#anywhere really became one of my new favourite things.

[matchandelure]

i love azul a normal amount. source: trust me ::D basically my mc’s dynamics with some characters bc i have a 30 page doc for the subject but id rather post doodles and meme redraws to get the point across ;))) also also sneak peek at ref for my mc!!

#the best friend in question is rook. it’s rook. who else would willingly hunt you for sport. #hahahah my yuu interacting with some faves #the lyrics are from that beautiful sound from beetlejuice bc I have. had it on loop for the past 3 hours... #and the fact that rook canonically like.. breaks out into song during clubs and just #anywhere really became one of my new favourite things. #so of course projecting my theatre kid self onto my mc #what if we were partners working together on a highly dangerous chemical experiment #then we suddenly break into a musical number just because..hahahahah.unless O-O #good lord im down bad i wanna perform science experiments while singing songs with someone ;w; #ive been going through idia’s voicelines in my spare time... #my first impression of him was. holy heck I wanna braid his hair!! #aaah so many charas to tag aaaaaaaaa #twisted wonderland #twst #ツイステッドワンダーランド #azul ashengrotto #floyd leech #rook hunt #idia shroud #trey clover #twst mc #twst yuu #xin tag!! #digital art #digital doodle #my art stuff #the tweet idea i got from notfunnyelle on the bird app but I can’t find it anymore???

[danikamariewrites]

Heya! I’ve had this cassian x reader idea in my head for ages but I’m not a writer at all so turning to you because you’re 100% my all time favourite and because you’re so good at angst and wondered if you’d be able to write it?

So basically cassian/reader are mates but get into this big fight then reader ends up getting stuck with Rhys UTM. So like angst with their fight, angst with reader getting stuck/cassian realising what’s happened, then a beautiful happy ending with a dash of angst because trauma of 50 years going by 🥺

Love you!!! And thank you so much for all you work

Things Left Unsaid

Cassian x reader

A/n: you’re too sweet anon love you too😘

Warnings: angst and eventual fluff

Every night of Amarantha’s reign your mind had been consumed of thoughts of your and Cassian’s last words to each other. They we’re not kind or full of love. You had fought about you accompanying Rhys to the party. Cassian didn’t want you anywhere near that vile woman.

You had yelled at him. Told him you were a grown female and you could take care of yourself. What could possibly happen when you’d be surrounded by High Lords? Especially Rhys. But the worst did happen.

Amarantha trapped all of you. You were turned into her personal assistant, but really it was so she could keep you close to kill your hope of ever getting out. She belittled and abused you. She took great joy in watching the light leave your eyes every day.

Like Rhys, you turned paler and became exhausted with each day being a new kind of hell. Rhys had the worst of it. Being used by Amarantha in ways that would make you break down to the brink of no return. It was unfair and cruel.

Not a day went by where you didn’t think about Cassian. You wanted to tell him that you forgave him. That you regretted yelling at him and you wish you and Rhys never went to this stupid party. You just hoped he’d forgive you if you ever saw him again.

When Cassian got Rhysand’s message he fell to his knees. His worst fear had come true. Amaranth took his mate and his brother. Azriel tried to console his brother but his anguish quickly turned to rage. It took all of his self restraint for fifty years to not go Under the Mountain and rescue you himself.

After Feyre freed you all Rhys finally winnowed you two back to the Town House. You were so lost in the daze of being free and home that you didn’t even hear your family. You just sunk to your knees, your eyes distant as you just felt everything.

As Cassian came into the foyer he was beyond shocked. He couldn’t believe it. His brother was home. And there you were. Alive. Home. Cassian felt like he was going to be sick from the overwhelming force of the bond pounding in his chest, dragging him closer to you.

He knelt in front of you, reaching out to hold your face but pulling his hand back at the last second. His mind was racing. Did you know that he forgave you? That he didn’t blame you for any of this? Finally your gaze found his, your eyes locking with his glimmering hazel ones.

Your first words to him broke his heart in two. “I’m sorry.” You whispered, your voice raw like you had been screaming. Tears fell down your face as you began to sob. Cassian began to cry, pulling you to his chest. He eventually brought you up to bed and you stayed up all night crying in each others arms.

It’s been a month since that day. Cassian tried to apologize for the fight and so did you, but you both forgave one another the moment you left.

You told him everything you could about under the mountain. He was patient and listened to you. Recovering from this trauma wasn’t going to be easy. But Cassian was there for you every step of the way. Your hope for a better future returned.

Once again you could see life with Cassian. Your home that he built you. You children running around, playing with their father. Nights spent reading, cuddled up on the couch together. And if enduring pain meant getting that peaceful future you would do it all over again.

tags: @rigelus @nyotamalfoy @auggiesolovey @bubybubsters @baybay123455 @msiecrane @aroseinvelaris @twsssmlmaa

#acotar #acotar fanfiction #acotar reader imagine #acotar reader fic #acotar imagine #cassian acotar #cassian fanfic #cassian angst #cassian x reader #cassian imagine #cassian x you

[yoonia]

foreword: 2024

Still here and writing ✍️

Happy New Year 2024!! 

First of all, I want to take this chance to thank everyone for all of their love and support. I know that I am barely present as of late, due to life getting in the way of my love for writing and being emotional for watching the boys enlisting. But thanks to you who are still following me and the new ones who have just found me, you became the reason why I’m still here and sharing my content with you all. 

Last year was rough for most of us. I witnessed a lot of authors stepping back due to having creative blocks or having big changes in life and priorities. I know because I had my own struggles throughout the year 2023. From losing my dearest pet, to moving to a new place and taking time adjusting, starting a new job, and I’ve also been busy planning for new things that I’ll be starting this year. Watch out for some good news that I’ll be sharing soon!

Though I might be busy with other endeavours, I will still be writing. My absence might get a bit more prominent at the start of the year, but I promise I’m not going anywhere. You might see me reorganising some stuff (my blog, Patreon, ko-fi) as I’m making changes here and there to create a more comfortable creative space for myself. I’m also determined to finish some of my long-awaited series, release some fic commissions that I finished last year but have yet to publish, and perhaps bring back some stories that are readers’ favourite.

As always, you can follow my writing progress and journey through my Schedule Post and my writing journal which you can find on Patreon. And for a bonus, you can take a sneak peek of the stories that I’m working on below. Just so you’ll know what to expect in the near future. 

Until then, 

Xoxo Dia

!!Bonus: Sneak peeks of my upcoming WIPs!!

⟶ Title | Alpha’s Inferno ⟶ Pairing | Namjoon x OC/female original character ⟶ Genre | Vampires!au, Werewolf!au, Alpha!Namjoon, Vampire!OC, Smut, Angst⟶ Summary | Alphas can only be stronger with a mate. Losing his Destined had almost sent Namjoon into the wilderness, to an illness known to shifters as the Mating Sickness. Fighting his illness, the Alpha continues to lead his pack of misfits all on his own since. Facing betrayals, living constantly with distrust, losing his allies, and finding his own pack slowly crumbling into disarray as he slowly succumbs into his sickness. But the war has turned enemies into allies, and hate becomes love, and he wasn’t completely ready to find the Moon Goddess giving him a second chance to find love in the form of the being that he had once distrusted the most.⟶ Ratings & Warnings | +18 / M for Mature

read teaser here

⟶ Title | Flux: Blindsided - from Flux! the series, final instalment ⟶Character | Yoongi x reader x Jungkook ⟶Genre | Polyamorous!AU, Smut, Angst ⟶Summary | Yoongi never knew that he did not only take your heart and soul when he walked out the door, but Jungkook’s as well. He had left the two of you behind by making you both believe that he was giving things up all due to his fear and insecurities. Little do you know that nothing is truly that simple. And it never really would. ⟶Ratings & Warnings | +18/Mature

read teaser here

⟶ Title | The Whispers in The Mist⟶ Pairings | Min Yoongi x female reader ⟶Genre | Ghost!Yoongi, Reincarnation au, Angst, Mystery, Smut ⟶ Summary | He first came to you through your dream, luring you to find him, only to always wake up with his shadows fading with the rising sunlight. But when you can still feel his presence in the daylight, when you keep finding traces of his existence wherever you look, you start to wonder if perhaps he is more than just an object of your lucid dream. Perhaps what you have been seeing at night are your forgotten memories, and he is finally here to help you unravel every part of it, until you could finally remember who he really was.   ⟶ Ratings & Warnings | +18 / M for Mature; Dark topic, sacrilege, explicit sex scene (more warnings will be added as I continue writing this)

Teaser available on Patreon!

⟶ Title | G.H.O.S.T: The Hacker’s Tale — Carousel side story ⟶ Pairings | Hoseok x OC/female reader (feat. Yoongi/Jungkook) ⟶ Genre | Hacker!Hoseok, Assassin!reader, Detective!Jungkook, CEO Yoongi, angst, suspense, mystery ⟶ Summary | Always have an escape plan. Jung Hoseok has always been the curious boy, too smart for his own good, and has lived on the edge for as long as he could remember. Living in the shadows, he had operated under the name “G.H.O.S.T” and nobody had ever managed to catch his trail. All except for one man, who had not only given him a chance for redemption, but also a reason for him to survive, and you, the shadow that he had overlooked for a long time, but always ready to come out into the light before he gets far too deep into his own darkness.

