#and ignore my studies

[doctorweebmd]

I am considering actually cording off time every day to write. I’m the type of person that when inspiration hits I get kind of ‘in the zone’ and write non-stop, which is great but it’s not like I can take a sabbatical from work/other responsibilities so I wonder if that would somehow achieve that balance of continuing to write without it interfering with the rest of life… anyway that’s what all the “writing blogs” recommend but eh

#especially because I have boards in 4 weeks and I don’t want to stop writing but also don’t want to get too ‘in the zone’ #and ignore my studies #but I also have a super inconsistent work schedule #like I work some nights this week and some days I have research responsibilities and some I don’t really….. #urgh. I also like the spontaneous energy of writing when possible #and I don’t want to treat it like a job #like what if you don’t feel like writing that day? or you’ve got writers block? #…I’m overthinking this let’s give it a try #I’m an incredibly disorganized #person with no internal motivation so I doubt it would do anything for me lol

[ehhgg-art]

disappointMENt

#i ignored my studies for this #anyways he’s so real #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #gojo satoru #geto suguru #satosugu #goge #gojo x geto #geto x gojo #art #drawing #artists on tumblr #artist #fanart #digital art #twitter

[reds-skull]

Price plays poker properly only when Ghost is involved

(I don't remember how to play poker so they're also playing wrong now)

#call of duty modern warfare 2 #cod mw2 #cod fanart #cod ghost #cod soap #cod gaz #cod price #cod mwii #honestly i just wanted to make a small comic with all 4 #to practice drawing them #idk how i ended up with poker tbh #anyways NEXT comic is gonna be Gaz centered #and im very excited for it :D #Gaz and Price werent actually that hard to draw #but Soap... my guy... I literally made whole studies about his face #he still feels wrong for me... like the essence of him isnt there #either wayyy im gonna go start working on the new comic #(while ignoring everything else i need to do) #(what can i say when the brainrot hits...) #oh almost forgot #can you tell what im doing with the colors at this point? #im gonna color code the shit out of all of them like every other character i ever made #theyre mine now >:) they get a color

[heybiji]

Dande says, “I can vouch for you. Do you wanna hold my hand? We can go together.” Fisik asks, “You hold Fisik hand?” Dande says, “Yeah, sure,” holding out his own. Fisik mumbles, “Tall people don’t hold Fisik hand.” Dande replies, “Well, now’s a good time to start.”

#dungeons and dragons #dnd character #dnd art #dnd oc #dnd #dandelion treehollow #terribly affable drow #he's so friendly!! especially toward strangers. it's just he's also very good at scheming when he has to be lol #ugh... i love my boy............. #ravelers #the ravelers #ignore that i wrote the wrong dialogue in the drawing ok #this was the session before #as of last session dande is stressed the fuck out and acting erratic #he is such a character study for me ugh ugh ugh MY BOY!!

[eggwishing]

ah....!

#eeber #lol #umm. HELP! #looking at yt videos where peopel are drew scribbly rough anime fights that go fucking HARD #HOW! #u envision those poses all in your head... godg damn... #i gotta study !!!! #IGNORE MY SHIT GRAMMAR THE FOG CAME FOR ME

[starryluminary]

Is his stupid chest on backwards

#studying world tour for. reasons. #im not seeing things thats his chest facing up right #trick question. im not seeing things cause they rigged it more normal in total drama x4 island #it could of been a straight line but no. put his pecs on his back who cares #thats it. feel free to ignore me I just need to express my observations #total drama #total drama noah #td noah #Starry speaks #I love blogging. I am no better than S*erra

[sadquickchristmassnowman]

has anyone done this yet (surely they have)

#I fucking hate this episode but this fit too perfectly #sorry yeah I’m an intro to felt surrogacy anti it’s my least favorite episode #troy’s lines and interactions with his puppet are the only good things about it tbh #also ignore my drawn in speech bubble I’m literally an editing idiot #anyway #community #nbc community #community nbc #intro to felt surrogacy #the study group

[killjo-q]

Prowler Verena! Lighting study too ig haha Couldnt rly imagine her being a spider woman so I thought this would fit more

#my art #Verena #OC #uhh study? #on a mission to make her look more evil each time I draw her #ignore the ugly bg #i only wanted to render da face djdjjd

[stuckinapril]

me stoically navigating my way through drama bc bigger things are ahead and it’s not my fault people are dumb

#kissed a guy at a kickback and thought we caught a vibe only to find out he just wants to fuck me. next #friend’s bf of 7 years drunkenly hit on me at the same kickback (I was not ok w this). they ended up beefing over me. he denied everything. #do I want to be involved in this? no. and so I simply ignore it and keep it pushing #and the guy I kissed is cancelled. like he is dead to me. so that’s also taken care of #it’s back to studying full-time for the mcat #going to the gym/taking walks daily #volunteering at the refugee center + clinic #getting published in orgo research papers #and trying to snag the opportunity to shadow doctors at a massive cancer research center. like I’d kill for it #december was such a mess but I’ve finally made peace w the fact that most of the stuff that happened I couldn’t prevent #but I’ve mourned it enough !! whatever drama comes out of it I’ll handle just fine #i literally want to be a multitasking academic weapon everyone is intimidated of this year #i am not letting something as puny as a dumb man (both of them btw) stop me. goodbye #also everyone involved is older than me (they’re both 23) but it all just feels like such high school behavior #this is not a euphoria episode like I’m literally just not entertaining any of this #had to get this off my chest. i feel better #p

[gynohorror]

#shang tsung #liu kang #shangliu #liushang #mortal kombat 1 #mk1 #my edits #okay last one for rn. been feeling motivated lately (ignoring my studies and emails)

[her-soliloquies]

If this happens to you when you type the letter ‘a’ in google, you should know that you are part of something much bigger than yourself. And you should be proud of that.

