#SORRY IM SO LATE THO I WAS AT WORK ;-;

[surreal-duck]

nui shenanigans

#doodles #duck scribbles #midoyuzu #yuzumido #hi ive been in an absolute Situation lately 👍 gonna drop off the face of the earth again so long fellas #enstars #yuzuru fushimi #midori takamine #what if we had nuis of each other and i made nui me kiss your nui......... #have barely been drawing lately outside of work burnout eating me alive for real 😔 #the horrors and depression and dysphoria may be unrelenting but mf so am i!!!!!!!!! #ahhh im behind on comms too i am extremely sorry 🙇‍♂️ gonna try get on top of those as best as i can #hoping to at least get out of my rut in time for the es rarepair week too tho o9 #survived fragrance on engstars w 2 naru copies 👍👍👍 girl help i dojt want to open the game for another month or so but alas. valk ss next #damn im rambling again. anyways aaaaaaaaaaaa i wanna drawi wanna draw

[raineandsky]

#86

Being a hero is stressful. That much is common knowledge. How a hero goes about unwinding from said stress is a mystery no one has yet figured out.

The hero settles in one of the little chairs in the circle. The man next to her gives her a light nudge. “Let’s see what you made this week, then.”

The hero reaches into her bag to show off her latest stress relief—a giant blanket, knitted in the downtime between jobs, sporting a rainbow of colours in bright streaks across its face. Everyone oohs and ahhs appropriately before the rest of the circle gets to showing off their own creations.

It’s been nice to have a place that isn’t entirely consumed by work, the hero thinks as she nods approvingly at someone’s mug cosy. No worrying about tomorrow, no wondering where the villains might be.

Her gaze flits to the next person in line to show something off, and her heart momentarily stops as she meets her eye. At least she doesn’t have to worry about the latter of her thoughts right now.

What the hell is the villain doing at the hero’s weekly knitting club?

“Go on,” the woman next to the villain prompts. The villain huffs and makes a show of it, but she pulls out a cardigan with a ghost of a pleased smirk.

The hero only realised why she’s so self-satisfied when she catches herself gaping in awe. The villain’s little cardigan is elaborate in pattern, swooping waves lining its shoulders. The yarns meld together in a perfect cacophony of colour. It’s amazing, more amazing than anything the hero could do.

The villain soaks in the praise with a humble nod before setting her gaze on the hero. It probably looks hopeful to anyone else, but the hero can see the glitter of arrogance in her eye. Go on, the villain’s practically saying, tell me how great I am.

“It’s nice,” the hero says through gritted teeth, and the villain’s smile turns humoured.

The hero can’t leave fast enough. Everyone else is packing their projects away. The hero’s blanket gets folded thankfully easily and she’s out the door before anyone can stop her.

Fine. A new project. Something to advance her skills and show the villain that she’s not the hot shit she thinks she is.

It takes all week. The hero holds her jumper up to show the group. The villain raises her eyebrows from across the circle.

“Inspired by another knitter here,” the hero says with what could almost be sarcasm, and the villain snorts a poorly contained laugh.

The villain shows off her creation. A pair of mittens, the patterns lacy and the colours bright. The hero scowls. Pissed doesn’t describe the feeling.

Next week. A layered scarf from the hero. The villain wins everyone’s affections with a tiny knitted elephant. “For my niece’s birthday,” the villain says innocently. “She loves them.”

Leaving is becoming more of a race with each passing week. “Keep trying,” the villain comments brightly before the hero can escape. “You’ve plenty of room to improve.”

The hero considers strangling the villain with her scarf.

The hero settles at her computer that evening with a scowl and a cup of hot chocolate, mentally prepared to prowl the internet for several hours for ideas on how to one-up the villain. It’s madness. She’s meant to be out there kicking the villain’s ass, and here she is trying to out-knit her.

It’s been three weeks, and she’s only just realising that her stress-relieving hobby is suddenly a lot more stress-inducing.

“Fuck,” she hisses outloud, and she momentarily considers the idea of knitting the word into a coaster for the villain too.

