf: Long day at school. What about you, little one? You seem angry.

“How very astute,” she huffs. “Long day at school.”

Bigbadwolf: If you don’t want me here, I can leave.

“No, by all means, stay,” Delphi sighs. She crosses her arms. “At least get in one more show before you leave.”

Bigbadwolf: All right. If you’re sure. What are we doing this evening?

“Guided masturbation, basically,” she explains, her hands moving to her hips. “You guys calling the shots. Because I had a shit day and I need to blow off steam and not make decisions.”

Bigbadwolf: Perfectly understandable. May I see your collection, little one?

Grinning, Delphi wheels her table around so that it’s in frame. There are a couple new toys on it, but a few old favorites as well. He clearly notices the newer ones.

Bigbadwolf: The plug.

It’s a black steel anal plug with a large red gem making up the base. It had been a birthday present to herself, but she hadn’t wanted to use it on the stream until she was more comfortable with it. Delphi feels her face heating up as she looks from the little plug to the bottle of lube beside it.

Bigbadwolf: On your knees in the chair, darling. Let us see.

Delphi smiles and nods, reaching back to undo the clasp of her bra. She lets it fall to the floor, her underwear following soon after. Making eye contact with the camera, she climbs into the chair, her knees spread. She leans forward, one hand on the back rim of the chair, and reaches back with the other to spread herself open for the camera. She teases like that for a few moments, gently teasing her hole before reaching over to her table for the lube and the plug.

She coats her fingers and the plug, then begins slowly teasing herself open.

Lucifer groans watching her slowly stretch herself around the black metal. She whimpers and moans as the toy slips into her ass, pumping it in and out a few times before nestling the wide gem in place between her cheeks. She arches her back, showing off the glittering gem for a few moments before turning to make eye-contact with the camera again.

“Now what, loves?” she asks, her voice a husky whisper.

“Fuck,” Lucifer breathes.

Bigbadwolf: You are stunning, little one.

Bigbadwolf: I think you know which toy I’d like to see you use tonight, if that’s all right.

“Of course it is, darling Wolf,” Delphi replies, smiling into the camera. She reaches over to her table and grabs both of their favorite toy, bringing it into frame and to her lips. “This is the one, isn’t it, love?”

Bigbadwolf: You know it is, little tease.

Delphi finds herself laughing, unable to contain the bubbly feeling in her chest. “So I’m a tease? I thought you liked that, Wolf.”

She can practically hear the growl in the back of his throat when he responds.

Bigbadwolf: Did I say that?

“You didn’t have to,” she breathes, running her tongue up the underside of the dildo’s tip. “Where do you want it?”

Bigbadwolf: Between those pretty lips, darling.

Delphi has to stop herself from whining as she takes the toy between her lips. The tip is pointed, widening out to a thick shaft that she can barely open enough for. It makes her jaw ache and burn, but she’s happy to put on a show for her channel members.

Lucifer sighs, shifting into his demon form. He watches, entranced, as the exchange student bobs her head on the toy. Every now and then, he catches a flash of silver as she rakes her tongue over the flat tip.

Bigbadwolf: Did you ever find out who that toy was based off of?

She releases it with a wet pop, grinning and panting into the camera. She shakes her head, replying, “No, I haven’t figured it out yet. My channel manager won’t tell me. He says I have to figure it out on my own.”

Bigbadwolf: Poor thing.

“I know!” Delphi exclaims. “I have to be a damn detective!”

Lucifer chuckles, draping his wings over the arms of his chair in an attempt to get more comfortable. He sheds his outer layers, loosening his shirt collar and then undoing his slacks.

Bigbadwolf: I’m sure you can figure it out, dear Oracle. I’m told that you’re rather brilliant.

He watches as her face goes cherry red under the soft white light of her streaming setup, grinning a wolfish grin. She likes being praised, does she? He can do that.

Bigbadwolf: What’s the matter, little one? Not used to being told you’re brilliant?

Eyes wide and blush deepening, she sputters, “N-no! It’s not- I’m fine! It’s nothing!”

Bigbadwolf: Do you enjoy being praised, little Oracle?

“Wolf, please-“

Bigbadwolf: Flustered looks lovely on you, darling.

Bigbadwolf: Now, be a good girl and spread those pretty legs, hm?

Delphi hopes that the involuntary whine that rips from her throat isn’t picked up by her mic as she leans back in her chair and drops her knees open. The heat in her cheeks is almost painful as she peeks up at the camera from beneath her lashes. The throb between her legs is almost as bad as the burn in her face, as is the searing heat in Asmo’s pact mark.

“How’s this?” she breathes.

Bigbadwolf: Absolutely stunning, darling. You look so lovely spread out like that.

Bigbadwolf: Now, I want you to show me how well you can take that toy of yours.

She whimpers, but nods, lining the dildo’s pointed tip with her soaked entrance.

Something Lucifer hadn’t been expecting when he fell were the physical changes to his body between his human and demon forms. His wings and horns he knew about. What he hadn’t known about was the way his fingers would lengthen into talon-like claws, black tipped and dangerous. He hadn’t been expecting the wicked fangs, and indeed bit the inside of his cheek and his tongue several time before getting used to them.

The one he was most surprised about, though, he allows to spring free from his slacks. Milky beads of precum form on his pointed tip and he groans as he spreads it down his thick shaft in time with her. Millimeter by millimeter, inch by inch, he moves his fist at the same pace as the exchange student on his screen, imagining it was actually his cock she was sinking onto and not the silicone reproduction that Asmodeus had somehow gifted her.

When he finds out how the little shit managed it, there will be hell to pay. But for now he watches as she takes the thing down to the base, sweat covering her in a thin sheen as she pants, open-mouthed, her violet eyes glazed over with magenta.

Bigbadwolf: That’s it, lamb. You did so well.

Bigbadwolf: I'll bet you feel as amazing as you look, don’t you?

“W-Wolf!” she exclaims and he sees her shift and clench around the toy. Lucifer chuckles. That red tinge in her cheeks makes her look so much prettier.

Bigbadwolf: You should get used to being praised, little one.

“It’s not that I’m not used to it,” Delphi protests.

Bigbadwolf: Oh? Then what is it, lamb?

She shakes her head, clenching her jaw hard. Then the stream goes dark and Lucifer is left baffled. What just happened?

OracleDelphi: It’s not that I’m not used to it.

Bigbadwolf: What’s wrong, Oracle?

OracleDelphi: You’re leaving me.

OracleDelphi: You always leave the sweetest comments and you take over the chat when I do streams like this so I never have to do anything weird.

OracleDelphi: You’ve been with me since my channel started. You know me as well as my housemates do.

OracleDelphi: And now you’re leaving.

Bigbadwolf is typing…

OracleDelphi is offline

Taglist: @sassykattery @bite-sized-devil @sparkbeast20 @attic-club-sandwich @kyungjoon-do @flemmingbamse @consolationblog @rensphilia

#obey me #mc!delphi #obey me lucifer #obey me x oc #obey me lucifer x oc #obey me smut #obey me lucifer smut

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lorkai · 2 years

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Voltei, neném! Adivinha quem eu sou!

Ok so the last time we spoke I told you i've been studyn really hard to improve my english, so I'm gonna give it a try and write this all in english.

