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#I hope I didn’t make him feel weird though 😭 cause I asked him if it was cause they were twins
itspileofgoodthings · 3 months
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this boy in my class said something about being excited for when his twin sister came back from this music thing she’s been at for the last couple of days and these two other boys in the class were like “there are people who miss their siblings … didn’t know that ever happened” and he got so embarrassed but he didn’t back down and was like “she makes school more enjoyable” and it was so pure I almost couldn’t take it
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tmntxthings · 7 months
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Hey, I hope this request motivates you a bit! I was wondering if you could do little scenarios with the Rise boys reacting to accidentally hitting their S/O while they stretched?
You know that thing that happens when you're standing too close to someone and they move or do something and end up hitting you in the face, it happened to me at college sobs 😭
Have a lovely day! <3
一∑ Accidents Happen・゜・。
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author’s note: sksksks sure sure, I wanna say this has happened to me too but I can’t recall a specific scenario which makes me think it has happened just I’ve obliterated it from my memory out of embarrassment?!?
note 2.0: so I did Raph’s first, forever ago and a bit of Leo’s then just now I did Donnie’s and Mikey’s, everyone’s is a bit different and it’s like 3am idk how to feel! BUT WE POST ANYWAYS
warnings: cursing, injuries caused by accident, attempts at humor, crack, fluff, unedited
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Raph was super excited to help you learn self-defense! It was a great skill to have. Just in case ya know! Plus it would make you feel more confident too.
“First things first! We gotta loosen up, I usually start with arm stretches.” Raph said with a toothy grin. He couldn’t stop smiling. He loved being able to hang out with you, but you had asked him personally to train you for self defense. Not any of his brothers! He was honored and didn’t want to mess up!
Raph then grabbed his left elbow and started to pull it, making the muscles there taunt. You immediately started to copy him. Asking if your form was right which had Raph moving closer and correcting you just slightly. “Just like that! Now other side!” And when Raph went through with the motion of doing his other arm, it was too late.
The smack resounded throughout the weight room and if things couldn’t be anymore horrible, because of his stature, he had quite literally smacked your face.
Stunned you held your cheek. It stung. And Raph was a ball of tears instantly. “Oh— Y/n!!!! Are you okay??? I’m so sorry!!! I didn’t mean to, I should’ve backed up!! I got too close and— Raph’s so so sorry.” He was on his knees in front of you. Telling you to smack his face in return. And you just laughed, saying that it was okay.
“Once I learn these self defense moves you won’t be able to land a hit like that again!” You joked.
Raph could only whimper. He felt horrible. He was a horrible teacher! And it took some convincing from you to get the ball rolling again. He sniffled here and there because he just couldn’t get it out of his mind. He was hard on himself for sure. Even though it was an accident he wouldn’t forgive himself!!
Leo was prone to doing weird shit randomly. Like striking a pose anywhere, anytime he saw fit. So while sure I could totally come up with a prompt for stretching like I did with Raph…but in my head…more realistically… it would be because Leo was up to his regular shenanigans again!
He had texted you not that long ago that he was planning on portal-ing over! It was a common occurrence, it made for traveling back and forth to the lair fast. If only the side effects wouldn’t hit you like that one ride at the fair, the Spaceship 9000?? The one that spins, and spins, and spins so fast that the piece of metal your buckled into moves up and down??? Right?? I’ve only went on it once so this is like a very bad descriptor but hopefully someone knows what the heck I’m talking about.
Going through a Leo portal was like that. The feeling of getting spun around so much that your stomach didn’t feel like it was in your body anymore. More like it was splattered all over the ground. Or three miles back in the direction from which you came. You wondered absentmindedly if all portals were like that. Or if that was just because of Leo?
Anyhow, it had been a while since he had sent you that message. You were used to him coming instantly after sending the message. Really not even giving you enough time to read the damn text! You sighed and got up from your bed and headed to the living room where he would be portal-ing in. But instead of going to the couch, you wanted to try and guess where the fool would land. Maybe closer to the actual door, as if he had used it to begin with?
It was while you were thinking, that a blue portal opened above head not but mere inches to the left of you. There had been no whirring or whizzing noises. No “Geronimo!!” Or “Heads up!” call outs. It was ninja silent stealth mode at which Leo came in. Eyes closed, and once he was through, only then did he holler, “And he sticks the landi—“
A loud thwack could be heard as one of his hands collided into you as he did a ridiculous windmill motion with his arms to steady himself. And it hurt like hell where he had slapped your arm. “Shiiiiiiiiiiiittttt!” The force had knocked you a little ways away too! As you held your arm where it stung and closed your eyes to not start crying, and then your mouth to not start yelling.
“Y/n???” Leo opened his eyes and shook the hand that had hit your arm. “My bad! You’re usually in your room when I come, and I just— I don’t know!” He rambled, a nervous smile on his face as he watched you close up.
Silence. Breathing. That was all that could be heard. Leo started feeling really guilty. He hadn’t been holding back his strength because he was an idiot and didn’t know you were there. “I’m really sorry..” he murmured. Not coming in close because he didn’t want to anger you further.
“It’s..cool!” You shook your arm, eyes opening and god damn it they were watery. “Oh no it’s not. Let me get you some ice. Fuck. I’m really really sorry.” Leo springs into action at the sight of your unshed tears. “I know you didn’t do it on purpose.” You tried to console him but didn’t deny the need for ice. Relief was felt when the ice pack met your skin. “Still wanna come over?” He asked timidly, wondering if he had ruined today in general too. “Duh, I’m going to be fine Leo! How about we stop for ice cream, on you and then it’s all even mkay?”
Because you knew if you didn’t say this then he would just continue to hold onto the guilt despite all your words and reassurances. “One waffle cone coming up!!” Leo cheered, his dramatics back on as he twirled a sword to make another flashy portal, you could only hope you would survive the journey.
Donnie has a stick. “Technically Y/n, it’s a bo. Bo staff. Not a stick.” Your eyes narrowed in on his weapon of choice. “Looks like a metal stick to me.” You told him plainly. He huffed. He knew that his weapon wasn’t always the one to wow people away. It wasn’t flashy like some people *cough* *cough* leo *cough*. “Okay I lied, it’s not just a bo, it’s a tech bo!” Donnie emphasized, spinning the said weapon around between his fingers before making it land on the ground vertically. Before you could question further he clicked a very inconspicuous spot on the bo, which was basically a finger-print reader that took half a millisecond to expand out and show off a variety of other weapons attached to his bo.
A saw, a drill, and the list could go on but those were the main two you recognized before it contracted back into stick form as you liked to call it. “Nice,” you nodded, giving Donnie his props where they were due, because it was pretty cool. It was like a multi-tool. You said that aloud too.
“Yeah but way better cause I made it.” Donnie amended because he couldn’t allow himself to be compared to such everyday items. He was better. Much better.
You opened your palm out, “can I try?” Insinuating you wanted a go at holding his stick. Well, his tech bo. But he made you spell it out for him. “Try what exactly?” He asked, right eyebrow raising. “Holding the stick” “It’s not a stick.” “Okay okay, can I try to hold the tech stick?” “Maybe, if you say it properly and also realize that you are most definitely going to hurt yourself with my tech bo.”
You made a face at that. “I most certainly am not!” You retorted and made a grab for the tEcH bO. It was out of your reach before you could even get close. And this game of keep away continued until you, asked with a “pretty please can I hold your almighty tech bo!?” Donnie was satisfied, clearly, with a smug look on his face as he allowed you to snatch it away from his hold. Finally.
You turned it around in your hands. Making slow circles. Donnie immediately trying to coach you on a better method, “Your feet aren’t in the right position~!” He chirped happily, as if correcting you was an absolute pleasure. He continued to badger you, despite your genuine efforts to improve. And at one point it all became too much, like he was being haughty. Holding it over your head that you weren’t catching on quickly.
“I get it Donnie! I suck!” You yelled and brought the metal bo down sharply. Right on your toes. You did have socks on. But the thin material did nothing to prevent the instant pain that had you crumpling down, bo falling out of your hand to instead cradle your injured foot.
It was embarrassing. The loud clatter of the bo hitting the ground, the rush of Donnie coming in close, kneeling to try and analyze the damage. You were so angry and so embarrassed that despite the pain, you pushed him away. Sniffling and whimpering, “Leave me alone!” You cried. And yep you were crying. Rocking back and forth now on your butt in an attempt to somehow ease the pain that was flowing from your toes, through your foot, all the way up to your ankle. Had you broken something?!?
Of course you hadn’t pushed him far, nor hard enough to knock him down. But he felt horrible. He felt like he was the reason this had all happened in the first place. Egging you on and messing with your head, truly being a bit of a jerk. “Just let me look please? It may be broken Y/n, it’s..high grade titanium…” he muttered the last bit because he was in no way trying to show that off in this moment. And the look in your eyes when you finally met his concerned stare was heartbreaking. He saw how red and puffy they were from the agitated tears, your cheeks ruddy as well. “Please?” He tried again. Coming in close hands up and out as a show of meaning no harm.
Slowly, your hand came away from your own toes, and Donnie peeled off your sock and assessed the injury. Light touches here and there and profusely apologized when you hissed in pain. “It’s not broken! Just bruised, pretty badly, I’ll go get some ice and then some wraps, just stay right there, don’t move!” And he was off moving swiftly as went in search for the items he required.
He gave you the ice, letting you decide how much pressure to put on the wound, and he stayed silent as he got out a few different wraps. As your tears dried and the sniffling ceased, you noticed how serious Donnie looked. When he came back down to kneel by your foot, he decided to checkup the entire area. “What about this, does this hurt?” He asked pressing lightly on a different part on the top of your foot. “Not really, it’s all getting kind of numb now,” the ice was doing its magic. He nodded, chewing on his lower lip. “I think I should wrap it now,” he said but made no move to start until you gave him the go ahead.
He was very careful. Taking all the time in the world to make sure the wrapping was perfect. When he finished he sighed, and looked up at you sincerely, “I’m sorry for being such an ass… you were doing really well but I just kept..” he sighed again shaking his head as it dropped. Looking back down at your wrapped foot. “Dee.. we like to get in each other’s nerves, you just did a really great job this time around,” you admitted with a slight laugh. But he only smiled weakly, still feeling so guilty. You huffed and shoved at his shoulder lightly, “hey, honestly I think it was your bo getting back at me for calling it a stick so many times!”
He couldn’t help but smile at that one. If only a little. “How about this? You grovel for the rest of the day, andddd order my favorite pizza?” He was quiet, thinking. “How about I just get the pizza?” Finally looking up and looking a bit better, “I don’t knowwww…” and the two of you were going back and forth once more, laughing it off.
Mikey, bless his heart, was having a fabulous time when it came to your yoga sessions. You had gotten into it and dragged the brothers into your new hobby. But the only brother who truly stuck with it was Mikey. Of course this should’ve been a no brainer, what with his acrobatic skills when it came to soaring into the air, from building to building.
So it wasn’t odd that the two of you were together in the gym alone at the lair. Sometimes he’d come over to your flat and the two of you would yoga in the only big room you had (the living room). But most times it was more convenient to do it in a space that was created with exercise in mind. After getting nice and warmed up, talking about each others day and updating one another on any tea it was time to get down to business.
“What’s on the roster today??” Mikey asked already bouncing lightly back and forth. Pumped to do anything when it came to hanging out with you. “Ahhh let’s see!” All the gossip had left your brain clueless to the new yoga you had learned recently so you needed to open up your phone and check your notes really quickly.
Mikey (ever the busybody) came in close, going up on his tippy toes to peer at your screen. Your elbow went out playfully, hitting him in the side plastron. He feigned injury, staggering back clutching where you had touched. “Betrayal!” He fake coughed. “And I thought Leo was the dramatic one!” You teased further.
At this both hands moved to cover his heart. “Take that back!!” He gasped though he could hardly hide his pleased smile. “And if I don’t??” You countered, forgetting about the phone as the screen turned black under inactivity. “Then I’ll make you!” Mikey’s face turned downright villainous (as much as a cutie patootie can), hands up and fingers at the ready to tickle you into submission.
Immediately you were fleeing. You were no stranger to Mikey’s tickling in fact the last time you had been caught in his clutches you were begging for mercy. You almost gave in right then and there at the memory but you couldn’t help but think that maybe this time you could get away.
Fool. What a foolish thought.
You were a yoga hobbyist. Mikey was a fucking ninja! The odds would never be in your favor, but he did let you think you had a chance. Letting you run around in their home gym, getting by with barely a fingertips distance away. You were breathless by the time he caught you which only worsened when he started tickling at your sides and neck.
He had you trapped, he was on top of you, between your legs, hands moving fast and causing you to laugh out of control. Almost as if it had a mind of its own, your leg jumped out and tried to slam into Mikey’s side to free yourself from further torture. But he had actually bent down lower making the trajectory straight for his head. It must’ve been ninja instincts because he caught your leg easily in a tight grasp.
“Mercy!” You called out breathlessly. To which he clicked his tongue, letting go of your leg to go back to tickling. That obviously hadn’t been what he wanted to hear. “Okay okay! I take it back!” You pleaded, batting away his hands quickly. To which he continued to try and get past until he moved way too fast for you, smacking your chin accidentally when he had been aiming to just tickle your neck.
Time force. As the sound resounded, with your punctuating “Ow!” Mikey froze. Hands still, pupils shaking as it replayed in his mind. He had hit you. Accidentally of course. But. He had hit you. You were still in pain, recovering from the shock and rubbing your sore chin. While he was receding into his shell, his hands moving back into himself as he apologized. “I-I’m so sorry! I didn’t mean to! I don’t know what, it was just so fast, I’m sorry!!” He was blubbering, by the time you opened your eyes to see how much this had hurt him too.
“Angie! I know! Hey, we were just roughhousing! It got out of hand, it’s okay! I know you didn’t mean it. It was an accident!” And he clung to that word. “It really was an accident. An accident. I’m so sorry. What should I do? Lemme see!” His hands moved suddenly to touch your chin but it was like the sight of his own hands getting close to you made him fearful. He retracted once more, squeezing them into fists and putting them to his chest as he moved to get off of you. To give you space.