Teaser 1 is available on Patreon; read teaser 2 here

⟶ Title | Bad For You: Undercover - A Spin-Off ⟶ Character | Taehyung x reader ⟶ Summary | They say only the strongest women can love men like him. You thought you could take the challenge, but what happens when life and everything around you challenge you back? ⟶ Genre | Stripper!au, Stripper!Taehyung, Smut, Angst, Mature theme ⟶ Ratings | +18 / M for Mature

⟶ Title | Nefarious; In Motion - a side story ⟶ Character | Jimin x reader | note: with POV changes ⟶ Summary | Welcome to Club La Rouge, where your sexual fantasies come to life. For the past year you have been a member to the club, never once had they failed to help you indulge in your deepest and darkest need, the desire to embrace a part of you that you had never been able to show anyone else before. Tonight, however, you are met with a disappointment when your arranged ‘date’ had bailed on you. But just as you are ready to turn away in defeat, you cross path with the lovely attendant whose gentle gaze and soft smile have always been able to make you fluster more than any dates you have been with. You know that accepting his offer might cause some inconveniences for both of you, but do you really have it in you to say no?⟶ Genre | Sex Club!au, Gentlemen Club!au, Smut⟶ Ratings | +18 / M for Mature

read teaser here

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#💌 by dia #misc: announcement #misc: work in progress

[kanaesparadise]

Hii, can you possibly do a headcanons for Jett as to what she’s like in a relationship?

Valorant Jett in a Relationship

Type: Headcanons/Fluff

Warnings: Mentions of toxic behavior (but not that much, no worries, just usual Jett)

Pronouns: They/Them

Jett is absolutely the most attention seeker agent in the protocol. Maybe Phoenix and she can race about it but I think Jett can win this fight.

It's mostly because she's secretly insecure about herself. She never mentions or talks about that but she really care about what she's doing or saying while she's with you. (or in public)

And sometimes it's too much.

At the beggining of the relationship it can be hard to understand that 'cause she always has her ego on her words and acts. But in a short time it became obvious that she's insecure about herself.

In an example: when Neon came to the protocol she's become upset 'cause there's a new agent who's faster than her. No one said to her that she's slower than Neon but she got upset about it.

So if you praise her something with she's insecure, she will be super excited and happy. Maybe she can do that thing better after your praising words. (Confidence my gurl!)

I think her love language builded over words of affirmation and physical touch.

She's so talkative and likes to use it on you.

Loves to give you and call you with cute nicknames. Sometimes it's basic thing like "sweetheart" or "babe". If she find better nicknames in korean she can use them too.

Biggest fan of PDA. She loves to show everyone that you're hers and she doesn't have any shame about it.

She's really supportive but I think she's more like a cheerleader. You need a courage to do something? She became the loudest and most energetic girl in universe. You're upset about something? Again she became the most energetic person to take you out from your blanket to go eat some ice cream.

If you're really don't want to go anywhere and just want to stay in your bed she can just hug you for hours. Whispers sweet things and plays with your hair to comfort you.

Loves to sleep with you. Especially pyjama parties are her favourite.

Kinda jealous person and don't like to be away from you for a long time.

And if I had to talk about her cons in relationship I would say her toxic behavior in everything.

It's not always happen 'cause she loves you more than anything and don't like to see you hurt but her personality is staying strong.

For examle sometimes her jokes are really offensive. She enjoys them with too much and it can get your nerves, it's really normal. Even though they're jokes, Jett knows that sometimes she can go over you too much and if she realiese that she broke your heart she's immediately apologizes and explains her joke.

Another example if you two go to mission and failed because of you and her mistakes, she wouldn't shut up about your mistakes but her.

"If you did your job properly on there we don't have to talk about that now!"

And if you wanna say her mistakes too, then good luck babe 'cause she'll never shut up for a second before you can even talk back.

Just try to don't punch her.

With the difference between two example is; she's not apologizing in second example. She thinks that she's right about what she said.

At the end of the day I think being in relationship with Jett is super fun and amazing, you just need a power inside of you to fight with her inner toxic personality without slapping her cheeks.

#valorant #valorant interacts #jett interacts #jett valorant #valorant jett #jett x reader #jett x reader valorant #jett

[doombum]

Can we hear more about your Mike's relationship with Cassie? I think you mentioned in a post before and AU where he was kind of her dad?

Yes ! In one of my AUs, Cassie is Michael and Jeremy’s daughter (alongside Gregory, and the missing children, kinda).

She is technically Phone Guy’s daughter, but he died in Fnaf 1 when she was 1-2 years old, so Mike and Jeremy, as her godfathers, adopted her. (Timeline is a bit wonky but who cares, she's 10-11 by the time SB happens)

Mike used to say he never wanted to have kids, so when Cassie came into his life, it was a bit of a surprise. Don’t get me wrong, he loved her unconditionally from the moment he had met her and he saw her as if she was his own once they adopted her, but he was very wary and scared of being a father. Basically, he was terrified of becoming like his father, which, of course, didn’t happen.

He always puts her first, no matter what. He considered stopping his hunt for his father when she got into the family, but ultimately decided to continue on and go through the Fnaf 6 plot because he didn’t want there to be a chance of William getting anywhere near her and the only way to do that was to finish him off once and for all. He escaped the fire though (only because Henry found out about his family a few days before it was to go all down and fixed the exit for him).

She is his little princess and after Roxy was made and became her favourite animatronic, he called her his little racer or cub. He's a bit overprotective, but can we blame him with his past. She understands where he comes from and he never gets so overbearing that she feels trapped or anything.

She really loves Mike and is usually trailing after him around the house, always trying to learn new things from him. He taught her sewing and make-up.

Cassie is very protective of her dad, and she will fight anyone who has something to say, might it be about him being gay or about his appearance. She thinks him being a zombie is very cool. She really likes zombies.

#fnaf #ask #michael afton #cassie fnaf #family fluff #she really likes both her dads #but she does tend to favour Mike #she is also really spoiled #Mike owns Fazbear ent. and you bet his kids get all the merch they want #he also never lets his job come before his kids #he will take a month on a week-long project just because he prefers spending time with Cassie and Gregory #they cant say stop him anyway

[pekoetiikapu]

Random TWST OC lore? Yup.

Lara…she’s one of the OC’s with a darker past in my stories. Please beware! Also, trigger warnings below. Please read them. Rielle and Fran are also in this because they are important to her story.

TRIGGER WARNING

SA(not detailed), people getting eaten alive(not detailed), su1c1d3

———

Full Name: Lara Kai

School: RSA

Favourite Food: Shrimp

Pastime: Roaming the sea for corals, cleaning the sea, protecting Rielle, helping Fran, being mean, attacking(?) people

Family: Mother(deceased), Father(deceased), Laya(sister, deceased), Lana(sister, deceased)

Role: Dormhead protector

Species: Eelion

[Dormhead protector is a made up role!]

———

Facts

Lara specifically avoids people who talk about Eelions. She fears that they are just like the merpeople of the past. Though she hopes not.

Lara cares a lot about Fran, and kind of bullies the twins in a friendly way.

Lara never had to learn how to walk, only how to get rid of/hide her tail and fins.

Lara doesn’t go back anywhere when it’s the holidays and stay with either the tweels, Azul, Rielle, or Fran.

Lara doesn’t have family, she used to. She’s basically almost going to go extinct and is pulling a really risky move (she knows) by choosing to go on land.

Lara has a fear of humans.

Has a lot of gold on her school uniform (not as much as Kamisha)

———

Backstory

Lara lived a pretty peaceful life up until she she realised that her species weren’t exactly friends with merpeople. Since Eelions looked quite similar to humans, just with fins and their bodies tinted to be bluer, they also had eel tails but they had limbs just like humans. They were strange and weird looking to merpeople, so Eelions separated with merpeople.

Lara didn’t have much friends, though she had one. This one friend however was captured by a human while she and Lara were hunting for shrimp and other things to ear, Lara’s mother always warned her when hunting to be weary of her surroundings. To make sure that no boat were around or they weren’t to close to the surface, this incident only made Lara’s fear of the surface grow.

Eventually, however, her life would be completely destroyed. Lara, and her whole kingdom and civilisation, which wasn’t all that big would be captured. And the truth about what happened to captured eelions destroyed Lara’s perspective on humans. Lara, and the rest of her family were captured and taken to the surface.

Lara found the truth disgusting, eelions were rare but instead of being experimented on or researched about, humans found them “tasty”. So, Lara watched one by one as all of her family were turned into cooked meals. However, Lara learned self-defence and was able to defend herself from these humans, so they sold her off instead.

Lara was sold to someone and SA’d. For years this would go on before a group comes to save Lara from the terrible life she was living, Lara got her revenge and took down the human group for murdering all her fellow eelions. Making her the only survivor.

Lara then read “The Little Mermaid”. The tale about Ariel, which shouldn’t be someone new to you guys. Lara found Ariel a very kind and loving person, and although she supported Ariel’s dreams in becoming a human, she felt a weird destain for the prince she was married to. Lara learned not all humans are bad, and that she just ran into cruel people. However, her fear of humans were not eased. Not until she chose to go to RSA.

