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deancaspinefest · 1 month
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Following the Light  |  Explicit  |  20,847
Author: LoversAntiquities | tragidean
Artist: Jollyrolls
Almost a year to the day, and Castiel is still sick. After months of blackouts and near misses, Dean has managed to find a way to quell the spells and drag Castiel back from the proverbial abyss. However, when Castiel progressively gets worse and Dean’s voice is no longer enough to keep him conscious, Dean sets out to find every faith healer in the country in the hopes that one of them might shed light on what’s happening, and how to prevent it.
Only, Dean and Castiel find out more than they bargained for—and that the solution, apparently, has been right under their noses the whole time.
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Pairings: Dean/Castiel
Warnings: None
Tags: Roadtrips, Hurt/Comfort, Sick Castiel, Faith Healers, Getting Together, Post-Season 11
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profoundbondfanfic · 5 months
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Forget the Sky
Forget the Sky by LoversAntiquities Rating: Teen  Word Count: 26k
After years of bum luck on lottery scratch offs in almost every state in the nation, Dean strikes it rich on a ticket and comes into the possession of fifteen thousand dollars—after taxes. After finishing a near-fruitless hunt with Castiel at his side, and with decades worth of exhaustion in his bones, together they come up with a plan—throw a dart at a map pinned to their motel wall, and fly to the first place it lands. Only, Dean never anticipated that traveling to Japan would involve staying so close to Castiel at all hours on unsure footing, and thousands of miles from Sam and his home, everything from simple touches to sideways glances, it all comes to a head in the middle of the night—How is he supposed to enjoy his vacation when he's sleeping next to the love of his life?
Wouldn’t we all agree that both Dean and Cas deserve a nice vacation?
Well, if you’re nodding your head along just now, I would highly recommend clicking on this fic and diving right in!
Because after winning a good amount of money Cas proposes that a trip to somewhere overseas would be just the thing they need and naturally Dean can’t say no to his angel. So after letting fate choose, they find themselves traveling to Japan and instead of monster hunting their lives suddenly consist of battling fear of flying, being proper tourists, getting to know the unfamiliar culture, sharing rooms and beds and stories and (at least on Dean’s side) doing a whole lot of pining. 
But maybe Cas was right after all and this is exactly what they needed … 
This story is certainly beautiful from start to finish! It’s an absolute delight to watch Dean and Cas grow closer and talk about more intimate things, opening up to one another in manners they haven’t before. 
Furthermore, it is rather refreshing to see a change of scenery and experience Dean reacting to a completely different setting from what he is used to. I myself have actually never been to Japan before either, but the way the author describes it all makes me almost jump onto the next plane and see it for real 😆 Dean surely is in awe of it all and Cas is more than excited to show him everything.
So yes, if you’re in the mood for a gorgeous and soft fic, you’re most definitely at the right address!
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Title: almost home Author: LoversAntiquities (@tragidean) Artist: JollyRolls (@jollyrolls) Rating: Teen Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Tags: Near-Death Experiences, Post-Canon, Hurt/Comfort, Wings, Everybody Lives Word count: 3,200 Featured characters: Dean, Castiel, Sam Featured relationships: Dean/Castiel Summary:
This is it—This is really how Dean dies, at the hands of a werewolf. Even with the creatures dead, the wounds are deep, and without hope that Sam will find him in time, Dean settles in and waits. Life, though, is never that easy—And Castiel makes sure that this won't be how it ends.
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deancasbigbang · 7 months
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Title: right in the palm of your hand
Author: LoversAntiquities
Artist: JenniferB
Rating: Mature
Pairings: Dean/Castiel, Dean/Others (mentioned)
Length: 39000
Warnings: Suicidal ideation, descriptions of torture
Tags: Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Parenthood, Trauma Recovery, Future Fic, Post-Season 12 Finale
Posting Date: October 30, 2023
Summary: Five years after Castiel's death, Dean has built a life in Murphy, North Carolina. A decent life, with a house he built with his own hands, and Jack, now five years old and beginning kindergarten in the fall. Only, after a string of failed relationships and sleepless nights staring at the urn on his windowsill, he makes an unwilling decision--to bury Castiel for good. Only, the night he and Jack bury Castiel's ashes, the unthinkable happens--Castiel rises from the dead, wounded from his time in the Empty, and with his resurrection comes questions Dean never thought he would need answered. Namely, how long will Castiel stay with him--and will the Empty come back for him, once and for all?
