#I can’t dress myself

[aduare]

how am I supposed to dress myself when I only want to look like:

1. a fairy princess

2. a funky lesbian

3. I could kill you with a sword

4. I’ll bite you (sexual)

5. I’ll bite you (nonsexual)

they should organize clothing stores by vibes

#I can’t dress myself #fashion #what’s that #I want a suit of armor and fishnets #and then one of those spiky balls on a chain? #aduare speaks #unfortunately

[yeagrave]

night at the museum!AU bc I can :]

[ bonus sketches below the cut🫶✨ ]

#ignore my terrible handwriting lol #this is purely self indulgent #I literally said to myself that I should draw them in their canon universe and I just haven’t lol #I can’t help it! #they’re like my little dress up dolls😭 #hangster #sereshaw #my art #tgm #bradley ‘rooster’ bradshaw #jake ‘hangman’ seresin #dagger squad #natasha phoenix trace #javy coyote machado

[puppyeared]

Pokeymon

@ask-willowleafeon @ask-shiny-umbreon

#fuckkkk pokeask nostalgia got me by the throat. I can’t do this again Im not strong enough (does it anyway) #drawing eeveelutions is always fun Theyre so shaped. theyre up there on fav pokemon to draw right next to dratini. and maybe shinx #these two stick out to me in my mind just cause like. their designs are so good it kind of squishes my brain the right ways #I never got to draw Percy for an ask or anything but he is. very creature #and willow of course I have a soft spot for. shes so sweet and gentle uuhghhgghhhh I love her #fuck dude .maybe I will come back adhd be damned. I dont fuckin know. really tempting rn #I tell myself that but deep down I know I suck at roleplay. but maybe I’ll do it. but I suck at roleplay. etc #btw leafeon should be allowed to be autumn coloured without being shiny. it would fix me. I just want Some Guy dressed like a maple leaf #without the awe of being a 1/1000 chance. I don’t CAREEEEE gimme the crunchy red leaveeeesss #I also wanna draw Gardevoir with a barn owl face. and leafeon with seaweed leaves #aaahhhhggghhhhh clenches my fists #pokemon #pokemon ask blog #pokeask #others oc #ask-willowleafeon #ask-shiny-umbreon #Percy umbreon #willow leafeon #myart #my art #pokemon oc

[rubysparx]

Um actually I have something more to say about Kabru and Mithrun’s similarities and relationship.

I think a lot abt how it’s shown a few times how elven culture relies heavily on non-natural ways of doing things, and it’s interesting especially how like our main cast repeats multiple times the three steps to living a long and healthy life. Meanwhile the canaries, the elves, don’t necessarily recognize that stuff as important as it is. I think specifically of the example of Mithrun explaining to Kabru that he has to have medication or a spell otherwise he can’t sleep, to which Kabru tucks him in and gives him a massage which knocks him out cold. His dependency on other methods to fight off insomnia were kinda just in his head, he hadn’t tried anything else. I mean prior to joining the canaries he was fully restrained 90% of the time so ofc a servant would just come in and place a spell for him to sleep every night. And he was like that for years. And then Cithis just replaced all his caretaker servants, then it became her job to make sure he took a pill or listened to her bells every night. I think there’s something there about how there’s a list of stuff Mithrun wasn’t allowed to be around and when he gets separated from the canaries he encounters all of that since Kabru doesn’t know to “protect” Mithrun or restrain him so severely. And it’s interesting because Mithrun doesn’t even seem to have issues with the things, like ofc top on the list was he wasn’t supposed to see goats or sheep. One of the first things he and Kabru eat is barometz. Its something to me that Kabru, who has also suffered so much, takes Mithrun into this dungeon and he has to face head on what’s been bothering him, he has to look his trauma in the eyes. And eat it. He cannot move on until he sees it, understands it, and finally starts talking about himself (“the last desire I had left wasn’t revenge, I wanted the demon to finish me off” “I was scraps left on the plate […] I guess vegetable scraps have their uses too”)

It just seems to me like a more vague and overarching way we see the elven cultural mindset hold him back from properly healing, I don’t think Kabru knew what he was doing at all but the fact of the matter is no one was filtering Mithrun’s view of the world anymore. And while Mithrun believed that didn’t matter to him, nothing mattered, it still made a difference. He was still on the path to moving on, and properly healing, even though he didn’t quite recognize that.