People told her she’d “fit better in NRC” but Lara still chose to join RSA. That’s when she met Rielle, and Fran. She became close friends with the two and understood Rielle’s sadness. Lara became a real friend to Rielle and protected him from fake ones. She would call them out if she saw it necessary, however if it got really bad she would just straight up attack them.

Lara had another friend who was a koikoi (mermaid but koi fish.), she lost her to su1c1d3 which made Lara really depressed for a while.

Lara helped ease Fran’s anxiety and tried her best to help him out. She took on the role of protecting Rielle and when she found out about his admiration for Azul, she decided to take a visit and meet this…so called fish mafia.

———

Relationships

Rielle

Rielle was the first person she met in RSA and was quite fond of him. Even telling him he reminded her of Ariel, and even told him the whole story.

Not once did Lara ever let it slip past her whenever someone was using or abusing Rielle’s kindness and made sure that they knew they were a terrible person.

Lara gives him a lot of gifts to comfort him and joins him in his interests.

Personal therapist for Rielle.

Lara can get annoyed with Rielle sometimes, but never shows it.

He doesn’t know about her past, or her fear of humans until she overblots.

Tweels

Absolutely made fun of them when she first saw them. She couldn’t understand why they were trying so hard to be the fish mafia, they weren’t even that scary.

They have gotten on her nerves a few times which sometimes ended in her beating them up. However it doesn’t affect their health to much.

Forced them to try and talk to Fran, she accidentally started a new friendship and the Tweels absolutely love Fran and protect him.

Personal therapist for the two twins.

Find out about her past when she overblots, got a few hints about her fear of humans before.

Fran

Best friend/he has a crush on her

Helped ease his social anxiety.

Gifts him sweets all the time and sometimes over gives him.

Fran thanked her a lot after he made friends with the tweels.

Personal therapist

Has no idea about her fear of humans or her past until she OB

Azul

Protects Azul often, and get’s pretty upset whenever someone bullies him. When he told her what happened in the past Lara looked like she was about to explode. She asked them where they were.

She lets him win all the time just so that he doesn’t feel bad about himself.

Is legitimately better at him in everything.

She got mad when Azul treated Rielle pretty badly and kind of embarrassed him by confronting him in front of NRC and RSA. She thought it wouldn’t do much but he apologised to Rielle later on.

Personal therapist.

He always had a feeling she went through stuff, he was horrified when she OB’d because it just showed that it was a lot worse then what he was expecting.

She stills cares about all of them.

———

Rielle and Fran belong to @yaoyaobae ! Ask me to take it down if ur not comfortable.

Lara Kai (ララカイ)

Lara belongs to me, and the rest belong to TWST.

RIP eelions.

#lara kai #floyd leech #jade leech #twisted wonderland #nrc #twst #twstoc_pekoe #rsa #fran #rielle #azul ashengrotto

[deviant-sent-by-cyberlife]

Blooming feelings

AO3 / Commissions / Links /

Summary: Connor starts to question his program and himself, seeing life in a new, different way. Maybe emotions aren’t unnecessary nuances, bothering numbers you need to lock away, but blooming flowers, worth living for.

content: pov Connor, anxiety, emotional hurt/comfort, fear of being replaced/left behind, overthinking

a/n: it was 100% self-indulgent, I’ve had really stressful weeks in the last 3 weeks and other additional dreadful ones will come. In a last attempt to help myself getting thru it all I’ve been bottling and locking up emotions, trying to bury them so I can focus on the task that needs to be done. What a genius move I know

It’s my first fic in this fandom hope you guys will like it ~

You are not supposed to and can’t feel ,

You are a machine Connor,

Not a living thing,

Software instability ^

RK800 heard Amanda’s harsh voice in his head,

A voice calculated, cold and emotionless,

“Connor?

What got to ya?

Told ya not to lick that blood.”

Warm, brown eyes opened to see,

Him and Hank still standing in the lift,

“Did your battery die or what?”

“Sorry Lieutenant, no,

I was sending the report.”

The two of them were leaving a scene,

Where they saw,

The 3rd deviant case in the week.

Connor’s been… experiencing a mild unease,

That he couldn’t place,

Nor he could find,

Any malfunctions in his program.

He ran tests after tests,

But to no avail,

There was no problem in his system anywhere,

Even now,

As he was staring at Hank,

He had the urge to lie to him instead.

I wasn’t sending any report,

Not even writing,

Just heard Her voice and …

Had the impression of concern,

Even something that humans call dread,

But why I had the impulse to hide,

Keep it a secret,

And lock it inside?

But Amanda’s tone rang again,

Voicing his concerns in his head,

But you know that don’t you Connor?

It would mean you are a deviant,

And failed your mission.

Therefore who would need you anyway?

An android,

Which was created to hunt,

Became the hunted rabbit in the dark,

Even Hank,

That drunk police,

Would turn away,

And laugh in your face.

You always accomplish your missions, eh?

Software instability ^

“Jesus Connor stop staring at me!”

The grunt of the grumpy man,

Pulled Connor out of his head,

The door of the lift just opened with a ping,

Letting a little bit of fresh air in,

“Sorry Lieutenant,

I was running some checks in my software—“

“Ugh, forget it.

I need a fucking drink.”

Days went by and that unease didn’t cease,

If anything it increased,

He was waiting in Hank’s car,

While the man stopped at his favourite burger place.

More and more deviant cases happend,

And he was a silent witness to it all,

With every new case,

A new weight appeared in his synthetic cage.

He started to … see these deviants in a new light,

Somehow sympathy crept into his heart,

Sympathy?

But I.. yes,

I’m sure that is the feeling,

What humans call sympathy—

Feeling .

To feel something —

“Alright, now we gotta go back to that shithole.”

He jumped as Hank climbed into the car,

Didn’t realise how long he’s been thinking,

While Hank’s “interesting” music choice screamed inside,

He took an other trip into his mind,

‘ Eyes are the window to the soul’,

He heard once a long time ago,

‘I’m an android. I don’t have soul’,

How easily I answered,

Whiteout a blink and a second thought,

At that time,

That possibility wasn’t unlocked before my eyes,

Feelings,

Amusing little butterflies,

Whose fills up chests,

And helps to bloom,

The pretty flowers of souls.

But now..

“Do I have a soul?”

“What?

What the fuck ya talking about,

Where did that come from? “

Unintentional whisper left the men made lips,

Spreading panic through artificial skin.

He froze,

His system showing error codes,

He just stared ahead,

Onto the dark rode,

Not daring to move.

I.. I failed my mission

Software instability ^

Now Hank knows,

He must realise that I’m …

I’m a deviant now.

He will report,

And sent me back,

Where they destroy and replace Me with Something else.

“.. Fuck knows,

I’ve been seeing all these cases for weeks now,

Seeing at first hand what these deviants do,

Learning their motives and stuffs….

They don’t look that different from me,

Or the other folks I know and see.”

From under a shocked silence,

Connor just stared,

Not registering what Hank just said,

“You know,

At first I saw you as a tin can,

Like an additional machine to a computer,

But then, khm,

All I’m sayin’ is,

That you are more .”

“… you mean, Lieutenant..?”

“Oh Jesus Connor, ughhh.

Maybe you do,

Maybe you don’t,

All I know is that,

We are quite similar at this point.”

“So.. you aren’t replacing me?

“What the fuck would I do that?

We are partners, aren’t we?”

He felt something in the air,

Something inevitable and comfortable.

But with comfort,

Came uncertainty, overstimulation and burden,

However there was something.. freeing there,

The looming weight of being replaced,

Had lifted and gave place,

To a chaos so colourful yet deep,

He felt his fans heating.

It f-feels … scary.

But strangely lifting too.

So this is what ‘waking up’ entail,

Liberating on one side,

And anxiety filled on the other.

They are not the never ending attacks of mosquitoes,

But the kiss of bees,

Worth living for.

Feelings filled his chest,

But for the first time in his life,

He didn’t try,

To shoo them away and stay in the dark.

Software instability ^

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An impenetrable wall broke,

Slowly collapsing,

And leaving painful cuts,

Then,

When the last piece fell,

Darkness befell.

There was no Amanda nor update checks,

Only silence and Himself.

However in the dark,

He saw a blue flower blooming hard,

As he stepped closer and tried to touch,

It omitted pollen,

And embraced him in warmth.

As he looked down,

He realised,

There are many little blossoms under his shoes,

Waiting to bloom.

“Ya comin?”

Hank’s waxy voice slipped through the haze,

Comforting him once again.

We are partners in this case,

And friends in some way,

He really is waiting for me to step forward,

And spend days in union.

“Yes, Lieutenant,

I’m coming.”

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I’m a sucker for symbolism and metaphors :’D

Ps. English is not my first language, but I tried to somehow get the feeling of Hank’s accent in writing.

My writing requests are open ~

#my writing tag #Connor fic #dbh #detroit become human #dbh connor #rk800 #rk900 #dbh rk800 #hankcon #connor #dbh fics #dbh fic #dbh connor fic #dbh connor rk800 #rk800 fanfiction #dbh fanfic #Connor fanfiction #fic Poem #poem fic #rk800 60 #dbh hank anderson #dbh hank

[marvelgirlstories]

Hi, I'm finally back!!!

