#I can’t tell if this is a vent or not

[autism-criminal]

you . uh , haha , you love me , right ? if I were to disappear , you’d be concerned ? if I had to leave , you’d miss me ?

#I can’t tell if this is a vent or not #I’ve just been feeling so alone and unmotivated #and I don’t want to lose you too #but I don’t really deserve you #and I get it if you want to leave me

[darkxsoulzyx]

do you guys ever get too scared to post ocs because you’re worried that their design or story isn’t cool enough

And then someone posts their OC/sona that looks super similar to your OC, even though you’ve technically made yours first

And now you’re scared of posting them because you’re afraid someone is gonna try and compare the two, because someone will always do that if they look similar enough

Do you guys ever feel that way or am I just really really stupid

#darkzyx #clink #minor vent #little bit of a rant I suppose #I don’t know I dont wanna look like a copy cat but at the same time my guy has been around since 2017 #I have the watt pad art to prove it 💀💀💀 #but at the same time #no one knows who he is because I just never had the confidence to consistently tell/post about my ocs and their world #mainly because I kept changing their stories all the time… #💀💀💀💀 #like I can’t stress enough just how similar their concepts are to the other persons #which is an extremely big shame because I really really like my OC #but I also love their concept #but if someone accuses me of being a copycat #I think I’ll crumble away into a pile of ash 💀💀💀

[adrift-in-thyme]

Most of the time I’m fine being a person who never fits in. A person who never gets the newest trends or watches the cool new videos or has the latest apps or clothes or knows every popular song artist the radio plays into oblivion

But sometimes it feels very isolating

#I’ve always been this way #and I’m cool with that #I can tell you the entire backstories of multiple links #but I can’t tell you about the newest pop album #or what actor is considered cool at the moment #or god forbid the latest tik tok trend #but the people at my college have literally urged that I look up stuff I haven’t seen on the internet #and my siblings seem to know all that stuff #and I’m just sitting there like ….ok then #guess I’m out of this conversation #bleh #sorry I’m just struggling today #it’s been a week #vent #delete later

[everyone-is-emptyy]

#everyone is empty #thinking about moving back in w my mom & great grammy even tho i don’t fucking want to #but my mom is the worst caregiver in existence & my grandma doesn’t really want her help cuz she’s always drunk #i’m just ready to explode & run the house my fucking way & tell me mother to stop acting like my grandmas savior #idc about her drinking but she can’t live rent fucking free & be fucking USELESS #i hate my mother #girlblogging #mentally fucked #bpd vent #depressing shit #anxi4ty #mentally tired #actually bipolar #bipolar disorder #ptsd #bipolar depression #tumblr girls #girlboss #bpd mood #this is what makes us girls #su1c1d3 #su1c1d4l #stressed and tired #dark memes #depressing memes #bpd things

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i’m insane but in the sexy way

#this is what i’m telling myself from now on #and no i’m not trying to romanticize any disorders.. i just personally don’t know how to cope anymore without telling myself my symptoms #make me sexy or unique because i can’t handLE LIVING LIKE THIS ANYMORE #actually bpd #bpd problems #bpd vent #actually borderline #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #bpd #bpd shitposting #bpd favorite person #bpd mood #this is somewhat a shitpost

[prodogg]

Can’t even speak your daughters name, please just spare me the false pretense, it’s sickening Heuchlerisch/Scheinheilig . Why "care" suddenly now hours later after she could be dead in some jungle but not right then and there when you still were at Hiraa and got your memories back…. okay vent over it continuous in the tags

Edit: Since people like to miss the point here, the writing decision of making Ursa suddenly care out of nowhere without showing any interest or care after getting her face in Hiraa for Azula or Zuko’s face is just very shallow to me, they can tell me all they want how Zuko searched, and apparently Ursa "helped". Her reaction upon seeing them for the first time again told me everything I as reader have to know. Then, seeing her crying on the boat is like a slap since it’s then feels very shallow, especially since she can’t even name Azula by name and says the "other" one.

#if you can’t tell I despise Comic’s Ursa #and don’t come with the 'but she was abused shit' it doesn’t excuse being a shitty character #or do you hear me excuse Azula killing Aang because abuse or Zuko stealing from The EK civilians #Zuko has a scar?! eh nothing wrong about that #My daughter running in a dangerous jungle ?! all fine #Smoke and Shadow is irredeemably bad #the search could be salvaged but Smoke and Weed shot the bird from the sky #anti comic Ursa #anti atla comics #azula #zuko #we have a word in German for how I felt she said this false pretense ihre heuchlerische Art #okay vent over #Ursa #atla #avatar the last airbender #pd talks #it’s feels just shallow

[pierregaslays]