Excerpt: On the other end, the phone rings three times—then a fourth, and Dean’s heart sinks. A fifth, and the dial tone ends halfway, the noise replaced with a tired sigh. “Isn’t it a little late for you to be calling?” Dean snorts and tilts his head back, eyes closed. “Jack had a hard day. Swear, the kid’s brain never shuts off.” Mary hums a noise. A metal chair scrapes the concrete floor on the other end, grating in Dean’s ears. Kitchen, then. “When you were three, you used to go on these tangents,” she says, mirthful yet somehow sad. “I couldn't understand what you were saying most of the time, but on the days you talked the most, it took forever to put you to bed.” “I probably gave you hell,” Dean says. He rubs the bridge of his nose, the pressure only furthering the ache behind his eyes. “I’m turning into John.” For a long moment, Mary doesn’t reply. Dean listens to her walk, her socked feet padding lightly through the Bunker; a door opens, then clicks shut. “Don’t talk about yourself like that,” she says, quiet. “What happened?” Nothing, he thinks. In the grand scheme of things, today’s incident was barely a drop in the bucket of Dean’s bad parenting skills, but it still stings all the same. “I’m—The kid scares me to death,” he says with a pained laugh. “I thought I was getting better at this. I thought, if I did everything the opposite of what dad did to me, then I’d finally redeem myself, but I…” A breath. “He scared me today, and I—I scared him.” “Dean.” Her bed frame creaks. Dean imagines her sitting on the edge of her mattress, dressed in a cotton robe with her hair pulled back, her eyes just as tired as the day he left. “I wish you would’ve let us help.” “I know.” Admittedly, he should have let Mary and Sam take on co-parenting duties, but Jack was Castiel’s son, and for some reason, letting anyone else take responsibility of him felt like betrayal. “I’m not gonna throw a kid in your lap again, especially after you just…” After you came back, he wants to say. “Know it ain’t been easy on you, either.” “It hasn’t,” Mary says, “but it’s getting better.” There’s that, at least.
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hawkland · 1 year
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Art Masterpost: Everywhere Story by LoversAntiquities (@tragidean) Art by sidewinder (@hawkland)
It was so, so exciting to get to work with @tragidean​ again—and to get to open this year’s @deancaspinefest on Destiel Anniversary Day, no less! I absolutely adored this story and I hope you do as well. I always love the sense of atmosphere and location in Ash’s stories and so I wanted to try to capture as many of the varied ones featured in “Everywhere” as possible. I had fun playing with a bunch of different techniques on these pieces, too: loose washes for the sunrise through Cas’s sunroof and the aurora borealis in his dream, using watercolor gesso to build up the texture of Cas’s wings before adding interference paints to create a shimmer effect, and including some handmade metallic/glitter paints in the last piece for the sand (and sparkly highlights in Dean’s hair :D).
I’ll be back later in March with another Pinefest collaboration with a very different vibe, but for now please go read this fic and be sure to give the author plenty of love! 
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ephemerastardust · 2 years
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[DCBB2022] Art for Will the Circle be Unbroken
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This is the first time I participate in DCBB and there is so much talent here!! I was so luckily paired with LoversAntiquities (Tumblr) and a chance to draw for such a beautiful fic!
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I was traveling for the whole week when the claim happened and didn't have much time before the promo graph due 😅 I did this piece on the plane 😅
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Waterfall
This was the first scene I wanted to draw and also the top scene Ash chose from several drafts I provided. I planned it as a banner as soon as I finished reading the fic, and planned it portrait rather than landscape at first, but then I felt it was not much like a banner and it was also hard to fit the characters in, so I switched to the current version.
I slightly censored this one to post it here (with Cas' wing!!) and the original version with their hips exposed can be found in the AO3 post or in the fic :D
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Hiking
I struggled so much with their pose and the angle of the camera (changing the direction of the trail, the direction they face, and the height of the camera so many times 🤣) in this piece, also changed the background from open mountain to trails in woods according to my author's input, but finally I love the color of the woods here :D
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To my Author, fellow artist, and mods
I am so happy to be paired with Ash and had so much fun (and challenged myself so much hhh) drawing these pieces. The fic is as beautiful as I imagined, full of softness, warmth, and love. There were so many scenes I wanted to do - I actually sent Ash six drafts in the first week while I was traveling for different scenes and asked them to order hhhh but I only had time to finish the top 2 before posting... Hope I can finish more for it in the future!
I want to say so many thank you to my fellow artists I met in this bang. They were always supportive and always provided me with valuable feedback. And they are all so talented! I love all the posted art and all sneak peeks shared in the artist channel!
And I want to say thank you to all Mods! They were so friendly and gentle hhhh and I had much fun playing with the color palettes shared by Aceriee! Thank you all for the time and efforts that make this journey so enjoyable!
