#and i'm also sick of seeing everyone hating him and calling him a hypocrite for this whole thing

[uselessnbee]

everyone understands that Will had a hard time helping El and standing up for her because he himself has trauma from being bullied his whole life and doesn't know how to fight them back, his reaction to bullying is to freeze. but suddenly no one understands it when it comes to Mike and he's just called an asshole for not being able to stand up and fight El's bullies

i'm not saying he is innocent and did nothing wrong. he could have done more and just handle the situation better but he was just too focused on Will and was in his head and being the otherthinking oblivious dumbass that he is

but just imagine your girlfriend tells you she is having a good time and has friends, she does not mention anything bad and then suddenly she's getting bullied in front of you. when you've been bullied your whole life your first reaction is to freeze, to panic and just wait and hope it passes quickly and they'll leave you alone. Mike did not have any knowledge about her bullying or having any kind of problems, as long as he was aware those people were her friends. he himself has trauma from being bullied (he literally mentions it later on why yall keep forgetting??) and being suddenly thrown into a situation involving bullying can be really distressing.

when you have experience with being bullied even just seeing someone else getting bullied can make you freeze up and panic. and we know that Mike does not stand up for himself when he's the victim. even when you're not on the receiving end of the bullying but you just see it happening and suddenly you're a scared little kid again holding back tears desperately hoping for them to leave you alone.

and i know everyone wants to yell at me "you forgot about Mike standing up to Troy when they were saying shit about Will! so he can obviously stand up for his friends so why can't he for El??" and no i did not forget and yes you may be right but the situations are different. Mike was very well aware of Troy's bullying. he was involved in it. he was the victim there. he's had to deal with his bullying for years it was not a shocking revelation. however he did not know about El's situation at all and your reaction can be very different when you know about something and when you have no knowledge and it suddenly happens

again i'm not saying that he did nothing wrong. i'm just saying that we need to consider his trauma and his point of view and it could make him think less rationally and therefore not being able to help properly. maybe if he knew beforehand that something could go wrong he could be prepared and he would handle the situation better (even if it would be just them seeing Angela and her friends come and they would turn to Mike and say quickly that those people are mean to El he would still have at least some time and could prepare himself). but he did not know that and he was not prepared for this situation to suddenly escalate like this. he was unprepared and probably panicking and didn't know what to do so no he wasn't much of a help.

and maybe we should stop acting like this traumatised 14 years old kid needs to solve every problem and act rationally in every situation and not to make any mistakes (especially when he has no knowledge to prepare him for something distressing) and overall just putting everything on his shoulders and then insult and hate him when it does not end up perfectly well

and maybe i'm just being my overprotective extremely defensive self who's looking too much into this who knows

and i can't even properly put into words what i'm trying to say but if it makes sense to someone then great!

#mike wheeler #byler #Will is not a bad guy for not being able to stand up for El #that boy has so much ptsd from everything he's been through in his life he never stands up to his bullies #his survival tactic is to stay quiet and hope assholes won't bother him #and Mike isn't a bad guy either #no it is not an excuse for him being a bitch to El especially after she hit Angela #but again he was not prepared for anything like this to happen and it all escalated so quickly and ended up in violence #and he didn't even properly know and process what just happened #and i'm also sick of seeing everyone hating him and calling him a hypocrite for this whole thing #because 'he was okay with El using violence against his bullies' when those situations are so so different #El hurt the bullies because they literally made Mike jump off a cliff and threatend Dustin with a knife #El used violence against Mike's bullies because Mike almost lost his life he was not being humiliated #and i'm not saying that being humiliated like El was isn't bad because i know how painful and traumatising it can be #but in Mike's situation she used violence against violence and that is still different #also that happened in s1 and they were still kids and since then Mike saw so much violence and death #that it would be understandable for him to have a different view on it now #if El would humiliate Angela back like she did with Troy at first #i'm pretty sure Mike would understand that better so maybe calm down with that hate yea? #but then again it is just a speculation and my opinion so you do you #blue's 'Mike's extreme defender' ramblings

[jalwyn21]

In her documentary, Taylor talks about how she's always had a need to be seen as "good" and how she's been raised to be fulfilled by other people's approval. The whole documentary is framed in a way to portray her as this young woman who is just always trying to make everyone happy and how she's done with that and she's going to do what she wants. Basically, it focuses on her reputation era. But looking back, the person she portrayed herself as in the documentary and the person we're seeing now feel like completely different people. I don't feel comfortable making a diagnosis because I don't know her personally and I'm not qualified anyway but I do know enough about the subject to say she gives off some very narcissistic vibes with how she constantly and consistently victimizes herself and always turns around the blame to everyone but herself while also trying to make herself come off as this empowered girl boss. That's always bothered me about many celeb documentaries. Even Selena Gomez's one. It's just always framed in a way to make the celeb in question the constant victim and make anyone who ever criticized them for anything feel guilty.

But for Taylor, anytime she has had criticism for anything, she has always had more than 2x the amount of people defending her. And there is so much self-congratulation literally as she's talking about what a victim she's been. Like how can people justify the contradictions of her entire persona. And it really angers me on a personal level that Taylor gets to maintain this flawless goddess image where she claims the music industry has done her dirty while getting every award and the same people that love to talk about how corrupt the music industry is (which it totally is) will celebrate and act like Taylor deserves an award for winning an award. I'm just legitimately angry and sick to my stomach watching this phenomenon and seeing even otherwise reasonable people lose their minds and become hypocrites over her. Her fans are literally out there body shaming her ex and making the exact comments about him as she has always said hurt her.

I also hate this narrative that she built about being an "unhinged woman" where she is calling herself a nice girl who is "fucked in the head" because she is literally fetishizing mental illness. She'll complain about being accused of victimizing herself while victimizing herself and encouraging her fans to do the same. She literally talks about playing narcissists like a violin which is not something you can do. She's literally parroting something a narcissist would say to hype themselves up. The parts where she's talking about Joe make me so angry now because she's done such a 180 since then. And the fact that she had the nerve to show Harry and Tom in the scenes where she's talking about her love life and there's a whole scene of her recording and performing Getaway Car. Just seeing her face now is disturbing to me yet I can't look away either

#free joe alwyn #nonnie #q&a #anti taylor swift #shit swifties say #toxic swifties #parasocial behavior #toxic taylor swift

[heckinconfusedparade]

Here's a writing request for you!

How about in this alternate world, Nine takes Sonic to the Grim while the Rebels are all fighting the council, but in this he know what became of Sonic's world and is more desperate than ever, because instead of weeks it was MONTHS before he saw Sonic again and he doesn't want to lose this chance possibly forever. And so like idk something happens like a fight or something and Nine rewrites Sonics memories with the shard of the Prism, and then they're just having fun in the Grim. And then Nine begins to feel something. Something like a pit forming in his gut. Something that came too late as it's too late to back out of everything now. Something that grows stronger when Sonic smiles at him or shows care.

Guilt.

Just a weird writing prompt I'm curious on how you'll write it happening and how Nine will feel if it was a part of the episode. Like if he let Sonic know Sonic would leave and possibly hate (which could never happen but Nine thinks it would) him forever and he'd be alone again, but if he didn't he'd have to suffer with this guilt. Oh and Sonic's pretty happy in the Grim, even if he doesn't know he doesn't belong there or how he got there.

Idk just something I thought of. Something both sweet, fluffy and dark, conflicting for you to write if you want <3

Y’all are just eating up the angst aren’t you~

Months had gone by.. or so Nine thinks. Time passes weirdly in shatterspace. Point is, he hasn’t seen Sonic in a while.

Nine had finally located the perfect world; the world he calls The Grim. It’s barren and empty, the perfect empty slate to bring up a new life for him and Sonic.

Nine had done some searching and research, and thanks to some random black hedgehog in the void, Nine discovers that Sonic had destroyed his own world due to his own carelessness. His home is gone.

He was so excited to show Sonic the new beginnings.

More excited than he’s been in a while.

But then Sonic shut him down. He’s so focused on helping others. Why doesn’t he want to help someone he insisted was his best friend first? That world did nothing for Nine. Pain, agony, betrayal, and loneliness summarizes the short 8 years Nine has lived.

Boiling deep within him, an anger is fighting to break out. No matter how hard Nine tries to fight, it slips past.

“You’re.. being dumb.” Nine grumbles. Sonic turns to look at him with slight shock “sorry?”

“You’re being dumb. I’m offering you the perfect opportunity to start over, to build something new. The world you lost and the one I never had.” Nine steps closer, puffing up his chest to seem bigger.

“I can’t just abandon my friends.” Sonic isn’t sure where this is headed.

Nine laughs, which confuses Sonic even more “what a hypocritical snob you are, hedgehog. You say that, yet you’re deliberately abandoning ME. I’m trying to HELP you.”

Sonic gives Nine a stern look “listen. This place isn’t going anywhere. We have all the time to discuss this. They need me NOW.”

“Are you kidding me? You’re- you’re kidding me right? Im not sure if you’ve noticed, but you’re a massive flight risk.. every point of conflict you’ve somehow managed to disappear when you were needed most. Hell, you could blip away right now because of some stray rock or something and I won’t see you again for MONTHS! We are discussing this right here right now.” Nine glares at Sonic.

“Nine. I want to go home. I don’t want to leave you behind, but I also can’t just leave behind the people I LOVE.” Sonics getting a little upset now.

Nine smiles at Sonic “funny you say that. They’re gone, Sonic.”

“Excuse me?”

“They’re gone. When you broke the paradox prism, your world shattered. Everyone. Is. Gone. Your beloved green hills, palm trees, and blue skies? Gone. Tails? GONE. Because of YOU.”

“You don’t know that.” There’s a lot of hurt in Sonics voice. His heart has dropped to his stomach and he feels cold and sick.

“Oh but I do! You can’t even touch a shard without going somewhere else, so how could you possibly ever put them back together?” Nines voice is cold and shrill. Sonic shudders, he’s never heard this tone of voice, from Tails nonetheless.

Sonic backs away, pointing an accusing finger at Nine “you’re wrong. You are so wrong because know what? I’ve achieved the impossible before. Even as a liability, I’ve pulled through and gotten to my goal. Why? Because I care. I care about the freedom of everyone around me. I care to my own detriment because that’s just the kind of person I am and will continue to be. And the fact that you can stand there and speak to me that way tells me that you DONT care. You don’t care about anyone but yourself.”

Nine facepalms “I’m doing this BECAUSE I care. I care about YOU.”