This is a Tom Holland fluff alphabet, because why not???

SFW

Warnings: None (I think)

Tom Holland,

Fluff Alphabet

A = Attractive (What do they find attractive about the other?)

He loves your personality. Everything about you make him smile and he will immediately tell if something is wrong.

B = Baby (Do they want a family? Why/Why not?)

Yessss! He would love to, but only if you want to. He will wait as long as he needs too.

C = Cuddle (How do they cuddle?)

He almost always big spoons you, unless his has had a bad day or is feeling sad.

D = Dates (What are dates with them like?)

They are always very cute and fun. They are normally very spontaneous, he will only ask you weeks in advance if it's your birthday or something like that. He will always make sure you want to do what you are doing and often knows how to base dates of your mood.

E = Everything (You are my___ (e.g. my life, my world)

You are my life.

F = Feelings (When did they know they were in love?)

You met through filming for marvel and became best friends. He realized it somewhere along the way. You were always has a crush on him but was to scared to ask.

G = Gentle (Are they gentle? If so, how?)

This man is the king of gentleness! Always makes sure his is not hurting you and you have everything you want.

H = Hands (How do they like to hold hands?)

I = Impression (What was their first impression?)

As said before, you became best friends I instantly. He loved you.

J = Jealousy (Do they get jealous?)

Although he tries not to show it, he does get jealous, but calms down a bit if you reassure him, you love him.

K = Kiss (How do they kiss? Who initiated the first kiss?)

First kiss was very sweet. You were both just hanging out and talking, when you noticed him staring. "What?", you asked. "Nothing. I just really want to do something.", he replied. You had no idea what he was going to do, so you said,"Do it." And so he kissed you, although it took you by surprise, you kissed back just before he was going to pull away.

As for how, he loved to put his hands on your waist. You would normally put them on his neck.

L = Love (Who says ‘I love you’ first?)

He said it while he was away. He had sent you a voice message and accidently said it at the end. He didn't regret it though.

M = Memory (What’s their favourite memory together?)

Probably when you met his family, because you got along so well. (You got yourself 4 new best friends (Harrison, Harry, Sam and Paddy))

N = Nickel (Do they spoil? Do they buy the person they love everything?)

He will spoil you loads, but often with surprises. Like one day, you would get a letter in the post and it would have a plane ticket in it. Once you were in LA, he would take you anywhere you want to go. He also took you to the set of the movie he was filming. He would buy presents for occasions, like birthday, anniversary or national girlfriend day. (Sometimes if he wanted to give you a gift anyway, he would just Google what day it is, than give you one for "World Lemur Day" (28. Oct).

O = Orange (What colour reminds them of their other half?)

I feel like he would like green??

P = Pet names (What pet names do they use?)

Darling

(My) Love

Sweetheart (only if you are behaving the exact opposite)

Q = Quaint (What is their favourite non-modern thing?)

He is a big family person. He loves it when you get along with them. I mean you always do, but he is still very happy and proud.

R = Rainy Day (What do they like to do on a rainy day?)

Netflix and chill. Like loads of cuddles. Just in bed.

S = Sad (How do they cheer themselves/others up?)

He knows what you want in different situations and will make sure that you have it. Also cuddles always help!!!

T = Talking (What do they like to talk about?)

Different things. From your work to his work, to what's on the TV and what shall we do tomorrow. You guys never run out of things to say.

U = Unencumbered (What helps them relax?)

He just loves it if he gets to lay down on you, you play with his hair and you talk to him. He will almost always fall asleep.

V = Vaunt (What do they like to show off? What are they proud of?)

He doesn't really show off. Sometimes he will do a little PDA in Public to show someone you are his, but other than that nothing.

W = Wedding (When, how, where do they propose?)

He proposes after a lovely date on your anniversary. He made sure to ask your parents first, but they love him so of course they said yes. You were at the beach and he pointed out some birds to you. When you turned around he was down on one knee.

X = Xylophone (What’s their song?)

Umbrella by Rihanna and Jay-Z

Y = Yes (Do they ever think of getting married/proposing?)

Before he did, he would often think about it and hope that you said yes

Z = Zebra (If they wanted a pet, what would they get?)

Not at the moment as he has Tessa, but in the future a dog as well!

Hope you all like it! I'm hoping to post Stole my heart Part 3 on Monday or Tuesday and until thenI will try and post other fanfics.

See you all tomorrow 💕🩷💞

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@felicitylemon @kandis-mom

#fanfic #fanfiction #tom holland x fem #tom holland x you #tom holland x y/n #tom holland x reader #tom holland #harry holland #paddy holland #sam holland #tom holland fluff #fluff #fluff alphabet #tom Holland fluff alphabet

[siriannatan]

Thunder and Rain - ScfWhip

This was supposed to be a short, warm-up piece…

Getting a personal assistant was the best decision of fWhip's life.

Over just one month, fWhip got really comfortable having Scott, the personal assistant in question, schedule all his appointments, pick up his orders, and bring his suits to and back from dry cleaning. He had his morning coffee practically waiting for him outside the office or brought to his home. Filter his more personal calls that had nothing to do with work.

But there was one thing he had to worry about. Scott could not fix him being single. And it's been well over a year that fWhip's been single. Approximately a year, since he broke up with Jimmy (it totally wasn't the other way, not at all) and now they were invited to the same charity gala. A complete waste of money and time in fWhip's opinion but he couldn't skip them all. It'd ruin his reputation and, even worse, make his siblings worry. And he had no one to bring along.

The thing is... He skipped the last two. He had to show up. But Jimmy would be there, he was always there. And he recently got a new boyfriend. fWhip could not show up alone. And he had no time to find anyone.

"You okay? I have your suit from the cleaners, and if you haven't checked the calendar yet you have a lunch with Gem on Friday. The suit's in the closet already," Scott announced as he walked in. Pale pink blazer over a white t-shirt and pale yellow slacks walk in. fWhip's favourite store's coffee and box with his favourite bagel. The wide smile on his face. Leather messenger bag slung over his shoulder.

"There's a charity gala coming up my ex and his new boyfriend will be there, and I don't have anyone I can bring," fWhip sighed, tempted to write he'd not show up. Really tempted.

"Can't have him thinking you're still single?" Scott hummed, no doubt rolling his eyes. They became quite well acquainted over the last year. Almost like friends but Scott was too pretty to get that close with. It'd be dangerous considering the type of their main relationship. fWhip would still be the first to admit he got lucky and found himself a very pretty assistant. "I technically could come, if no one has trouble with you bringing an assistant."

fWhip hummed. It could work. He wouldn't look like such a loner in front of Jimmy. Would seem a bit more organised, maybe. And Pix would not mind who his plus one was. Just that he has one. "It could work if you don't mind everyone thinking we're dating but that I'm just too shy to admit it. And I am getting you a suit, it's a damn fancy party," he agreed. It was almost as if he just asked a friend to come with him.

It stopped feeling like that when Scott walked out, the evening of the party, from the guest room. fWhip was lending it to him so he didn't have to worry about getting home after and to make this whole thing generally easier. Scott in a dark cyan suit with a crisp white undershirt and gold (at least in appearance) accessories did not make it easier on fWhip. He never thought he'd have a thing for men in formal wear and yet here he was. He had to remind himself he was paying Scott. For a specific service.

"Everything okay?" Scott asked, moving in to fix fWhip's apparently crooked tie.

"Yeah, just still thinking if I'm ready to be socializing," fWhip chuckled a bit nervously. Even if he technically got Scott's suit for him it was Scott who picked it out and all that. Now was the first time fWhip saw him in it. He was regretting it now since it meant he had no time to mentally prepare himself.

"I can quietly comment on how bad everyone's dressed if it'll make it any more bearable, I do have a degree in fashion," Scott offered like an absolute angel. How did fWhip survive his everyday life without him?

The party went by pretty well all things - Jimmy's existence anywhere near fWhip - considered. He didn't get so drunk that Gem or Sausage had to drive him home, unlike last time. And wasn't miserable all the time. All thanks to Scott monitoring how many drinks he had and entertaining him with snide comments on other guests' outfits. And many, many rumours fWhip had no idea where he knew from.

An almost perfect night. Unfortunately, the day's dark clouds turned into a storm. A storm with loudly howling wind and really distant thunder. Making fWhip's plans to maybe confess to Scott mute. At least there was no actual thunder close by. Nothing so loud it'd be actually bad for him. But he needed to be away from Scott before he made a fool of himself.

"I don't think I ever enjoyed one of these so much," fWhip admitted as he battled with part of his brain that did not like having to say goodnight to Scott. Tonight was their least professional time together and fWhip enjoyed it immensely and that part of him was not ready to end it.

"He's a moron, your ex I mean, you're a great company," Scott sighed, leaning hard against a wall. They did spend the last few hours mostly standing and even danced a little. Mostly so fWhip could avoid Jimmy. Scott shockingly neither did mind fWhip still being prickly after a year but also turned out to be a great dancer. 

"We should probably have some water before bed," fWhip offered, hoping to sound nonchalant and nice. And not desperate to hang out with Scott that little bit longer.

Scott eyed him for a second before nodding. "You're right, I'll regret it in the morning if I go to sleep without proper hydration, even if those drinks were rather weak," he agreed, following fWhip to the kitchen.