“Mikey!” You chastised, getting up and following after him. You grabbed his hands, holding them. “Hey hey, it’s okay! Look I’m not afraid of them and neither should you. It was an accident Mikey, plus I’m already feeling better.” Slowly his fists unfurled and you brought his hands up to your face, positioning them to cup your face. He looked up, with a watery smile. “I’m really sorry,” he said one more time. “I know,” you smiled down at him. “It’s okay!” You made sure to say. And he nodded, relaxing a bit as a shaky breath went through his body before his hands held onto you more securely. Rubbing his fingers back and forth soothingly.
Then he moved back, only to jump and tackle you into a crushing hug. “Yoga?” He asked while digging his head into your neck. “Yoga!” You agreed, and he held onto you like a monkey for a bit before clambering off to return to his mat. “Alright alright, position number one!”
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janovavalen · 3 months
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im gonna be like the little devil on your shoulder politely asking for grover fics (im the person who requested the hurt/comfort one :D) I WANNA SAY A) THE FICS FANTASTIC LOVED IT SM B) DO YOU ONLY WRITE FOR FEM READER?? ASKIN OUT OF CURIOSITY BECAUSE IM NON BINARY IF NOT TOTALLY FINE OBVI
now askin for another one because im silly like that grover x gn(if you do gn if not then fem obvi) reader angst. i want to feel pain AND TYSM FOR READING THIS AND SOING THIS IF YOU DO ILYSM FOR DOING GROVER /P 🫶🫶(ps sorry for making this rly long i have lots to say)
a/n: omg HIII i was hoping you liked it anon!! i literally was like ‘bro what if they hate this sm imma be mad embarrassed’ bc i was rubbing on coffee and water when i wrote that😭 BUT YES ILL TRY TO WRITE WHAT U ASKED FORR, i’m a little scared bc i never wrote gn reader before and i don’t wanna like fuck it up for anyone but i’ll try<3
✧I WISH YOU SAW YOURSELF HOW I SEE YOU || grover underwood x gn!reader
summary: when grover comes back from his quest with percy and annabeth, he can’t help but notice that y/n has grown closer and closer to luke, causing him a bit of worry for the two of them.
word count: 1237 (this was rushed bc i was trying to get something out to you guys in so sorryyy)
warnings: misunderstanding, HORRID CLUTCHING jealousy, reader not knowing, grover giving the cold shoulder, slight hurt but comfort and hugs in the end<3
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grover had just gotten back to one of his quests with annabeth and percy. and he was esthetic to get back to camp.
they meant everything to him. when they first met, they had been very quiet, reserved but polite and never ever put one in their place if needed. they didn’t take up bullying and they wouldn’t stop now.
when grover had met them however, they had been in the lake taking a small swim on the hot day, he had been there to just sit under the sun. which they allowed, the two of them didn’t talk until they had decided since they were both there and in the same camp, the two of them might as well know each other.
and from then on, they had been nonstop talking to each other, hanging out, laughing and chatting at all the meal times and sooner or later, grover felt his crush on them developing faster and faster. they had been eighteen, the prime age for an adult so he didn’t feel weirded out—even though they told him not to feel that way.
when he looked around for them, he found that they were nowhere to be found which concerned him a little. usually y/n is always waiting for him at the front of the cabin but this time, they weren’t ?
a little concerned he began to ask around for y/n, everyone saying they didn’t really know or they saw them just a second ago.
‘where could they be…’ he asked himself while turning around to look over his shoulder.
just as he walked near the bows and arrows and there they were. standing there with a wide warm smile on their face, only..they weren’t alone? once somebody moved away from where this mysterious person was there stood luke castellan. a wide smile on his own face while he shook his head at y/n who must have told a joke.
grover wouldn’t particularly care or mind in this situation but…he felt something was a bit different about the way y/n had been laughing. it was over excessive and a bit different then the way they laughed at him?
when y/n laughed at him—with him, they usually would look away or clear their throat, but with luke? they stayed their eyes locked and or they’d bend down to laugh while covering their mouth.
y/n usually didn’t cover their mouth with him. could this be a sign that he was in the friend zone the whole time.
clutching his hand into a fist next to his side he walked away, unknowingly to him, y/n had called out his name with a smile but it immediately dropped when he didn’t turn their way making y/n extremely confused a the tiniest bit of embarrassed at how they was ignored so openly.
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later that day at dinner time, y/n had happily made their way over to grover and percy who had been speaking but when she sat down he got quiet. started to pick at his horns very subtly but noticing to y/n.
‘uhm…so how did the quest go?’ y/n asked while looking over at percy who shrugged and to grover who didn’t look up.
‘i hope good?’ they said once more to get grover’s attention only for him to not even stop picking at his food. with a sigh of sadness, they grabbed their food and got up to another table with their siblings.
percy looked and was dumbfounded—‘grover? what was that?’
‘nothing?’ grover shook his head while frowning his eyebrows.
‘nothing? dude, you flat out ignored y/n and on top of that hurt their feelings? i thought you were all…on the side of doing nothing but making them happy?’ percy asked once more while setting his blueberries down.
‘okay…well, they seemed to have enough happiness with luke when they were talking…they can find happiness with him better than me apparently.’ he sighed while trying his hardest not to look over at y/n who’s mood had completely died at that table he sat at.
percy scoffed and rolled his eyes—‘are you kidding me? dude y/n is literally in love with you? and for you to think they like luke castellan more than you when they specifically stated they saw him as a brother and nothing more…is insane.’ percy finished shaking his head at grover who had sat up more and groaned.
placing his hands on his face while mentally beating himself up at the fact he treated y/n that way with no hesitation.
‘your kidding me…oh my’ grover mumbled while slowly looking over to y/n who wasn’t there. getting up in a hurry, grover went to ask luke, annabeth and the others sitting at the table with y/n where they went.
‘oh…they went to take a walk in the forest, said their head was hurting…you wouldn’t be the reason right…’ annabeth eyed him dangerously and warningly, making him hurry and shake his head but annabeth could see through him.
‘what did you do’ she groaned. grover sighed and explained leaving luke a bit speechless and annabeth to roll her eyes with a sigh.
‘well stop standing here any longer and go find her you pea brain’ annabeth pointed over to the forest leaving grover to hurry and run to it.
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‘y/n!’ he shouted while cupping his mouth to make it a bit louder. when no answers came through he shouted their name over and over until.
‘what?’ along with a sniffle and a shaky voice. feeling his heart burst and his strings pull, he say y/n sitting with their legs close to their chest and their face pressed on their knees. seeing them this way because of him made him almost cry.
‘y/n…listen i’m so, so sorry. i—i thought you’d move on from me when i was on my quest to luke so i was so upset and so jealous because luke is a great guy and who wouldn’t want to be with him—‘
‘me grover…i don’t. i want you, i made that so very known and i don’t get why you can’t see that—‘
‘i know! i know, im so sorry, okay? i’m sorry’ he whispered while making his way over to y/n who’d shed a tear but wiped it immediately with their hand. when grover placed himself next to y/n, he was quick to hold them in his comfortable arms.
as y/n buried their head into his neck they mumbled—‘i wish you saw yourself how i see you’ they mumbled making him almost cry with a huge smile.
not being able to stop himself he ambushed y/n with hundreds of apology kisses while y/n laughed and fell back into the grass with their arms trying to push him away.
he did pull away, but only to close his eyes and make his way down and over their lips. y/n kissed back immediately with their hands cupping his cheeks.
‘i think i really love you y/n l/n’ he confessed. y/n let out a small giggle and licked her lip.
‘and i think i really love you too grover underwood’ pulling his face in for another kiss which he took.
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uchihaharlot · 3 months
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I didn't mean to break their hearts, I was just curious, srry!😭😭 (but Itachi's one was kinda funny-)
But anyway, now I'm wondering about how they would react if they found out that you can draw really cool and beautiful.
(I'm an artist, so😎)
Nonny 🥹🥹
That put me in an really good mood; lol. That was way too fun to write; maybe I can one day write a super angsty break up (but I love them too much!!!).
I love all artists 😭😭😭 Painters, writers — digital or paper. Anything that expresses the inner workings of someone’s mind and the fact that they can manifest it to reality is so so so beautiful. I hope I’ve secretly seen your art, I’d probably simp over it. Always simp over art. 😂😂🥹🥹
N/SFW; very cute Uchiha men adoring your artwork! 🥹🥹🥹 (ooc Madara??); Simpy Obito; …Scandalous Shisui; abnormally observant Itachi 😂 suggestive themes rolled out the further I got. For some reason, I just had to. (P.s. I should not be allowed to write when tired??? Half of this was done while my eyes rolled shut in bed).
Madara:
It’s not everyday that Madara is blown like a leaf in the wind. When you mentioned being a patron of the arts, he thought maybe the art of battle?? Didn’t expect your weapon to be a paint brush with some acrylic paint. Thought it was some weird jutsu infused shit.
And then you just had to go above and beyond and do a portrait of him for his birthday!!!!! It’s hung on the living room center wall so that it’s the first thing anyone sees! Honestly, this man is a brute, but your art envokes his softer side! A side that he hasn’t been in touch with for…well, a long time.
Makes sure that everyone and I mean, everyone, is aware of your talent! Still, he tries to find the side hussle in it, soliciting customers for you and all. 😭😭 Will trash talk the chalk art children make on the sidewalk, which ‘…that’s not nice, they’re children..’ you say. He shrugs, nobody is as good as you.
Obito:
Finds out and tries to ‘secretly’ commission you lmao. Makes it totally obvious too, his handwriting is shit and eveeeerrryyyyone knows who Tobi really is…. Plus how can you even begin without discussing what he wants done!! Duh, Obito! Unfortunately for him, you are more interested in drawing matters of the flesh. He’ll only show his chest, nothing more.
‘That’s fine.’ You shrug, and get to work. Obito, however, does not have the resolve to sit still! It’s frustrating to no end, but alas, after what seems an eternity— its done. Sort of. Still much to add, but the basics are there and you’ll work better when he’s not asking how does it look every twenty minutes.
Eventually you do finish this beautiful piece of him, and Obito cries. You made his scars tolerable and beautiful with your mind’s creativity, he feels less self conscious about them, only a little.
Shisui:
Is the least normal about it when he discovered your sketchbook — more like snatched and played keep away. Had to fight him for it, literally. Will ask you to paint/draw him naked…many times lol and you respectfully say no... Not that he likes people to see him naked (ok maybe a little?) but he secretly hopes it might happen one day. It would be a private thing for the two of you, cause he wants that ass.
And when you do cave to his whim, just to satiate him. He’s nervous lmao. Had this oh so macho man idea of rocking a hard on but Shisui simply maintains his usual semi. It’s nice though, you make sure it’s extremely detailed..as he asked for.
But, ‘(y/n)… this is chibbi!!!’ Lol, jokes on Shisui!! He didn’t say how to draw his pp.
Itachi:
Is the most normal about it. Though he still will praise you every time you finish a piece and show him, he is still massively impressed. How does your wrist not get tired? …maybe this is why your hand jobs are so good. 😈 Just watching you try a new technique (pointillism, which is my favorite style) makes his wrist hurt. Enjoys when you ask him for ideas! He has lots of them! Mostly…obscure and derelict landscapes though.
Would not be opposed to having his portrait done, but it’s really not his style. He is disciplined enough to sit still but doesn’t see the value in it. Not until the final product is revealed, does he truly understand how important this piece was. You’ve captured his personality in a new light.
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Ken is a lover boy like no other, I NEED HIM 😭
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The lights were out, from the small skylights embedded above, moonlight filtered in and while everyone around you slept soundlessly, you couldn’t.
He was going to leave the moment there was a hint of orange in the sky.
You were both given separate tents to stay in, so you gathered up your blanket and slipped out in search of him.
Your bare feet slipped past quietly on the cold flooring and instinct was your only guide. But catching a little sticker of a horse on the side of a tent only made you smile. He knew you too well. You pushed past the flap to enter and got a glimpse of him, lying on the makeshift bed, his torso devoid of a shirt but his eyes were on you even in this dim light.
You placed a finger over your lips as you got closer and he made space in his double bed for you as he grinned.
“Do you always sneak into random tents in the dead of night?”, he whispered.
“Only for you.”, you cuddled closer into his body warmth and heard his amused chuckle at your response.
“Good.”, he said quietly. There was no trace of plastic in him anymore, he was as human as you were. And so it gave you some relief. It could be possible that the magic of this land was immune to you both, since you both had made a wish in the tunnel.
But before you can ask him anything or begin to worry he lowered his head to catch your lips with his in the silence, your breath hitched in your throat but your body turned into clay as your wrapped your hands around his neck, such that where ever his hands roamed you were sure they had moulded a part of you.
“I don’t want to think about tomorrow.”, he spoke against your lips as his finger trace the curve of your cheek.
“Then don’t.”, you smiled softly as you slipped your hand beneath his arm, tucking your head under his chin. Maybe this way, you could both sleep .
His sighed with content, his hand mindlessly tracing up the curve of your hips under your shirt as though it was helping him remember that you were by his side. That you were real.
He pretended to sleep, because his mind didn’t seem to rest. He held you closer and gazed at your sleeping form next to him. The very sight of you caused him to feel joy bloom in his chest.
Was it possible to rewind time?
To have skipped all this by just choosing you in the first place?
But then the days in the real world reminded him that as painful as this was, he had felt like he was more than just the secondary character. He had a story of his own and the most beautiful part was, it intertwined with yours.
He dipped his head to kiss your forehead, as if he wanted the exact memory and feeling etched in his mind for ever. He wasn’t willing to accept but seeing those frozen Barbies, his friends. It has freaked him out.
He kissed you again.
He didn’t want to forget or fade. He wanted to live. He couldn’t care anymore about what was said in the tunnel, that he didn’t have a life of his own without a Barbie.
He wanted to make his own.
He wanted you.
So that was enough hope, to be brave.
But in the quiet, his thoughts could kept going back to his conversation with weird Barbie before he retired to his tent.
