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diakaoniii · 2 years

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Can you please make headcanons of sakamakis having a nightmare and waking up in tears middle of the night and going to their s/o for comfort? (helloo this is my first ask in here cuz i just discovered your blog and i really LOVED your writing!! And sorry for my bad English)

Sakamaki Brothers Had Nightmare

Kao: I'm glad you like my writing, my dear! I hope you like this too. Don't hesitate to ask again! 🌸

Shu Sakamaki:

He woke up with a gasp.

In the dream he saw, you were killed by his brothers.

He was sweating and breathing heavily.

You were sleeping comfortably when he looked at you.

He sat on the bed for a while, looking at you.

He stroked your soft cheek with his thumb.

He pulled you between his arms and pressed you tightly to his chest.

He closed his eyes and inhaled your scent.

He thought, what a troublesome woman you are, entering his dreams like this…

After this nightmare, his desire to turn you into a vampire increased even more.

He became even more aware of the need to keep you away from his brothers.

After that, he wouldn't let you out of his sight.

Reiji Sakamaki:

It was a shame to think that a nightmare would affect him so much.

He had a dream that you were killed by his father.

He was scared. It was the first time he had felt this feeling so clearly.

When he woke up, he was nervous; when he couldn't see you.

Are you really gone? Where have you been?

Just when he was about to get up and call you, you walked out of the room with a glass of water in your hand.

When you saw Reiji, when you were about to get up, you stopped and looked at him carefully.

You saw Reiji's eyes were widened and sweating.

You were worried.

When you immediately put the water on the nightstand and went to him, he suddenly hugged you tightly.

He is very ashamed that he has shown such weakness for you and that only the thought of a human dying has made him like this.

But you were not just a human; you were his human and his woman.

Feeling his warmth calmed him down a little bit.

He hugged you for a while.

Meanwhile, you were shocked, it was too sudden.

He's never been this close to you before.

Finally, he let go of you and pulled back, looked at you, and asked why you were up at midnight.

When you said you were going to get some water, he sighed and told you to go back to bed to get the water.

You drank the water quickly, and you went back to bed.

Suddenly, you felt Reiji hugging you.

Your eyes widened, and your cheeks got slightly red.

You wish he could always be like this.

Ayato Sakamaki:

He felt himself under the water.

The water was covering his lungs and preventing him from breathing.

He felt like his lungs were going to explode.

His mother was laughing at him while he was drowning.

When he felt that gradually the pain in his lungs subsided, he quickly opened his eyes.

He was awake.

The nightmare was over; he wasn't drowning, his mother was dead, and she wasn't laughing at him.

He looked at you for a short while and shook you to wake you up.

When he told you to give him your blood, you were about to reject him in a weary voice and go back to sleep.

You looked at him with squinted eyes and saw that he was crying. You slowly straightened up, turned to him, and as you put your small hand on his cheek and caressed his cheek.

You asked in a tired voice why he was crying.

He was surprised. Was he crying? When he touched his cheek with one hand, he realized that he was honestly crying.

He just said it was a trivial nightmare and pulled you to himself, buried his head in your neck, and ran his teeth over your skin.

He was about to bite, but stopped, sighed, and retreated.

Suddenly, he pushed you on the bed and buried his head in your breast.

You were embarrassed when he said in a muffled voice;

That your big and soft boobs would also make him feel comfortable.

You stuttered and told him not to say such embarrassing things.

He just pressed his face more and more against your breasts and told you to shut up and go to sleep.

Kanato Sakamaki:

Kanato had a nightmare about you dying.

He woke up sweating and in tears.

When he saw that you were still sleeping, he was very angry with you.

How do you sleep when he has nightmares!? You need to comfort him!

Do you want to die and leave him alone?

He will blame you for this nightmare and will be angry with you.

He wakes you up, shaking you by the shoulders and saying that you are very cruel.

He's waiting for you to comfort him, because you caused him to have nightmares.

He wants you to hug him, make him sweets, and comfort him.

He won't let you sleep until he calms down.

Laito Sakamaki:

He had a terrible, painful and shameful nightmare about his past.

The shameful things Cordelia did to him and made him do…

He was sweating and moaning in distress when he started hearing your worried voice.

He quickly opened his eyes.

He immediately straightened up and put his hand to his forehead.

You wiped the tears from his cheek with your thumb.

And kissed him gently and hugged him.

When you told him this; ''it was just a nightmare, everything was already over, and that he had a new life now, that the past didn't matter now,'' he got emotional.

He hugged you too.

You both hugged each other for a while.

When he finally calmed down, you went back to bed and hugged him again tight.

He knew you were there for him.

Your warmth has comforted him.

Subaru Sakamaki:

You woke up to the cry of Subaru.

When you opened your eyes, you turned your head to him and looked at him.

He was straightened on the bed and looking at his hands with wide eyes.

His hands were shaking and he was breathing hard.

He had a dream that he killed you.

When he reached out to touch him, he turned to you suddenly.

Before you could touch him, he pushed your hand away and told you not to touch him with a harsh tone of voice.

You frowned and you were about to ask him what was the matter.

When you noticed that he was crying, your words were interrupted.

He's never shown this side of himself to you before.

His brow furrowed, and he was still breathing hard.

When you put out your small hand to touch his cheek.

This time he did not push your hand away.

He only closed his eyes and gnashed his teeth

You wiped the tears from his cheek with your thumb and gently approached him for a hug, taking him in your arms.

After a short while, he suddenly returned the hug.

He was hugging you tighter and inhaling your scent hard.

After a while, he left you and got out of bed and left the room; he didn't listen when you told him to go back to bed.

He just told you to sleep.

The nightmare he saw would cause him to stay away from you for a while.

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thegoober010 · 3 months

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BOO!! Did i scare you :3

I LOVEDDD THE LAST ONESHOT JT WAS SO CUTE IM GOING CRAZY GOING FERAL

ANYWHOOO i hope your day has gone well!!! Make sure youve eaten and youve drank water!!! Ill know if you havent 👁️👁️ /j

BUT I HAVE A REQUEST. As always. Whos surprised. *theres no sound but a few crickets chirping and someone yelling “GET OFF THE STAGE”*

But basically its Shane x reader who is his secret admirer, like he’s been getting letters from them and he doesnt know who its from. And reader is usually kinda sarcastic towards him so he doesnt think its them UNTIL he sees them writing something down like a grocery list or something and recognizes the handwriting immediately.

It can be a oneshot OR headcanons, I don’t mind :)

SOSOSO SORRY IF THIS IS TO SPECIFIC. I just have. So many thoughts. THANK YOU IN ADVANCE!!!

-🐾

OH MY- I FORGOT ABOUT THIS BLOG WHAT THE SCALLOP

IM SORRY SM YALL IM FINALLY BACK THO FOR A BIT MWEHEHEHEH

ALSO IM SO SORRY FOR MY ABSENCE IMA DO SOME HEADCANONS CUZ LIKE IM RLLY BUSY RN AND NEED TO FINISH HOMEWORK BUT IMA FINISH THIS FIRST!! GRAAAA ITS GONNA BE PRETTY SHORT THO SORRY BOOKIE :<!!!

gender neutral reader as usual <3!!

TW/CW -> none! Just some swearing but- wtv!