"Tonight was really nice I..." fWhip mumbled deciding he should at least try. Worst case Scott would quit and they would never see each other... That'd be terrible actually. "Thank you for coming with me."

"It was nothing, and it was my idea, not that I wasn't asked before, but those guys were really creepy," Scott chuckled, pulling out glasses for them. "And I enjoyed tonight more than I expected too, a lot less stiff than I expected," he added as fWhip tried to string together what to say. "Are you sure all you wanted was water? You're awfully quiet."

fWhip was about to shoot a comment back. Wish Scott good night after once more assuring him he can take anything he needs. Drinks. Snacks. Anything. But then...

A loud, not-so-distant rumble of thunder roared outside.

Making fWhip curl up next to the sink. Eyes shut tightly. Scott was quickly by his side fretting over him, trying to get him to talk but it didn't get through to fWhip in his panicked state. And then the lights went out. Even worse circumstances.

"fWhip? fWhip? Is it the thunder? Look at me? Please?" some of Scott's words went through and fWhip looked at him with wide, teary eyes. "It's all okay. It might be a bit dark but I'm here. Is there any way I can help?" Scott assured before asking.

"Stay close?" fWhip asked before another roll of thunder had him instinctively clinging to Scott.

"Okay, let's get you somewhere comfy? Like your bed?" Scott offered and helped fWhip up and to the bedroom while constantly assuring him everything was okay.

fWhip calmed down a little by the time he was in bed, and changed into comfier clothes. Luckily they found a set that fit Scott so he didn't have to leave. At his own insistence. fWhip felt bad to keep him up late and freak him out but he had no time to apologise. They barely got comfy when another, even worse thunder rolled and lights that came back shortly after they went out died once more.

As he curled up in panic fWhip felt Scott wrap him in a tentative hug. "I hope I'm not overstepping here... but it's obvious you need someone here," Scott said gently as fWhip relaxed ever so slightly.

Just to tense up again as soon as another thunder roared outside. Scott didn't comment or even seem like he was holding back any amusement at the sight of an adult man being scared of something as simple as thunder. And fWhip couldn't even thank him in fear of his voice shaking. Not that Scott could probably think any less of him now... "I...you must think I'm so useless now," fWhip chuckled, his voice as shaky as he worried it'd be. "Sorry... I... You can leave if you want I'll be..."

"Obviously not okay... I'm not a monster fWhip. It's obvious you need some company right now and I don't mind being it. I'm actually slightly freaked out myself with how hard it's raining. The prospect of floods freaks me out and... This is helping... So it's fine," fWhip would swear he heard Scott's voice shake slightly.

"I was planning to ask you out... back in the kitchen..." he confessed, hoping Scott wasn't being nice just because fWhip was paying him. It has happened before.

The long silence that followed had fWhip worried he messed up. But the fact that Scott didn't leave gave him some hope that there was maybe a chance.

"I'd love to, it was kind of hard to not flirt with you while on the job, luckily we're done for the day," Scott finally chuckled and fWhip could faintly see that their faces were rather close. It was hard to keep their positions in check while it was damn dark. 

"Would it be okay if we kissed then?" fWhip tried his luck. It's been good so far, wasn't it?

Scott said nothing, instead kissing fWhip. It was slow and sweet and fWhip would gladly melt into it if outside wasn't still his literal worst nightmare. But as he was about to flinch away and apologise for being a mess, Scott pushed him into the bed and deepened the kiss. Effectively distracting him from the thunder. "You okay with..." Scott stopped to ask, barely pulling away, their half-breaths mixing.

"Yes..." fWhip nodded, pulling him back into another kiss.

The thunder and rain were forgotten for the rest of the night.

fWhip woke up well-rested and relaxed. Warm and comfy. And to add to the perfection of his morning, the first thing he saw was Scott. Still asleep. Mouth half open. Hair messier than fWhip has ever seen. In fWhip's own, crumpled-up sleep shirt on. They might have not said what they were but fWhip was beyond hopeful they could be... something. He didn't dare think the b-word but he hoped they could get there.

"Isn't this nice to wake up to," Scott slowly blinked his eyes open and gave fWhip a lazy smile. "Do we talk now or after breakfast?"

fWhip hummed. He didn't want to talk. He wanted to cuddle with Scott. "How about boyfriends? We can go on a few dates first but... I like you... Love you, actually... You're smart, pretty and so so so nice and... How can I not fall for that?" fWhip said, might as well get it over with, he decided.

The silence was deafening and terrifying but fWhip didn't look away from Scott for even a second. 

"That's... the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me," Scott chuckled, blush creeping up his cheeks. "And.. yes. I'd love to be your boyfriend. but what are we doing about me being your assistant?"

fWhip hummed and grinned an idea coming to his mind. He didn't have to be up anytime soon. All thanks to Scott. So he pushed Scott down and straddled him. "I say, I like you staying in my bed and being as spoiled as I physically can," he smirked at Scott. "You're so pretty," he chuckled and leaned down to kiss Scott.

"You... that was... hot..." Scott giggled between kisses. "And sure, but feel free to ask me to schedule your doctor appointments," he added, patting fWhip's back.  "Breakfast and then more cuddles?" he offered and fWhip gladly accepted.

Having his secretary who always gave Scott a stink eye whenever he brought him his morning coffee, upgrade Scott's office pass to a partner pass was a priceless experience.

#my stuff #my stories #empires smp #fanfiction #empiresshipping #empires fwhip #empires scott #scfwhip

[literary-illuminati]

Book Review 12 - Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation Vol. 1 by Mo Xiang Tong Xiu

So, like everyone on tumblr, I was at least peripherally aware of The Untamed, if only as ‘the C-drama with the impossibly pretty men everyone loves shipping about necromancy or something.’ (Also the one crossover porn fanfic with so many tags that it broke AO3.) So I wasn’t quite coming into this blind, but I think I came pretty close. It sure as hell wasn’t anywhere close to my vague expectations.

Anyway, this was fun! Also absolutely let me cross off reading something from an entirely unfamiliar literary subculture off my metaphorical bingo card for the year. Just reams of assumed context I absolutely did not possess. Kind of loved it (but the occasional clarifying footnotes were very much necessary and appreciated.)

Which is to say – there was so much more slapstick and physical comedy than I expected from the vague intimations of feudal politics and magical warfare I got? Not usually my sort of humour but it got a laugh out of me once or twice. My favourite character is Wei Wuxian’s donkey.

The conceit of the first story – reviled and abused failson destroys his own soul and offers up his body as a host to the spirit of a legendary evil wizard to wreak bloody vengeance for him, but fucks up the bit of the ritual that tells the spirit who to take revenge on. Also the whole ‘legendary evil wizard’ reputation was at least partially and vaguely due to a propaganda campaign by his enemies and he’s not particular enthusiastic about the ‘murder a whole family’ thing – is also just incredible. I kind of wish it had been more drawn out, before the whole ‘gotta collect them [chunks of a specific super cursed corpse] all!’ plot became the main justifying connective tissue.

Not that the overarching plot is really the story’s strong point – it’s basically just the excuse to keep Wei Wuxian and Wang Lanji together and having adventures. The actual selling points are the backstories and character interactions and to a lesser extent the monster of the week stuff. All of which are pretty well done!

Though as far as monster of the week stuff goes – I’m vaguely aware that cultivation fantasy is a whole, like, genre, with about as many weirdly specific shared assumptions as ‘generic’ western fantasy written by people swimming in a sea of Tolkien/Conan-as-interpreted-by-Warcraft-and-D&D, but I’ve really got zero clue whatsoever to what degree the worldbuilding of this is typical of the genre? Not that it particularly matters, beyond some of the reveals making much more sense if they’re building off an assumed awareness of how the world’s expected to work, all more or less new (though more or less intuitive) to me either way. Fun to see so much magic based around music.

Anyways – obviously I’m going in with a biased perspective but my god can you see how this ended up with a massive shipping fandom. The entire story is nothing but impossibly beautiful men flirting/pranking/sexually harassing each other while being utterly and entirely capable to even understand let along communicate their feelings. The two lead’s entire relationship in this volume is like a dated mid-2000s comedy sketch about two ostensibly straight guys playing gay chicken and both being so competitive that they just end up fucking. Author really knew what they were doing with the fanfic bait.

(Though honestly I’m legitimately unsure if it’s just a matter of narrative choice to not dwell on motivations or Wei Wuxian really is the single most unselfaware asshole in the entire universe. He legitimately seems incapable of understanding his own motivations most of the time.)

I’d be remiss if I didn’t mention the art, which really is very lovely. Though I will be entirely honest that there’s only so many handsome black-haired men in flowing robes I can keep apart in my head.

But yeah, fun read overall. Don’t exactly feel compelled to go seek out the next volume, but don’t regret having read this one, damn sight better than some other things I’ve read this year.

#book review #grandmaster of demonic cultivation #mo xiang tong xiu

[tf2-random-shitpost]

Tf2 random romance headcanons

There maybe some of these headcanons already out here don’t bite my head off. some might have a few less headcanons then others. (I personally love sniper the most, just letting you all know)

Scout 💚

Now we all know this little shit can be annoying but that’s the reason people love him.