“You do know only the one who wore the skates gets a true wish.”, she told him as she passed him his new set of clothes, gear that will prepare him to enter the rocky pass.
“I didn’t know.”, he said taking in her words. He had made one of his own, in the tunnel but to learn that it was useless was disheartening. So it wasn’t the wish that had led him back to you.
“Now, if you find the lake. Use this to extract the water, don’t by any chance touch it.”, she instructed him as she handed a container that was attached within a suction device.
“I thought I would be immune to it. I’m not solely a part of Barbieland anymore.”, he held the device in his hands but his eyes were distant.
“But without a true wish, you will always revert back to who you are, Ken.”, she raised her eyebrows as a means to tell him more plainly.
Why was it that he needed magic to give him the allowance to enjoy his life?
So destiny had seemed to be writing you and him apart every moment, trapping him in the illusion that he was making progress towards the life of his dreams when he wasn't.
You stirred in his arms and he realized that he was wasting every second with you if he was worried about events that were out of his control.
He breathed in deeply, the scent of your perfume taking him back to his apartment, the night he had held you by his side through the night.
There has to be something special if he was afforded those moments. Right?
That all this talk of him being just an add on and that’s all he could ever be, must be a lie, shouldn’t it?
“You haven’t slept have you?”, he heard you ask and he sighed.
“No.”, he replied.
He watched as you pulled the blanket over him a little more and caressed his cheek even as you laid next to him half asleep with your eyes closed. It amazed him, at how you didn’t need to see him in order to know what he needed or how he felt. You just knew. Just like he had when he put that sticker on the side of his tent.
He pushed away a strand of hair that fell across your face, almost as if your were a manifestation of the magic in this land he had been so fortunate enough to hold you. So privileged enough to touch. If a part of your souls had found it’s home in each other, if all the moments with you eased the turmoil in his spirit.
Then, you and him were meant for each other, that no spell or written stereotype could hold you back.
“I’m going to figure out that map and get us out of here.”, he said with new found zeal.
“I know you will.”, you reassured him, your eyes finding his.
“I won’t leave your side till you do.”, you tucked your head over his arm and there was nothing more to contend with that he could finally rest now.
“I’m going to hold you to it.”, he kissed the top of your head as he mumbled the words into your hair.
It was amazing, how you could still find peace in the chaos with him by your side.
His warmth kept you company through the cold night till when you woke up feeling the chill creep up your skin only to find the space beside you empty.
A written note with scribbled handwriting was placed on the pillow by your side.
“Will be back by sunset. Get ready to go home.”
All this was going to be over.
You breathed a sight of relief.
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Backstabber~
Albedo x F. Reader (angst)
Description: You finally work up the courage to confess and ask Albedo out…however things go awry and that causes you to end up seeing Susbedo, imposterbedo, Primordial Albedo, you get the point. Let’s see how that turns out for your real Albedo. A/n: no bad ending because I can’t! I just can’t okay😭🥺 also, I’m sorry if this gets confusing in any way. It’s hard writing for two characters who are the same and have the same name. I tried to make it a bit easier though…Anyways, please enjoy! 💗💗💗
Words: 6.2k
Warnings: A bit of violence and maybe a bit a swearing, other than that, there shouldn't be any other warnings :)
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Okay y/n. Todays the day where you finally ask Bedo to the dance…and finally confess to him about your true feelings. Will he say yes? Maybe…will he say no…I hope not. 
I kept talking to myself, probably getting weird looks from others around me as I made my way towards Bedos lab. 
Just be cool. You can do that! You’re like, so cool all the time-WAH! 
I groaned as I looked behind me, trying to see what I tripped on.
“A rock…great. I tripped on a rock.” I said, getting back up and dusting myself off.
Thankfully, I saw Bedos lab up ahead. 
In a few minutes I finally made it there, opening the door. 
I looked around and saw him working at his desk.
“Hey Bedo. What are you doing?” I asked, watching behind his shoulder as he wrote some things down in his notebook.
“I am examining how these little creatures react to different types of food, seeing which ones they like and which ones they don’t. A very simple task, but an important one at that.” He said, entirely focused on his work. 
“Well…I was wondering if you maybe wanted to go-“
*crash*
Albedo's head snapped back at you, seeing a broken glass at the bottom of your feet. You bowed to him apologetically, quickly kneeling down to pick up the broke pieces.
“I didn’t mean to Bedo- I promise I’ll buy you a new one…as soon as I get paid.” You spoke sheepishly .
You heard him sigh, turning back to his work.
“It’s fine…just-what was it you wanted to ask me?” He said, a bit frustrated at you for dropping something like that. It may have seemed like it was an empty glass,  but in reality, a gas produced from a plant he had been studying was in there. He would have to start all over again.
“Oh, well…I was wondering if you’d like to go to that huge dance with me? It’s been talked about for over a week, and the next full moon is when they are holding it!” You responded
To your dismay, you heard him sigh.
“Why would I want to go to something stupid like that?” He asked, making your smile falter
“W-well, I thought since you’ve been working so much lately, you maybe wanted to take a break and have fun. It’s a huge ballroom event and all of our friends are going to be there. You might have a lot of fun if you g-“
“No.” He said flat out. You were surprised at his tone. To anybody, he would have sounded the same, but since you’ve known him for so long, you knew there was frustration in that word.
“Oh come on Bedo, you should really-“
“I said no.” 
“But-“
“Was there anything else you wanted to tell me? Or are you just going to stand there and waste my time?” He said, making your heart shatter as a wave of emotions hit you.
Suddenly, Sucrose came in all chipper.
“H-Hello Master Albedo. I brought you that new flower you wanted to examine.” She said with a smile, placing the gorgeous purple bloom on his table. He looked at it, then up at her. His whole face changed to a look of relief, causing a bit of jealousy to rise up in you.
“Ah, thank you Sucrose. This is just what I needed. You really are a great friend and apprentice. I don’t know what I'd do without you.” He said, having her sit down next to her to help him with his other projects.
You stood there, completely dumbfounded. He was…happier with her than you? Has it always been that way? Was your love for him blinding you from reality? 
Seeing him all happy with Sucrose sent a knife right through you, sending feelings of jealousy, anger, and sadness. 
You saw as she whispered things into his ear, making him laugh. 
You slowly backed out of the room, searching your pouch for the gift you had made for him. It was a rare flower that you had found. You did your own research on it and found out that it survived off of moonlight. In the daytime, it was closed, but once the moon light hit it, the petals would open up to reveal a gorgeous iridescent color. It shines as well due to the light refracting off of it. 
It was something you were sure Albedo hadn't ever seen, because you were…well used to be…his assistant. Before you decided to go out and adventure the world and its gifts it had, you used to always help Bedo with his experiments, and you knew of every species he had studied over the years. That’s how you two created a tight bond…that’s how you fell in love with him. He was so enthusiastic about everything you brought him…it made your heart melt for him. He would let you rest your head on his shoulder when you felt sleepy from the late nights, he would always make sure you were involved, he made food for you when you would come in early and stay the rest of the day with him, and so much more. He made you feel important. He made you feel loved and warm. 
That was until the little move he just pulled not even an hour ago. 
It broke your heart seeing him like that. In fact, you noticed that once Sucrose was in the picture, Albedo started to become more distant with you. Instead of asking for your help, he would ask for Sucrose.
Sucrose get me this, Sucrose get me that, Sucrose I need you to try this, blah blah blah. 
You looked down at the flower in the glass case. You felt anger rise in you. 
How dare he treat me like that when all I’ve ever wanted to do…was be with him? When all I’ve ever done is help and support him no matter what!?
I put the flower in his little cubby that he hasn’t opened for weeks, making sure the flower would still get moonlight when needed.
Fine! If he doesn’t want to go to the dance, then I’ll go find someone else-
“Hey.” A familiar voice spoke
I turned to see…Albedo?
“Are you okay?” He asked softly, coming closer to me. I took a step back from him, still angry from his previous actions. He looked concerned, walking closer
“Go away Bedo. I don’t want to talk to you right now. You really hurt me back there…how did you even get out here so quickly?” “N/n…” he said softly, catching my interest with the unique nickname, which brought me to a realization
“oh…I see. You are the other Albedo.” I spoke, remembering him from a previous mission where he almost killed us.
He placed his hand on his heart as if stabbing a knife through it
“Oh my n/n, must you think of me so little?” 
I glared at him
“Oh I’m sorry. Should I not after that little stunt you tried to pull a few months ago?”
“My n/n, you know I had no intentions of hurting you…just your friends. And I’ve changed since then.”
“Stop calling me that. You no longer have that right.” 
“But it is what I have always called you for years-”
“Before I found out you were a traitor. After all those years, I thought you were amazing and sweet…only to find out it was all an act for you to get to my friends and hurt them. Even if you did change, you haven’t even spoken to me since that incident.” I said, walking away. 
However, his hand grabbed my arm and pinned me to a nearby wall, getting very close to my face. 
As much as I hated it, heat started to rise to my face. He placed his hand on my face, softly caressing my skin.
“Still as soft as I remember~” He cooed
“Let me go.” I said sternly.
“You mean to tell me you don’t feel anything when I do this to you? Nothing at all?” He asked with a smirk
Damn him
“Absolutely nothing.” I said, lying through my teeth
“Then why does your face and body say the opposite?”
I groaned
“So what if I still have a little bit, and I mean little, of feelings towards you. There will never be anything between us. Nothing.”
“But N/n, I still have feelings for you~ All this time, I always have. I tried to reach out to you, but you were always so busy. Especially like today with my other half…tell me, how is my brother?”
“He is the same as he will always be. Too focused on his work to enjoy life with those around him who love him.” I said, my chest hurting as I thought back to the moment between us a few minutes ago.
“Oh, my sweet N/n, he hurt you didn’t he?” He asked, rubbing your arm
All I did was nod, tears brimming my eyes. Albedo saw this and hugged you in a warm embrace, throwing you off. As much as you wanted to punch him and tell him off, you couldn’t help but hug him back, letting tears fall.
“I loved him so much…but he never even looked at me as anything more than an apprentice. I will always be just his helper. Nothing more. Sucrose has a better chance with him than I ever will.” I spoke
He let go of me and lifted my chin up, wiping away my tears. 
“Do not speak so lowly of yourself. You are amazing just as you are. I mean you managed to save an entire city from disaster all by yourself. That is something not everyone can achieve. Sucrose could never do what you did. She is not comparable to you, my dear. Because in my eyes, you are an archon. But you also have the purest heart I have ever seen. Everything you do is out of your love for everyone. You are special, Y/n. And if my stupid brother doesn’t see that, then he is blind.” He spoke, making your heart start to pound. Suddenly, your old romantic feelings for him started to build up inside of you again, but you did your best to push them away. This man still tried to hurt your friends.
“Come on, let's go get you home. I promise I won’t do anything funny.” He said, letting go of you and offering you to make the first step.
You hesitated for a bit, not sure if you can trust him. 
“I promise, I am not going to hurt you.” He said, offering you his hand. 
You don’t know why, but you decided to take his hand and allow him to walk you home. 
You were still on edge, but your defense started to lower as you got closer and closer to your house.
After a good 30 minutes, you both managed to make it to your house. Nothing funny happened, no signs of danger emitted from him…it was like he was a completely different man…the man you had fallen in love with over 10 years ago.
“Well, Y/n…here’s your stop. It was nice talking to you again, but I must head out now to go get some things finished. I am experimenting on a potion I am making that will heal anything it touches.” He said, bowing to you
“Goodnight my sweet n/n.” He said, turning around and walking away. He left you dumbfounded from his change of character. It was something you thought you would never see again from him. You were pleasantly surprised. 
You went inside your house and recollected your thoughts. A small smile crept up to your face as you thought of him again. Maybe he really has changed…
You decided you were going to give him a chance to prove himself, to see if he was able to prove to you that he is different now than before. 
—--
Some time has passed and you have been spending all of your time with Primordial Albedo. He had proven his change a while ago, and you and him have been closer than ever before. You two would go out on missions together, you two would go eat together, and you would even help him with his experiments every now and then. 
Maybe it was foolish, but you trusted him once again. Of course there were still some suspicions, but it was always overruled as time went on. 
The other Albedo took notice of your absence and was starting to grow worried. Ever since that last incident with the glass bottle in his lab, you never returned again. Klee had told him that you were okay, thankfully, but now he was starting to worry about why you were ignoring him. He never meant to hurt you that day, he was just so tired from staying up for multiple days without sleep…so needless to say his emotions got the better of him. He cursed at himself for being so rude to you, especially when it wasn’t anything important. Sure, the gas was hard to get from that plant, but it was nothing he couldn’t fix. 
He just wishes he could go back and fix it so he would get to see you again. He had even rejected multiple girls for that ballroom dance in hopes that you would come and ask him again. 
However as time passed, he knew that wasn’t going to happen. The dance was in two days and he still hasn’t seen you. He had to admit, even with Sucrose around, he missed you dearly. All he could think about was you. When he slept, when he woke up, while he was working on his experiments–which caused him to mess multiple things up over and over again– all he wanted was to see and talk to you. He wanted to apologize and hopefully make up. 
“Master Albedo, your potions are overflowing again.” Sucrose said, helping him.
He sighed, not caring anymore about his experiments. He wanted to see you. He needed you…He wanted you.
He tried his best to hide it over the past few years, but he absolutely loved you. Ever since you started helping him, his love for you grew and grew. For about a month now, he had been secretly working on a gift for you that would allow you to see all of your fondest memories with him. He was going to confess to you at the dance…but his stupid frustrations got the best of him. It was finished but, since he had yet to see you, it had just been sitting there in the dust, awaiting to be touched by you. 
It was hurting him more than you would ever imagine. Not seeing you felt like an eternity for him. 
