I'm having a crisis why am I so obsessed with Adam. I didn't even think much of him when he first showed up, and then in the finale I was just like, mildly intrigued. Then I thought shipping him with Lucifer would be funny, then I started shipping it more seriously, then I kept looking at his face and hearing his voice and now I'm nnnNnnnNNNGGHRRRRGGGGHHHHHHHGGHHHHGG I SWEAR I HATE HIM HE'S THE FUCKING WORST, STAY AWAY FROM ME ADAM, NO YOU'RE NOT FUCKING CHARMING, FUCK YOU!!!!!!! AAAA!!!!!
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THEY NEED TO GET OUT OF MY BRAIN I CANNOT LIVE LIKE THIS ANY LONGER ‼️
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TW: VENT POST
It feels like God keeps giving me chances and I screw everything up. I cant keep doing messed up shit but I honestly feel like I cant stop. Like really, the longest I went was 13 days. I couldnt even do 2 full weeks. I told myself I would restart yesterday and I did. Then i screwed up today. What the fuck is wrong with me? Id put myself into rehab or get a therapist or something but honestly, who got the fucking money for that shit? Besides, my family would kill me if they found out.
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I have a legitimate addiction to star trek timelines bro this stupid game makes me so happy
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Talking about reading or looking at Hayakawa family content isn't enough I need to eat it
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// the amount of times a day I quote the elvis movie is unholy truly i need to be stopped
not my gif - unknown creator
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starting a support group for other gays who are unhealthily obsessed with the BANZAI! digital trippers music video
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I hate you…
I hate that I know you since we were children, I hate that you don’t remember those times, I hate your smile and that shine in your eyes that you had, I hate that you make my mind go wild with scenarios that will never happen, I hate that my heart is about to explode, I hate that you don’t hate me… but you don’t love me.
I hate those hazy memories of teenagers hiding in the sheets, I hate that you make me lose control, I hate that you make me cry, I hate that you make me smile, I hate that just the thought of you is enough to stir me, I hate how Loyal I am to you, even if you will not reciprocate, I hate how I fumble my words with you, I hate how my face goes through all the colors when I see you.
I hate how you laugh of my problems like a bad joke, I hate how you blame my vices for my attitude even when I’m sober, I hate how you can act all happy around everyone, I hate how I’m just your puppet to play with, I hate how much I don’t hate you.
Please, dispose of me
Please just tell me your sincere answer
Please let my feelings free
Please…
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My favourite ship dynamic is-
A = Embodiment of happiness, sunshine incarnate
B = Either very emo or very angbry
A: *looks at B*
B: *looks at A*
A: I'm your friend now
B: No.
A: I love you.
B: No.
A: I will support you and love you unconditionally.
B: No!
A: I'll never hurt you or play with your feelings.
B: NO!
And then A falls first and B falls harder and they live happily ever after. The end.
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