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myaimistrue · 2 years
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del’s favorite fic writers!
hi all! happy spn fic writer celebration, and congrats on your milestones @dadstiel @hellodean :) here’s a short list of some of (not all, because boy would that be a lot) my favorite supernatural fic writers!
a_good_soldier aka @s11e17
frank writes such lovingly crafted fics. there’s no shying away from some of the more difficult parts of supernatural characters and their lives, but the affection and kindness shown to them anyway is palpable to read—frank’s fics feel so cleansing. great deancas content and one of the number one sam understanders. 
my personal favorites: Here, bullet, here and if you are hungry then take note
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kathscradle @caskarass
not to get too writer-y, but i really look up to kath’s style. it’s simple without being bare, intricate without feeling over the top, and ALWAYS a delight to read. kath writes cas especially so well—he always has that perfect mix of otherworldly disconnectedness, deep kindness, and absolute bitchiness. 
my personal favorites: The Lawrence Library Lecture Series and Blackwater Lakes
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LoversAntiquities @tragidean
this fic writer is one of my go-tos. if i can’t find something i want to read, i look through their fics because holy shit they are always so good. they do deancas tenderness like no other, and their style is so evocative. PLUS they have a wide variety of fics. seriously, they have something for everyone.
my personal favorites: love, now and forever and through the stars
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tiamatv
i can be quite picky about aus, for a variety of reasons. HOWEVER, i have to say that i’ve really enjoyed everything i’ve read from this writer. their aus are inventive and fun and always a delight to read—plus they have some canonverse stuff that is also really great! their fics are the kind you can settle in with 
my personal favorites: Psittaciformes and Hourglass
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misslucyjane
this author hasn’t posted supernatural fic since 2012, but the stuff that is posted is SO GOOD. in terms of classic destiel, she is one of the authors i recommend to everyone—despite most of the fics being ten or more years old, they hold up really well. she captures the vibes of kripke era destiel without feeling out of character at all.
my personal favorites: Unperfect and My Sweetest Downfall Series
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orange_crushed
another author who hasn’t posted spn fic in a while, but boy the stuff they have up is great. you’ve probably read some of their more popular stories. i have to say, though, even the less well-known fics are great. their prose is offbeat and snappy and SO fun to read, and their aus are just as good as their canonverse stuff.
my personal favorites: The face of heaven. and La cucina.
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ellispark
oh i love ellispark fics. they’re so reliable—no matter what kind of mood i’m in or what i’m feeling, i know if i read one of their fics i’m about to really enjoy myself. you can really settle into them, if that makes sense. simple but beautiful writing, with a great understanding of the deancas dynamic.
my personal favorites: Someone Who’s Feeling For Me or Fight or Flight
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ao3feed-destiel · 7 years
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Keep On Falling
read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2xJi5LU
by LoversAntiquities
Camped out in the woods in North Carolina, Dean happens upon Castiel in Nantahala Lake, cleaning his wings.
Words: 4928, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Supernatural
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M
Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Sam Winchester
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester
Additional Tags: Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Beach Sex, Camping, First Time, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Knotting, First Kiss, Alpha Castiel, Human Dean, Biting, Mating Bites, Wing Grooming, Wing Kink, Size Kink
read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2xJi5LU
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FANDOM TRUMPS HATE 2022
Supernatural Fandom Offerings
You have one more day to bid! If you're interested in having a Supernatural fanwork created just for you and you want to donate to worthy, progressive charities, this is the event and list for you!
Here is the full list if you want to scroll on your own (including a certain Wincest smut author), but to help you peruse, here are the talented creators that have offered SPN goodies for FTH 2022. Check out their contributors page for their portfolios and how to contact them.
NOTE: Be sure to read each creators auction item carefully to be mindful of which ships they are comfortable writing BEFORE you bid.
Be the first to bid on:
Captainhaterade is offering BETA SERVICES with a preference for Destiel.
Broken-ankle is offering 5-10k words up to T rating. They have special interest in aro and ace characters.
Grumpypheonix is open to Wincest and Wincestiel etc. as long as it's not fluffy! Offering a 5-10 words up to E rating.
Minnie This AU-loving author is offering 5-10k words up to M rating and it looks like any ship goes as long as the fic idea is not explicit!
Keep the bids going:
outoftheashes aka @samanddeaninpanties My lovely friend is offering <5k words up to E rating. This kinktactular poly/multishipper will literally make the fic of your dreams. Trust me when I say you will be thrilled with what she will cook up for you!
Angelshotgun is offering 5-10 words up to E rating and is open to most ships, tropes and kinks!
Astralpenguin is offering <5k words up to T rating. This author is interested in Destiel as well as Wayward sisters and other rare pairs
C4t1l1n4 is offering THREE fics of varying lengths! They are your stop for non-smutty Destiel.
Fireandhoney is offering a <5k words up to M rating Destiel fic.
Gaialux is offering a WINCEST fic the length of which depends on the bid! Up to an E rating. Also open to poly ships and trans characters.
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Keep_calm_and_expecto_patronum This author is not afraid of smut or ships! They are offering 20-50k up to E rating! If you want a long fic, run don't walk!