Can I please request, my dear sister, for you to write a male!reader being taller than the boys, you can choose who you want to write since my simp heart love them all!

Only if you want to write this ofc!

A/N: Okay, I'm pretty sure you're either the Crown anon or the Heart anon. Anyway, yes your English has improved a lot honey, it's like a thousand times better than if we compare it to six months ago /jk. About your request I'm very undecided about who to write to when they let me choose, but after about fifteen minutes of contemplating my existence I finally chose Lucifer, Levi and Asmo. I wanted to write for Solomon and Simeon too, but I didn't know if this was going to get too repetitive, my head was already spinning about what to add for each of the characters. Anyway, I hope you like it!

Leviathan

The first time he saw you, Levi felt a little intimidated by the height difference between the two of you. But it wasn't like he cared too much about it, seeing as he has daily contact with Beelzebub and Diavolo who are much bigger than him. Levi is used to being the one to look up to see you, asking for your help whenever he doesn't reach something on the higher shelves, and even, intentionally or unintentionally, making fun of your height and his.

He's just trying to make you laugh, laugh please or he'll feel like the jokes are bad and he'll isolate himself in his room.

“Hey MC. How is the weather up there?”

“Meh, sorry. I can't hear you from down there, why don't you try screaming?"

You two are like his favorite anime characters and it makes him think you could cosplay these same characters. But he will only suggest such a thing when you have progressed from acquaintances to friends and then to best friends, otherwise he won't say anything, he doesn't want you to think he's weird for suggesting it to you.

But listen to me: Piggyback rides! You carrying him on your back or him carrying you, he is strong, he was an admiral, he will carry you especially if you say you doubt he is capable of it. It is a principle of pride, really.

All in all, he adores you and your height, even if he has to stand on his tiptoes to give you a kiss on the lips / cheeks. And your hugs are good too, so warm and comfortable that Levi could just fall asleep each time you hug.

........

Asmodeus

Compared to his brothers Asmo is the smallest of them, but he doesn't care at all about that, after all it just makes him cuter, doesn't it? So when he meets you he is shocked. Not because you're intimidating or scary, but because you have a rare and intriguing beauty and that makes him one of the brothers you have the most contact with, besides Mammon and Levi. He's trying to figure out what makes you so intriguing, after all.

And the more time you spend together, whether it's talking, doing skin care if you like that sort of thing, of course, or just hanging out at the mall, eating at restaurants, or staying home to study and watch movies together, Asmo begins to realize that he likes you, everything about you makes you special in his eyes, your voice, your personality and of course, your height. He likes all kinds of people, but tall people give him a sense of protection. He feels protected especially when you two hug or cuddle to sleep.

If you're the type of person who doesn't mind or enjoy physical contact, he'll be all over you every hour of the day, but mostly he loves to hold you and rest his head on your chest to listen to your heartbeat. He finds it very relaxing. By the way, be careful, I better warn you now that Asmo has a tendency to steal your shirts to wear. They get bigger on him and as a bonus they still have your scent in them, he just loves it.

But if you don't like physical contact, that's fine too, no hard feelings. This is just one of the ways he uses to express his feelings to you, he can still shower you with compliments and use the most ridiculous lines on you to make you laugh or make you feel embarrassed. Any reaction he can get is a good reaction, honestly. It's one more reaction that he'll keep in his memory and smile on the nights he can't sleep. He also calls you pretty boy.

Depending on his mood he may ask you to get something for him, after all he is a poor demon and a small one too who can't stretch to get something from a big shelf. You wouldn't let him try in vain and even fall, would you? He is such a fragile demon, he could fall and that would be tragic! Also, please carry him on your arms or on your back, you don't want him to hurt his feet walking around, right? Don’t you love him anymore?

Ahem carry him like a sack of potatoes, please and thank you! :)

.........

Lucifer

He hates it. Lucifer doesn't like having to look up to see your eyes, he just doesn't, it hurts his pride and integrity. I read in another headcanon that if he could use magic to get taller than you he would and I have to say I agree. Except he doesn't even want to think about the taunts Barbatos and Diavolo would subject him to. The problem is, if he's shorter than you, how are you going to respect himt? For all he knows he might just look like an angry Chihuahua to you.

But when he realizes that this is all nonsense and that your height and his height don't change anything in your relationship, he starts to open up a little to you. He begins to see you for who you really are, with your faults and flaws, and begins to be interested in what you like. Games, sports, books, everything. He wants to know what you like to talk to you about these same things, even though he is Lucifer and you wouldn't notice the little things he's doing for you, that is if you're not paying attention to every move he plans and every word he says.

He's influential. Do you want to play football /baseball/ basketball? Done, you can play on the school team and go to competitions. Want a bookstore in your room? Done, but remember to keep the shelves always clean to avoid attracting moths. Want to get into some weird and dangerous trouble? All right, but take Mammon with you and be home before eight. Things like that, you see, he will be supporting you in everything you do and will help you every step of the way until you are able to achieve your achievement, that is, if what you are trying to achieve is not dangerous.

Don't tell Lucifer I told you this, but he would probably let you wear his coat or any of his other clothes, especially if you were in a relationship. He's subtle, handing you his coat when he notices you're cold or covering you with it when you're sleeping on the couch. But if you point out that he does such things Lucifer will blush and deny it and if you tease him too much about it he will hang you upside down like he does Mammon.

On the end of the day he loves you, it’s up to you to decide if it’s platonic love or romantic love.

#obey me shall we date #obey me one master to rule them all #obey me #male mc #male reader #asmodeus x male reader #leviathan x male reader #lucifer x male reader #lucifer x male mc #leviathan x male mc #asmodeus x male mc #asmo x male mc #asmo x male reader #levi x male reader #levi x male mc #lorkai headcanon #anon request

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nerdy-talks · 2 years

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A little rant about the popular app game Obey Me!

I honestly wasn't going to post this, but after much deliberation and spending an entire day being annoyed... Here it is. Here we go.

Let me first start by saying that everyone is entitled to their own thoughts, opinions, and feelings. This is just me stating my personal take on things.

As we know, a new event has just started called Steampunk Shenanigans. And no surprise... Lucifer is the chosen demon for the newest obtainable UR card.

I have some things to say about this. Or rather, some things to say about the posts I've been seeing in regards to this information.

I do agree that Lucifer is clearly the favored brother. He has more UR cards than any of the other characters, which is not ideal for those of us who aren't serious Lucifer simps.

Personally, out of every Obey Me! character introduced thus far... Mammon is my top favorite. He has been my favorite from the very beginning, and always will be. Though I also favor Satan, Leviathan, Diavolo, and yes : Lucifer. (I also love the other characters as well, of course.)

With that being said, it would be nice if the other brothers and "side" characters could take the spotlight and get more UR cards. Maybe give them the opportunity to catch up to Lucifer?

So I totally understand why people are complaining about that. Trust me, I do.

However... I saw a few posts last night on another popular social media site (I won't say which one since I'm not going to call anyone out) that have caused my inner wrath to slowly bubble to the surface.

One of those posts voiced a user's complaint about the new event and yet another Lucifer UR card. And understandably so. But what I cannot understand is when that post went on to say something along the lines of how the devs "require" players to pay $400 for a card and how the devs "forced" them to quit the game.

