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omegamoo · 1 year
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HI ive gained brajnrot from your oc from only the little bit ive heard of them. if youd be alright with it could you tell me iotas lore? /nf tho!! (also ive been drawing them based on art you reblogged a few days ago and ive been having a lot of fun :D they have such a cool design and aa) ((also also first ask from me hello hello wonderful mutual))
I GOT SO FAR THROUGH WRITING THIS ASK AND THEN TUMBLR DELETED IT. anyways hiiiiii beloved mutual welcome to my inbox! im literally so honored u got brainrot from my silly girly.... please feel free to share ur art if u feel so inclinced... i'd cry /pos
hope its okay im about to. infodump. im putting it under the cut. this is so long this is so much more than u asked for hopefully tgm doesn't kill me for explaining the plot. lol
alright. lets go again. iota is a part of a project called the whittled pantheon, which tells the story of eleven gods-ish and their experiences. its kinda broadly complicated and im only here to tell iota lore rn so if you want more general lore check the "whittled pantheon" tag link in my pinned!
okay so iota. pronouns she/it/moon although i largely default to she. oops. its the goddess of the wild - deepest darkest nights, moon and stars, the forests. uncivilized area. grass taller than ur head. wildflowers. u get the idea. she has a brother, agathodaemon, who's the god of the tamed (he's written by the lovely lovely tgm). iota is very introverted and prefers to spend most of her time in the woods with her conditionally immortal wolfpack. moon doesn't interact with humans and is. so very uncivilized please do not bring moon into the court room oh god
whittled pantheon itself as a story is split into essentially two parts - the old world, where the gods are born and spend the most time, and the new world, where the gods flee after the destruction of the old world. in the old world, iota's very reclusive. this is where you see it vibing with its pack and being a woods girly. she interacts mostly with agathodaemon, as well as statikos (god of beasts, written by tweewig) and palaemon (water god). she does interact with the other gods but like. infrequently. and never with humans.
so time goes on. agathodaemon builds a giant city on the coast and its destroying natural resources and iota goes okay this is no longer cool. she and palaemon get together and confront daemon and they're like hey buddy. stop. agathodaemon temporarily stops and then comes back, resulting in a massive falling out between daemon and iota. then, palaemon dies mysteriously, and his death starts the destruction of the world, starting with a flood that wipes out daemon's city. lol karma i guess.
the catalyst is what we've been calling the destruction of the world (the balance of the world is fucked up. water dries up, world shatters from inside out). the gods kinda collectively get together for once and go alright. oh shit. and Leave. but in the process they leave iota behind
iota now has to survive the literal destruction of her entire known world. moon is the only god left on the old world, and she's surrounded by humans who fundamentally make no sense to it and also need/want it to save them. but iota cannot save them because she is one god left alone. she tries, though. she meets lots of humans one of whom it becomes like. very good ambiguous 'besties' with. this is fortuna. she changes iota's entire perception of the world. but you know the world is dying and all of the humans die and iotas immortality is like. dripping down the drain and she cannot find a way back. but daemon comes to the rescue because even after everythign he loves her. the whole rescue bit has a whole Other set of worldbuilding lore and explanations that i will not get into here just know that its a thing. they make it back to the new world and start to Heal.
im not going to explain anything else because spoilers. but. i think all this is good to talk about. hopefully. or tgm will fucking kill me /j. but yeah. god. this was somuch more than you asked for.......... well enjoy anyways <3
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musashi · 2 years
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Franfic questions!
What were some of your fav lines? Was there a scene that wasn’t originally planned but just hit you one day? Did you have to research anything strange while writing? When you think of the vK manor do you think of it as a complete map or just disjointed rooms? Did you have the title first or did you find it later on? What scene was the most fun to write?
oh!!! this is so nice, thank you for liking my art!!!
What were some of your fav lines?
i am soooo bad at picking fave lines cause when im proud of something it all looks like a million heart emojis to me gfhfg.
i'm very fond of this whole passage, though:
Miles’ wish to prosecute was a delicate thing, barely above a whisper, uttered softly into his nervous, folded hands. Franziska’s was a battle cry, boisterous and proud, a promise and a declaration and a perfect guarantee. Maybe that… was why, she tried to tell herself when a lonely, jealous ache would tug at her chest—Miles wasn’t born with a von Karma’s electric heart, and he was meek and unsure and soft spoken still, he needed extra guidance to show him how to be brave and unmoving and clever. That had to be the reason papa poured prosecutorial wisdom into Miles like an endless fountain of attention and care, while Franziska was left uncomfortably thirsty, lapping up spilled drops they left behind.
Was there a scene that wasn’t originally planned but just hit you one day?
i didn't really have a planned ending for it, but once i played bridge to the turnabout i was like oh okay holy fucking shit i know now. i know.
Did you have to research anything strange while writing?
oh i accidentally started learning german. that wasn't super intentional it has just kinda happened since getting into AA. eventually ill say fuck it and actually learn perhaps.
When you think of the vK manor do you think of it as a complete map or just disjointed rooms?
i don't visualize, so closer to the second? my memories of it are vivid but they are all snapshotty and sensation-based, hehe. all i can tell you is that the anime lowballed, it is WAY bigger than that.
Did you have the title first or did you find it later on?
i was originally going to give it the english title of the XTC song i wrote it to the tune of, knights in shining karma, but then i went on youtube only to find that the song... was so underrated NO ONE had even uploaded it to youtube? and i kind of pouted for a while. until i noticed SOMEONE FUCKING DID A GERMAN COVER OF IT, I REPEAT THE ORIGINAL ENGLISH SONG WAS NOT ON YOUTUBE BUT SOMEONE REWROTE THE WHOLE THING IN GERMAN AND PERFORMED IT IN GERMAN AND THEY COULD HAVE FUCKING PICKED ANY LANGUAGE AND ANY SONG BUT THEY DID KNIGHTS IN SHINING KARMA BY ENGLISH NEW WAVE ROCK BAND XTC IN GERMAN I WILL NEVER BE OVER THIS AS LONG AS I LIVE
the original has since been added to youtube. Listen To It.
What scene was the most fun to write?
anything with manfred in the early scenes where franziska is still stuck in hero worship mode. i have a lot of very sappy tactile memories of him before everything went to shit and it's the reason he's such a big comfort character. i really like writing about the charisma i remember him having because it was enchanting to me in a way i love trying to put words to. and also just... his voice? i remember his voice more clear than anything, i would spend the rest of my days waxing poetic about it.
one thing i love about the intersection of kin and writing is that you can WATCH my prose go flowery and poetic when i talk about comfort characters. a paragraph could be shit and then as soon as blorbo walks onscreen it turns into fucking hemingway or some shit hehe.
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hells-oc-world · 4 years
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Vince you look cool with goat horns
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*~* I don’t know why people like to put these transformations on me. All they do is make me look stupid and they hurt me. Thanks for your compliment, though. *~*[GOAT HORNS 4/5]
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angstysebfan · 3 years
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The Past Can Break You - 2
Pairing: Bucky x Reader
AU: Avengers
Summary: You and Bucky have been dating for aa few years. As far as you’re concerned he is the one. But what happens when a blast from the actual past shows up?
A/N: Ive seen a lot stories of Bucky getting his first love from the 40′s back. And I’ve always wondered... what would happen if he was dating someone already? Reader is from this time. Not proofread.