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Tagging some folks in case you are interested or just want to help spread the word! All fanwork and fanlabour is for great causes!
@digitalmeowmix @fictionallemons @oddsocksandstuff @rosemoonweaver @thayerkerbasy @hellhoundsprey @decadent-prince @raidens-realm @brotherwives @redmyeyes @chiisana-sukima @quickreaver @trisscar368 @ladivvinatravestia @blindswandive @fandom-hoarder @fandomtrumpshate @folsomprisonblues @tapnbluesnlindyhopdancer @seanwinchester
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bluishorange · 2 years
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fic recs week 47
obligatory links
everything tagged 1000 destiel fanfics in 2021
weekly fic recs
why would I do such a thing?
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I read 15 this week and now I only have 3 to go! as I said last week, I’m spending my last 10 fics on unread works by some of my fave authors.
the recs
I CARRY YOUR HEART (I CARRY IT IN MY HEART) by unicornpoe/ @danger-and-diatribes (Cas uses Dean as a vessel and things get intense. it made me think of what it might have been like between Michael and Adam. one of the things I love about unicornpoe’s works is that they’re very soft and sweet without ever becoming cloying or overly sentimental.)
for which no words exist, also by unicornpoe
In Through the Out Door by sometimeswelose/ @thechampagneisdead (Dean and Cas get put through a complicated maze of Dean’s past and future. sometimeswelose is so good at getting into Dean’s head)
drifting by LoversAntiquities/ @tragidean
the pulling is poppy stems by fleeceframe/ @tasteslikevelvet
Remember us in life by a_good_soldier/ @s11e17
please send recs! my asks are open. main/side ship destiel, canon or canon divergence highly preferred. emotional arcs/character development are my fave.
ok have a good week everyone!
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aelysianmuse · 4 years
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DESTIEL FIC REC
Okay, so, fanfiction is something that has brought me so much joy, entertainment and comfort during these hard times. These are the Destiel fics that I have bookmarked and would suggest for everyone to read. They are top notch in every department and I’ve read each and every multiple times. I wrote them down from the lowest word count to the highest and I linked the authors to their tumblr accounts, whenever I could find them, so please go shower them with love!
Touchstone - by xylodemon -   Words: 3,519 - Summary: "You're in pain," Cas says finally. He sounds sad. (Episode tag for 11x03, the one where Dean is hurt but doesn’t think he deserves Cas healing him. Cas disagrees and makes heals him in loveliest, most tender way. Everything is beautiful.)
Colette - by englandwouldfall - Words: 4,218 - Summary: Cain’s prediction keeps ringing in his ears. He’s going to kill Crowley, then Cas, then Sam. It makes sense to him. He hates how much sense it makes, but there’s something almost poetic about it; it’s circular, neat, the Mark wants it. The Mark wants to destroy everything, but most of all it wants to destroy Dean. And that would do it. (Episode tag 10x14, Dean struggling with the Mark, unable to deal with all the anger and urge to kill and Cas trying to be his savior Collette. Feelings are acknowledged but things are far more complicated than that.)
Newton’s Third - by felolle - Words: 6,220 - Summary: “How can I be running from something when I’m racing toward it?” “I dunno -- kinda your thing.” Thanks for the call out, little brother (Episode tag 14x03, Cas helping Dean deal with Michael possession. Awesome character portrayal!)
Take me home tonight - by persephoneshadow -  Words: 8,111 -  Summary: The one where Cas wants to have sex and Dean is there to help (It’s a PWP where it takes some jealousy for Dean to get his head out of his ass - and Cas knows exactly what he’s doing)
Boys on film - by loversantiquities - Words: 8,540 - Summary: But maybe that’s what it is—maybe Castiel’s finally realized something Dean is too chicken to admit, despite the fact he’s been jerking off to the idea of Castiel fucking him for the past few weeks. The idea warms him as much as it pains him to think about, his friend not being able to talk to him about something like that. That has to be it—it’s the only explanation. Castiel likes him.“Or maybe he knows you do cam shows.”Dean chokes on his burger. (Basically Dean does cam-shows, Cas knows. They get it on in the end.)
Cuckoo and Nest - by komodobits - Words: 10, 190 - Summary: For a long time, Castiel thought that every earthly possession other than the immediately necessary was excess to requirement. But Dean – Dean who named his car, who keeps a photograph of his mother in his wallet, some thirty-plus years after her death, who still has the crumpled ‘Do Not Disturb’ sign with a sleeping pelican emblazoned on it from the Microtel outside of Roanoke where he first kissed Castiel, clumsy and unsure, under the unsteady fluorescence of an exhausted bathroom bulb – is sentimental.It puzzles Castiel, where Dean draws the line between what is meaningful and what it is worthless. (Boys walking on eggshells around each other, Castiel mistaking Dean’s neatness for annoyance about Cas’s lack of thereof, Dean mistaking Cas’s apprehension for having one foot out of the door. Miscommunication that gets resolved. It’s delightful!)
