#also completely unrelated but how do you know what your favorite anything is

[f1goat]

Crazy + Lando Norris (one shot)

In which Lando and you are crazy for each other without knowing it from each other, until Lando loses his temper while seeing you with another. masterlist - playlist

Warnings: a small bit of smut

“Tell me,” 

His voice is soft at first. You barely hear the first two words he says to you. It’s partly because of the loud music surrounding him and you. You wait for him to continue with his words. You wonder what he wants to tell you. His eyes are piercings into your own when he speaks up again. 

“Tell me you’re doing this on purpose,” he says louder then before. 

You don’t get it. What are you doing on purpose? The boy you were dancing with before reunites with you, he hands you the drink he went to get for you. If you weren’t staring at Lando, you would miss his reactions to the gesture. You notice the annoyed glance he sends towards the boy which name you forgot - or maybe didn’t even hear. You notice the way Lando clenches his jaw. You don’t get it. 

Lando is still standing in front of you. He’s probably waiting for a reaction you guess, but you don’t know what to say. You don’t know about what he is talking. Confused you take a sip of your drink. The boy next to you starts to talk in the mean time. You can’t focus on his words. You can only focus on Lando and his confusing words from before. 

“Doing what on purpose?” You ask Lando. 

He doesn’t answer your question. Lando just scoffs before he turns away from you. You watch how he walks away, but you don’t follow him. A soft sigh comes from your mouth. You wonder about what you did this time. Lando has been acting weird for a few weeks now and you’re not even close to knowing his reasons. It’s getting more annoying with the day. Maybe the most annoying part of it is your crush on Lando. Maybe things would be normal when that didn’t happen. 

Lando and you have been coworkers for a couple months now. You are working in his media team, meaning you have spend a lot of time with Lando lately. At first you were nervous to work this much with a formula one driver, but you and Lando clicked instantly. It didn’t took long before you two became close friends. Race weeks became your favorite weeks fast. Your free time was spend with Lando as well. Filming days were always the most fun. But lately some things have changed. It didn’t took you long to fall for Lando. Maybe only a few weeks, but you didn’t realize it that fast. Since you realize that you’re crushing on Lando, you have tried to keep a bit more physical distance. You don’t want Lando to find out, you don’t want to ruin your friendship with him. But still, it isn’t your behavior that caused this. 

Last days Lando has ignored you almost completely. No texts. No reaching out. No snaps. No anything. That vague sentence from before is the first work unrelated thing he has said in you in days. You didn’t even knew you would see him tonight. Since you’re friends with Lando, you also blended into his friend group quickly. Tonight is just a simple night out with them. Something Lando skips most of the time. Imagine your shock when you spotted him tonight. 

The boy next to you snaps you out of your thoughts when he offers to dance with you. You simply nod and walk with him towards the dance floor of the club. When you’re dancing with the stranger, you can’t stop yourself from looking around. Is Lando still somewhere close to you? Maybe it’s the alcohol that causes your sudden burst of confidence, but you want nothing more than to talk with Lando about the last days. Now that you think about it - once again - you realize that you’re mad at him. Who does he think he is to ignore you like this? You stop dancing quickly, you tell the stranger that you’re getting a new drink before you quickly walk away to find Lando. 

After walking around for a bit you still haven’t found him. You sigh when you walk closely by the bar for the third time. This time you decide to actual get a drink for yourself. You can use it. You walk closer to the bar and wait until the bartender gives you the opportunity to order a drink. 

+++

Lando is watching from a far. He couldn’t stop watching you since you came in to the club and talked with his - and your - friends. He couldn’t take his eyes off you. He wish he could. It would make things so much easier for him. But he can't. The way your red dress fits your body made sure of that. Of course he noticed your body before, but this is too much for him. He can’t stop thinking about ripping the dress of you and making you squirm. He wants to punch himself for thinking about you like this, but he’s sure that won’t stop his thoughts.

It’s not just tonight that he can’t stop thinking about you. You are the person that is on his mind most of the time. Even while racing he thinks about you. That’s why he decided he needed to distance himself a bit from you. Maybe he only needs a bit of time to forget about his crush on you. He wants to stay friends with you, but it’s unbearable for him to be this close with you all the time while crushing on you as well. 

Only a small hour before he almost ruined everything between you two. He couldn’t stop himself. Every time he saw that boy touch you and dance with you, it felt like he was going to lose his mind. He doesn’t even know for himself what he meant with his words. Why would you dance with a stranger like this on purpose? Maybe he’s really getting stupid. It’s pathetic to hope you’d dance with a boy like that to make him jealous on purpose. But it’s a better thought then the reality about you being interested in someone else. 

Lando notices the way you wait for your drink. He sees the sweet smile you show the bartender when he hands you your drink. He notices the way the bartender strikes a conversation with you. He can’t tell if it’s friendly or flirty until he sees the wink the bartender sends you. Why does everyone want you? Why can’t he just have you? Lando sighs. He doesn’t even realize that he’s walking closer towards you. 

When he’s standing next to you, he hears the way the bartender asks for your number. He sees your doubtful look. He doesn’t say anything. Lando waits for you to realize that he’s standing next to you. You seem to be thinking deeply. He notices that the bartender is still waiting for an answer. Should he help you? But what if you want to give him your number? Lando feels a bit torn about what to do, at one point he decides that he has had enough. 

You almost jump up when you feel someones arm sliding around your shoulders. When you look around you, you’re quick to notice that it’s Lando who’s holding you closely to himself. What the fuck is going on? Before you can ask Lando about it, the bartender apologizes to you and walks away. 

Lando knows he has managed his goal. The bartender is gone. But his arm is still lingering around your shoulders. He could just tell you that he wanted to help you out with the bartender, but he can’t seem to form the right sentence to tell you that. Before he can say anything, you’re talking to him. 

“We need to talk,” you tell him. He notices an annoyed tone in your voice. Fuck. He simply nods. Maybe it’s time that the two of you talk. Things can’t go on like this forever. You take his hand and start walking through the dancing people with him. 

You don’t know where to start at first. Lando keeps waiting for you to say something. You feel his eyes burning on you. It’s making you even more restless. When the words start to come out your mouth, you can’t stop them anymore. Before you know it you’re angrily rambling towards Lando about his behavior from the last time. 

“I don’t know what I did to you, but apparently there’s a reason for you to ignore me. Why don’t you just talk to me about it? This is fucking childish.” 

You realize that it’s the alcohol that makes you this unbothered with curse words. You’re speaking fast and harshly towards Lando. 

“And then you finally talk to me only to accuse me of doing something I don’t even know on purpose,”  you continue, “How the fuck am I suppose to get that? You’re so confusing.” 

Lando looks at you. His eyes haven’t left your face for a second. He knows that every word you’re saying is more then right. He deserves this. He doubts about his next action. Is he going to tell you what’s really going on? Is this the moment he needs to come clean about his feelings? Apparently he’s quiet for too long. 

“And even now you don’t say a thing!” You exclaim annoyed, “You know what Lando, if this is what you want, fine. I won’t try anymore.” With those words you storm away back to the club. 

Lando keeps standing still. He should have followed you. If he starts thinking about the things he should have done, he can’t stop thinking about it anymore. He should have told you about his crush. He shouldn’t have treated you like this. He can go on like this for hours probably. He sighs and walks back inside as well. 

It doesn’t take long before Lando is even more annoyed then before. How can it be that every guy around seems to want the same girl as him tonight? Of course he knows you look absolutely stunning, but still. This must be bad luck? He’s looking angrily at how you’re dancing with another guy on the dance floor in the middle of the club. It’s then he decides that he never should have come tonight. 

“If you keep staring everyone will find out,” his friend Max tells hem at one point.

“Let them,” Lando scoffs, “Maybe then they will finally leave her alone.” 

Max laughs. Lando keeps staring angrily. 

“Tell her,” Max says after a while, “You won’t feel any better until you tell her.”

Lando sighs and updates Max on what happened before when you were outside with him. 

“My advice stays the same, you have to tell her.” 

Lando keeps his silence. He is no longer in the mood to talk or to do anything apart from watching what you’re doing. When he sees you closer to the strange guy then before, it causes him to almost lose his temper. Fuck. If he only could go over to you and grab you away from all those others. 

“You know,” Max continues to talk, “You can’t fuck it up any further if you tell her. She’s already mad.” 

Lando realizes that Max might have a point. You’re already mad at him. He doesn’t know if you can forgive his vague behavior, so what’s left to fuck up? In a split second he makes a decision. Doubtful Lando walks towards you and the boy on the dancing floor. It doesn’t take him long to stand in front of you and the stranger. 

+++

“We need to talk.”

You would be lying if you said that you didn’t see Lando coming closer to you. He has been in your sight for the whole night, you knew exactly that he was walking towards you. But still, you’re shocked. Maybe it’s because his words. 

“We just did,” you tell him a bit annoyed. Not even an hour ago you gave Lando the opportunity to explain himself. He didn’t. 

“We need to talk properly,” Lando continues, “not here.” 

“Then where?” You ask tiredly. Lando and his confusion behavior all the time. It’s making you tired. 

“My place?” Lando suggests. 

You doubt about his suggestion. Of course you want to join Lando and go to his home, but still.. You don’t like the way Lando has been treating you and now he expects you to just follow him home to talk? You gave him the chance, but he didn’t took it. You look around you. The stranger you were dancing with before is still standing close to you, he looks even more confused then you probably do right now. 

“I don’t know,” you sigh, “I’m trying to have fun. You had your chance before.” 

Lando wants to tell you that he understands you, he wants to tell you that it’s okay and that you can talk another day. But the words don’t leave his mouth. Somewhere in between they have reformed themselves in a completely different word. 

“Please?” He asks you. 

You take another look at Lando. What do you do now? Fuck. When you make eye contact with him and you notice his almost begging glaze, you decide to give in. It’s not like you can stop thinking about him for the rest of the night, maybe it’s better to give in. You sigh. 