Warning: Smut 18+ only please
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When Bucky made it up to your shared room he slowly and silently opened the door. You were sitting on your bed, your back facing the door, but he could tell you were crying by the shaking of your shoulders. It broke his heart to see you so upset.
He closed the door behind him and walked over to sit next to you. He wrapped his metal arm around your waist and pulled you into his embrace. You then openly sobbed into his chest. Bucky caressed your back and kissed you on the head, allowing you to cry.
When you started to calm down you sighed deeply, sniffed, and said, “Are you going to break up with me now?”
Bucky’s heart completely broke. He put his finger under your chin, forcing you to look at him. “No, baby. Of course not. I love you. I love you so much! Why would you think that?” He asks.
“Because before we started dating you told me about Dot and how much she meant to you. You were going to propose when you got home from the war. Well here is your chance to live the life you wanted with the girl you wanted,” you say as tears again start to leak from your eyes.
“Baby, I’m not the same man I was then. Yes, I still have love for Dot, but I’m so madly in love with you. I promise,” he said, kissing your forehead, nose, and then lips.
“I’m going to help Dot become acclimated to the world now, and help her settle. But I promise I will always be here for you, ok?” He asks.
You nod, feeling slightly better. “I love you,” you say.
“I love you too. I’ve gotta get down to the lab. I promised Dot I would be down there with her. But I won’t be long,” he says before kissing you again and then leaving.
You sit and wait for him, hoping it wouldn’t take too long. But after 4 hours you give up on him and go to sleep. You hope that he will keep his word on still loving you. You don’t want to lose him. You love him too much.
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1 month later
Over the last several weeks, you’ve only seen Bucky’s about a handful of times. He’s always off with Dot, helping her learn the ways of today, and helping her deal with her “trauma”. Every time he tries to give you a little time she always calls for him saying how upset she is or that she’s about to have a panic attack. You try and be understanding but at the same time it’s really starting to annoy you.
One of the worst things is that he barely even sleeps with you anymore. This morning you woke up to an empty bed, yet again, and head downstairs for breakfast. When you got down to the common room you heard the sound of Dot’s giggles and saw her sitting on the couch with Bucky, her feet on his lap. At that point you lost your appetite, so you went up to the roof instead.
After an hour you hear the door to the roof open as you’re staring off into the distance. You feel arms wrapped around your waist as a stubble chin rest on your shoulder. You decide to ignore him and continue staring off into the distance and several thoughts past of your mind.
“Was looking for you,” Bucky said as he kissed your shoulder. “Why you up here all alone?”
You sigh, “well I’m used to being alone a lot these days. And I guess I didn’t feel like sitting there watching you and Dot flirt in the common room,“ you say annoyed.
You hear him sigh behind you as he puts his forehead on your shoulder. “I know, and I’m so sorry that I haven’t been around much. I’m just trying to do my best to help her,” He said.
“I promise I’ll try and do better at managing my time so that I can spend more time with my girl,“ he says as he kisses the back of your head and trails kisses all the way down to your neck.
He turns you around in his arms and rests his forehead on yours. Before you know it you are both swaying to no music, until Bucky starts singing your song. You wrap your arms around his neck as you both slow dance to your song as Bucky sings. When he finishes you kiss him passionately.
“Tonight we will have date night. No Dot, no interruptions, just you, me, and that new lingerie you bought a few weeks ago,” he says as he continues to sway you.
You smile widely at the thought of spending a night alone with your boyfriend. “Oh Bucky, that sounds amazing! I’ve missed you so much, and I get what your doing, but it’s hard,” you say.
“I know. I’ve been neglecting you and it ends now. You are my priority, not Dot. And I’m sorry. Let me make it up to you. Tonight,” he says.
You kiss him in reply.
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Later that night, after dinner and another bout of dancing, you come out of the bathroom with your new lingerie set. You stand in the doorway staring at your half naked boyfriend. Bucky’s eyes darken with lust as he starts to stalk towards you like a lion about to pounce.
“You look good enough to eat, baby,” he says huskily. He then pulls you into his arms with a searing kiss.
He leads you to the bed and throws you on it, before jumping on top, connecting your lips again. His hand travels down to your core and he moves your panties to the side, putting pressure on your clit. He starts rubbing at an intensely fast pace, making you lose your breath. Very quickly he pulls your first orgasm from you.
Before you come back to earth you feel your new panties being ripped from you, as well as the bra. Bucky loved to rip your underwear all the time. He kissed his way down your stomach to your wet core and dove in. Your back arched off the bed.
“Oh my god, Bucky!” You moaned as your hand pulled his hair.
He then stuck two metal fingers into you and started pumping. You knew it wouldn’t be long now. You couldn’t stand the amazing sensation of his fingers and tongue. You started to feel the build up of pressure in your belly.
“Bucky! I’m going to cum,” you cry as you again orgasm on his face.
After a moment Bucky kisses his way back up your lips. You taste yourself on his tongue, which makes you wetter, if that’s possible. “You are the best thing I have ever tasted, Doll. Truly exquisite,” he says.
He then pulls off his pants and boxers before lining up with you. He slowly starts to push in, which feels amazing. After a moment he completely bottoms out in you. He kissed you, and just as he is about to thrust, you are both interrupted by FRIDAY.
“Sergeant Barnes, Ms. Jones is requesting to see you sir,” she says.
Bucky groans into your neck, “Tell her I’m busy and we’ll talk in the morning,” he says.
“I’m sorry sir, but she appears to be having a panic attack and having trouble breathing,” FRIDAY says.
“Shit,” Bucky says as he pulls out of you and grabs his sweats. He looks at you guiltily, “I’m sorry. I’ll be back in 10 minutes tops, and then we can finish what we started,” he says before running out the door.
You stare at the door as it closes in shock. He just left you in the middle of sex for his ex. What the hell! You lay there and wait, but after 2 hours you decide to get dressed in sweats and a t-shirt. You take your ruined lingerie and throw it out. You lay back on your bed thinking about how you will have a stern discussion when he comes back.
Before you know it, another 2 hours go by and it’s the middle of the night. You’re more than angry, now you are hurt. You grab your pillow and your blanket and leave your shared room with Bucky, and head to your old room. After locking the door, you inform FRIDAY not to let anyone, especially Bucky in. You climb into bed and allow a few tears before falling asleep.
- -
Bucky woke up the next morning disoriented. When he realized he was still in Dot’s room he panicked. After he finally got Dot to calm down last night he went to leave but Dot begged him to stay until she fell asleep. He must have dozed off too. He quickly got out of the bed and quietly exited the room.
Steve was coming down the hall and saw Bucky’s coming out of Dot’s room. “ why are you in Dot‘s room?” Steve asked.
“She had a panic attack last night and I came to calm her down and fell asleep. Y/N is going to be so pissed at me,” Bucky said.
“Wasn’t last night date night?” Steve asked.
Bucky nodded, “Yea and Dot interrupted right in the middle of sex. I left Y/N there naked on the bed like a jackass,” Bucky said angrily.
“You left her in the middle of sex to deal for your ex!? Why didn’t you ask me to deal with it?” Steve yelled.
“I don’t know. Dot says she only feel comfortable with me. I’m just trying to help her. But I’m going to lose my girl in the process. I’ll talk to Dot later about it, but things have to change. I can’t keep ignoring my girl,” Bucky said.
Steve nodded, “Yeah, we’ll good luck with talking to her after last night,” he said before slapping Bucky’s shoulder and leaving.