"All my emotions feel like explosions when you are around"

Honestly he always enjoyed your company, of course at first he was rather grouchy (and an asshole) whenever you were near him. Always giving you a scowl or rolling his eyes when he saw you getting near him, but he slowly started to get used to your company. What!? It's not like he enjoyed your company! Of course not! What a foolish though. (sarcasm)

He got more used to your company, allowing you to be seen more often near him but he was still not used to the gifts you'd give him. He understood it was so he could be more comfortable around you and be more friendly but he wasn't really used to getting gifts. But he didn't really think anything of it

After a while of you two hanging out more often, you both were always seen together, so much to the point people asked if you were dating which of course you both said no, but you both didn't seem uncomfortable with the idea whenever asked... Anyways.. Shane always came over to your farm where you'd always give him a nice meal and a very small amount of beer (each time he came over you'd reduce the amount of beer given and slowly start getting him to drink more water to try and help with his addiction, you'd also regularly listen to him through these meals about any of his problems and in turn he'd listen back) and you two would just chill, watch TV, play some games or go out and fool around!

After a good 4 months though he started to get strange notes... he didn't bother reading them at first until he noticed a word that quickly grabbed his attention, 'love'. He was honestly indifferent towards the letters, he didn't really care for them until he started to get them more and more often. It was rather confusing as he started getting all these letters all of a sudden, and not just any letters but love letters! It was a bit overwhelming to be honest, he never knew anyone would feel such a way towards him, not like he cared much..at first, after a while though he started to wonder who liked him and he even wondered if.. maybe he started to grow attracted to the person just through these letters!

Once you were with him he told you about the letters and even showed them to you, your face turned red and you immediately left him all confused as you wouldn't answer any of his questions on why you were as red as a damn tomato. He never really got his answer for a while. Due to your sarcastic nature you kept on teasing him about the notes and whenever he asked you questions like, "Who do you think it is?" or things of that sort you'd always roll your eyes and just go "oh I wonder who!" in a monotone voice, leaving him a bit confused.

After a while the letters started to die down, but that doesn't mean they got any less romantic, no, in fact I'd say they had even more romance talk than ever! They started to allude to the fact that the anonymous sender of these messages will confess soon, often reading "P.S lots of love, and I promise I'll see you soon <3!" or things to that nature

To be honest he actually started to look forward to these notes, although he found them a bit creepy at first or boring he started to get rather happy? The thought of someone liking him romantically so much to the point they send him love letters and admirer notes was sweet to him in a sense?

One day he randomly went to your farm and barged into your home, you know like how best friends do. He grabbed a few drinks from your fridge as he watched you make a grocery list. You were humming a soft tune while Shane's eyes got wider and wider as he saw you write. He spit out his drink causing you to stare at him strangely. "Shane! The hell dude? You alright?" You'd ask and he just stared at you like '😲'

You look at him like 'wtf?? you okay???' and he just wipes off the juice on his chin and helps clean up the spilt juice. His ears and cheeks were turning red as he did so, covering his mouth and stifling a nervous/awkward laugh.

"Your handwriting... I recognized it from the notes." he says quickly and you just go from "what??" to "WHAT" very quickly, absolutely shocked he could figure it out so easily from such a small detail!. You both stayed in awkward silence for a good 3 minutes as he helped clean.

He let out a cough and just quickly ruffled your hair and looked away "Don't worry.. I like you too.. the letters are uh nice too by the way.." is all he says. You both stay in an awkward silence for another good 5 minutes

After the awkwardness you both have a good talk and decide LETS MAKE IT OFFICIAL!! Yall both like eachother! Yall both wanna be together! So like why not!?!??! And oh wow he is one of the best boyfriends you've ever had :)!

He tries his best to improve his flaws, he knows he's not the best person and he's willing to change not just for himself but for you too, he wants to feel better about who he is now that he has you and he wants you to see him as who he wants to be as well.

You both plan out lots of activities together while dating and such, both of you are pretty much inseparable and no one is surprised you two started dating :)! (I FEEL LIKE MAKING SHANE BF HEADCANONS NOW OMG-)

For your guys' anniversary what he does is make you a letter and sends it with flowers, usually signing it 'secret admirer' and at the bottom he puts a little 'P.S it's actually your bf' just so that you don't get uncomfortable thinking it might be someone else lmao

You get really embarrassed when he brings up the fact you wrote him secret love letters and sent them to him, you thought it was a little cringe of you to do and it made you seem weird, but to him it was rather sweet, he loved it. From time to time he asks you to make some if you're comfortable with since the letters always made his day when he read them everyday! they made him feel better about himself :)!

bonus - > (definitely the little spoon when cuddling ANYWAYS.)

#stardew valley #shane stardew valley #stardew valley shane #Stardew Valley fanfic #Shane x reader #sdv shane #sdv #sdv fanfic #sdv x reader #gender neutral reader

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nerves-nebula · 5 months

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Sorry bout this thing but I kinda wanted to tell my thoughts about your stuff. Im kind of hoping this will get drowned in your inbox honestly, since this is just a really long unsolicited rant of mine.

Sometimes when i scroll through your account and I encounter csa, incest and mentions of suicide in your posts I get uncomfortable but then I remember that one phrase that goes something like "Art should comfort the disturbed and disturb the comforted" and I just feel kinda bad bout myself.

When I was a kid my nannys bf forced me to kiss him in the lips whenever we met. I was 6. It was uncomfortable. I never did tell my nanny about it. My parents are both police people and my mother had long explained the concept of rape and how unconsensual touch is bad and you shouldnt allow that but something prevented me from telling anyone what was happening. I dont know why. I know they would immiedietly jail that guy if they did but somehow it felt like no one would believe me. I never told them until now, then when I was what, 6-8 years old? I cant even remember. Yeah somewhere around that, he molested me when my nanny was few feet away and asleep and for the next 4 years of my life i felt dirty. Desecrated. Stupid. I couldnt even look down at my naked body when i shower back then, but somehow I managed to trudge on living by trying to forget the fact it happened. Its been 8 years since Ive last seen him. Ive told anyone who I knew who doesnt care enough to be friends with me but cared enough to listen about it but my Parents are none the wiser and i plan on keeping it that way.

Also. Im a year away from being legal now. Ive thought about killing myself or just generally not wanting to exist anymore many times since then, cuz lifes equipped with motolov cocktails of "get fucked dumbass" and i somehow managed to get a coupon for at least a million of them.

(I hope that line made you laugh if you read this).

Coming back to the phrase i mentioned earlier, it feels weird whenever i feel something similar to the feeling of being triggered while looking at csa being depicted. By definition, i would be considered a victim, and id of course would be comforted by seeing similar experiences happen to people because relating to something usually induces a positive feeling. I dont. I see your art and it guts me. It guts me and the fact that it does also guts me, because what does that mean? I am supposed to be the comforted? Despite the fact that I was taken advantage of as a child and spent night after might thinking how stupid i was and why I let that happen to me even when I was equiped with the information that makes me less vulnerable than other children? So i do I correspond more with those who are defined as comforted then, was i not disturbed after all? Was i victimizing myself all along? Am I a bad person for thinking i was? No wait, that doesnt make any sense at all. Its all wrong. Why am I so guilty about this? Why am i subjecting myself to this?

And then it repeats.

I still go through your blog because well, i love tmnt, i love your artstyle, i love the way you tell stories, I love how you dont sugar coat csa, incest and other darker topics like body horror, erotism and sadism, i hate how much it haunts me, i love the fact i can relate, i hate how much you hurt them, i love the fact that you dont hold back, i love how you show the ugly sides of healing, i love how you depict how much people can change and struggle. Its comforting to me. Its discomforting to me. I stick hand into the fire knowing I would be burned, then I do.