Scout can get very clingy whilst in his relationship with his s/o, say goodbye to personal space. This boy just wants to show you affection all the time.

This boy is an overactive puppy, follows s/o around constantly never wants to let them out of his sight.

Need a cuddle, now you're speaking his language, whether it’s on his bed, the couch, anywhere really, cuddles are a must for him.

Now here’s the fun part, he gets embarrassed easily, when his s/o is the one to give all the affection his neck, ears and face turn scarlet.

He will boast about how amazing his s/o is, I mean he boasts about himself all the time.

Loves his s/o’s laugh/giggle, finds it adorable, he would just have a goofy looking grin on his face.

Kissing, this is entertainment in itself, he possibly would never initiate first, not that he is scared or anything. He just doesn’t want to put his s/o on the spot or make them uncomfortable. If his s/o wants kisses they have to make the first move.

Holding hands with scout will send this young man into a tizzy, little squeezes, delicate caresses of his s/o's thumb over his knuckles is pure delight to him.

s/o had to make the first move in telling him that they liked him more then a friend.

Pyro 💚

This cute little fire bug, how could anyone say no to this fire loving merc.

Same as scout they are just full of affection, their s/o must be ready for constant cuddles and no personal space.

The mask maybe a hindrance but their s/o doesn’t mind at all, but mask kisses can’t help but make their s/o giggle.

Jumps around excitedly when s/o brings them a new ballonicorn, expect a lot of happy ‘mhhhump’.

Pyro likes to make flower crowns and small ballonicorn clay figures for his s/o, expect the small presents every once in a while.

Pyro confessed first to his s/o.

Engineer 💚

We have to love this sweet, smart Texas man, one of the favourites.

Engineer this man is wholesome, cuddles on the Rancho Relaxo are the best thing ever. He would position his s/o to lay on his chest close to him as much as possible.

Pet names are a must expect to be called 'honeybee', 'sugarcube', 'darlin', these three are the main pet names to cause his s/o to gush over at how sweet this merc is.

Engineer knows how to treat his s/o with respect, going out they have an arm, a hand to hold onto.

Having an s/o that is interested in his work or is happy to sit in his workshop, whilst he tinkers away with his sentries or working on new blueprints.

Making this Texan blush is quite easy, subtle kisses on the cheek, neck or lips will cause the heat to rise in his cheeks or make him hide under his hard hat bashfully.

Engineer built up the courage after months of getting to know his s/o to finally ask them on a date.

Engineer loves playing his guitar for his s/o, making up some love song just to make them blush or smile.

Demoman 💚

This fun drunkard will have you laughing.

Demoman has a drinking partner, his s/o is his favourite person to drink with. You want mayhem and chaos in your life Demoman is the best person to be around, he has bombs, scrumpy, he is hilariously funny.

He will flat out scream out to the world that his s/o is the best person in the whole universe given of course he's drunk.

If his s/o demands cuddles from him he will take them to the couch and lay them on his chest more than likely will fall asleep.

When his s/o tells him a joke he would be howling with hysterical laughter.

He confessed his feelings first after getting wasted with his s/o, that how they became the best drinking partners.

Heavy 💚

Anyone in need of a big bear.

Heavy is a man of few words, but his actions make up for it, when of course he is ready to interact with his s/o. He was quite taken back when his s/o confessed that they liked him.

Having large hands when he holds his s/o's tinier one's to cover them from getting cold.

This man is a freaking bear cuddling with him maybe somewhat difficult, but it gets worked out in the end. Heavy likes to spoon is definitely the big spoon in the relationship but will let his s/o be the big spoon from time to time.

He loves Sasha, but he loves his s/o more he is especially grateful if his s/o makes him sandwiches.

Of course Heavy is a family man, he wants to show his s/o off to his mother and sisters be prepared to be questioned constantly by Yana, Zhanna and Bronislava.

Soldier 💚

This man, he's one of those you either love him or hate him, or you just want to laugh at him.

Soldier is loud, he came rocket jumping towards his s/o at full force, he was sent straight back to respawn after making a mistake on his landing, his s/o was concerned but they knew exactly what they were getting into from the very start of this relationship.

Soldier tries to turn the volume down when talking to his s/o.

Will take his s/o rocket jumping but will always break their landing if something ever goes wrong.

Naked fighting with honey, will do one or two things to his s/o make them completely embarrassed or horney.

He doesn't like to show it but can be a sensitive soul especially with his pet raccoons.

Affection will cause this man to go wild, don't expect a quiet evening with him.

Medic 💚

Crazy doctor, want to practise medicine anyone. (Maybe a bit ooc)

Medic is a man of character so of course it was only natural when feelings developed he was the first to ask his s/o out on a date.

Any injuries he will help them before anyone else, that's just the way it goes he could have scout bleeding out but their health mattered more.

Everyone knows that Medic is a deranged lunatic especially when it comes to experiments but he could never harm his beloved.

Extremely ecstatic when he finds his beloved s/o taking care of his dear pet doves. (TAKING CARE OF THEM IS A MUST!).

Will ask his s/o to help him with his experiments, holding Blu spy's severed head for instance. Being covered in blood is such a lovely sight for him to see.

Medic will demand cuddles from his s/o, grows impatient if s/o is not able to fulfil this demand promptly. Will pick them up without warning and carry them off to his own private quarters.

BECAREFUL HE'S QUITE POSSESIVE

Sniper 💚

Boom, shot through the heart!

This touched starved introverted man, where to start his s/o would have to confess their feelings first he's too accustomed to the bush, being a lone wolf and all.

Give him time he will soon warm up to any advances his s/o makes.

He’s not used to affection at first, but as he grows more accustomed to the feeling of being loved, be prepared for this lanky Aussie to cling to his s/o like a koala.

Tender touches will turn this professional assassin into a blushing mess, embarrassing him is rather simple soft kisses planted around his face, holding his hand you name it his face is scarlet and hide his face under his hat.

Get used to cuddling on a cramped bunk, his van bunk is only big enough for him to some degree, he will like to lay his head on his s/o's chest to listen to their heartbeat, a soft fluttering is music to his ears.

The top of Sniper's camper van is the best to place to be on nights when millions of stars gather. Out in the wilderness, away from light pollution, stargazing to Sniper is the best romantic mood, will lay beside his s/o with his arm either around them or under their head as they watch out for shooting stars or spot constellations.

"Bloody gorgeous" he will mumble to himself whenever his s/o smiles/ giggles.

Will teach his s/o how to use a sniper rifle, will be sat behind them on a crate in the sniper's nest, placing his hands over theirs as they shoot the targets together.

His s/o will be the only person he lets wear his hat or his glasses at any given time.

Spy 💚

Cloaked, mysterious, one handsome rouge.

With spy's affection expect a lot of expensive gifts, dinners and all things of finer quality.

Slow dancing, tender touches, whispered sweet nothings are what make this man the romance expert.

He will only let his s/o into the secret sanctum of his smoking room, where they will drink only the best wine he has available.

Just as the same as Engineer, holding his s/o's hand, or letting them hold onto his arm is just the natural way of being a true gentleman.

‘Mon amour is spy’s favourite nickname for his s/o, more then likely he has more hidden for the bedroom (Wink, Wink, wiggly eyebrows)

#tf2 #tf2 demoman #tf2 engineer #tf2 headcanons #tf2 heavy #tf2 medic #tf2 pyro #tf2 sniper #tf2 spy #tf2 soldier #tf2 scout

[tctteredwings]

if you’re hearing GONE TOO SOON by MICHAEL JACKSON playing, you have to know CAMERON CLARKSON (HE/HIM; CIS MALE) is near by! the THIRTY-FIVE year old YA AUTHOR/BOOK EDITOR has been in denver for, like, ALL THEIR LIFE ON AND OFF. they’re known to be quite LAZY, but being PROFESSIONAL seems to balance that out. or maybe it’s the fact that they resemble HENRY GOLDING. personally, i’d love to know more about them seeing as how they’ve got those RANDOM IDEAS SCRIBBLED ON NAPKINS, LEGO BLOCKS HIDDEN AWAY IN A WORK SATCHEL, GETTING A TATTOO FOR EACH MAJOR LIFE EVENT vibes. and maybe i’ll get my chance if i hang out around the CHERRY CREEK DISTRICT long enough!

tw: divorce, car accident, death

ABOUT.

Name: Cameron Clarkson Nicknames: Cam Age: Thirty-five Date of birth: September 23rd 1988 Occupation: YA Author/Book Editor Romantic/sexual orientation: Heteromantic/pansexual Birthplace: Christchurch in New Zealand, although considers Denver his real hometown as he moved there at six months old Current Location: Denver, CO, USA

Cameron was born in New Zealand while his mom was out there on an extended gap year, so it was never really set in stone where he’d end up growing up. In the end, however, they returned to his mother's home, eventually ending up in Denver.

He was raised in Washington Park, so pretty much wanted for nothing as he was growing up.

However, he was the kid who didn’t seem to fit in anywhere, so eventually he used his sense of humour to his advantage, playing the class clown.

In the end he didn’t have too many friends, but he had one who was close, who lived two streets away and they pretty much lived out of one another’s pockets. At one point he might as well have moved in with their family as he was at their house so much.