#dungeon meshi #not overtagging this sory #I’ve been having a lotta Mithrun thoughts despite saying i don’t like him very much #</3 #not a Kabru/Mithrun shipper just bc I can’t get behind #shipping Kabru with the guy his mom used to be coworkers with #and she also like. oversaw his rehabilitation. for years #but I mean I see the dynamic that fact just bothers me when I consider it myself #do whatever you want. thumbs up emoji #these quotes aren’t exact and there’s no image proofs #this is a messy one I’m literally just getting my thoughts out #this post was originally drafted at like 4am #Cortana send this thing out into the world #also slightly off topic but does #anyone else ever think abt the implications of marcille’s dungeon lord dress being #corseted in a story where body fat shows strength and love of life #the demon gave her a dress that made her appear unnaturally thin. hey can anyone hear me #hello. hey

[teethburger]

gender is so fucking confusing

#every time I think I’ve figured it out some piece of media comes along and messes it all up again #like I know I’m not a man but I dress sort of boyishly because it’s just convenient and I’m pretty much sort of a girl but I don’t fully #relate to other girls either???? what am I #autism is definitely not helping #it’s so hard for me to carry myself the same way other girls do and I can’t really compare genders with them #joey says some sh #rambling #autistic #gender confusion #gender #nb #??? #demigirl #??? idk

[river-of-wine]

A bonus Molly sketch from my gilded cage things! Given the circumstances for Molly in particular during chapter 4 and the fact that Dutch being the way he is would likely just use her as an accessory for the evening I can’t imagine her having a good time, but at least the dress is pretty

#rdr2 #molly o’shea #I’ve thought about this a lot #she would not get a second away from him I’m sure #he can’t stand her even breathing the wrong way around him at that point but having a woman with him would make him seem less suspicious #which is a big thing during that mission #so molly would just be hanging onto his arm all evening unable to go anywhere or speak to anyone by herself #I’d get into how she would also not be received well by many people there especially if she approached them alone #because she is Irish and these are a bunch of rich people and it is 1899 #I have a lot to say about the importance of molly being an Irish immigrant as an Irish person myself #but I don’t feel like giving a history lesson here #so to condense my thoughts a little molly would have been stuck with Dutch the entire evening #surrounded by people who probably have an inherent dislike for her once they hear her speak #or ignore her in favour of whatever Dutch is saying #which is pretty similar to how the gang already treats her #so even once she finally leaves camp it’s just the same #there is more I could say especially regarding the dress itself but that’s too long to write here #fanart #digital art #sketches #my art

[moothecowgirl]

Where on Earth is my head at today 🌀_🌀

#talking to myself #I woke up and got myself ready and dressed and made wudu #and then drove thirty minutes to the masjid for Jummah prayer … just to remember the second I put my car in park in the parking lot #that i literally can’t pray ☠️ I was on autopilot like crazy this morning lmfao

[milesworld96]

Seeing Damien & Dominik as Karrion & Scarlett’s entrance just changed the whole trajectory of my life

#could’ve dressed Dominik better tbh💔 whoever dressed him like that did him DIRTY #anyways can’t tell if this scares me or #not saying the other thing but yeah💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞 #anyways now I want 2k24 to do this myself #maybe maybe do smth w atdu #wwe 2k24 #the judgement day #damien priest #dominik mysterio #priestmysterio #damien priest x dominik mysterio #wwe

[napping-sapphic]

honestly pretty sure that if even one more man winks or gives me that creepy deliberate up and down Look™️ at work i might just start crying on the spot