A couple more days passed by and it was finally the night of the dance. P. Albedo (Primordial Albedo) had asked you to accompany him to it, and you accepted. A part of you still wanted to go with your Bedo…but he was probably going to go with Sucrose. You heard a knock on your door and excitedly ran down the stairs, opening the door to see Albedo, smiling as he held a flower out for you. You chuckled and took it, thanking him
“You look gorgeous, n/n.” He said, holding his arm out for you. You had decided to wear a jade green strapless dress. It had flowers and the very bottom of it, slowly ascending up to the waist as the number of flowers disappeared. Your hair was gorgeously put up, with a few strands out to frame your face. You looked like an archon.
“You don’t look so bad yourself Mr. Albedo.” You responded, taking his arm.
The two of you walked to the dance as it was only a few minutes away.
“I’m so excited to go to this event. Aren’t you?” You asked with stars in your eyes. He chuckled and nodded
“You can’t imagine my excitement for this, especially for the final dance. It will be something special.” He spoke. 
After some time, you both finally made it and saw everyone there. You said hello to your friends and their dates, complimenting them on their attire. 
“Hey Aether! You look gre-” You stopped in your tracks as you saw none other than your Albedo…with Sucrose.
He looked up at you and his eyes instantly widened as he finally saw you.
“Y/n?” He asked as he saw how beautiful you looked.
“N/n? What’s the matter?” P. Albedo asked, making the other Albedo's eyes harden as he saw his other version. 
“What is he doing here?” Albedo asked, furious that his older version was with you.
You scoffed, taking P. Albedo’s arm, confusing the hell out of the other one.
“He is my date.” You said
“You're kidding, right? After all he did, you still went with him? How idiotic!” He told you, making you furious. 
“You know what Albedo? I don’t care what you think anymore. Those days are in the past.” You said, making the boy turn to you. You called him by his actual name…what’s worse is that he felt extremely hurt by it. 
“W-What?” He asked
“You hurt me, Albedo.”
“Stop calling me that.” “What? Call you by your first name? Why would that matter? It’s not like you liked my other nickname for you.” You raised your voice
“You have no right to tell me who I can or can’t go with to this dance. If I remember correctly, I asked you first…and what did you do? You told me you didn’t want to go to this dance because you thought it was dumb! And now I see you here with her?! Fuck you, Albedo. I never want to hear from you again, nor do I ever want to see you again.” You said, making his heart break.
“Y/n…you don’t mean that-”
“Oh I mean every fucking word of it. For all these years I have done nothing but try to be good enough for you…try to make you see me as I saw you…I loved you so much Albedo, and you never even batted an eye towards me.” You confessed, tears filling up in your eyes. Albedo widened his eyes at your words. You…you loved him back? 
“No…no that’s not it at all. Y/n I-”
“I don’t care anymore. I feel nothing for you anymore. You’ll be better off with Sucrose anyways. It seems she has managed to capture your heart.” You said, turning around. Albedo felt a pang in his chest as he saw his opportunity of finally telling you how he feels slipping away.
He tried to grab your hand, but the other Albedo–P. Albedo– stopped him.
“You’ve done enough damage already, dear brother. She is mine now.” He said, pissing the real Albedo off.
“You have no right to say that! You betrayed her and are now only using her! Do not think you have fooled me.” He said, ripping his arm out of his grasp, leaving the scene. 
Albedo had left the dance, making it back to his lab. He slammed the door shut and slid down the door, tears filling his eyes. 
The sound of something falling caught his attention. He looked over to see broken glass and a flower that he had never seen before. Curious, he went towards it and saw a note. 
Hi Bedo! 
I’m not very good with writing letters, but I thought I would give it a go because…well just because. I was on a mission with Aether and I happened to find a flower I knew you had never seen before. I took it in and did some of my own research on it and well…just put it directly in front of the moon and see what happens. I was going to keep it, but I realized that you would want it since I know you love discovering new things, so here is my gift to you. I haven’t named it yet, so you get the wonderful chance of doing it yourself! I hope you like it, it wasn’t easy trying to get this as it was at the top of a super tall mountain. Anyways, it’s yours to keep and as always, I hope you are doing well! Don’t forget to sleep either mister! You know how much I don’t like it when you miss it. 
Yours truly,
Y/n L/n
Albedo smiled, holding your letter close to him. It may not have meant much to you, but it meant everything to him. He opened a drawer and put your letter in it, placing it with all of your other letters you sent to him over the years. He picked up the flower and did as you told him. He placed it in front of the full moon. In an instant, the flower began to open up and glow as the light from the moon touched it. The anthers stood out beautifully as the golden light started to emit from the petals. You were right, he had never seen anything like it before. 
He touched the flower ever so gently, feeling the silky soft leaves and petals. A warm natural smell came from it, filling the room with its aroma. 
Tears started to fill Albedo's eyes once again as he realized what you did for him. All you did was try to make him happy, but you alone made him happy…and he messed up by concealing his feelings away from you.
Suddenly, he heard screams of terror from across his lab, alerting him. It came from the area where the dance was being held. The only thing on his mind was you
“Y/n”
—-
You were sitting down in a chair, letting tears fall from your eyes. P. Albedo came to your comfort, rubbing your back. 
“Forget him, N/n. You have me now…don’t let that dumb boy hurt you.” He said. You just stayed silent
He held his hand out to you, making you look up.
“Come, let's not waste this gorgeous night any longer. Dance with me, my dear~” He said. 
He was right, you had waited all this time for this dance, and you weren’t going to let anyone ruin it for you. You took his hand, wiped your tears, and went to go dance.
You were having the time of your life, dancing and spinning with P. Albedo, and some of your other friends. It was great.
Suddenly, a slow dance came on and P. Albedo asked you to dance with him. You accepted and you both started to slowly walts
“You know, N/n. I am glad you can trust me again. I honestly missed these days with you. Spending it entirely with someone who is happy, sweet and pure such as yourself. It has been such an honor” He said, making you smile
“Me too, Albedo. I am glad you helped me as well. Without you, I don’t know where I’d be without you.” You said as you rested your head on his chest. 
He hummed as he tightened his grip around you.
“I know where~” He said, making you look up at him with confusion. 
He leaned down, stopping both of you from dancing. 
“You’d probably still be alive living here~” He said right before plunging a knife right through your chest, making you yell. Everyone around you screamed in terror as the blood started to drip from your chest. 
You looked up at him with shock and heartbreak.
“y-you ..lied to me…” you gasped, slowly feeling dizzy from the blood loss
He smirked at you and pulled the knife out, pulling out a bottle and letting the blood drip down the tube.
“Of course I did, you imbecile. I needed blood for a potion I was making, an everlasting potion. It is supposed to allow anyone who drinks it to heal instantly from any damage for the rest of their life, basically making them immortal. Unfortunately, I needed blood from the purest heart I knew in order to make it work…that’s when I thought of you. So innocent, so naive, so foolish. Your heart is as pure as they come. And I got to you just in time for you to fall for me.” He laughed
Tears filled your eyes once more as you desperately tried to breathe, but you were failing.
“One last thing, my dear…In order for the blood to work, the owner of the blood has to die. That’s just the way it is. So I’m so sorry it had to come down to this, but…” He said, raising his hand. An image of an ice blue flower appeared as he stared down at you with a sinister smile.
“You. Must. Die.”
“How–How could you…”You whispered. 
“Hey, you should be thanking me. At least you will be set free from the pain of no one loving you.” He said, making your already wounded heart break even more. 
Aether and Thoma ran up to try and help you, but P. Albedo pushed them away with a blast of what looked to be ice.
“No, Y/n!” Amber yelled
P. Albedo looked down at you, ready to finish you off, when suddenly a large sword went right through him, making everyone look behind him to see
“Bedo?” 
He was glaring furiously at the boy who tried to kill you. His eyes were dull and crazed.
“You hurt someone I love…and for that…you must be punished.” He said, twisting the blade. Suddenly, P. Albedo started to yell in agony as his body felt like it was on fire.
Albedo had put a type of poison on his sword that when it makes contact, anything the sword touches will turn to a flame and die.
“Good riddance, dear brother.” He said, pulling the sword out of P. Albedo. 
A blood curdling scream could be heard throughout the entire city, but it slowly faded as P. Albedo was finally dead, his body engulfed in flames as he disappeared once and for all.
Albedo turned his head and saw you, lying limp on the ground. His eyes widened as he rushed towards you. He held your body in his arms, blood spreading all over him as he tried to wake you up.
“No, no, no. Come on, Y/n. Wake up. Wake up right now.” He said, shaking you, hoping to see your gorgeous e/c eyes flutter open. 
When that didn’t happen tears fell out of his eyes like a waterfall.
“Y/n, please…please wake up…” He said, his voice breaking at the thought of not being able to see you again.
“Please, I still need to tell you how much I love you…” He whispered, holding you close to him. 
“I love you so much, Y/n. I’m so sorry for the way I acted towards you. I am so sorry for not telling you sooner…then none of this would have happened. This is all my fault…please…please wake up, my love. Please.” He begged. 
Suddenly, a groan made its way to your lips, making him stop and look down at you
“Y/n?” He whispered, afraid it was just his imagination
However, he was quickly relieved to know it was real.
Your bloodied hand went up to his. He quickly held your hand and squeezed it.
“Did…you…mean that?” You murmured, fluttering your eyes open.
“That…all this…time…you…you love me?” You asked as tears brimmed your eyes as well
He nodded
“Of course I love you, Y/n. I have for such a long time…but I was too much of a coward to tell you because I didn’t want to ruin our already close relationship. When I hired Sucrose after you left to go work on your missions, I had hoped maybe it would decrease my love for you…but it only made it bigger. Everytime you were gone, I dreaded not seeing you. And everytime you came back, it’s like I fell in love with you all over again. No one can ever make me feel the way I do when I am with you. I can’t stop thinking about you..you make me crazy, Y/n. And I am so sorry for the way I have been treating you lately, from being distant with you, to getting mad at you for something so little.” He said. 
You hummed as tears fell down the sides of your face.
“Bedo, I love you too. I always have. I was going to confess to you when I was going to give you that flower…but it was too late…” “Nothing is ever too late, Y/n. Once we get you healed, we can live a new life together. One where we can be happy together.” He said, but you shook your head as your vision started to black out.
Thoma quickly ran up beside Albedo and checked to see if you still had a pulse. 
“We need to get her healed fast! Her pulse is slowing!” Thoma said. Bennett ran out to you and started to work on you, but he was struggling to keep you alive. You looked up at Albedo and smiled sadly, caressing his face
“He will not be able to fix this. The damage is too much. So I might as well say my last thoughts to you, my Bedo…” you spoke, making him shake his head
“No, don’t say things like that. You will be fine. We will get you back together. I promise.” He said, trying to keep it together for you. 
“My sweet, loving Bedo…I have always and will always love you. Ever since…we first met and started to work together, I knew I could be myself around you. I knew I’d be safe with you by my side. I knew that you were the man who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. From your amazing knowledge of almost everything, to your sweet and rare smile, everything about you is something I’ve come to love. I wish we had longer to be together…but it seems that my end is coming sooner than expected. So, for as long as you live, my Bedo, please know that…” you spoke, feeling darkness take over
“That…I will…always…always…” you spoke softer and softer as your mind started to go blank.
You heard cries and yells, but couldn’t make sense of them.
“Y/n! Don’t! Keep your eyes open! Stay with me please!” Albedo begged as tears fell
“We are losing her! Quick, Kokomi, help me!” Bennett yelled. The girl quickly ran over to help. Everyone stayed back with tears in their eyes, some looking away, some on their knees as they saw you slowly dying.
“Y/n…y/n honey, don’t sleep. We can rest once we get your fixed okay?”
You touched his face one last time
“I will always love you…Bedo…” you spoke as your hand fell limp, and your eyes closed. Your last breath was released, and Thoma could no longer feel a pulse. His eyes dimmed down as he back away from you. Bennet and Kokomi looked at your with pained looks.
“Y/n?” Albedo asked, not believing you were dead. 
He shook you in his arms, seeing your lips turn blue. 
“No! Y/n. Wake up. I need you! Please wake up!” He yelled. 
“Help her! Why’d you stop!” He yelled at the two healers
“Albedo…I’m so sorry…but she’s-“
Thoma said, lightly touching his shoulder. Albedo push him away
“She can’t be dead! She cant! Her and I are supposed to be together!” He yelled out. All of them backed up a bit from his sudden and very rare outburst. 
He held you close to his body as he embraced you. His tears fell on your face.
“I’m so sorry…I’m so so sorry.” He softly said. 
As he kissed your forehead, he looked over and saw the tube that his brother had dropped after being burned alive. He remembered hearing him say something about the potion.
“It allows anyone who drinks it the ability to heal from any damage for the rest of their life, basically making them immortal.”
He quickly let you go and ran up to the potion, seeing it change colors. 
“Albedo, that won’t work. It only works after the person who gave their blood…dies.” Aether said, pausing as he realized it might actually work
“But will it work on the person who gave the blood?” Paimon asked
“It’s worth a shot. I have to try. For her.” Albedo said, quickly pouring the potion down your throat. 
Minutes passed by as they waited, hoping for some sign.
But nothing. Albedo looked down at his hands, bloodied from holding you. He was ashamed and angry with himself. How could he have let this happen to you.
“Come on, let’s go. We will take care of her. You need to rest.” Raiden said. Feeling empty and hopeless, he slowly got to his feet, turning around to leave you. 
However, all of them stopped once they saw a bright glow start to emit from your body. Gorgeous swirly patterns started to form along your body to your chest where the wound was. The light wrapped tightly around the body, causing a large bass noise through the room. The light started to flicker and run through the whole room multiple times as your body started to float in the air. Everyone looked at you with surprise. The flickering became faster and faster to the point where it was just pure light everywhere you looked. Everyone shielded their eyes from the brightness.
A few seconds later, it stopped. The air slowly put you back down on the ground. 
Everyone was whispering, wondering if the potion worked. 
Albedo quickly ran up to you and touched your face, looking for any signs of life. 
He looked at your body and saw small bright white markings on your arms. He then looked up to your face again, seeing your once blue lips turn back to their plump natural color. Your skin started to go back to its gorgeous s/c color.
“Y/n?” He asked softly, holding your hand again
His heart stopped once he felt your hand slowly tighten around his. He looked down, his hopes coming back. 