#creative writing #writblr #writers on tumblr #writing #writing community #heroes and villains #hero x villain #i cant lie broskis!!! work is tiring!!! #ive been working basically fukn above my job title (yes i will be making a big point of this to my boss) and every day im KNACKERED #weve been filmin some stuff for promotional stuff and tho my boss is like 'yea ill sort stuff :)' ive done ALL the planning #its been fun but itll be nice for this week to be over (affectionate) #and i know i say this a lot and it never happens but the queue is genuinely short rn and i am mostly coming home and staring at walls #so if it runs out and things end up a lil late sorry! im just tryna remember how to be human

[capricores]

pisces/virgo placements... it's about time you took care of yourself, too, ok?

you burn yourselves out allowing yourself to be pulled by so many people in all different directions. you exhaust all your resources and empty your cup - no, your entire well - to help those around you, even people you don't know. it's such a beautiful thing, and i know you genuinely love helping others, supporting people, seeing them thrive. it's such a beautiful trait! but you constantly end up neglecting yourself, right? you don't realize that you have permission to set aside time to care for you, to cater to your needs for once. you often feel like no one puts a drop in your cup, the favor is never returned - it's exhausting; you might think if you just keep giving your all it will come back; i understand. you will find the people that give the same energy back to you one day, but regardless of whether you've found those people yet, you need to learn to step aside and fill your own cup!

setting boundaries and saying no is the most important thing you will learn to do in this lifetime. it will not be easy for you, sometimes it will feel painful. but you cannot help the world if you're constantly drained and tired! you deserve to take care of yourself in the same way you do for others. be gentle to your kind soul, nourish yourself; do the things you love to do. learn to worry about others less, as hard as it is, and focus on yourself more.

#astrology #luna.txt #pisces #virgo #mutable #ok i love making posts in this style and like the last post i made #i almost didnt make my last post bc i was worried no one would like it #but u all were so nice and received it so well #so i hope this one can resonate too!!! #i luv u <3 #i really really wanna carve out time to post here more!! #im currently working three jobs tho so a little exhausted flkdjfjdlf #also i cannot stop watching anime lately #if any of u have suggestions for stuff that has the vibe of my happy marriage and lvl 999 yamada... pls tell me #i love that cheesy non-stressful romance especially like the yamada 999 anime 😭💖 #genshin. anime. work. thats my life lately. and thats ok #omg ive also been watching hidden love and its so cute #i was worried it'd be creepy w/ the age gaps but so far seems ok?? #sorry i always end my posts with unrelated rants but anyway<3 #if anyone ever needs to talk abt anime/astro/genshin/cdramas.. i am here #mine

[sapnere]

BUT THIS IS THE END OF MY STORY

gift; @nenestansunsthings

#m. edits #jshk #tbhk #jibaku shounen hanako kun #toilet bound hanako kun #animangaladies #animangaedit #yashiro nene #nene yashiro #icons #SUN I AM SO SO SORRY ABOUT 1. HOW LATE THIS IS 2. ALSO ABOUT HOW LATE THIS IS AND 3. #THE FACT THAT I AM ONLY MAKING ICONS AND STUFF I GENUINELY DONT HAVE THE ENERGY TO MAKE GIFSETS IM SORRY <////3 #also. this isnt being posted on the edit blog because. #the queue is um… #welp ive set it in a specific way and ive worked for hours (lie) to get certain sets posted on certain days #im gonna rb these there anyway so its wtv tho #ANYWAYS. hope you like these <3 #and the rest of the gifts >:3

[ashadeintheshade]

City of Angels, Chapter 19

How I imagine every music lesson.

Read on AO3.