“Okay, but I swear you better explain this time,” you tell Lando eventually. 

Lando shows you a small smile and nods. You want to say goodbye to the stranger, but Lando is quick to grab your hand and drag you with him. Before you know it you’re sitting next to Lando in his McLaren. He quickly drives off. It’s your sign to start talking.

“Why are you acting like this?” Is the first question you ask Lando. “You have been ignoring me unless you couldn’t because of work and now you’re dragging me away from the club to talk with me?” You explain yourself further. 

“This wasn’t exactly my plan as well,” Lando tells you. Great, he’s making things even more confused you think annoyed. 

“Then what was your plan? Why did you ignore me?” You ask further. 

“I needed some space,” Lando confesses.

You feel thrown back by his words. Space? What does he mean with that? Of course, you’re seeing each other a lot, but you thought he liked that. 

“Why didn’t you say so?” You ask confused, “I would have understood.. I thought you liked spending time together.” 

“Fuck,” Lando mutters, “I do. I love spending time together.” He curses at himself for making things confusing for you. 

“Then why did you need space?” 

Lando waits with answering your question. He parks his car in front of his apartment building. Together you walk towards the elevator. 

“Why did you need space?” You ask again.

Lando feels like losing his mind. It’s too much for him to be inside of the elevator with you. It’s a too small place to be with you when you look this good. It’s infuriating. He tries to focus on the elevator, but he can only think about you. Your perfume is hanging around him. 

“Lando?” You ask. 

He doesn’t think about his next actions. He lets out a big defeated sigh and confesses. “Because you’re making me crazy,” he tells you, “but in the best way possible.” 

You don’t respond to his words. You don’t know what to say. What does Lando mean? 

“Well, I can’t say you don’t have that effect on me too,” you eventually confess. 

Lando lunges himself at you. Your back hits the elevator walls, you don’t even notice it. Lando is standing closely in front of you. You can only focus on his lips. Would it be a sin to kiss him? Before you can decide, Lando is talking. 

“Tell me,” he states, “what makes you feel like this?” 

You think about his question. Every thing Lando does makes you feel crazy. But are you going to tell him about your crush on him? You doubt. Lando comes even closer towards you. He presses his lips against your neck. Softly he is prepping kisses at your neck and shoulders. You can’t help yourself and let out a soft moan. It encourages Lando to move on. His hands disappear under your dress. You feel how he kneads your ass before feeling you through your string. 

“You,” you answer Lando his question, “you’re making me crazy.”

“How?” Lando is quick to ask further. 

You feel his fingers slowly moving circles on your clit. There’s nothing you want more then to remove your string so Lando has proper access. You need to feel him. Softly you whimper. 

“Tell me baby,” Lando says, “and maybe I will think about pulling off your string.” 

“Fuck,” you mutter, “Everything about you makes me crazy. Every innocent touch makes me crave for more.” 

For a few seconds you’re afraid you have said too much. Lando stares at you. His thumb is still circling around your clit. You can’t help yourself and let out a moan. 

“What do you want?” Lando asks you. 

“You,” you reply as if it’s obvious what you want. 

“What do you want from me?” Lando continues to ask.

“Everything.”

The elevator doors open. Lando quickly removes his hand from you and places himself in front of you, giving you the time to pull down your dress. He notices that this is his floor. Thank god there’s no one standing here. He grabs your hand and pulls you with him towards his apartment. 

In only a minute or less you’re laying on Lando his bed. All of your clothes are scattered around the bed. Lando is undressing himself slowly while he looks at you. This feels like a dream for him, he can’t stop himself from wondering when he will wake up. He wants to fuck you, but he also thinks about what he still needs to tell you. He doubts about his next actions. 

“What’s wrong?” You ask him. 

Lando doesn’t reply. He presses his lips against yours. You let out a soft surprised gasp. Lando uses that to slide in his tongue. Before you realize it you’re properly making out with Lando. His hands are roaming on your body in the mean time. You’re just playing with his hair. 

When Lando disconnects his lips from yours, he feels the need to explain himself. 

“I needed distance because I like you,” he confesses, “I couldn’t function around you anymore.” 

You let out a soft chuckle. Lando sends you a confused look. 

“We should have talked way earlier,” you say, “because I have the exact same problem.” 

Lando is quick to reconnect his lips with yours. He lines up his dick in front of your entrance. When he gives you one more look, you nod at him. That’s when he enters you. You feel filled up within seconds. Lando is thrusting in and out of you with a fast pace. 

+++

“So, let’s go on a date tomorrow?” Lando asks you after removing himself from you. 

You let out another chuckle, “Let’s do that.” 

“Maybe I can call you my girlfriend after that?” Lando asks further.

“Maybe you can already call me your girlfriend.”

Lando shows you a smile before pressing his lips against yours again. 

#lando norris #lando norris one shot #lando norris imagine #lando norris smut #lando norris x reader #lando norris x you #lando norris fanfic #f1 #formula one #ln4 #lando norris x y/n

[hopelesslyromanticshark]

Hi Covey !! I hope you’re doing well :)

Girl, I read the Frank Zhang x daughter of Venus the other day and it was amazing it had me giggling all day I swear. So now I have to request a Frank Zhang x daughter of Athena head canons because I’m obsessed and I can’t get it out of my head. 😭

Thank you so much for the Jason x athena girl headcanon you wrote by the way I absolutely loved it. 🫶🏻

Take your time to write this! No pressure at all, if you don’t have time or simply don’t want to I completely understand ! 💞

⋆⭒˚.⋆ frank zhang x daughter of athena! reader hcs

content: frank zhang x daughter of athena! reader hcs warning: like, the smallest mention of injuries but super fluff frfr author's note: AHHHH I LOVE HOW THESE ENDED OMG OMG OMG OMG YALL ARE GONNA LOVE THIS!!! also, you, my dear leoswift23, are one of my fav little stalkers and i just love ya sweets!!!

ah yes, my favorite genre: war's son falls in love with war strategies daughter

power couple on the battle field and in the library frfr

study dates are a need not a want

frank always gets distracted by you though, barely getting any work done as he drools over his pretty and smart girlfriend

he noticed early on into your relationship that you didn't own bookmarks as someone who reads a ton of books

no matter what, you'd always have random stuff crammed into your books

recipes, (unused) teabags, and once an arrow that you stole from frank

so, he started buying them every time he saw one and just kept them on him

like how some bf's carry hair ties, this mfer got bookmarks on him like a GLOCK

and every time you start to look around for a ticket stub or apple core to shove into your book, he's proudly whipping out a bookmark and presenting it to you

also loves when you yap senselessly about the books youre reading

when it's late at night, and you're all snuggled up in bed and frank is struggling to fall alseep, he'll sneakily prompt you to yap

"hmmm, what was that book you were reading yesterday? the one with the yellow cover?"

"oh, like yellow and blue or just yellow?"

"just yellow."

"that ones so good, frankie, you gotta read it. okay okay, so it's about-"

bro is snoring instantly

not bc youre boring or anything, but simply bc youre voice makes him sleepy

new hc: frank used to play hockey.

cmon he's canadian and the son of the god of like injuries or whatever

bro played hockey and he was BRUTAL with it frfr

he fr left kids bruised and crying and he's apologizing all canadian like lmao

so, for his birthday, you got the pair of you tickets to a game.

bros foaming at the mouth, excited to watch the bruins completely DOMINATE the toronto maple leaves (yes he's a fan of the boston hockey team, but that's completely unrelated to me MOVING ON-)

but then, the day comes, and he's foaming at the mouth for a different reason

you got you guys matching hockey jerseys and frank's new favorite view is you in a hockey jersey

you were basically drowning in it due to the size, but frank never took his hands off you the entire time you were that jersey

and you pretended to be obvious to this like you didn't mastermind all of it

well, athena always has a plan, duh

also i just feel that you two would get very passionate about the game really quickly

you didn't know how hockey worked an hour ago and now you're standing on your chair, screaming at refs and yelling at the players to hit harder, knock some teeth loose

and frank is drooling again lmao

and then during one of time outs (does hockey have those?? they do know stfu-)

you were stealing some of franks nachos when the people around you all started cheering, shoving at the two of you

instantly, ever the smart one out of the two of you, you darted your eyes up to where it read 'KISS CAM' and proudly showed you and frank

frank followed your eyes and instantly turned the color of a tomato

you laughed, rolling you eyes as you grabbed the collar of his jersey and pulled his lips into yours.

more cheers followed and you were sure the camera had moved off to torture some other couple as you tried to pull back from frank

but he didn't let you get far, basically tugging you into his lap, eager to keep his lips on yours

later, frank would scourer the internet and print out a photo of you guys on the kiss cam, putting it in a frame next to his bed

his favorite game with his favorite girl, what more could a guy ask for???

