#all my teachers hate me

[mis-calculated]

I'm so angry at myself for how little I have done in the first four weeks of this semester and every day I keep being like, "this is going to be the day that I reverse my path and start being a decent student" and then every day instead gets used up simply trying to survive

#i dont know how to dig myself out #i have so much shame and embarrassment that it makes me sick to my stomach every day #i just want to be a good and responsible student like alyssa so bad and i dont know how to get there #everything is going by too fast #all my teachers hate me #i cant breathe #why cant i get my stupid fucking brain to get back on track and stop flunking #i hate that all i can hear in the back of my mind these days is the voice of rob haskins telling me im a disgrace of a music major #im just so embarrassed at my existence right now #quarantine vents

[batcavescolony]

"I wish ao3 would let me-"

It probably does, you just gotta learn how to do it.

"I wanna see fics for only my opt"

Go to either fandom tag or your ships tag, (if you're doing fandom tag you have to add your ship in the 'relationship' section),go to fliters (mobile) or the right hand side (desktop), go to the 'search within results' area and put in otp:true just like that click 'sort and filter' And it'll pull up all fics with just your otp.

(EDIT: if you wanna do this but still have other parings try otp:false instead of otp:true)

"I wanna sort by _____ not 'Date updated'"

Go to 'filters' or right, theirs a drop down and you can change it to 'author' 'title' 'date posted' ect their are more options. Pick one, click 'sort and filter'

"I don't wanna see /reader"

Filter or Right, go to 'search within results' type in -/reader like that, click 'sort and filter'. No more /reader

"I don't want explicit works"

You know where we're going Right or filter. 'Exclude' section. 'Ratings' click the box that says 'explicit'

Obviously if people don't tag shit correctly it's not gonna work but yeah you just gotta learn how the tagging works. For better tutorials go to TikTok and search 'ao3 tutorials' you can do just about everything.

#ao3 #fanfic #like you can change 99% of the site to fit you. #i have ao3 link made into a icon on my phone that goes to a version of a fandom tag thats got all the ships and shit i dont like excluded #archive of our own #like the people who hate ao3s tagging system and the people who don't wanna learn ao3s tagging system is a circle #theirs a learning curve my friend and onece you have a bit of knowledge you can do anything #knowledge is power #fandom #fanfic readers #its 2am go be free use ao3 #you dont pop out the woomb with all knowledge you gotta learn sometime. same goes for this. go find a teacher (not me) to teach you. #you have leaned addition subtraction division grammer spelling and you can learn this too. go learn. #you can do dark mode. you can make the cite purple. you can add cows. you can change y/n to your name. you just gotta learn

[goodold-fashioned-killerqueen]

born to draw block people making out... force to draw houses....

#i am losing my mind #the teacher wasn't there when i have to sent my site analysis and sketch #that's like half of my grades #AND I AM SICK #PROBABLY COVID #I AM A DISEASE WILD ANIMAL #PLEASE PITY ME AND ACCEPT MY WORK #I HAVE TO MAKE MORDEN HOUSE WHEELCHAIR ACCESSIBLE. MORDEN LOOK UGLY AS FUCK #joy and whimsy gone when they want boring ass contemporary house #shit was ass #to top it all off. i also have project that i have to design #i just copied my dad homework at this point since he love this design so bad and he offer it to me #but like WHY STAIRS #WHY DOOR WINDOWS #I HAVE TO DRAW THEM LIKE DOOR BUT SMALL #WHAT THE FUCK #WHO THE FUCK NEED CHANDELIER. THIS IS A POOR PERSON HOUSE #come to think of it.. no nvm chandelier is cool #but i still hate to draw walls. and window #and doors .. and stairs... you have to remember the size of the room for law and how wide and steep stairs has to be #and how roof can be only 32-35 degrees or they will look goofy.. #and definitely fall of due to gravity #at first i want to add elevator in this house but came to think of it.. nvm fuck elevator #i lost it #my mind #cool #rumbles #if i have rabies i will definitely going nuts and bite everyone in my college rn.. #that is how much i has lost it at thie point

