A lot of experimentation going on in this poster, I don't really know how I feel about it right now, but it's kind of growing on me.
I got the copy from a tiktok, and I feel like this point of view is very prevelant in teen guys and the view of stoicism with the rise of very popular manga and anime vinland saga.
My mind goes from A to Z i have no problem seeing the bigger picture it’s the steps getting there that makes every decision i make feel like a bomb waiting to explode
I am the guy they sent in and I’ve never diffused a bomb before I’m just winging it.
I’m so focused on not fucking it all up and making the wrong choice that the picture always become unclear.
I know what I want and need out of life but I’m creating my own safety net and there’s no how to book just a tangle of strings and I’m not sure where anything really ends or begins
The coins are still flipping you need more information before you make a decision
And yet i cant help but try to solve every problem by the end of the day. I’ve worn myself out thinking about what’s best and what’s going on.
Both decisions are good for me there is no wrong choice, there is no correct answer
There’s just you.
It’s your game why do you keep
Forgetting that you’re making up the rules
It would be a bigger risk for me to move across the country with a little bit more than a year of experience and get a job paying between 50 and 60 a year.
But i owe it to myself to at least explore and see if there is possibility for opportunity and growth for me. I deserve to know what each one has to offer before i decide what will be best for my future.
I know that right now i feel trapped and everything feels out of control but it will pass i will walk again and things will all start to make sense i just need to be patient with myself and give myself the time to heal and learn. It’s what i deserve, what i need.
I deserve the love I so willingly give others.
I deserve kindness and warmth
I deserve the best the universe has to offer and then some.