#postcards from covey ౨ৎ #all my love ౨ৎ #hoo #heroes of olympus x reader #pjo fandom #frank zhang #frank zhang x reader #frank zhang x you #frank zhang x yn #pjo hoo toa #percy pjo #heroes of olympus

[weebsinstash]

Just when I was chugging my Batfamily juice and was trying to nail down an idea for that, here comes season 2 of Invincible, "hey you wanna see an alternate universe version of Mark who turns evil like his father and when Eve rebels against him he literally PRACTICES AND PERFECTS how to non-lethally PERMANANTLY PARALYZE HER so he can stop her without killing her"

Like genuinely the actual psychotic yandere adjacent behavior and he's also gaslighting her the entire fucking time, like genuinely one of my favorite but most infuriating tropes of the "unwilling hero x infatuated villain" dynamic is when the villain is like psychologically manipulating their intended conquest with the whole, "I didn't kill your friends, YOU killed your friends when you recruited them to stop me/run away/save your planet whatever. sweetie i hate seeing you upset so why did you make me break your toys"

I know the clip is about Mark but I can just see Nolan and a human/hero darling and you're desperately trying to run away from him, break up with him, literally run away and disappear, and you've got all your friends and coworkers helping you literally like, leave the country, maybe even leave the planet, and here comes Nolan crashing in, reducing all of your friends to just PASTE and you're sitting there mourning and screaming and horrified and here's Nolan just tut-tutting at you, "why would you make me do something like that? You think I WANT to make you cry like this? You got a little scared and got your friends involved on some little scheme and now look what happened! Honey can't you see why I'm worried about leaving you alone? You need me"

It's like. It's like in Don't Worry Darling where the boyfriend would rather keep her completely helpless in an unfulfilling mediocre life when before she actually used to have significantly more agency and played a role in society but he thinks THIS is what's best for her, and inherently implying being his wife is all she needs. You could be like a molecular scientist or some shit and Nolan will think you're so cute and smart but it's in an "oh look at you and your little human tech, that's so cute, not anything like MY species though" infantalizing way. You could've been a scientist on the cutting edge of technology furthering your species and Nolan is just like, "but it's just human stuff" and thinks it doesn't matter because. I mean. He loves you but your lifespan is NOTHING like his, and your planet is already going to be conquered and Viltrum doesn't really need your work, so, just, settle into being his complacent little mate ok? Just focus on being his companion and, if you're able, he'd like to start on making a family--

I think it would be absolutely horrifying to find out you're pregnant and be trying to run away from this man with the baby because like. Fuck off if you think he'll let that happen. And in another twist, could you even imagine if you turned out to be a viltrumite hybrid or some kind of powered mutant too. Imagine being absolutely terrified and running to get an abortion and they can't even sedate you because suddenly your skin can't be pierced by a needle. Like actually on a conceptual level just, brine in the concept of not even having abortion as an option, knowing there is some inhuman hybrid growing inside of you that has now completely taken your body for itself, cannot be removed, holding you hostage like a malicious little parasite. Meanwhile Nolan is OVERJOYED because this is going to be his first baby ever and, obviously, the first baby the two of you are having together. The first of many, he hopes

I also think it'd be like. So fucked up if this is some twisted "something unrelated and unfortunate happened to Debbie" scenario where Nolan is raising Mark on Earth already as a single father and THEN Nolan falls for you because like. Imagine technically being not that much older than his son and the second these yandere aliens attach themselves to you, you've got a husband who you don't even know how old he is and a "son/brother" who's like. Maybe not even 5 years younger than you. Like can you imagine making friends with Mark and you're like hanging out and playing video games and suddenly it's just "Oh hey dude your father's been acting kind of weird around me, and-- wait what? What do you MEAN you guys want me to live here. What do you MEAN I could be like a big sister to you, bro we were just playing Xbox--"

You think of Mark as a buddy and friend and you eventually find out he and his father are straight up stalking you and starting to dig their fingers into your life and your business. You're at work running back and forth not knowing the figure floating and watching from however many hundreds of yards away amd scowling as you're worked to the bone. You grab a drink with a coworker and they kiss you at the door of your apartment and the next day they got into an accident that sent their car off the road, killing them. You vent personal private feelings to Mark because he's a good friend in your relative age group and he's running off, "DAD LISTEN--" "oh so That's why they've been like that. Huh. Good work, son." like the actual fucking levels of SCHEMING

And just when you think maybe you've gotten away and shaken them off, then you've got some third motherfucker suddenly showing up at the secret hideaway in another country you poured the rest of your money to. An old man with white hair and an unamused expression introducing himself only as Cecil as he not so subtly threatens you that he has Nolan on speed-dial and that the American government has an especially vested interest in you returning home, maybe or maybe not to pacify the not one but TWO extremely irreplaceable alien protectors of the planet, and then you've got Seal Team Six already shoving you in a duffle bag and dropping you off on the Grayson doorstep just in time for dinner

#yandere Invincible #yandere x reader #jeez this series has potential to be DARK DARK #sinprompts

[mouschiwrites]

Hiiii

I was wondering if you could please make Jays head canons, or Jays story's?

Sure thing! :D

Ninjago - Dating Jay Walker Headcanons

It definitely wasn’t love at first sight when he saw you, but he couldn’t deny how attractive you were

He didn’t really see you like that; not at first, anyway

You were helping them with a mission, and once it was over he figured you’d separate forever, and that’d be that

But by the time the mission was over, he found he couldn’t bear the thought of losing all contact with you

He’d come to like your personality even more than your looks, which was really saying something since he thought you were STUNNING

So, just as you were about to part, he suddenly took you by the hand

He reddened, stuttering, trying to get out his words

You just smiled, knowing what he meant before he could even get a coherent word out

You guys exchanged info, promising to meet again sometime

Later that same night, Jay contacted you, requesting a meet-up at his favorite sushi joint in Ninjago

You guys continued on like that, taking turns picking your meet-up spots

It takes a while for Jay to actually admit his feelings, but he’s painfully obvious

Honestly you’ll probably have to make the first move, unless you want to wait forever

But when you finally start actually dating, he is ECSTATIC

He is THE turbo-boyfriend: super romantic, always showing his love in huge displays, memorizing all the things you like (as if he hadn’t done that already…)

His love languages are: All Of Them. Think of literally anything romantic (poems, gifts, doing chores for you, caring for you when sick, etc, etc) and he’s done it at some point

You might legitimately have to tell him to tone it down

Especially with PDA; we’ve seen in the show that he sometimes struggles with boundaries

He’ll always want to hold your hand or stand super close, but he’ll back off if you ask

Once you outline your boundaries, though, he does his best to follow them

He’ll probably slip up once or twice when he gets excited, but he tries his hardest :(

He’s very excitable when it comes to you, but he’s also prone to channel that energy into anxiety

And jealousy, which leads to insecurity

He sometimes feels that he’s not good enough for you, with you being as amazing as you are

Don’t worry though, you can easily cheer him up by showing him literally any amount of affection

But an evening cuddling and whispering sweet nothings works best ;)

Cuddling is a must with Jay; he clings to you like a koala, and he complains that he can’t sleep without you

In fact, he insists that everything is way better when you’re there

It sometimes annoys the other ninjas

They’ll be doing something completely unrelated and he’ll just sigh and go “I wish Y/n was here”

And they’re just like: 😐

He could (and does) gush about you endlessly to others

Much to many people’s annoyance

With all this in mind, I’ll finish off by saying he’s the type to shower you with all the love in the world but then break down sobbing when you so much as smile at him

(Please smile at him)

Thank you so much for this request! And thanks for reading, take care sweet doves!!

(divider by saradika)

#ninjago #lego ninjago #ninjago x reader #jay walker #jay walker x reader #jay x reader #ninjago headcanons #jay walker headcanons

[aqours]

anyways if i'm going this deep in lemme share this teen mom Ashley fic idea i had i'd love feedback on the idea

this is completely unrelated to my other idea regarding this this is an entirely different can of worms i'm putting this under a readmore just bc it's a bit long and also filled with dead doves so only open and eat it at your own discretion

so basically the idea goes like this- when they were teenagers (her 14 and him 16) Andrew and Ashley got into some kind of big fight (still working on it) most likely due to him having a girlfriend in hs at the time. during this period, in an effort to make a point and piss him off, Ashley gets a boyfriend of her own (who just so happens to have messy black hair and green eyes wow what a coincidence) who was in a class with Andrew. some incident happens where Ashley "accidentally" leaves her phone with explicit texts on view (but also tis like the 90s so maybe i'll redo that) and Andrew talked with his classmate and then uh there was another second missing person, and after an intense argument Ashley and Andrew "slept in the same bed" and anyways a month later Ashley announces she's pregnant casually at the dinner table putting the pregnancy test she put right on it.

"Huh. Not the reaction I was hoping for."

"Forgive me for not being particularly fucking thrilled at the idea of being a grandmother at 32, Ashley."

"You know, if my kid has a kid at 15 and their kid ALSO has a kid at 15 you could be a great-great-grandma at only 75."

"Please shut the fuck up, Ashley."

and Andrew is in complete denial it is. it's been 6 years and every single person except Julia refuses to believe it isn't. at one point when Alexis "Alex" Graves is a baby she makes a comment she has her father's (green) eyes with a wink and grin at Andrew. during the Burial Route when Mrs. Graves is trying to plead with Andrew she finally says "... If you won't do it for yourself, do it for your ------------------" and it's like his brain physically blocks out any insinuation with he's the father with white noise. so he's been living as the kid's uncle officially and has no idea how to act around this kid most of the time.

