I keep having dreams about my baby boy :( I miss him so much. I have this rule where I'm not allowed to think about him for too long otherwise I will end up upsetting myself and start crying or panicking. He's still in my hometown, by himself with my mom and the tennant who lives downstairs. I moved out 4 years ago and my younger sibling moved out back in June. I saw him last in September (pics are from then). He was a stray who adopted us when I was about 7 or 8 years old. I remember giving him pieces of sausage and milk in a tiny plastic plate in the garden (before I knew you're not supposed to give milk to cats). So we don't know exactly how old he is but it's somewhere between 16 and 18 years old, he's a senior cat. I'm very sad I can't be there regularly with him in this phase of his life. He's healthy, but he's still old and I don't know how much time he has left, which scares me and I hate thinking about it. I hear some cats can live up to 23 years old. Me and my younger sibling love him so so so much. I keep having dreams where he's there cuddling up next to me and I wake up with a heartache. I miss him so much. I really want to go back to my hometown soon to see him but it's far away and I don't know if I'll be able to afford to.
You guys need to wake the hell up and watch Atlanta. why hasn't everyone watched Atlanta is there something wrong about it that I'm not aware of or do you all suck ? I swear. It's genuinely one of the best series I've ever watched in my whole life but barely no one talks about it. You all shit your pants over Succession and The Bear and yadayadayada but Atlanta has literally BEEN there done THAT and it barely gets any noise I'm SICK of it
Zanele Muholi's portrait series of lesbians and trans men "Faces and Phases" (2006-2012)
"In the face of all the challenges our community encounters daily, I embarked on a journey of visual activism to ensure that there is black queer visibility. Faces and Phases is about our histories and the struggles that we face." Muholi’s self-proclaimed mission is "to re-write a black queer and trans visual history of South Africa for the world to know of our resistance and existence at the height of hate crimes in South Africa and beyond."
None of us are even living in the same world together. We are all stuck in our own stories, alone in our self made narrative bubbles, in which each interaction with our friends, peers or families becomes a kind of cross over, an event to log in the chapters of our respective lives. Isn't that weird ? That's how self mythologization through social media makes me feel. It makes me feel more isolated.