#like- I NEED REHAB

[overwriter]

My favourite ship dynamic is-

A = Embodiment of happiness, sunshine incarnate

B = Either very emo or very angbry

A: *looks at B*

B: *looks at A*

A: I'm your friend now

B: No.

A: I love you.

B: No.

A: I will support you and love you unconditionally.

B: No!

A: I'll never hurt you or play with your feelings.

B: NO!

And then A falls first and B falls harder and they live happily ever after. The end.

#I am actually addicted to this dynamic #like- I NEED REHAB #shipping #ship dynamics #otp dynamics #kiribaku #bakushima #wenclair #shindeku #sunshine x grumpy

[thekingofspin]

When the found family is 2 psychopaths who are actually one psychopath and their tragic lover who is also their enemy and his grandchild who is also his student and the babysitter who trys to stop them from getting into trouble but sucks at his job.

#world enough and time #its my whole life #i need a full spin off series of missy + the master + the doctor + bill + nardole and their shenanigans #i live for the au where missy AND the master end up joining the doctor and he sends the the master to evil rehab like he did to missy #and everyone lives and theyre just one big happy silly family #doctor who #dr who #12th doctor #peter capaldi #the doctor #twissy #twelvesimm #bill potts #thoschei #nardole #missy doctor who #the master #john simm #michelle gomez #pearl mackie #the doctor falls

[samwpmarleau]

“Just forgive him.”

#anyway fuck this storyline fr #like it makes sense for jamie to be drawn in yet again by the childlike desire to have his dad love him #but the show presenting that as a GOOD thing? #that lol his mom's just spiteful and jamie should ignore her in favor of what ted says #that no matter how badly your parent (or anyone) has abused you you have to make nice #good for james for getting rehab i guess #but that does NOT mean jamie should — let alone needs to — forgive and forget and reconnect #or that james getting rehab means he's suddenly a good person who loves jamie #and he hasn't even acknowledged what he's done; certainly he hasn't apologized for it #jamie tartt #james tartt #tl #tedlassoedit #ted lasso #mine #tw child abuse #tw rape

[notbecauseofvictories]

I realize this is a weird question for a Sunday morning, but does anybody have particularly incisive articles about the tension between architectural preservation and the need (because I do think it's a need!) for new buildings, new spaces, and revising the landscape of a city?

I'm watching a piece on Richard Nickel, who is almost single-handedly responsible for photographing the work of Louis Sullivan and other architects of the Chicago Prairie School, prior to their demolition in the 60s. It's a great piece, and I love Nickel's photographs, but as someone who knows only the Chicago that sprang up in the wake of Nickel's, I can't help but wonder if there's more than simple aesthetics at play here.

#like...I love the driehaus museum! house museums are very cool. #if they manage to rehab the lu palmer mansion and muddy waters' house on the south side I will be ecstatic #but also people need places to live and work. these places need indoor plumbing and laundry rooms and kitchens. #architecture is great but so are grocery stores. #I love fancy buildings and history but you can't trap a city under glass like that. that's not how it works. #..............anyway hope everybody else is having a normal one and not grappling with existential questions of historical memory at 9am

[textsfromthetva]

I feel like you need therapy cause why else do you wanna see Brad angsted out the WAZOO

Okay, first of all, I go to therapy once a week, so jot that down.

Second, it’s just whump, and that's a perfectly normal genre. In this case I also think it’s the most realistic outcome. You can argue for “break the haughty” as another relevant trope. No matter what, if we get to see Loki cry and fall apart every other episode for our twisted enjoyment, I should get to see Brad do the same. And then maybe even get better. As a treat.