“If you truly cared, you wouldn’t be forcing me to stay.”

Nine goes silent. He never considered using force. But if he wants to keep Sonic, he’s going to have to. He heads to his ship and plugs in some code. He charges up a beam and points it at Sonic. “Sorry bout this Sonic.. but it has to be this way.”

Sonic tenses “Nine?”

Two arms come out of the ship to grab and lock Sonic into place. Sonic struggles “NINE WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!”

“What has to be done.”

FLASH!

Sonic wakes up to loud ringing and blurred vision. A familiar figure stands before him.

“Sonic..? Are you ok?” The figure reaches to touch his shoulder, bringing him back to reality.

“Yeah.. m’ fine..” Sonic rubs his head “what happened?”

Nine hums “I accidentally hit you on the head with a giant claw. Sorry about that.” lying feels so wrong.

“Oh. Well, we should get on, then.” Sonic stands, still holding his head.

Nine nods.

The two get to work building a base on the Grim.

It’s smooth sailing for a couple weeks.

Then one night, after Sonic has gone to bed to rest up for a new day, Nine lies awake in his own, plagued with thoughts.

Nine has learned the hard way that altering someone’s memories to forget important people changes someone quite a bit. Sonic is still a happy go lucky person, but he’s lost a bit of his shine. He appears to just be a fraction of himself.

Every time Sonic smiles at him, or shows any affection, Nine is sucked into a pit of guilt.

Was this the right thing to do? Or has Nine become the person he feared. The sickening feeling of guilt hits him hard, like a load of heavy bricks pressing down on his chest and shoulders.

Nine is snapped out of his thoughts by the sound of the front door being broken down.

He rushes out of bed to meet Sonic at the scene.

There in the doorway stands the hedgehog he had met in the void.

Sonic looks at Shadow with a confused sense of familiarity “do I.. know you?” He says, tilting his head. He has forgotten to fight. There’s no reason to fight. When has he ever had to?

Shadows eyes widen before he snaps to look at Nine. Shadow charges at Nine, pinning him against the wall “WHAT DID YOU DO?”

Nine had taken off his mechanical tails. He was under the impression nobody would hurt him here. He struggles under Shadows grip. Sonic grabs Shadow and pulls him back, causing him to release Nine. “What are you doing, you weirdo?!”

Shadow growls “Sonic, it’s me! Don’t you remember?!”

Sonic gives it a few moments.

He remembers being powerful.

He remembers him coming back.

He remembers when he helped him again to face the trauma of his past.

He remembers fighting from time to time, but being a respected rival.

He remembers.. being chased after he caused a blast.

He remembers him being upset.

“S..Shadow?” Sonic remembers him now. But so many empty places are left in his memory.

Sonic physically relaxes “Shadow. It’s you, isn’t it?”

“Yes, it’s me. I was wondering why I hadn’t heard you screaming in the void.. turns out it’s because of this little freak.” Shadow points to Nine who gives him a nasty look. Shadow grabs Sonic by the arm and starts pulling him “come on, we have to fix home.”

Sonic pulls away and laughs nervously “home? This is home.”

Shadow takes a deep breath trying to keep himself together “you’re wrong. Hold this. Maybe it will ring a bell.”

Shadow places a chaos emerald in Sonics hands.

Sonic is shoved through multiple memories at once, every friend, every battle, every hope and dream is all coming back to him.

Sonic snaps out of it. He slowly turns to Nine who has a look of serious remorse. As if he knows the jig is up.

“Sonic… I’m sorry.”

“Sorry’s not gonna cut it. I don’t even know who you are anymore. Let’s go, Shadow.”

Shadow and Sonic use chaos control to go hunt down some shards. Shadow has taken Nine’s shard, practically stranding him on The Grim. He claims it’s so he can think about what he did.

And think he does! Nine hits a serious low mentally. He’s given up. This is all his fault. If only he had helped instead of being so selfish, Sonic wouldn’t hate him. And maybe the war would be over by now.

Which is why he’s shocked that after a month, Sonic shows back up.

“Come on, Nine. We’re taking you home.” Sonic approaches Nine who turns away, unable to look him in the eyes “why even bother? I ruined everything. I deserve to stay here alone.”

Sonic sighs “look. You still have time to change. I won’t forgive you for what you did, but I still care for you, no matter how dumb you or Shadow may think it is. New Yoke City has entered a new era, and I want you to be there for it. I think.. that’s the new world you wanted so badly.”

Nine considers, but shakes his head “no. I don’t deserve redemption either.”

Sonic starts wandering around, collecting Nine’s stuff and shoving it into the ship. He plugs the shard back in. Then he picks up Nine and plonks him back in “I want the best for you, and living in a wasteland isn’t cutting it, buddy.”

Nine sheds some tears “ah.. you were right. Your kindness is your own detriment.” He doesn’t want to be at The Grim anymore.

Sonic chuckles. He has no idea how this ship works, but he figures it out.

Nine soon finds himself under a blue sky. He’s back in the city, but everyone is happier and celebrating the fall of the Chaos Council.

Sonic is welcomed back by Knucks, Rebel, and Shadow.

The prism is nearly complete.

Nine, in an effort to try out redemption, builds a system that can place together the shards at the same time. He’s shocked when he’s praised.

Sonic and Shadow say their goodbyes to the others. Sonic eventually gets to Nine. He crouches down to meet his eyes “Nine. You’re truly something special. Use that brilliant brain of yours to work towards the world you wanted.” he smiles at him.

Nine sniffles “I don’t deserve your kindness.”

“Yea you do.”

“No I don’t.”

“Yea you do!”

“No! I! Don’t!”

“Yes! You! Do!”

“Sonic?”

“Yea buddy?”

“Will I ever see you again?”

Sonic looks at Nine. He sees the eyes he once knew. The eyes of Miles ‘Nine’ Prower, the brilliant kid who only wanted to be happy.

Sonic shrugs “I dunno, Nine. But if we do meet again.. I’m taking you to get a chilli dog.”

“I look forward to it.”

Sonic then does something truly unexpected. He gives Nine a hug.

The separate and just like that, Sonic and Shadow have returned to their world.

Nine will never forget him.

Sonic believes that everyone deserves peace.

That’s just the kind of guy he is.

#angst #sonic the hedgehog #sonic prime #shadow the hedgehog #nine the fox #prime sonic #prime shadow

[basuralindo]

tell me about your baldur's gate favs ill definitely not ask my sister about it and judge you :)

(jk but go off)

gjsjshdshf I will go off thank you (also I haven't gotten past the first stage yet but I've collected all the main cast so far, so, have your sister take that into account I guess)

blorbo (favorite character, character I think about the most): This is so hard to choose! Like genuinely I just can't. My top guys are Karlach, Lae'zel, Astarion, Wyll, and Gale. It's most of the cast.

scrunkly (my “baby”, character that gives me cuteness aggression, character that is So Shaped): Karlach! She so goddamn cute, and so fun. I know everything ever calls her a ball of sunshine, but they're all correct. She's peak himbo energy in a woman and so much more. If you leave her idle she starts dancing. I wanna buy her icecream.

scrimblo bimblo (underrated/underappreciated fave): Wyyyyylllll. He was a little boring at first just for being so noble with no obvious bastard tendencies, but after having him in my party for a bit I've realized he can be a little shit and I'm so much more attached now. I like that he actually cares and wants to do good, and as always I appreciate when a character has a lot of complications under the surface that are hard to spot immediately. I don't know what his whole deal is yet but I'm intrigued, I'll probably try to romance him in some playthrough. I don't see nearly enough fan content of him and it's a tragedy.

Also Lae'zel fits here I think? She doesn't seem to be as popular and that sucks because I'm obsessed with her. Weirdly enough kinda reminds me of Jamil if he was raised worse and like 80% more unhinged. I love that, despite the outward rabid warrior impression, for her culture she actually seems to be kind of a nerd? Girl read literally an entire library, she's insecure about not being strong enough and failing to live up to expectations, she fantasizes about being accepted by her own people and on some level seems to doubt that it'll happen, it's interesting. She's also hilarious to me, and I enjoy the blatant hostility tbh. Eventually I will convince her to fall in love with at least one of my Tavs, I need to know what she's like when she opens up, if she opens up, and I wanna see what her good end is like

glup shitto (obscure fave, character that can appear in the background for 0.2 seconds and I won’t shut up about it for a week): My man Withers. Memeable af. I haven't had any use for him so far but I love having him around because he cracks me up.

poor little meow meow (“problematic”/unpopular/controversial/otherwise pathetic fave): Let's hear it for white boy of the year, wettest cat, most unfortunate little bastard man with the biggest saddest eyes, and absolutely-totally-not-a-vampire-he-swears-on-his-own-grave: Astarion!! This is not a surprise. Your sister is probably sick of hearing about him. Everyone on the internet is probably sick of hearing about him. Half the fans hate him for reasons that range from fair enough, to homophobic, to entirely fabricated. The other half are completely obsessed with him for reasons that range from fair enough, to fetishistic, to entirely fabricated. I do genuinely feel that he's an incredibly valuable character and gives a level of honest nuance to abuse representation that needed to be shown. I'm glad they chose to portray his bad qualities and keep the good more subtle, he feels real and it's meaningful. He's also really funny and fun to get to know. I started romancing him on accident by trying to banter, and I'm enjoying that route so far. I love how bitchy he is and how hypocritical he ends up being about acts of kindness. I wanna see both his good and bad ends. (also I will never stop laughing at how bad he is at hiding that he's a vampire, like every single step of the way)

Honorable mention to Gale for also portraying a severely under acknowledged form of abuse and trauma! The way he expects and accepts mistreatment, the cruel dialog options that you are offered in response to him, and the reaction of fans who find him obnoxious or cumbersome all work so well to showcase the way society treats both addiction and autism to different degrees? Not to mention the reaction to his grooming, which can get pretty nasty. He's not as entertaining to me as the others, but he's important. I don't have the energy to really elaborate on my thoughts here and I know they're scrambled but yeah, I appreciate Gale.

horse plinko (character I would torment for fun, for whatever reason): idk, that one tiefling wizard guy with the shit attitude, I wouldn't wanna be cruel but I'd fuck with him a little just to get his head out of his ass. Also, more maliciously, I'd put Raphael back in the plinko from whence he came.

eeby deeby (character I would send to superhell): The orchestrators of everyone's tragic backstories. Let's be real, who can pick just one?