I'm sorry.... What? lol

No one is "forcing" you to do anything. You aren't "required" to spend a single penny in Obey Me! That is entirely your choice.

I have been playing Obey Me! since the beginning. No VIP membership for me. No real world money spent. And I'm perfectly happy with the game overall.

Do I get frustrated and upset when I grind the game to slowly accumulate Demon Vouchers only to waste all of them just for the chance to pull new UR/UR+ cards in new Nightmare events, only to get a bunch of the same old cards I already have? Of course. But that's a gacha game for you. It's virtual gambling that's all based on luck. Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose.

That's just life.

And when it comes to the actual events... So what if you don't get the new UR cards right away? Those same events will be featured in Lonely Devil later on, where you'll have the chance to get them then. No big deal.

But here's where the real problem lies : the person who made that post had also posted several months ago about how they had to have every single Lucifer card, no exceptions. They went into a detailed explanation about how they spent countless Devil Points, Demon Vouchers, and real life money in order to get every Lucifer card. And that explanation was posted right after another new Lucifer card was announced. Because that person was upset over the fact that they felt the necessity to do everything within their power to get that card as well.

I also saw another person claim in a separate post that they spent over $2,000 USD in a little over 2 months just to get Lucifer UR cards.

Which leads me back to my original point : that's your own choice.

If you have zero impulse control and no patience to wait for the chance to obtain UR/UR+ cards of Lucifer, that's on you. If you have a spending problem or a gambling addiction, that's something you need to recognize and address for your own well-being. But don't blame the devs.

I may get a lot of backlash for this, but I just want to say... To make the comment "congrats devs, you're forcing one of your biggest players to quit" just because you're sick of making the conscious decision to spend a ton of money to get the 34th virtual card of your favorite character in a game because you "have to have it".... That's the equivalent of a spoiled child throwing a temper tantrum because they can't have six new toys instead of just five. It reminds me of old episodes of South Park, where Cartman would come off with his famous "screw you guys, I'm going home" line.

It's literally just a game. Simmer down.

You say the devs are being "unfair". But what's truly unfair is you blaming the devs for your lack of money management and poor self control. It's not their fault you're choosing to spend hundreds or even thousands of dollars on a game for virtual cards you don't actually need. So to say "you're making one of your biggest players quit"... Haha... okay. You may be a "big" player, but there are lots of even bigger players than you that will continue to actively play Obey Me! on a daily basis.

I hate to rain on that person's parade, but one player choosing to walk away from the game isn't going to matter much. They're just one tiny ripple in a vast ocean. And if they feel differently, I suspect a bit of a superiority complex.

But that's just me, what do I know? lol

On another note, I keep seeing all these posts talking about how everyone should take to Twitter to boycott Obey Me! and complain to the devs.... Are you serious?

I completely and wholeheartedly understand if people want the other brothers and characters to get new UR/UR+ cards. I get it, truly I do. Because I feel the same way, I'd love to see more UR cards of Mammon, Satan, Levi, Beel, Belphie, Asmo, and everyone else. In fact, I would LOVE to see entirely new events solely dedicated to each individual character/brother with brand new UR/UR+ cards only for that respective character.

But stamping your feet and puffing out your chests at the devs isn't the way to accomplish that. That's just a good way to completely ruin an overall enjoyable game for everyone else who is satisfied with what they're given. Seriously.

I deeply apologize if this post comes across as rude or hostile, that's honestly not my intention at all. Again, I'm not looking to call anyone out which is why I didn't mention any names, usernames, or specific sites where these comments were originally posted. I also don't expect anyone to agree with me, nor am I looking for any sort of arguments or confrontations (as I already stated... everyone is entitled to their own thoughts and opinions, myself included)

These thoughts have just been swarming around in my head for the past 24+ hours, and I needed to let them out.

One final noteworthy detail : I think the main reason why I'm so annoyed is that these comments have been made by fellow adults about a game

So... Let that sink in.

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paridoliaaa · 2 years

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Who would've thought it was all because of a jacket?

WAIT OMG ROSES4KUGISAKI IS ACTUALLY POSTING SOMETHING???

Jokes aside i've been inspired by a very dear friend of mine, and decided to write this fic i've had swimming in my drafts for quite some time. Mammon does happen to be my favorite (surprising right? *literally posts him all the time 💀*) and i think he fits perfectly with this prompt. I feel that I must clarify that my deliberate space in paragraphs are to switch Povs between characters or from an outside point of view to MCs point of view. As always, i apologize if anyone is ooc, and i appreciate constructive criticism if you have any! <33

Content Warning(s): Angst, Swearing, Mammon was bullied by his brothers like usual, Mammon says some mean stuff to MC, best friends to lovers, gender neutral mc, i think that's all but please remind me if not

Word Count: 1.3k

Mammon has had his fair share of bad days. Sure, most of the time he is constantly bombarded with fans asking for autographs, the witches he is indebted to, and of course, the usual, offhanded insults courtesy of his brothers. However, he never had to deal with all three at once, and also the constant nagging of Lucifer to finish his obscene amount of unfinished tasks. And to make matters worse, you had planned to meet up with Mammon for lunch, and that was rapidly approaching. When Mammon did find you, he was overwhelmed and stressed, just trying to figure out how to solve all his problems in the short amount of time he was allotted. But when he saw the happy look adorning your face, he couldn't bring himself to ruin your time together being mopey. Or, at least he tried. Maybe it was the fact that he was having a less than favorable day. Or maybe it was that he was feeling insecure. Perhaps both, but when you finally had worked up the courage to ask him where he had gotten his infamous jacket, Mammon was filled with red-hot rage. "Whaddya mean where'd I get it??! Do ya think I'd stoop to the level of an ugly human like you?! Cmon ya must know tha' The Great Mammon is better than an ugly, annoyin human like you." He snapped, nothing but rage filling his eyes. He didn't mean it, he swears, but nothing could excuse what he said to you. Not when tears welled in your pretty eyes, or when your lip trembled and you looked at your feet sullenly. "Y'know what Mammon, Fuck you! I was just asking because, I don't know, maybe I thought that we were getting somewhere, and i admired my best friend. I always thought your jacket looked cool. Unique. The reason I asked in the first place was I figured we could match. But now?? Just fucking forget about it. And don't even think about following me either." You spat, turning on your heel and marching to your room. To him it seemed that you didn't want to see him out of anger. But to you? You were hiding your tears at the words that rolled off his tongue smooth and clear as day. He clearly didn't feel the same as you.

The words that spewed out of Mammons mouth just seconds ago did nothing but confirm for me that I was just a chore, the human he was forced to watch over. I must admit that I had hope in the beginning that there was a small chance he would reciprocate, but now that just seems silly. Did he really even think of me as his best friend as I had thought?? Of course not, why would he like you at all. He was just doing what he was ordered to do. The spite and rage filling your mind begged and pleaded with you not to cry, not to let tears spill over him, but your crushed heart and spirit powered through their pleas and hot, angry tears spilled from your eyes. As you pushed open your door frantically, as you didn't want anyone to see your tears, you wondered, what is it exactly that you did wrong??