And i like it. I like it somehow, like taking a nice smoke break when you have mild asthma, but like, better. Its a nice change of pace to feel so conflicted like this, its a nice change of pace to feel anything at all really.

But yeah. Tldr. Sorry for the trauma dump and your art makes me feel complicated. Its neat 👍

lot to reply to here! also, unfortunately for you, i check my inbox obsessively and dont get nearly as many asks as you seem to believe i do.

so firstly, no snappy saying is meant to encompass all of human experience, and you certainly shouldn't judge yourself for not fitting into it. easier said than done, i know, but still. i'm gonna try to address some things here, not gonna touch on all of it, but just know that i appreciate you sitting down to write me this.

(I hope that line made you laugh if you read this).

it made me smile, but i laughed at this, because it's a very sweet look into you writing this. puts into perspective how, even though this is public, it was written TO me. like a letter in victorian times or something. that's sweet, i like that.

and id of course would be comforted by seeing similar experiences happen to people because relating to something usually induces a positive feeling. I dont.

you're making a lot of assumptions here that are kind of wild in that "this thought process was clearly designed by your mind to upset you specifically" sort of way. I mean, would you say this to literally anyone else when they feel uncomfortable or triggered about viewing media that relates to their trauma? There's really no telling what a survivor will feel comforted by and you aren't Doing It Wrong by having a different reaction.

there's a reason i tag it as "csa tw" and that's so people can AVOID it as well as search it up.

how stupid i was and why I let that happen to me even when I was equipped with the information that makes me less vulnerable than other children?

i know you recognize at the end of the thought process that this is not true, but i feel the need to reiterate: there is no such thing as being less vulnerable than other children through your own actions. you can try to equip kids with knowledge that might protect them, but that doesn't make them any less vulnerable.

my dad told me about rape and molestation all the time, but he never accounted for the kinds of scenarios i was actually the most likely to fall victim to, partly because i don't think he actually knew much about childhood sexual abuse, and partly because he was more obsessed with the idea of me being kidnapped and raped/murdered than he was about forms of sexual abuse he'd consider more "mild"

No wait, that doesnt make any sense at all. Its all wrong. Why am I so guilty about this? Why am i subjecting myself to this?

i can't answer that one, unfortunately. personally, i like to feel gutted, it's cathartic to me. might be something like that to you, based on how you go on to describe it, but you might also be doing some kinda self harm.

I stick hand into the fire knowing I would be burned, then I do.

saaaaame. i triggered myself into a breakdown in class once cuz i'd been reading fucked fanfiction before class and i got SAD lol.

Its a nice change of pace to feel so conflicted like this, its a nice change of pace to feel anything at all really.

we are shaking hands over this.

anywho, no need to apologize! i am glad, if nothing else, to provide you with a strange and upsetting experience that is not entirely bad.

I really do adore hearing how my stuff makes people feel. it's like, a solid one third of the reason i do this. i still make stuff that doesn't exist to be shown off but WOW showing shit off and getting a response feels FANTASTIC. like, i'm in your head now!! you have been CHANGED by my ART. it's maybe the best part of being alive.

#nnstuff #ask #csa tw #asks are sweethearts

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psychelis-new · 7 months

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I know I kept sending short asks cuz those are at the spur of moment but.

I just wanna express my appreciation towards you.

You're an amazing gift to this community. I started feeling a lil uhhh scared? Reserved? Around you. Maybe cuz it's your theme being monochromatic and very aesthetic, and how you form your words and sentence. It's like... Very well thought out and trying to keep things neutral, which is very opposite of the chaotic me.

However, that aspect of you gives out a peaceful vibe as well. There's a slow sense of secured comfort, where people can just rest here and read your PACs with a cup of tea in hand.

I know we don't really interact much but I think (and feel) that there's a mutual respect that we have with each other. I mean, we do respect each other and other people, but maybe (just maybe) the mutual respect we share is slightly different? It's more than just mutuals, but we can take that further. Can we be closer friends?

So yeah, I think it's the caffeine hitting in the morning but yeah I really wanted to get this out. I hope that things are doing well for you and wish that all good things fall upon you. I await more readings but I also await more random notes/stories or anything that you wanna share. Seeing you on my dashboard just makes me happy!

And I hope you're happy as well! Take care, stay hydrated, stay comfy, and may you get through whatever challenges life throws at you. <3

First of all, thank you Ann! I've been reading this as I woke up but I needed a little time to collect my thoughts (and go training) before answering you: I am not that used to receive so much appreciation from someone heh. This said, let me tell you you made my day: I've been smiling reading through the whole ask. :)

I'm sorry I'm not as good at expressing the emotions I feel as you are. It's something I still have to work on (yay emotional abuse!). Maybe this is what makes me look scary and closed off at first, or maybe it's also cause I don't really take too much part in the community either (not even from my other main account: sorry everyone, I am like this lol I tend do change my mind and follow my guts a lot). It may be because of a not so good experience back when I didn't have good boundaries (which made me come back with pretty strict ones before finding a new balance), and because that's what I realized I should do from the *often implied* feedback I get: people are here for what I can give them in terms of readings and advices or messages, they don't care that much about me as a person (and I accept that ofc! not judging anyone: this blog is about tarots, not about me), so I don't often share much of myself nor I tend to dm to too many people unless I feel there can be mutual interest of any kind.

Differently from you, I'm also pretty introverted I guess lol. But I am very happy that at least in my readings and answers you can find a bit of peace and comfort cause that's what I feel is my main job here and on my other blog too. Trying to help y'all and make you feel understood cause life is pretty stressing, and so it's healing and all, and we all need a break and someone to put a blanket on us sometimes, right?

Anyway, aside from this little explanation I feel I owed everyone in a way...

I would really love to become closer friend with you. I think you are a very talented and outgoing person which I really admire. You call yourself chaotic and for the little I have seen maybe your main blog is (and I am honestly saying this with a smile and lot of love) but Idk, what I feel around you is just a very sweet and deeply good energy. This energy can take any form imo, even the chaotic one, but at the end of the day it doesn't matter: it's what there's at the core that matters. And yours is a funny cute chaotic imo. Which I really appreciate. I wish you to receive lot of love, support, appreciation and hundreds if not more of good things. And that you can be strong through difficulties and trials and just know that if you need even to just vent, here I am :)

Take care, stay safe, stay hydrated you too and be well<3 And okay let's dm lol

#.#lovely words

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iamdeltas · 1 year

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Luz 100% will stumble across Camila's old Cosmic Frontiers fanfic one day. I am willing it into being, because it would be hilarious.

64 notes - Posted October 17, 2022

I haven't done any posts about general episode thoughts in a long time but I figure I ought to bring it back for Kamala's MCU debut, what with my icon being her right now and also what with her being my favorite Marvel character and my introduction to the comics.

I really think they captured Kamala's character well here and Iman Vellani is a delight playing her! It is interesting that they changed Kamala from being a fanfic writer to being a YouTuber discussing the Avengers, but it makes sense. I'll miss the fanfic angle but since fanfic of the Avengers in-universe is basically RPF, that probably gets into weird territory.

Now I'm not of Pakistani descent but I am Indian-American, and I'm Muslim, so I think I can speak to the accuracy of the cultural stuff. Honestly, I think it was dead on. The Bollywood music was a really nice touch, and I loved the scattered Urdu phrases throughout. And the aunty gossip is too real. I remember when a family friend was getting engaged to a white girl, the gossip was raging! (They all still came to the wedding though.) Also the Halal Guys shout out had me laughing, especially since I was considering getting lunch from there earlier today!