Ashley is not a good mom by any means and has had CPS called on her more than once but incompetence won't remove the child entirely and she does like. actually love this kid but her obsession with Andrew is clearly more important to her, the fact this kid keeps him tethered to her even if he won't admit, and also because she spoils the kid however she can to try to prove she's a better mother just because her daughter is happier than she was, when learning Alex hit another kid to get their candy she was outright like fuck YEAH if you want something take it!!! girlboss gatekeep gaslight to this four year old and Andrew at least tried to teach the kid right from wrong in response. during her first birthday Mrs. Graves asked Ashley if she was gonna do anything and Ashley didn't see a point the kid is 1 they won't remember the birthday there's nothing they'd want and she doesn't seem to process the point of a birthday for a baby isn't about toys and fun but to celebrate their life. when Ashley suggests they can get by on mugging people Alex says she can pose as a homeless sad kid and for the first time in a while at her Ashley lights up and says THAT'S why you're mama's favorite <3333

babies don't make everything better the co-dependent toxic satanic demonic summoning cannibal incest game's plot now also includes a 6 year old that has also eaten people now with two of the most awful parents imaginable around her and if anything Ashley might get colder once her mom is dead because now there's no way

thoughts? i really want to write this but i'd love feedback

#the coffin of andy and leyley #andy and leyley #andrew graves #ashley graves #gravecest #coffincest #ashley x andrew #i have. no idea how to tag this otherwise lmao #dead dove do not eat #there #starposts #long post

[trashcanwithsprinkles]

Now that CN is over I need more fics to read (I say as if I'm not in the middle of rereading CN and plan to reread ITYSG(AINLY) again because I'm literally obsessed with your fics). Do you have an recs? Also what's your favorite fics/comfort fics (you can include your own)? I always find it interesting to know what the authors of my favorite fics like to read when they aren't writing.

other than my other fics (babysitting in the apocalypse is my other zhongchi fic), i do have a some zhongchi recomendations! sadly i cannot actually go to my bookmarks atm nor provide direct links. i also don't really remember the authors' names of most of them? and you'd have to like.... save them for later, what with ao3 being down and all;; but here are some off the top of my head if you want to get planning:

(once ao3 gets back up i'll update this list with proper links and the authors' names and maybe more recomendations since i do have many more i just can't remember,,)

○ entirely out of spite by Bgtea - i generally assume everyone's already reading this one given how big it is (and how it was kind of my inspiration for cyanide even tho i never said it), but if you're not, holy shit are you in for a good one. literally anything bgtea makes is wonderful. this one is an au based on the premise of a different story, but you don't need any knowledge whatsoever of it to enjoy and understand eoos (tho consider it if you like the premise, bc it's also really good). the rundown is- a mondern ajax dies and wakes up in the body of tartaglia, the antagonist of genshin impact, a game he'd been playing before kicking the bucket. he is tasked by a weird isekai-anime looking menu to fill in the shoes of the antagonist or else, but he's not technically stopped from altering the story just a tiny bit or being ooc, so he goes about trying to play the tartaglia role without meeting the same end as tartaglia (who dies ingame). it's such a good fic i cannot recommend it enough - it's not complete yet, but the wait for each chapter is more than worth it, and bgtea always does an insane amount of research for everything they post.

○ literally any other zhongchi fic by Bgtea. there's this short one about pulcinella or capitano (i can't remember, it might've been pantalone) selling pictures of childe to increase morale in the fatui (something something pr strategies), that one is hilarious. there's another one about zhongli getting stuck as a dragon and childe taking care of him as the world slowly goes to shit from rex lapis being missing (a comment pointed out it might be called "ajax' adventure with dog-lizard" and it sounds about right for me). another one they have is the autumn winds are sighing i think. that one was posted WAY back, some of the info is a bit outdated, but it's still so, so good. i can't remember what it was all about, but i do remember it involves zhongli going to snezhnaya to meet childe's siblings. the pining and tension on that one is off the roof. i should read it again,,,

○ after everything by Amanveth (i think that's how their username is written,,) - literally palate cleansing fluff. there's really good angst as well but it's overall just very sweet and soft, very much a feel-good fic. it's about zhongli and childe going back to being friends after the events of the archon quest and slowly realizing they're in love. it's still ongoing but it updates shockingly fast, and it's a nice little thing to read before going to sleep.

○ the white cicada society by clementinesgulag. still ongoing i think, but i have paused reading it for reasons unrelated to the fic itself, so i can only really atest to the frist arc of it? but holy fuck is the first arc good. the angst is godly in this one, and i'm always a sucker for a good horror mystery. this one is about the gritty and slow reconciliation of post-archon quest zhongli and childe as they investigate a series of awful murders and terrifying paranormal shit (i'm pretty sure) going on in the city. (it might be revealed to not be paranromal later in the fic as that partiuclar plotpoint hadn't yet resolved when i paused it at the end of the first arc, but i wouldn't know. wouldn't make it any less good if it wasn't tho)

○ death became him by Merianon. also still ongoing i think, but part of the many fics i have paused reading for reasons unrelated to them (i have... way too many saved,,,). this one is about childe going back in time after dying and waking up as a god, and the fic starts there, so it's about how the events of the game go with childe as a god and not in the fatui. i can't remember all that much about it tbh, but i remember i really liked it, the concept was so interesting. i'm waiting for it to end.

○ a sight for sore eyes by ToumeiKyoudai. still ongoing afaik, but i paused reading it as of very recently (again for reasons outside of the fic). this one is the events of the game except childe is legally blind. you have no idea how interesting and hilarious this fic is, the premise is so simple but it's so nicely executed. i can't really say all that much more about it since it's basically just that- it's a retelling but childe's blind. and he's so fucking funny. it's all so fucking funny, and the worldbuilding is stellar, and i just really really like it i can't explain why exactly. it's not a comedy! but fuck it's so entertaining.

i have so many more that i wish i could put here but i'm not 100% confident in their titles nor which fic was which (happens when you have a ton bookmarked but have paused reading a lot of them), so i don't want to risk saying this fic is one thing when in reality it's something else completely different,,,

these last two i put below for reasons i'll explain in each of their blurbs, but they're still as recomended as those above!

○ lungs full of roses, by SecretlyACatLady. if this is the title (and i'm 99% certain it is, but i can't check), then this is hands down the BEST hanahaki angst i've ever read. i'm not kidding. this one is very specific in its angst tho, and i gather likely not what everyone is looking for in a hanahaki fic, but holy fuck. basically childe gets hanahaki here but knows he cannot afford to have anyone find out he has it (bc fatui) and also not that he died from it, i think? might be mistaking that particular plotpoint for another fic. anyway- he leaves liyue but zhongli goes to look for him bc he's confused and just wants to apologize for the whole tsaritsa's contract and all. it gets out of hand real quick when the ppl of mondstadt try to help by acting as pushy wingmen and it's so GOOD holy fuck. i've never liked when other characters try to push the main pair together and act all 'just kiss already we all know!' around them, and seeing it backfire as horribly as it could if it were a realistic scenario (tho enhanced bc childe) is so incredibly satisfying. the reason why i put it down here is 1) i'm not 100% sure that's the title and 2) if it hasn't been abandoned, it's been in hiatus for a while now. which is hearbreaking, but it's also such a good fic that i'd honestly recommend it regardless if only for the angst at the start. but i understand not everyone is in for something like that if it doesn't resolve/likely won't resolve (idk if it's abandoned tho but i understand that if a fic takes too long to update, people will fear the worst). so yeah,,

○ non-playable character, by Jouicifer. this one is here exclusively because i'm a sucker for horror mystery - it doesn't mean the zhongchi isn't good, but it's not as prevalent in the plot as in white cicada (another horror mystery), so i can't exactly put it with the other more zhongchi-centric fics? not that the zhongchi isn't here, but. hard to explain. this one is also hard to explain in general, i'm not sure if it's based on the premise of another story or if this is a highly-secific trope/sub-genre in china (i think?), but the author refers to it as 'unlimited flow', so look it up if you want to be sure. either way, much like with eoos, it doesn't matter if you know anything about whatever that might be to enjoy and understand the story. the rundown is childe and a bunch of other people are players in this sort of virtual-reality scenario hopper, where they get put in 'games' with other players where they can die (tho idk if die die irl as well). basically, in the newest scenario they get thrown into, it's a horror murder mystery about a haunted mansion, and their guiding npc is zhongli, whom childe has met in another scenario and whom he is an absolute simp for. god idk how to explain it, it's just so good; but you need to be there for the plot first and the ship second. the ship is there! it's just the plot takes presedence. but holy fuck is the plot good. the reason why it's down here, like lungs full of roses, isn't bc of the plot or the ship being secondary, but... well, it's also been in hiatus for a long while now. to this fic's credit in particular, it was in a long hiatus before, but updated! out of nowhere! and then it went into its current hiatus, so. again, i understand people don't like that, but i'm a patient person so i'm willing to keep it in my bookmarks for as long as it takes (and forever if it gets abandoned). it's just THAT good. and since there's not much horror murder mystery in this fandom (or in fics in general), i'll take whatever i can get. the mystery is good in this one, so it helps.

(edit: added some authors and a fic title, thank you archon-of-chaos and redwormonastring!)

#as soon as ao3 is up i'll look thru my bookmarks and correct anything i got wrong #and also add some more fics #i have a ton more that i really really like #i just can't remember their names with as much clarity as these ones #idk why it's not like i like these particularly more than some of those #i enjoy all equally #except non-playable character that one's probably my favorite #and eoos #anyway #thank you! #always happy to recomend fics

[catchyhuh]

O wise angry Lupin circle on my monitor, grace us with your answer: Who is your favorite?

i used to joke that regardless of if i wanted it to be obvious it was obvious until one of my friends sincerely thought i hated him for like three months because of how i talked about him. so maybe it really isn’t that obvious!! on a completely unrelated note here’s a list of zenigata fun facts off the top of my head!

as far as i know he’s the only one with an exact age. you do the math of when byebye lady liberty came out and the birthdate on his id, you get 51. damn.

canonical shoujo fan (read rose of versailles) but also has seen dirty harry 40 times so. varied tastes. he’s a complicated person.

local police departments fucking hate him not because of his weirdo methods or just how eccentric he is in general (tbh its more funny to them than anything, and he DOES end up putting other, worse criminals in jail during the process of the lupin escapades) but because he racks up HUGE fucking debts like everywhere he goes and like maybe 10% of it is actually related to lupin. he picks out nice hotels and restaurants and shit (or he did before they finally started cracking down on that shit). but i say we let him. waste that cop budget and live that high life my man!!

has survived multiple building-leveling explosions, has survived falling dozens of feet with nothing but a looney tunes sound effect indicating there was any impact at all, being shot in the heart twice, one time being legally pronounced DEAD but going “jk did you say lupin” and shooting out of bed, he got hit with enough tranquilizer to keep an elephant down for 3 hours i think (he woke up in 10 minutes) and he’s also bitten through steel bars with his teeth. no i don’t mean the handcuffs, although he does do that a lot too, i mean actual like jail cell bars. he’s a medical miracle

honestly i think if he just committed to only using bikes and motorcycles he’d be able to keep up in car chases more effectively because not only has he just outright tackled someone with a motorbike before but he’s fast as fucking hell on those things!! 

sorry made it this far without mentioning lupin but he’s also had lupin’s phone number a few times. he texts him. i mean lupin texts zenigata. probably noWell maybe the other way around but he knows better than to even try to trace the number at this point. he also used to hate cell phones but got over it and now has a live wallpaper. don’t tell him those things drain your battery he’d be so disappointed

uh apparently he worked construction at one point in his life. kinda terrifying to imagine a pre-thief-busting era zeni

has had THREE different first names because they couldn’t be fucked to keep track. koichi apparently came from a misspelling of his SECOND name (which i can’t be bothered to look up again i’m lazy i told you this was all off the top of my head) and they just went “no i kinda dig that. keep that one” and so that’s what they’ve used since. i cannot stress enough how unserious this series is

here's a small collection of images of him eating shit!