As Mammon passed by your room, he was mulling over his thoughts, and he kept going back to what he had said to you. He doesn't blame you for feeling resentment towards him. But when you said all you had wanted to do was match him? The guilt that racked his entire body made the whole thing so much worse. How could he have said those things to you? Especially since they weren't true in the slightest. And you had seemed so angry, so imagine his surprise when he heard quiet sniffles and sobs coming from you. Mammons heart sank. He had never felt worse in his entire, long lifetime, and now he was determined to make it up to you. But first, he had to retrieve Goldie, and make a quick trip to the Human World.

After what felt like hours of crying and ranting to yourself, you finally grew tired of just sitting around. So, naturally you decided to visit Asmo for a much needed spa day. Wiping your leftover tears and packing a small bag, you disembarked on your journey to the Avatar of Lust's room. Little did you know, that was exactly what Mammon was waiting for. Quickly darting inside, he assembled his little display of items he hope would gain your forgiveness. Or, at the very least, grant him an opportunity to at least formally apologize.

When you returned feeling physically and emotionally lighter, you certainly hadn't expected the pile of items on your bed that you were fairly certain hadn't been there before. You cautiously ripped open the largest package first, and when you did your fingers grazed a fabric so familiar there was nothing else it could be. 'No...,' you thought 'he clearly expressed he didn't want to match' but there it was, an exact, but noticeably smaller, replica of Mammons jacket. You ripped open the other packages in disbelief, filled with Grimm and your favorite snacks, along with several other things you had mentioned wanting. Finally, you open the letter, throat thick with unease. You doubted he would go through all this trouble just to degrade you again, but you were still wary of what had happened earlier. But when you scanned over the letter, you couldn't bring yourself to be angry at him, despite the horrible things he had said to you. He had gone to the Human World for this. And all around the Devildom, it seemed, to retrieve the other numerous gifts he had given. Anger somewhat forgotten to the need of showing your appreciation, you bounded up from your bed and bolted to a certain Avatar of Greeds room. "Mammon you dumbass open up!" You screamed, pounding on his door. Relieved to hear your voice, he yanked open the door. You threw your arms around his neck, hugging him joyfully. "I- wha- you- We-" he spluttered, gently wrapping his arms around you as well. "You are a dick. An dumbass, jealous, irritable little dick. But I love you. Thank you for getting all those things for me." You lectured, not even realizing you had accidentally confessed in the process. Mammon however, did not miss your little slip up, his face exploding in a blush more red than Diavolos hair. "Y-ya really lo-love me?" He questioned hopefully. Now it was your turn to explode in a blush. "U-um yeah.. yeah I guess I do..." Mammons greedy heart couldn't take it anymore. He pulled you into a kiss, that you melted into. When you finally broke apart for air Mammon caressed your face gently. "I'm so sorry MC.. and I love ya too" he whispered, touching his forehead to yours. "It's alright you big dork. Just don't do it again." And smiling gleefully he tackled you into bed. And in the morning when his brothers antagonized him like usual, he just smiled giddily, grasping your hand. And even they can admit, it's been a very long time since anyone has seen the Avatar of Greed this happy. And Who would have thought it was all because of a jacket?

#this was so fun to do #obey me mammon #obey me mc #obey me shall we date #obeyme #gender neutral reader #readers gender not mentioned #angst with a happy ending #mammon x reader

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1lostsoul0fishbowl · 9 months

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Just for fun, have some random tidbits and trivia about With a Little Help From My Friends. Much like the fic itself, this list got quite long, so I’m putting it under the cut…

I don’t write nearly enough about Eddie and Robin’s friendship, but in both ch 8 and ch 24 when Eddie is in dire straits, Robin is literally the first person he thinks of that he can go to for help.

In ch 10 while Eddie and Max are at the store, he’s debating between Red Vines and Twizzlers, eventually choosing Twizzlers. Later in ch 26 Max says Twizzlers are her favorite candy. And yes, it’s totally because of him.

In ch 12, all that stuff about Temple Grandin and the cows is true. And it totally seemed like something Suzie would just know, and Dustin would eagerly research because he wants to help his bestie.

When I wrote ch 22– the Jason in Pennhurst visited by a vision of El chapter— I had totally forgotten about how Jason kicked Gareth’s ass, but looking back and adding that tidbit to El’s motivations in keeping Jason exactly where he is gives it an extra zesty flavor.

Ch 28, the drabble where Wayne finally makes things official with Claudia, is probably the hardest I’ve ever laughed while writing.

Ch 33 contains a little drabble about Eddie and Chrissy just relaxing in a hammock together, and I honestly think it might be one of the best things I’ve ever written.

In ch 41 Steve probably seems pretty OOC at the beginning. That was deliberate— he’d just gotten back from spending a ton of time with his parents, and no longer has any idea who he actually is. By the end of ch 42 he’s getting back to his real self.

Also in ch 41 Steve refers to Grant as “T.B. Player” purely for a little in-joke with my own self regarding the movie That Thing You Do!, where the bass player never gets a name throughout the entire movie despite being a main character with lots of lines, and in the end credits is listed as T.B. Player. Justice for unnamed freak!

The part in ch 61 where first Eddie and then Steve are teaching Gareth to dance is one of my favorite scenes. If I could draw, I would’ve drawn it!

In ch 63– Will’s letters to Jonathan— I didn’t include Jonathan’s letters back because I just could. not. get his voice right. Jonathan, Nancy, Lucas, Mike, and ironically Steve are the characters that I have the hardest time getting into their heads. I love them all to bits but that’s why I rarely write their pov’s.

Ch 64 was a tough one for me to write and I’m not sure I managed to strike the right balance between Party shenanigans/hellcheer wedding planning vs Robin’s very real fears regarding her parents’ reaction to finding out she was dating Vickie. If I could rewrite the whole fic, this would be the chapter I’d start with. BUT, one thing I liked about it was Steve repairing the crocheted blanket just so Robin could unravel it again. In the Lostsoul Universe, many Party members have told Steve “I love you” but the only time he ever says it back is in this chapter, to Robin. Poor dude.

Ch 66 might seem way OTT but I stand by it. Because it happened to me.

I wrote ch 73 for the sole purpose of giving Eddie a kitten named Lucifer Dio. (Lucy for short!) He absolutely gives cat dad energy.

In ch 79 we find out how Henry Creel became Vecna. Dr. Brenner gave him an experimental drug I called “exousía”. This was a very deliberate choice. Exousía is a Greek word meaning power/control/dominion— all the things Brenner was so hungry for. I based this on googling the word “Soteria” (the implant in Henry’s neck) and discovering that it was an actual Greek word with the meanings of deliverance/healing/salvation. Food for thought!!! Honestly I was a little sad that nobody picked up on how clever I’d been with that name 🙄😂 but that was a really long chapter with a lot going on so it’s understandable.

Feel free to ask me any questions you might have or just holler at me!

#losty writes: little help

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aeaeaexxzd · 10 months

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cant wait to do my master in television writing and producing next yr

Season 6 of The Walking Dead should’ve been the final season. For one, accuracy to the source material is not relevant because the televised remake was never intended to be from the very start.

Secondly, there’s a reason they chose this black and white timeline system in the 6th season, remember that ? I don’t necessarily fuck with it but it’s a marker, it says something, so it doesn’t make any sense, stylistically, to go in that direction and then abandon it along the way, unless it had actual weight.