The family dynamic is very compelling and there was a lot that rang true for me. Honestly my parents would have reacted the exact same way if I'd asked to attend any cons. It was a bit amusing that the dialogue there seemed to be lifted from the comics since in the comics Kamala was actually asking to go to a party but it still worked because desi parents do overexaggerate things! That being said, I am kind of wary of how they've firmly slotted Muneeba as the "strict" parent and Yusuf as the "nice" parent when they were both equally strict in the comics. I don't know that I like that change. Anyway I'm also liking her sibling dynamic with Aamir and I'm looking forward to when we see his fiancee since she was really cool in the comics.

Kamala's and Bruno's dynamic is really fun. I did catch those ship teasing, which is... fine, they did that in the comics too. Anyway, they bounce off each other well! I enjoyed what little we saw of Nakia too and I hope we see more of her.

As expected, since I'm ornery like that, I still don't like the changes to her powers. I do appreciate the comic references though, like when she rescued Zoe in a similar way. And the end credits sequence with the art from the comics was VERY cool!

I am cautiously optimistic about the rest of this series!

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I see that "they," Netflix After School. 👀

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I absolutely love that Phoenix Parks has an actual goddamn dungeon. I can 100% believe Pauline would be extra enough to have one built. Wonder who else she's thrown in there.

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My #1 post of 2022

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theloveinc · 2 years

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Hi caitie.!! What are your all time *personal favorites*✨ bakugou x reader fics/oneshots/drabbles/multichap fics(anything)?? Coz like I KNOW that your taste is immaculate👌. I also wanted to let you know that I ABSOLUTELY LOVE yr characterization of bkg. Like *TOP TIER*. I hardly disagree with anything or any hc you tell about him. You're really amazing!! And I'm super grateful for all the thoughts you share with us. Hope you have a good day 😊 🤗. Sending hugs and kisses from bkg to you!!🫂😚!!

oh anon, hello and thank you sm for asking!!!! unfortunately, i don't think i have anything new for you that i haven't already recced about a 1000 times before... but let me sit on this a bit and get back to you later, if that's alright?! honestly i've been having such a hard time reading lately that i can hardly even recall my favorite things jakdsfkajds.

if you want to, though... i'd check my "fave" tag here but mostly on IHB (though these do feature my own asks sometimes LOL but also def my favorite concepts), as well as the blog @jimmyjohns in general, which i'm not very active on much anymore, but is where i put any and all fics i want to keep and treasure forever (minimal dc warning tho). hopefully that's alright in the meantime while i make a little list for you (which i'll post separately hehehe)

but UHHHHH ALSO THANK U SO MUCH FOR LIKING MY BAKUGO, TOO??? i know there's been tons and tons of conversation recently abt which versions of bakugo ppl subscribe to/seem more accurate... so it really means a lot that u like mine💕💕💕 sometimes i'm a bit ashamed of him cuz i feel like i'm projecting too much or something adjfajkd.

but you're really sweet for telling me and for ur other comments, too (i'm biting my fist trying not to cry)!!! ik it's always my response to stuff like this but i really think YOU'RE amazing and i'm grateful TO YEW for listening and supporting my sharing (and esp. now that i've been so slow abt it).

SO thank u so much again, i'm gonna be looking at this for the next 10 years at least, and i hope u have a good day and night and week, also🫂 (and kisses back to bakugo but u better tell me if he's not treating u right and i'll fix that shit QUICK hehehe).

#ANON UR SOOOOO SWEET THANK U THANK U #don't worry i will post a list i just know i wouldn't respond to this for a bit if i waited #i wanna go thru everything and see (remember)#been meaning to reread some stuff too #anyway uhhhhh sorry to talk so much adjkshlfaksd #but truly this was very kind and i wanted to hit everything in response #i love u so much #caitie answers #anon #fave #LOL ur gonna go thru my fave tag and be like. wow. there i am. LOOL SORRY I JUST DONT WANNA LOSE THIS

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himbos-hotline · 7 months

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hi! I love your blog first of all and your thoughts on AEW but could you do a like, live blog tag or something since I work during the shows and can't watch until post! I know I can probably stay off Tumblr but I hope you don't mind me asking. love your fics too! /neu & pos

oh shit yeah honey!! I normal like go back and do it after the show cuz I like normally forget that tagging exists. I must get the thoughts out before the adhd removes them! I'll try to remember to add one- I dont really liveblog a lot so its never like clicked in my brain to have a tag. This is not me making excuses just me making words at you. I dont mind you asking at all its all good sweet pea! In all honestly I thought this would be hate where I mentioned I didnt like ricky starks so this was a nice like "oh its a nice ask yay!" suprise

I hope works going okay for you sweetheart! and im so happy that you like my fics, its always nice to have people reassure that I am in fact getting a good grade in fic writing and I am in fact not failing at like making things cuz i get 1. a lack of engagement which sucks since writing is so hard for me but I fucking love it 2. struggle to get things posted, i have fics that people love but my brain is paralysied when it comes to writing so like sometimes I feel like im pretty useless as a fic writer. so having people say that they love my fics really helps and puts a smile on my face

also omg thank you for the tone tag cuz I would have read this as "oh fuck someone is mad at me"

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nanjokei · 1 year

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well, you know. something funny about how i vehemently denied being mentally ill well into high school despite various unpleasant incidents (no details heehee) and constant panic attacks and mental breakdowns. of course into university it did not get better. but i started being a little more honest with myself. started calling myself ambigiously mentally ill, but looking back now, i was still trying to downplay it. i felt that i did not "deserve" to label myself as anything as it would be an "excuse". not only that, but also enroaching on people who are "actually" mentally ill. people who were visibly "worse off", or perhaps simply made their misfortune clear before i did (it sounds silly, but i really did think like this). well... obviously i am very neurodivergent. even mental illness and anxiety and depression aside. very nice cocktail of me juice.

what does that even mean? wasn't i struggling too? i think the mental health discourse of the late 10's was so damaging. there was so much emphasis on "worth" and "proof"... i'm not talking about listing your mental illnesses, that is so early 10's tumblr and i think something usually younger people do (to a lot of detriment ofc). i'm talking about the silent pressure of "if you don't see a professional you decided you got it via webmd" or something. i didn't wanna seem like that... so i never questioned myself. ever. i just decided to acknowledge "something is wrong" and nothing else. of course, in an effort to be inclusive perhaps to maybe their friends, people would hastily tack on statements like "but it's okay if you do a lot of research".

what IS "a lot of research"? by what metric is that decided? how much research is that? how many hours, books, webpages, blog posts... i do think in this pedantic and literal kind of way. i take the words much too seriously. but when is it okay? such questions haunted me. honestly, i am unable to let the thought go. even if i recently in the past and even now go, "i'm an adult, should i not be able to tell and surmise what may be wrong? do i not have observations? can i not relate my experiences to others strongly? is it wrong of me to do so? do i not live in my own body?" this social pressure is not something i can make sense of, but i still feared it, heeded it, let it be something that commanded my life and how i saw myself.

i can never be diagnosed in this decade. even aside from the society i live in. how intensely i have to mask in my day to day life because of how intricately collectivist this society is. gender shit. my own personal circumstances which i will probably never speak of online. but it's okay. i don't really want or need a diagnosis. i know at least and am honest with myself, but i hope one day i can transition from "i am ambigiously neurodivergent" and the like to saying what i really feel. you know? because i am an adult who is at least somewhat self aware. like, in masking so intensely my entire life, in KNOWING i was so bad at knowing what to do in such inflexible social environments and having to learn from scratch, i honestly should have realized... no idea how i did not...

