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#also college will be the death of me
ex-jock-enthusiast · 1 month
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Another pandemic hottie and coiner of the Golden Gaining Ratio, the marvellous @romanthewizard on insta! Nature itself says that the ideal male form is a little rounder than you might think 😉
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spectral-honey · 2 years
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AU where Jason gets his revenge by becoming a lawyer and getting joker sentenced to the death penalty
Bruce is conflicted about it but any time he tries to say anything on the subject Alfred just talks over him like "oh we're so proud of you master Jason you finished college and you didn't even use your father's extensive resources that could've easily gotten someone in this family a degree aren't we so proud master Bruce that Jason got himself a respectable profession--"
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zombie-bait · 5 months
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"old man yaoi" has become one of my new favourite phrases which is unfortunate because it is inappropriate in roughly 99% of real world scenarios
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mysillyside · 5 months
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The way I completely lose all interest in Lawlight as a ship if Light isn't Kira. And frankly, I feel like L would agree with me on this one. I don't think he'd gaf abt Light in the slightest if Light wasn't Mr. Serial Killer.
#Lawlight only works if Light is Kira bc otherwise light is just some rly smart pretentious teenager.#Like you're telling me L a 24 y/o self made multi-millionaire and the world's greatest detective (top 3 if you count the aliases)-#would care in the slightest abt mr “i got a perfect score on my college entrance exam”. Be fr!!#Idk the ship loses everything that makes it fun and appealing to me if you remove Kira from the mix#Ik ppl do “Light isn't Kira” AUs to make the ship more wholesome but i'd argue it just becomes problematic in a diff way.#L is not only way older but also extremely rich and successful. If Light is innocent but still a suspect- L also has immense power over him#Ig i don't see the point of trying to make Lawlight wholesome. It's still problematic but without the goofy homoerotic enemyship.#Light being Kira not only makes them equals but gives them spice!#However I DO get the appeal of “Light isn't Kira” AUs where Light is still a fake asshole who's performatively nice but hides his real feel#But removing his misogynistic swag/superiority complex/his bitchy internal monologues to make him normal? No...#Imo even if he isn't Kira he'd still be a weirdo. The only Yotsuba!Light is so normal/nice is bc he's trying to prove to everyone-#but most importantly himself- that he's a good person incapable of being Kira. He's trying to be the best version of himself.#Pre-Death Note Light for example is never as outstanding and good as Yotsuba!Light for this reason. Yotsuba!Light is the exception.#Like the Death Note doesn't make you pretentious or hate women that was all Light Yagami.#this is such a random rant sorry guys XD again more power to ppl who enjoy this AU or normalguy!Light but I don't get it personally 😔#death note#light yagami#l lawliet#lawlight#💬 katposts#🤪 sillygoofy
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kimbapisnotsushi · 10 months
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can you imagine being a hardworking thirty-something bouncing ball corp employee in like idk sales or some shit who spent YEARS before that trying to climb the corporate ladder and succumbing to the 9-5 workhorse race that makes you dead inside but now your boss is a college kid who shows up to important company meetings in sweats and brings his homework to the office so he can get it done on time and haphazardly stuffs paperwork and legal documents into the same binders as his lecture notes and doesn’t give a shit if you don’t properly file for time off bc he can barely be assed to email his professors the same and will still PAY you for it????? can you imagine???? i can’t but it’d be REALLY fucking funnny
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tricoufamily · 8 months
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a current day nils and a 90s college student nils who's way too intense about his internship walk into a bar
#hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii nils hiiii 💗🤭#let me get my important tags out of the way so i can write you a novella in the rest of them#ts4#ts4 cas#ts4 edit#the sims 4#nils#i've been exploring his character 🏃‍♂️#his full name is nils pelletier he's from canada originally he went to nyc for college and stayed there forever#he didn't grow up with much but he was really good at school so he got a scholarship and he was very very determined to become rich#he interned at frankie's dad's company and was offered a full time position after he graduated yayy you made it. i guess :| (evil company)#he's always been very stern very serious very quiet he's never had many if any friends. he was a deeply unhappy child#his parents weren't even bad they're nice and supportive and tried their best#he was married and has one son but he hasn't been married for a while. i don't know if it's divorce or death or what yet#it was the first girl he ever had a relationship with and he was also her first relationship#a very dull marriage but again not a bad one. she was nice and supportive and tried her best#it seemed like it was what they were supposed to do. get married and have a child bam done you did what was expected congrats#they barely ever even argued it was just. well loveless seems a harsh word. and 'well they were friends at least' seems untruthful#anyway he often has to be frankie's handler because frankie's dad is his boss and he does what he's told always#frankie's really difficult though
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snackzimmerman · 8 months
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the goldfinch is so fascinating to me because everything in it is about grief, with his sexuality as a subsection, another core tenant, that centers around (as i believe) the fact that he can't tell his mother about it. and the painting is grief and love itself! the painting represents that moment before his mother died, and he literally put it away and took it out only for boris while blackout drunk, that chunk of his heart, the source of all his pain, and boris thought i want that enough to take it. also the goldfinch is about drugs and a small dog.