In summary:

#this reply came off as very defensive but I do get defensive when ‘you need therapy’ is thrown around as a joke #like... wanting to enjoy angsty fiction isn’t cause for attending therapy #the fact that I used to be constantly suicidal and going in and out of psychiatric hospitals and rehabs for years is cause for therapy #so yeah... #don't take this as a personal attack anon. more like a psa. #asks #anon

[c10v3r]

everytime i think im cured pokemon fixation strikes again :/ ill never be free

#GRRURURYRUUUGHH I LOVE LIGHTBULB #inanimate insanity #ii lightbulb #ii paintbrush #lightbrush #friends as kids spend a lot fo their teenage years fighting then coming back togther #i could be doing like something completely unrelated to osc as a whole #and then i think 'this is so lightbrush' and i frown because THE BRAINROT. #THEY SOMEHOW MAKE IT INTO MY DAILY LIFE I CANT ESCAPE #uuhgguhhhh #holding my head in my hands #i need rehab #JOKE

[waldgeister]

With colors over all the wasted years - German Woodlands - Jan. 2k24 https://www.deviantart.com/1darkstar1/

#pws #lensblr #photographers on tumblr #original photography #moody #nikon #moody nature #moody photography #teamnikon #nature photography #she said she likes sleep token #I made an offering lol #<3 #still waiting for rehab damn this time its long #still need recovery ugh #talking about did lots already

[sollucets]

guys i am trying Really hard not to have public opinions about of this morning... pray for me

#i work really hard not to do that. genuinely. every single time i reblog a meta or post my own opinion or write more serious tags #it is Vetted #i keep these things to my friends & my discord & such on purpose because. because. it's better for everyone #but im hanging on by a thread today i guess :') #for now.... just.... people need to remember that when youre debating fiction like this #the characters are fictional but the people listening aren't #and you can cause real fucking harm by talking about demographics the way people have been #rowan chatter #(if i see someone fucking say ray can't love again i'm going to kill. it's directly to murder i will be committing crimes) #(AND if i see another implication that he should've had to get sent to prison it'll be arson also) #fuck you all you dont get to have ray anymore. im taking him he's in my pocket now #do people even know how rehab & therapy fucking WORK #okay. okay. okay okk okokokkok mission failed a little #but we're far enough down in the tags now. reblogs are off. don't eat me

[jtl-fics]

I just want you to know you ruined Pepto Bismol for me. Everytime i see it i want to laugh and make a joke about fluent Freshman

But no one in my real life knows what that is.

And trying to explain I read a trilogy about traumatized college kids who play a fictional sport and are hunted by the mafia.

And then read a fanfic with the main character named Fluent Freshman and he was so anxious all the time he bought out the fucking CVS/convenience store of Pepto.

Just doesn't make you sound sane.

FF has long been a sting operation against Procter & Gamble. Can't believe you've all missed the incredibly tiny font that says: brought to you by Haleon the maker of Tums on every single FF update.

I am, of course, joking*************.

Sorry to have FF spill into causing real life consequences for you. Perhaps you should try Tums for your tummy needs?

#Fluent Freshman Au #Honestly the fact it has been around 48 hours since FF's last PB hit? #He's going though some withdrawal #He just needs one hit Gran #Just one hit of that sweet pink nectar #I'm begging you to sneak me in a bottle #Just one Gran then I'll stop #No I can stop whenever I want don't judge me #Catch FF's own rehab arc happening as he detoxes off of pepto bismol. #Significantly less trauma involved in that one #Just FF through a series of stupid events getting Proust arrested for his crimes #He just thinks the doctor left because he didn't like FF #This is not the next arc but by god I think it'd be funny to have Ichirou have the opportunity #because FF is there doing his goof ass shit #Perhaps a joking AU of the AU someday #ask

[rebouks]

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Daphne: You doing okay there..? Oscar: Eh… Daphne: Another nightmare?

Oscar: Uh-huh. Daphne: They’ll fade, don’t worry. Oscar: Soon, I hope.

Daphne: Hm, your blood pressure is still pretty high; though I doubt the nightmares help much, we’ll keep an eye on it for now… Do you think you can stomach breakfast today? [Oscar grimaces]

Daphne: It’ll be ready in an hour; you need to try and eat something. Oscar: I guess. Daphne: Come on, a shower ought to wake you up.

…

Franklin: What are you doing? Oscar: … Franklin: Are you hallucinating again? Do I need to fetch someone?

Oscar: I’m okay… Franklin: He said, staring at the wall. Oscar: [sighs]

…

Tristen: Rough night? Oscar: Yeah. Tristen: I sure ain’t missing those wacky fever dreams.