honestly it runs so deep sometimes i tell myself i don't have things i OBJECTIVELY have! like i have trichotillomania yes!! i pull my hair out constantly. but sometimes im like ok but what if i'm just pulling my hair out just cuz lol... DO YOU SEE!!! it is so deep seated. when i first started doing it my mom took me to a hair guy bc she thought my hair was falling out. he immediately recognized i was pulling it out, but didn't say it was a disorder or anything. maybe he didn't have the authority to, idk, i have no idea what his profession even was. it was not a hospital. we went home and i got yelled at. i wish he said something. but alas. i lived not knowing for years. so sometimes i still don't believe THAT. how am i gonna convince myself it's ok for me to say the quiet part about my neurodivergence out loud? that i've "earned" the right to do so? i've met so many people both irl and online that have validated my trich and i can't even fully believe it. so imagine... you know??

i'm not chasing a label, but i want to be able to say it one day and not care about approval (in the sense of others believing me) or "being incorrect". BECAUSE WHO CARES WHAT OTHERS THINK?! i believe others without thinking about it or doubting them right? and no one is living my life but me!! i want to be honest to myself completely one day!!! i want to wholeheartedly say i am ___ without thinking about it too hard. you know?! ;_;

i have no idea if any of this makes sense at all. i know my way of describing my feelings is confusing and very roundabout. it may not even be obvious what i am agonizing about, maybe it is, but i want to overcome my inhibitions wholeheartedly. i am ready to evolve past the self denial

#rambles #long post

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lee-minhoe · 2 years

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oak, birch and palm ! :)

ooh these are some thought-provoking ones HAHA

oak ➳ are there any songs you know all the lyrics to?

i used to know all the lyrics to i'll make a man out of you (mulan) when i was young! and maybe also the popular tswift songs like you belong with me? these days though i mostly listen to kpop and i also don't naturally pay attention to the lyrics when i listen to songs so i probably don't know many anymore :)

birch ➳ can you think of any butterfly effects in your life?

honestly me being on this site and being into kpop was a result of a butterfly effect lol, i first got into nct in 2020 when someone showed me t7s (it was totally unexpected that i would fall into kpop bc i remember a bunch of my friends would show me svt videos back in high school and i never got into it); then i also got back on tumblr when another person told me about kpopblr! and i actually don't really talk to these two people anymore cuz life lol but i wouldn't be here otherwise so kinda grateful that happened :')

palm ➳ what is a milestone, goal or event you’re currently working towards?

i'm applying to some part-time master's programs in my field currently and i also want to generally follow more of my curiosities to continue honing in on what i want to do in life lol asdjfhak. in terms of this blog, i have a bunch of gifset ideas written down that i hope to get to someday (and a big milestone is on the horizon but i'm not there yet)

send me an ask!

#answered #ask game #leehaechan #ty for sending an ask!!

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xiaowhore · 3 years

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hEY Y'ALL, YOUR GIRL IS BACK ✊😔

i've been away for a long ass time so you may have very well forgotten who i am and you might be wondering "who tf is this loser appearing on my dashboard" and uh- let's just say im a hoe for anemo guys <3

okay, first things first. i went on an unannounced hiatus since march (well to be fair i didn't think it'd be a temporary leave) cuz i was like... tired. of genshin. i found everything boring and couldn't enjoy the game as much as i did before, and consequently, lost interest in writing for the characters too. i honestly didn't think anyone would notice i went MIA lol

i initially thought this blog would die sooner or later after days of inactivity, so i was surprised when i saw the fuckton of notifications 😀 not to mention when i checked my follower count, i saw 6.6k which is just 🙃❓❓ guys???? there's so much of you???? t-thank you so much for the support even though i've abandoned this blog???? honestly i don't even know how to react, 6.4k is- yeah...

ahem. sorry. i got off topic. basically i lost interest.

well, i swear i did... i was about to move on entirely...

BUT KAZUHA HAPPENED, GRABBED ME BY THE WIG, AND TOSSED ME BACK INTO THIS HELL. WHY. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO PERFECT. WHEN I FIRST SAW HIS BURST ANIMATION I WAS ASTOUNDED. AND WHEN I LEARNED SHIMAZAKI NOBUNAGA WAS VOICING HIM, THERE WAS NO TURNING BACK. I KNEW I HAD TO GET HIM. NOT TO MENTION HIS CHARACTER TRAILER JUST GOT UPLOADED??

so yeah. here i am. i felt a desire to write for my precious boy and considered starting anew on a fresh blog but i also thought leaving my current one would be a waste (and no im not about to find another aesthetic and create new banners thank you very much) this decision brings its fair share of problems of course, because now my inbox is loaded, and idk if i should still reply since its been so long and my answer is too overdue... i feel really bad about leaving you guys hanging, but i can assure you that i read all of your messages!! im just a mess when it comes to socializing and im not sure how to deal with asks... i really appreciate all your lovely comments, that much i can guarantee ;-;

shoving aside the complications for now — i hope you don't mind this bitch writing again! i look forward to posting something new soon <33

#sumire — !#i probably look pathetic BUT I REALLY WANTED TO COME BACK OKAY #i prolly wont post anything until the story quest drops and we get to know kazuha better #cuz so far the only thing i know about him is #he sleeps a lot #yes thats it

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gb-patch · 3 years

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Ask Answers (February 22nd, 2021)

Hello! Here’s another collection of anon ask answers all put together in one big post.

This might be strange considering how upbeat yall are about the fandoms for your games in general, but is there any particular trope or ship you WOULDN'T want us writing/drawing/etc. in relation to your stuff? (IE, any canon you don't want us 'overwriting' or something like that?)

Of course we would want the fan content people make to not be racist, sexist, homophobic, bigoted, harmful, etc. But in terms of generally doing non-canon pairings or adding in headcanons or stuff, we really don’t mind that. People are welcome to have fun and explore their own ideas.

for the 1.2 Android update was it meant to download as a separate app? I really want to keep my previous save files but they don't show up (also thank u for the updates I'm really excited to get back into the game!!)

We had to change the name of the file and unfortunately for some phones that meant it’s treated as a brand new game. I’m sorry your saves didn’t transfer over to the new version. You can try to look up your specific phone and see if there’s a way to access save files for games on your device and then transfer those saves over to the new build manually. It may or may not be possible.

I'm having some trouble figuring out how to get the update from Itichio without losing my save files? Is it the same game or a folder I can put in the properties? Sorry if this question is not worded well or if this isn't the avenue you'd want to take technical questions on

Are you using Android? If so, the above answer may apply to you. If you’re on PC or Mac, the save files will automatically still be included.

Hey. I really loved playing our life. It was a fun experience and I never thought I would like it this much. I do have a question, I am currently replaying the game and I am choosing choices I never chose at first. In step 2 during the road trip arc, I decided to ask Cove about what he liked to see on people. One of his response was anklets and black eyes. My MC have just happens to have black eyes. Do Cove say black eyes cuz my mc have it or it was just a coincidently programmed into the game?

He uses your eye color intentionally! If you changed your eye color he’d change what he said.

Will step 4 have 10 moments like steps 1-3?

Step 4 is only an epilogue. It plays like the openings/endings of the earlier Steps where it’s a bunch of scenes all in a row, there aren’t any individual Moments.

hi! who was/were the artist(s) for our life?

who is the artist for Our Life: Beginning and Always?