At the age of six, his parents went through a messy divorce, effectively splitting the family in two. He went with his mum, his younger sibling went with his dad.

A year later he suddenly lost the hearing in his left ear. The doctors put it down to emotional stress, but there was no real way of knowing.

Still struggling to fit in, he turned to his imagination, getting lost in worlds of complete make believe. Fantasy was his favourite. Elves, dwarves, vampires. He read The Hobbit more than 20 times in the few years that followed.

He would write stories, put on plays with the few kids he did befriend. And in the end, that was where his life would lead him, to fantasy books that would sell millions and a movie deal to follow.

College was next, along with dead-end jobs in bars to get him through. He only managed a year and a half into his degree, though, finding himself unable to concentrate, so he dropped out again. From then, working in bars and takeout joints pretty much became his life.

He wrote in his spare time, his mailbox constantly full of rejection letters. It was a stream of disappointment for him.

At twenty-three things finally began to look up and he met his soon to be wife while locking up one night. Before long they became the best of friends, then their family became three… and then four. The wedding came last.

It was at twenty-seven that he got somewhere with his writing, Serena finding the letter that held his fate. A three book deal in young adult fiction was soon offered to him and everything changed.

When he hit book three, however, disaster struck. On a night out, Serena and her friends had gotten into an accident. His wife was gone. Just like that. He didn’t get to say goodbye.

The final book fell to the wayside and for a year be barely did anything, not really knowing how to get through. But his children forced him out of it; he finished the book, and he moved into editing, focusing on someone else’s work for a change.

It’s been a bumpy ride, one that’s taken him all over the country during the last couple of years and, at some points, left him chasing after his work. He’s making it work, though, he’s getting through, forcing himself to.

He's made a couple of attempts at relationships since losing his wife, although things never turn out too well, the most recent especially so. No matter what it always feels too soon in his heart, even though he knows it isn't anymore. It's something he needs to get over and fast so he can move on with his life.

HEADCANONS.

Cameron owns a black and tan Jack Russel called Gimli. Because he is both small and mighty.

He’s read The Hobbit around 50 times now and it will always be his favourite book.

Cameron picks up a new tattoo for every success he has in life (or what he considers a success anyway). Currently he’s up to number six. His wedding, his two children, and each of his books. He’s pending on number seven for when the movie’s released and how it does.

WANTED CONNECTIONS.

Younger adopted sister; can be any ethnicity, around the age of 25-30.

Sister/brother-in-law; sibling/s of his late wife.

Childhood best friend; they were inseparable once they found one another, almost like siblings, and things haven’t really changed much since.

Childhood/school friends; anyone he was close to growing up in Denver.

High school sweetheart; his first love.

Exes; from before he turned 23 & met his wife, as well as afterwards.

It’s more than complicated; they work together, they can’t get enough of one another.

Flings, fwb, one night stands; anything that isn’t serious. he’s not really moved too well on since his wife.

Fans of his previous works; anyone who was a fan of his book trilogy.

Fellow gym rats; he’s a bit of an addict these days.

#✧ cameron ( about ) #chq;intro

[cryptidxmoth]

☙ : My muse’s favourite food.

Send me a symbol and I will write a headcanon about… 

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

Aervis' has two favorite foods one from his home world and one from earth.

Homeworld:

Estermint nectar is his favorite food from home as he enjoys the sweet yet spicy taste the nectar has, plus the plant has properties that help remove toxins from the body. The first time he got to try it was on the day of his adoption. His new parents had given him some during their celebratory dinner.

Earth:

As simple as it is pizza became Aervis' favorite earth food. He loves how there's so many different ways it can be made as well as all the different things that can be put on top of it. His first time trying some it had roughly about 4 months since he was left on earth and he hadn't eaten nothing for a week. He was laying up against the wall of a pizzeria to tried and hungry to really move anywhere when eventually the owner saw him out there and brought him out a slice and sat with Aervis as he ate.

#the owner is the only person in town that knows Aervis' secret #∘☽∘ echos in the dark ∘☾∘ (asks) #∘☽∘ tiny moth cryptid ∘☾∘ (aervis) #∘☽∘ it's all folklore ∘☾∘ (headcanons)

[ocprompts]

Ok, I'm going to tell you about Kellie Calvin, one of my all time favourite OCs.

You see Kellie's backstory is actually rather interesting to me, because it was more than just a fun little thing I decided for her, but a story based on the creation of her as one of my most reoccurring OCs.

Kellie started off as a side character for a fanfic I wanted to make as a narrative foil. She and her brother grew up as criminals, doomed by the narrative to get into a fight about profiting from the suffering of others and go their separate ways. Kellie would continue down her destined path as a backstabbing con-artist, while her brother would forge a new path helping people instead of harming them for his own self-gain. However, this story never made it past the 'maybe one day" faze, and I decided to abandon the idea.

Kellie, however, had other plans. Her story began to take a life of its own, plaguing my mind. She became something more to me than a past burden for her brother to overcome. She was lost, desperate, and wishing for things that were far beyond her reach. So, I let her grow and boy did I not regret that decision.

There, in my mind, is a Kellie Calvin who never grew old enough to have that fight with her brother. Who instead, had her entire world taken from her in a far more literal way. An entire story destroyed before it had a chance to truly begin, and she had been the only one left. A Kellie Calvin who found herself in a world that she couldn't understand, where nobody recognises her and the people she once knew act like complete strangers.

And she closes off from the unfamiliar world around her, sabotages herself before other people can care about her, forces her way into places she doesn't belong because she knows that she doesn't belong anywhere, really. I just love her story, all the hatred and isolation and longing for a life she knows is no longer there. I love that she is given a second chance to keep her family, but it feels more like a poison than a gift because the blood is there but the bond is gone. I want to see her flourish, let herself love and be loved by people she never knew, give her the fresh start that she needs to heal.

Yeah, I just Thoughts about her.

oh i <2 her

#oc show and tell #not an oc prompt #anon

[moonshineplaydate]

Hiya against starlights! I’m taking a quick break from Hazbin content because I have been dying to pump out some Murder Drones Agere content, because it is very underrated and there is a new episode coming out which I am very, very excited for! Here’s some long overdue headcanons!

Ps, sorry for my absence, exams suck.

Tw: Mentioned knives, not proofread (very sleepy).

Uzi Doorman

•Uzi is a switch, that flips between an involuntary regressor and babysitter!

•Her age range can be anywhere from 2-6 depending on why she’s regressing, she’s normally younger if she’s scared or upset.

•Uzi wasn’t much of a fan of her regression, it totally ruined her dark and edgy aesthetic if she was acting like a little kid!

•Though, after meeting N and seeing him regress, she began to soften up juuuuust a little bit. She ended up slipping after the whole Promening ordeal and pretty much clung to N. She didn’t want to lose him again.

•And afterwards, she felt a lot better now that someone had taken care of her! N pretty much became Uzi’s full time caregiver after that, always trying to be there for the little one!

•Since she had a caregiver, she was actually about to regress more and slowly came to terms that it was a part of her.

•Uzi is scared of the dark when she’s little, part of her little gear is a night light that makes it look like they’re stars on her bedroom ceiling. She says it’s her ‘favouritest thing ever!’

•Speaking of her little gear, she has a purple paci along with some cozy black PJ’s to wear!

•She’s partially touch averse, things like hugs or kisses are a big no no, but being picked up, head pats, hand holding are all things she loved when she’s small.

•Uzi can be pretty quiet when she’s little, when she’s with someone she doesn’t know/like/doesn’t know about her regression, she just doesn’t talk at all. She’s really only verbal with N and V.

•She sees V like a big sister when she’s little, and V doesn’t have the heart to be mean to what’s basically a kid and plays along with her.

•Uzi likes nicknames when she’s little, even if she doesn’t show it her whole face lights up whenever she gets one!

•Her favourites are, ‘Baby Bat’, ‘Little Rascal’, and ‘Honey’.

•Uzi can get fussy when she’s little, not for any particular reason, she just doesn’t like listening to people all the time.

•N has to be patient with her to avoid tantrums.

•Uzi actually really loves bed time, she finds it peaceful, when she’s either a little or a caregiver!

•Uzi makes a pretty decent caregiver, usually to N.

•Has the vibes of a very chill babysitter, who says they hate kids but really doesn’t.

•N really cried once when he was little because he heard her say that, and she had to spent an hour comforting him and telling him she didn’t mean it.

•Can be a very relaxed babysitter, but whatever she says goes and she will not back down on that.

•Acts a bit softer with the littles just so she doesn’t upset them, is still pretty edgy though.

•Uzi sometimes makes little robots or machines to keep littles entertained when she can’t watch them fully! No rail guns though.

•She talks to littles like normal, and not like their a child. But she still uses nicknames for them and can be affectionate.

•Lowers herself down so she can look her littles in the eye when she’s talking to them.

•All in all, pretty fun and chill to be around when your little, especially if you wanna get away with things!

Serial Designation N

•Oh, the sweet baby boy. Literally.

•N is definitely a flip, though I see him forced into being a caregiver role more often than not. Not maliciously or anything, he just gets caught up with looking after Uzi and very rarely V. (Never J though, she still doesn’t like him, even if little).