I’m aware of, and I understand the cultural impact that the character Negan had, it revived the show right after it would’ve been appropriate to end it. But I have a tendency to believe that if you can’t do something right with good intentions then you shouldn’t do it at all. Negan worked, he became even more iconic and marketable than Rick, and that’s all that mattered.

And in hindsight, I think that Negan’s storyline could’ve easily been told in the earlier seasons. He could have happened soon after the The Governors storyline or even replaced it completely, seeing as he wasn’t as much of a hit anyways.

Commercially, ending a show like this after 6 or 7 seasons doesn’t work, we’re talking about money. And it’s when a story becomes solely about profit, that it truly dies, and that’s when watching a show like this becomes a chore for me. I’m not seeing quality, because I’m not seeing love for the story, for the characters, and for all the people who have to work on the project.

The longer you make a show like The Walking Dead last, the more you risk ruining it. A lot of loyal viewers of audiences from many different shows can vouch for this about their favorite pieces of media. They’ll say “it got kinda bad towards the end” or “I stopped after x season”. I know for a fact that Glenn’s death on the show in season 7 lowered the viewership count significantly. Not to mention it’s release in 2016 was facing new competitors like Stranger Things, Lucifer, the Crown (Netflix), Westworld (HBO) and many more. It’s blatant the the show lost it’s relevancy. Nowadays it’s barely talked about, even less with the spectacular debut of the series adaptation of The Last of Us. People were craving a story like that, (survivalism, the apocalypse, love, found family) not because there hadn’t been one in a while, but because the one that already existed was failing. It’s easy to ruin a show. It’s easy to let things crumble and to make the wrong decisions.

If you’re going to make a show last as long as 11 seasons, you have to do it right, and it has to be worth it. The audience matters. Fans and casual viewers alike give TV shows life and reputation. You can’t give them what they want, but you can’t punish them either. I genuinely don’t understand the choice behind this. People would have remembered The Walking Dead for what it was : an excellent apocalyptic, horror drama and thriller and ending the show at 6 seasons, or even 7 would not have hurt anyone, especially not the viewers.

It seems that these days good stories are either cut short or prolonged until they are no longer so. There’s TV and there’s storytelling. You can have storytelling without TV but you can’t have TV without storytelling. And one of the main rules about telling a story is that it needs a good beginning just as much as it needs a good end. This is why you bring up Breaking Bad. This is why you bring up Avatar the Last Airbender. When a story ends where it’s supposed to you are left with good memories and accolades from everyone. It’s almost silly that a show about corpses walking around would end up one itself.

#long ass rant #the walking dead #twd #my post #idk if ill ever change my mind about this #tv #writing

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I have been tagged by @quietwingsinthesky

Your name: Megs or Skye. I accept Meg and Hey You as well.

Your first fandom(s): Saint Seiya. Technically Sailor Moon. They were the first ones I wrote fic for, but Saint Seiya is the one where I had the my first fandom experiences. I used to hang out on Rusty Old Ankh's Saint Seiya Forum all the time. Stayka (A German fan who had her own website) wherever you are out there, shout out, you were always my model of how to act in fandom and I hope life is treating you well.

Your current fandom(s): Active fandoms that I still engage with all the time - Supernatural and Halo. Fandoms that I vibe with and sometimes reblog stuff about - Mandalorian, Reylo, Hannibal, Transformers.

How did you first get into fandom? So, I loved Saint Seiya and Sailor Moon, and decided one day when I had unrestricted access to a school computer to search them up. Stayka I mentioned up there? Her fan fic archive was my first exposure to fandom and I loved it. Mostly because I constructed these elaborate massively multiplayer crossover stories in my head, and how cool would it be to share them with the world?

How long have you been engaging in fandom spaces? Y'all, it's been nineteen, slutty, slutty years. Probably a little longer, but my earliest memories of really engaging was in my freshman year of high school.

How often do you read fanfics? Pretty often. I'm horrible about starting long fics and then not finishing them though.

Top three characters from your current fandom(s):

Supernatural: Dean, Lucifer, Castiel, my poor little sopping wet meow meows. I just, I love them your honor.

Halo: Master Chief John-117, Cortana, and Fred-104. My sweet gentle giants and the crazy awesome AI. They did ya dirty girl. Seriously though, I have all kinds of love for Fred and John. They are bae.

Transformers: Optimus Prime (in all his incarnations), Megatron (also all of his incarnations), Soundwave (most incarnations). Look, Optimus Prime is my beloved, my husband, my knight in shining armor, and I've yet to meet a version I didn't love in some way. Megatron is by turns awesome because he's just so deliciously evil or awesome because bitch has a point. IDW-1 Megs is admittedly my favorite because he had this journey from pacifist to warmonger to atoner that was beautiful. Soundwave, I say more incarnations because there are some versions I vibe with less, but I love that he's the stoic with fourteen kids.

Have you ever written fic for a fandom?

Have I???? Ever written fic??? I'm pretty sure you can still find my Saint Seiya fics from nineteen years ago on FFN. Look up "Niteskye" or "LadyKnightSkye." I have no shame.

Have you ever drawn fanart for a fandom?

Okay, this one not as much as the fan fic, but yes, I do have fan art of Saint Seiya, Sailor Moon, and others floating around.

Share a personal headcanon that you feel very strongly about:

Look, I don't care if literally no one else agrees with me, but Lucifer SPN would have fucking rolled over and showed his belly if just one character had shown him affection without overtly mistrusting him and giving him shit. We talk a lot about Dean being a creature of Love (because he is) but so is Lucifer. His entire motivation for everything was love, and yes, he's a selfish bastard, but even selfish bastards want to feel loved. He is also touch starved like Hell because he was stuck alone in a cage for millennia.

You’re trying to convince a friend to get into your current fandom(s) with you. what episode, clip, or scene are you showing them? Depends on the friend. Also depends on where I met them. I am making my husband start Supernatural from the beginning with me because maybe with his encouragement I will actually be able to start season six.

And finally, what does fandom mean to you?

Home. Like, with the exception of college and the SCA, I've never really felt like I've totally belonged anywhere but in fandom spaces.

I am tagging... @heavenssexiestangel @authortobenamedlater and anyone else who wants to do this. :)

#ask games

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transporttoanotherplace · 2 years

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Reread the Fallen Series and ???

My overall rating: 2.67 out of 5 (average mean# of my reviews)

Fallen: 2/5

Torment:3.5 /5 (because Daniel's hardly in this one and I was so happy)

Passion: 2/5

Fallen in Love: 3/5

Rapture: 2/5

Unforgiven: 3.5/5

Review (Spoilers)

For the month of September I reread the Fallen series by Lauren Kate as my nostalgic read for the month and I just....it was not good. Never thought I'd find the day where I think Twilight is better. However, I do see why as a teenager I loved this book but sadly as an adult, this isn't one I can come back to and love. It's one of the perils I face when I reread a series I loved when I was younger. Makes you realize how much you've grown up.