Bucky sighed and went to your shared room, only to see that you weren’t there. He checked the kitchen, common room, roof, gym, and lab but couldn’t find you. The last place he went was to your old bedroom. He found the door locked, which told him he found you.
“FRIDAY, can you please open the door?” He asked the AI.
“I’m sorry Sergeant Barnes. But I was requested by Agent Y/L/N to not let anyone, especially you in,” FRIDAY said.
Bucky’s heart dropped. He really messed up.
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Chapter 1 / Chapter 3
A lot happening in this chapter. Bucky being stupid, but at least he is aware. Now can he fix it? will the reader let him? And what else will Dot do? Feedback is appreciated!
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comradekatara · 3 years
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do you have any thoughts or writing about sokka as a member of the white lotus and what he would do in that role?
feeling very “I got boxes full of pepe!” about this ask. firstly, you can check out the white lotus tag for some posts on sokka (as well as the other members & the politics of the group), especially this post in which I detail how I picture sokka’s official initiation into the society. obviously, he was first invited by piandao in “sokka’s master” when given the lotus tile, but i don’t think sokka knew that at the time, so it doesn’t really count. but he is definitely very suited to being a member. other than piandao, he also has a lot in common with iroh, as well as jinpa (from the kyoshi novels). he basically already does perform the job of a white lotus member, only magnified by like a million because instead of just doing his part to help the avatar, he plays a very active role in aang’s life. frankly, im not even sure what to call sokka in that regard. his babysitter? his big brother? his commanding officer? his right hand arm man?? his silly rabbit???
sokka would be an extremely respected member of the white lotus because he’s basically doing what every member of their society aspires to, which is pulling all the strings behind the scenes and transcending the boundaries of the four nations, to promote the avatar’s vision of balance. furthermore, he is passionate about and skilled at both science (ie, truth) and art (ie, beauty), which are core values of the society. plus he is incredible at pai sho, which is of course a highly valued currency among their group. that said, I think he thinks certain members of the white lotus take themselves a bit too seriously, and while he is technically a “grand lotus” (whatever the fuck that means am i right), he’s actually kind of embarrassed about it. it’s basically just a fun little club he’s a part of where he plays his favorite board game with his old man friends. nbd tho.
i see him having a very good relationship with iroh after the war (as well as piandao of course). despite being well-aware of iroh’s military history, he thinks that iroh is a fascinating person to know, even if he doesn’t actually agree with him most of the time. he brews a great cup of tea, and plays a mean game of pai sho, and iroh is instrumental in helping sokka achieve (what iroh refers to as) spiritual enlightenment (sokka calls it physics). he actually has such a good relationship with iroh that it makes zuko kinda jealous, because that’s his uncle, dammit!!!! he wishes sokka would stop upstaging him at like, everything. ugh. it's so UNFAIR!!!
while sokka considers his role in the white lotus to be little more than a fun hobby (and, yes, fine, a good networking opportunity), he is actually incredibly influential among their society, especially as he gets older and thus more respected (in the white lotus, much like pai sho ability, age is also a currency). sidenote: sokka would peak as an old man, because he's never actually "respected his elders" and has always been a curmudgeonly old grandpa at heart, but now he actually has a valid excuse to be the way he is. sokka basically runs the white lotus by the time he's old (frankly, by the time he's in his twenties, but who's counting), but by the time he and suki, mai, and ty lee (the other prominent members – and yes, toph is technically there too but she doesn't actually do much she's just there to be with her friends) retire and/or die, the whole organization basically goes to shit for a while (see: the white lotus in lok).
basically, sokka's role in the white lotus was to raise the bar so high for what their society could be that he issued in a golden age that immediately fell through the second he "died" (ie. went to the spirit world to play pai sho with iroh & yue), heralding a conflict between the white lotus and the newly-formed red lotus that was basically a microcosm of the entire world, thrown into chaos now that both sokka and aang were gone, katara had retired, and korra was still a baby. transition periods between avatar eras are rough. whew. but that's for another post.
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kaithesimp · 2 years
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I posted 774 times in 2021
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My Top Posts in 2021
#5
Bad Little Boy
idk how many requests is too many requests but im starved for light yagami x male reader content whoops. light x reader nsfw where idk its like a punishment for the reader or something and they have to cum without light toughing him or the reader touching himself write it how you see fit if you wanna hhfhgf - 🍒
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Light Yagami x Male!Reader NSFW
"You've been such a bad little boy, (Name), what do you think I should do with you?" Light asks, his hand gently going across the uke's naked thigh, trailing up to his crotch, taking the male's cock in his hand. "mnhh... Light..." (Name) moans out, trying to reach out to the male, but his hands restricted from doing so, having been tied to the headboard of the bed. Light merely chuckles, removing his hand from the desperate boy's member, standing to look at his masterpiece. Hickeys littered the smaller boy's body, a few bite marks on his neck and inner thighs. The male trembles under his Dom's gaze, whimpering. "Now now, be patient, (Name), you'll get your release once you prove to me you've been a good boy," Light mumbles, trailing his hands up his uke's hips, to his face, gently caressing it.
"Now tell me, have you been a good boy?"
Okay, so the other ask, I'm working on it!
140 notes • Posted 2021-05-09 02:25:37 GMT
#4
How could you?! Rick x Male!Reader shenanigans
Rick: Hey, (Name)?
(Name): uhh... yeah, Rick?
Rick: hedgehogs dicks are this weird ball thing on their stomach that looks like a belly button.
(Name): okay, and?
Rick: look at sonic, (name)
(Name): wdym by look at Sonic- oh. OH-
Rick: When he spins he's sucking his own-
(Name): WHY WOULD YOU RUIN SONIC FOR ME, YOU KNEW HE WAS MY FAVORITE AA-
141 notes • Posted 2021-03-26 08:54:08 GMT
#3
Look At Me
Hii! Could you do a George Weasley X Slytherin reader, where they get into a fight then make out to make up
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George Weasley x Slytherin!Male!Reader
Slight OOC ;-; also 2nd longest thing I've written
"George, Merlin sake, what is up with you?" (Name) yells, pinching the bridge of his nose, while his lover, George, merely huffs, looking away. "Whatever, (Name). I'm leaving," George mutters, walking away. (Name) merely looks bewildered, staring at the retreating form of George.
It had been months
Months since (Name) and George had that fight, and (Name) didn't seem affected at all, he didn't even look like he had cared that the two had gone an entire month without talking. George on the other hand was a mess. He could barely sleep at night and was often seen with bags under his eyes. Fred, Harry, Ron, and Hermoine decided enough was enough.
"(Name), can we talk with you for a moment," Harry asks, standing behind the Slytherin male. (Name) turned around, raising an eyebrow, motioning his friends to go on without him. "Okay then, but I don't have all day, what do you lot want?" he sighs, shoving his hands into his pockets. "What happened with you and George?" Fred asks, lightly glaring at the (Hair.Col) haired male, to which he merely shrugs. "Dunno what to say, mate. Ask him, he just started complaining about things that had nothing to do with our relationship, then left," (Name) sighs, rolling his eyes. "Then why do you seem so neutral to it?! George hasn't slept well in who knows how long, and cries often!" Ron yells. "So what? I just assumed that we'd broken up, I don't really see why I would cry. Shit happens, then you move on, it's simple, Ron," the Slytherin male says, scratching at his nose "I don't know, okay, I just distanced myself just like George, if he wanted his space, I respect that, so I left him alone, simple," he states, staring into Ron's eyes. "You want more info on what happened, ask him, okay, I know as much as you," (Name) sighs, turning around and walking to his common room. "Ron... Do you think maybe George did something?" Hermoine asks, watching the retreating form of the Slytherin. "what do you mean?" he mutters, looking at her weirdly. "Well, we know that (Name) is a neutral party, he isn't like any of the other Slytherins, he doesn't see stereotypes, race, gender, or sexuality. He's just there. Let's go talk to George for his point of view," she sighs, tucking her book under her armpit. Ron, Harry, and Fred nod, soon making their way to the Gryffindor common room.
