it's really interesting to me how moondae thinks it's karma in a bad way that he's got the 'debut or die' status when everything we learn about his time as a fancam seller has shown that's he's actually helped quite a few people in the industry and their fans
na jaemin, the college heartthrob and a part of your large friend group. he was also your best friends long term ex boyfriend. that's what you should've reminded yourself before you started sneaking around with the boy. oh god... when the truth comes out you're gonna be so done. well, thats IF the truth comes out.
a/n: just saying this now, soojin is a VERY important character in this story due to her being jaemin's ex, this taking place in the middle of her and jaemins drama, and the fact that the whole story revolves around reader hiding the relationship from her
yesterday i got up early and the train took a while to come and had to stand for a bit more than once on the way to work but i made it on time and since i finished everything i was supposed to do in 90 minutes i spent most of the day reading in the storage room . i finished my book . i thought about the end . i thought about the end . my best friend from middle school announced her engagement this weekend . i have known you for just as long - if not longer - than she has known him . i have realized in this aftermath i have always held one person closer than everyone else . for some years - 10 years ago - she was that person . when we were 13 i moved 7000 miles and we emailed and called a lot for a year or something but things continued and slowly we came to the point where we message only each other briefly on our birthdays . i saw that end coming . my boss tells me they don't make good people like me anymore . a few days ago she says that maybe i am young and i do not have the answers but i do have something about me . i've seen and felt a lot of things but never grief like this .
Romans 11:33 (NKJV) -
Oh, the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable are His judgments and His ways past finding out!