[batmanego]

god held his face & knew him & it still didn’t save him

#as I said on discord: EXCEEDINGLY RARE SCOTTPOSTING #Scott summers #Charles Xavier #<- kind of. Lol #x men #my arts #alternate title: I. HATE. XAVIERS SCHOOL. ALL THE TEACHERS MAKE ME FIRE EYE LASERS AT PEOPLE AND YELL ‘GO WHITE BOY GO’

[luck-of-the-drawings]

[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]

saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS #REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT #NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS #THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS. #ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of #another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY.. #i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her #idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had #when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them. #but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore. #but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think #i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow. #ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that #AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE #I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME #THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE #WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL #in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad #this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks- #-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl- #-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi #gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show #i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!! #anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM

[queerregulusablack]

“I guess I’m just... trying to make sense of it.”

James lifted his head, no longer lounging quite so dramatically where he was splayed out on the floor of Regulus’ bedroom; and found the younger boy watching him, turned sideways in his desk chair while he pressed his mouth against the arm he had draped across the back.

“Is there all that much to make sense of?” James asked, conjuring a wry grin as he held his eyes. “It feels pretty simple to me.”

“You didn’t watch yourself chase Lily Evans for five years, only to find you suddenly losing interest in her right as she seemed to notice you back. And I’m not a mind reader, Jamie, I can’t...”

His brow furrowed, familiar irritation crossing his face, and James levered himself to his feet, before he approached the chair, and then coaxed Regulus out of it, pulling him across the room so he could perch on the edge of his ridiculous bed and get him situated in James’ lap instead.

“I liked Lily; I’ll give you that. It was a little kid kind of like, especially at the start, but I did like her. But I’m allowed to change my mind, aren’t I? And I already think I’m making much better choices, liking someone who’s actually interested in return for a change.”

He watched the way Regulus caught at his bottom lip with his teeth, dragging the plush swell of it into his mouth to worry at; and James nosed in against his throat, and kissed him softly while he moved both hands to pull Regulus’ hair free of its braid.

The younger boy didn’t speak again until it was all loose, and James was running his fingers through the silk-smooth fall of it greedily.

“What if you change your mind back, though?”

It was barely audible, whisper soft and half buried in James’ shoulder where he’d tilted his head obligingly to welcome the neck kisses; and James pulled back so he could meet his eyes, and frown back at him.

Regulus’ expression was soft and vulnerable in a way he rarely allowed himself to be - certainly not outside his room, certainly not with anyone outside his brother and their small group of close friends - and James murmured his name softly before he lifted a hand to set against his cheek, cupping his face gently and smoothing his thumb over the high arch of it.

“That’s not going to happen. I’m mad about you in a way it’s actually hard to put into words, Regulus Black, in case you hadn’t noticed.” Regulus’ smile at that was a tiny, fleeting thing, and James smiled back at him. “But because I know that’s not enough for you, a hypothetical; if it ever did happen, and I felt like I was falling out of love with you, or in love with someone else, we’d talk about it. I’d tell you, okay? I’d never just drop you and move on, love, and you know I wouldn’t.”

Regulus shut his eyes, and turned his face to hide more effectively in James’ palm; but he nodded, and James tapped his thumb gently against the point of his nose before he slipped his fingers back into his hair instead, and pressed in to kiss along the sharp, elegant line of his jaw.

So much of Regulus was sharp edges. Between the angled, bird-bone fragile beauty of him and the spiky façade he put up around other people, his tongue and sense of humour keen like the edge of a knife, proximity to him always seemed to threaten to make you bleed.

It was how James had thought of him a year ago, when he was just Sirius’ solemn little brother. It was how he thought of himself, James had come to realise; like a cactus, with too many thorns for the flowers to be worth it.

These days James knew better; and he kissed up his lovely sharp jaw, over his high cheekbones, down the bridge of his straight, daintily-pointed nose, until he could finally press a kiss to the soft, sweet fullness of his mouth.