#ask game #ask meme #i absolutely refuse to look at astarion or gale discourse at this point tbh #I've happened across enough dogshit takes already to know i never wanna wade into that particular bog #it's one of those fandoms i prefer to enjoy from a distance

[thesimoneashley]

this is gonna be a long rant so fair warning:

Having been in the 🐝 fandom since before season 1, I've seen fandom fights come and go. Despite not often engaging in fandom discourse, the exposure of what is rotten in some parts of the fandom thanks to anons at @waitingforeddyneddy and the latest shadyness thrown at Simone and Simone fans made me do this post for my followers. I am not tagging this because I know these vile people love to go around doxxing and bullying.

Before anyone considers harassing or bullying me as well, I want to clarify that I am not friends with Annie, nor do I follow her. However, I appreciate her blog and some anons for exposing some of the nasties within this fandom. It reinforces my belief that certain JB fans have a superior complex and put this yt man (and themselves as “the better fans”) on a ridiculous high pedestal.

It's disgusting to continuesly see people labeled unfairly, like being called "homophobic" for not stanning JB or “racist”for whatever other reason (mainly because they are a fan of Simone but apparently they are not “right” enough).

I used to think JB and SA fans where a unit but ever since S2 dropped the shadyness from JB fans hasn’t stopped, it has increased.

So I am saying this:

If you’re one of those supporting the nasty and passive aggressive comments from certain JB Stans who claim Simone “hasn’t said shit about Kanthony S3” and “only talked about the KA dance a year ago and that was her only statement”, disregarding her numerous interviews from the past year, compared to JB's one time interview about S3 KA in April last year; if you believe Jonny's vague “we are back”qualifies him as the K*nthony king where he couldn’t even name drop his leading lady nor her character and you insist on policing anyone rightfully calling Simone the “K*nthony stan queen” (or whatever name 😂)due to your hurt ego as a JB fan; if you engage in sending death threats and hateful messages to @waitingforeddyneddy or anyone who is not a fan of your damn white as chalk man, if you are joking about “Simone's (un)employment” and calling her boyfriend all sorts of names; if all this aligns with your behavior, please unfollow me now and go f*ck yourself.

I may not support everything discussed over there, but thanks to that blog’s anons, I've become aware that some Simone fan sites (some whom I used to follow and support) are involved with or even instigating negativity. I hope you feel ashamed of calling her boyfriend ugly or harassing her fellow stans, or make fun of people supporting her just because you don’t like them while also having the audacity to dictate Simone on her own instagram how, when and what to post. What a big ass hypocrite and disgusting person you and your friends are.

To those love to claim that Simone's fans behavior reflect poorly on her and the fandom (I quote “this is why everyone hates SA fans”), you would benefit from taking a moment to reflect on everyone’s individual behavior including your own. JB fans, look no further than to your mutual stans who tell SA fans they wish they “got aborted”. All for your yt man who will never f*ck you. Your sick in the head.

And for anyone who wants to know what piece of worthless scum there is among the JB / (k)*nthony fandom read through the anons from the blog by @waitingforeddyneddy

Trigger Warning: I hope those with braincells in the JB fandom understand that I'm not generalizing all fans as a whole.

Everyone else playing superior while stanning that yt man:Wishing you a change of attitude.

I am linking this post pinned to my blog since Season 2 dropped.It features (TW for the ego hurt) THE ONLY interview from JB in April 2022 about KA S3 he ever gave since the show dropped contrasting with numerous instances where Simone(the Queen of Kan*hony;))))), has discussed KA. You are welcome to shut tf about now.

Edit: you are also f*cked up to think JB telling some random stalker fan he “loves” Simone means they are secret besties or whatever. Talking about parasocial.

#fandom bullies #fandom drama #Jb Fans are the worst #the problem #with (k)Anthony fans #not finding that yt man hot makes me homophobic check #that white man’s fan are rotten to the core

[beerflavoredjellibelli]

I had never understood my Father's obsession with asking me to smile for my school photos. Not that I didn't, mind you. I did, but it was that smile. You know the one. A dutiful and forced smile that you hope is good enough that you won't be asked to take a do over. Mine were never that great. The pictures were always met with a mild disappointment. "You have such a pretty smile!" "Why don't you ever let your teeth show?"

"Do you hate your smile?"

Why then did it take him passing for me to understand the real importance of all these questions? Looking back through so many photos of the past I see those same dutiful smiles from him. The few photos with real smiles he never saw the camera. Small glimpses of joy when he didn't think someone was looking. At first my thoughts were surface level. A hypocrite who wanted from me what he wouldn't even do himself! Now I can look down at my favorite photo of him and understand why he had asked me so many times to smile. The only photo of a true and genuine smile where the love and joy he felt in that moment comes through to you. When you can gaze at it and feel a swell of love in your chest. All he had wanted was to have a picture of me that could bring the same swell of joy in him that that picture brings to me. To see not just the dutiful smile of his child but one that if he is having a tough day he could take a peek into his wallet and maybe find some light through the haze that comes over us sometimes.

Understanding can come so late. Too late more often than not. In this understanding I have also found that along with genetic conditions and traits you can in fact inherit demons. My Father spent much of his life believing he was a burden on everyone he loved. He carried this demon close to the chest, so close in fact I only ever learned of it after he had passed on, though I had the terrible privilege of glimpsing it just before he left. His best friend (a man I would also call my father as he had been around for a majority of my life) had told me the burden of this demon. It had plagued him most of his life. My Father would joke and say his back was going bad because the world had tried to crush him but had miscalculated and only crippled him. That was a half truth I guess. The weight of his depression has pulled him down. It aged him.

I find myself plagued by a similar demon. Looking at myself as a burden to those I love when I need rest or to call out sick. When I require help and begin to berate myself for needing it when I should be able to do everything myself. How much of these thoughts had he quietly suffered through? How many other demons tore and pulled at him that he just silently endured until he took that final breath?

The moment hangs in my head like a horrible picture. I can hear him so clearly it makes me sick with longing.

"I'm sorry I've been such a burden."

I tried to tell him he wasn't. I didn't try hard enough and I hate myself for it every day. Why hadn't I chased him down? Why hadn't I tried my hardest in that moment to push that demon from his shoulders and embrace him?! I tried to tell him but it wasn't enough!

I LET HIM GO.

I let him walk away from me after trying to tell him he wasn't a burden and when he turned away and closed himself in his room, I left it at that.

Not even 24 hours later and he was gone. My last words to him, his last words to me. The face of his demon was there in front of me and I wasn't strong enough to fight it. It wore his face. As my demon now wears mine.

Now I find myself looking through pictures of him, trying desperately not to see that same demon. To not see the dutiful smile of someone who doesn't believe they are worth being loved. That they are some sort of mistake, a burden to those they care for.

It is a picture of my Father. A man I love more than anything.

I wish I had smiled more.

I hope Daddy that wherever you are now your demons can't follow.

#I Wish I had Smiled More #loss #memory #emotions #emotional #long post #thoughts #feelings #dad #father #parent #love #fight those demons #you are loved #you are not alone #you deserve better #you deserve to be happy #you deserve peace

[fireemblems24]

Golden Wildfire - Ch 5

Spoilers for GW under the cut.

STORY/MAP

Judith!!! Why aren't you playable 😭. Imagine if she and Rodrigue hooked up. Double the sexy.

Claude said "three houses." I'm easily entertained.

Holst is always eating mushrooms and getting sick before meetings.

Shez just fighting this war to get at Jeralt and Byleth, lamo.

At least it's nice Edelgard won a battle not against the church. She actually chased the Alliance back. Though, it's only because of heel-face-turns.

Raphael's eyes are too light-colored. He looks creepy. And, man, Claude is really hard-carrying the Golden Deer for looks for men.

Arval is shitting on Claude for constant retreating lamo.

Still have no idea why he didn't ask Dimitri for help. He's like, oh, shit, the Empire's huge ass army is kicking our ass. They're also fighting the Kingdom. Oh, no, what do we do? Talk to Dimitri? Of course not. Why would we do that?

LINHARDT AND HILDA HAVE SUPPORTS. FUCK YES. It's the lazy duo. OMG, yes. I wanted this soooooo bad. It better be comedic genius.

MAP

Don't worry, Lorenz. Your dad isn't really betraying everyone.

The only place Gatekeeper really makes sense is the Kingdom right now. Why wouldn't he continue guarding the church?

There's a lot of Judith simping going on, and I'm here for it.

Lysithea over here openly hating the Empire. Can't blame her. I feel like all that "honorary Black Eagle" nonsense forget she HATES the Empire.

Why is Claude blaming himself for the Empire's aggression? Did I see this conversation in SB? I don't remember.

Once again, someone is unable to make reforms because Edelgard started a war lol. Both Claude and Dimitri had plans for reform and positive change, but they got halted because of Edelgard.

Is it just me or is Lorenz like really good? He and Dimitri are by far my favorite to play as so far.

SHEZ & LEONIE C SUPPORT

Ready for some mercenary bonding, I'd expect.

Uh oh. I forgot that they may disagree over Jeralt. Surprised she didn't react to Leonie name-dropping Jeralt though.

This is a pretty interesting support for lore potential.

MARIANNE & HILDA C SUPPORT

Judith! I love it when other characters show up in supports.

Is Hilda going to make Marianne do all the work? Oh, thank God. She's not, lol.

Hahah, Marianne sucked at organizing. 🤣🤣🤣🤣

Judith does not approve. This is funny so far.

Aww, Hilda is taking the fall. That was sweet.

SHEZ & HILDA C SUPPORT

Lamo at Shez charging head-first into every battle. Very shonen of them.

They have two very different fighting styles lol.

Aww, Hilda is looking out for Shez.

SHEZ & LYSITHEA C SUPPORT

Lysithea is like, I expected you to be more reckless! Meanwhile, that support with Hilda she's too reckless.

I really don't get the vibe that Claude trusts Shez despite what Lysithea said, since he's not telling Shez anything.

Oh, no, Shez called Lysithea the "k" word. She's really prickly.

Love Shez calling Lysithea out for being a hypocrite and saying she's acting like a kid lamo.

That support is everything I hate about Lysithea.

LORENZ & LEONIE C SUPPORT

Bummed they only go to B. They might be my favorite pairings for each other.

Aww, man, that SUCKS for Leonie. I didn't think about that. She had to raise so much money to attend, only for it to last like a month. That hurts. It seems the church gave some back at least.

This is really similar to Shez and Lorenz's support, but I think Lorenz seems like he's coming from a much better place this time. In that one he was so fixated on class. Here he seems more worried he failed to help a commoner out.