#i am not having a good time #it just makes me feel so disgusting #and there is literally no way to dress more moderately #not to mention that im in a uniform so i can’t change it #i know it’s like shouldn’t be such a big deal but i hate it so so so much #it freaks me out and just makes me feel awful about myself #i just go home and put on ugly sleep clothes and feel awful #and yall know how much i normally like wearing cute pajamas #but now it’s just idk whatever covers the most without being too hot #ughhhhhh #sorry #i just didn’t really anticipate it #and how bad it would get to me Every Single Time #i just feel grosssssss #and it really sucks #vent post #rant #venting #sorry i can add more tags if needed #i try not to complain too much but im just so unhappy #and like it’s too embarrassing to talk about it to people i know #i can’t even tell my coworkers because i just feel ashamed about it ughhhhh #i dont know #it’s just A Lot and i dont know why and that just makes me feel WORSE #im good and all just really not vibing with this element of my job

[keii]

Lately 💜

#sushi asked to hang out after she’s done w work and I’m out rn and I’m like NOOOOOO #……….. hate it when I can’t hang out w sushi NOOOOOOOOO #been playing around w eye shadow so that fun #makes me want more colors! #anyway… can’t wait to indulge myself in art besides work art stuff AHHH #been going out every night bc ppl came to visit AHH #so busy w that #want more dresses in different colors LOL #got a lot of black or crème haha #x

[johndonneswife]

#just need to vent rq lololol #my wedding lehenga came out so freaking beautiful #but it needs to be taken in a lot like. i lost 6 inches on my waist since i initially had it made for my body #and everyone at the shop was like ohh wow good job great you look so great now you look awesome #and my mom was like oh wow good job that’s good you did it #like lol #i wanted to just be like #‘thanks i had to go to iop therapy at an ed center where they literlaly taught me how to eat food. like a toddler. thanks’ #like i didn’t lose weight for an intentional reason but thanks for confirming you thought i looked horrible before lolol #idk i have been like every size in the book but seeing how much better ppl treat me when im smaller #i’m just like. :) #if my mom says anything about her body or mine tomorrow i will probably fucking lose it and if you see a woman in nj killing ppl on the news #it’s me. lol #it just really took me out of the experience bc i’m trying sooooo hard to be neutral about my body. and like. i don’t need to hear your #thoughts abt what i look like lmao #whatever my dress is beautiful and i’m so beautiful and i’m excited but i really do think i should be able to hunt ppl for sport #leave me alone #nothing you do can please ppl #when i was 20 and 100 lbs and killing myself and sick and miserable every single day my mom was also just like #wow you look great #meanwhile i was balding and fainting at the gym and failing my college classes bc i was obsessed w my body #text #also look at these cats that are just in luis’s apartment’s hallway like rofl who let them out of their apt!!!! so cute #my mom saying ‘you did it’ as if i was trying to do something made me lol #i wasn’t TRYING to do anything i just am healing my relationship w food and my body #bc i refuse to waste my entire life being bitter and miserable and ashamed of existing #like SOMEONE i know…. #anyway this could be you too! if you went to fucking therapy! #i ate ny pizza out of spite after all of this #sorry some of you can’t enjoy a fucking carb !!!!!

[lavendulafaerie]

My practice look and final Halloween look from this year. I had so much fun creating this costume!! I almost wish I had gotten someone to help me do a photo shoot.

Anyway, here’s my take on Nimue, the Lady of the Lake.

#Halloween #halloween costumes #lady of the lake #aurthurian legend #Avalon #celtic mythology #the first makeup look I was kinda just goofing off #tho I took some inspiration from historic woad placement #the second is actually inspired from the goblin kings look in labyrinth #I’m rly pleased with how they turned out #the accessories and my sword rly helped sell it I think #and I’m so proud of myself for getting that dress hemmed in time #it was waaaaayyyyy too long on me #lol 😆 #but it looked so good and I got so many compliments from my friends #I can’t wait to wear it again

[livvie-love-nikki]

Nikki Shroud

#shining nikki #sn dressing room #saw the blue lipstick and twst brain took over #also using the dye station because I can’t bring myself to pick what to use my free ur dye on