Main Sprite and CG Artist: Addrossi

Main Background Artist: Vui Huynh

Main Interface Artist: Winter Slice

Other artists who helped out can be seen in the credits of the game.

In the new ol, there are two main love interests... Would it be possible to pair them together or is that weird?

You can’t stay single and pair them together. If we are going to add all the extra content to have a route where the two LIs get together, it’d be a full poly route where them and the MC were all dating. And that’s not a for sure option yet because it’d add a lot of extra complications. But either way, in OL the relationships all gotta be about the MC, haha.

In OL2, there will be extra LIs in form of DLCs? Like Dexter and Baxter.

Maybe! We’ll see how it goes.

Since Cove will have 2 diff body types in s4, will the storyline and dialogs reflect this? Or all of it will be the same? Btw love the game and sorry for bad english. Hope this doesn't sound rude 😅

Some descriptions and pieces of dialog will change, but it won’t impact the story really. And you don’t need to apologize! It’s all good.

Will you ever release the transparent sprites of the Our Life characters?

Probably not, I’m afraid. They’ve got a lot of pieces and it’d just be kind of hard to deal with, aha.

Something I was curious about, what was your inspiration for making a game with so much customization?

Initially, the idea was just about having a romance where you actually grew up with the LI. But it was pretty stressful to try deciding how fast the relationship would progress with it taking place over such a long period of time and with no real storyline carrying it. People might not wanna play a game where the characters don’t get along as kids, but other people might not bother with a game where kids immediately liked each other. So the obvious answer came, just let the player pick themselves how it goes. From there we simply continued to add more flexibly with the MC due to the same thought process of wanting to make sure people were onboard with how their life was going.

What made you decide to change the artstyle for ol 2 so much? I of course respect all your decisions and will buy the shit out of everything related to ol 2, but i love the original style and i m honestly not a fan of the styles shown on patreon, despite me liking the painterly style in general. (I don t mind the style being changed, just that the examples shown so far all feel like there s something wrong with them.)

We’ve always used different art styles for each of our projects. They all have distinct looks from each other. It’s just nice to do something new. I’m glad you really like how the first game looks, though. And those samples were only general concepts, rather than the exact options being decided between. We wanted to see reactions to different options. The art style we’re going with won’t be exactly like those, though I personally like all of them. I think players are gonna enjoy the style Our Life: Now & Forever when it’s revealed.

Hey! Is it ok to ask what gender ourlife2 protagonist will be and if we'll be given the same opportunity to customize an MC? Totally understand if you're keeping this under wraps for now if u don't wanna say!

OL2 will have the same type of MC customization as OL1, but even more refined! So their gender will be up to you.

Hi! I happened upon Our Life on Steam by pure chance. It is such a great game, I am super excited about the DLC, and I just want you all to know that you are awesome! :D I have a question, and I'm sorry if it's been asked before. Do you have plans of making more games similar to Our Life, with customizable player character? The customizable player character was probably the one thing I personally have been desperate for in romance VNs. So glad there finally is one and would love to see more.

Thank you! And yep, we do have plans for more games like Our Life, most notably is another game in the franchise- Our Life: Now & Forever. We’ll also likely have other, non-OL, games with customizable MCs, though we may still have some games with set MCs in the future as well.

On the patreon dlc just curious but is it possible to play it without actually sleeping together/getting the nsfw content? I just want to spend more time with Cove

Yeah, you can still choose not to go that far. Though the event is shorter if you pass on the 18+ stuff.

At the beginning of Step 2, did Cove end up accidentally falling asleep in your bed? Or did he fall asleep on the floor?

He fell asleep sitting on the floor with his body/head leaning against the side of the bed.

This may seem like a weird question, but what exactly is the difference between "direct" and "relaxed" on the comfort scale?

Direct is blunter and more teasing, relaxed is lighthearted and goes with the flow.

can the MC have tattoos in step 3?

Not in Step 3, but you can in Step 4.

how would Cove react if he visited somewhere like North Carolina in winter where it can get in the 20s(F) at night sometimes?

He would be shocked and unprepared for what serious coldness is really like, haha. The poor beach baby would wanna go home.

Hello! I just joined the PATREON!! It’s amazing! I love your games! I have a question, approximately how much after will the nsfw be out? After or before the dlc 3 and step four? Sorry my English isn’t the best!❤️❤️❤��

Thanks so much! The NSFW DLC will be out after the Step 3 DLC but before Step 4. And you don’t need to apologize for that ^^.

This might be obvious but, will step 4 have dlcs? Also, where will the nsfw dlc happen? Won't bother me at all if it s in in our or his house but i do think it d be moderately funny

Step 4 will have the Cove Wedding DLC and the Derek and Baxter romance DLCs each add a lot of new content to Step 4, though they’re also partially set in Step 2 and Step 3 respectively. The NSFW DLC happens in Cove’s room.

I keep wondering what would've happened if Mr. Holden met Lizzie first instead of the MC. I can't see that turning out well somehow lol.

It wouldn’t have made a difference. He met the MC’s parents first and they told him about their two kids. He wanted the MC specifically to be Cove’s friend because the two were the same age.

Even though we have a way to go I'm really excited for OL 2! I was curious though, is the next main character going to be adopted again? I thought it was really clever to make the first main character adopted so when players are customizing, they can make them look how ever they like without worrying about pesky genetics. Just wondering!

The OL2 MC is not adopted. We wanted to go for a new dynamic. Instead their parents are their biological single mother who is partially customizable and an off-screen sperm donor father. So the mom will look generally like the MC and any other traits not from her can be assumed to come from whoever the father was.

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Thank you so much for all the asks ^^

FAQ If you prefer to just see the main posts without all the asks/reblogs, feel free to follow our side account instead: GB Patch Updates Blog

#our life #Our Life Beginnings & Always #ourlifeba #ask #gb patch #gb patch games #Our Life: Now & Forever

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ldh-headcannon · 3 years

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Ooooh! Can I request Cobra’s reaction when he finds out that his ex-girlfriend is back in town and is trying to win him back? (Let’s assume that there was some betrayal on her part in the past)

Love your blog! Wish there was more H&L content here.

Wow, my first request that isn't from my nerdy sister. This is kinda scary lol. I do hope that I did well with it. So please let me know how much you like/dislike it. I'm not quite used to this kinda thing, so feed back is appreciated.

I did write this as if you are the ex and he ins't in a current relationship. I just don't think he has been in a lot of serious relationships, so I hope that's fine. But without further ado, please enjoy

Conflicted Cobra is conflicted

I mean. Dude dated you in the past for a reason. Right?

And he remembers that reason well

Dude has a death grip on every memory that involves you

I mean, that’s just kinda how he is with all memories it seems

Not the point

What I mean is he absolutely remembers how happy you two were when you were together

And he often looks back on those moments fondly

But with that being said, he also remembers that bad just as well

That includes the exact reason you guys broke up

And this guy will honestly do his best to weigh his options

Does he give you a second chance?

Or does he focus on the shit that went down and drop you?

He will spend hours days drinking at Odake Bar, thinking

Thinking and debating if you really, really do deserve that second chance

I mean, this guy really hates making the same mistake more than once

When he isn’t contemplating what to do, he will be watching you

Not to be a stalker or anything

More just to see how you interact with everyone else in town.

See how you interact with them, see how they react to you

See if they have decided to give you the second chance you believe you deserve.