LORENZ & MARIANNE C SUPPORT

Marianne got forced into this war 😭 Now I feel so bad for using her. But she's my favorite Golden Deer.

Lorenz offered to speak on her behalf. That's sweet.

I like him encouraging her, but it's still an example of why Dimitri/Marianne is so good. There's no "oh, just cheer up!" that rings so hallow. Raphael/Marianne is pretty good too, because he actually just cheers her up.

HILDA & LEONIE C SUPPORT

"Oh, Hilda, perfect!" - Leonie. "I am, aren't I?" - Hilda 🤣 It's even funnier because Leonie's not even fazed by it.

Leonie asked the wrong person to train lol. Hilda never wants to.

These two are so mismatched. 🤣🤣

Hilda just called Leonie cute lamo.

Did Hilda just invite "cute" Leonie to come to her tent for a bath?

IGNATZ & RAPHAEL C SUPPORT

Wow, they haven't spoken during the whole timeskip?

And Ignatz not bringing up his art at all is super sad.

So Ignatz doesn't want to be a knight and is one, and Raphael wants to be a knight but can't be one. All because of the war.

CLAUDE & RAPHAEL C SUPPORT

I learned absolutely nothing about either character in this support.

At least it brought up how the war is ruining common people's lives because Raphael's family can't travel because it's too dangerous.

I love how Claude's like "those silly eagles and lions always fighting each other" when Dimitri literally just wants to be left alone.

HILDA & LINHARDT C SUPPORT

This is the moment I've been waiting for.

He's like, lamo, you're working. Why?

"And to be clear. I'm not here to help." Linhardt is golden. "Oh, Linhardt, you're on break? Perfect! Then you can help me with this awful whatever that I'm doing!" He continues to be the most quotable.

"Your life seems to be one permanent break." 🤣🤣

Linhardt's even worse than Hilda. As it should be.

MARIANNE & LYSITHEA C SUPPORT

I fully anticipate this to be as awkward and pointless as Claude's and Raphael's support. But it's more Marianne content so . . .

Ohhhh wait, maybe I'm wrong if this is about crest drama.

Fuck that crest scholar. Leave Marianne alone.

Lysithea coming to Marianne's rescue about an annoying crest person is not what I expected, but I'm not upset about it.

Lysithea's really mature here. I like this.

This is the support they deserved in Houses.

NGL, this was actually really cool. REALLY wish it went higher than C.

LEONIE & LINHARDT C SUPPORT

Linhardt is such a mood.

It's refreshing to see Leonie not pressure Linhardt into changing, she just accepts him as his lazy self.

Linhardt's never been hunting, hunh. It's sweet he thought Leonie could use an owl mask for hunting.

And she got him a useless statue. At least he's trying now.

This is kinda cute, ngl. They made each other laugh.

MAIN BATTLE

OK, I was so convinced I accidentally clicked on my SB playthrough that I reset the game, but nope, this really opens with a conversation about why Bernie, a Black Eagle, is fighting . . .

Is this setting up for her recruitment or????

Ok, finally back to Claude and co. Just generic stuff about preparing for Edelgard's invasion though.

Love Judith calling Claude "little Claude." That's what SB is missing, an adult figure like Rodrigue or Judith.

All that talk with Bernie, and only Balthus is recruitable this chapter. Oh, well, I was planning on using him anyways.

Oh, finally! Holst. I was wondering when he's be playable. I should've guessed given I only had 3 units under my control and 4 non-controlled allies running around.

Man, Lorenz is just busted, isn't he?

Claude really doesn't tell his allies anything, does he? I appreciate Lorenz for calling him out on it.

Oh, and Shez can call him out too!

His plan is that Glouster never actually betrayed him, right? That he's a plant to backstab the Empire like in SB?

Balthus and Holst now playable, woot!

Also, it took me like half the battle to figure out that Holst was a sword unit. Like, IDK, he looks like a warrior. I only noticed it when I saw that Ferdinand would blow him away, lamo.

Cool to see Ferdinand leading this stuff though. Seeing him actually get to do something.

Yep, Glouster never wanted anything to do with Edelgard, lamo. Though, why isn't she here?

They really should've told Lorenz this plan. I mean, he's Glouster's kid. I mean, Lysithea knew, so why not Lorenz? Poor Lorenz.

Is it bad I'm more curious about why Glouster didn't tell Lorenz about the plan ahead of time than anything else going on in GW so far? IDK, I just really like more personal drama I guess. Rather than Edelgard tries to kill everyone round, what is it now like 7 routes??

It's better in AG and SB because they're more tied to/involved in the drama. Poor Claude and the Deer seem destined to feel like a third-wheel again so far.

My big hope is that Edelgard realizes she can't take both the Kingdom and the Alliance at the same time, so she decides to focus on the Kingdom only since that's where Rhea is (and, let's face it the country she'll have a WAYYYY harder time bringing to heel under her dominance than the Alliance). So that'll free Claude and co up to do something more interesting than exactly the same thing he did in AM/VW/SS/CF/AG/SB so far. Yikes. I mean, Shahaid or however you spell his name is still there, right? Let Almyra be relevant.

SSS

#golden wildfire #fire emblem #fire emblem three hopes #three hopes #three hopes spoilers #golden wildfire spoilers

[the-good-bad-truth]

I’m going to be talking about some of the issues that I feel social media or people create when it comes to celebrities alleged sexuality, queerbaiting and sexualizing someone’s sexuality. The first issue I have is that people like to assume or push a sexuality on a celebrity. A perfect example is Shawn Mendes. As far as I know and what he says, he is straight. It bothers me how people will call him things like “fruity” or “sissy” because of how he swims. What if he’s actually straight and this spectacle people are making about what he is for nothing? If it is 100% confirmed that he is straight, people will hate on him and might even accuse him of queerbaiting. He can’t even say anything because then he could be labeled homophobic. This brings me to my next topic and how some celebrities will queer bait. I think that it’s not necessarily the celebs fault but it could be their teams or fan base that create this image. For example, in Ariana Grande’s song “Thank U, Next” she sings a specific lyric , “I met someone else/But this one gon’ last/ Cause her name is Ari”. Obviously writing out the lyrics, we can see she’s talking about self love but it sounded like Aubrey. People assumed she was bisexual. It also didn’t help when she did a song w/victoria monet, she said likes women and men and then came Break up with your girlfriend, cuz i’m bored mv. I think this isn’t really her fault because it was people didn't pay attention to what she was saying. I also think that hollywood knows that young society like to praise LGBTQ+ icons, movies, so tv shows, movies or labels will make 1 character gay or will allude to the artist being gay. It’s not like I'm trying to say I don’t want to see a character who is Lgbtq+, but some characters' entire storyline or personality ends up being stereotypes. I also think there are some celebrities who will use their sexuality to appear sexy, or appeal to an audience or to gain sympathy. There are also celebs who use sexuality to boost their careers but when it’s time to talk about the issues/struggles that LGBTQ+ face they are silent. Jussie Smollet created a fake hate crime to boost his career and get paid better. That makes me sick cuz I can only imagine the gay men that actually are harmed or lose their lives to this and he only did it to get 5min of fame. Olivia Wilde and Megan fox like to every once in a while bring up that they are bisexual. Olivia wilde has said that she would only date a women for only sexual pleasure. It’s like she was sexualizing lesbian/bisexual love and only making it seem girl/girl relationship could only be sexual. Megan fox also said she wouldn’t sleep with a woman who slept w/men because they would be dirty. She did admit it was hypocritical of her but she just kind of proved that she thinks women need to be clean. They are known as Bisexual icons but they don’t really advocate or talk about LGBTQ issues . I guess I could give Olivia Wilde some credit because in a movie she direct a movie where there was a lesbian female character. I’m not trying to say they have to be forced to speak up. But they are celebrities and have a platform, so why not use it to advocate for the people who are like them? I also wanted to talk about how fans will create gay ships w/ band members who might not even be gay such as Harry/Louis or Camila/Lauren. Until then, I want to say Happy Pride month. I hope that everyone in the LGBTQ+ community is safe and happy.I also want to say that I am sorry for the stupid and disgusting things that ignorant people say or do. Just know that all of you are strong and beautiful, amazing human beings.

#bisexual #lgbtq #celebs #queerbaiting #sexuality #gay #shawn mendes #billie eilish #olivia wilde #Megan fox

[stormblessed95]

There are many LGBTQ armies on here. I am one. You are part of the community yourself, I believe. I know you probably don't want this anywhere near your blog because what this person is doing smells like a pile of burning rat guts. I know this person is sick and they are are probably loving the attention they are getting from us (hypocritical of me to say that I know). I know that this is just one troubled person. But they represent many more who think the same way. Today they are in the Jikook tag accusing Jm of SA and violence against Jk (and others) because of the hickey. THE 'EVIDENCE' IS THE HICKEY. When SA and violence are brought into the hickey conversation it is time for everyone aligned with this person to take a good look at themselves.

At what point is 'free speech' and 'being against cancel culture' a deflection against being held accountable for doing something dangerous? At what point is something a homophobic attack?

This is a violent and dangerous level of homophobia this person is putting on the table. It presents something that Jk was speaking about affectionately (his hickey) as him being SAed by an evil sexual predator. This is not the first time this kind of language has been used on their blog. The words they used today were 'sexual assault' 'violence' 'dirty' and 'disgusting'.

This is the kind of homophobia that gets people killed. I am dead serious. Don't sleep on this one. It is framing intimate contact between consenting adults of the same gender as sexual violence when it obviously is not.

Gay people don't need to be out here getting told we are dangerous if we show affection.

Gay people don't need to be out here being called abusers for doing close and intimate things with the people we love.

If anyone thinks it's cute to defend what this asshole is saying as 'freedom of speech', then you are contributing to a broader system of hate and homophobia that makes the world unsafe for people like us. I am old enough to remember Mathew Shepherd. Please look him up anyone who doesn't know.

Us getting mad about it is what this person wants. But I think it could also be a good example for people to take away about how dog whistling works and how it escalates. This individual's blog and that idiotic twt thread they posted is full of homophobic and mysogystic dog whistle attacks. And sometimes it is just plain accusations. And yeah, it would be good if we just starved them out of attention because clearly they have no conscience and are very disturbed. But it is important to know this is bigger than 'anti' behavior. Accusing a public figure of SA when we all saw the footage and can clearly read the tone and context, is an example of how lies and hysterical language can be used to put forth falsehoods. And if society wasn't already brimming with homophobia, both on micro and macro levels, EVERYONE would be able to see how wrong it is. All I can say is these trolls must have a very sad existence.