#COA #Chapter 19 #IM SORRY THIS WAS SO LATE #BUT IT IS STILL MONDAY WHERE I AM #ALBEIT LIKE #ONLY 30 MINUTES LEFT OF MONDAY #BUT STILL MONDAY #Anyway sorry work was literally the worst today #ANYWAY THO #COA CHAPTER 19 #Poto fanfiction #my fic #erik/christine #cherik #poto 1990 #modern AU #slow burn

[ickyguts]

Your out of context whiteboard scribbles for the day

#i had so much fun in whiteboard today #i just got called in to work tho ☠️☠️ i stayed up so late im so screwed #htf fliqpy #htf cub #cw violence #cw blood #im so sorry cub #htf flippy #i know i just posted splendid holding a weed a while ago and now theres this #i promise the two are unrelated #XD #posting this from mobile too so heads up if things look a lik crunchy #cw gore #cw eyegore #happy tree friends

[rabble-dabble]

A Karkat who isn't out to his friends about his blood color yet has to go to John to get patched up because all humans bleed red and thus John wouldn't think it's weird that he does too.

question but is it homoerotic to patch up your fellow friendleader so tenderly when he trusts no one else to and also linger your touch but only slightly subtly so as not to alert him to your pining gaze?

#homestuck #hs #john egbert #karkat vantas #johnkat #answered #anon #evil john anon #doodleart #'rabble the bandages are around his chest does that mean he's trans-' YES. YES IT DOES. ALWAYS #i have never binded my chest this way so sorry if it looks off!! #BUT I SPENT LIKE 2 HOURS ON THIS AYOOOOOOOOOO #this is so tender to me btw. john gently wrapping him up. touching his shoulder while karkat looks away. karkat being comfortable (kinda) #to have his back turned. GAH #also sorry for not answering for so long!!! i think im in an art block. that or im depressed. #(the answer is both LMAO) #ive been trying to get healthcare for a while so i can set up stuff like therapy and getting diagnosis. and work has been on my ass #truth be told tho i just didnt have the energy for anything...creative lately? #i havent really had a bad dip in my mental health like this for a couple of years now so this is kinda hard to cope with #but just know im not forgetting this blog i promise!! art may just come out way less now #but im still trying so dont think im gonna drop and disappear lmao

[gemharvest]

(ids in alt - do not repost)

Some more Mop Cycle doodles from my notes. :'D

#artings #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #ekurei #serirei #ekuserirei #kageyama shigeo #reigen arataka #ekubo #serizawa katsuya #katsuya serizawa #dimple #arataka reigen #shigeo kageyama #i do not think i posted the reigen and mob with the hands but sorry if im wrong #makes the formatting look cooler so. shrugs #anyways (1) i know im posting this late if you see me boost this several times tomorrow ermmm no you dont #(2) i redrew ekubo's face in the third one digitally because i just could not make it work when i did it irl AUGH #still figuring out how to draw him but im getting it to work slowly #i also kept the hands on reigens in even tho they had nothing to do with him because. they look nice :)

[homestuck--edits]

hii hii ok can ii get uhhhhh thii2 panel

wiith the2e 2priite2

dave beiing feferii

egbert beiing 2ollux

and karkat beiing gamzee

ok thankyou yahoo

-Mod Becsprite

#mod becsprite #homestuck #gamzee makara #feferi peixes #sollux captor #homestuck panel edit #i am so sorry about gamzee #the design for him you submitted is REALLY difficult to translate into bean hero mode #i had to redo him like 3 times and none of them were good #feferi is adorable tho i love her #also sorry about the lack of posts as of late #idk whats goin on anymore but yes we're all still alive as far as i know #fuck im tired #5 hours of sleep is not working out for me #oh ya my guts tried to kill me again like 2 days ago that sucked

[shooks-stupid-stuff]

drawing randomly picked touhous and len'ens day 14: clause!

i would put his full name, but i'm just not trying to type that whole thing out right now. too drained and tired and sad (dw about it, it's nothing major, just. unfortunate)

anyways clause funny. not much else to say

#was barely able to make myself finish this one #sorry it's so late i had work today (that's not why im in a funk tho dw) #shook's daily 2hus and len'ens #len'en #len'en project #clause len'en #wilhelm von clausewitz halcyon hisumaru #yes that is his full name. god knows why chbvhcjv #shook arts

[lunaetis]