•N is a pretty versatile caregiver. He’s able to lower himself down, so to speak, to his little’s personality/how they’re feeling. If he’s got a quieter little, he’ll also be quieter. If he has one that’s more excitable, he’ll be pretty happy and bubbly with him! If he has one that’s violent, well, that’s something he has to sort out.

•N first learned about regression through some books in the mansion, but didn’t think robots could do it until he saw V regressed once. Since then, he just took up the roll of being a caregiver.

•And he was (and still is) amazing at it! He keeps a bag with some emergency little gear (things like pacis or toys) in case anyone needs them, he never leaves the littles unsupervised, is great at calming them down or getting them to bed.

•Even though N is great is interacting with littles, he’s not the best when he’s the little.

•N’s age range can be from 7 to younger than that, again, depending on his mood, usually how stressed he is though.

•N first started regressing after everything that went down with Cyn, and didn’t really do well at hiding it on a small spaceship from V and J.

•J was still disinterested in the whole thing and basically pawned him off to V to take care of him, who did a decent job. She wasn’t that emotionally intelligent and usually just bribed him with toys, and rarely cuddles, to get him to stop crying.

•It probably took N a while to explore his little side, mainly because he didn’t have many opportunities to regress. Or rather he did, he just didn’t want to bother anyone.

•But oh my stars once he was more open, he became a total sweetie!

•N is definitely a very giggly little, everything is funny to him when he’s in his little space!

•He can be a little shy and usually keeps his hands over his mouth or his arms at his sides, he sometimes has trouble speaking but it depends on how he’s feeling. He can get pretty loud if he’s excited!

•N loves being picked up, but it’s a little difficult due to his size so it’s usually V who has to do it, or he’ll have to settle for sitting in someone’s lap (which he also loves)

•N’s little gear consists of a blue paci, some nice, comfy PJs, a couple sensory toys that he can fiddle with, with his hands and a golden retriever teddy that he called Vun!

•He LOVES Vun, little or big though he’s a lot more clingy to it when he’s little and practically needs to sleep, or power down with it.

•N has a hard time speaking if he’s feeling really small and has to rely on gestures, like holding up his arms if he wants to be carried, pointing to things he wants, etc.

•N really loves nicknames when he’s little, his favourites are ‘Special little guy’, ‘Sweetie’, ‘Darling’, and ‘Baby boy’!

•He calls his caregivers a variety of things, V is usually just V since it’s easy for him to say, Uzi is usually too hard for him to pronounce and he just babbles whenever he tries to say her name! Tessa is also one of his caregivers but they don’t get much time together.

•Had a really bad habit of thumb sucking before he got his paci.

•Not good with asking for things when he’s little so his caregivers have to make sure that N is doing what he wants to do and not just whatever’s easiest for everyone else.

•All in all, just a total sweetie, big or small!

Serial Designation V

•V is a flip (I’m saying that a lot, I can’t help it, these fit being a flip so well, I can’t imagine them not taking care of at least one of the others) whose regression is a lot more rare than N’s or even Uzi’s.

•I think she’d be more of a sleep regressor or even a trauma regressor, whichever it is though her regression is definitely involuntary.

•She wouldn’t want to be vulnerable like that in front of someone, so would try and hide to be alone while regressed.

•V generally regresses to around four, so she thinks she’s big enough to be on her own.

•She really likes small spaces when she’s small, like in a closet or underneath a bed, it feels secure.

•That’s also the reason part of her little gear is a weighted blanket, however those work for robots, she loves hiding underneath one! It’s best for her caregiver to leave her alone if she’s like that and not let know that they’re watching her, otherwise she’ll get grumpy someone’s interrupting her independent blanket time.

•Speaking of, her main caregiver is N and very rarely Uzi if N isn’t around or if Uzi doesn’t want to leave N while he’s taking care of V. V doesn’t outwardly dislike Uzi while she’s little, she could even be a little scared of her but N assured her that she’s safe there.

•She’s absolutely terrified of the Solver when she’s little, which isn’t much of a problem since it’s not like it’s just going to show up but she gets nightmares sometimes which really, really upset her.

•It’s one of the reasons she refuses to sleep alone while later, she’ll normally curl up next to someone since she doesn’t want outright cuddle with her caregiver but once she falls asleep, she usually clings to their arm.

•Other than her weighted blanket, V doesn’t have much little gear, she doesn’t really like using pacis but she has a ton of different PJ’s she likes getting into, some with little stars on them, some with angel wings, they’re all really important to her! She can’t really sleep without them when she’s small.

•One thing she really, really loves is lullabies, it doesn’t matter who she gets them from, she’ll be out like a light the moment she hears a lullaby.

•When she’s not sleepy, she has a few toys that she plays with, namely her bubble blowers since she’s not allowed to play with knives when small, also a stress ball because she likes squishing it.

•V has a love hate relationship with nicknames, she loves feeling small but when people treat her like she’s small, she can get upset and embarrassed, feeling like they’re talking down to her.

•The only nickname she’ll tolerate is ‘baby’.

•In terms of her being a caregiver, she does a pretty good job! She’s not amazing with kids but is a lot better at getting down to their level then someone like Uzi.

•As stated, she lowers her guard just a bit with the littles, she knows they actually think like children so she’s safe with them but being vulnerable is still hard.

•V’s really good at guessing what a little needs, even if they can’t/don’t feel like talking. They’ll be times where N could try for hours trying to find out what a baby Uzi wants and V just walks in and figures it out in a couple seconds.

•Not that attentive of littles, she’ll keep an eye on them for sure and stop them from getting hurt but wouldn’t really mind them doing something dangerous, like standing on high places.

•N usually has to look out for things like that.

•Speaking of, she loves little N, taking care of him feels like she’s making up for him looking after her when she was in a coma back at the mansion.

•Plus, he’s a sweetie and V is actually capable of carrying him so they just work well together.

•She doesn’t keep things like toys on her but she does have a bag of batteries to give to the littles as treats.

•Has a kind of stern mom energy to her when actually enforcing a role, she is a very stubborn caretaker and will get the littles to listen to her.

•She can have fun though, it’s one of the few times she can let down her guard with the group.

Serial Designation J

•J is the first person on this list that I see as strictly a regressor, I can’t really see her looking after someone else

•Plus she deserves some time to relax, being the leader of the murder drones and dealing with Tessa is definitely a lot.

•J regresses from about 1-5, she needs some baby time where someone can take care of her.

•In the mansion, it was always Tessa looking after her so she stopped regressing after she was sent away on missions and couldn’t see her anymore, but did slip up a few times with V.

•She basically threatened her to not tell anyone about it, she was obviously mortified of being in a small state of mind in front of her.

•J was meant to be a leader after all and behaving like that wasn’t…leader-ish to her but that was just the first crack in the wall as she found she actually liked V as a caregiver and would slip around her more frequently, but it was still pretty rare.

•J also tried to look after a regressed V once to ‘make things even’ but failed hard and only managed to get V to go to sleep to keep her calm. It’s why she’s only a regressor.

•J considered letting N look after her but, no.

•How she acts when she’s small depends on why she regressed as it’s usually involuntary. Generally, she can be a bossy little who also demands attention, essentially a Princess regressor.

•One thing she loves while being little is sitting in between her caregiver’s legs and having her hair brushes, she finds it really relaxing.

•Surprisingly, J can be a bit physically clingy when she’s little. Normally when she’s smaller or sleepy , she’ll try and hug her body around her caregiver’s.

•She had a ton of little gear, namely sparkly outfits and PJ’a, some pink or yellow pacis, a few auditory toys (like pressing them and they make a sound) and also a white noise machine. Being able to relax is super important to her little routine and she will throw tantrums if something is bothering her.

•J doesn’t have total meltdowns though, she’ll throw one or two things or maybe flail her arms and legs about for a bit if she’s frustrated just to get it out of her system. Afterwards, she’ll still be a bit grumpy but as long as her caregiver can help her relax, she’ll be fine.

•One random thing that J loves while little is money, coins, notes, she loves holding it, playing with it, eating it occasionally. One of the toys she had a piggy bank.

•Tessa was the first person she regressed around and she became very clingy to her once she got to regress more afterwards.

•Tessa honestly loved little J, she could be demanding but she was also so much more happier and adorable; J being little was the first time Tessa heard her laugh. She was too smiley and giddy to not give her all the attention she wanted.

•And J, clearly being someone who wants the attention of people with authority, ie Tessa, soaked it all up.

•J can be really protective over the little gear she got from Tessa. Since she can’t regress with her anymore, it’s the next best thing. She ended up crying and regressing when she thought she lost one of her pacis but V helped her find it.

•J’s speech while little isn’t the best, when she’s feeling a little bigger, she can actually speak pretty well but for when she’s smaller, it’s mainly just babbling.

•She loves being praised for anything while she’s little, knowing she’s doing something good when she’s in a headspace that doesn’t feel productive is really nice for her.

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And that’s all I’ve got for this post, starlights! I was originally gonna try and write some Tessa Headcanons but episode 7 put me through a roller coaster of emotions, so I wasn’t sure how to write for her! If I do, it’ll probably just be younger Tessa! Anyway, I hope you enjoyed these, lemme know if you want to see anymore!