And that's that on that as far as I am concerned.

I'm assuming this is in regards to this blog sent from this ask:

I TRULY hope no one took this as me saying pretend it doesn't exist. When I say don't give them attention I mean, don't send them asks even to try to prove them wrong or to tell them off. They don't care. Don't comment on their stuff. Don't call them names, even though it is deserved. They don't care and they thrive off that attention and "angering" people.

What I mean is absolutely cancel the fvck out of them. Report them daily. Report them to Bighit and Hybe for slander and defamation. They deserve to be blacklisted and sued. This website has a tutorial up for step by step instructions on how to report an account or a person to BHM/Hybe:

I agree with absolutely everything you have said here. This is an ignore and not give what them the satisfaction of seeing you pissed off, but don't ignore what they are saying and please take action against it type of thing. People like this are vile.

Freedom of speech does not mean freedom from consequence. There is a difference.

[xeo-kunsatan]

Dissatisfied One shot +14 (Part 1)

Warning

This story contains sexual themes, Domestic abuse themes, Toxic relationships, Suicide, cigarettes use, bad words and prostitution references. If you are sensitive or underage please don't read this story.

Dissatisfied.... i don't think it's difficult to found out why do i feel like that..

I wasn't always being the inappropriate whore my grandmother or even my uncle used to call me.. I was supposed to be a innocent child.. tsk yeah.. an innocent child with the shitty luck of having such a shattered family and a stupid child with the shitty luck of having a pedophile as teacher who tried to rape him when the bastard child was just 10.

It's alright.. I guess.. I just woke up in the bed from one of my classmates, let's say he wanted a fun night so I accepted to gave him pleasure.. at least he paid me money so I can leave this room, .. but that didn't satisfied me.. nor even filled me.

I taked my stuff making sure he didn't woke up too but he still..

Rocky: Hey Bunny~, are you leaving to soon?~.

Bradley: Are you Horny again? we did it for almost 2 hours the last night, if you want to continue you most pay again.

Rocky: I have not enough money

Bradley: *change on his clothes* Then I have nothing to do here

Rocky: Tsk, you lost...

Bradley: Lost what? *Sarcastic Chuckle* Your "Buddy" is just bigger than mine, is not the big thing..

Rocky: *chuckles* As if you were that hot~.

Bradley: *takes his backpack* You didn't said that that night.

I left that room, that guy seemed mad by my comment, I can't help it, they still see me as the bastard son of the fire ghost which mess with their city but they actually desires me to gives them the pleasure that a girl or anyone else can't gave them..

I was walking through the hallways, then suddenly someone touched my hand to catch my attention, it was that big blue guy who uses to play American football, another client more.

Bradley: Unwin? Are you sure about this? You didn't had a girlfriend?

Unwin: Well yes.. i have a girlfriend, she asked me to do it one day but I'm not ready to do it nor even i have no idea about how to do it.

Bradley: so.. your first Time?

Unwin: Yep..

Bradley: alright.. we will do it this night, don't forget you have to pay for the fun night, i will teach you how to do it.

Unwin: Ok.. thanks man, Heheh now I see why people calls you Bunny, and not just for being little~ *leaves quickly while he was laughing at Bradley* Slut~.

Bradley: But Rabbits are cute...

After that I went to the school restrooms to take a quick bath to at least go to classes without any boy smell.

Since when i thought that this shit was a good idea?.. why did i thought that this would make me feel complete or even satisfied? I questioned myself while the shower drops were falling on my face.

I have a lot of missed calls from my uncle who is surely mad instead of worried by not arriving at the round house.

I dried myself quickly to then change my clothing and go to classes in time, at my seat I saw him.. Skeebo, after that day it's not the same being next to him. He used to bully me by the same old shit as the others but he stopped since that day I saved his life and i snapped to that lemon head which calls himself hero for a nonsense reason.

If you are asking why the heck I was selling my body like this if I have a traumatic event related with this?

I will answer your question, hate me or not depends of you, I will explain.

First my uncle is a hypocritical stingy, he will not give me any fucking money not even for a candy, he just gives money to my cousin, understandable, and the stupid lemon for his mediocre work.

The second reason... Everything happened in a normal school day (yes, after I got Skeebo's respect), also a normal day of ghost attack, there was a new ghost around the netherworld, this one has a weird power which makes everyone Who touches him or is slimed by him, that person ends into a lust state, it was easy to recognize when he attacked someone...at least for me, he has peculiar smell to Cherries, Strawberries and... saliva.

I didn't had to hide, the ghosts didn't attacked me as always, that lemon ball was around eating them and burping their eyes. That clumsy Pac crashed against me and suddenly Skeebo which was running away locking us in a locker by accident.

Bradley: shit...

Skeebo: Arghh!.. that lemon head!!...

Bradley: *sighs*....

Skeebo: are we in a girl's locker?.. this place smells good~

Bradley:*sniffs*... Oh.. shit.. we are not in a girl's locker...It's my locker....

Skeebo:*sniffs on Bradley's hair* is it you? You smell so good~

Bradley: Well my perfume used to be from my older sister, and i use Pactene Shampoo because my uncle has lots of them for my cousin and me, so it has sense.

Skeebo: It's still so good~

Bradley: fuck fuck fuck fuck... Skeebo.. you were infected by a lust ghost.. and you will not snap from that state until you....

Skeebo: me what?~

Bradley:... *Sighs* i-i.. I'm still scared for t-this... But.. just do it with me... D-d-dont worry.. you will not remember any of this moments...

Skeebo: you're so cute~ you're so sweet~..

Bradley: Ok i think he lost the control short time ago..damn it..

Then Skeebo slowly was ripping off my virginity.. I thought it would hurt as when that awful man tried to do to me.. but... This time.. I felt different.. I felt.. strange... i was embarrassed.. it hurted but I liked it..I don't know how nor why...He where keep going for 1 hour until he ended inside me.. for me it was difficult to still up but that feeling was too difficult to describe... Did I feel satisfaction?.. is this what am I looking for to feel full, did I feel good for at least one time of my life, he finally snapped out that state he didn't understand what happened and suddenly the locker door opened, I was a little naked so I acted quickly and transformed myself into a rabbit to escape from a already embarrassing moment leaving him with the shame. Because of me everyone saw Skeebo half-naked and stained in with his own fluids.

Ms Globular: Mr Spheros.. Mr Skeebo! Wake up!

Bradley: Huh!?...

Skeebo: What!?

Almost Everyone laugh about that.. specially to Skeebo

Ms Globular: Please focus yourself in the exam.

Bradley:..*sighs* yes Ms Globular..

Rocky: what's wrong Skeebo aren't you playing with your "buddy" again?

Izod: Yeah, please don't splash us~

Skeebo: *blushed and mad* you 2 shut up!

Yep... also that day was even worst for Skeebo than the day became into Heebo-Skeebo, he was even a bigger mock for almost all the students, it was my fault by running away as a coward..

Izod: Or what?

Bradley: Do you have any idea about how pathetic you look making fun with a guy because of an embarrassing moment he clearly wants to forget?

Rocky: You have no rights to speak slut!

Skeebo: Don't call him slut!

Izod: Aww the Sper-Man is defending the Play-Bun?.

Bradley: So sad that the sizes of your "Buddies" are not that good enough to compensate your lack of brain..

Ms Globular: That's enough you 4!! If you don't quit speaking that dirty stuff in the class i will send you to detention!

Izod/Rocky: Fine Ms Globular..

Bradley: Alright Ms...

Skeebo: *sighs*

The School Bell rings

It was now lunch time, i wasn't hungry so i left to the school yard to smoke a cigarette, a cherry one, I'm allergic to the normals.

Bradley: *sighs*

"Can i sit with you?" - a voice sounded..

It was Lexy Soto, one of my classmates and the most popular in the school for being so kind with all and bringing desserts from his Dad's restaurant also one of the most famous restaurants in Pacopolis), for it Lexy is really respected and beloved here, especially for that Lemon Ball.

Lexy always left a single meal for me and comes to me to give me company, it's still incredible that he is my friend without caring about my Dad's actions, did Latins are like this?

Bradley: Sure Lexy.

Lexy: Good, *sits to him* i noticed that you weren't in the Cafeteria so i left this cupcake for you.

Bradley: Thanks Lexy, you don't had to do it.

Lexy: I have to, Weon

Bradley:*smiles a little and takes the cupcake* Thanks Lexy, *bites it* Hmm~ is so sweet and soft.

Lexy: Chocolate with raspberry cream.

Bradley: Also.. let me guess, did you put ice cream for the cream?

Lexy: You got me.

Bradley: I knew it!

Lexy: *giggles*... *Starts sniffing Bradley* where selling your body again!?.

Bradley: Oh shit.. you got me

Lexy: Bradley, please you don't have to do it..

Bradley: Lexy, i don't have money to buy any stuff i need, and my uncle doesn't give me a shit.

Lexy: And i thought that presidents in Latin America are awful.. but please... You don't have to do it if you don't like it..

Bradley: That's the problem Lexy.. I think like it..but I hate to do it with that bastards.

Lexy: How you can like that awfull thing?...

Bradley: Because I'm sick Lexy..I know i am sick...but i can't cry for help.. because my uncle will not understand..

Lexy: I could ask my Dad to help you but.. i don't want to bother him...

Bradley: *pets him*... Lexy.. you don't have to do it... Maybe i could be sick.. but i will be okay.

Lexy: *starts sobbing* You're lying!... You are not okay! You said that you would be okay but that's not true.. i know you are suffering.. and it... It worries me a lot!! *Cries*

Bradley:...it's because that awful neighbor did to you, right?

Lexy: !!..

Bradley:*hugs Lexy* I'm sorry... I didn't mean to worry you like this.. maybe it would hurt but.. If something happens to me.. i already have a place in the netherworld with my Dad..

Lexy: If Pacopolis were your home too...

Bradley: Even if i live in netherworld, we would still be friends.

Lexy: At least.. please found a solution...

Bradley: I promise I will try.. *dries Lexy's tears* cheer up BerryPie.

Lexy: you most be the one who most smile first Cabro Culiao!..

Bradley: Heh..*smiles* sorry, like this?

Lexy: *cheers* much better~

6:00 pm

The school And clubs activities ended, Lexy have left to his home early to help out his father with his job as always, it was getting late and time to start my job with that moron, so i left the reading club (Club Wich has a single one member, me) to meet up with that guy i just forgot his name and i don't give a care in remember it.