Regulus melted against him, arms wrapping around his shoulders, sighing sweetly into his mouth as James kissed him; and James knew, with all the certainty in the world, that all those sharp edges were a shell around a terribly soft interior.

If Regulus was sharp, he was sharp in the way a glass sculpture might be, once it had been dropped a couple of times.

His edges were shattered, sheared down to points from how often he’d been treated without the care he deserved. But he was both delicate and fire-forged at the same time, and- and-

And that was where the metaphor always fell apart, James supposed, because glass sculptures were rarely full of marshmallow fluff the way his Reg was; but the point stood.

Regulus had been fooled into thinking he was hard to love, over and over and over again. He’d been made to believe than the effort it took to love him was never worth the reward. That he was a bramble patch without fruit behind his thorns.

These days, James knew that loving Regulus was effortless once you actually bothered to try; and he kissed him, and ran blunt nails over his scalp at the base of his skull so he’d purr, and slipped his other hand under the back of his tshirt so he’d bite him, gently, in a reprimand he didn’t mean, and felt struck a little silly with just how easy it was.

Loving Lily had been easy to start, too, but most things were when you were eleven. At eighteen, very little felt this natural from the start; and he would clutch the feeling in both hands for as long as he was able.

“You can trust me, Regulus. I promise you can trust me. There’s no changing my mind about you, okay?”

He murmured the words against Regulus’ lips, and punctuated them with another kiss, and a firm caress of his thumb down the bumps of his spine at the small of his back.

Regulus looked back at him, grey eyes flicking between James’ like he was searching for something; before he smiled, and relaxed in his arms, and combed fingers back through the thick mess of James’ hair.

“I’m going to hold you to that promise, James Potter,” he assured him; and James grinned, and kissed him again.

(for @stonedregulus)

#jegulus #starchaser #james potter x regulus black #regulus black #james potter #Reception Teacher!Regulus #Korean!Regulus #Desi!James #QRABs Fic #another prequel snippet while I work through the main fic #anyone who knows anything of the main fic willlllll hate me for this but OH WELL #a gift for my Ollie #ollie tag #(these will all be compiled on AO3 once the full fic is up)

[morganrat]

MEEYOW.?.?

#doodle #morganrat art #I''M GONNA DOODLE HIM NONSTOP!! #THIS IS ALL IN MY MATH NOTEBOOK #MY TEACHER HATES ME HAHAH!! #dead plate #vincent dead plate #dead plate vincent #vince charbonneau #vince #vincent charbonneau #MEEYOW!! #dead plate fanart #9/11

[a-dream-deferred]

being the kid who other kids were compared to sucked so much actually

#thinking about how many potential friendships i lost in my childhood because teachers used me as an ..idek - a role model?? for the class #my friend literally told me she used to be so jealous of me in elementary school she actually hated me #and not just elementary school! #i remember in tenth grade we had an algebra test that many students didn't do well on #ppl were crying and complaining to the teacher that it was too difficult #she literally said '[my name] got a full mark didn't she? if she could do it then you all could've done it too. you have no excuse' #and she asked me in front of everyone if i found the exam difficult #i wanted to disappear on the spot

[ughgoaway]

Hello I've been sending you a few asks recently so I've decided to be 🎄 anon 🙂

Anyway I was thinking about how Matty would be when teacher is pregnant. Obviously she works full time so he probably can't keep an eye on her as much as he'd like to, and I bet in those early months she comes home from work absolutely exhausted and just wants to lie on the sofa all the time 😴😴

🎄

hi!!! thank you so much for sending asks, 🎄 is yours now!! :))))

as soon as matty finds out you're pregnant, he is treating you like you're made of glass. if you want absolutely anything, he's getting it for you.

"matty. I can get my own cup of tea!! the baby is only the size of a pea right now, I am still allowed to do things, " you say as matty takes the kettle out of your hand and ushers you back to the sofa.