Just turn around and go - by Porcupinegirl - Words: 11,320 - Summary: Dean should be happy. His best friend and housemate of five years, Castiel, is moving out to live with his boyfriend, Balthazar. Dean's career is going great, so he can easily afford the house on his own now. This is just growing up, moving forward to the next phase of their lives.It would be awesome, if he weren't in love with Cas. (Some angst and miscommunication among roomies who are in love but needed a little push to finally do something about it, and that push is Cas deciding to move out and live with his actual boyfriend. Things work out just fine.)
So glad we made it - by annie d (scaramouche) - Words: 16,421 - Summary: At twelve years old, Dean makes a friend, who becomes his best friend, who will eventually become the love of his life. (Destiel fic in which they know each other since childhood and take their sweet-ass time with admitting to each other that they’re otp: meant to be. But it happens. Timeline of little snippets that show them falling in love and owning that shit up, at last!)
I know who I want to take me home- by annodominique -  Words: 17,548 - Summary: The one where Dean and Cas are new workmates who hate each other's guts, are somehow forced into driving each other crazy because they secretly want to fuck, and they might have fallen in love with each other in the process. (Lots of sexual tension, mutual pining and enemies to lovers storyline - all in a nursing home. It’s amazing and absolutely heartwarming.)
Welcome to humanity - by winnywriter -  Words: 19,944 - Summary: Castiel is falling, slowly but surely becoming fully human. Every day there is something new to discover, and many of those discoveries are not wholly pleasant ones. And the whole time, Dean can't help but worry about the fact that the further the angel falls, the more he finds he likes the human Cas is becoming. (It’s exactly what the summary says it is. Moments of Castiel slowly becoming human and Dean trying to help him navigate that path while navigating it himself in the most Dean way possible)
On air - by wincechesters - Words: 21,219 - Summary: Cas and Dean are radio DJs who host the second most popular morning show in Lawrence. They’ve been co-hosts for years at different stations across the country, and they own a house together out of necessity, even though they’re just friends. But for some reason, a lot of their listeners and even some of their friends and family seem to think that they’re secretly in some kind of relationship, which they’re totally not (besides that one time that totally doesn’t count). In spite of that, Dean thinks he’s got everything figured out, until an ill-fated on air game of Truth or Dare turns everything upside down (and the billboards around town aren’t helping either). (Friends to lovers story that’s very well summarized, so I have nothing to add except that it’s such a wonderful read, this author is absolutely amazing and you should definitely read it.)
The Beach House in the Winter - by englandwouldfall - Words: 23,715 - Summary: They're not exactly in a good place right now, so it was probably a bad idea to agree to a full Milton family reunion at their old summer haunt to mark a year since Cas' father died.Obviously, he did it anyway. (This is a second part of a series, I absolutely suggest reading all of the works ‘cause they’re equally wonderful, but I read this one first and individually and loved it the most so I’m suggesting it. Look at tag warnings. It’s about Dean having panic attacks mid sex due to trauma, Castiel trying to treat him right and handle the situation properly. They love each other so much ugh)
There are many things - by imogenbynight -  Words: 28,807 - Summary: In which Dean and Castiel learn, through trial and error, how to be together. (What starts out as an angsty fic that follows Cas’s human experience after Dean kicked him out of the bunker, turns into a Destiel falling in love fic as they find their way back to one another)
Sometimes it fits - by ballsdeepinwinchesters -  Words: 37,720 - Summary: Castiel is an over-worked, socially awkward neurosurgeon; Dean is the ruggedly handsome paramedic that asks him out for drinks. The rest kind of fell into place. (Two hotties with busy work schedules having lots of sex and being domestic. It’s a lot of fluff and smut. No angst.)
Put up your dukes - by saltyfeathers - Words: 38, 282 - Summary: Dean can't sleep. Cas offers to tire him out. (Dean struggling to accept the sexual tension relief Castiel is oh-so-eager to offer. So much tension, sparring goodness and bed sharing.)
All’s well that ends well - englandwouldfall - Words:  52,326 - Summary: Dean knew the second he took off that he shouldn't have left, but that didn't mean he could have guessed what he'd be coming back home to. (It’s actually a part 4 of the series, and I do suggest reading the entire series, but I read it first and individually before even realizing this and I absolutely loved it nonetheless. It’s about both Dean and Cas having made some poor choices in the past, abandonment and infidelity and two of them loving each other so much that they’re willing to forgive and fight for each other no matter what. Angsty and beautiful.)