Amy: It’ll get better soon… You should get some waffles. Tristen: They even come with a happy lil’ face on ‘em today. Oscar: I don’t wanna make a habit of puking in the cafeteria.

Amy: Ugh.. I was blocking that out. Tristen: Rather that than Frankie’s fucking whinging. Franklin: I’m bored of waffles, is there nothing else?

Dominik: Nope. Franklin: Can I have extra syrup at least? Tristen: I’ll give you some extra syrup.

Franklin: Must you be so vulgar? Dominik: Let’s save the squabbling until after breakfast, shall we? Franklin: [grumbles] Fine.

#somnium #sims 4 #storytelling #ts4 story #sims story #simblr #oscar finch #daphne drew #franklin mason #tristen burks #amy crowder #dominik camacho #twrehab #? probably a thing right #NEWAY.. dw we won't be spending too much time with oscy here in rehab just a taste or two #still kinda on a mid chapter break but this kinda carries on from the whole simblreen ordeal so here we are #we needed closure on that terrible fever dream 😫 #i might break it down a bit tho.. could be interesting #like an authors note kinda deal #whew rambling #<3 #ily

[cornerful]

Sméagol and the Gift

'Now!' said Sam. 'At last I can deal with you!' He leaped forward with drawn blade ready for battle. But Gollum did not spring. He fell flat upon the ground and whimpered.

'Don't kill us,' he wept. 'Don't hurt us with nassty cruel steel! Let us live, yes, live just a little longer. Lost lost! We're lost. And when Precious goes we'll die, yes, die into the dust.'

Devastated by this. Just a little longer, he begs. Even though his existence is a torment. Even though the will that holds him to life is barely his own anymore. He has long outlived his time but it's such a cruelty that now the only freedom for him is in death. I'm glad Sam didn't kill him but the whole scenario is awful.

When a mortal keeps a ring of power he does not gain more life, he continues, denied natural mortality as the fear of death is amplified and twisted into fear of separation, nothing matters anymore but the keeping, the continuing. In that miserable existence there is no peace, and at its end there is no graceful goodbye to life, there is only dust. Sudden, empty, and final.

It would take murder to spare him that. Or falling with the ring into the fire.

Bilbo let it go in time (did he feel anything when it was destroyed?) Frodo is freed of it now, though the toll it extracted for the separation was at very least a finger. It was too late for Gollum for the price to be anything other than it was, and that's brutal.

If you live long enough, death is no longer the enemy. What Sauron did to Gollum ensured that it would always be the enemy, to be feared and avoided for ever, once time and the ring had fashioned it into the only escape left. Evil.

#lotr newsletter #suicide mention in tags #haunted by the au in which gollum goes into the fire with the ring On Purpose #bc he still couldnt separate himself from it but frodo's compassion had somewhat released him from its evil #in a way an honor to frodo's quest and in a way an act of mercy to be able to give up the self-torment #which gives me shrimp feelings bc of the everything but also back to the original point that it is so tragic that death is all that awaits #bc death is natural and that was taken from him. what is the will to live in the absence of natural death? #smth deeply horrible about that #matt bugg screaming we'll be dust. so famous and rent free #lotrn325 #damn it im having more thoughts #wraiths vs gollum: discuss #the nature of the ring kept affects the nature of its possession no? those rings were made FOR thralldom #sauron has power over gollum but not That Much and his own ring is all abt the domination #what would a 2000 year old gollum even be like ._. #the wraiths are probably even more tragic bc at this point they're like...undead. even death isn't freedom #on that topic what happened to the witch-king's spirit fr #I'm pretty sure he isn't ever actually called that in the book but it's epic and gender and way snappier than lord of the nazgul #anyway shoutout to i think yambits for breaking the lore and giving them peace that was sick #where's my gollum rehab fic #i know he's a horrible little man who is constantly trying to murder my boys but i love him so #the au...gollum gaining the willpower to destroy himself because he was given trust and kindness and companionship for once. FUCKED UP. #fucked up horrible i need a minute. being shown compassion and then becoming more self-compassionate. epic #that compassion entailing seeking the freedom of death your soul was denied bc this is fantasy and somehow the exact #arc that usually leads to fighting to live is now flipped. HUH. #yeah jirt alluded to his motivation being For Frodo but i maintain that the willingness to die is HUGE there and extremely relevant #me and my red string keeping me company #ugh tag championships i win i think but at what cost #who wants to spin around miserably in a pool like franknfurter with me as we listen to gollum's song #tam you're already invited i have a floaty for u