[lesbiansanemi]

I think… I have figured out the reason I never get gendered as a guy anymore and it’s making me have…. A lot of really complex feelings

#most of my life I’ve been VERY androgynous #and ever since I cut off all of my hair when I was 16 and started dressing in men’s clothes #I tended to get gendered as a man or woman p equally by strangers #(until I talked because my voice tends to be a give away which is a whole other thing I have Thoughts about but that’s a different issue) #but in the past oh… idk… six months or so? I literally NEVER get gendered as a guy #it has happened ONCE #like sure ppl will ask for my pronouns but I know that’s just cuz I look like stereotypical genderqueer afab person #it’s not cuz they can’t tell what my gender is… #and I’ve been wondering what’s so different. why don’t I ever get gendered as a man anymore #I haven’t changed how I dress I still have a masculine haircut most of the time my facial features obviously haven’t changed #SO WHAT DID #I… I’ve figured it out…. #I’ve gained weight. but only in my hips and thighs #all my pants that I’ve had for YEARS are suddenly too tight and too small around my hips and thighs #I’ve NEVER had curves anywhere before I was always stuck straight and now… I do #and like part of me wants to be happy. I’m gaining weight!!! I’ve always been so horrendously underweight #and I’ve battled severe disordered eating for so long that was the cause #this past year I’ve actually very steadily been eating three meals a day instead of one #I can eat whole portions without getting sick #and I’m really proud of myself for that like I’m def not upset I’m gaining weight #it’s just. it’s just that it’s literally all in my hips and thighs #and it’s giving me a more feminine figure which I’ve NEVER had before #and I know your body goes through more changes in your twenties and that’s probably part of it too #it’s just. I don’t want this. I don’t like this. #I haven’t felt genuinely dysphoric in a long time and now I want to crawl out of my skin whenever I look in a full body mirror #cuz I see it now. I see the change. and I just. do Not fucking Like It #but I can’t do anything about it 😭 #and idk what to do #ugh #kaz rambles

[whimsyprinx]

a new attempt at me trying to sketch out ideas for my porcelain (faerie) royalty outfit that I’m putting together, all I have so far is the shirt, earring (it’s not even finished) and bracelet

#whimsy whispers #I want to thrift as many of the things I’ll be wearing as I cann #or make them myself #I’m trying to make my jewelry I made the bracelet and earring and will make a necklace #idk if I’d make the tiara but I can’t thrift that either cause any big tiara you see at a thrift or antique store is gonna be expensive #so that would probs require a trip to claires #I like rococo shoes a lot but those are expensive and I found a pair of shoes that was really cute and had those vibes but was a size six #which I am not #I need to figure out a skirt/dress sitch as well #I also want elbow length gloves like I did see a pair recently but I didn’t like them idk if I’ll regret having not bought them later or not #rhis is all for fun but also if my roommates and i can put together outfits in time and like are able to then we’d go to a renaissance #festival which I’ve never been to lex has though but had a bad time #idk it’s fun to put together outfits also which is why I’m doing this #I may be going to the local goodwill again this week so we’ll see if there’s anything new since I went last week #I know there’s other thrift stores in town or where I live at but I’ve not been to them or they’re simply not on the way to where else we’ll #be going so it’s like ah there’s no use in thinking about it #just hoping I’ll find at least one good thing

[katandmouse]

Seeing Danny dressed up as Velma. It’s like he enjoys torturing me. I sincerely have had enough. I don’t know how much more I can take at this point. The only thing that would make it worse and surely put me in my grave is if Jake dressed up as The Winter Soldier, mask and all. I don’t think I could handle that 😭

#gvf #greta van fleet #danny gvf #jake gvf #sam gvf #josh gvf #daniel wagner #josh kiszka #jake kiszka #sam kiskza #i have had so much danny content this past week I don’t know how to handle myself #but in all seriousness I have an aching need for Jake to dress up as the winter soldier #he’d look so fucking sexy with the mask and dark eye makeup #i can’t handle this rn