"Ah ah ah. they might be the size of a pea, but they're our pea, and you need to relax and keep them safe. just sit and let me take care of you both sweetheart, it's my job as dad anyway"

I think that you get pretty bad morning sickness the first trimester, and matty fucking hates it. he always sits with you, rubs your back and holds your hair. he makes you herbal tea to try and settle your stomach but nothing works. its just something that happens, but he can't help but feel so awful for you, and kind of guilty it's his baby causing all the sickness.

I imagine he talks to the bump about it after one particularly bad morning, "Hey, little pea, can you please stop making your mum so sick? she's just trying to keep you growing, and it's very difficult when she can't keep anything down. " You laugh at him and stroke his hair.

"matty I don't think they get to choose if I'm sick or not" you giggle as he rests his head next to your bump and continues to try and convince your baby to stop making you sick.

if you have a craving, he's getting it. the first few months all you wanted was crackers, they were all you could stomach so you just ate them endlessly. within a week of you telling matty, he had organised a massive shipment to be delivered to the house, "so you can always have something to eat my love"

you're definitely right with being exhausted in those first few months too, working with kids all day is already tiring - let alone when you're growing a baby at the same time.

I can see you getting home and immediately passing out on the sofa, just fucking knackered 24/7. matty catches on soon enough and starts setting up blankets and pillows for you. basically creating a cocoon for you to rest in.

the fact that he can't follow you around all the time and make sure you're okay is killing him, so he'll do whatever he can.

so if he can't wrap you in cotton wool for 9 months, he'll just wrap you in blankets when you need a nap instead.

he sleeps with you when you ask, spooning you and holding your bump. even when there isn't really a bump yet.

"matty, why are you holding my stomach?" You groggily ask as he lies behind you.

"I wanna hold them!" he defends, rubbing his hands over your non-existent bump.

"There's nothing there yet. They are barely a baby at this point," you say with a smile on your face. his love for this baby was the only thing getting you through these early months, obviously you were over the moon to be pregnant but fucking hell it was hard.

"they're still in there. They've got to get to know their dad early"

Annie also joins you for a nap sometimes. She is normally full of energy after school, but every once in a while, she comes home with heavy eyes and is clearly exhausted.

Annie sees you lie down and comes up to the sofa, gently patting your shoulder to get your attention.

you open your eyes and softly smile at her, "You okay, sweet girl?" You say with a yawn, Annie rubs at her eyes with closed fists and nods slowly.

"Can I cuddle with you y/n? I don't have a baby in my tummy, but I'm really sleepy too, " Annie says shyly, fiddling with the corner of the blanket matty had draped over you.

you pull back the blanket and shuffle back on the sofa, patting the spot in front of you and saying, "Of course angel, jump up and cuddle with me. it would make me feel so much better"

Annie grins and slides into the spot you created for her, and you wrap her up in your arms, tossing the blanket over the two of you.

quickly, you both fall asleep. Soft snores from Annie caught mattys attention as he came in from the kitchen.

walking in and seeing you and annie curled up together, and knowing you were also pregnant was something he would never forget. this was his dream for so many years, and it's finally real and happening. the years of delusions had paid off. his little family was growing, and saying he was giddy was an understatement.

his daughter was always the most important thing in his life, and now he has 3 people that he would die for.

he never thought he'd get a chance at this again. he thought that once he decided to be a dad, that was it for him. no more grand romances, no more falling in love. it was just him and annie, and he was okay with that.

but when he met you, it all changed. he used to dream of you just talking to him, giving him any sort of attention. he could have never imagined that one day you would be dating him, pregnant with his child and be completely in love with his daughter.

he takes a photo of you and sets it as his background, and it stays that way until 9 months later. it finally changed when he snaps the first picture of the 3 of you in the hospital bed, with Annie's new baby brother in her arms and you watching over them with a soft smile on your face.