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moregraceful · 16 days
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actually one thing causing severe sunday scaries is my former coworker said she'd front the cost of me submitting my writing to a pretty prestigious contest that includes mentorship and publication, and while i'm not afraid of being judged, because i know the value of my poetry and i know what it means to ME, i am deeply afraid of winning and someone being like do you have chapbook material, and me having to be like. well i have a pantoum about nathan mackinnon, some blackout poetry about being transgender from an article about the new jersey devils, and a really good poem-comic about grief and love and queer found family but it's also about witches and also it's kind of distantly fanfiction about the baltimore orioles but i don't have the art skill to pull it off. like hello? no. i don't fear anonymous judges disliking my poetry because ultimately i do not care about their opinion, i fear being asked to seriously consider publication of my nonsense poetry
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janaknandini-singh999 · 8 months
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currently thinking about how even the most cruel and cold emperor Aurangzeb got so melted and mesmerized by a Hindu classical dancer mistress that he legit FAINTED on seeing her for the first time in a garden
full story here
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givemeallyourpenny · 4 months
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In their paired ending Constance and Jeritza settled down in Nuvelle and we’d in their rosegarden
In their paired ending Petra and Hubert settle down in Nuvelle, do you think they also wed in the rose garden?
I like to think that all of the black eagles wed in the rose garden, in fact they all had their weddings at the same time!
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whimsycore · 4 months
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I think what people don’t understand about having a narc parent is how isolated you are and how they make you feel on the daily. I had major oral surgery today and I woke up in a dark house tonight.
She literally raised me with the belief that she’s terrified of a completely dark house. And because of that I would make sure a light was turned on for her. Whether she was inside the house yet or not. This woman left one light on and it’s where she was today before she left.
The entitlement and inconsideration is part of daily living with her. But I’m supposed to stay with her because she’s scared to be alone. I’m supposed to not want anything for myself. I’m supposed to not DO for myself because she doesn’t. Imagine your entire life they make you a caretaker and they complain every minute of every day about you to someone so you can’t even trust other adults in your life. And you can’t count on your parent either because they let you down often but expect the world from you.
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kicktwine · 1 year
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Original anon here! Theres a couple sketch animatics u posted on twitter that i havent seen on here that im particularly fond of lol. First one off the top of my head is the one where sora roxas ven and vani are all like, doin a fun funky dance to an electroswing song i just. Holds that. The other one is cool sprawl spaceship moments that i loved. But like. All of them are so good,,, Anyways yeagh thats all from me lol,,
There's two spaceship ones! I'll post those in a second but
anon, at the risk of embarrassing myself so so badly because it's really old art and very earnest but old, and , old, and embarrassing on a fundamentally silly level, you can have this. I need you to take care of it. im very glad you like it. i like it. im embarrassed of the way i used to draw ven. and used to animate. you can have this.
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demonslayedher · 2 years
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Do you think the Demon Slayer Corps' final selection process is a terrible and inefficient induction method?
I've seen this point made here or there, with good reasons about how it unnecessarily decreases the talent pool by killing or traumatizing its participants, or dropping them into fighting demons instead of acclimating them. As opposed to agreeing or disagreeing with a point already well-made, I'd like to take the harder route of playing alligator's advocate in defense of the Final Selection as an inseparable element from Kimetsu no Yaiba as a whole. This is based primarily on sketches of a scrapped precursor to KnY, and commentary from KnY’s first editor (both included in the first fanbook).