“Mmm…be…do…” you slowly murmured, making his chest jump.
“I’m here, y/n. Come back to me. I’m right here.” He said. 
Slowly, your eyes fluttered open, revealing your beautiful orbs. They looked right at Albedo, making a small smile form on your face. 
“Did I ever tell you how cute you are~” you said, trying to lighten the mood.
He gasped and quickly hugged you, thankful you could hug him back. 
Everyone in the back cheered and sighed in relief that you were okay. 
Albedo looked you in the eye
“Y/n…I want you to know that I meant every word I said to you. I love you so much and I hope you can forgive me for being such a douche to you. You will always be my love, and no one will ever change that.” He said, making your heart pound and butterflies form in your stomach. 
“Oh Bedo, of course I forgive you. Now come here.” You said, pulling him to you and kissing him passionately. He wrapped his arm around your head and continued the kiss, loving the feeling of your lips on his. Sparks flew past as you both enjoyed the moment. 
He let go of the kiss, both of you panting a bit.
“I’ve been wanting to do that for so long.” You said, making him smile
“Believe me, so have I.” He spoke
You smiled as he went back to kiss you once more.
“Well, I say this all ended nicely! How about we continue the dance everyone!” Itto said, making everyone cheer. And thus, the party began again. You and Albedo danced together, closer to each other than ever, both smiling to your ears.
His kissed your forehead as you danced all night
“I love you, y/n.” He whispered, making you smile and giggle
You looked up at him and kissed his nose
“I love you more, Bedo~” you replied
And for the rest of the night, you two danced and danced, enjoying every moment with each other. That was a night that no one would ever forget.
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swtnrcmnt · 1 year
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୨୧ — s.r x singer!r; headcanons (2)
some more to feed into your daydreams ! thank u to honeybeespam for making the funniest reblog 😭🤍 enjoy !
- i left the other one off with hearing a sad song, but if you release something like “pov” by ariana grande (which lyrically is so beautiful it makes me wanna cry bc why can’t i have that) like because it gets so popular it’s playing everywhere and the team is having a field day teasing spence :((
- it’s basically canon that he mainly listens to classical music, imagine reader puts strings in her music and he’s just like I LOVE THIS
- mathematically breaks down the chords, beats, and tempo of the song lol
- singer!reader is rich as hell which = big house. he comes over and just sees this massive space that could be transformed into a library and is like “i’m moving in.”
- showing him red carpet outfits asking for his opinion but you still can’t choose because he thinks every single one is stunning >:(
- kittens everywhere because he finally has enough space to adopt some and somebody to watch them while he’s on a case (he’s a cat person, idc what anyone says)
- also as i said in the previous hc’s, she most likely moves in with him in dc, simply because it’s possible for her to work in somewhere that’s not la and would prefer to be home when spencer’s home
- elaborating on the freaky sound bites 🤭: picture those tiktok edits with reid’s breathing and whimpering in the background but she uses it in the instrumental of a song and only he knows about it ehehehehe
- if singer!reader does some acting on the side, best believe he watches every single movie she’s in the second it hits theatres ! supportive bf things
- lmfao her showing him edits or tiktoks her fans made of him and again, he’s flattered but extremely confused and concerned by their comments and captions. bless his heart :’)
- she probably has a lot of celebrity friends and penelope screams at spencer like “:o why didn’t you tell me that you were meeting a whole group of a-listers???”
- hates hearing people talk crap about you. he knows you’re numb to it because it’s the part that literally comes with fame: hate. but he can’t help it because he knows you personally and it hurts his feeling to hear people dislike you :(
- mr technophobe who buys all your album vinyls and gets them for free from you
- sending the team pr packages of merch and new stuff you launch !! and spencer wearing the hoodies you send him 24/7 and taking sm pride in it !
- filming tiktoks with him. even if he’s not exactly in the frame it could just be him adding a little cute comment to whatever you’re wearing :)
- is super super careful about telling people personal stuff about you especially because you’re globally known and have paparazzi on u left and right
- anytime there’s a particularly sadder song on an album he’s like “is this about me :(“ because he’s so so scared of fucking up and losing you
- the fear is also like 10x worse because he knows that if you two break up, it’ll be publicly displayed and he will literally see your face everywhere and hear your name all the time if you get with somebody new
- no no no cause, prison reid… and he has to take you off the visiting list because the guys around him keep making weird comments about you :’(
- a lot of really good angsty songs came out of those three months though hehe 🤭
here’s part one ! part three
that’s all i can think about right now ! hope u like :)
again, this reblog is everything to me 🫂🫧
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v3lv3tf0x · 5 months
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This is an ask from @chiyoso for a matchup that I FINALLY DID- anyways I FINALLY FINISHED IM SO SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG😭‼️ I really hope you like it!!
Wanderer definitely thinks you’re a little weird… Like, why are you so quiet… and then all of a sudden you get confident and shout orders at him? Who do you think you are? Who do you think he is? He doesn’t take orders from a mortal! But when you return his sass without hesitation he has to turn away to hide his surprise, grumbling something inaudible, crossing his arms when you laugh.
When he comes up on you staring at nothing, he kind of just watches you, waiting to see if you’ll react to his presence. He wonders what you’re thinking about when your brow furrows slightly, a small wrinkle appearing on your forehead. He snapped in your ear, disliking the expression on your face. When you jumped and blinked at him with a confused look, he apologized. “What were you thinking about?” You shake your head, he doesn’t need anymore on his plate. 
He finds it unnerving when you seem to pick up on all his little habits and things. How do you know he hates the sweet tomatoes? Did you see him push them off his plate when he thought you weren’t looking? Or when you always have his bag in hand when he’s forgotten to grab it. Just another thing he finds weird.
Does he find it weird, though? He seems to find a sort of affection when you do little things for him. No, he doesn’t. He doesn’t do feelings.
Watching you struggle for words when he teases you when you have your guard down will never get old. The way you stumble over your words and hide your burning face behind your hands? It makes him chuckle, knowing he caused you and all your sass to turn into that. And he’ll keep it up, too. “You’re blushing so much,” or “Aw, don’t hide that pretty face,” or “How embarrassing, two words and you can barely speak.”If you were to do that to him, though? He mopes. How dare you catch him off guard, how could you? His poor ego :(
One time he found you staring into a window of a shop in Liyue and, assuming you wanted to buy something, he came up to you and clapped a hand on your shoulder. “You know we’re too broke for any… hey… are you crying??” When you shake your head and quickly wipe your face, he lets it go, but he will ask you about it when you are not in such a public place.
“Why were you crying at the window? If you wanted that vase, we could have gotten it, I guess,” he tries.
You just stare at him blankly for a moment; “I was looking at my reflection.”
He seems confused. “Why are you crying at your reflection?” He couldn’t grasp why you hated the way you looked. Your eyes were pretty, they reminded him of the fancy tea he loved, you had long pretty hair that liked to flow behind you when you traveled.
When you looked at him as if he had grown two heads when he spoke, he quickly slapped a hand over his mouth, turning to hide his blush that you definitely saw.
“I’m just saying you look fine, alright? So stop crying.” His tone was soft, almost annoyed if you didn’t know better.
A few days later, he told you that you were now headed to Fontaine. The way your face lit up with excitement, grabbing his hands and jumping up and down. He stood there until you stopped, stepping back with a red face and tied tongue.
“No, no, keep going. It’s cute.” You smacked his shoulder and turned to start packing up your shared temporary camp.
You had found a nice spot in the woods to set up camp for the first day, you were suddenly surrounded by hilichurls. Not seconds ago you were flirting with Wanderer, laughing as he tilted his hat to hide his blush, jerking away with a slight scowl as you tried to snatch it off his head. When you suddenly froze, your expression hardening, he looked confused before he heard, and smelled, your attackers.
It scared him, not that he’d admit it, how quickly you went from playing around with him to becoming a stone-cold killer to protect yourself, and him, using your vision relentlessly, mixed with the sword you swung around. You were downright terrifying. He took a mental note not to get onto your bad side. 
The two of you decided to wait a day to heal up before you continued your journey to the Hydro Region.
When you offered to help him bandage up, he ducked his head, mumbling his affirmations. Your hands were soft against his cold skin, chills running up and down his arms as you wrapped his scratches. Then he offered to do yours and you accepted, your face dusted pink in the low light.
By the time the two of you reached the outskirts of Fontaine, Wanderer honestly couldn’t stop looking at you. You filled all corners of his mind now, although he would rather die than admit it. 
Of course, you noticed this change. How could you not? He was constantly checking up on you, making sure you weren’t tired or hungry. You saw the way his eyes stayed glued to you. It made you flustered and you weren’t quite sure how to carry yourself now.
“Are you in love with me?” You blurt one night after you and Wanderer had splurged on a bottle of wine. Wanderer kind of stared at you.
“Maybe.”
You wondered what kind of answer was that?!
“Yeah. I think?” He mumbled, wringing his hands. You smiled at him, nearly blinding him with the sweetness that radiated from you.
“I think so too,” you proclaimed. “I’m in love with you maybe too."
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adonis-koo · 2 months
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Oh my godd misssy😢 I'm so sorry you've been feeling this way!
Honestly, i was slightly shy to really send in any asks or comments cause, WTF💖?!? I'd be gushing and squealing with puppy like excitement in every of them!
I've RE-read your works over and over again, dear! The way you can string together words and set up these detailed scenarios is just to die for! Not to mention, the intricacy of the fucking plot!! It's rare that I see someone so dedicated to the plot just as they are usually to the romance! Take Tease!au, or wicked!au for example. You've created the PERFECT balance between bitter and sweet in every one of your fics!
And even when it comes to the daddy!jk masterlist of yours, it's a 100% romance😍 and it's never boring.
If I'm being honest, i think what i like most about your writing is the angst. You leave us hanging on, waiting for more in the most artistic way possible. You make me want angst as well! You've always been able to play around with words such that i feel that fucking pang in in my chest.
Also.. i think i may have told you this.. but, my fucking boyfriend liked your stuff. He caught me scrolling through tumblr 😂😂 and he fell flat. Had half a mind to make an account of his own! So it's not just a gender oriented fan base you have.
I'm sorry I've ranted so much, lol. But, I couldn't bare to see such a beautiful and talented writer lose her spirits like this. You might say it's not much, but, i say that there should be absolutely zero depletion in that cheerful spirit.
Please, missy. Don't lose hope. There really are hundreds of thousands of people that enjoy your works. Maybe they've just not been able to work uo the courage to interact as of yet. No matter the case, please.. Don't lose your spirit. You're very very well loved, dear. You have a knack for writing, and it's a very admirable trait. Keep at it!
~ Lily ♡
Lily you got me over here trying not to sniffle and cry 😭😭😭 I’m trying really hard to pull myself out of this slump and it’s not going very well!! It’s far from the first time I’ve had feelings like this so I’ve adjusting to coping but it’s still an awful thing.
And once again, complaining and crying hasn’t really done anything, in fact I feel like it’s just made me feel even worse because again, I don’t want it come across that I don’t appreciate the ones who do support me, I love each and every single one of you!!! (your boyfriend is a bonus LOL but saying I love him would be a little too weird, still very cool that a man enjoyed my writing though and it’s not just gender exclusive🫶)
I’ve loved every moment of writing both Tease and Wicked, that’s something I cannot stress enough., but I was fresh 18 when I first started Tease, I didn’t have nearly the responsibility and stress of life that I have now getting ready to be 24, I look back and reminisce that I was actually able to pump out 10-20k every two weeks so diligently! And it makes me so depressed knowing I can no longer do that.
Not to mention that while it has been rewarding, it has become so much more taxing to my mental health to keep trying, for my own personal enjoyment it has been absolutely rewarding but the demand that people have had over the years has really stressed me out, balancing all of this is such a tricky thing! And at one point I thought it would get easier to balance, but if it does, I haven’t made it yet 😭
You and so many others give me so much encouragement, I just feel so strangely disconnected from my writing and this blog lately and I hope it doesn’t last forever 🥺 thank you so much for taking the time to send such encouraging words my way Lily I will always appreciate you my dear!!! 😭❤️
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essentialsugar · 2 years
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" Your Smile is My Life's Work "
Summary: Your goal is to make Idia smile! And seeing that smile makes you feel at ease . . . Well, somewhat.
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warnings : gn!reader [they/them], reader is mostly using [you/you’re/your], grammar errors, OOC
Note : Yall, I’m so sorry for not posting so much 😭 Anyways, my backs been hurtin’ and like 🥰..yah. Plus I was originally gonna do Idia, EPEL, and Ruggie but I gave up on that..I’ll write them later for sure.
character(s) : Idia Shroud
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Idia Shroud :
Both you and Idia had become very close to each other after bonding through watching anime and having debates about them. After all this time, you’ve never seen Idia have a genuine smile before (he probably did but you just never saw it ☠️). So, because of this, your goal has been making Idia smile! Of course with the help of Othro.
After asking Othro to help you get Idia to smile and hang out with him (outside of his room), he agreed and both of you started planning and brainstorming ideas for it! One plan suddenly came to mind and Operation 1 : make Idia go out with you and MAKE HIM SMILE began.
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As both you and Idia we’re bickering over an anime, Othro decided to step into the conversation speaking logical sense as always (although being biased a bit just to make his brother happy). Idia gave you his signature smile while you sulk over your defeat saying how “this isn’t fair..” or “these brothers are something else..”, etc.,. “Fuhehe, I told you that Mrs. Helena is more stronger than Mr. Hampeter!” You glared at Idia, “Oh shut it. Mr. Hampeter would’ve won if he didn’t make that person flying across the damn arena!”
You sighed as you watched Idia do his little cheering. Othro floated towards you while giggling a bit; tapping your shoulder to gain your attention and whisper to you, “Are you sure this is going to work Y/N?” “Have trust in me Othro! This plan will work if everything goes accordingly.” You whisper-shouted to Othro as Idia was still engross by his little victory and the anime.