:(

#i literally feel VIOLENTLY ill at the fact the hospital handled my mum’s passing so badly that her funeral is exactly ONE MONTH after it #i’ll forever be furious and angry and hurt and traumatised by the way they handled it #like A MONTH #it should not be happening this long after #and it’s her birthday on sunday so maybe i’m just feeling ten times worse because of that #but it’s not fair #it’s never gonna be fair #why the FUCK did she get taken from me like this #and then having to be the only one who knew about her funeral plans bc she only told me #and then everybody including my dad tells me how strong i am #IM NOT STRONG!!?!!?!??!? #i’m a girl who needs her mama. i’m just a girl who is so lost and confused and needs her mama #i literally want 2 die #tw death #i turned my tv off and immediately started crying bc i felt like the worst person in the world #did i not love her enough #should i have been better to get #*her #idk i just want her to know i adored her #and i need to hear her voice and get a hug #one of the last things she said to me was ‘i love you more’ well i love you most so how about that #tw grief #i am never getting over losing her #please . feel free to let me rant i just feel like i can’t talk to my dad or family bc like idk . #i always talked to my mum about my emotions and well! that can’t happen anymore lmfao 😭 #i just need a place to vent the HELL out of my feelings bc i am not going back to therapy

[nonbinary-vents]

whenmagicfillstheair has such a mixed following of both right wing Nazis and left wing Nazis that her blog should be a case study. A person who literally said that the reason Jews have been expelled from so many countries is because of usury, who says that Jews are white Europeans (Mizrachi Jew coming in to say hi— I don’t think Iran is in Europe), who has spread some of the most easy to see through Jew hating propaganda— and yet, she still has a massive following of people who refuse to call themselves Jew haters. It would be fascinating if it wasn’t scary

#still can’t make up wether she’s a classic nazi or a leftist nazi it’s so hard to tell nowadays #but her following is mixed #Jew hatred #leftist antisemitism #antisemitism #vent #specifying by name is kind of a dick move but I don’t care because she's awful

[the-darkestminds]

as an elucien, I really think this fandom is incredibly immature and most of yall are going back and forth about fictional characters and its completely unhealthy and its more unhealthy because most of you are adults. Yes, people have good theories and some have the worst theories to ever exist, but, that doesnt mean to attack and harass people about it. like dont yall ever just be like "why am I arguing back and forth about fictional characters and ships? I should do something better with my life." go eat a sandwich or something.

Again, Friendly Reminder: THEY ARE FICTIONAL CHARACTERS.

Yes, they are fictional, and it’s fun to discuss theories. If you don’t agree, then maybe you should go eat that sandwich 😭 And don’t “y’all” me I am not arguing with anyone I’m straight vibing ✋🙂‍↕️

What I can promise you is that I will definitely not go do something better with my life lmao I’m having a blast anon

#I have not harassed anyone anon #I can’t tell if you are accusing me of something or venting 😭 #if you’re venting then I understand your frustration #if you are accusing plz chill wit it ✋😭 #pro elucien

[gaydexvocaloid]

miku miku wip ^_^

#hatsune miku #gumi megpoid #kagamine rin #vocaloid #wip #my art #fanart #digital art #procreate #this initially started out as a kind of vent art? ( the miku kneeling with the hair coming from her mouth ) but it’s kinda like uh half now #i wasn’t gonna post it but was encouraged to finish it so.. might as well post as it is rn #i’ll try finish it when i have the time #the miku kneeling was drawn like 1-2 months ago so art style maybe a tad inconsistent? can’t rlly tell.. #tw unsettling #i don’t know what tw to put for hair coming from mouth i’m sorry :(

[fagbearentertainment]

As I was getting in the shower I looked in the mirror at myself and started thinking about how in an ideal world where I knew my parent would accept me, where my state hadn’t made it literally illegal to transition at my age, and where I wasn’t scared to be visibly trans I would be ~5 months on hrt and using my chosen name and pronouns irl and now I feel wrong

#like I wanna scream and cry and be mad but I can’t #bc no one in my life knows and I’m so scared to tell them #and it hurts and I hate it so much but I literally can’t do anything #wish my wrist wasn’t hurt bc I really need to get this out through art #bc writing it out isn’t enough #I might try anyway #vent #vent tw #lgbtqia #transgender

[a-small-writer-in-a-big-world]

I hate when I get tik toks about deadly diseases because then I convince myself that it will 100% happen to me and that I’m actively dying

#I had beef for the first time in like a month #and then I get hit with the prion tik tok #telling me about how I will die in three months #and now I have been obsessing over it #because it’s something that you can’t stop #so yeah #my life is hell #vent