#normal amount of knowledge. up in here. (im pointing at my head right now. my brain) #its not even that im disproportionately paying attention to him. they just drop the most random specific tidbits about him. constantly #is it right to tag this. i dotn care. woe! zeni facts be upon ye #lupin the third #lupin iii #zenigata #asks #lupinions

[awlumii]

while sitting with kazuha during his break one afternoon, you're struck by a memory. it's an extremely fuzzy one completely unrelated to the task you're completing, but it flashes before your eyes anyway.

you're sitting on the bleachers in your school's gym chatting with some friends about the test you have next period. was it a history class that you had after this? one of your friends moans and groans about it, lamenting the fact that he didn't study at all because he was kept up all night by your other friends.

"him and his stupid food combinations," you remember him saying. it was thoma, if memory serves you correctly. you remember how dramatic he was about the whole ordeal. "i swear, i think ayato secretly hates me."

ayaka had blushed beside you. she could never say much in defense of her brother. even though he never acted strange while she was around, she would always believe others when they said he was a menace. "i'm sorry about him," she apologized. "how about we go to your favorite restaurant after school? i'll make it up to you!"

things get fuzzier from here. you know thoma was ecstatic, but you don't remember what he said. you also don't remember what else was said after that, if anything. but once the gap ends, your memory clears once more, and you remember hearing something loud collide with something else. the impact made you and your friends flinch — it might not have been two objects, but rather an object with a person. after looking around the gym a little, you found the source.

on the side of the gym near the wall, there was a boy on his knees clutching his face. you could see him trembling from where you sat and, when you squinted, you could see droplets of blood hitting the wooden floor with a silent plip.

on instinct, you jumped to your feet and hurried over to the injured student and crouched by his side. you don't remember what exactly you said, but you remember taking note of his state of being. you noticed a basketball rolling away from the two of you. so he'd been hit by that, huh? from the look of it, the ball hit him really hard. there was so much blood – so, so much of it. despite wanting to be a doctor in the future, you almost lost your stomach at the sight of it.

your memory gets even fuzzier. the boy's eyes were screwed shut, you think. "can you open your eyes?" you think you asked him. "and can you breathe?"

for someone bleeding so heavily, you distinctly remember being a little shocked by his tranquility. he didn't even seem like he was in severe pain. he wasn't groaning, nor was he whimpering. he just sat there and cradled under his face in an attempt to keep the blood from staining the floor any further. when asked again if he could open his eyes, he did.

and you remember seeing scarlet.

your memory stops short. why can't you remember past that? it's actually infuriating that you can't remember more; you know for a fact that something happened in high school that solidified your resolve to become a doctor, and you think that that might have been it. but for such a pivotal moment in your life, you can't seem to remember any of it. why..?

"are you alright?" kazuha's voice registers then, taking you out of your thoughts. you look up from your laptop to see him already looking at you. "you look bothered by something. do you have a headache?"

you smile unconsciously. everything he does makes you smile. his worry for you warms your heart, even if there's nothing seriously wrong. plus, the fact that he's worried about your head makes you wonder if he started memorizing some symptoms of certain ailments due to your choice of profession.

you shake your head at him. "no, that's not it." you're half-lying. you do feel a pulsing at your temples, but it's not really painful. "i'm just... trying to remember something is all."

"oh? is it for classes? perhaps i can help." kazuha adjusts himself in his seat and rests his hand atop yours on the table. you spread your fingers a little and tangle them with his, sending a tingle up your arm. "what is it that you're trying to remember?"

"no, it's nothing like that..." you sigh and look at your intertwined fingers. "it's like, i'm trying to remember something that happened in high school, but it just won't come to me."

kazuha's fingers twitch. "something happened in high school?"

"yeah. some kid got hit by a basketball really hard. i know i helped him, and i know that helping him made me want to keep helping people, but i can't remember anything else. like, i don't know what he said or even what i said... i don't even remember what he looked like." at that, you raise your eyes to meet kazuha's. scarlet eyes seem so distant despite looking straight at you. actually, now that you're looking, you think he's looking past you. his mind seems to be elsewhere.

and if you were in his head, you'd know that it is. if you were in kazuha's head, you'd immediately be crushed by the immense guilt that he's harbored for years. that incident in high school was one that changed his — and yours — life forever.

insignificant as that incident may have been, your lives were never the same. as you said, you resolved to be a doctor while he fell in love with you. god, thinking about it now, he was so embarrassing in high school, pining for the one person who showed him genuine kindness after he got hurt. by that logic, he should've fallen in love with another unsuspecting soul ages ago, and yet instead, he fell for you. you, who noticed his unwillingness to show any sign of weakness and treated him accordingly; you didn't coddle him, but instead gave him gentle instruction, showing generosity where it was needed and letting him breathe when he could. you treated him like he was worth something to you, even if you didn't know his name.

looking back, you didn't ask for his name until much later in your high school years. by that point though, he'd been sent to the nurse's office countless times and encountered you even more since you were the nurse's aide. each and every time, you smiled at him like he was a friend — you even called him that once, and he'll never forget it.

"oh, hey," you said with your back turned to him, "i never caught your name. even though i've had your blood on my hands more times than i can count." you chuckled at yourself and turned back to him, your lips curved into a smile. "what's your name?"

kazuha felt breathless at the sight of your smile. his mouth formed the words to respond, but no sound came out. his mind was racing at the thought of officially being a friend to you instead of the boy you treated for injuries twice a month. "kazuha." he finally managed. "kaedehara kazuha. i'm sorry i didn't say so earlier."

your smile brightened and his brain turned to mush. "it's nice to officially meet you, kazuha."

...the joy of that day didn't last long.

when he took to the streets in his prototype spider-suit that evening after finishing his homework, his attention had been drawn to an explosion at a restaurant. when he approached the scene, he was mortified to learn that it was the restaurant that you'd said you were heading to with your friends earlier in the day; you even invited him, but he declined so he could do his vigilante work.

kazuha remembers the panic, the alarm, the horror he felt when he arrived. there were bodies strewn about, both criminal and civilian alike. paramedics and police were already on the scene, helping people, but there were still gunshots ringing out nearby. whoever caused it was still at large and not going down without a fight.

"...put them down!" yelled an officer beside him.

kazuha attached himself to the wall high above the scene to get a better look at what was going on. the criminal had taken a hostage; a teenager from the looks of it. the barrel of the gun was pressed firmly against their temple, and the criminal hollered demands in an attempt to walk free.

"if you let me walk away, i just might let them go," he'd growled. "you wouldn't want to take their future from them, would you, officers?"

kazuha had half a mind to jump in right then and there, but when he got a glimpse of the hostage's face, his world slowed to a stop.

it was you. you were scratched up and bruised, likely from the explosion, and you were sobbing. you looked torn between begging for your life and fighting, oddly stiff in your captor's arms. you looked so helpless, so afraid, knowing that your life could be snuffed out if this criminal's finger so much as spasmed.

it's then that kazuha's memory goes fuzzy, too.

obviously since you were here, everything ended fine. the criminal went to jail and the cops didn't make any efforts to arrest him as they often tried to do in the beginning. but how he managed to get you out of there, he doesn't remember.

all he remembers is that by the time the villain went down, so did you.

maybe something hit you that wasn't supposed to. when he checked you for any additional injuries, he felt a large bump and gash on your head. in fact, when he pats your head as spider-man, from time to time, he can feel the scar that was left in its place. you seem fine now, but... listening to you now, hearing that there's parts of your memory that just won't clear up... it's his fault—

"kazuha?"

this time, it's your voice that pulls him out of his thoughts. kazuha blinks twice and refocuses on you. he remembers what you said. how you don't remember what that kid from high school looked like — what he looked like. "was he important to you?" he asks tentatively. "that boy."

you purse your lips in thought. "i don't think so." you answer honestly. "that was the only time i saw him, i think." your fingers drift to the back of your head — the same spot where the scar is.

it sounds like you just don't remember him altogether. that would explain why you never bring up your time spent in the nurse together. but kazuha doesn't blame you. he can't. he only blames himself for not being fast enough — for being an amateur when you needed him the most. all he can do now is vow to never allow a situation like that to happen again. he can't lose you again — rather, he can't let you lose him again.

not again.

#[ ✍️🏽 — scribbles! ] #kazuha x reader #genshin x reader #genshin impact x reader #kaedehara kazuha x reader #good morning????

[atlantis-just-drowned]

Cove Holden x Neurodivergent MC headcanons

I said I'd do this kind of post days ago, and finally, here it is!

First of all, a little reminder that "neurodivergent" is an umbrella term to talk about a large variety of "disorders", of divergencies. It doesn't stop to autism or adhd.