Even though you thought it would go accordingly. . .it didn’t. “Idia come on! It won’t be that bad I promise!” You begged as you tugged on the sleeves of a certain fiery-haired person. “No way, IRL is too scary for me! Just imagining myself going outside my comfort zone just to talk to normies is enough for me to pass out!” Idia screeched while (surprisingly) holding onto the base of his bed. You gave out a little cry of defeat and let go of his sleeve. In relief Idia hurried up and scurried over to his gaming chair just to hide from you. “E-even if you tried, I won’t go out.” Idia said as he peered at you behind his gaming chair.
This was a lost cause; you shook your head. But an idea came to mind. “Okay then..fine. I was hoping to give you a surprise at the end of the day if you were to go outside with me. Guess like that was a waste of madols.” Idia perked at this and slowly peeked out of his chair interested with wide-eyes. “Looks like I could just give this to someone else if they even want it.” Idia leaped at this and gave out a terrified cry. “W-WHAT? NNONONONONO-“ his hands were waving in the air, “I’ll go! I’ll go! Sheesh..”
Moments passed by as you two walked along the halls of Night Raven College. With Idia clinging to you like he’s on death row, you both got weird stares and Idia seemed to be affected by it. “I should’ve declined your request..this mission is impossible” Idia mumbled while holding tightly onto your arm, "Also, why do you have a bag? D-DON'T TELL ME YOU'RE GOING TO CHOP ME UP SOMEWHERE!" he cried. You smiled and stifled a laugh "Idia, I would never chop you up. No need to worry!" Idia gave out a small whimper while following you closely from behind.
Passing through the countless classrooms, you hurriedly dragged Idia outside. The sudden movement surprised Idia but he kept up with your pace, slightly panicking of course. "U-uhm..Y/N? Where are we going..? This walk is tiring me out and you know I'm not good with these type of stuff." He became jittery. Even though Idia couldn't see it, you had a mischievous smile on your face. "Once again, I said not to worry about it Idia!" He sighed and continued to follow you, just a bit on edge though.
"We're here!" You exclaimed happily. Idia shifted slightly just to see what it was that made you drag him for at least an hour or so, (it was actually just 15 mins, but ya'll know how Idia is sometimes) though, it did make his eye twitch and...disappointed? "...What is this suppose to be?" You gave out a little laugh and gestured him to come o where you're standing. Idia was confused and hesitant, but he complied anyways. "You remember how I said I had a surprise for you? I didn't lie about that by the way hehe." Idia turned his head to look at you, well, probably a little too quick. His eyes looked like it was going to bulge out at any second. But, you noticed that his lips has seemingly curled up-wards a bit after you said that. You shook your head and reflected a smile back at him. "Anyways, I remembered that you've been wanting this figurine for a while now, so here."
Idia looked at you expectantly as you shuffled around your little bag carrier and pulled out a neatly wrapped gift. He gasped and snatched it out of your grasp. "H-hey! I didn't even-" "THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU!!!" You were surprised about his outburst, it even looked like he was crying. He carefully unwrapped the gift with one of the biggest grin you've ever seen him with. A sweat came rolling down as you scratched your cheek and nervously smiled at him while he was rambling about the figurine.
I mean...anything to make him smile right? Even if it costed you your whole life savings. Broke people unite!
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compscitc · 7 months
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Hello! It’s been a while since I’ve been on here and a LOT of things have changed. So first of all I am no longer in school and I’m on to my second year of university. I study computer science which I really like and am happy with! So the most obvious thing is that I have no longer a crush on my high school teacher cause a lot of things went down and he left from our school for another school so I was kinda forced to get over him :( he still holds a place in my heart but it’s more like I’m glad that I had the opportunity to meet him and have this minuscule relationship with him even if it was nothing for him, nothing erotic and only platonic but there is warmth left behind in his spot.
Though it’s been almost three years, my preference for older men in places of authority has not stopped and I have developed a new crush on one of my professors who taught me last year programming 😭 yeah I know I know you would say it’s literally the same thing as before BUT there’s a big BUT here and hear me out 😭
Let me say first that the problem is that first semester I couldn’t really establish a relationship cause he was rly kinda distant with me and I felt like he disliked me but would make lighthearted jokes etc. Second semester came and he was like a different person, rly warm with me, making casual convo, I have literally walked to the bus station with him talking for like 15 minutes and all cause he rides the bus with us, he has told me multiple times (as a joke?) to go for a coffee with him and all that, my desk at the lab was next to his so he talked to me a lot and made jokes with me, always telling me to do jobs for him if he forgot something etc you get the jist. He made a POINT to tell me he is single cause I said something that didn’t make sense and he was like “oh god she’s going to be the death of me and I’m single, I’ll die single” (about me) and I’m like ?!?!?%{^{>\* HELLO?!!:?:2€37
The BUT here is well the fact that he is single and that there might actually be some chance that something happens. The problem is that I don’t know how to approach him bc I have only his academic email and I cannot find him for the life of me on any social media so I’m thinking to join him for a bit and a small talk before my lessons this semester cause he will have lessons at the labs at the same time as me. Plsssss I need help im loosing my mind cause I think I am attracted to him but I am not that sure yet, all this started as a joke last semester with my friends calling me “his girl” cause he was always talking to me and asking me to do favours for him and me denying it but now I don’t know how I feel (?) oof anyways big update for everyone here 🥺🫰🏻 love you all and I hope I don’t sound weird 😭
Oh did I mention he is nearing 47 years of age?🥹
(Also I used to be idontwannabemeanymore just so you know 🖤)
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takalzuoom · 2 years
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Pirate! TW analysis for helping you write vil and riddle!
I believe both vil and riddle as the fiances are good in their own ways, but which one you choose would probably affect the purposes of each character in the story, along with how the reader feels about each character.
If you choose Riddle as the fiance and vil as an antagonistic pirate, there would be less of an emotional attachment to vil, but the reader would have a softer, more "innocent young love" compassion and connection to riddle. The story seems to be planned out with a lot of drama, so I think riddle could have a big impact on the readers. All of these people in the reader's life cause distrust and uneasiness, so it could be interesting to not only potentially develop the relationship between the reader and riddle, but also allow the readers to feel a different emotion throughout that could they could feel is filled with much drama and little emotional connection. Though, writing a deep, meaningful relationship like that can be hard and tricky as well.
If vil is the fiance, then that would bring a very dramatic plot to the story. It could help develop a feeling of betrayal between the reader and crewel in a forefront manner. A betrayal like that could be very interesting to read. A shocking betrayal of father could be very intense, and increase the dramatization of the story.
The entire mood of the story could be shifted as well. Riddle's story could make the story feel more of an exploration of losing those you love and yearning for them, or make the readers focus more on the drive of the reader getting home. Vil's route could make the story one more of betrayal, and learning how to live in a world completely opposite of the readers before the story, focusing on them learning how to trust people and how much to look out for yourself versus others.
I hoped this helped. Sorry if it was a little long winded for you, but I always like to put analytical effort into helping someone improve! This is just based off of all that has been posted so far on the story and how each plot line has made me feel. Just because I said riddles or vil's could lead strong in a certain direction, it doesn't mean that's how it should necessarily go. I wish you well, happy writing!💕💕💕
you analyzed my writing… FOR FREE⁉️⁉️
for the past few days i’ve been coming back to this ask over and over again. always re reading and trying to make a comparison between both.
and let me tell you- you’re dead on the money.
and oh my god- like i’m so extremely honored that you took your time and effort to analyze my little series and are helping me with this. like i literally ran straight to my irl and started talking about this 10 minutes straight 😭
(i took ss of it so i could show her 🙈)
thank you so much🙇🏻
okay
even before you sent this is, i was kind of thinking the same thing, but i was only made aware of vil’s
(this is what i have scrapped together so far) (extremely rough draft thingz 🤭)
cause in his, the way that the whole journey is different is that vil and reader would continuously meet in between each ‘arc’ (??). and that’s when his facade would slowly fade.
1st meeting - they both run towards eachother, extremely worried about eachother as vil makes sure you aren’t hurt and they didn’t do anything to you. you blindly follow
2nd meeting - where mc starts questioning him. quick, i know- but this is what i call the denial stage cause maybe he makes some weird choices??? or says smthn that doesn’t sit right with them?
third meeting - still a little mellow, but maybe mc would finally stand up for themselves? like ‘no, not all pirates are bad’ tit and tat thing and vil is like ‘no? haha no? (i’m thinking of a movie scene and i DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS- might be repunzel?) and he gets upset. not sure what this leds to but maybe he’s like ‘fine. but don’t come crawling back’
4th meeting - blah blah manipulation here gaslight there- and reader goes back to him to get married- rescue mission?? idk.
but the problem is that this- doesn’t feel like a pirate plot to me. it feels like a royalty au with aspects of pirate au.
while in riddle’s we get the pirates and all that good shit. we get reader growing into themselves while getting irreversible trauma
i love drama. i love writing drama- and that’s why i love vil being the fiancé. plus i think he has a stronger reason to be the antagonist.
which is power, fame, being king, beating neige and ‘finally getting what he deserves’ (by that point he’ll see mc as disposable or an object
yes ik he can be a antag in riddle’s version. but he won’t the main. he’ll just be one of the pirate lords. but i mean later he will. like there’s still gonna be that betrayal, but (like you said) we aren’t emotionally attached to him and it’s kind of expected at that point because he’s both a pirate and mc has already gotten betrayed by people close to them at that point.
and what would mc’s goal in the story be? what’s their purpose??
riddle : to go home, then to get grim and go home
vil : go home? then try to escape vil??? try and convince crewel vil is evil???
i feel like riddle’s mc has more of a plot line (biased cause i’ve spent 2 weeks mapping everything out) but on the other hand, vil has a stronger reason to save mc.
which brought me to the genius idea of twst royal au?? or at least an au of the au with vil (and maybe leona??)
but honestly, i really like that idea but i HAVE to get started with this first 😭😭 (maybe when i’m on the second act i’ll write vil royalty au🙊🙊)
but you have no idea how helpful this was. truly. i spent 2+ hours plotting the differences between the two. how the relationship between mc and the guys would differ, how that’d effect that plot, and the overall story and just everything about it.
and i’m going to keep the vil idea (like i said) but maybe use it for a different story???? (i’ve grown very attached to the vil one so it’s going to be extremely hard to let go)
side note, my friend brought up how she thinks it’s cheesy mc is always getting kidnapped 😭😭
LIKE STFU‼️‼️ YOUVE CLEARLY NEVER WANTED TO BE KIDNAPPED AND MAN HANDLED BY HOT MEN‼️‼️🫵👿
but i digress… if there is a way for me to keep the pirate aspect and keep the vil idea- i would in a heart beat.
and thanks to this im gonna big vil a bit do a bigger role?? to get the best of both worlds? but i’m going to be extremely careful to try and not make this busier than it already is.
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Hellsite Nostalgia Tour 2023 Day 321
Don’t Go In The Woods/Spyfall: Part One
“Don’t Go In The Woods”
Plot Description: the Winchesters face off against a ravenous monster, while Jack makes a big mistake trying to make some friends of his own
Would I Survive the First Five Minutes??: I wouldn’t have to sneak out to the woods at night to make out with a significant other for SEVERAL reasons
They really think someone’s gonna sell Jack beer?? He still very much looks like a teenager
Omg there’s a kid in town watching the Ghostfacers (I hate that this year has caused my phone to AUTOMATICALLY CAPITALIZE the g in Ghostfacers)
Oh, oh baby boy. I hope they don’t make fun of you for your autistic traits. Him lying about his age is…hilarious “well, im two—wenty. I’m twenty…two. I’m twenty- two”
Why would you hike like this at night?
Oh they actually put some effort into this monster
I know he’s going to make a big mistake but I don’t want him to 😭 he’s finally making friends, even if they don’t really understand each other
Why is the sheriff so shady?? I mean…so are Sam and Dean, really, but we trust them because we know them
Oh Jack, you don’t need to be showing off like this. Oh yeah, you’re getting run out of town for SURE, Jack. You needed to stop showing off with the angel blade when they asked you to. Ok you healed her, but you are not getting asked to hang out again
Oh…that’s a really bad way to get rid of the problem you’re having. That tribe should have just killed the last remaining member of the first family of white settlers, I’m sorry. I don’t care that he did a cannibalism and went crazy, you kill him. You don’t curse him to roam the woods you live in, you don’t curse him to always need to feed…why would you do that?
Is this the first time anyone’s ever told them “why don’t you tell people that monsters are real?”
I hope the sheriff’s son makes it out okay. He did, that’s good
Ok sounds like he has at least SOME part of his soul left…maybe. It’s so hard to tell. He doesn’t want to lie by using a fake ID to buy beer but he has no problem lying to the boys about what happened while they were away
“Spyfall: Part One”
Plot Description: when intelligence agents around the world come under attack from alien forces, MI6 turns to the only person who can help, the Doctor
These two episodes better be good because aliens attacking secret agents seems like the plot to a bad movie, but at least they’re up front about two parters now
I miss when companions didn’t have steady jobs: they were students or temps or kissograms or their workplace literally blew up. Easier times
13 should be able to wear the goggles more often
Cars on this show haven’t been this deadly since ATMOS
The companions getting high tech weapons is giving Totally Spies and I mean that as the utmost compliment
Omg I’ve never seen anything get that close to successfully breaking into the TARDIS
“No panicking when you’re not trusting anyone” I could not do espionage
The payoff of this eventual reveal would have been better if I didn’t know O was the Master
Ok the spy toys are cool and fun…
Why is that—why are those beings made purely out of light. They’re terrifying. Look like me first time I wear shorts after a long winter
They wanna take over this whole universe…
Ok, the guy Ryan and Yaz were sent to spy on IS working with (or maybe just for) the aliens
I knew Yaz couldn’t be completely gone even though she got absorbed (?) by the alien and is now in some weird foresty place
I’m nearly CERTAIN that’s not really Yaz OR her dna is being rewritten as I type this. How did she get from (iirc) San Francisco to Australia?!
I love the friendship between Yaz and Ryan
Why is the Master always hot??