A midterms night’s dream - by englandwouldfall -  Words: 75,756 - Summary: There's at least fifteen good reasons why they're not sleeping together, it's just that Dean can’t remember them when Cas sends him one second dirty snapchats to goad him into doing the dishes. (One of my absolutely favorite fics and one of my top 3 fic authors (does a lot of series, which gets you really emotionally invested!). I suggest you read literally every single Destiel story written by this author, ‘cause it’s consistent in character portrayal and in invoking emotional response and I’ll probably explicitly write down at least one more story that I particularly liked from them. This one’s about them being college roomates who’re basically oblivious to sharing sentiment of wanting to be in relationship with the other, so they pine emotionally while having exceptional we-are-strictly-fuck-buddies sex)
Version 2.0 - by elizabeth1985 - Words: 75,937 - Summary: Life is nothing but a series of processes. We rise, we work, we function within the walls we’ve designed for ourselves. Dean Winchester does not deviate from this system. Heavily tattooed and a certified genius; Dean necessitates control. Relationships are a no-go. Too messy, unpredictable. And yeah, he knows having casual sex with his best friend, roommate, and business partner is a dumbass move. But Cas’ suggestion is impossible to resist.What Dean doesn’t expect and couldn’t possibly predict is the unique way Cas manages to shut down his mile-a-minute mind, giving him a level of inner peace he’d thought to be unattainable.What starts out of convenience morphs into a dynamic emotional slide neither of them were prepared for, forcing them to decide what they’re willing to risk. (Cas and Dean being business partners turning to fuck buddies turning to mutually pining idiots, where Cas won’t let things progress further ‘cause Dean is so entwined in every single aspect of his life that he’s absolutely terrified to lose it all. But Dean makes an effort to show him otherwise!) + It’s hard to fool around in a tent (Words: 5,861)
Any little heartbreak - by followthattardis - Words: 76,897 - Summary: Dean Winchester knows everything there is to know about the human heart. Well. Anatomically speaking. (Very Grey’s Anatomy-y, Dean is a thriving cardiosurgeon, Cas is his new surgical nurse assistant, there are so many well written characters, so much gossip, gratuitous sex and eventually a relationship. It’s so lovely, ugh I love this writer.)
A crash course in computer safety - by followthattardis - Words:  85,269 - Summary: On the day of his 29th birthday, Dean receives an email from his old nemesis: Michael Milton, the guy who got him kicked out of college and stole his girlfriend. The email contains encoded images with top secret CIA/NSA intelligence – and now their only copy is in Dean’s brain. Both agencies send their best operatives – Castiel Novak and Victor Henriksen respectively – to handle their accidental asset and protect the invaluable data in his head. To justify their sudden appearance in Dean’s life, they adopt covers: Victor as Dean’s new co-worker and neighbor, Cas as his new boyfriend. Needless to say, Dean’s brother and his girlfriend are thrilled to see him in a relationship they believe to be real. Clearly, there’s no way this could go wrong. (This is a NBC: Chuck AU and one of my top 3 fics ever. I haven’t watched Chuck at all and regardless of whether you have or not, I don’t wanna write anything else in this section ‘cause I enjoyed discovering every bit of information on my own. I’ve literally taken this fic and studied/analyzed it as a writer myself to take pointers on accurate character portrayal and writing style. It’s book material, I’d literally buy anything this author writes. It’s becoming a series and more content is to come so I suggest subscribing.) + Curtain up (Words: 10,311)
La hantise (The only work in progress fic here) - by quiettewandering - Words:  87,468 - Summary: Castiel’s mother dies, leaving him the family home that sits abandoned on the moody coast of Maine. He’s forced to return to the past ghosts of his trauma, as well as meeting the mysterious and nomadic Dean Winchester. Dean offers to help Castiel fix up the house so he can sell it, which quickly becomes problematic as Castiel begins to develop feelings for Dean; especially when details of Dean’s troubling past come to light.This is a story about the sea, second chances, and two broken, forgotten people building a love between them while restoring a broken, forgotten house. (Romance, ghosts, house renovation, cliffhangers, angst - I am awful with WP’s, never read them till they’re done ‘cause I’m an impatient one but this is the one I couldn’t resist and thoroughly enjoy)
Ignore the butterflies: best friend advice from Dean Winchester - by impatient14 - Words:  114,837 - Summary: Dean likes his doctor, but his doctor doesn’t like him.Accidental friendship ensues, heartwarming bonding type moments occur, and oops!friends become best!friends.But best friends aren’t supposed to feel the way Dean feels about Castiel. He knows this. So he ignores all the things that he can’t help feeling. When he sits and watches a movie with his best friend or when they are arguing about which method of coffee brewing is best, he pointedly doesn’t look at his friends lips, or the adorable way he tilts his head when he doesn’t understand.Dean ignores his feelings.That’s the way he knows how to keep his best friend.Just ignore the butterflies. (Dean is a heroic firefighter who ends up in stand-offish Castiel’s ER and flirts mercilessly with him, but to no avail. Cas is not made of stone, though, he’s just trying to protect his little heart ‘cause Dean does scary heroic things. It’s super emotional, go read it.)