If we step back to 2014, Gotouge had won a prize for a very rough stand-alone story in a Meiji/Taisho-esque setting, with a strong one-armed swordsman blinded with scars across his face, and monsters who were like vampires in Japanese clothing. Oh, and Tamayo and Yushiro were in it too. This story was “Kagarigari” and it granted the 25-ish-year-old alligator with thick glasses the chance to become a profession mangaka with guidance from the Shounen Jump editorial staff. However, Gotouge’s attempts thereafter to create a serialized manga (“Rokkotsu-san”, “Haeniwa no Jiguzagu”, “Dontsukazaguruma”, published in a compilation at a later date) all failed to be green-lit for serialization and were limited to one-shot stories. If Gotouge wasn’t going to get a serialization green-lit in 2015, the alligator’s mangaka career would be over. There was some desperation to create something with impact, and alligator and editor together went back to the prize-winner rough piece “Kagarigari” for inspiration.
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This was how "Kisatsu no Nagare" (Demon Killer Nagare) has born.
Sketches of the first three chapters were included in the first KnY fanbook, and ties to early elements of KnY were obvious; most of the worldbuilding was already there and even panels of an encounter with the Swamp Demon were practically reused later. However, it was a dark story which stressed how even if the Meiji government wanted to deny belief in old things like “demons” there were still those who hunted them, a secret society of swordsmen. Even if Meiji reforms wanted to leave it all behind, the common people who still were forced to acknowledge the existence of demons likewise had to face other darknesses of the world, like how the main character, Nagare, was abandoned because he was a powerless child in a large family and they needed to decrease the number of mouths to feed.
His future cultivator, Banda Sakonji, an old man with a wrinkled face in clear view, likewise does not sugarcoat that Nagare was abandoned, and he pushes this child left for three days in the snow to make a decision. Will he stay there and turn to bones? Will he go somewhere where orphans are cared for? Or will he join the old man, who will put him through hell but make him into the strongest of people?
Nagare makes the choice to go become strong, though he was warned of the suffering ahead. This theme of “cruelty” is still so deeply worked into the early worldbuilding of KnY that “Cruelty” is the name of its first volume, and the bleak desperation of fighting demons is a heavy element of KnN. It is only swordsmen who can be stoic enough to endure this hell who become strong enough to fight demons.
After years of training very similar to what Tanjiro underwent in KnY, Banda sends Nagare to the Final Selection, where he must survive seven days in order to be chosen as a member of the Demon Slayer Corp. He fights demons for the first time and sees the fruits of his training, but on the morning of the final full day, with one night to go, he comes across a boy who is dying. This boy isn’t afraid to die—he came into this knowing full well what he was in for—but he hates demons because they killed his family and cannot stand the idea of being eaten by them, thereby becoming a part of them and strengthening them. He begs desperately not to be left on the mountain for that to happen. Nagare agrees, but then a girl with a steely composition and subtle smile advises Nagare to leave him. After all, that dying boy is a Marechi, and his blood will summon a mob of starving demons to him for the extra strength he can give them. When Nagare says her how she can stand to not help him, she replies, “There’s no meaning in ‘selection’ if you had to be rescued, right?”
This is the level of cruelty which a harsh reality brewed in its own demon slayers, as it was probably thought that no one soft could survive and do any proper good against demons otherwise. Their abilities were so advanced that they not only had high expectations of themselves, but of each other, and the nuances of the rest of the side characters’ interactions are that they’re all numb to how much they see people of less than the highest talent drop like flies. It’s like they don’t even bother to acknowledge anyone who doesn’t have the basic skill to survive those seven days. As Banda waits anxiously outside the wisteria boundary to see if his pupil Nagare survives, the others in the organization—presumably cultivators, many covered with scars from their own demon slaying careers—make fun of him for being so anxious, as they all know to expect that hardly anyone ever makes it out. They’re callous because they’ve been through hell.