#omg having emoji anons makes me feel like a real blog... this is crazy #welcome my love!! thank you for sending me all your amazing ideas <3333 #now did i do them justice?? hmm... that is unknown bc i hate my own writing and can never tell <3 #but we move!!! #overprotective matty my beloved <3333 #🎄 anon #anon! #teacher au!

[themintman]

an extension to my last post >:3

(BTW I might not post as often for a min cause of mini mocks 💔💔)

#minecraft story mode #Mcsm #mcsm jack #mcsm nurm #nurm mcsm #jack mcsm #Mcsm Luna #Nurm: “[hey what do you think of Lluna?]” #Jack who is currently holding Lluna like a baby while she wears one of his scarves: “why are you asking me this I fucking hate Lluna” #IDJDJDKD #ALSO in case you don't know what mini mocks are #They are like a practice practice exam for your finals #But they are treated like the finals by literally ALL MY TEACHERS #BITCH IM 15 WHO CARES IF I FAIL A PRACTICE TEST??? #IM NOT STUDYING FOR AN EXAM CALLED “SMALL FAKE” KYS

[qsmpbutwithsignlanguage]

I spent, like, a half hour looking for this clip because I think that you all need to see it.

Quackity:

"That's one of the cooler things. I saw a creator from Brazil, it seems, who actually claimed that they were getting people-someone who's not in the QSMP-they said they were getting people in their chat who doesn't-who don't speak Portuguese. It's a Brazilian creator who's not even on QSMP, and he was talking about the effects-possibly-of that crossing of communities with the QSMP. Which is amazing, and I find that so, so cool. And it makes me really happy because, at the end of the day, that's what-that's what the server is meant to do-is help communities from different parts of the world cross each other. And I find it amazing. What I find so beautiful about this chat specifically is that being the English streams, English is the more common language spoken, right? And what I find so amazing about this chat is when something funny happens I see people saying 'hahaha' in English, 'jajaja' in Spanish, and the 'kkkk', which is how, you know, Portuguese speaking people usually type to laugh. And that's amazing. That's three different languages in one chat and I think that kind of crossover is so incredibly important."

(ignore the odd title, not my video, but important anyhow)

>>>

When I give praise for Quackity, for the QSMP as a whole, this is why. Quackity is genuinely doing some groundbreaking stuff, and I think that, in a sense, he's paving the way for future creators.

#qsmp #quackity #this is why I say Quackity deserves streamer of the year #and I know it's such a cheesy thing to say #but I circle back to this clip time and time again #because it just kind of punches me in the gut #this man has done so much for streaming and he deserves all the good things that come his way #qsmp quackity #transcript #if I wrote this paragraph in an assignment my language arts teacher would shoot me dead /srs #she would hate me SO much #I have the Portuguese reading comprehension of a two year old child who has seen a total of five books in their life #but I still find myself hoping onto Portuguese streams and struggling my way though Portuguese media #I can't understand much #and I can communicate even less #but I still join in #And it's because of the QSMP. Because of the things Quackity has done and because of every streamer on the QSMP #guest streamers and all #and every streamer on Karmaland as an extension #They're paving a new path when it comes to streaming #That's a fact that shouldn't be taken lightly #Youtube

[froody]

if I had a dollar for every time I spilled a full glass of sweet tea everywhere, I would not be using this sticky electrical hazard power strip. that’s for sure.

#spilled like a half gallon of sweet tea all over the floor in gym class when my teacher already hated me #had to wipe it up with those public school paper towels #ahhhhh the good old days

[fiendishartist2]

jon becomes an english teacher in their somewhere else and is completely baffled by how much highschoolers hate english class

transcript:

(left): "mr. sims, can we pls watch you play chess.com?" (macbeth essays submitted: 5/27) [i'm too old for this shit"]

(right): "and they're like obsessed with chess? but only on the computer" "at least they're engaged?"