I’m just realizing the dude’s company VOR would be pronounced like vore and I don’t know how I feel about it
I NEED to know if this is a situation like during Utopia or if he’s just REALLY GOOD at lying
Omg did she put on 12’s coat again 🥹 plus a bow tie?
I think the Doctor and Castiel should get to have a conversation. I just think the way their blunt way of communicating would mesh….not well but funnily. This is how superwholock was created, wasn’t it?
I wish Doctor Who would remember it’s campy fun and not a blockbuster action movie
Oh he’s so fun already. Of course he controls the aliens they’ve been fighting
Oh, now the Doctor is where Yaz was as her friends are plummeting to their deaths on an exploding plane. What a nice way to end this part one
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Welll here we are for the second last time
I'm emotional 😭😭😭
When Freya came to visit it was usually the highlight of your week. This time however you were nervous. She was observant and you were desperately trying to hide a secret. MMMM,WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY GIRL? AND WHY IS SHE HIDING SOMETHING FROM HER MAN?
‘Hello my love’ she smiled as you opened the door, pulling you into her body and you felt your eyes prick at the feel of her. Freya was home to you and you knew you couldn’t hold anything in for too long. I LOVE THESE TWO BESTIESSSSS🥹🥹🥹
‘Oh yeah like I’m gonna believe that’ she laughed, hooking her arm through yours before walking you into your living room and sitting you on the sofa. ‘Now spill’ THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU FREY🩷🩷🩷
You knew it was something you had to tell her, this thing was big and if you left it it would only get bigger and there’s no doubt she would find out eventually but the fear kept the words in your throat. This thing was the biggest secret you’d ever kept in but you were a ticking time bomb and you knew you needed to confess. LISTEN I'M SCARED, WHAT'S HAPPENING IN HER LIFE???
‘I’m late’ you suddenly choked, Freya’s arms stopping for a second as she stuttered before carrying on. Your words shocking here a bit before she pulled you a little closer to comfort you even more. OMGGGG THE SCAREEE LOZZZZ I LOVE YOUUU😂😂😂
‘I’m exhausted, like all the time. Everything aches and I feel sick constantly in the mornings like I’ve gone through a multi pack of mints this week trying to settle my tummy’ you told her and you could see the cogs turning in her head. She knew it didn’t sound good but she was trying to be the voice of reason and not freak you out but you were absolutely petrified. I KNOW SHE'S NOT PREGNANT BUT A GIRL CAN DREAM RIGHT?🥹😂
‘I know my love. But there’s no point putting it off is there?’ She asked and you shook your head. ‘Exactly. So we’ll go find out and we can deal with it from there’ MY WISE WOMAN
‘Get the multi pack, I’ll take one with you’ she told you, causing you to eye her suspiciously but she just shrugged with smile. ‘It’s always good to check’ HAHAHAHHA, FREYYY WHAT DID YOU AND MY BOYFRIEND WOODY DOOO???
‘Let me tell you, mini woody is not-‘ she started but covered your ears with your hands and sing loudly, not wanting to hear the rest of what she had to say. You were feeling sick enough already and the thought of Woody naked didn’t help. AHHAHAHAHHA, LISTEN I'M JEALOUS
‘You fancy putting them back in the box so we can play pregnancy test roulette?’ She winked but you shook your head with a panicked expression. I JUST LIVE WHO SHE MAKES EVERYTHING HILARIOUS, YOUR BEST FRIEND IS SHITTING HER PANTSSS😂😭
‘It’s negative, babe’ I KNEW IT? YES, I WAS HOPING FOR A BABY? OBVIOUSLY
‘A woman’s body is a mystery’ she shrugged before looking back at you. ‘You sure you’re alright?’ IT IS REALLY A MISTERY
‘I feel a little bit silly but I’m fine’ you laughed, hoping she’d buy it and even though you knew she could tell you were a bit upset she thankfully knew not to push. ‘Shall we head home? Mase’s game will be on soon’ HER BABY IS PLAYING, LETS FOCUS ON HIM NOW
Freya left the next afternoon and you used your alone time to sit and think through your feelings so that you’d be fine for when Mason returned home the next morning. OH BABY, BUT YOU WILL TELL HIM, RIGHT?
You were freaked out that it might be positive, but now you knew it was negative why were you feeling so weird about it? You didn’t want a baby, not right now at least but the weird sensation settled in your stomach and you didn’t know how to feel. What would happen when you told Mason? Would he be disappointed? Or relieved? And what was worse? If he was disappointed then at least you knew you could try again but any type of relief would make you think that’s not what he saw for your future. Did he even see a future with you? THE FACT THAT SHE PROBABLY WANTS ABABY IN THE FUTURE MAKES ME CRY...HOW DID WE ARRIVE AT THIS POINT? WHERE IS MY ICY GIRL? I'M SOOO PROUD🩷🩷🩷 BUT MASON IS GOING TO BE GOOD, HE HAS NO RIGHT TO BE DISAPPOINTED BABE🩷😌
You tried to busy yourself the next morning and make sure the house was spotless for when Mason got back but it was no use. Again finding yourself laid down staring up at the ceiling as you ever thought everything about the last few weeks. OH MY BABY GIRL🫂🫂🫂🫂
Soon enough it was time for Mason to be home and as soon as you heard the door go you were up and rushing over to greet him. His wide smile and excited eyes settled you and you just prayed you could fool him into thinking you were fine and that the last few days hadn’t happed but one look at him and you knew you were gone. MY BABIES ARE REUNITED 😌😌😌
‘Hello baby’ he smiled softly as he took you in, pulling you into his arms so he could hold you, your body melting as you took in his smell and you automatically felt at home ‘you alright?’ He asked, pulling back and eyeing your curiously. It was scary how quickly he knew something might be wrong even when you tried to hide it and the concern on his face made your bottom lip wobble. ‘Hey, what’s happened?’ THE FACT THAT HE KNOWS HER AS WELL AS FREY DOES...😌🥹🥹🥹
You didn’t mean to as you were trying to hold it together but you burst into tears, your comfort person was all that you’d wanted for the last few days and now that he was finally here you needed to get your emotions out. You didn’t think you’d be this upset but the tears kept coming so he bundled you inside and into the living room so he could pull you into his lap. HE IS HER COMFORT PERSON...BYEEE, I'LL GO AND CRY IN A CORNER 😭😭😭
‘I didn’t play that bad did I?’ He laughed, trying to ease the tension and even though you were sobbing your little heart out you couldn’t help but laugh, shaking your head in his neck to reassure him before sitting back so he could help calm you down and the gentle kisses along your forehead were working wonders. ‘It’s okay baby, just take your time’ HAHAHAHHA, HE AND FREY ARE THE SAME PERSON I SWEAR, THAT'S WHY Y/N LOVES THE TWO OF THEM SOOO MUCH🥹😌
‘You’re not hurt or anything are you?’ MY MAN
‘No no I’m fine. Just something happened and I thought I was okay but maybe I’m not’ you laughed, rolling your eyes to try and play it off but he wasn’t having it. THEY ARE GOING TO HAVE THE BIG FUTURE TALK AND I'M HERE FOR ITTTTT😭😭😭
‘I thought you seemed a little off before I left but I just presumed it was your special lady time’ he joked, one hand moving so he could tickle your side to make you laugh and when you eventually smiled he smiled back twice a brightly before his face turned sympathetic. ‘Was it a bad one this month?’ WELLLL...AHHAHAHAHHA THERE WAS NO LADY TIME THIS MONTH
‘Oh well that’s alright then, one less to worry about’ HAHAHAHHAHA HOW CAN HE BE SO NAIVE
‘I’m not, I just thought I might be’ you explained, your voice breaking at the end and you thought you saw his face drop slightly before the tears started flowing again. ‘I don’t know what I’m crying so much’ you laughed, hiding your face before he held you to him again. OH BABY😢🫂
‘I love you’ you whispered into his neck, feeling him squeeze you a little bit tighter as he kissed your forehead gently. He was your rock and no matter how bad you felt you knew you were so blessed to have him. HE IS HER ROCK🥹🥹🥹🥹
‘I know but you’re tired baby, and I am to. We can have a nap or just cuddle for a bit yeah?’ MY DREAM🥹
‘I’m okay. Just feel like a lots gone on I should tell you about. If you’re ready that is’ OK I'M READY
‘I didn’t want to disappoint you’ you laughed ‘We’ve not really spoken about any of that and I didn’t know what you’d think’ THERE IT ISSS
‘You want me to be honest?’ I THINK HIS ANSWER IS GOING TO MAKE ME CRY
‘All I’ve ever wanted is a family of my own. Yes it may be early days but if it’s something you wanted then I’d find a way for us to work it out. You don’t ever have to worry about telling me anything like that. I love you and I want us to have all of that and more’ PERFECT HE DIDN'T FAIL HIS MISSION,RUNNING TO GET SOME TISSUES
‘I know, I feel silly about it now but I was all hormonal and stressed’ you laughed. ‘I’ve never thought about kids and as awful as it sounds I was praying for it to be negative at first but when I finally saw it, I didn’t feel like I thought I would’ CAUSE YOU'VE CHANGED BABY,AND YOU FOUND THE MAN OF YOUR LIFE, AND YOU PROBABLY WANT THE PERFECT FAMILY WITH HIM🤗
‘I think so. Maybe in the back of my mind I knew if it was positive then things would be fine and you’d be happy. Now I feel like I’ve disappointed you a bit’ DON'T YOU DARE, YOU HAVEN'T DISAPPOINTED HIM😌
‘You could never disappoint me, gorgeous’ he whispered, kissing your nose before leaving a gentle peck on your lips. ‘Of course I would of been happy if it happens, you’re the love of my life and I can’t wait for all of that stuff to happen for us but we can do it in our own time yeah?’ MASON STOP IT🥹🥹🥹🥹
‘Are you alright though, with all that stuff’ he laughed, hands tickling your sides to indicated he was talking about your womanly issues and you nodded with a laugh before he kissed you again. AHHAHAHHA,BABIES
‘You know whatever it says on that test, we’ll be fine. We’ve got our whole lives ahead of us for mini Mounts and whatever else comes our way’ I JUST LOVE HIM
‘I know’ you laughed, eyes filling with tears again as you looked up at him but he was quick to brush them away. ‘I think I was a little unsure but I really like the sound of mini Mounts now’ SHE SAID IT, OMG😭😭😭😭🥹🥹🥹
‘Yeah, someone to look after and keep me company when you’re away. And considering how cute you are I can only imagine how adorable a mini you would be’ SHE IS SPEAKING TRUTHS
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THEY ARE REALLY TALKING ABOUT THEIR FUTURE CHILDREN? LOZZZ OMG I'LL DIE FROM CUTNESS AND DEHYDRATION
‘Well I want them to have your brains cause let’s face it they won’t have any hope if they’ve got mine’ HAHAHAHAHHAH, HE DID NOT
‘And I want them to have your smile. Though I think I’d let them get away with too much if they did’ you laughed but it was true. Mason melted you so you could only imagine what a little one of him would do to you. 🥹🥹🥹🥹
‘Shall we have a look then?’ He asked, nodding down to the test and you took in a nervous gulp. His fingers were on your chin in an instant though so he could pull your face towards his and the look of joy on his face settled you instantly. ‘Whatever that says on there, it changes nothing okay? You’re my girl and we’ll get through whatever it is together’ I JUST LOVE HIM SOOOOO MUCH
‘It’s not our time yet, but we’ll get there’ Mason whispered into your hair, pulling you close as you melted into his body. ‘Now we know it’s something we want we’ve got more time to prepare’YOU DO🤭🤭🤭
‘No tears okay? Breaks my heart seeing you cry and not being able to do anything about it’ he smiled and even though your heart was still breaking a little bit you sent him a smile back. ‘Lay down with me’ THE FACT THAT HE ALWAYS ASKS HER TO LAY DOWN WITH HIM WHEN SOMETHING BIG HAPPENS....🥹🥹🥹
Things went back to normal in the coming days and soon enough the sadness lifted. In it’s place a sense of joy and excitement about the future and even though you both agreed there probably wouldn’t be any babies in your near future plans, you were high on the knowledge that one day you could have the family you never did with the man of your dreams. OOOOO, MY GIRL GREW UP SOOOOO MUCHHHH😭😭😭
‘I’ve been thinking about something you said the other day’ Mason said as you slid in to bed next to him a few days later and you looked up at him with raised brows. ‘About having someone to keep you company when I’m not here’ A LITTLE DOGGGGG, I DON'T LIKE ANIMALS BUT I WOULD LOVE A DOG FROM MASEEE
‘I’m not having Woody move in’ you told him, watching him roll his eyes with a smile. EHII, LEAVE ALONE MY BOYFRIEND 😭😂
‘Yeah, I’ve always wanted one and I feel like we’re pretty settled now so it’s the perfect time. I’ve been looking at shelters and there’s one not too far from here. Thought it would be nice to re home one’ THEY ARE GOING TO BE PUPPY PARENTS 🥹🥹🥹
‘Well I have a feeling we’ll get in there and suddenly I’ll be agreeing to adopt 7 different dogs’ he laughed and you rolled your eyes in his direction. ‘So rule one, we’re getting one dog. That’s it’ AHHAHAHAHAH
‘Cause I’ll be the one spending more time with it’ SHE IS RIGHT
You were nearing the end of your search when you came across Parker, a three year old German shepherd and you fell in love with him instantly. He was a big boy with big brown eyes like Mason but you could tell he was so soft and gentle and when he came straight up to the glass to say hello you felt yourself melt. SHE FOUND HIM🥹🥹
‘Baby, he’s massive’ AHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH
OK NO, THAT'S TO BIG FOR ME😂😂😂 I WOULD SHIT MY PANTS SORRY
‘I want this one, Mase’ you whispered, looking up to him as he was staring back down with just as much love in his eyes. ‘He’s so sweet’ MOUNT I THINK SHE REPLACED YOU🤭😌
‘He’s got good taste’ you winked before Parker shuffled over to inspect Mason and once he was happy with him he cuddled into Masons lap and you almost lost it. ‘Oh look, Mase. He loves you too’ AHAHAHAHAHA HE LOVES YOU TOO
‘Anything for my girl’ he whispered, leaning over to peck you gently but the pair of you couldn’t stop smiling. 🥹🥹🥹
‘Hi baby, welcome to your forever home’ you smiled, gently scratching over his face as he panted at you and it almost looked like he was trying to smile. I'LL CRY
‘I’m always happy with you’ you smiled, leaning over to place a light kiss on his lips before Parker wanted to get in on the action. 🥹🥹🥹🥹MY GIRL
THE IG POST? LOZ YOU GAVE MY THE FINAL BLOW😭
I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY
I'LL JUST MISS THEM SOOOO MUCH
BUT LOOK WHERE THEY GOT....THE TWO OF THEM GREW UP SOOOO MUCH
AND THEY LOVE EACH OTHER MORE THAN EVER.