• If the MC have been early diagnosed, they will 100% spot Cove's autism, but will probably keep their suspicions for themselves because naaaah, it can't be that, maybe neurotypicals' brains are just not as weird as you though they were. But once Cove starts his researches on neurodivergency and autism, and talks to you about the possibility of him being autistic, it just... Make sense to you. You can't imagine him being anything else than a fellow neurodivergent. It was just obvious the whole time. And during the official diagnosis journey, your moms will definitely help by explaining to Cove how to contact a good professional, who he needs to be searching for, what are the papers he'll need to pass the test, etc... And will also comfort and reassure Clifford while he does his best to accept and understand his son's autism, and how he's not a bad father for not noticing the signs before.

• But if instead, the MC is late diagnosed, they will either understand they are neurodivergent while doing researches to understand Cove, or Cove will understand he's autistic while doing researches right after your diagnosis. There's no other scenarios, you two just want to understand each others so bad, when really you aren't that different. But once both of you are aware of your neurodivergency, it just makes sense that you've always understood each others so well and ended up together.

• Both of you forget stuffs constantly. Either it is dates, anniversaries, chores, or just objects everywhere in the house. The worst is when Cove looses his glasses. The two of you can spend hours circling around the house, looking everywhere and anywhere, even in the weirdest places of the house (like the fridge that you'll probably open quite a few times during the treasure hunt), before you look at Cove long enough to realize that his glasses are, in fact, on his head.

• You also have a big board in the house to prevent you both from forgetting important meetings, outputs or medical appointments. It works, but only half of the time.

• Both of you do chores whenever they remember to do them. You aren't asking to the other to do it and don't care much about who did the most chores in the day/week, since you both know that if you're waiting for the other to do it, there's great chances that you'll both forget it right away and it'll never be done.

• After spending so much time with one another, you took the habit to include the other in your stimming. Echolalia of course, but also especially hand stimming. It can be clapping each other's hand, tangling and untangling your fingers, or playing with them... The thing is, it now looks like you are both unable to function without each other. And of course it isn't really true, but you must admit that whenever you're apart from your partner, you feel a pinch in the heart when you start stimming and you have to do it all alone without someone's hand to play with.

• Over the years you ended up being able to follow each other's train of thoughts while you both zone out during a conversation, which makes it incredibly weird to others when you just stay silent for a moment, and then suddenly start to talk about a completely different and unrelated topic, as if it was the most natural sequel to the precedent conversation.

• You also ended up understanding each others whenever you say stuffs such as "where's the thing?", as if it was the clearest precision in the universe.

• You have a neurodivergent-friendly receipt book at home, with your favorite foods/textures highlighted, so you're always sure to not trigger negatively each other's texture sensitivity/sensory issues.

• If you have special interests and/or hyperfixations, you can be 100% sure that Cove will happily listen to your infodumps and will learn about your interests as much as he can. It even happens that he end up being dragged in it with you.

• He doesn't really say it, but he go feral internally when you try to lean and get involved in his own special interests. That's one of the most intimate and romantic things you could do, to his personal opinion.

• Both of you know the other's triggers and difficulties, and you look out for one another whenever you feel that a certain place, smell or situation may be uncomfortable to the other.

• You're also able to recognize pretty easily when the other go mute, and need silent time or to be left alone. One good point is that staying completely silent with one another doesn't cause any problem.

• If you ever consider having/adopting a child, one of the main point against this project would be that you're both scared to basically forget your child or to be unable to meet its physical/emotional needs correctly, because of your neurodivergencies.

#cove holden #olba cove #cove #ol:ba #olba #gb patch #our life #gb patch games #autism #neurodivergent #i feel like this list isn't long enough but i can't find anything to add to it right now #also i'm pretty sure a huge part (if not the entirety) of this fandom is actually neurodivergent #don't lie to me i see you neuroD folks #i know you're out there simping for cove holden #i just know it

[yanderepalace]

Maybe a Komaeda kokichi and shuichi with a y/n that has suicidal intrusive thoughts? Or if that’s too heavy just a y/n with depression?

Yandere Nagito, Kokichi and Shuichi with a darling with suicidal/intrusive thoughts

cw: depression, nothing else but wholesomeness

Nagito Komaeda

Has his darling really lost all hope…

It breaks his heart that you don’t see yourself like he sees you.

Nagito would feel like it’s his fault, his stupid luck cycle did this to you.

Even if it’s completely unrelated, Nagito still feels responsible.

Trash like him causing someone as lovely as his darling to feel such pain.

Being the very pampering yandere he is, he’d do absolutely anything to make you feel better.

As if he wasn’t overbearing enough, he’s the type to constantly declare his love for you, listing all the reasons your the most beautiful thing in the world.

Besides his sickly sweet words, he spoils you in other ways, favorite foods, gifts, anything really.

He could hire a private therapist to come to where he keeps you and get to the cause of the problem.

Money really isn’t a problem for him, so he’s more than happy to spend it on you~

Shuichi Saihara

Shuichi had a sneaking suspicion something was wrong.

He could see it in the way you carry yourself, the look on your face, your tone..

He can read people exceptionally well, especially you.

What he didn’t know was the extent of your negative thoughts.

He didn’t expect that you wanted to hurt yourself.

Shuichi would feel like it’s his fault for not taking good enough care of you.

His first reaction would be clinging on to your shoulder and crying, even if you try to push him away.

Just let him, he needs to hold you.

Shuichi would do anything in his power to improve your quality of life with him.

He’d get you anything you’d ask for.

He’s a little weary to take off the restraints still.

If that’s what you ask for, he’d make sure the doors and windows are locked before he does.

Punishments would also get less and less, especially if it was caused by such issues.

He’d try to understand and become more lenient for you.

Everytime he sees you, he’ll ask you how your doing and see if there’s anything you’d want to talk about, or if there’s anything you need to get off your mind.

He’d love to just listen as you vent to him, Shuichi is a great listener.

Kokichi Ouma

Kokichi might accidentally overreact the first time he finds out about your thoughts of dying.

Which is definitely not the correct way to react when someone tells you.

He’s not mad at you, it’s just the thought of you being taken away from him.

He really does view you as his and who are you to take yourself away from him?

After he calms down, he realizes that isn’t a way the way to react in order to help you.

He’ll cuddle you and apologize for getting angry.

He is naturally very overprotective for the same reason and after he finds out you have feelings of hurting yourself, that overprotectiveness amps up a lot.

Just in case, he’ll put you under 24/7 surveillance by either him or other dice members.

He’ll treat you only a little bit better, letting you out of your restraints for a little bit each day and giving you a lot more words of affirmations.

Telling you how much he loves you and how beautiful/handsome you are ect.

Lots of sweet talk.

#yandere imagines #yandere x reader #yandere #yandere headcannons #anime x reader #yandere danganronpa #danganronpa #yandere danganronpa x reader #yandere boy #yandere kokichi ouma #yandere shuichi saihara #yandere nagito komaeda #yandere kokichi ouma x reader #yandere shuichi saihara x reader #yandere nagito komaeda x reader #yandere kokichi #yandere shuichi #yandere nagito #yandere kokichi x reader #yandere shuichi x reader #yandere nagito x reader #yandere male #yandere x darling #yandere x y/n

[just-a-carrot]

Hey! Just a heads up, I'm sending this to multiple people, since I wanna get as many different viewpoints on this as I can. I hope this doesn't bother you. Also, this is pretty long.

So, I have a question about gamedev, but more on the marketing/presence side.

Most gamedevs I know, even hobbyist ones, keep their accounts relatively professional. Sure, they may shitpost here and there, but it's mostly in relation to their games, the gamedev sphere in general, or very general inoffensive stuff. And, most importantly, I've seldom seen my favorite gamedevs (or any of my favorite internet personalities, for that matter) comment on random videos unrelated to what type of content they usually post.

All of my social media accounts are quite unprofessional. I've also had them for a long time, so there are a few things on my digital footprint that I'd rather people not see. I also, for lack of a better way of explaining, watch and read random shit and like to leave comments on it sometimes.

I feel like, I were to become a gamedev, I wouldn't be able to do that anymore. I'd have to treat my internet presence as its own balancing act, rather than a place for me to express myself unabashedly. I know this is working under the assumption that I would get big and that people would give a damn about me, but there is always the off chance of that happening. Of a random game you make suddenly blowing up because it hit the algorithm just right. So it's better to be prepared. And even if I don't get that big boom in popularity, I still plan to at least make games consistently enough to build a community of their own. Nothing like, huge, but I really enjoy the idea of people enjoying my work and sharing that enjoyment with others. But I don't want that to cross over into my personal life!

I know that's not an impossible feat, but I feel like it kind of destroys the purpose of the internet for me. To me, it's always been a safe space where I could express myself and easily connect with people with similar viewpoints, but I am now coming to odds with this concept as I consider how I want to become a gamedev.

There's also the side note that I don't wanna rebrand. At least not completely. I don't mind cleaning up my accounts or deleting some old ones, but I've grown very attached to being "Quamai". I can't imagine myself having any other online identity, even if there are some cringy moments attached to it.

So, do you have any advice for my situation? How did you personally go about your own online image, and what do you think is the best course of action?