Unwin: Finally..

Bradley: we will do this quickly, i have to go back to the round house.. i have piano practice at 8:00 pm.

Unwin: All you have to do is please me..

Bradley: just if you pay the price, if you don't i will make sure one of my boys to torment you, got it?

Unwin:*sighs* fine!..*pays him 10 Pac Dollars*

Bradley: Good Boy~.

And well i did it with him as i did with the rest of the boys from Maze High (Except by Pac and Spiral, dude i have my limits, i can't leave that stinky lemon to touch me, and Spiral, i know he likes Pacster since long, it's kinda obvious and i prefer them to have that experience by theirselfs) but ..i didn't felt nothing similar to that curious feeling i felt with him.. it wasn't the same.. but it wasn't possible.. even after he ended as a mock because of me.. i would not be able to stand the guilt...

7:00 pm

By finishing, i just put in my clothing to take my stuff and left the dorms, it was almond late for my classes and even worst i was having a lot of walking problems, fortunately or well.. unfortunately my uncle's limousine arrived next to me And taked me to the round house, the bodyguards didn't looked at me in any moment.. it was uncomfortable.. when we arrived to the round house, there was my uncle waiting for me, he seemed completely mad.

Bradley: *sighs*..

Stratos: Bradley..Where the heck you have been!? Why you didn't come back to home yesterday!? Or not even answered my calls!!??... And ugh!.. what's that awful smell!!??

Bradley: Do you care?.

Stratos: wait.. don't tell me you where sleeping with a guy!!?

Bradley: So what!?, If i was sleeping with someone or i was making out with someone, that's not of your business!!

Stratos: of course it's my business to take care of you!

Bradley: As it was your business to take care of my dad when he needed you more than anything... You cared so much of me that you left me with grandmother!

Stratos: It wasn't that bad!

Bradley: That Bad...It wasn't..That Bad!? I was her fucking Boxing bag and used me to turn off her cigarettes

Stratos: You are exaggerating, she was educating you to be a disciplined and decent man!.

Bradley: So sad, it didn't work..

Stratos: It was for you could not end like your father.

Bradley: Should I'll remember you the boiling water cup she threw me in that Barbecue in the round house by "Accident?

Stratos: Agh just go inside and take a bath right now!.. don't let Cedrick see you!.

Bradley: Whatever...

Yep the same old shit of always... I taked another bath and went to my room, i was so tired, Quartzy was sleeping on my lap to comfort me.. but i still had to play that piano.. so i get up to go to the piano room.. my Uncle wasn't there... that was a good thing, that means he would not bother me.

So i sat in that sit and taked a cherry cigarette from a box i use to hide from my uncle and cousin.

I smoke one of them while I was playing a soft melody in the piano..I was losing myself in my thoughts and the music.. then suddenly someone entered in.

Cedrick: Hey Brad!

Bradley:*throws the cigarette through the window* Oh, hi Cedrick

Cedrick: what where you eating?...

Bradley: oh, it was nothing.

Cedrick: Oke, can I stay with you? I love how you play the piano :D.

Bradley: Alright little bud.

So I played a melodies for my little cousin, I didn't wanted him to see me like this..

I'm at least a little alright if my cousins, my people, my sister, Buttler and my Dad are alright too.. maybe.

Lately when I was close to Skeebo I was feeling something unusual.. like a hungry.. hungry for his virility, hungry for his touch.. I sounded like a monster... I'm sorry..

Suddenly i felt that someone was calling me.

#pacman and the ghostly adventures #pmatga #pacman #my ocs #+14 #Dissatisfied #Pmatga one shot

[comradedreammoved]

i wonder what'll be the turning point for mcyttwt and other stan fanbases on Twitter. I'm kinda scared for the future, everyday I see posts going viral on local/gen-pop Twitter talking about the parasocial relationships, entitlement, and general delusion about activism that mcyttwt has with cc's, and I wonder what it will take for that to become a widespread consensus/opinion within mcyttwt. It seems like most normies and "non-stans" concur that stans' ideas of making cc's speak out on issues that they're not qualified or educated enough to speak about is unproductive and stupid. It's so frustrating to see how delusional mcyttwt drama and "issues" look from the outside, while simultaneously seeing dreams tl always be filled with people who are proud to constantly be "calling him out" or "on his ass". the sick entitlement that a lot of stan accounts have fuel some type of superiority complex they have for being endlessly "critical" of dream is a complete joke. he gets @'d in threads that get a couple thousand likes every single hour that come from the mcyttwt bubble. I see posts THREATENING dream to speak out, some giving him time limits of 2 days to tweet or else he'll be labeled as performative, antiblack, and ignorant to minority issues. the threads are made by chronically online 15 y/o's that expect him to somehow fix all racial microagressions on social media and mcyttwt by making a probably pretty uneducated thread of tweets on his ~main~ account. i don't understand how these stans can consistently tell antis' that it doesn't matter what dream says and that he doesn't control the actions of his entire fanbase (there's always gonna be people who send dt's), but then turn around and claim that a statement from him on Twitter is gonna somehow solve all the antiblackness within the community. AND additionally it's a COMMUNITY problem, idk why everyone is so dead-set on making dream into the mouthpiece for every issue, while also criticizing him for trying to be the mouthpiece for everything?? of my 7+ years on Twitter, I've never seen a community so hypocritical, apathetic, and disillusioned. my life on Twitter has essentially just become me hate scrolling through my timeline, watching all the insanely ridiculous, awful threads go bye, hoping that dream deletes the app.

idk why i just wrote an essay, but i had to rant

i honestly dont have much to add u said it all 💀 i have been thinking about what the turning point could be though, and i guess it’d have to be by the ccs cuz even respected third party hasan called their threads performative and it didn’t change anything LMAO. either that or quarantine lifts and ppl become less terminally online and/or the fandom loses popularity and becomes easier to manage. idk if it can be solved from inside the fandom anymore cuz there’ve been a LOT of threads and essays from reddit/tumblr i’ve seen gain traction, but then something always seems to make them take a step back and then we’re back to square one.

#i guess it’d have to be like a serious stream or all of the ccs taking a break and forcing mcyttwt to Self Reflect lmao #i also have such bad hate scrolling habits loool 🤝 #i haven’t seen many outsider tweets about mcyttwts behavior tho actually just ones meming ccs like dream lmao + callout/cancel threads #memeing* #so that’s interesting to me #write me more essays guys i love reading ppls takes #long post #asks

[fifteenskies15]

Why isn't this blog more popular your writing is so good I hope I'm not bothering with my requests during these hard times. Yandere Tokito twins X childhood friend reader The kimetsu academy au ( read their profile it would probably help you ) Where she's been avoiding them since they entered middle school because they were becoming popular Stuff she did to avoid them ,going home in a different route calling them by their family name also while avoiding them she makes a new friend who's a boy.

Well, well! I got another reqs again, ight time to break fingers, forget sleep and write stuff again, I once again would like to warn you that my writings doesn't make any sense, there will be PSA and apology in the end regarding the question and maybe another reason why I can be very, VERY reluctant to accept reqs.

No longer the same

(Yandere! Tokito Brothers x Reader)

You and the Tokito Brothers were pair of lovely childhood friends once, ONCE, You don't think that you and the brothers are friends anymore now that those brothers has become very famous and maybe even forgot that you're exist, forgot everything that you and the brothers has been through as a child, so you draw the line between them and you.

You start to call them by their family name, and when you're going home, you tried your best to go out really fast so that you won't go home with them and even choosing the different route, not the one you and the brothers always go back in those days, everyday, you grow apart from them and maybe even forgot that they're exist...

However, they're not stupid, they noticed how you stray further from them, they even noticed how stiff and cold you are, you never came to their house and wake them up and went to school together, you never ask them to have lunch together anymore, you never ask them how's their day going, you never take them to the diner everytime you both go home after school and you never call them "Mui-chan" or "Yui-tan" anymore.

This sadden both of them? Why? Why would you draw the lines and forgot them? Did they do anything wrong to you? Did they say something wrong to you?

Yuichiro and Muichiro actually had always liked you, as in like-like you, they always do ever since you both are pair of wee tykes, so the fact that you start to avoid them really hurt them so much that they keep themselves up all night and thinking about why you avoid them.

Even though you're no longer talk to them, you're not lonely, you still have your good friend, Tanjiro Kamado, he is a kind and thoughtful boy, you really like how he always wear the hanafuda earrings despite the fact the school didn't allowed him to just because it was once belonged to his father, you like how he keep it on regardless the rule, everyday you spend your time with Tanjiro and his friends and sister, but you enjoy spending time with him the most.

Unfortunately, this somehow trigger something in the brothers, they're sad and angry that you start ignore them and be with other guys instead of them, everyday the awful feelings grow and grow, they start became rather obsessive towards you, you might not feel like it but the brothers started to stalk you and your friends with jealousy and obsession inside their minds.

Many unpleasant scene across their minds, there are a lots of possibilities of them hurting Tanjiro in anyway possible, why?

Because he stole you away from them, he stole the love of their lives, what give him the rights to be with you when they know you more than he did?

The more they see you with Tanjiro, the more toxic they are, they can't really take it anymore, so they decided to make a move.

Tanjiro, first...

Then, you...

It's just a regular day in the academy, Tanjiro was outside by himself and not with you because you have to run some errands with Kocho senpai at the library, the brothers take the liberty of this and approached him with a sinister glare in their empty mint eyes.

"Oh! Good afternoon Yuichiro-san, Muichiro-san! Would you like to join me?"

The sweetness Tanjiro showed them is rather disgusting and unnerving, Yuichiro even start to scrunched up his face in disgust.

Without thinking twice, Yuichiro start to pull Tanjiro's collar, making the other boy flinched in surprise, "Y-Yuichiro-san?! What... what's wrong??"

"Stay away from, (Name)..."

"Huh?! Why would I...? She's/he's my friend! How can I even stay away from her/him?!"

In a flash, Muichiro start to punched Tanjiro square on his face, he land another one as he try to speak "Don't say anything else... This is a warning, Kamado" he said dusting off his hands "You don't want anything happen to your lovely sister and friends, don't you?" As Muichiro mentioned Nezuko and his friends, Tanjiro glared up at them "You wouldn't!"