[pinehutch]

In 2018 I fell down some stairs and severely sprained my right ankle and moderately sprained the left one. Didn't rest long enough . Physio. Recovery took a long time and only ever got me back to maybe 80%? I walked less.

Eleven months later, in 2019, I fell down the same stairs (I was going out to buy some shoes with more ankle support obviously) and severely sprained my left ankle and moderately sprained the right one. More physio, eventually. But I walked less.

Nine months later it was March 2020 and we were in first lockdown for ages. I didn't leave my town at all until the next October. I was afraid of crossing paths with people in parks. My immunocompromised (RA) ass hardly went into the office at all for the better part of three years. I walked less.

Last February, I started a sick leave because my mental health was the worst it's ever been in my life. I spent days and days crying. I had to trick myself into eating with prepared foods and snacks. I slept not at all or, after a change in meds, for 16+ hours per day. Needless to say, I walked very little indeed. I started a gradual return to work in June, half days from home.

Last August, I had a super enormous arthritis flare and my knees, especially the left one but actually both of them, were fucked. I couldn't walk without a crutch or cane for several months, and when I say "walk" I mean "even for just a few feet." I walked less.

I've been diligent with physio this time and I can walk for about five minutes without a cane. But the factors that made me extra sedentary all fall and winter, combined with a desk job, mean that my legs and hip muscles are all fucked up. The piriformis is my enemy. I just got a Charley horse so bad that I yelled; I was lying in bed on my stomach, gently flexing my legs at the knee. This is after massage therapy this afternoon and a muscle relaxer before bed.

So anyway it's actually kind of horrifying to watch yourself become progressively more disabled from the feet up over such a long period of time that you forget what it was like before that. It's worrisome that first ankles then knees and now hips and nothing has recovered all the way.

And the weirdest part is that I'm generally feeling better than I have in well over a year. Which means, I think, that 2024 is the year of. pine's incredibly gradual training montage.

#personal #disability #disordered eating mention #which i am tagging in case someone needs it not because i believe i had any kind of ed. it was just depression and burnout #this is a weird post and boring but also helpful for me so #here it is. void: shouted into #anyway I'm just tired of being in a noticeable amt of pain literally all the time. sometimes it just wears on you a bit #in some ways the recovery of some of ky my ability and mobility snd strength makes the pain worse because of the training montage factor #but bc things are injured and fucked up the rehab process doesn't feel like the good kind of hurt even if it is #anyway. gripes complete!

[teamfortresstwo]

Hear me out but villains / protagonist swap au . Where . Adam and Charlie get swapped .

#Like okay !! So basically Adam wants to rehab the sinners cause he’ll keeps getting shittier and shittier with its overpopulation problem #and seemingly no one is doing anything about it . But Charlie doesn’t want to because in this au she’s a sadist and enjoys seeing them suffe #r! it’s like entertainment to her ! (guitar solo fuck yeah!) and then Lute can be swapped with Vaggie (honestly if the angel Vaggie theory #turns out right then they feel like they’d make good parallels for one another) then a few wayward sinners take a chance on the hotel that #Adam managed to set up (Charlie doesn’t believe it’ll work anyways so she’s fine with it happening) and among those sinners are the three Vs #! Vox & Al are swapped (obvs) Va and Angel are swapped (kinda iffy on this cause . I don’t want to make Angel a predator nor do I want to #victimize Val given . who he is.) and Velvette can have Nifty’s role ! somewhat conflicted on who j should swap with Husk and Nifty though #I guess the Vs don’t necessarily need specific swaps . they can just fill the roles of ‘sinners who help around / stay at the hotel ‘ #in the same way the og protagonists might not have to be the exact same flavor of evil #just still be antagonists