"George?" Fred asks, walking into his shared room with his brother. "You in here, mate?" Ron yells, looking around. A muffled 'I'm here' can be heard from under a pile of blankets. "I know it may hurt, but what really happened, George? We asked (Name), but he said he was only giving you space because you seemed upset at him," Harry mutters, gently patting the mess of blankets. George sighs, uncovering his head. "I... I don't know, I was stressed and took it out on him, I can't even face him," George confesses. Fred, Harry, and Ron all share a look, nodding to each other. Suddenly, George is being carried by Fred, Ron is explaining to Hermoine what was going on as she couldn't enter the room, Harry leading the way to the Slytherin common rooms.
(Name) was suddenly picked up by two pairs of arms, yelping. "Sorry, but we kinda need him!" Harry yells, Ron nodding, carrying off the male to where Fred and Hermoine were.
"Okay you two, Go makeup or something" Fred smiles, closing the door. (Name) and George just stood, staring at where Fred had just been. "So uh-" "(Name), I'm sorry for lashing out at you! I was stressed, and-"
"George, look at me,"
George stays silent, staring at the male before him. "Why are you sorry? I should be sorry, I stopped talking to you, despite seeing you in pain," (Name) sighs, taking one of George's hands in his own, gently rubbing his thumb over the knuckles. Placing a hand on George's cheek, (Name) smiles. George leans in suddenly, capturing (Name)'s lips. (Name) merely hums, closing his eyes and kissing back. Pulling away, (Name) leans his head on George's.
"I love you, nothing will change that"
186 notes • Posted 2021-05-11 07:35:39 GMT
#2
They'll pay
ok so i actually need a cane as a mobility aid sometimes and im given grief for it a lot so like,,, request time! light yagami with a boyfriend who needs a cane to get around and he gets like picked on and lectured for it so light comforts him after school when he comes over to lights house while simultaneously 'taking care' of those who were mean to him. idk i know that for me after a school day everything hurts so do with that detail what you will :] - 🍒
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Light Yagami x Male!Reader
(Tw: insults and slurs)
Stating that Light was pissed, would be an understatement. His baby boy had just come to visit him, tears trailing down his soft face, tightly gripping onto his broken cane, having struggled even getting there. He had explained that some boys from his school had taken his cane and snapped it in half, having called him an 'old man' and, 'disabled freak'.
"Hey, hey it's okay, baby boy, do you remember what their names are?" Light mutters, trying to comfort his little one. (Name) nods. "I overheard one of them saying the other two's name. The other two were named (Insert names)," he sniffles slightly. Light sighs, picking up (Name) bridal style. "Let's get you to bed, hm? don't worry baby, I'll make sure they'll pay"
Light sighs, opening the death note. "So, Light, what are you gonna do to those boys, quite obvious you're seething," Ryuk asks, having grown attached to Lights boyfriend. "Killing them of course,"
193 notes • Posted 2021-06-27 06:01:05 GMT
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My Good Little Cocksleave
sup B) can I get a heisenberg x male reader smut? the thing is cockwarming, idk
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Heisenberg x Male!Reader NSFW
Minors DNI, Females (She/Her & She/Them) DNI
Heisenberg growls lowly, running his hands through his lover’s hair, silently staring at his lover’s hole wrapping around his cock, (Name) squirming slightly on his lap. He merely chuckles, grabbing a handful of (Name)’s hair, pulling him to face him, back arching painfully, drool dripping down the corner of his lips, a fucked out expression on (Name’s) flushed face. Heisenberg chuckles, finger pads gently pressing against (Name)’s thighs, the younger chocking back a moan, biting his lip, trying not to let any of the Lycans hear him. “Come on now, you were the one who wanted this,” he chuckles, pushing some hair out of (Name)’s face, humming as (Name) looked up at him, lips quivering. Heisenburg chuckled again, petting (Name)’s (H.c) coloured hair as he choked as the bigger male’s cock pressed against his prostat. “Such a good boy, no?” he mutters, running his hand through his hair. Heisenberg smiles, nipping gently at the male on his lap’s neck.
“My good little cocksleave,”
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Sometimes I feel like I don’t fit in well with the sober community on most socials. A lot of people have issues that I still smoke weed. Some have issues that I didnt turn to the Christian god. Some have issues with the fact that I won’t go back to NA even though I’ve been doing it on my own without NA since I was 90 days clean.
I thought the whole point of NA/AA was that it was understanding and accepting of anyone in need of recovery. That is was a spiritual, not religious, program.
None of this was the case for me. My “higher power” as they called it wasn’t acceptable because it wasn’t religion based and im not religious. Im a pantheist. My “higher power” is the universe and nature. That wasn’t acceptable. The weed thing I can kinda get but I was getting clean off of hard drugs like fentanyl/heroin/meth/LSD and alcohol. I have much bigger fish I could be frying but I don’t wanna do that. My support circle is fine with it. My doctors are fine with it. So honestly I get it but I don’t feel like I should have been so alienated for it or for not believing in a god that wasn’t even supposed to be a part of the program for everyone.
I have tried to join circles on socials and I kinda get the same response about the whole god thing. I don’t even mention that I smoke weed anymore because that’s my business. But I still get brought back to the universe not being good enough as a higher power and pressure to give god a chance.
What all these people don’t know is that I was in baptist church(not by choice) from 7-17 years old and that shit traumatized me. I would never knock another persons religion. My personal experience is just mine so I can’t speak for as a whole but for me it led to long term negative effects that I have had to work through them all. Even though I’m doing the work, that doesn’t mean that when these people try to push their religion on me that I’m not severely sent into ptsd anxiety. I don’t know how to explain it in a way without having to explain my reasoning behind wanting them to stop pushing. I have tried to ask someone not to push so hard and I was accused of using and hiding stuff since I didn’t want to go into a church.
It’s frustrating as fuck. I need someone I can talk to that will relate but understand that I’m totally fine without a program or religion and that seems to be impossible at this point
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astrologista · 4 years
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Kristoph Gavin Character Analysis I
Part 1 of... fucking infinity, I hate this bitch so much lmao.
Well, it's Halloween time and I just thought, why not. So let's answer this question.
What makes Kristoph Gavin a scary character/villain? A soft spoken gentleman with a deadly secret... the Devil, who lives in his hand, that crazy evil scar thing, his creepy music theme... damn, he’s a scary dude. But scariest of all? His psychology, as we all know. (This is mostly gonna be headcanons. but ya know what, I have a license (hands you a piece of paper that says ‘i can do what i want’))
Kristoph seems like a person who is very aloof, particularly when it comes to personal relationships. At first he kind of just seems like the typical anime glasses guy whose main emotion is like whooa he does the glare thing with his glasses sometimes. But... what is he really about?