"We would" they say in unison, Tanjiro gritted his teeth and ready to attack them, but they swiftly dodged it causing him to fell forward, Yuichiro then stepped on Tanjiro's back, "This is your last warning, Kamado, if we see you and (Name) together, there will be hell to pay for your precious sister and friends"

He pull his feet off and scowl at Tanjiro's figure "Let's go, Muichiro"

He nod and went off with his brother, meanwhile Tanjiro just glared over his shoulder at the twins as he clenched his fist "I'm so sorry, (Name)"

You sighed as you make your way home, today Tanjiro doesn't seem feel well that he didn't want to walk with you, another problem is that he seemed to avoid you left and right, you wonder if you did anything wrong to them.

As you keep walking you start to feel pair of eyes are on you, you start to feel really anxious about this, so you picked up the pace, and as you heard a rapid footsteps behind you, you start to run faster with your heart beating wildly, who followed you here and why would they?!

You flinched as your assailant caught you and cover your mouth with an handkerchief to prevent you from screaming, you slowly losing consciousness and the last thing you saw was a familiar gleam of mint green eyes.

...

...

...

You slowly open your eyes...

Where are you now?

...

...

...

You're in bedroom, but not yours yet it looks familiar...

"You have come to, (name)-chan/kun?" A familiar voice said, alarmed, you looked around and to see Muichiro with a sick smile on his face "it's been a while since you're here, right, (Name)-chan/kun?" You were about to ask why would they do this but you can't since your mouth were gagged

"...?!?!"

"Nuh uh, (name) no talking" Yuichiro say, tutting and smirking at you "You have been a very bad girl/boy, haven't you, sweetheart? Avoiding us like a plague here and there?" You avert your eyes so that yours didn't see his eeriely empty mint eyes, you flinched as a hand sneak around your shoulders and to see Muichiro with same eyes and the sick smile on his face.

"We're sad, so sad when you avoid us, do you hate us or something?" You avoid both of their eyes and flinched as Yuichiro yanked the gag off your mouth "out with it, darling..."

You stayed silent for a bit then you meet their eyes "It's because since you both got famous!! You guys would see me as nothing now that everyone start to love you and you forget me like I am nothing afterwards!!"

They flinched and start to looked hurt at your words, Yuichiro gritted his teeth and put his hand around your neck "Is that what you think about us? How low you can be?"

Muichiro pouted sadly and lay his head on your shoulder "That's so mean, (name)-chan/kun, why would you thought we forget you because of fame?"

You feel guilty as Muichiro said that but that doesn't make up for what he and his brother do to you "That doesn't matter!! Just let me go-!!" You sputtered out as Yuichiro squeezed your neck tighter, it's almost hard to breathe "and let you being cozy with Kamado? Not a chance in hell, you don't want anything happen to him don't you? Muichiro and I are capable to hurt him in many ways more than one" you widen your eyes in fear, you knew them long enough to see where this is going.

"No please..." Yuichiro shoot a smirk to you "that's what I like to see, you begging us not to hurt your precious Kamado Tanjiro" he lean closer as he whispered to you "That means you have learnt your lesson, hm?" Yuichiro chuckled and kissed your cheek, making you flinch.

Muichiro giggled and do the same as he nuzzled himself against your neck "(Name)-chan/kun, you won't leave us now right?"

You just froze in fear and sadness.

Yuichiro chuckled again and slowly unbutton your uniform "she/he won't, Muichiro..."

"Because she/he belongs to us"

Well there we have it, I apologize if this doesn't meet your expectations and I owe you a little explanation and apologies

I actually starting to work on one shot and headcanons just for fun, my blog isn't exactly a writing blog like everyone and my friends, and in all honesty I couldn't take reqs really well, I only wrote for fun not for recognition or fame, I don't even like being "famous", I'm just here to have fun and doing art with my friends.

So I'm really sorry for being a hypocrite and gave you a false hope, if you want to request a fic or headcanon you can ask @ink-hashira or @kabura-maru since they're more capable and far more experienced than I am.

I hope you can understand this, once again, I'm so sorry and thank you.

#kny headcanons #kimetsu no yaiba headcanons #yandere kny #Tokito Muichiro #Tokito Yuichiro #demon slayer headcanons #Tokito Muichiro x Reader #Tokito Yuichiro x Reader

[cherry-ari]

@seasaltcosmos wanted that essay and I'm not going to deprive anyone of salt!!!

Okay, I come with this opinion as someone who really loves Kaminari and BakuDeku so obviously I'm biased and KiriBaku gives me nothing except being tolerable as a background relationship in fanfiction. So with that out of the way, KiriBaku yeah. The biggest ship in the entire fandom, right? How is it the biggest ship with such a wide range of content and somehow almost everyone gets the two characters involved so wrong?

Im going to start with Bakugo, because Kirishima is going to get long and I need to go ahead and get this out the way before I get into that rabbit hole, so yes. Bakugo is such a hard character to write, but I thought it was common sense that he gets along with other characters besides Kirishima? Like, no, Kirishima isn't the only one who can ""calm Bakugo down"" and it's annoying that people keep acting like he is! Kaminari has told Bakugo off on his behavior since season one, and has continued to do so throughout the entire series while also defending Bakugo when characters like Monoma who talk shit about him! I'd even argue, and dare I say it, Kaminari and Bakugo are closer? They're always shown sitting together, Kaminari is always teasing him, and god, he calls Bakugo Kacchan. The only other person allowed to do that is Midoriya! Who'd I'd argue is even closer to Bakugo! Obviously Kirishima and Bakugo have a friendship, and I'd be blind to ignore that KiriBaku has moments and people aren't ridiculous to like the potential of their relationship, but for the love of everything if you have to write Bakugo as hating everyone but Kirishima please don't. I'm tired of reading it!

Okay so fanon Kirishima right? Absolutely cannot stand this lad. Especially when he's attached to Bakugo's hip constantly like a lost puppy and his only purpose is to be the Bakugo whisperer and nothing else. If anyone was to play that role to the extreme, it'd be Midoriya? Midoriya knows how Bakugo ticks more than anyone in 1-A, and considering how close they are in the manga it's just- how do I articulate this? Hypocritical of Kiribaku shippers who are also anti bakudeku? That's not even going into how fanon Kirishima is just Kaminari, and while I understand Kirishima and Kaminari are similar characters in some ways- I'll read and or see kiribaku and think wow, this is just bakukami? Bakukami is a rare pair!!! That makes me so upset that such a popular ship is stealing tropes and chemistry that's basically another ship that hardly gets any attention! It's petty, but it's how I feel!

Kirishima and Bakugo are canonically close, but so are Midoriya and Kaminari and this fandom loves to ignore that and I'm sick of it! So anyway, yeah that's my rant. It's definitely biased and opinionated and I refuse to act like it isn't. I'm so sorry to all my non-bnha followers sksksksksk please forgive me. :')

#ari speaks #long post #I PRAY NONE OF THIS SHOW IN THE SHIP TAGS #I DONT WANT DRAMA #JUST LIKE BEING SALTY SOMETIMES

[shinkookiefanfiction]

SHE'S MY NOONA

Chapter 18

" are you okay?, you should also be careful!" I cried at her after she hurt her knee. Right now thanks to the injury noona got i had to carry her at my back, she was really light even due to her age.

It was very awkward she didn't talk to me from the moment i carried her. " noona tell me if you are uncomfortable." I cried as i continued walking " aniyo...what about you?" She finally asked.

" me? Are you worried about me?" I managed to ask but she was just silence. I could see she was trying to avoid me just like the way i did but i won't give up.

Meanwhile

" yah!, it's getting dark and Jungkook is not here with the girl." The manager cried " yah that's my girlfriend who is with a guy." Eun woo panicked wanting to go find her for himself.

" yah! Cool down man they'll just be back." IU tried to cool down Eun woo as the director and the bts manager started arguing.

" I'm going-" " there they are!" One of the staff pointed at Jungkook who was carrying Min ah at the back. Then Eun woo suddenly arrived realising Min ah was asleep " as you can see she got hurt a little so she's asleep, I'll take ca-" then Eun woo suddenly punched Jungkook.

" what makes you think you can take her away from me!!!" He angrily cried as a fight began making the staff and others try to stop them while Min ah was taken to her tent to sleep.

" yah!, are you crazy!" The manager cried tearing them apart " why this rackus!?" He cried as the two men just kept glaring at eachother.

Later

" yah i told you to stay away from her, i think you don't listen." Eun woo cursed " why would i? Leave her to some hypocrite friend." Jungkook also cried

" you hurt her already do you think I'll be easy to let you take Min ah away! Yah i'm Min ah's friend i know her since childhood." He cried " is that why you dumped some girl for her aren't you crazy." " ne that is what you don't know love makes you act crazy, i'm crazy for Min ah i won't let you easily steal her from me she's my girlfriend." " arasso lets just do it our own ways." Jungkook cried as he left.

That night

Min ah's p.o.v

I was awoken by something beautiful it was music, it was very sweet i wondered who could be playing such song this night. I got out only to see a man playing a piano. I couldn't see him very well but i guessed it had to be Jungkook right as i got close to him the music sounded clear so i sat next to him .

But i still couldn't see him. He didn't speak when i called to him but just smiled and careless my cheeks with him warm hand it was really nice. I could feel his breath right infront of me as we almost kissed but suddenly some one from behind him hit his head with something that i freaked out from my bed.

" it was a dream but seems real." I said to myself when i remembered him " why would i take back my heart?" I looked at the bracelet he once gave me. Did he confess to me yesterday...aniyo...it can't be.

But why am i blushing? It's not that i like him right? Aniyo get yourself together Min ah he's not into you, he's young for you-" " who's young for you?" I got suprised Jungkook who appeared out of nowhere " yah! How did you get here, what are you doi-" he then shush me " yah i was here with you since yesterday you were too sick so i got worried and came to check on you." He cried

Mwo? Is he out of his mind? How can he just come out of nowhere. " yah get out before someone sees you!" I tried to get him out pretending to not know what he said " I'll leave first if you don't." I cried about to leave when he suddenly pulled me back this time it was different.

He looked serious as he pinned me down the bed. " yah if my childish ways won't work on you then you leave me no choice." He suddenly slowly started opening his loose shirt revealing his bare chest. " yah! What are you doing?!" I cried trying to close my eyes.

" I'm trying to be nice but you keep pushing me away i confessed to you, wouldn't it be nice to reply?" He got close then whispered in my ear. " today is our last day here...hoping to see you home." He then winked and left. Leaving my heart abnormal what's wrong with him? I grined is he crazy!?

Trying to flirt with me, yah i'm older than you. You can't behave like that infront of me, it's confusing me.