The others might not be blood, but he does basically put his life on the line for them as if they were

And he values their opinions just as much, if not more than his own

And if he notices that you have changed, and that everyone else is warming up to you well enough, it will make his decision even harder to make

And he will have to go to others for advice

Mostly Yamato and Noboru

Then he will go to Naomi, and possibly his own mother

Hell he might even go to the three musketeers for their thoughts

You better hope you left a new good impression on all of these people

Cuz’ if they don’t believe you’ve changed for the better, he will drop you. No questions asked

But if you’ve shown not only him, but the others that you have grown, matured, and really learned from those past mistakes, well then…

That’s a different story

Basically. If everyone else has accepted you back, So will Cobra

Don’t get too excited though

He will be hesitant as hell

And be prepared to be patient. Cuz’ he will take the relationship very, very slowly

But if you continue to be loyal to him and the rest of the town, things should have a pretty happy ending for all of you.

#high and low story of sword #high and low cobra #high and low headcannons #takanori iwata #sannoh hoodlum squad

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Hi there! I just found your blog and OMG I love it!! Can I request the brothers + undateables reactions to being caught touching themselves by MC? Thank you in advance!! 💚

I honestly feel terrible everytime i write NSFW for simeon 💀💀

warning: NSFW

THE BROTHERS + UNDATEABLES reacting to getting caught touching themselves by MC

Lucifer:

YOU might be shocked, but really he had been expecting you. Thats why his strokes never faltered and the eye contact was kept. That smirk and those dirty words successfully drawing you into him so that you ended up beneath him on his bed, "such a dirty little girl/boy. I bet you've been hoping to catch me this whole time..."

Mammon:

He gets super flustered, actually. Seeing you? Pleasure himself? To the thought of you nonetheless? Ugh how embarrassing. But also sees it as an opportunity to show you what he wants. Does a whole 180° and pushes you against the door you just walked through, "ya see what ya do t'me? This is all cuz of ya..."

Leviathan:

Yo everyone knows not to come into Levi's room unannounced unless you want to see some weird stuff. Right now he was very much indulged in tentacle porn and pleasuring himself, only noticing you when you cleared your throat and he literally fell off his chair. Whines, complains, and blushes. Also kicks you out and puts a new lock on the door. Will avoid eye contact for weeks.

Satan:

Listen he doesnt do it a lot and hes usually very careful not to get caught so having you just burst in his room like that trying to hide from Lucifer quite literally had him shrieking and gripping his cock way too hard, ending in a loud groan. Now you're both staring at each other but Satan slowly regains his composure and smirks, "you should pay up for using my room as your escape."

Asmodeus:

The reason he was sprawled out on his bed rather ~sexy~ was because he knew you were coming and he wanted to give you a full view of the way he pleasured himself. "Come in, dear~ don't be shy, just join the fun~" somehow convinces you to, indeed, join the fun.

Beelzebub:

He honestly feels so bad and stops all movements, making eye contact with you. Now both of you are blushing and your eyes flicker between his and that of his hardened dick. But what you said next had him almost tumbling over "you... You want a hand with that?"

Belphegor:

Really, what did you expect him to do in the middle of the night? Sleep? He does that all day. But also he knows you enjoyed it. He heard you approach his door a few minutes ago and he picked up his pace, cumming right as you opened the door. He has no shame whatsoever.

Diavolo:

Diavolo does it everywhere which is mainly why you caught him stroking himself in his office, walking in right as he came undone. A couple spurts of demon cum and a very red faced you later, you realized his cock was still rock hard and big. "Take a picture, it lasts longer. Or we could just skip the awkward phase and get to the part where you'll bounce on my cock.

Barbatos:

A demon has needs, thats all I'm saying. Diavolo has been working him way too much lately and much as he loved the Demon Lord, he really just needed some well deserved stress relieve right now. Its kind of your fault for walking in without knocking and seeing him work on himself so... Needily. Anyway y'all fucked.

Simeon:

Listen this human body he got when he came down from heaven was already weird to get used to okay but he didnt realize it came with so many unnecessary functions, like morning wood. It would just not go back down no matter how much he thought about chairs or the never ending doom that this sin would cause. He also didn't realize didnt lock the door so yeah the look of shock on your face while you saw an ANGEL self pleasure was enough to push him into a series of depression.

Solomon:

This man has been hanging around Asmodeus too much im telling you. You obviously shrieked after coming into his room and seeing him with a hand wrapped around his hard cock, but he just made eye contact and started a small conversation while he continued to stroke himself, "wanna join, (Y/N)?"

#obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me headcanons #obey me scenarios #barbatos obey me #obey me lord diavolo #asmodeus obey me #belphegor obey me #leviathan obey me #obey me lucifer #mammon obey me #satan obey me #obey me beelzebub #simeon obey me #obey me solomon

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sweet-rintarou · 4 years

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The warm sun of Tokyo had gently kissed our skins, the cool breeze preventing you from overheating as the two of you continued your walk. Ushijima assured you that wherever he was taking wasn't too far from the flower shop, but it was closer to the suburban—greener part of the city. The beginning of the walk was considerably awkward, you weren't too sure how to strike a conversation with the guy because of his stoic expression fixed on the pathway he was leading.

Anyone could see that you were choked up on the tension, although who you were following was unaware of it. That makes it more awkward, you thought.

"Uhm... so where are we going?" You finally broke the silence, Ushijima taking note of the distance there was between you and stopped walking, allowing you to fall in step with him.

"We're going to the park," he stated, "there's a nice area that's good for relaxing."

"Oh, do you go there often?" You asked, and he nodded.

"Yes, I go there often, usually when the store is closed or when there isn't too many customers or orders," he explained, before he suddenly stopped walking, a confused and slightly panicked look crossing his features. "I forgot something."

"What?" You joined in his panic.

"It's this way, I hope you don't mind walking for another five minutes," he states, without saying what it is that he had forgotten.

"Yeah, I don't mind." Following him towards a more crowded area, you found yourself in a convenient store, in the produce aisle. You watched as Ushijima focused on the fresh produce in front of the two of you, confusing etched on your face.

Then it clicked.

Aww, you melted in your place. A smile of adoration stretched on your face as he picked up a bag of sweet corn, and then turned to you, causing you to jump and keep your composure. "Is there anything you want to buy?"

Immediately looking around, you surveyed the area and shook your head, looking back at him only to jump back when you noticed his face a bit closer to yours as if he was observing you.

"You look a bit pale," he pointed out, "have you been taking in your carbohydrates?" You wanted to laugh, squeal in awe, just melt in his presence when those words left his lips. Instead, you guiltily looked away, shaking your head.

He immediately took hold of your wrist, pulling you towards the snack aisle and a finger tapping his chin, your hand still in his grasp.

Okay, great, I can die peacefully now, you couldn't help but think as the warmth of his hands spread throughout your arm.

"I recommend this," he grabs a bag of cassava chips, "my coach in high school brought these once when he thought we were lacking energy, and these helped immensely."

"Coach?" You quipped. You knew of his history in high school, courtesy of Semi, but you thought this would get a conversation going and you'd like to take every chance of talking to him.

"Yes, I joined my high school's volleyball team," he stated.

"How come you aren't continuing?"

"I didn't go to nationals my last year, so I just let it go," he bluntly stated, before lifting the bag of chips, "I will pay for these."

"Wait– Ushijima-san–" He finally let go of your wrist, holding the bag of sweet corn and chips before paying at the cashier. You could only stare at him pathetically because you honestly forgot to have money on you.

"Here, I bought water to in case your mouth gets dry," he hands you the two things in a paper bag before turning, "let's continue." You could only trail behind him like a puppy as you held onto the paper bag.