You know, let me digress for a moment, what's really interesting to me about the AA characters is how much depth they have in their writing. Case in point, Adrian Andrews. There's a character who you assume is just going to be the typical "anime glasses girl" who is a career woman who don't need no man, and is very aloof, cool, and as she says, not concerned with irrelevant topics or things. Later you learn about the true depths to her personality. The fact that she is codependent, that she needs other people telling her what to do in order to survive. Just because she masks these emotions doesn't mean they don't exist. I felt that really gave a lot of depth to her character and added another dimension that stories in this genre don't often address as boldly or fully (especially when it comes to a female character). So the quality of the writing is always really top notch with only a few exceptions. Take this as context...
Now getting back to Kristoph Gavin. Typical anime glasses dude, right? But no, though. One of the reasons why he's so interesting to me is how his emotional understanding of personal relationships really works. Or seems to, anyway. Based on the endgame testimony and his crimes, Kristoph Gavin is extremely dangerous because, should you get involved with him in any way, he will never, ever let go of you, ever. Once you are entangled with him he wants you to stay entangled, not unlike an overbearing parent who refuses to let you go. It's partly that he thinks he knows what's best for you (that is, to stay completely loyal to him). And also partly... because he is pretty dependent on what other people think of him. So he needs to keep them around him closely.
Kristoph's biggest fear was his lying being exposed for what it was. That Phoenix was really the honest, straightforward attorney, and not him. Kristoph would do anything to perpetuate his own false reality. He kept it going for seven years. His absolute worst fear of all was losing his reputation. Being seen for what he truly was in front of others. He could never accept that. That fear drove all of his murders. Fundamentally, he sees himself as benevolent... when nothing could be further from the truth of how he was hurting everyone who had the misfortune of crossing his path.
Kristoph has a need to perpetuate this false identity of himself above all else. A very adjacent second goal to that is to keep all of his personal associates very close and under his control in order to keep the first goal intact.
Reject him and he will stalk you until you are dead. By his hand, or otherwise. Slight him, and he will get you at the first opportunity, case in point, Zak Gramarye. (He only had to get a quick glance at the guy and his fate was sealed. Turnabout Trump is a chilling case.) Replace him, and he will tear your life and livelihood up into little itty bitty pieces. He will then continue to stalk you aggressively for seven years while pretending he is your best friend. Case in point, Phoenix Wright.
Create false evidence for him and you become a loose end. So does your daughter. Like I said, just don't get involved with him. If he feels threatened, Kristoph Gavin will not hesitate to end you. It's definitely an obsession. I mean the first word that comes to people's minds when it comes to Kristoph usually isn't "obsessed", because he gives off the aura of being calm and uninterested. But he is, he's obsessed. You have to be obsessed to do what he did. This shit consumed his every waking hour, and that's what he won't admit. That he was so sick, he completely lost the plot. Phoenix was already living in his head rent free the day he ordered the forgery. And even though Phoenix wasn't physically present at the Misham trial and was only watching everything by video camera, you can bet Kristoph was seeing Phoenix. Hallucinating him, images of him. Probably multiple images of him. That's how obsessive. Imagine letting something or someone control you to that extent. Imagine thinking that you're so important, that Phoenix taking Zak Gramarye's case at all was meant to be a slight against you personally. (It's funny because Phoenix mentions not even knowing Kristoph at all until after the disbarment. So Kristoph's own logic in thinking that Phoenix was just out to shame him absolutely doesn't track. Ob-sessed, dude.)  
It's actually pretty astonishing that someone like Apollo made it out alive. On a side note, I really think Kristoph enjoyed having someone to mentor. He sought someone like Apollo out. Someone naive and new to the field for him to indoctrinate. And maybe I have a post about that later, cuz that's a whole 'nother barrel of monkeys right there. (It kind of involves Apollo’s naivete (also, daddy issues, hello.) being a huge reason why he would gravitate towards having a mentor known for having a “caring” personality. And I think Apollo genuinely liked that about him, which makes the end result so much more awful for Apollo to deal with because to him, that was real.)
But now think of Klavier, right. Being forced to grow up with that. To live with that your entire life. To have a familial relationship that is that smothering, that suffocating, that strangling. That controlling, to criticize every single thing that you do or say right down to the way you say it. And remember... He's never letting you go. I would go on a world tour as a rock star, too. Anything to be anywhere he isn't. This is horror movie tier stuff. (now im imagining a horror movie trailer for aa4 focusing on gavins stuff... eep!)
And Kristoph Gavin markets himself as someone who simply doesn't care. He's the coolest defense in the west and he doesn't care for what you may think about it. Except... he does care. It totally consumes him. Your perception, your opinion, is everything to him. He has shitty self esteem, deep down, because he knows Phoenix is better than him. And tries to mask it with narcissism as the two duke it out. Appearances are everything, evidence is everything. What people think is true is the only thing that matters, truth doesn't. And it makes sense that his closest contacts and associates are the targets for his constant narcissistic abuse and gaslighting. Their opinions matter even more than the common crowd - of course, Kristoph hates them. Which makes it even worse for him when the jury decides unanimously that Vera is innocent (and by implication, he is therefore guilty). The jury verdict was kind of like the ultimate confirmation that guess what, the evidence doesn't matter. The common and boorish masses have passed judgement, no matter how "mindless, emotional and irrational" they are, even they can see behind his crappy little facade. Even a blind woman like Lamiroir can see that insecurity; even a common person can understand it just by looking at the facts. That's what absolutely wrecks him... that his “poker face” couldn’t hold a candle to Phoenix’s. And he loses the “hand” again (because of his “hand”... get it??).
The identity that he needs to maintain is part of how he sees himself in his mind. As Phoenix's protector, not as his stalker. As Klavier's benevolent big brother, not as his abuser. As Apollo's teacher and mentor, not as someone guiding him into ruin. He lives in a false reality.
Try to bring this up in any way, shape, or form and he will write it off. You're just imagining things...
Because at some level, Mr. Black Psyche Locks himself doesn't even realize. (I feel like that might just be basically canonical fact, based on Pearl’s explanation of how black psyche locks are supposed to work.) That’s pretty freaking terrifying.
At the end of the day this is a big part of the reason I think his character is just so interesting. In a very messed up way, Kristoph is one degree away from being such a good person. He could've been obsessively protective of Klavier - the way a big brother is supposed to be - instead of abusive, could've actually been very caring of Phoenix instead of manipulative. Terrible people can have good traits, just as good people can have awful traits. His attention to detail and understanding of psychology (like getting Vera those gifts she would like so much) could've been used for genuine good. He could've been someone who cares deeply about other people because he does care deeply about other people. But only in terms of their relation to himself, what do they think of him, how are they useful to him.
Maybe this is why I kind of like his character. Intelligent, semi-neurotic protective characters are just my ish. But, no, he has to have a narcissistic bent that skews everything into complete abuse. That’s what makes him awful... that he’s devoid of a moral compass or true compassion for other human beings.
So in closing, fuck off, Kristoph Gavin.
Postscript, he's also such a good foil for Phoenix for this reason. Kristoph does everything for himself. Phoenix does everything for Trucy, because he's a dad and he understands the weight of what it means to really care for someone. Kristoph couldn’t understand motives like that. And Phoenix can't help it if he's an order of magnitude smarter and more mature than Kristoph is. He was just born like that. Classy as fuck. You know what, Kristoph Gavin is like the dollar store version of Phoenix Wright as an attorney. Has many of the same functions but actually doesn't have a leg to stand on and will fail you when you need it. And is revealed to just be a cheap knockoff of the real thing.