Keeping you in sight - by gingerswag - Words:  136,374 - Summary: Castiel valued his solitude, and was happy to stay hidden away in the mountains for the rest of his life. But when his seeing eye dog dies, that solitude is suddenly broken when Gabriel shows up not with another dog but an actual human slave. Castiel doesn't believe in slavery, but he can't turn away the very hurt and broken man he's given. (This is a slavery fic, look up the tag warnings! It’s extremely angsty, it has a very human and rational ending which not might satisfy those looking for a conclusive, expressed fairytale ending for these two. It’s about Dean having gone through a lot of trauma and Cas being extremely lonely and two of them trying to mend each other while going through an excruciatingly painful healing process. I don’t think I can summarize it in a way that envelops everything that happens in this fic - it’s a tougher read but absolutely wonderfully written and very angsty)
Stay with me, sweetheart - by mandalarose - Words: 142,926 - Summary: A single moment's distraction ends with a serious car accident that leaves Castiel trapped in his vehicle. Fortunately for him, fire fighter Dean Winchester is there, never leaving Castiel's side as the rest of his company work to free him from the mangled remains of his SUV.When the two meet again in the ICU, Castiel finds himself just as drawn to and comforted by the handsome fireman as he was during his accident. Dean is certainly attractive, but single father Castiel doesn't have time or space in his life for a romantic relationship.Then again, there's no harm in making a new friend, is there? (Dean is so whipped, so is Cas but he tries really hard not to get invested ‘cause everyone leaves and it’s not a commodity he can afford now that he’s got a baby. Thankfully for him, Dean is all-in kind of guy who’s gonna make all the right choices, one after another, fighting to show Cas that he can have what he desires and deserves, even after multiple attempts of Cas’s to push him away. Love conquers all!)
Four Letter Word for Intercourse - by bendingsignpost - Words:  194,739 - Summary: As a grease monkey turned college freshman, Dean's constantly three seconds away from being stressed out of his mind. It hardly helps that he's finally figuring out his sexuality in his thirties.What might help with that stress is a little phone number (and a big credit card bill). If he can't figure out how to be bisexual in person, he can at least give it a go over the phone, right? (I think I probably read this story a hundred times. Fantastically written fic where Dean is a student discovering his sexuality through a phone sex line, struggling with having to take over family business and Cas is a professor with a sidejob, with whom Dean interacts wordlessly at the library. It tackles on mental health, on wonderful sex dynamics, coming out and lots of other stuff. It’s one of the best writen fics out there, along with the other works in this series that I highly suggest to read: A Little Anal - Words: 18,805 and What makes a man kneel - Words: 9,920)
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deancaspinefest · 3 months
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following the light
Author: LoversAntiquities | Artist: jollyrolls
Posting on Thursday March 14
Almost a year to the day, and Castiel is still sick. After months of blackouts and near misses, Dean has managed to find a way to quell the spells and drag Castiel back from the proverbial abyss. However, when Castiel progressively gets worse and Dean's voice is no longer enough to keep him conscious, Dean sets out to find every faith healer in the country, in the hopes that one of them might shed light on what's happening, and how to prevent it. Only, Dean and Castiel find out more than they bargained for—and that the solution, apparently, has been right under their noses the whole time.
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He takes the right, barely tapping the brakes. At the first clear patch of shoulder, Dean pulls off and slams the truck into park, shuttering the engine. He kicks the door open, rounds the engine—yanks the passenger handle so hard that he fears it might break. Hands to Castiel’s biceps, Dean helps him out of the seat and into the grass, just before Castiel turns to dead weight in his arms. Keeping him upright is a feat—getting him backed up against the side panel is a miracle.
“Hey, hey,” Dean rasps. He pats Castiel’s cheek, searching for Castiel’s eyes in the dark. “Hey, look at me, okay? Touch me, hey—” He takes Castiel by the wrist and maneuvers him, forcing Castiel to touch the warm cotton of his T-shirt. Limp, Castiel holds on. “Hey, I—I know you’re in there. You’re always in there, alright? Just hold on to me.”