Arriving at the park, the two of you continued walking for another few kilometers, before reaching a pond, what could be presumed to be a cherry blossom tree by the edge, the leaves hanging over the pond. Since it was still summer, changing into fall, the leaves were bright green and no flowers were in sight. Nonetheless, the clear waters and ducks occupying the pond created a relaxing view.

Guiding the both of you to the bench near the pond, Ushijima pulled out the bag of sweet corn, opening it and offering you a bit. You took a handful, so did he, and the ducks began approaching you by the water's edge. Switching between tosses of sweet corn, you watched in content as the ducks pecked at the floating corns.

"You were right, this is relaxing," you admit, a small chuckle escaping your lips as a duck accidentally pecked another's head. "Thank you, Ushijima-san."

"I told you before, Y/n," he spoke up, "you can call me Wakatoshi."

"Uh yeah, sorry, uhm... Ushi– Wakatoshi-kun," you fumbled, your ears heating up bright red and spread to your cheeks.

"You're welcome, I am grateful that you feel relaxed coming here." There was a pause, the sound of the duck's quacking filling the silence before he spoke up again, "Will you be rejoining the band after this?"

"Yeah, I really needed this, but I can't let years of hard work go to waste because Semi and I had a fight," you explained, "and plus, I really do care about the band."

"If I may ask, what happened that it resulted to you quitting?" He asked, "I've fought with my teammates back then and sometimes it would be physical, but none to the point that a member would quit."

You knew it would be embarrassing on both you and Semi's part if you were to tell him that you fought because you both wanted Ushijima's approval towards your band, so you decided against it. Also, you feared that he would feel a sense of responsibility over the both of yours bickering, which you honestly thought he didn't have to be.

"Yeah, it was mostly because I "spoiled" our new songs before they came out to you– it's honestly all my fault," you quickly state, "but yeah, I didn't tell my bandmates about my plans, and Semi is also a huge part in our creative process, so he felt a bit left out– I don't blame him, if it were switched, I'd feel the same way."

"Ah," he nodded in understanding, "but why is that a bad thing? It was all for research purposes, yes?"

"Yeah," you agreed, "since you're an expert in floral." Also because I wanted to talk to you and I thought this would be the only way, although that plan somehow backfired, but I won't tell you that because I know you'll think I'm fucking weird, you thought.

"But don't worry, if there's a plan to make a song with floral aspects again, I'll make sure to discuss with my bandmates first and then talk to you," you informed him, a warm smile on your face.

The corner of his mouth slightly twitched up, nodding once, "I look forward to it."

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part thirteen

—sweet corn

author's note: after 84 years i have finally uploaded again, and I am so so sorry for the wait, college has been more than hectic, its becoming overwhelming:"" but to add to this update, i also have a little treat I'll upload along with this which is a suna imagine cuz i wanted to practice writing again (smau's are also practice but cuz theyre mostly social media form, it doesnt suffice) but i hope you enjoyed this update, it's a bit longer than what i usually do but i hope you dont mind ^^ also USHI FEEDING DUCKS SOMEONE DRAW THAT 😭😭 an absolute cutie :3

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Hi @whumpmatsus! Idk if u are still doing asks but I found ur blog and love ur work 😀 😍

I'm trying to get back into writing for Osomatsu-San, but I refuse to watch the next seasons (2 and 3) cuz I Stan/fangirl over Osomatsu and always hate it when my favorite character gets involved romantically with another character (it's dumb but my nerdy ass heart doesn't give 2 shits about it >_<). To the point, i want some forewarning or some reassurance about what goes on in the next seasons about my fav. NEET 😢 (idc for spoilers since i spoiled myself already). Again, a dumb request but i would appreciate it.

Also, if you dont mind, Im wondering how Osomatsu approaches friendly relationships with women (when he isn’t acting like a perv). Thank you for your time! 😄

heya babycakes!! I’m definitely still doing asks, absolutely! 😌

and listen honestly I totally get it! whenever I fangirl over a character or have them as my f/o, I get all ~fluttery stomach anxiety~ when I see them dating someone else on the screen, maybe it’s a lil dumb but I don’t care either, I just! I know how you feel!!

SO, I’ve just finished season 2 and I can tell you Osomatsu doesn’t really get any romance? I mean there’s all the sextuplets’ usual fawning over Totoko, and there’s some friendship with a character name Kin-chan, a little dirty teasing, and he goes on a double date with Totty and these two girls and there’s some flirting... but nothing really comes of any of it in the end!

now, season 3 in full I haven’t seen yet (I’m a brat and waiting for it to be dubbed before I watch it all XD), but I do happen to have seen spoilers bc it’s kind of impossible not to when season 3′s been out for a while now lol. and I know that Nyaa-chan tries to pursue a relationship with Osomatsu after he saves her baby! she gets all crushy over him and I think they go out a few times, but at the end I believe she gets over him and they don’t actually get together haha

hopefully that’s enough of a warning that you can watch these seasons without much stress!!

aaaand here’s some headcanons for you for this concept!

(in the future, if you want non-whumpy stuff, you can always send it to my main Ososan blog, @kisskissmatsu!! I did these here just because idk he gets so shy around women that I guess it could qualify as whump lol)

❤️ OSOMATSU ❤️

Believe it or not, he’s pretty capable of not acting like a creep toward women! He plays up the ‘I’m an inappropriate perv with naked ladies dancing around in my head 24/7’ thing when he’s around his brothers, and it’s true that every other thought of his is a naughty one, but… he comes on a lot less strongly once he relaxes. The truth is, despite having a filthy mind and liking to make dirty jokes, he’s pretty shy when it comes to girls, so he really prefers to approach as friends first. To jump right into something romantic or sexual makes him super nervous and insecure.

He’s very laidback after he gets past the initial awkwardness. There’s no pressure with him, surprisingly. Although he might get his hopes up to hang out, he doesn’t push if someone says no. He doesn’t nudge at them or try to convince them. It’s only when someone gets mean with saying no, like making fun of him for asking or something, that he gets upset. Even then, he’s more apt to flee instead of stand there arguing. He’s more considerate and self-conscious than he wants people to know.

Anything he invites them out to, it’s almost definitely something he’d invite a male friend to as well. A night of camping out at Chibita’s cart, eating as much oden as they can and drinking their weight in beer? Or maybe hanging out at the bar doing karaoke… and drinking their weight in beer? Spending an evening at the pachinko parlor, gambling away all their money? Going to see that new movie that’s supposed to be really cool? Hell, yeah! It’s pretty rare that he would invite a girl out to, say, dinner or something unless they’ve already been friends for a while. And if he does, he’ll make sure one of his brothers will come along with a date too.

All things being equal, he kind of treats his female friends just like any other friends. He might have some dirty thoughts or think they’re cute, but really that could go for any friend. He takes a lot of pains to ensure he doesn’t make his friends uncomfortable; sex jokes come with the territory of having Osomatsu for a friend, and yet, he’ll avoid touching people until he knows them better, and he’ll even try to stop making jokes if someone isn’t comfortable with them.

Overall he’s a decent guy, even if he doesn’t seem like it at first blush! He really does care about people, and when he tries to approach girls to be friends, he’s always thinking about how to make them feel at ease around him. Even if he’s not perfect, he’s incredibly genuine and thoughtful, especially around people he wants to be friends with.

#Osomatsu san #whump #Osomatsu #emotional whump #insecurity #headcanons #I love my boy he's definitely a good f/o <3

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