#please ignore other search results and bookmarks #I'm studying for my upcoming MA exam whilst not studying at all #I mean how can I when I can also not #Wolfstar #cherik #newtmas #merthur #elu #stucky #jayvik #corintheus #heid #hotchreid #lawlight #victuuri #ereri #anderperry #geraskier #casmund #markwardo #haladriel #jewnicorn #parksborn #aralas #spideydevil #grindeldore #harringrove #khirk #ao3 #archive of our own

[saessenach]

the Russells christening hanging out in their Newport mansion conservatory bc let's be real this scene deserved more than .2 seconds

#the gilded age #tga #bertha russell #george russell #bertha x george #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #fanart #the gilded age fanart #otp: useless each without the other #look i am ignoring the existence of pantaloons bloomers what have you #they have been married 20 years they have practice getting out of them idk #the first is a screenshot study the second is the likely continuation #they drive me insane is what they do #i feel like a saucy matron clutching her pearls whenever they're on screen

[soullessjack]

I love you horrible gut wrenching queer media I love you narrative doom and damnation I love you bleakness and bloodiness I love you tragedy as a tool of union I love horrible depressing unhappy eviscerating queerness I love that we are so full of horror and terror and bloodshed and guilt and tragedy and pain and yet we are all still so full of love and joy and bliss and happiness in ourselves and we are all still beautiful in each others eyes I love u adam and lawrence from saw 2004

#cal.txt #queer media #queer coding #sawposting #chainshipping #saw 2004 #saw 1 #lawrence gordon #adam stanheight #lawrence x adam #toxic yaoi #doomed yaoi #this is what tragic gay media means to me #heartstopper is literally palatable queerness I won’t back down from that I want . raw and diseased gay people #thisbis so bad but I’m so fivkinf emotional and wrecked right now #queer studies I guess #I’d not fiuvking know ignore my dimb ass

[vulcan-moon]

did some studies of cat photos, ft close ups of my two favourites

#my art #traditional art #sketch #sketchbook #studies #cat #cats #watercolour #watercolor #ignore the stupid fucking meme in the top left

[quadrantadvisor]

I feel like these days we get so much criticism of the dynamics in 2012 that the characters get kind of flattened by the fandom, so I wanna say that 2012 Raph is not just a one-dimensional bully character, he's got a lot more caring and emotional intelligence than he gets credit for. Yeah, he has an obvious protective streak, but even beyond that, he's always his brother's number one supporter, even when he disagrees with them.

He's highly critical of Mikey's desire to make human friends, but when Mikey goes out to do it anyways and it blows up in his face with Bradford, Raph is the one to comfort him and tell him he deserves better.

He thinks Donnie's crush on April is delusional, but helps him out at every chance he gets, removing Donnie from embarrassing situations of talking him up in front of April. When Casey comes into the picture, Raph tells him point blank that it doesn't matter that they're best friends, and it doesn't matter how bad Donnie's chances are, Raph's on Donnie's side in this.

And when Leo starts sneaking out to see Karai, Raph is the one who notices, tells him off, and tries to get him to stop. He doesn't tell anyone else, though. He wants Leo to make good choices, but he respects him enough to let him make bad ones without getting the rest of the family involved. They'd all be on Raph's side, but he doesn't need them to all gang up on Leo like that, even if he's not listening.

Basically, Raph cares about his brothers, including their emotional well-being, even when it's not obvious. And yeah we should criticize the writing and how harsh it gets and how there's no resolution to the ways certain characters are treated, but I get tired of seeing complex characters be villainized and sometimes I just wanna read fanfiction that is nice?????? So that's my thesis I guess lol

#i just love him and want better for him #everybody writes him so mean and he is fr my little guy #i guess this didnt need to be written so confrontationally and could just be a character study #but based on fandom shit i really do forget sometimes that Raph is a good brother! #everyone acts like he is exclusively an asshole and its legit exhausting #he was my first favorite in that series and i want better for him #idk ignore me #tmnt #tmnt 2012 #raph 2012 #tmnt 2012 discourse

[medicalunprofessional]

So

, What went wrong ?

#nightmaretheater #caligosto loboto #psychonauts #sorry for making the most upsetting painful fanart known to man. Its my job #Some of this is.Personal. #some personal feelinfs… ya get me? #you even ‘this is just a doodle :)’ then spend several days on it #yeah………….. I need my adhd meds #Ughhhhh..^Ughhh collapses #Thank youuu……wheoevr is reading.send me tour willpower i need it ive got actual work to do in a few hours #Bbbbwbhehehagghh… ignore some of the weird anatomy thz #also shoutouts to all those teeth studies i did only for them to be so distorted you can barely tell what it is