My favorite trope is soulmates. I have hundreds of soulmate fics bookmarked on AO3 but this story made me realize why so many people don't like soulmate stories. I just don't believe in Luce and Daniel. Or at least I don't believe in Luce's love for Daniel. Him I believe in a little more. In Fallen, Daniel is just a complete ass to Luce and yes, I understand why. He is trying to be off-putting so that Luce won't like him BUT LUCE JUST KEEPS GOING BACK (a very problematic message by the way but a lot of teen love is problematic) BECAUSE SOULMATES. Now, this has an easy fix. Just give me scenes where Daniel and Luce connect and I can see what they find so attractive in each other! But nope anytime they're with each other it's about how obsessed they are with one another! WHICH WOULD BE FINE IF I KNEW WHY! The number of pages spent Luce waxing poetics about Daniels's looks and the intensity of her feelings...kill me🔪 . It felt more like they were in love with love rather than each other. By the end of the book, I honestly had zero clue what they liked about each other besides their looks.

So when characters like Cam and Miles came in of course I rooted for those two. Both of these characters go out of their way to cheer Luce up, listen to and spend time with her, and support Luce. Miles in particular was hard for me to root against, particularly in the Thanksgiving dinner scene when he stands up for Luce. But no!! She can't walk away from this spark between her and Daniel. I get it girl You have a connection but what do you like about Daniel??? You have yet to tell me. Do you really expect me to root for the character who's hardly in the book and when he continues to keep things from Luce???

And I get that Lauren Kate tried to explore those questions more in Passion and I really appreciate that willingness to explore those questions that I have. I STILL DIDN'T GET AN ANSWER! The answer was once again that Luce saw Daniel loved her and she just needed to have faith in their love. *jumps off a cliff* I NEVER DOUBTED THAT! WHEN DID WE EVER DOUBT THAT??? THE QUESTION IS WHAT IS IT THAT DANIEL LOVES SO MUCH? WHAT DO THEY SEE IN EACH OTHER???

And I thought okay the answer must come at the beginning of their love story. However, they first met must have been an incredible love story. IT'S BARELY DISCUSSED! I admit what Daniel said to Luce as she's crying about Lucifer (a whole other can of worms) is touching and I can see why she was attracted to Daniel. But beyond that we get nothing. Did they spend time together after? It's one thing for Daniel to tell Luce love can be something different than what Lucifer believes but it's another thing to show her that. From how it went Luce was crying, Daniel gave her some good advice, and boom from that moment she decided Daniel was the love of her life. It was just this instantaneous thing and I'm sorry but you really expect me to believe Luce and Daniel decided to turn their backs on God for love at first sight???? We deserved to see their first relationship develop! I had to read an entire book about how far you two would go for each other but we can't devote a chapter to exploring how these two fell in love the first time??? Bullshit.

And oh god the contradictions. In Torment, Luce is heartbroken realizing how her love for Daniel has resulted in so much heartbreak for her past families. It's one of the hardest things she has to wrestle with: Is her love for Daniel worth all the pain and heartbreak they leave behind? Then all of a sudden in Passion there's a scene where she says it's strange how she doesn't even care about the families left behind but rather is only concerned for Daniel's pain. Excuse me, I just spent the entire previous book reading about how you did care. WTF changed? You just said fuck it I'm going to die and leave behind all my friends, my parents, Daniel's friends. Like could the ending not have been Luce and Daniel return to Earth, both of them human and living their remaining life together? God, we don't 'even see Luce grieve the idea that she's about to turn her back on everyone she knows. She's just like of course I'll die again for Daniel 🙄

Their selfishness honestly boggles me. Daniel and Luce are such selfish individuals and the problem is as a teenager love is all-consuming and often selfish. Now as an adult I want to cry because love isn't selfish and Daniel should have walked away from Luce a long time ago. I can at least understand why Luce is whiny and self-absorbed. She's a teenager but I would expect better from Daniel who may be stuck in a teenager's body but has been around since the beginning of creation. He literally has zero character growth and that's just shit writing people when he's a damn protagonist of several books. Love is also about knowing when to let go. When love consumes everything and only leaves disaster that is not true love.

Here's the damn truth: No, Luce. No, Daniel. Your love was not worth Penn dying. Or Gabby and Molly. It was not worth having 300+ families suffer the loss of their daughter constantly. If your love causes that much havoc it's not this beautiful ideal that Cam and Arianne constantly put on a pedestal. It's toxic and they're all idiots to root for you.

Now let's examine the angel thing. Something that gives this story a unique element but was executed so poorly I could cry. Why are the angels essentially teenagers with wings? Don't get me wrong I really enjoyed the angels particularly Roland, Arianne, and Gabby (as characters though). But they're supposed to be these powerful entities with eons of wisdom and they sound like just any other teenager. There's nothing otherwordly about them or enchanting. Yeah, their wings are cute but that's about it. Other than that they could've been any other human on the street. The only one who came close to feeling like a true angel was Gabby which is why I was so upset when she died. And so many unexplored areas that could have been fascinating but are hardly touched!! Why did Cam turn to Lucifer when Lillith died? What made him think "oh yeah I suck so I guess to hell I go." People can suck and still be on God's side. We could've explored that in Unforgiven but noooo. I would've loved to know more about the war between heaven and hell. It sounded like we were going to go there but uhm guess not. Wasted opportunity. Fuck, even Twilight did better using vampires.

Also, if the Devil is real I'm pretty sure the entity is weeping at their depiction here. Aside from Bill, who I admit was my favorite part of this entire series, the idea of Lucifer ending the world because his first girlfriend rejected him is the most laughable shit I could have ever imagined. Props to Lauren Kate for the original ending though.

I think I was honestly just so done with Luce and Daniel I really wanted to hear more about the other characters which is why Fallen in Love has higher ratings but it had it's own issues. Luce and Daniel take up so much energy that a lot of side characters are sadly very one-dimensional. Unforgiven wasn't as bad largely because I thought the characters were better developed and the conflict was actually well executed. What I didn't like was that we didn't really get more about Cam's backstory. Something that always confused me in the series is if he idealized Daniel and Lucinda so much why did he hit on her so much? In Torment, he even mentions how he could have stared at Luce all day and tells Daniel to watch out, that he's not done going after her (and then promptly proceeds to never go after her). Why do this as well if he's apparently so in love with Lillith? A lot of retcon which is always a mistake.

Lastly, why were these books so damn long? 400+ pages? Thank God I read fast and none of the books took up too much of my time but boy several of these books could've been edited down even more. Going to have to give my nostalgic choice this month a solid D. It would be an F but I think it was good for my soul to reflect on why this love story isn't as convincing. For a minute I was convinced that maybe I needed to stop reading YA but after further evaluations, I realized that was wrong. There are several YA's I've read that managed to accurately portray young love without toxicity. Peeta and Katniss are still one of the best depictions of love I've ever read from modern YA books.

#fallen series lauren kate #anti-book so please be warned #anti-fallen series #book review #september 2022

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magnus-sm-writes · 1 month

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My Writing Journey: Unlucky Thirteen (& Fourteen)

I’d like to believe that my next massive project, Jeez Take the Wheel, happened when I was on the tail end of thirteen. I’d made some decent changes to WADAA, but I wanted to write something a little different. To go back to my fantasy roots. Good Omens was my favorite book at this time. Once again, I thought, “yeah, I could do that”, and attempted to write my own Bible fanfiction.