Thank you in advance!

oh gosh what a question ldkjfadl

hmmmm

putting this under a cut because it got long and rambly lakdfa

for me personally i don't think i've ever made that many "right" choices when it comes to how i handle my online presence in game dev, it was mostly just me doing what seemed like the right thing to do at the time. it's also changed a lot all throughout my time as a dev

tho i guess the main thing is that i did create a whole new game dev online identity, so to speak, when i first got into game dev. this wasn't really due to any purposeful thought put into it though and was more just because 1) i didn't really have much online identity anyway at the time and 2) in the beginning i was trying to be more "professional" LOL

when i released easter, i did it without any presence at all. i had no accounts or anything. i literally just finished the game and threw it up on itch and gamejolt using the new studio name i had come up with based on an inside work joke. it wasn't until i started to get a few people talking about the game or linking to it/making vids that i was like hmmm i should have a twitter maybe LOL so like a week later i made a twitter. but i barely posted on it, it was just responding to other people. a year later when i released the 2.0 update i also made a few posts. then thought i might start using it more so started posting just a few random updates of new stuff i was trying out/working on (this was when i made my first couple of posts about early OW stuff)

but then when i shifted out of game dev again for a while, i abandoned it

it wasn't until august of 2021 that i began actively using my account again to post production updates for work on ow. but back then i was a lot more "emotionless" for lack of a better word. like i approached it in a more no-nonsense way than i do today. i also never got that much response from it either, usually lucky to get like 2 or 3 likes on stuff 🤣 over the course of that first year or so though i would change a lot in how i handled my online stuff, acting much more like myself, interacting a lot more with people, and getting increasingly more unhinged(???) LOL perhaps because i'd begun to see that being "super professional" when i'm just a little random person making a game all by myself there's no reason to be so stiff (and it's just much more fun and genuine to not be afraid to be myself and be a bit silly). over this time was also when i'd shift away from using my studio name and just taking the "carrot" identity. because i realized i didn't like people thinking about me as an impersonal studio and wanted to just be me, carrot, interacting with people, making games, and getting unhinged about my chars and stories

is this the right way to do it???? i have no idea. but perhaps since i never have any aspirations of grandeur and don't plan to be any kind of business, it's fine for me. and while it's true that i don't like to post, reblog, interact with, content unrelated to my games or other VN stuff, that's mostly because i don't want to annoy people who i know only follow me for game stuff (i worry about annoying people a lot, actually, it might be one of the core foundations for how i handle myself online LMAO). i don't have any other presence online though. once i started my game dev stuff, carrot became me, and it's all that's out there. so it's not like i need to "separate" anything. but also i'm not a very avid user of social media in general so it's not like i have an active desire to have different accounts so i can tweet about or comment on other stuff lakdjfasd i'm an old socially anxious duck who gets mentally exhausted just scrolling my feed. i don't need to spend any more time online than i already do with my game dev stuff hahaha. i do know some other devs though for instance that have private accounts on twitter just for their friends and more personal thoughts. so that's always an option too

as for what you should do in your own situation with your own online presence, i'm not really sure, as it all comes down to what you want. for me, since i didn't have much presence anyway, and because i wanted my game dev stuff to be its own thing, it made sense for me to create a new presence just for game dev (that eventually evolved into my entire self LKDJFAS). so it's hard for me to say what would be the best course of action if you already have an online presence that forms a core part of your identity that you don't want to lose. it also depends on what you want to eventually do with your games and if you see yourself really wanting to pursue it actively and make it a big part of your life. most devs that i know do have "game dev" presences for lack of a better word, where if you go to their accounts, it's just for game dev. or they create studios and studio accounts. i think no matter what you decide to do, even if you keep the name the same, it would probably be best to at least keep your game dev stuff separate, because people could potentially be put off from following an account for games but then their feed gets filled with a lot of non-game stuff from you that they don't care about

no matter what you decide to do though, i recommend being yourself no matter what. whether you keep with your same identity or craft a new game dev only one, still do what feels right for you on that account and be yourself and have fun with it!! game dev can already be such an isolating and hard experience, so creating a space where you can be silly and have fun with other devs and fun with your chars and ideas can really help so much to give you motivation and just enjoy your time creating games!!!

(sorry if this was a complete ramble that didn't even still fully answer the question; i can only speak from my own personal experiences that i went through after all and i don't really have any good or professional answers since i also have no idea what i'm doing most of the time 🤣)

#ask: other #ask: game dev

[apoptoses]

OK SO. After some careful consideration.... I think I'm going with Tokyo? Like you said, even when it's explicitly stated in canon that they spent time together in Japan, I don't think it's ever been explored in fic and by now you've firmly established yourself as a pioneer of sorts wrt lesser explored aspects of Armand and Daniel's relationship so this would completely make sense lol. Also, the possibilities with the food and the locations and the kink of it all are endless. Armand will be out of his comfort zone in the best of ways and WILL make sure to experience every single thing there is to experience with and through Daniel.

OTOH Night Island might be my favorite location of anything ever and I don't think I could ever refuse it in any way 😭 the NI-centric stuff you've written so far is definitely among my favorites. What you did with that Secretary-inspired fic of them was absolutely insane and I think of it often. Older, more rugged business man Daniel and extremely naughty Armand bent over a desk UGH just thinking about it makes me feel lightheaded 🥴

Right!! Like sometimes I think about locations where the two of them would be close to equals by virtue of the culture and language being totally unfamiliar, and Japan is one of those places. And like vampires can pick up language quickly but we've only seen them do so with languages that share a similar root- of course Armand, who learned an old dialect of Italian and who Marius taught Greek and Latin to would pick up Spanish and French and English. But what about a language with a writing system he doesn't know, that's unrelated to Western languages? I think for a minute they'd be totally adrift together.

And exactly, the food is new, the location is new, there's a lot to mine!! And I can manage it because I lived there long enough lmao I'm taking Anne's 'writing hotels and cities I've been to' trick to heart here.

So I think it's decided!

But ALSO man I love Night Island, I'm gonna be fucked up all night about your idea of Daniel doing business and bending Armand over the desk 🫢 Armand was pretty much in control in that one little fic I did with Daniel on the phone, he deserves the full Secretary treatment iykwim

(also ofc I knew it was you DA, how could it be anyone else ♥)

#apoptoses answers #dungeon anon

[kosukenitoh]

S/I Questions Based off Songs I Keep Thinking About ! ✨

I wanted to answer questions about my s/is and ya know. I have a lot of songs stuck in my head so. Why not! Thought it'd be fun for others to do too ❤️ (including spotify links to all the songs used as well!)

These can also be used for ocs as well clearly, I just used s/i here!

Remember to include the s/i you're asking about if there's multiple ones to choose from! And also to practice reblog karma!

MANIAC - If your s/i is in a relationship, what is it like? Is it a sweet, soft romance, or is it more an enemies to lovers type deal? Or is it something different entirely?

HARROW - Would your s/i ever kill someone? Or have they already done so? Why? And if they haven't, why might they do so?

BRING IT ON - What role does your s/i take in the story? A hero? Or maybe they're a villain? Or maybe they're just a side character/npc/etc? Or maybe they're completely unrelated to it? Whatever it is, feel free to share!

BACKDRAFT - Is there anything your s/i deeply regrets? Something they wish they could change or fix?

THIS IS HOW TO BE IN LOVE WITH YOU - What's your s/i's love language? Do they have anyone they love and care about deeply, whether it be romantically, platonically, familial, etc.?

BOP BOP! - What's a song or songs you would use to describe your s/i?

APPLE - Is there anything your s/i deeply desires? Could be a person, object, feeling, dream, anything. Just whatever they're deepest desire may be.

MAGO - Does your s/i have a hidden side they only show to certain people? Or maybe hobbies or things they enjoy doing they hide? Just anything they don't show about themselves in every day lives.

YUME NO KAKERA ~ ROMANTICO - Does your s/i have any dreams they wish to accomplish? Or perhaps any they've given up on?

PERFECT TRIUMPH - What causes your s/i to keep moving forward and going on? What is it they fight for? That motivates them?

DIAMONDS TURN BLACK - Is there any assumptions people make have about your s/i by just looking at them? And are they true or inaccurate?

CINEMA - Does your s/i have a favorite movie? Or any sort of media that they love? If that's not something they have in their world/time period, what do you think their favorites would be if they were put into the current day world?

ALLERGY - What are some insecurities your s/i has about themselves?

QUEENCARD - Alternatively, what are things your s/i is very confident about in themselves?

CHANGE MY FUTURE - If your s/i could wish for anything, anything in the world, what would it be?

UNDEAD FIRE - What's an event in your s/i's life that changed the course of their life forever - whether it be for the better or the worse?

OVERDRIVE - Is there any place your s/i wants to travel to? Who would they go with if they did?

ANTIFRAGILE - How strong is your s/i? You can interpret this as either mentally or physically, or both if you so desire.

ODDS N' ENDS - Is there something your s/i would do anything to accomplish? Even if it meant going to extremes? No matter if they're a hero, villain, etc. , just how far would they be willing to go for their goals?

#self insert #self shipping #self shipping community #self insert ask games #self insert questions #self shipping ask games #ask games #s/i

[veliseraptor]

Jin Guangyao/Xue Yang for the ship meme?

I feel like I tend to want them more as friends than romantic/sexual partners, though I do also enjoy "friends who have had probably ill-advised sex at least once, maybe twice, Xue Yang doesn't regret it but Jin Guangyao does a little bit."

What made you ship it?

I don't remember what exactly was the tipping point but it was probably the exchange between them while Nie Mingjue is about to get his head chopped off, and how easy Xue Yang seems around Jin Guangyao there - he's comfortable and relaxed and having a good time! Love that for him. But the Villainous Friends extra really sold me the rest of the way on them and their relationship being important to me.

What are your favorite things about the ship?

Part of it is definitely the way that there's a particular vibe they have with each other that doesn't work with anybody else. And I don't mean that in the sense of "murder gremlins" because the thing is that Jin Guangyao isn't a gremlin, actually, at all, but he is also someone who is constantly living under pressure from one place or another and Xue Yang is, while he's a problem for Jin Guangyao and undoubtedly a headache a lot of the time, also not someone who is putting pressure on Jin Guangyao to be anything other than who he is. Xue Yang doesn't have expectations! Xue Yang isn't ordering him to do awful things! Xue Yang has no power over him and in Jin Guangyao's position I think being around someone who (a) doesn't have any power over him but also (b) kind of ignores power hierarchies in general. Xue Yang lives in a space where everything that matters most to Jin Guangyao straight up doesn't matter, and I think there's something a little liberating to being around someone who has that kind of indifference, even if it makes no sense to Jin Guangyao.