[ sorry about lack of activity / ic content as of late. i've been battling a writer's block that is creeping in from my work stress. my health hasn't been the best either due to stress and lack of sleep as well so writing & wording had been difficult for me. i've been catching up on g.enshin & h.sr quests during the weekend, but i'm going to try to attempt some drafts / writing this week. ( hopefully i'm not jinxing myself with that ! ) thank you everyone for being so patient & understanding with me ! ]

#.ooc #.mobile #[ i've been ... a bit all over the places lately #majority of it comes from work so if i sound quieter ooc that's why #i just had been under constant pressure esp for the past month or two #that's why i haven't been very talkative in IMs or discord so i apologize for that #i'm never the social type to begin with so when i'm super stressed i'm even quieter bc i don't want to bring the mood down #& i suck at keeping up convo by default hjhkl so that doesn't help #i don't mean to ramble in the tags hjlkhjlk sorry about that #hope you guys are having a great day / night on your end tho ! ]

[raksh-writes]

Maybe this doesn’t need to be said, but Im feeling awful about it, so -- to any mutuals that might notice Im not following them anymore, I'm sorry about that. I've just seen too many posts on my dash that I have no way of blocking because they're not tagged in any way and they're distressing enough it's turning one of the only places I considered a safe space not safe for me anymore. So for my own mental health, I had to unfollow. I Will refollow in the future and I still love y'all, but I just-- I can’t. Ive been noticing some very worrying stuff about my mental and emotional state and it's just too much currently. I hope it's at least an understandable decision, and I wish y'all are having a good day out there 💗

#personal #I know its important to keep up with current events #but life overall's been a bit too much for me lately #I should prob go back to my therapist #I haven’t seen her since I went back to uni #for one because I didn’t know my schedule when we last meet and we both thought this should balance me #finally having purpose again and doing what I actually enjoy #but I also don’t have a job now so its costs and... I don’t know #but I probably should now that Im thinking maybe its time to actually get medicated for real #tho first maybe I should just visit my family doc and ask for those vit d supplements my therapists talked about #see if thats gonna be enough #autumn (and winter) has always been an awful time for me in terms of mental and emotional health #but it feels even worse these days #like Im battling against depression every day recently and rarely anything works to distract me #which is why its been hard to get back to peels in dms and such too #I was meant to meet with a friend now that Im studying in a city she lives in but I have yet to get back to her #and it feels like I have not only Zero but like Negative energy and motivation #+ Ive been dealing with an upset stomach for Weeks now #no matter what I eat it feels weird and achy and barely anything tastes good for me already so now its even worse #anyway this turned into such a rant Im sorry #I just didn’t want the lovely peeps Ive been mutuals with for a long time to think I stopped liking them or smth #its just certain untagged posts that I would otherwise block if I could #and I dont wanna impose onto anyone like a 'rule' to tag them or whatever #so yeah this is just temporary #hopefully at some point I get better enough to survive the couple distressing posts heh...

[eldritch-nightmare]

Happy 20th bday!! I’m so proud of you, and I really hope things get better for you!! If not, I’ll fight god for you )):<<<

aw thanks!! im sure things will get better for me soon, so hopefully i can start writing again <3

#anon #archived mind of v: thoughts and opinions. #i cant write rn but i'll probs start working on bots again to keep myself occupied. #or i'll play dbd. #probs bots tho bc i dont feel like plugging up my playstation lol #but thank you!! #ive been in a strange michael myers mood lately?? so maybe i'll try making a bot for him #really just gonna focus on horror characters and maybe a select few creepypasta requests. #PLUS THE LIU BOT IM SUPPOSED TO MAKE OMG #ive been so busy i forgot im sorry </3 #i'll work on tht one first

[soldier-poet-king]

On the one hand I need to move out or go fully insane, on the other hand my family is like the only social contact I get and maybe the urban loneliness will ultimately kill me faster than putting up with their bullshit