Jeez Take the Wheel has been… difficult, since its germination. Difficult in the way that none of my other works have been. Of course, I didn’t realize writing it would be as problematic as it has been. For one, it was the most research-intensive thing I had ever written up to that point. Dare I say, it still is. All the research I’ve done about angels, demons, world religions, ancient politics—it’s been for a book that I’m not even sure I will ever publish.

That being said, Jeez has always been a clusterfuck. From the first full draft I wrote when I was fourteen—my infamous 11,000 word short story—, I knew it was going to be weird.

(Of course, now I write things firmly within the Weird genre, but at the time, I just wanted my Good Omens ripoff to be more urban fantasy-esque.)

Jeez, despite its title, actually follows an angel named Ambiel, who isn’t very good at his job of, y’know, being an angel. I thought I was quite clever coming up with the name “Ambiel”, because it was a combination of the Latin prefix “ambi”, meaning “both”, and the Greek suffix “-iel”, meaning “of or from G-d”. At the time, I was unaware that there was an actual angel named Ambriel, the angel of Thursday. I am not shitting you. That is a real angel, and that is his day of the week.

Ambiel wasn’t necessarily bad on purpose. He was bad because he just didn’t particularly care about his job of being an angel. He was much more interested in learning as much as possible from humanity and loving his husband.

His husband being Lucifer, who he affectionately calls Lucy.

Of course, the Big Guys Uptown don’t like that, and have him complete a mission they know he will fail (though he doesn’t know he will fail it).

There was some worldbuilding that I have had to completely re-do in the years since I’d established it at fourteen, including Heaven and Hell being called Uptown and Downtown respectively, the issue of my primary angel knowledge being from Supernatural and the Biblically Accurate Angel craze, and, of course, my lack of knowledge about sin. It was my second proper venture into worldbuilding, and I wasn’t good at it. But what matters is, I tried!

Been the paper-thin plot, the shitty early teen worldbuilding, and the blatant Good Omens ripoff (please don’t sue me Mr. Gaiman. I promise I’ve changed!), draft 1 of Jeez was a mess. A clusterfuck. I didn’t know how to end it (and I still don’t, honestly), so I slapped on some literal Deus ex Machina and called it a day.

And still, draft one is quite iconic to me. It was my proof of concept that yes, I could finish a story when I put my mind to it, and that yes, I could actually write decent character relationships.

There was another story that germinated that year that has given me horrific problems: Ross & Julien.

This was the time I got really into Shakespeare for no reason other than the fact I had read Hamlet for a community college literature class and it devastated me. At that time, my classmates in high school English were reading Romeo & Juliet, and it was a former friend of mine who suggested that I could write about it. I liked the idea of it.

Now, I hadn’t read R&J at that point in my life. I had the cultural knowledge of it, and I was certain that I could just go off that.

I will admit that I still have no idea how to write R&J within my Shakespeare rewrites. It is another difficult work. When it comes to ideas from that time in my life, it’s safe for me to say that my ambitions got the better of me.

Things are beginning to become a little fuzzy when it comes to my writing in these years. I believe this was around the time when it wasn’t about the story of the year and was instead about the story of the month. I was able to do rewrites while also coming up with new stories at the same time.

It was the beginning of me becoming a far more serious writer than before. The characters I created didn’t have to be based on people I knew anymore. Characterization and character arcs were becoming more important to me. Plot… not so much. I figured if I could make a compelling character, I could do the “plot thing” later. In this time, it was more about character and vibes than it was about creating coherency. I was focused on emotions.

This was also the year I found an interest in poetry. I believe Milk and Honey by Rupi Kaur was big around this time, and being the angsty teen I was, I purchased and read a copy in about thirty minutes. Looking back, I am not a huge fan of these poems, and think the concepts have been done better by other poets. That being said, I was a huge fan at the time.

My poetry was incredibly immature. It’s not an insult to my past self; it’s an observation. My knowledge of poetry was made of Shel Silverstein, Rupi Kaur, and the angsty poems I read on Tumblr.

But, I am pretty impressed with how I was slowly maturing. I can definitely see aspects of my style beginning to grow here. Especially my love for the strange, which was exemplified in Jeez Take the Wheel, though I did not quite know how to write absurdism yet. (Hell, do I even know that now?)

I'm pretty hyped about my next post, as it is when my memory begins to get better. (And I have more digital proof in the form of my old writing blog.)

#magnus talks #my writing journey #writers on tumblr #on writing #magnus' golden birthday celebration

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itchybutts22 · 1 year

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Guess who’s back (back back) back again

Welp. It is a beautiful rainy day today. When they sky is gray as far as the eye can see, the world feels a little smaller (in a good way). Still struggling with getting things done. It feels like there are just SO many things to do, I don't even know where to start. I should probably physically write everything down so I can organize... but who knows if I'll get to that. Although, I am feeling more motivated to get to work on some graphic design ideas that have been floating around in my head for awhile. I also need to get moving on Christmas gifts- I had planned to make a document full of links and pictures, so I could know exactly where to go for black friday / cyber monday. Also, I certainly don't mean physically go anywhere - I tried black friday once, and hated every minute of it. As if being around throngs of people on any normal day isn't bad enough - when material greed and a sense of urgency are put into play, well, it gets gross. *cough* pandemic toilet paper and sanitizer *cough cough* I am still watching Lucifer and getting my emotions wrecked so, nothing new there. I'm trying to power through it as fast as possible so I can put it all in the rear view mirror. I have this thing with movies, books - where it's like I take on the mood of whatever it is I'm invested in at the time. It feels like my thoughts and personality shift. After getting done reading I often feel very out of sorts, like it takes me awhile to feel as though I'm back in the real world again. When I read, it's like watching a movie - most of the time I don't even realize I am reading. I get told all the time - "it's just a movie, it's not real" anytime I'm having my heart broken over a particularly sad part. And yes, that much is obvious in the most literal sense, but almost always you can draw a real-world comparison. Potential Lucifer spoilers here - but like, for example, when Charlotte died, I was a hot mess. Yes I know she isn't a real person. That character is not a person who actually died. But people do die in the real world all the time. Then I begin to think about the people who never had enough time with someone they loved - and nothing you can do can bring them back, or give them more time together. Some die painfully young, and some just die painfully. I imagine myself in that position. If my love had just died, how would I be feeling? What would I be missing?... I would miss how they smell, how good and comfortable and safe it felt to be held by them. How they would make fun of me for ridiculous things. How they'd very often break out into random songs that made me laugh. How although it took me years and a lot of struggle and pain to finally open myself up to someone - I had finally succeeded in doing so, regardless of the risk. How every time I see their favorite candy, type of car, or something we used to joke about - they would be all I could think of. Everything in the world would remind me of them, and there would be no escape from the pain. THAT is why I cry about movie deaths. Because those things DO happen to people all the time. It isn't just contained to fictional works. That massive and deep amount of heartbreak has been felt before and will be felt again - and there is nothing to be done about it. I hate that anyone should have to go through such a thing. I would feel as though most of my life had been ripped away - and the absolute finality of it, is heartbreaking. Often times I can get through something if I know that at some point, it will end. Sometimes that's the only thing that gets me through. But to know that their absence and everything they were - the entire world that they were - is just gone and will never return... well, I think that is worth having a good sob. ANYWAY... That's kind of what I'm going through watching Lucifer. And also, of course, the sadness that comes with knowing the world will never be as fantastic as in fiction. I don't believe heaven or hell exist - I'd love to be wrong, but I don't see it. There are so many things that we as humans will create and entertain in an attempt to calm the panic that comes with consciousness - and being aware that we will not live forever. It's terrifying. the more we learn about the size of the universe around us, well, it's hard to even wrap your mind around. I don't know if you've ever seen those animations they have, about size comparisons as they zoom out from earth, but it's insanely frightening. We are so, so small, in such a huge place. It is more than enough to make one question their place in this existence, in so many ways. We want to be important, we want our existence and lives to have meaning. To not just be another blip on the radar that disappears without a trace. It's hard to accept that we really don't know how the universe ultimately works.. how we came into being, or even became conscious. We don't know how things truly began or were created - but we do know- to an extent- that some day nothing will remain here at all. Our planet and everything we have ever made or done, will be swallowed by the sun and cease to exist. Past that, even, the sun someday will not exist. Why bother progressing? Why bother producing much at all? Or why record and try to leave things for people to remember us by? Eventually, there will be no one to remember anything, and no proof that anything ever actually existed to begin with. The thing I have to keep telling myself - is that even if there is no proof, even if there does come a time where simply nothing exists at all anymore - it won't change the fact that things did happen. Proof or not - the physical materials, the lives, the thoughts - they were here, whether anyone could prove it or not. And I think we created religion to try and tame this fear of our actions and our lives being all for naught. I think it was an attempt to not succumb to terror and hopelessness. And so, I do not think any of it is real. Of course I would love to feel like I had that reassurance - That once this body of mine shuffles off the mortal coil - that I will still consciously continue somewhere. I've realized myself that I'm quite attached to myself as an individual. I would want to remain me, wherever it was I ended up. But I won't tell myself a lie just to try and feel an ounce of comfort. I'm a firm believer in knowing the truth, whether or not it hurts. Lying to yourself is just... it's a way to live a fake existence, and I don't want that for myself. Anyway, I ought to get going - much to get done today and all that. I guess that was my blurb for today. I may have more later - although it seems I'm never around my laptop when these miles long trains of thought hit me. So... there's that. Until next time