And for Xue Yang...for all Jin Guangyao is his superior, (a) he gives Xue Yang an astonishing amount of liberties within that position and (b) Jin Guangyao still treats him like a person. I will never be over the fact that Jin Guangyao calls him "Xue-gongzi" in the Villainous Friends extra, and the way he responds to Xue Yang's "tongue tea? :D" by refusing it as politely as he might anyone else. People don't treat Xue Yang like that, in general! And it's important to me that Jin Guangyao does.

I also just, on a shallower level, really enjoy Jin Guangyao having a friend who is constantly going "aren't you tired of being nice? Don't you want to go apeshit?" and spends 99% of the time going "no. no I don't actually." And then there is the one time that he does go apeshit (on his dad) and Xue Yang is so hyped to be there for it, you know it, he's here like "GO OFF A-YAO" and you know what, even if I don't think that's actually what Jin Guangyao wants from life I think it's nice for him that he has supportive friends.

Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?

I feel like there's two poles when it comes to this relationship, one where Jin Guangyao never cared about Xue Yang and was just using him, and one where Jin Guangyao chose to let Xue Yang go and whatever led to him on the side of the road half dead happened later and was unrelated, and I end up in this middle ground where, like, Jin Guangyao did care about Xue Yang very much actually, and I think genuinely liked him, and also Xue Yang was an unpredictable loose cannon and threat to Jin Guangyao's security, and people hadn't completely dropped the wanting Xue Yang executed thing, and...ultimately he was too dangerous to leave alive. But that finding out Xue Yang didn't actually die is kind of a relief, actually.

Particularly when it's very clear that Xue Yang is not interested in retaliation and has other priorities, even if that is also sort of troubling for the reasons about his (former?) friend having sort of lost his mind.

#conversating #wolffyluna #jin guangyao #xueyao #xue yang #the sad queer cultivators show #ship opinions meme

[pumpkinrootbeer]

I am DYING to talk about Alastor. He’s absolutely my favorite, I love sassy little shits, especially when they’re otherwise the picture of manners.

I do think he made a deal with Lilith. They were gone for the same amount of time, he clearly isn’t at full power (wings clipped! Mouth sewn!!) and he at first didn’t seem to like Charlie at all. Sure, she’s powerful, but nobody knew that, especially not her. She annoyed him, but grew on him for sure and how he wants to protect her but can’t since he’s not able to summon his full power yet. Charlie may be able to get him out of his deal, or maybe he thinks she can use her relationship with her mom to convince her to let him go. Hence the favor!

My theory is Lilith asked him to watch over the hotel and possibly to kill Lucifer. She had to get into heaven somehow, and what better way than to betray the man she left Adam for? She sewed his mouth shut so that he couldn’t tell anyone and sent him to help build her daughter’s dream. Possibly also to sabotage it? Although we don’t see him doing this beyond the first episode. Husk clearly knows something, because when he comes back Al specifically turns to Husk in warning before turning to Charlie’s hug.

ANYWAY would love to hear your thoughts!!

I LOVE ALASTOR genuinely its really fun to see an ace character who isn't a robot, or emotionless, or comically innocent. super fun time for me specifically. also quick sidebar, how they went about showing his depth by him literally loosing it was so satisfying and works so well for his character. hazbin baby im so sorry i doubted your writing so onto the theories! i do 100% think lilith and alastor are connected, and i dont think it would be stretch to say she's the one who owns his soul. the reinforced detail of 7 years obviously is a big piece of evidence, along with his hate of lucifer, but her being in heaven reinforces it more for me honestly because of Zestial's line in episode 3 "Some hath spun wild tales of you falling to... holy arms?". imo its either lilith or a character we havent meant yet. (ive seen people throw eve's name around 🤔) now weather or not she wants him to protect charlie and/or the hotel is another matter. its gonna be pretty hard to predict what exactly the terms are and what she wants from him (if anything!) until we get more content. i dont think its really much of a stretch to come to that conclusion and im not not saying i believe it, but im not really sold on it. if it turns out canon i woudnt be surprised tho lol

him hanging around charlie could be her mom wants him to protect her, hence the annoyance he holds towards her at first, or it could be she has status! sure they dont know how strong she is but shes the princess of hell, and everyone respects that to some degree. her side is the winning side! (another side bar alastor actually truly believing in her makes me so so emotionally ill 😭 like he didnt doubt shed be able to rally people. and he lowkey encouraged her with his little shit talk pep talk. mi amor... babito....)

the stitches across his mouth, the way he dances around his 7 year absence, the way he completely switches up with husk when his deal is mentioned could all be unrelated but hazbin doesn't exactly do coincidences. the details are all very purposeful, ever since the pilot, so i do think he cant talk about it.

i also am inclined to believe that he didnt make the deal for his power and the deal is actively restricting it. for one, its more interesting imo. two, the line "once i figure out how to unclip my wings, then i'll be pulling all the strings" he clearly thinks he'll be stronger out of the deal, which sure, could be his arrogance. or the reason why hes so arrogant is because he used to be able to back up his talk 100%. i mean the kind of sheer confidence he has is absurd, he wasnt scared of adam, he wasnt scared of lucifer. he acts like someone who is just not used to being weaker than anyone. part of the reason hed be so desperate for freedom is because the deal is literally a threat on his life. he almost died for them!

tbh not sure if husk knows the specifics of the deal or not, because that scene in the finale could just be alastor being alastor. "haha bitch u thought" type beat. either way!! im pretty pumped for s2 and seeing alastors inevitable downward spiral. beat him up again. also maybe he makes some more friends pretty please

#:v #ask #alastor #hazbin hotel spoilers #hazbin hotel

[svt-yexi]

I saw that you posted that Yexi took part in the Puppy Interview video, will you ever post about it? Asking for a friend.

Buzzfeed Puppy Interview: Yexi Edition

M: Mingyu | D: Dino | DK: DK | T8: The8 | Y: Yexi

Q: MBTI is currently trending in Korea right now, but how much do you know about your astrology charts?

Y: I know I'm a Sagittarius but that's pretty much the extent of it, but my mom could probably write an entire book with cited sources (laughs)

Q: What is your love language?

Y: Acts of Service, maybe?

M: I would say all of them

Y: I mean...I do like gifts (shrugs and laughs)

Q: What's the funniest Seventeen meme you've seen posted by Carats on the internet?

T8: Yexi collects them and puts them in the group chat

D: No one is safe

Y: Anything DK or Seungkwan related I guess because I have more of those two than anyone else in the group

DK: She'll even send some of herself

Y: I'm all about self-deprecation

Q: What would you want people to think of when they hear "Seventeen" 100 years from now?

Y: Talented, brilliant, incredible, amazing, show-stopping, spectacular, never the same, totally unique, completely never been done before.

Buzzfeed: was that the Lady Gaga meme?

Y: Yes, but it's still my answer

Q: What would you name these puppies?

Y: (Points to each one) Mine. Mine. Mine. annnnnd Mine

Q: If you could speak to your teenage self, what would you say?

Y: Eat the extra helping because it won't be there with 13 boys around. Also, don't believe all the Korean translations your members tell you.

All: (Laughs)

D: That was one time!

Y: Maybe with you, but there were others

T8: You did it to me!

Y: Shhhhh, next question!

Q: Every member seems to be working out quite often. What's a must-have song for the gym playlist?

Y: Anything Seventeen, but lately it's probably Cheers and Hype Boy by New Jeans. Listen to them if you haven't!

Q: What are some songs from your older discography that you think newer Carats should listen to?

Y: All of them, next question.

All: (laughs)

Q: If you could only do dark or cute concepts for the rest of your career, which would you choose?

Y: Dark. I mean I like our cute concepts but some of my favorite performances are for our darker concepts.

Q: What phone app do you use the most?

Y: Melon and Youtube, I listen to a lot of music but when I just wanna relax I'll usually watch Youtube

M: You also watch a lot of Netflix

T8: You binged an entire show on the flight here

Y: Okay, fine, (laughs) Netflix too.

Q: Out of the foods you've tried so far while on tour, which one would you choose as your favorite?

Y: We usually eat Korean food on tour whenever we can (laughs) but whenever we come to California the first stop is always In-n-Out.

Q: You have to form a new unit! Who would you choose and what would you call it?

Y: Everyone here, the puppy unit (laughs)

D: Mingyu is our leader

T8: (laughs)

Y: Our unit is doomed.

M: Hey!

Q: Do you have any personal goals unrelated to Seventeen?

Y: I just want me and my members to live happily and stay healthy.

All: (noises of agreement)

Q: Carats have been getting creative with their concert signs. Are there any signs that stood out that you still remember?

Y: Honestly there are so many. We have a section in our concert before the encore where they pan into the audience and show their signs and I always sit and watch it as soon as I'm done changing. It's one of my favorite parts because we, unfortunately, can't see all of them.

D: if you try to change before Yexi she'll throw a fit because she hates missing it.

Q: What was the most difficult situation you faced during your debut?

Y: Being the only girl in our lineup definitely put a lot of pressure on me, I felt like I had to prove that I belonged in our group. There was a lot of doubt with the public, but eventually, I think I won people over with my hard work and charming personality.

M: Yexi brings a lot to the group that she hadn't had the chance to show in the beginning but now she's been able to show that not only can she perform but she can produce for Seventeen and others and even works with one of our members and our choreographer to make choreography for all of us.

T8: She's always worked really hard and I think she felt like she had the most to prove during our debut. Seventeen wouldn't be Seventeen without Yexi.

DK: In the beginning, she would stay after our official practice was over and would continue to practice even though she was still in school at the time.

D: We've always been proud of her.

Y: Awww guys, you're gonna make me cry!

Q: Which k-pop group would you want to see do the puppy interview next?

Y: Our other members for sure, I'm hoping I can talk one of them into letting me have one.

All: (laughs)

DK: Wonwoo will shut you down.

Y: I will sway him.... someday.

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