#franposting #anyway. had a metldown. looked at apts for 1 hr. did nothing #sorry work. i promise i will get this done before the due date #also like. is the possibility of saving my brain worth all that money #its not even a guarantee it might tank the brain worse who knows #and maybe ill hate it and be afraid #i dont LOVE the big city i like having things nearby thi #i REALLY hate the urban spraw suburbs #that arent even gentrified bougie burbs #it's poor immigrants like my fam and endless strip malls and inaccessible transit #god. im just. fuck. it rlly is just. not great lately #and im unsure what to do #if i move out. i could get a cat #but devon rex is gonna be a couple k$ #bc im apparently too allergic for shelter mutt breeds #but also. a cat would probably make me not want to kms. maybe #ughhhh i still dont even have my nee contract so idek how much money ill be making #so im just assuming rn that my pay doesnt increase at all #even tho depending on the position and given my expertise i could be making 10-15k more #which is like. lets put rent at around 2k/month. which is insane ik but thats the LOW end in the city #and extra 10k is nearly half the yearly rent (not counting taxes) #what i ACTUALLY need is routine and extra curriculars and getting out regularly #which is near impossible where i live w/out a car #and im already spending 2.5hrs+ daily commuting on transit #im not gonna add EXTRA HOURS to commute time #BC it rlly does take nearly an hour to get ANYWHERE on transit from my parents #and thats being CONSERVATIVE. usually its longer

[thueenz]

for real though that post is so true on the love front i think about it all the time like why is everyone so LOVELESS not even just in like cishetero marriages where they hate each other just in general like platonic too. it drives me craaazy when im exposed to it like why are ppl like this !! why dont you love your friends and partner!! its like everything is a social game that theyre playing just for validation and lacking real connection and its a game where theyre always about 2 steps away from being bitter and hateful towards their friends/lover like STOOOOP! im someone who values love and kindness so much and it baffles me. why do you hate your partner! why do you talk about them like theyre an object of validation! why are you dating someone you clearly dislike! why are u so mean to ur friends behind their backs im cryin. why do you up and abandon them the second you get a partner bc you dont value them over the romantic validation you get. ive always been such an affectionate person at heart and i value what my friends say so much and i always find myself feeling so distant from people in relationships because they just feel?? so shallow?? and distant from me. like i think oh this preson gets me but theres ppl who say the same things how they value kindness and love but its always like, immediately clear they are actually a deeply mean person and just enjoy feeling like theyre 'good'. the way society functions with relationships feels so intensely shallow and i cannot connect to it at all. i love my friends and i love people and i always want to understand them and reach out with compassion and be close to them physically and emotionally speaking and talk a lot and listen to them. however im cursed to live in a world of 1 word responses if any at all and shallow relationships where no one gaf about each other and then i get told i talk too much. hello? *tapping mic* hello? is this thing on? be filled with whimsy and love going forward please. anyway does anyone else feel this way or is it just me feel free to talk about it if youd like

#thank god i finally found some friends who are like this too it was so rough before #it sucks tho bc ive been so tired lately its hard for me to live up to this #which i dont hate myself for its valid its just like waaah i wanna have the energy to really put my all in friendships again #for half my life my biggest want and goal in life has been to be someone approachable and who seems kind #even to people with anxiety and i think growing up with anxiety greatly shaped that #i value being kind and compassionate and understanding to such a degree that i spent and still spend time actively working #towards that goal and unlearning being judgemental and bitter #bc i want to be kind so badly and to put kindness in the world... #no but seirously why do people date ppl they dont like #wym you guys arent so unabashedly in love that you practically see hearts thinking of them #wym your entire chest doesnt fill with joy and the simple prospect of them experiencing lifes small joys no matter how little and mundane #to love so wholly that you strive to be a good person not out of guilt or feeling like you are bad but because you desire so deeply to be #good for them and put as much goodness in their life as you can because its what they deserve...💙💙 #ANYWAY LMFAO! im sappy asf as a person sorry everyone but also not sorry #pers

[luminessdoodles]

misc. of rook & my yuu (and grim our beloved)!!

#sorry i havent been drawing much lately 😭 if i get a sit down job im probably gonna draw so much tho i always doodle at work #my art #yall remember when i worked at subway half the comics i did were mocked up on deli paper first lmao #actually theres one i never finished now that i think of it :0 maybe i should do that #fine tip pen #pencil #brush pen #yuusona tag #rook hunt #twisted wonderland