#theres smth so calming about imagining jon in a classroom reading macbeth #like hes in his natural habitat or smth.... #idk if this is true in other schools but at my highschool kids fucking hated english class. like disproportionately #yeah math sucks and there were some shitty math teachers but across the board ppl could not stand our english classes #its esp funny to me bc of how much i imagine jon would love english classes + reading classic lit #he just cannot wrap his head around the fact that most of his class spends the entire period playing chess.com #my art #doodles #tma #the magnus archives #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #jonmartin #the day magnus protocol drops expect me to either never shut up or completely disappear #the hype is all consuming #i still dont have a computer nor do i have a job so all i can offer is these sketches #more to come....

[poopiefart420]

Hey chat

Anyways the inspo for this was this one archer Ozai art I saw I don’t remember the artist but I fell in love with the concept

The reference I used vvvv

#ozai #atla ozai #atla #avatar the last airbender #If the anatomy is weird pls ignore I’m too tired to care #also if y’all reblog making comments idk how to respond but I appreciate those comments <3 #I’m lowkey a Tumblr noob idk #on another note #ozai is colonizing my mind #he’s all over my school work my teachers prob hate me #anyways bye byeeee I’m gonna disappear now (lurk in the background) #my art

[gumy-shark]

<- god's wettest most pathetic most stressed most anxious beast btw

#i have a flight in 2 days and i hate airports they stress me out so much too many people *vine boom* #i lost my driver's license last month so i'm gonna have to get through the tsa without legal photo ID *vine boom* #the flight takes off at 7am meaning im gonna have to wake up at like 4 to get there *vine boom* #it also means i need to stay the night tomorrow with some family friends i barely know *vine boom* #so i need to do laundry and email teachers and shit Tonight *vine boom* #my ride busted a tire and got stranded in the middle of nowhere so now i have to worry abt his safety and also find a new ride *vine boom* #AND I'VE GOT A FUCKING LAB DUE TOMORROW #so now im just doing homework and daily tasks and whatnot walking around all chill like i dont feel like the most stressed being alive #conclusion: oh shit the Creature is back

[luck-of-the-drawings]

DISTRACTIONS sometimes its the drive to help and save our friends that pushes us to learn and to succeed. unfortunately its normally ''unethical'' to replicate that in a classroom setting. I ONLY JUST FINISHED THE LAST PAGE HERE, THE FIRST TWO WERE LITERALLY FROM LAST YEAR, N A FEW MONTHS APART. LOOOOK AT MY EVOLUTION. im very proud of this and bled REALLY HARD FOR THE LAST PAGE. PLEASE ABSORB THIS.

#gillion tidestrider #jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #the last page honestly just took super long bc i dropped it for a long while. only recently wiped the dust off o it. #IM RLY PROUD OF ALOT O THINGS ABT THAT LAST PAGE #LIKE THE PERSPECTIVE N THE WIDE SHOTS OR WHATEVER #IT WASNT EASY BUT I MADE IT LOOK GOOD!! IM SO HAPPY WITH IT #I ALSO just really love drawing gillion as soooo small #just a little guy with the weight of the world bolted to his tiny tiny shoulders #n yknow what while im here ill talk abt the first two comics aswell. i like taking inspo from JTHM for this kinda stuff #more specifically SQUEE n the way his dad was just sooo honest and cruel to him. 'yeah its your fault my life sucks' n all that. i imagine #that gillion prolly dealt with alot o that too. i know weve already seen the elders #but i did initially imagine them to be very much like the Tallests from invader zim. they just hate this little guy. hes so small n lame #hes prolly had teachers like that im sure. i like thinkin about gills experience in school!! #i fell in love with him the moment he said that he wasnt good at being a student like girl ME TOOOO WAAAAAA #HE SUCKS In school and everyone is just sooo tired of him but they gotta put up with him bc hes the Chosen One #but GOD they wish they had someone more competent i bet. it was prolly a relief when they banished him #could u imagine being that? someone so insufferable that people sigh in relief when youre gone. poor poor gillion #ANYWAY THATS ALL MY THOUGHTS #TALK ABT UR THOUGHTS IN THE TAGS TOO DIPSHIIITT CMAAAHHNN