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tskshmk · 4 years
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Making out with Iwaizumi [headcanons] (gender neutral!reader)
request: none, I just feel bad for not posting on iwa’s bday haha. ALSO HE CALLS YOU PRINCESS IN THIS BUT TBH YOU COULD CALL ANYONE PRINCESS
content: fluff, a LITTLE nsfw but not full blown readable p*rn
I W A I Z U M I :
You guys have kissed before but it’s never transformed into anything heavy
Until one day you were missing him a lot :(
It was when he visited you the day after his week long training camp when you pounced
Idk if you guys have strict parents, i do but let’s say you don’t and you guys hang out in your bedroom to watch a bad soap opera that Oikawa recommended
Iwa smelled so GOOD like.... so freaking good
you couldn’t help snuggling into him because you could get lost in whatever the hell his cologne was
He kinda laughs at your sudden clinginess and makes fun of you for it
“You comfortable?” “Shut up.”
Of course he doesn’t mind! In fact he’s a little red so he’s glad you can’t see him hehe
Eventually the soap gets more boring than laughable, so you find yourself giving his jaw a kiss every now and then
You didn’t mean for it to become a suggestive act, but when you saw how red he was, you couldn’t help but teasing him LMAO
He would return the favor a few times by kissing your forehead, but you REALLY wanted something a little more intimate
You swung your leg over his in order to sit on his lap
For a few seconds you just looked at him and got ALL EMBARASSED A A AAAAAA
He really is just THAT handsome. He holds THAT power
He has to tap on your hips to get you to come back to reality
“Uh, y/n?” “Yeah?” “What are you doing?”
Im sorry he rly would say that VEJSBDJD
Then you just kinda hold his jaw and kiss him!
Obviously returns it, and he LOVES having his hands on the small of your back
Your hands find themselves tugging at his hair and he moans really softly
He ends up pulling you closer and running his hands all over your thighs, squeezing them and shit a a a a AA you sigh into his lips
idc idc idc Iwaizumi is DEFINITELY EXPERIENCED so he takes it as an opportunity to bite your lip and slightly pull away to look into your eyes
He relishes in the sight of you flushed. LIVES for it, actually
“I missed you, Hajime,” “I know, Princess.”
He doesn’t even have to say it back. You can tell by the way he’s literally making out with you right now
He’ll prefer it if he’s hovering over you so he flips you over and softly kiss your neck
If you whimper at it, this man will be horny. I’m so sorry not really lol
He’s overall very much into being in control during this, so I hope you like being ravished a LOT
After that he’ll find more excuses to be alone with you, ESPECIALLY at school ugh
The king of picking you up and pinning you against a wall
AND DONT YALL SAY HE WOULDN’T BE ABLE TO PICK YOU UP BECAUSE HAVE YOU SEEN THOSE ARMS? MY RELIGION
You guys will do it behind the gym, in the storage closet, even in an empty classroom whenever you two have cleaning duty
If you guys are in public like that he’ll never have it become sex. He doesn’t want to risk getting caught nor does he want anyone else to see you in all your glory like he does
if you call him, “Hajime” ..... INSTANT HORNY
One time the 3rd years caught you guys behind the gym and it was SO O O EMBARRASSING AHHAJAH
Iwa didn’t really care, but he sent them the finger every time they brought it up
overall making out with Hajime is a 1000/10
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It says in our description, we are simply just people who like to provide love to the Zahhaks which are mistreated by the fandom just for being “weird, gross” and being overall “creeps”. We do acknowledge the things that they had done and will not be defending it, though I do know (that me, Aradia) everything has a reason behind them. But we aren’t here to fight or any non-sense like that, I’m pretty sure that the other mods are uncomfortable with engaging into arguments and such.
This blog is also where we ramble about a bunch of random shit, like headcanons and stuff. And daily Equius posting!
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1mfa0 · 4 years
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Oh fuck
Fandom : IT
Characters (as of right now) : Riche, Eddie and Bev
Word count : 2068
Warnings (as of right now)  : Excessive swearing, kissing, implied sex, and alcohol
Summary : Don't wanna spoil nothin but it's the summer before senior year and Richie and Eddie get drunk at a party. Shit happens, and then life gets a lil wacky
Disclaimer : I have never really written anything before but I had a lot of fun with this so I hope you like it!
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Richie has been Eddie's best friend for as long as he could remember. They did everything together and they still do. Practically inseparable.. that was until the incident the summer before their senior year of high school. 
It was a crisp summer afternoon in Derry maine, Eddie and Richie were getting ready at Richie's house for Bevs “end of summer” party later that night. It was supposed to be more of an inner circle gathering but Richie and Bev wanted summer to go out with a bang so they had a little surprise bruing for the losers. 
“Hey eds!” richie yelled to eddie from the bathroom walking out in just a towel holding up two almost identical hawinin shirts.
“Which one looks better?”
Eddie looked up at him only to immediately look away, his face turned beet red, richie had really grown into his looks over the years.
“Uh-um the blue one.” he replied 
“Cool cool” riche went back into the bathroom to continue getting dressed. When he came out he was wearing blue jeans perfectly cuffed with a white tee and the shirt Eddie had picked out.
“Now it's your turn spaghetti,”
“I think i'm fine with what have on right now thank you very much, and don't call me that”
“Awe common eds, you gotta loosen up a little bit, let go summer is almost over we have to make the most of it”
“And that requires me changing my clothes, I think you just wanna see me undress trashmouth” he shot Richie wink and a smile.
“AA you caught me!” Richie yelled as he jumped on his bed right next to where Eddie was sitting and pinned him down pretending like he was going to kiss him.
Eddie could feel his face getting hot again, hating himself for how that statement backfired on him like that.
“Ah-uh fuck you richie get off of me!”
“Only if you agree to dress up spaghetti” he said while leaning in closer as if he was threatening to kiss him if he didn’t.
“FINE whatever just get the fuck off of me” he said pushing richie away even thought he knows he wouldnt have been able to push riche off of him if he didnt let him.
Richie handen Eddie a pair of his older jeans that are too small for him now, a button down shirt and sent him away to the bathroom to get dressed. After a couple minutes Eddie walked out. He looked pretty cute, Richie thought. Like richie, eddie had also grown into his looks (he just don't have the growth spurt richie had)
“Ok can we go now please?”
“Yes we can, and i'm driving! My dad said I could take his car!”
“There is know fucking way I am getting into a car with you behind the wheel richie, you drive crazy remember what happened the other week! And anyways I'm the designated driver remember?”
“Awe common eddie Im not even drunk yet, please let me drive you,” he said with puppy eyes.
“agh fine.” Eddie didn’t feel like fighting richie on this, he just wanted to get going so he could go home and sleep. He had been really stressed lately and didnt feel like going and seeing everyone. The only person that knows is richie but he had the idea that getting out of the house is just what he needs.
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It's around 8:00pm and they finally arrive at Bev's house.
“I thought this was gonna be inner circle only,” eddie whined to Richie as they maneuvered through the crowded doorway, making their way to Bev
“I don't know what happened eds, I guess somehow everyone at school heard about the party somehow” Bev winked at richie.
“Of course you're involved,” eddie rolled his eyes at him,
As the night dragged on everyone seemed to be having a jolly old time except for Eddie who was sitting at the counter drinking a cherry cola. RIchie seemed to be having a blast, drinking too much and dancing with girls. In this moment Eddie is not sure what comes over him be he says fuck it and throws caution too the wind. After he's had a couple of beers in him, and he runs into Richie, after avoiding him the whole time, who is equally and if not more wasted then eddie.