Later

I went outside meeting with everyone sending me sorries for being sick. " how was it?" IU suddenly asked making me think of today morning. " Min ah......you seem to be in deep thoughts anything wrong?" " aniyo it's just nothing what were you asking?" " nevermind so its our last day, i hope things get well." She smiled and left.

Eun woo and Jungkook have been acting weird. Mostly Jungkook was he not joking today morning i couldn't stop thinking about today morning. "Min ah!" I was awoken from my thoughts " it seems Min ah sshi is not here." " aniyo i'm here it was just nothing." I cried as i saw him Jungkook acting as if nothing ever happened in the room.

He was laughing with the other girls who were flirting with him. Look at him he's such a playboy...aniyo..i really hate him...but why do i keep thinking of him? I really don't want that.

Perhaps...does he have two personalities...andwe he doesn't. Later we finally were able to finish the show. I was really happy cause i wanted to go home and things were getting complicated

"Let's go Min ah!" Eun woo hurriedly pounced at me from behind as he held my hand then smiled at me as i smiled back . "Wait are you okay?" He asked putting his hand on my forehead feeling my temperature "you really had a fever yesterday but now it's gone, I'm thankful." He gently said to me.

Just when Jungkook appeared out of nowhere and separated me from Eun woo. "You can't leave with her I'll take her home, she's my neighbour." I saw them glaring at eachother. "Wae should i, even if i do people will talk so be careful." Eun woo then went near Jungkook and whispered something i couldn't hear.

Jungkook could only chuckle " what if i tell you she's one of my staff, couldn't that work?" He cried "still why would an employee be doing alone with someone like you." Eun woo asked as he tightly held my hand.

"Min ah let's go." He said as he gently clutching my hand pulling me to leave with him. He was about to leave but i decided to resist from leaving as i forcibly removed my hand leaving him shocked "mianhaeyo, but i can't go with you...I have to go." I hurriedly turned but he still dragged me which perhaps made Eun woo angry " yah! She's my girlfriend! I guess you don't want to have rumours around." He cried " mwo she's your girlfriend? I don't believe it." He chuckled nervously " it's true Eun woo and i are dating so please leave." I cried as i felt my heart ache as he slowly let go of my hand.

"Ooh...mianhaeyo, i mean...congrats." He stuttered as he smiled suddenly " Noona i hope you two invite me to your wedding." He continued as my heart ache not able to stare at him because of my embarrassment.

After this he suddenly turned to leave. My heart ached i couldn't bare watch him leave realizing that i was truly inlove with him. I wished I could stop him but people were watching.

Mianhaeyo Kookie it's better this way though I'm not sure about your feelings.

[bavarianmillionaire]

As a french I can confirm that i've seen quite a number of french nt fans on twitter that seem happy about it. I'm so done with the french NT fanbase on twitter. They're so annoying. For some of them it's not even enough that now he won't play on the side at RWB, I swear some of these fuckers won't be happy until he's out of the squad forever. It kinda reminds me of how they used to be with Giroud. They used to trash him all the time, always insulting him, saying how he shouldn't be in the squad ect... And now that Giroud is out they focus all their energy on Pavard even though a lot were already hating on him (because he doesn't score enough goals and doesn't give enough asssists and doesn't dribble enough and basically he's just not flashy enough of a player for these clowns). The most ridiculous and hypocritical thing is that now that they got their wish for Giroud they now complain about him not being called up. I can't stand them. Luckily not everyone is like that but still too many for my taste. They're fucking sheeps. They only know how to follow trends... When it's hype to hate a player they'll trash him all the time and turn a blind eye or do everything to downplay the good that player does but oh when he makes even the slightest mistake like a little mispass or something it's insults everywhere and he's trash and doesn't know how to do shit. Then, when it's hype to be all over a player and hype him up, they do it too. The sad thing is that doesn't even just seem to apply to France nt fans but to most football fanbases i've seen on twitter. The football fans there are something else man.

i agree, people just hold on to a player to hate them! this happens everywhere, especially here at bayern. and tbh even though i think i'm most used to bayern players bashing benji (not now, in fact they're upset he can't play), some french fans are even worse. i understand they were upset because he wasn't in his best shape last year (euros, nations league) and not all of them watch bayern games to see that he's on a far better level but i remember reading stuff like 'oh i hope he breaks his leg and never plays again' like wtf bro? okay? he plays for you? idk i'm really sad that benji was going to prove himself there. you probably saw that he said that he would love to be more respected at france and now that he had the chance to gain their respect he gets sick :(( and also yeah i do miss giroud on the team. kinda funny how people used to trash him and now they miss him. i wonder if he's ever gonna get called again...

#asks

[bnhaimagines]

Could I request Bakugou fight with his extremely patient fem s/o and actually makes her mad because he told her something very awful, and he is a little surprised by it? And it would be very grateful if you could make the end nsfw (What have I done to myself?! 😩) sorry if the request is kind of ambiguous...I'm not good at requesting...I apologize for that

ALRIGHT!!! I’M WRITING AND ITS BEEN MONTHS AND I OWE IT TO EVERYONE TO ACTUALLY ATTEMPT TO ANSWER ANY REQUESTS, SINCE I DON’T SEE ANYONE ELSE DOING IT. SO SORROY FOR THE WAIT AND IF THIS STORY SUCKS. [Admin Denki]

You sighed as Bakugou went off on another tangent in the classroom, gaining everyone’s attention again. You rubbed your temples, the sound of his angry voice getting on your nerves. You had to be patient. Patience was key. “Katsuki.” You spoke softly. “Calm down, please. No one’s saying you’re not smart.” You put your hand on his shoulder, hoping he’d sit down. Bakugou shrugged your hand off, but sat down anyone. You smiled at him, trying to get him to not be so angry. Bakugou huffed, turning his attention back to the front. You sighed, leaning back into your chair. He was trying your patience, but you knew you couldn’t fight fire with fire. That’s not how things worked.

“Why do you have to treat me like a child like that.” Bakugou complained as he sat in your dorm with you. Rubbing your head, you looked at him in confusion. “What do you mean?” You asked. “You always talk to me like a fucking mom when I’m pissed. You’re not a teacher or some shit like that.” Bakugou accused you. “Katsuki, I’m not trying to be like that. I just don’t want to see you angry all the time.” You rubbed the bridge of your nose, doing your best to keep your voice even. “Why? Do you not like me when I’m pissed?” He narrowed his eyes at you. “I don’t like it when you’re yelling all the time, Katsuki. I like it when you’re relaxed and we can enjoy each other.” You tried to explain. Bakugou jumped off your bed, pacing your room. “Well, that’s how I fucking am! I’m angry a lot, ok?! It’s like you’re trying to change me.” Bakugou huffed, continuing his pacing. You groaned, rubbing your head before standing up. “Katsuki, I love you the way you are. I don’t want you to change. I just want to know what I can do for you when you’re angry.” You tried. “God, you don’t even fucking know me!” Bakugou threw his hands up. Your patience was slowly dwindling and your jaw set. “Look, I’m just trying to help. There’s no reason for you to be yelling at me.” You growled. “Why, does it just annoy the fuck out of you?” Bakugou was practically tauting you. “Yes, it annoys the fuck out of me.” You groaned, not wanting to feed into his negativity. “Well, your bitchy attitude annoys the fuck out of me, too.” Bakugou shouted. “Why don’t you go hop on some other guy’s dick if you hate me so much, you cunt.” That thin chord of patience broke when he used that word. Calling your attitude “bitchy” bothered you, but using the word “cunt” was out of line. Your hands pushed his chest, sending him stumbling back. “You want to know who’s the real bitch here, Kacchan?” You said his nickname in the most mocking way you could think of. “Stop being a fucking pussy and say how you feel, huh?” You shoved him again. “I’m fucking sick of your whiny, bitchy voice everyday. You need to learn how to shut that shit-eating mouth of yours.” You yelled, shoving him again until his back hit the wall. Bakugou was frozen in place by your sudden violent turn. You were so patient and he took that for granted. You never got angry and here you were, shoving him and yelling with pure rage. “Are you going to learn how to shut the fuck up or am I gonna have to teach you that, too, huh?” You gripped onto his shirt, face inches apart from his own. Bakugou gulped. “You’ll have to teach me that shit.” Bakugou managed to speak and did not fail to catch your attention. Your lips crashed onto his with bruising force, pushing him more against the wall. Bakugou’s fingers delved into your hair, holding tightly on your hair and pulling it. Your fingers tore at his shirt, actually breaking the buttons off of his uniform. Bakugou didn’t care, though. He pushed back against you, making you stumble. He cupped your face and continued to violently kiss you. Your tongues were in a battle of ultimate dominance and you wouldn’t let him win this time. His button-up shirt hung loosely on his body as his hands tore at yours. You shoved him away from you, so you could pull it over your head. “If you rip any of my clothes, you’ll regret it.” You spat. Bakugou couldn’t explain it, but your savage attitude just did something for him. He felt himself growing hard just from your dirty looks. “That seems pretty fucking hypocritical.” He gestured to his own shirt. “You can either take it off or leave. I have no problem finishing myself off, but I know you do.” You jabbed your finger in his chest. Bakugou gulped, shedding the shirt to the ground. Never before had he been intimidated by you and here he was, following your every word. Bakugou let you push him down on the bed, hands moving up to your hips. You took his hands in yours and put them to your chest. “Stop being a pussy and just grab my tits like a man.” You growled, making Bakugou glare at you. “I’m not a fucking pus-” Bakugou was interrupted as your hand roughly palmed at his clothed crotch. His breath was caught in his throat by your sudden movements. Normally you were calm and had a way about what you were doing. Right now, though, you were the dominant one and your movements were brash and rough. He loved it. “Really? You’re getting pretty hard now.” You pulled at his school pants until they were at his knees. You were about to grasp him when the tables turned and your back hit the mattress. Bakugou pulled your hips up against his forcefully. You bit your lip as you felt his hard cock against your panties. Bakugou cupped your face, pulling you back into an aggressive kiss as your bodies pressed and molded together. His body temperature was heating up and you could feel it especially with his cock moving against your thighs. His hot fingers pulled at your underwear, surprisingly gentle in the way he felt along your folds. Your back arched into him and you reached out to cup his bulge in return. “Two can play at this game.” Bakugou breathed against your lips as his hips started to rock. “I guess they can.” You flipped him over again, in control. “But there’s only one winner.” You whispered as the heat heightened and the noise level did also. No one bothered that room and smart people stayed away from it. Pent up anger was being released in a less than professional manner.

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