[forevercloudnine]

on again and off again and on again and

batcat break up and/or hook up playlist (Spotify || Youtube)

Too Close Sir Chloe // Lost Kitten Metric // Blah Blah Blah The Oozes // Wet Dazey and the Scouts // get him back! Olivia Rodrigo // Rehab People Planet // Margarita Spin Doctors // Paris Kate Nash // Denial Thing Amanda Palmer and the Grand Theft Orchestra (Spotify Alt: Gives You Hell All-American Rejects) // I Really F**cked It Up GIRLI // Good in Bed Dua Lipa

#batcat #bruce wayne #selina kyle #catwoman #gotham war #kind of. this playlist has been in progress for several years but gotham war was what finally compelled me to finish it #it's been sitting in my in-progress private playlist folder as 'epic divorce hours' since 2021 #okay so this goes selina pov -> bruce pov -> selina pov etc until the very last song #'too close' is selina being tired of the fragile rich boy telling her what to do like he doesn't have his own problems #'lost kitten' is bruce classism hours plus like. lost kitten catwoman do you need me to debase myself by explaining this #'blah blah blah' is literally an anti-tory hate anthem #which i think is funny as a selina breaking up with law-and-order-billionaire bruce wayne moment. but also his eyes are blue 💙 #'wet' is bruce left-at-the-altar self pity hour with a cameo from his eternal death wish #'get him back!' fits the 'i love you but fuck off' thesis of the playlist but also 'when he said something wrong he'd just fly me to france #is just such a funny line for selina. to me #'rehab' is bruce hypocritically wanting selina to fix herself and get her act together and then giving up on her #margarita is the divorce song of all time so i had no choice in adding it. and it did have to be selina's because bruce is not a drinker #but 'take the salt from my wounds and put it in my margarita' is also in general selina attitude rather than a bruce one #'paris' is bruce bemoaning that selina never listens to him re: too close from the beginning #'denial thing' is SUCH a perfect selina yelling at bruce song it kills me that it's not on spotify. whatever #'gives you hell' is an adequate replacement for the spotify version because bruce IS still working at a 9[pm] to 5[am] pace #and it does taste bad. and also his shiny car did not get him far #'i really f**cked it up' (asterisks are in the actual song title unfortunately) is bruce's anger issues guilt complex etc #and then 'good in bed' is for both of them because it's them hooking up after an argument. boom playlist over #playlist #<- remembering my tag organization system at the very end of a wall of text that is way too long for how short this playlist is

[spaceratprodigy]

something deeply funny abt my bf looking at me and going you realize you're trauma bonded to max right and I said yeah and it's all your fault

#we were having rly heavy conversations abt death and trauama #and I started crying bc of everything that kept happening back to back to back in 2021 #and how him being hospitalized from his near death accident was the last thing to push me over the edge #and I was mentally not there at all for weeks. I wasn't eating or sleeping or taking care of myself and trying to hold it together for him #and he was worried sick about me the entire time #and after he was discharged from rehab he was trying so hard to. like. bring me back #and for daysssss he kept recommending tow to me and kept nudging me to play it so I could have literally any distraction #and we were laughing over how fucking hard I latched onto it #bc it is quite literally what grounded me and brought the light back into my eyes #and. yeah. there's a lot to say there about that #but we're like god of all years he could have recommended that to me that was the time I needed it ig and look at us now #rambling

[httpiastri]

this is so unrelated to racing but i’ve been having chest pains when deadlifting (and in some other exercises too) recently, so ofc i went to google it and…..

please???? why

(medical side of tumblr, if there even is a such thing, please help me find why i’m having this because it sucks 😭)

#i hate google #not that i think i’m having mini heart attacks but #didn’t need to know that that was a possibility 😭 #idk what to tag this to make it reach someone who knows anything?? #hoping i have followers who know medical stuff #medical tumblr #weightlifting #doctors #help me doctors of tumblr #it’s not my usual anxiety chest pains…. it’s more like throbbing #idk the English terms but it hits hard and then stays for a lil while and eventually kinda disappears #physiotherapy #rehab #help