“EDUARDO! Finally decided to join the fun didn’t you?!”
“Richie I wanna go home.”
It's around 10:30 and Richie typically likes to stay as late as they can but when he saw that look in Eddie's eyes.
“Ok Eds whatever you say, go get our coats and I’ll tell Bev we are leaving” 
Riche gives Bev a quick peck on the cheek and says goodnight for the both of them. Stumbling through the hallway threw all the people Richie couldn't help thinking that he really shouldn't be driving, but neither should eddie. It will be fine. It's late the roads are almost empty here during the day anyways.
By the time Richie got out to the car Eddie was already sitting quietly in the passenger's seat. Richie slipped in putting on his seatbelt and turning on the radio, but not too loud.
“Here's your jacket, I couldn't find mine..” Eddie said, holding up richies leather jacket he wears with almost every outfit, he loved that thing so much.
“Yeah know what Eds you can wear it if you want, im fine and I know you get cold easily and i-”
Richie stopped when he noticed Eddie had already started putting his jacket on. He looked absolutely adorable in it, and the arms were way too long on him.
The drive home was quiet. Not in an awkward way, but in a, we can appreciate each other and the silence simultaneously. By the time they arrived at Eddie's house he was completely turned away from Richie, he slowly parked across the street so hopefully Eddie's mom wouldn’t see them arriving.
“Hey Eds we are here,” He said as they both started getting out of the car.
Riche always did that, he never just dropped him off he always walked him right up to the door.
“Alright goodnight spaghetti, I hope you feel better,” as he started back to his car he could hear Eddie's footsteps coming back towards him so he turned around.
 “Ok Eddie, what's your deal are you ok-” Eddie cut him off with a hug, Richie was surprised. It's not like they never hug but richie is typically the one that initiates it.
“Oh Eds..” He could hear him start to cry even with his face muffed against richies chest. He held him tighter
“I don't wanna go back in t-there with her rich.. I just-” 
“No no, Eds it's ok lets just go to my house, you don't have to explain yourself to me” He said wiping the tears off Eddie's face.
Richie whips him around and holds his hand as they walk back to the car, Eddie could feel himself stumbling, he’d never really be drunk before so he was pretty out of it. They both climb back into the car and start to get systuated.
“Before we go..” Richie said with his hands on the wheel. “I just want you know know Eds that you never have too keep anything from me and if you're hurting you should let me because you my best friend and I lov-” 
Cutting riche off with perfect timing Eddie leaned and kissed Richie right on the lips. Richie was shocked and Eddie pulled away,
“I'm sorry I have know idea what that was, I just..”
Rich looked at Eddie for a moment with an almost no expression of emotion on his face. Then all of the sudden he pulled Eddie by the collar back onto him and pressed his lips against eddies.
“Oh richie”
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Eddie shot up out of bed,
“Oh fuck,” he whispered to himself. His hangover was so bad he couldn't remember much of the night after leaving the party. After rubbing his eyes and bringing himself into reality he started to take in his surroundings. 
“Oh fuck. oh fuck. oh fuck” 
“Shuuussshhhhhhh” he heard a voice coming from the other side of the bed “im still fucking sleeping asshole”
But suddenly Riche shot straight up, still turned away from eddie.
“um-” 
“Richie, um- are you naked?” Eddie said with his eyes shut tightly.
“Yes- uh eddie are you-”
“Yes.”
Which was true except one thing. Eddie was still wearing richies leather jacket.
“Oh fuck”
“NO FUCKING WAY. nope nope” richie jumped out of bed and once eddie heard the bathroom door close he finally opened his eyes again. trying to find his clothes from yesterday when Richie made him change but he couldn't so he just grabbed a pair of richies running shorts and one of his T-shirts.
The bathroom door swung open. Richie was still fucking naked 
“RICHIE WHAT THE FUCK. PUT YOUR FUCKING DICK AWAY!”
Before he was able to close his eyes again he couldn't help but notice the nickeys on richie's neck that were not there the day before.
“Shut the fuck up eddie my mom is still asleep across the hall.” he said in a hushed tone while putting his shirt and boxers.
“Oh fuck” Eddie said while rubbing his eyes “it's all coming back too me, fuck”
Riche was pacing back and forth from the bathroom. 
“Well aren't you gonna say something?” Eddie said with anger in his voice.
“Well geez Eds, sorry I don’t really the proper reaction to fucking your BEST FRIEND!”
“Richie you don't know that we-” 
Richie glared at him. Eddie was bright red, but he didn't look away this time. He walked up to Richie and got in his face.
“Just because we don’t want to, doesn't mean we can’t talk about this, we need to talk about this..” he said calmly while he slid his hand into richies and squeezed it tight.
They both sat down alongside each other on the floor against the wall. All the memories and details of last night just flooding back into their heads.
“You kissed me” richie said laughing
“Whatever dickwad you kissed me back.” 
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As the last couple weeks of summer were coming to an end Eddie and Richie only saw each other when all the losers got together instead of almost everyday like before. And instead of staying over at richies to avoid his mom, Eddie had been staying with beverly.
“Eddie are you ever gonna talk to richie again?” She said to him one morning as they were having breakfast.
“What do you mean bev? Me and richie talk all the time” he said, which was not a lie but it was also a stretch.
“You know what I mean Eddie, maybe if you would just tell me what happened I could help.”
“no never” 
“Oh common eddie, it couldn't have been that bad of a fight. What did you fuck or something?” she laughed at the audacity of her statement. 
Eddie almost choked on his bagel.
“Oh my god, eddie- DID YOU AND RICHIE F-”
He shot her a look “BEVERLY SHUT UP. KNOW OF COURSE WE DIDN’T”
“I knew it, I fucking KNEW you to where gay for eachother.” she proclaimed with pride.
“What the fuck do you mean you knew we where-” he said defensively.
“Who came on to who?” she said excitedly
Eddie looked away from her and she jumped for joy at the lack of his response.
“Oh my god! EDDIE YOU CAME ON TOO HIM?! Now there's a twist-”
“OH shut the fuck up beverly, if anything is a TWIST, the twist is that I fucking fucked my best friend”
“HA SO YOU ADMIT TO IT!”
“Oh fuck you. Like really, fuck you”
They laughed and the rest of the morning Bev forced Eddie to tell her the whole story. By now he remembers it all.
“And now we are here, he doesn’t know how to act when we are alone anymore and honestly neither do I.. so we have just been taking a break I guess. I'm just- it's all so confusing and I don't know what to do.”
“Well do you like him like that?”
“That's the problem bev, I mean I love him but we were drunk.. What if that's the only reason it happened.”
To be continued.
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Notes : 
I'm gonna keep writing but i'm not sure if I wanna wrap it up or keep going. So we will see, I guess!
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musashi · 2 years
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OK so ever since you've started posting about AA I've been considering getting into it myself (mostly because Franziska and Edgeworth both fit alot of tropes for my comfort characters), and I'm always up for hearing people infodump, so here's some questions!
1) What's Maya's personality and role in the game? What are her relationships/dynamic with the other characters like?
2) What's the deal with Manfred framing Miles for murder? Was there a motive behind it? How did it get resolved?
3) On the topic of Keeping Up with the Van Karma's, what was Franziska's relationship with her father like before Miles came into the equation? How long did it take for her to stop viewing him in such a positive light?