This story is set in the Meiji Era, and while it’s not KnY canon, it’s easy to imagine that the Demon Slayer Corp did have this mentality in the decades prior to Tanjiro joining. They were exceedingly talented swordsman who acknowledged unusual cruelty and suffering beyond what humans were capable of causing, and that required them to be more than any normal human warrior would ever be capable of, and that meant proving over and over that they can fight on a demon’s level.
At the end of Nagare’s Final Selection, he drags himself out with the crying, apologizing, dying Marechi boy on his back, but Nagare has lost the lower halves of both his legs (he’ll later use two black peg legs), the lower half of one arm (he later fights one-handed), and his eyes have been blinded by deep scratches across his face. Banda rushes to apply first aid while everyone tells him to give it up; that boy is a goner, and if demon blood got in the wounds, he’ll turn into a demon anyway (this still seems to have been the plan in Chapter 1 of KnY but was later retconned). Banda, too soft at his core and too caring for the orphan he raised, insists he’ll be fine and that Nagare is strong. Nagare, incensed at how they are making fun of Banda, screams back how Banda is amazing and that Nagare will prove that by becoming the strongest, a Pillar.
The whole episode illustrates how yes, being a demon slayer means going through hell.
We retained a lot of KnN; like I said, a lot of the world building was already there. Mt. Fujikasane, Kasugai-garasu, Marechi, "Akki Messatsu" carved into the blade, even the characters seem like proto designs for Urokodaki, Kanao, and Giyuu/Sabito. But the issue was that Gotouge was also facing a Final Selection of sorts; without surviving the first bumpy years of breaking into the manga industry, there would be no manga career. KnN was lacking something. Gotouge’s style and world building creativity was there, and had gotten the alligator further than many mangaka hopefuls ever get. However, as much as Gotouge wanted to show how strong someone with a core drive like Nagare could be, even though he was even more disabled now than in his first appearance in “Kagarigari,” he was lacking in the impact Gotouge needed to keep people following a story. This was why, on one phone call, the editor suggested changing to a different protagonist, asking if there were any other characters in the world who were more normal and relatable. The editor recalls the alligator saying, “well, there’s this one character, but I don’t know if he’s interesting,” and when asked to describe him, “he’s a boy who sells charcoal, and his sister got turned into a demon, so he joins the Demon Slayer Corp to try to heal her” and the editor’s immediate impression was like, ‘hello, that is THE protagonist, we had this protagonist all along!?’ and said, “Let’s go with that!! Normal is good!!”
Next thing you know, Kimetsu no Yaiba began serialization in February of 2016. The alligator survived the long Final Selection, but as a member of the Shounen Jump Corp with additional feedback from other editors and readers, as well as gobs more practice developing a story and characters, the alligator found a switch in Breath, it seems.
Tanjiro, for his innate positivity, not only changed the story and made it lighter, but changed the core of Gotouge’s style. I’ve seen it happen with other serialized manga too, where it might start with heavy themes and a “cool” style, but as readers and mangaka alike start falling in love with the characters, the sense of endearment overflows, and suddenly the “cool” has turned into “cute and indulgent and sometimes cool.” In this case, we can add “sometimes cruel,” as Tanjiro added such a sense of levity to the manga that something as cruel as the Final Selection, as well as other questionable Ubuyashiki decisions, feel out of place when juxtaposed against the sense of love and affection for one another which seems to permeate the Corp by the end of the manga.
However, we mustn’t forget that the Pillars have always been willing to put themselves through personal hell if it means being strong enough to fight on par with strong demons; that the Ubuyashiki clan has always been willing to do any drastic thing to achieve their nearby impossible goal of defeating Kibutsuji Muzan and eliminate all evil demons, and that the average Corp members have (almost) always accepted that they might die anytime but are willing to undergo anything to be able to eliminate demons.