[rossary-of-the-rose]

do you ever get like, ridiculously depressed that you’re not a part of your fantasy world? Like, for example, I have just finished reading the three Wings of Fire arcs (best books ever istg) and I am so sad. It’s actually stupid how depressed I am. I’m sad because I’ll never be in the wof world, I’ll never be able to meet these dragons or go to Pyrrhia or be a dragon, and this is literally the worst thing in the world to me. I won’t live in a world full of magic and open skies and adventure and cute lil Rainwings. I’ll never have a conversation with these dragons whose heads I’ve spent so much time in, and with who I have a genuine emotional connection and attachment with. I’ll never feel the wind on my wings, or visit all the kingdoms and sleep in a Silkwing hammock. It sounds so dumb, I know. I’m also sad because it’s over, and I will not be able to read any interactions between these dragons again. I love the adventure, don’t get me wrong, but my favourite parts of WoF are the little conversations or moments that we see between the characters. It could be Glory and Tsunami making sarcastic comments, Qibli teasing Winter, or that one memory between Pineapple and Jambu, and I will linger and obsess over these moments WAY more than I would over major plot points. They give the character life, and personality, and I could re-read them over and over again. And now that I’ve read all the main books, I am so desperately sad that I’ll never get more of those moments, apart from really short fan-made things. I’ll probably never get any more canon domestic moments between characters like Pineapple and Jambu, or Willow and Sundew, or Fatespeaker and Starflight. I’ll never be able to read and laugh at the interactions between the Prophecy Dragonets or the Jade Mountain dragonets. I wish authors would add more little domestic moments in their books, although I understand why they don’t, because of course most books need a problem to overcome so that it’ll be interesting to readers. But oh my god, if I just had one book full of just everyday things between all the WoF dragons, I would read it over and over and over. Sundew and Willow introducing themselves to their partners parents, Tsunami visiting Glory in her rainforest because she missed her and trying to play it off like the visit was nothing, Turtle spending more time with Queen Coral. I would just *slurp* these stories up. And it makes me feel devastated that I won’t get any stories like these anymore. The more I think about it, the sadder I get. I’ll never be in this beautiful, wholesome universe, and I’ll never see any more conversations/interactions between these dragons I love so much. It hurts like hell knowing this, even though I know that this is life, I know that. I know I’m being stupidly childish, letting this actually upset me, but I can’t help it. I’d just rather have that life so, so much more than this one. And knowing I’ll never have it, no matter what happens, really makes me wanna cry.

#wings of fire #just me? #i know I’m stupid #Ughhh #idek at this point #I’m so sad #tui why’d you do this to me #I can’t even tell anyone irl about this bcus of how embarrassing this is #I’m gonna go cry now #tui t sutherland #the dragonet prophecy #the jade mountain academy #the lost continent #vent ig #It hurts so much #i just #i can’t live in a world this boring #Rant #rant post #incoherent #half asleep while writing this

[lavampira]

you know the day is going to be a doozy when you wake up with anxiety already eating you alive 🫠

#sorry not to once again vent about The Horrors #i’ve just been having an absolute weird one today lolol #and idek why this is where my brain has chosen to latch this time #somewhere between feeling too clingy for wanting to casually tell friends i love them or miss them or want to spend time with them #and being sensitive about slight changes with ones who withdraw from doing the same as often too #or changes in some routines i guess #like what if i’m just unaware that i’m the annoying person clinging to a friendship that’s fading #i don’t want to be too needy for reassurance or too pushy with being so sappy :o) #which is irrational of my brain but i can’t help feeling the way i do either #because i did lose touch with a former close friend recently and just. not realize that closeness wasn’t there anymore. lmao #but also ‘hi do you still love me. do you miss me if i’m not available. you haven’t said so in a while’ feels insane to ask shdghsd #ANYWAY that’s enough vulnerability for today. bye. #the life and times

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i hate when i’m spiraling and he says “breathe, it’s gonna be okay” ik in the grand scheme of things it’s gonna be okay but right now, in this moment, it’s not okay and i feel like dying.. so no, it’s not okay

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd #bpd fp #bpd shitposting #actually borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd mood #bpd problems #bpd vent #like that’s like him being upset and me telling him to calm down.. he would be pissed off at me #so why can’t i be the same way? but when i do it i’m someone to be pitied #fuck you fuck you fuck you #i’m upset at you.. don’t fucking pity me #beloved.txt #borderline fp mention in tags

[wilds-ponytail]

working in retail really sucks sometimes can you imagine how much happier i’d be if i could tell a customer ‘merry christmas you illiterate bastard, i hope you get hit by a plane’

#venting in the tags #i wouldnt sell him a vape bc his son didn’t have i’d #company policy is that if any member of a group looks under 25 you have to see their i’d #whether they’re the one buying it or not #and this kid looked 16 at most #so his dad tells him to ‘fuck off’ #and i refused the sale bc i can’t serve him without seeing his kid’s i’d #he said his son is there bc he can’t read/write very well so he was there to help him #i tell him i can’t sell him the vapes bc /its company policy i need to see his sons id/ #so he tells me to ‘shove it up my ass and get off my high fucking horse’