Castiel’s head lists forward; Dean presses him into the quarter panel with all of his strength. “When we were,” Dean begins, a little too brittle, a little too rough. “When me and Sam were teenagers, we went to this… this canyon in Georgia. Dad said it was the Grand Canyon, but we weren’t even in the right part of the country, but we—we didn’t wanna fight him on it, ‘cause he actually took us somewhere, y’know?” He smiles, fighting back the tremble in his fingers, the ache in his heart. “All the runoff from the farms gouged out a canyon in the middle of nowhere, and it was just so…”
He stops to look down at his tennis shoes, so worn that he can almost see his toe poking through. “Sam thought it was the greatest thing ever. I—Shit, I barely remember it, but every once in a while, he’ll still talk about it, like the week before we weren’t chasing a ghoul across the entire fucking state. But I remember looking at it, and I thought…” He tightens his grip. “For once, I felt calm. Like I was… small, and like my problems didn't matter. Picture it.” He sucks in air, slow, like it might spur Castiel into breathing. “Water cutting through the clay. The green of the trees growing around the tops of the canyon walls. A river. Babbling brooks.”
Dean shakes his head, fighting a laugh. “You hear the water?”
Silence—then, a breath, and the weight piled on Dean’s shoulders threatens to bury him in the grass. Castiel blinks, his mouth forming around a word Dean can’t hear. “Hey, hey,” Dean hushes. He clasps both sides of Castiel’s neck, thumbs pressed to his Adam’s apple as he swallows. “Hey, you with me?”
“It’s loam,” Castiel croaks, and Dean lifts a brow. “Most of the soil in southern Georgia is composed of sand and clay—”
“Okay, not what I’m concerned about.” He swallows around the knot in his throat. “Seriously, you wanna give me a geology lesson, any other time. Now, are you good?”
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profoundbondfanfic · 5 months
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i saw the light
i saw the light by loversantiquities Rating: Mature Word count: 14k
“Sam, you gotta hear about this ghost story I found the other day,” Susanne says over the speakerphone, just as loud as she has been for the last half hour. For the most part, Castiel ignores her—or tries—and concentrates on the beads dangling from between his fingers, centerpiece pressed to his forehead. Praying doesn’t work, but some mornings, when the coffee doesn’t get him going and the walls feel more like a prison than a home, he sits at the library table and whispers empty words into the crucifix, like Jesus can ease the festering ache in his chest. He can’t—no one else can either.
I never would have expected to go through so many feelings within such a short fic.
The story takes place in the aftermath of Dean being possessed by Michael and the emotional and physical scars the traumatic event left behind.
We see the world through Cas' eyes while he and Sam have lost hope of finding Dean after he leaves the bunker without saying goodbye.
It makes your heart ache to read what everyone is going through, how hopeless and depressing the world is to Castiel without Dean.
And after they do find him, what we learn about what Dean went through will break your heart even more.
But this fic is also about hope, and it ends on a positive note that will leave you rooting for the boys' happiness and peace in their new retired life.
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horsegirlcastiel · 3 years
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it is i, your fic rec buddy sljslks anyways to cope w the show ending i really went on a "read as many tropes and aus as you can" and found one of the most beautiful fics (for me, im weirdly attached to it now) its I Saw The Light by loversantiquities also if you really want it to hit hard (not that it doesn't already) you should look up the song too! plus they're my all time favorite author so 🥰
Thank you fic rec buddy ! ill check it out 💕💕💕
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deancasbigbang · 6 months
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right in the palm of your hand
Author: LoversAntiquities
Artist: JenniferB
Rating: Mature
Pairings: Dean/Castiel, Dean/Others (Mentioned)
Length: 37928
Warnings: Suicidal ideation, descriptions of torture
Tags: Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Parenthood, Trauma Recovery, Future Fic, Post-Season 12 Finale, Grieving, Five Years Later, Cabins, Strained Relationships
Summary: Five years after Castiel's death, Dean has built a life in Murphy, North Carolina. A decent life, with a house he built with his own hands, and Jack, now five years old and beginning kindergarten in the fall. Only, after a string of failed relationships and sleepless nights staring at the urn on his windowsill, he makes an unwilling decision--to bury Castiel for good. Only, the night he and Jack bury Castiel's ashes, the unthinkable happens--Castiel rises from the dead, wounded from his time in the Empty, and with his resurrection comes questions Dean never thought he would need answered. Namely, how long will Castiel stay with him--and will the Empty come back for him, once and for all?
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deancastropefest · 5 years
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Title: Get Your Kicks Author: LoversAntiquities ( @tragidean ) Artist: Subtextiel (@feathergrave) Rating: Explicit Length: 23,746 Pairings: Dean/Castiel, Mentions of Dean/Others & Castiel/Others Tropes: Pornstar AU, Pining, Lovers to Friends to Lovers Summary:
A five year veteran of the porn industry, Dean Winchester is at his wits’ end with his employer and the business in general. Incidentally, five years after Castiel Novak’s retirement, Sainted Angels finally reels him in for one last film—on one condition: Dean has to be his partner. With retirement on his mind, Dean agrees to film with his idol—but what happens when a dream business partnership turns to something more?
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