NOW THEY KNOW THAT ARE IN THE SAME PAGE AND ATE READY TO START BUILDING THEIR LITTLE FAMILY
WOW LOZ, I LOVE YOU AND THESE TWO SOOOO MUCH
YOU WROTE THEM AMAZINGLY, REALLY
THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH FOR THIS JOURNEY
MUM AND DAD WILL FOREVER HAVE THE SOFTEST SPOT IN MY HEART
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My love 🥺🩷 I’ll miss them too. They’re my babies
I’m glad they finally had their chat, so they know where where to go from here and that they’re on the same page 🥺
Thank you so much for all your feedback you know how much I appreciate it 🩷 love youuuuuu
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riverstardis · 1 year
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what lurks in the heart:
poor dylan :(
aw his flip phone sjdkfkgk
aww ethan and alicia waking up together
alicia shoving ethan under the bed when robyn knocks on her door asking to borrow some moisturiser sjdkfkfkfk
“i haven’t been shoved that hard since i stole cal’s nerf gun” the mention of cal makes it awkward😬
aw max dragging jez out to check on dylan
dylan hasn’t arranged representation. they never do do they.
“alicia, cal likes you, i know he does, but he’s like some kite on the wind. i’m tired of always holding on to his strings in case he gets tangled in a tree.” “am i the tree in this?” “no you’re the reason i feel like i can let go” “what let go of cal?” “yeah. obviously i hope we can come back from this. i want us to be together—“ and then duffy comes into the cubicle SJDKFKGK
“ethan look, i can’t be the person to come between you and cal” “yeah. silly really to think that you’d consider us being together like that” “no but i am considering it ethan i just wish that—“ and they get interrupted AGAIN
lmaoo charlie says he’s consulting ethan and cal for help with wedding planning and duffy’s like “cal?! i’m gonna find myself twerking to beyoncé” 😭😭
alicia’s worried that if it didn’t work out with her and ethan that he and cal would be broken for nothing. pretty valid concern tbh even though ethan says he’s willing to take that risk. duffy’s definitely clocked them lmaoooo
yup alicia’s talking to duffy and she says she’s got a friend who’s in a bit of a mess and duffy just goes “you’ve got a friend who fancies her boyfriend’s brother. is that what you’re gonna tell me?” and then from looking at alicia’s face “slept with her boyfriends brother?” SHSJFKGKK
“well that would make her sound like a terrible person wouldn’t it? maybe she is…” “or maybe she’s just confused” “i’ve messed up big time” “no, hang on, do you like ethan?” “yes, yes i do! help me, what do i do?” “think very hard about your next move. who do you want to be with? because you’ve got to be sure if you’re going to cause a rift between those boys.”
oh and here’s cal🙄 lily asks how his interview for the research placement was and he says it was fine but he thinks he’s in a little bit of trouble about it. you THINK?????
mr grayling was basically just using lily. surprise surprise.
lmaoo duffy going “it’s hard when you really fall for someone isn’t it? always a risk that you can get hurt” to the patient but looking at alicia
ollie! he’s staying with david because rosa had to rush to spain. noel goes “you’re gonna get on like a—“ and david goes “DONT say like a house on fire”😭😭😭😭
aww this patient storyline
seb admits to making a malicious allegation
cal tells ethan he’s sorry about the proposal he just had to show alicia he wasn’t bothered… bro what kind of shitty apology is that??????? he can definitely tell something’s off with ethan because he isn’t acting angry with him the way he would normally he’s just trying to avoid him and isn’t engaging with him at all
alicia looks so good
aww this patient storyline’s cute as well. so cute it’s restored alicia’s faith in love and she’s decided to take the risk to be with ethan
AHHHH THEYRE SO CUTEE🥰🥰🥰🥰
dylan’s looking especially autistic today. it’s probably the whole ordeal with seb
oh no cal asks alicia if ethan mentioned anything about the whole stealing his proposal thing “because i thought he’d be properly mad but he just seemed weird like sort of shut off. i can’t put my finger on it but i don’t know, this time he’s different.” alicia points out how they’re always falling out and maybe a clean break wouldn’t hurt and cal says how he knows he always jokes about ethan but without him he doesn’t know what he’d do😥 and you can see the doubt returning in alicia’s face😭
“before you came back to holby, some stuff happened between us. pretty bad stuff. and i thought it would finish us off.” “but you two got through it?” “yeah well, blood’s thicker right?” alicia’s now even more conflicted😭
aw cal properly apologises and says to make it up to him they can go for a weekend away doing all the museumy stuff ethan likes meanwhile ethan’s trying to tell him about alicia because they’d agreed to tell him so they could be together but alicia turns up having changed her mind because she doesn’t want to destroy their family and interrupts ethan to lie to cal that ethan had said the same as he had to her about wondering if they could come back from this but not knowing what he’d do without him😭😭
OH THEY HUGGG i forgot about that🥺🥺🥺🥺 it’s kinda one sided from cal though because ethan is hugging back but he's not really into it he’s looking hurt :(
i totally understand alicia choosing not to get between them and i do think it was probably the right decision but it does annoy me that she doesn’t even break up with cal?? i mean obviously she wasn’t going to do it there and then but she claims to want to be with ethan which can’t happen because it would destroy his and cal’s relationship but she could at least break up with cal herself?? like obviously ethan’s going to think she decided she didn’t actually want to be with him over cal! i know why she doesn’t and it’s because she’s not as confident as she makes out to be and she doesn’t want to hurt cal. doesn’t stop it being annoying though. especially as it makes it seem like she’s just kinda going along with whatever.
actually that reminds how ik some people thought that alicia’s personality changed between her first and second stint because she really wasn’t very confident in her first stint and she seemed to have become super confident by her second stint but she didn’t! she does gain a bit of confidence and resilience because of what happened with lily and because she went travelling but that’s kind of on the surface, and after what happens with her parents she’s faking it to stop herself getting hurt like her mum did. it’s basically just on the surface and it’s pretty clear that she’s the same person she was in her first stint underneath that. and i think that’s where this entire love triangle situation comes from: the confident “party girl” personality that she presents fits best with cal but her actual personality fits best with ethan, which is why cal’s her easy safe option even though she actually wants to be with ethan.
uh oh connie has discovered it was elle who treated grace. now she’s questioning why she didn’t intubate and threatening to report her to the trust😬 connie’s vengeful eras are her worst.
iain deffo fancies lily
ooh dylan saying “i found it very helpful to put some distance between myself and the belittling. i’m talking about my father, he was an expert.” :(((
aw dylan recommending seb for a placement at st james’ and helping him stand up to his dad🥺
oop cal’s trying to “have an early night” with alicia but she excuses herself and she’s trying not to cry😢😢😢
dylan and max’s friendship🥺
uh oh cal finds the cuff link DUN DUN DUNNNNN
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#im sorry this is so short but its liek 3 am and i habe a 10 am class im veyr sorry
My Top Posts in 2022:
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This was just a little thing I did for @scorphargrove’s fic on Ao3, Bite Back. I highly recommend it, I could not put it down lmao, AND the first chapter of the sequel came out recently :D
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This drawing is supposed to be in chapter 5 I think? When billy and the reader walk back into the Halloween party and try to have a good time, I wanted to get that like. Initial when they get on the dance floor time frame I guess, when it feels like it’s just those two together lol. There’s supposed to be silhouettes of the crowd of people around and behind them but I don’t know if I executed it right 😅 also I completely forgot reader had Billy’s jacket on till like halfway through the third sketch, so it’s a little stiffer than I’d have liked. I do really like how I did his hair tho!! References are ur best friend forever frfr!
This isn’t the best drawing bc the pose was kicking my ass 😭 hope u like it :3
4 notes - Posted November 15, 2022
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Should I get back into writing?? I’ve been wanting to but idk who/what to write about 😅
4 notes - Posted November 13, 2022
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Literally no rush but pls,, I hope you finish those Hiromi fics someday 😭 cause your writing is so good!!!
aaaa sorry 😞 I will I will but school’s been kicking my ass and I’ve been trying to apply to college and stuff so I haven’t had time for our favorite skater!!! Thank you so much for the reminder though, sorry I died
4 notes - Posted January 26, 2022
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HAPPY BIRHH YH DAY TO SHAODW ALSO I FOUND OUT TODAY SEAOSN TWO WAS CONFIRMeD IM GONNA CRY
7 notes - Posted September 14, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
prompt: "why the hell is there glitter everywhere?"
plot: the sk8 family trying to throw shadow a birthday party but hiromi forgot his own birthday
Thanks sm for the request!!! I hope you like it :) sorry if the ending was rushed, but it’s 4 months late 😓
warnings: none! Unless glitter counts
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HAPPY (late) BIRTHDAY HIROMI!!
Throwing a surprise party couldn’t be that hard, right?
Wrong.
Even with the brain power of a child, two seventeen year olds, an Italian chef, and a calligrapher (who is really just hogging all the brain cells), they were still only able to make the building look a little less than mediocre.
“C’mon, it's the old man’s 25th birthday! We gotta keep going!” Reki said. He was about to fall from putting up streamers in the tallest possible corner of Joe’s restaurant, before Langa steadied the stool he was on.
“Reki, this place is the best it’s probably gonna get.” Joe came out of the kitchen with a badly iced cake, “come tell me what to write on here,”
“Just write ‘you’ve aged.’ that’ll be funny,” Miya didn’t look up from his game, but he did give a little mischievous grin at his suggestion.
“I am not writing ‘you’ve aged.’ that would be weird.”
“Then just add ‘well’ and a smiley face.” Reki said.
“‘Well, smiley face, you’ve aged? That doesn’t sound nice-”
Cherry was tired from their shenanigans all day, “Just write Happy Birthday, you damn gorilla,” and as he turned, he actually saw the cake. “Do you even know how to ice a cake?” he didn’t wait for an answer as he brought it back into the kitchen to fix the horrid decoration job. Hopefully it tasted better than it looked, Cherry had his work cut out for him.
With that, Joe figured they should probably finish up the final touches on everything, and Miya, Reki, and Langa were left in the restaurant with no adult supervision. Worst idea yet, the three of them were already up to trouble. Reki still thought the space could use more pizazz, as he knows Shadow is no simple man. Reki took a cup of glitter and started trying to find somewhere to put it, maybe on the tables? Yeah, that sounded good. He grabbed a pinch and sprinkled it over the plastic tablecloths, for some variety. He didn’t notice, but Langa was sneaking up behind him to get some glitter. By the time Reki figured it out, it was too late, and it was already everywhere.
“Dude! I just washed this hoodie!” Reki said with a smile. He laughed as he threw some glitter as a revenge attack, not noticing that Miya was right behind Langa.
As the first speck of glitter hit the console, Miya was up and throwing glitter back at his assailants. Reki ducked behind a booth, hopefully he'd be safe here. Alas, a face full of green and purple glitter hit him, very on brand. Reki got his own red ammo, and released it onto the catboy.
“What is going on here?” Oh noooo, mom’s back. They halted their war in fear of the pink haired man. “I can’t deal with this right now- Go visit the flower shop and tell his manager she needs to keep him busy. I need to sweep up this mess.” Without a word, the three boys marched single file out the door, sent on their mission.
They weren’t very subtle. Miya, Reki, and Langa went to try to tell Shadow’s- Uh, Higa’s Manager about his surprise birthday. While he was working. They didn’t plan out Cherry’s request that well.
Oh no, Higa came out of the break room, and Mrs manager went downstairs to work on a pick up order. He stopped in his tracks, seeing the devil’s dandruff all over the ground.
“Why the hell is there glitter everywhere.”
The three boys look down and they all start talking over each other, though none saying the truth. Higa was not having it, the more they panicked, the more it fell from their hair and clothes.
“No- you know what I don’t care, get out,” Higa started pushing the boys out the door, not without (very sparkly) protest. He just got done sweeping the main floor, and now these hooligans left a snail trail of unicorn barf that he’d have to clean up before more customers came in. It was a busy day too, Higa could barely have the time to think. He woke up, came to work, and has been busting his behind all day! He didn’t even remember his birthday, it was that bad. The days leading up to today hadn’t been easier either, what with everyone wanting bouquets for some reason.
By the time Reki, Miya, and Langa had gotten back to the restaurant, with an incomplete mission by the way, Oka had been called to help clean up the rest of the glitter while Cherry had to go back to the cake. Oka gave Reki the broom and dustpan he was using, sighing as he walked away to make sure other things were in order.
“What were you guys thinking, roughhousing so close to the start of the party,” Oka was getting ready to pick up Higa, unaware that the boys never got to tell the manager to keep him there. Reki was busy sweeping, Langa taking out trash bags, so Miya had to run after him out the door.
“Ah, wait! He might be home, I don’t- uh, we didn’t get to tell the manager to have him stay at work. I don’t know.” Oka nodded at the new information, and Miya dashed back in after a fallen streamer.
Oka figured he had nothing to lose if he checked the shop first, so he started there. Luckily, Shadow was just leaving. Oka ripped off his helmet and jogged to the locked door to wait for him to come out. He soon heard the door chime and he rose to meet Shadow.
“Oka, I uh- what are you doing here?” Shadow was confused, so Oka vaguely gestured to the moped and held out a helmet.
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