You simply do not join the Corp without displaying a level of commitment, and that you can hold out on your own in extreme situations. While there may be some element of weeding people out without needing to give them the full tangible benefits of a Corp member, I think it is a matter of selecting swordsmen from among the many, many people who wish to devote their lives to the elimination of demons. It’s just reality that not many of them are going to have talent as swordsmen, and hopefully the high stakes of the Final Selection are a way of sending those not cut out for it down the path of being Kakushi or supporters in other ways. Kakushi, after all, may not be as directly helpful as swordmen, but they are just as necessary and just as committed. I’d like to think that many Kakushi started by trying to be swordsmen, but their cultivators stopped dissuaded them early on, never giving them permission to enter the Final Selection. It’s “Final” for a reason, the cultivators may be expected to stop those people without the necessary talent earlier on. They get paid stipends to care for their pupils and raise them well, so the Final Selection is just as much as test for them as well, and the stakes of the Final Selection hold them accountable for raising swordsmen who can endure hell. As much as they may wish to coddle them and relate to them for what they’ve already been through with how many of them are orphaned by demons, there is no room for softness. The cultivators need to be harsh enough to brace their pupils for the life they think they want, and want enough to be willing to lose it right away. They also need to be harsh enough to say “no” to children who clearly don’t have what it takes.
But this is a Corp of hotheads who passionately hate demons and want nothing more than to kill them with their own blades. If they insist on having a go at this career, then it may be safer to have them fail in a controlled environment rather than out among demons roaming free, who will get stronger for having eaten swordsmen powered by Breath. Considering the number of them who failed, that’s like damage control.
It’s not a perfect system, but it’s not a perfect Corp, and it’s not a perfect manga. Still, in order for the manga to survive to a point where it could improve, the stakes of the Final Selection had to be high enough to keep readers invested in Tanjiro’s abilities as a main character. It could had been very easy for the manga to be canceled in its infancy, and with the Hand Demon being the first Boss for Tanjiro to face off against, it had to carry emotional weight. By putting that cruelty of the Corp’s reality on full display, giving it names and faces, we get to enjoy a success that feels well-earned within the first eight chapters. The manga could had easily ended with Tanjiro entering the Corp and therefore having the hope of curing his sister, had it not had enough of an impact on the readers.
What’s important is that we got to see the strength of Tanjiro’s character when placed in a setting this cruel, and that was the impact that allowed the series to grow to what we know it today. It’s easy to look back and feel like Sabito and Makoto were so long ago, and that their deaths were unfairly orchestrated by a man who has no business running a organization of people willing to risk their lives on the regular, with nothing to show for it. That’s why Sanemi was rightfully angry at him, and Ubuyashiki agreed. I may be conveniently forgetting, but I can't recall Ubuyashiki defending the cruel realities of the Corp or making excuses for cruel realities, even if he feels sorry about it. Even Zenitsu has deep respect for what it means to be a Corp member, despite how much it terrifies him to have to be one. While there are the swordsmen only out to prove their strength and get recognition for it, and they’ve been there ever since Michikatsu’s time and probably before him as well, committing one’s life to the Corp requires the same level of commitment as surviving among demons for one week to prove one’s core abilities. With demons of that (usually) low level, a properly capable swordsman should be able to prove the worth of their extensive training, like Nagare and Tanjiro initially did. And, no matter how stoic they might all strive to be, undergoing it together does have a way of creating bonds, which is why Corp members are so mindful of having been “in the same batch.” As a universally recognized, shared experience, it gives everyone a base level of acknowledgement for one another’s skills, and a shared level of commitment to the same cause.
As a thematic element of the KnY story it falls into the background once Tanjiro finds his stride as a swordsman and the alligator finds a stride as a mangaka, but the Final Selection remains something to have overcome.
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raydianbluesandhues · 3 months
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Hi hi! Navi here!
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Making a small announcement here: I have decided to close the ask box until I can answer/respond to all the ones I have sitting in there! While there isn’t a lot, I use up a lot of brain power to answer them and can give myself headaches if I overdo it ^^’ The ask box will remain closed for a while, because I really want to go back to spewing out my worldbuilding posts and the like!
For the most part, I’ve been answering questions, and I don’t mind that at all! But sometimes my brain runs on E and I need a break every once in a while.
Expect some more posts responding to questions, though I won’t answer anymore for a while! Ty for being patient!
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milo-is-rambling · 1 month
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Need to stop making jokes about my grief and depression but then literally who would I be anymore.
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aztrosist666 · 11 months
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i still wear a lot of my mcyt merch bc it’s comfortable and expensive as fuck but my biggest fear is someone recognizing it in public and calling me out for it
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