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Hello! Could you plz do Obey Me brothers + dateables (if you do them) to their s/o being like a puppy?

So personality-wise they're very hyper, curious, positive, always happy, likes to make others laugh, and are innocent.

Looks-wise they have big puppy eyes that if you look into them you melt, and no one can say no to them because they look so cute and sweet, and finally they have these cute mochi cheeks that are dusted with pink and you just want to pinch them.

But it's okay if no. 😊

❱ Hi, baby! my favorite so far bc I´ve been told that I look like a puppy (in a good way, lmao), with the bright eyes and smile, so thank you for requesting <3

└➤ 𝖕𝖆𝖎𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖌: Obey me! characters x gn! reader

└➤𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖉 𝖈𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖙: 0.8k

└➤⚠️𝖙𝖜: this is pure fluff but maybe corruption kink. All characters are 18+ here.

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𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕚𝕗𝕖𝕣: he is definitely the weakest one on the list. If you are innocent, let me tell you that he would do almost anything to preserve that sweet look on your face, such as keeping you away from his brothers, but he can´t.

He loves when you are happy, and being with his brother makes you happy, so he can´t just take that away from you. If you do a lot of questions, for sure, he is going to answer each one of them because he is a sucker for the look on your face when you are focused.

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𝕄𝕒𝕞𝕞𝕠𝕟: he is weak, but he won´t show it. Mammon is the type that brags about you being the cutest person ever, always attentive and smiling, but when he´s alone with you, he would deny everything.

He likes to smooch your cheeks and kiss them all the time, you are so pretty that it breaks his heart that his brothers also want to spend time with you.

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𝕃𝕖𝕧𝕚𝕒𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟: at the beginning of the relationship, he was so overwhelmed by your constant energy and happiness, but he has managed to cope with that.

The thing he loves the most is that you let him talk for hours about all his otaku stuff while those big eyes of you are staring at him with all your attention.

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𝕊𝕒𝕥𝕒𝕟: like Lucifer, weak. He likes that you are funny and thinks that your smile can brighten a thousand worlds. He is a little stubborn but with you by his side, he turns into jelly.

Satan likes that you are innocent and, of course, wants to protect you from all the evil things in the world, but unlike Lucifer, he feels like he is the one that should corrupt you a little.

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𝔸𝕤𝕞𝕠𝕕𝕖𝕦𝕤:: he is like a little kid in a candy shop when you are around. You always follow him when he wants to shop or when he has a self-care day, and even when he is planning a party, you are there to help him with a big smile.

Like Mammon, Asmo likes to kiss and pinch your cheeks because they´re so cute and pinky. He gets jealous when his brothers want to spend time with you, but nothing compares to your big eyes explaining to him that he is the only one you like.

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𝔹𝕖𝕖𝕝𝕫𝕖𝕓𝕦𝕓:: he is down bad for you, and he wouldn´t even lie. He tells everyone that you are literally the cutest person ever, that he loves your energy, and never fails to make him smile.

Like Satan, Beel also wants to corrupt you a little because he wants to see your other sides, although he keeps this deep inside himself because he wants to keep you safe. Ans talking about being safe, Beel has tried at least once to eat your cheeks, so be careful with that.

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𝔹𝕖𝕝𝕡𝕙𝕖𝕘𝕠𝕣: down bad, but he would never admit that in public, opposite to Mammon. In private, Belphie would tell you how much he adores you for being the happiest and brightest person alive, but when he´s outside, he would keep a cold layer.

You never fail to make him smile, and he loves it. Like Levi, he has had problems keeping with your energy but he is doing his best.

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𝔻𝕚𝕒𝕧𝕠𝕝𝕠: The thing he likes about you the most, it's your energy because you are always up to try new stuff and have fun. Like Beel, he is down bad for you and wouldn´t even plan to hide it.

He doesn´t care that people whisper that Lord Diavolo is in love with a human because you are the person he wants to be all the time with. He loves your big eyes staring at him when you are in a meeting, and you smile when his eyes connect with yours.

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𝔹𝕒𝕣𝕓𝕒𝕥𝕠𝕤:: A sucker for your innocence and smile. The Lord´s Butler has lived long enough to know that he would never find a person with a smile as pretty and big as yours, he has so much to teach you about life, he appreciates a lot the time he gets with you in private.

Like Lucifer, Barbatos would do almost everything to keep your innocence.

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𝕊𝕠𝕝𝕠𝕞𝕠𝕟: man has lived forever, and he has never found someone as curious for his life as you. He could spend hours telling you different stories because he enjoys how invested you are in them.

He is not a jealous one because he thinks that everyone should know by themselves how sunny you are.

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𝕊𝕚𝕞𝕖𝕠𝕟: thinks that you belong in the celestial realm and not in the Devildom. He thinks that you are the reincarnation of an angel and that you should go live with him instead of staying in the House of Lamentation.

The thing he loves about you the most is that even in the hard times, you are always smiling, and think that you are brave for that. Simeon knows that life isn´t easy, but your smile makes it for him.

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