4) I know she also adored Miles when they first met, but how long did it take for her to start feeling like she was stuck in his shadow? What's their relationship like in the story now (as in, is there still some friction between them or do they patch things up?)
5) Do you have any FranMaya headcanons for sickfic? If you need specifics, how would one be as a caretaker for the other?
6) The above question, but with WrightWorth?
My mind's kind of fuzzy at the moment, so I'm sorry if these don't make too much sense. If you'd like me to elaborate or be more specific, I don't mind sending another ask to clarify what I mean
OMG THESE QUESTIONS ARE ALL SO GOOD THANK YOU!!! im gonna ramble under a cut cause there be spoilers here
1) What's Maya's personality and role in the game? What are her relationships/dynamic with the other characters like?
maya fey is the best character in the game! i believe the youths often say "best girl" and that is maya fey to a t! the other day my aa kinnie friends and i were all taking a uquiz and it asked which is best ace attorney girl. phoenix got distressed and said 'HOW DO I PICK, I LOVE THEM ALL' and i said 'phoenix wright shut the fuck up and hit the maya fey button, it's what we all did' and then unanimous agreement echoed throughout the voice call.
maya's bubbly and energetic and silly and fun personified. kind of pinkie pie but with a lot more gremlin energy. when you meet her she's in a really dark place and even in her grief she snaps back to form quick and becomes an instant ray of sunshine. she's a spirit medium which means she can channel ghosts! they just play this straight. they just present it to you as fact in the world and you just accept it. she's an incredibly powerful medium in training who vastly undersells her abilities.
she acts as phoenix's co-counsel and bratty little sister for most of the trilogy! her and phoenix have an adorable relationship because they're both trainwrecks in their own right and they enable each other's chaos in all the best ways. they have massive sibling/bestie energy, one thing AA does really amazingly is write platonic relationships :') every time other characters try to ship them theyre both just like pfft what? anyways and it's just done so well. i kept being scared it was gonna turn suggestive at some point but it literally never does.
maya goes through a LOT of shit and she is so strong, i hate that she has to be but she's always optimistic and forward facing even at her lowest, and by god you SEE her at her lowest. pretty much everyone who meets her loves her because why wouldn't you. her relationship with phoenix is the most present but her relationships with her sister and cousin are also very very important, her sister is phoenix's mentor "in life and in law" by his own words and her cousin is someone she more or less adopts and raises on her own after tragedy takes her remaining family away. maya is just an incredibly sunny, goofy, wonderful, comforting presence and i love her so much i am so gay for her. she is everything to me. i need to stop now because if i don't i will talk about her FOREVER.
2) What's the deal with Manfred framing Miles for murder? Was there a motive behind it? How did it get resolved?
ok this is all major spoilers for the whole final case of the first game, so read at your own risk. i literally do not know how to summarize the web that it is because there is so much bullshit lol.
miles's father was gregory edgeworth, a defense attorney who miles looked up to more than anything in the world. miles wanted to follow in his father's footsteps and become a defense attorney himself.
manfred von karma was a world-renowned prosecutor with a perfect record of never losing a case. every defendant he oversaw was declared guilty, earning him accolades as an indisputable king of prosecutors. for one trial, they went up against one another, and von karma didn't even lose that case, but he was penalized by the judge, which was a scar on his perfect record all the same.
one day while miles was accompanying his father at the courthouse they were riding the elevator and a massive blackout struck the city, suspending them in the elevator shaft. they were on the verge of suffocation in there when gregory got into an altercation with the bailiff accompanying them, and miles picked up the bailiff's pistol and threw it in an attempt to protect his father. the gun discharged, and it missed gregory, but
right at that moment, the power came back on, and the elevator door opened. von karma had been wandering the courthouse in the dark, found his way to the elevator right at that moment, picked up the gun on the floor and shot gregory through the heart, killing him. one bullet went into gregory's heart, the other--the one miles discharged--went through the door and into von karma's shoulder. von karma fled the scene, leaving miles and the bailiff with gregory's body. von karma went into hiding for months while he healed from the gunshot wound, refusing to hospitalize himself so as not to make a witness out of any doctors, and when he came back he decided to adopt the orphaned miles. the bailiff was declared guilty but got off on temporary insanity.
killing gregory edgeworth was not enough for how deep von karma's vengeance ran. he took miles and reminded him at every turn that his father was killed, that miles had the power and the passion within him to seek out the evil in the world and destroy it, so that no one had to suffer the way he did. miles gave up on becoming a defense attorney, his morals shaken by the murder of his father. he leaned into von karma's teachings, and as one final fuck you to gregory, manfred turned miles into a mindless prosecuting machine.
on the 15 year anniversary of his father's death, miles was summoned to the middle of a lake where he met with robert hammond, who acted as the defense attorney for yanni yogi, the bailiff, in the murder of gregory edgeworth. little did he know he was actually meeting with yogi--disguised as hammond, who had been shot dead by yogi moments before. the murder weapon was planted on miles and yogi faked being shot and dumped the actual body on the scene. ALL OF THIS WAS ORCHESTRATED BY VON KARMA. he puppetmastered all these men into one place, knowing this incident had tied them all together and left them with a lot of unresolved grief. he preyed into yogi's resentment (gregory's trial ruined his life, even if he was found technically innocent) and miles' guilt.
see, miles obviously has PTSD and huge chunks of this memory are missing for him. he remembers throwing that gun, and hearing a scream, but he at this point can't say for certain if maybe it was him who killed his father. and von karma knew that. so, even after miles was proven innocent in the killing of hammond, von karma tried to get miles convicted for the murder of his father, and miles is so traumatized and doubting of his own memory that it almost worked.
how it resolved is that phoenix is a stubborn motherfucker who loves and believes in his friend and he figured out the truth!! he fought until the bitter end and then some and figured out who von karma truly was and the old bastard was sentenced to death because that's how all murder trials go in the AA universe. 
3) On the topic of Keeping Up with the Van Karma's, what was Franziska's relationship with her father like before Miles came into the equation? How long did it take for her to stop viewing him in such a positive light?
it's pretty much entirely up to interpretation--we don't get much of their relationship in the official canon, there's a little bit of material in the anime but it's considered dubious canon.
franziska overall seems to look up to her papa and respect him a great deal until his conviction. she follows diligently in his footsteps and views him as a prosecuting genius, and borrows his tactics and teachings whenever she can. in the anime she adores him with wide eyes and a big heart and views him as a superhero who never lets the bad guys get away.
manfred by contrast is distant and dismissive. the way i interpret his relationship with miles and franziska is that he is very good at convincing them that he loves the other more. he acts disinterested in franziska's passion toward law studies and instead pours his focus into miles, but then he'll turn around and make sure miles knows he's an outsider and will never be blood like how franziska is. all of this is just the feeling i get based on what i've observed, but again, a lot of it is up to interpretation.
once manfred is convicted franziska seems to change her tune. she comes to america for vengeance and when pressed repeatedly on how revenge won't bring her father back she makes it clear each time that her thoughts stay with miles, not on her dad. franziska stays very tight lipped about her feelings in all regards, but her (likely complex) feelings about her dad are especially locked up.
(obviously i have the kin answers for all of this, but that's not what you asked so send another ask if you want that infodump dfghdg)
4) I know she also adored Miles when they first met, but how long did it take for her to start feeling like she was stuck in his shadow? What's their relationship like in the story now (as in, is there still some friction between them or do they patch things up?)
most of this is ambiguous too, again, we really don't get much of anything in regards to them growing up together--there's snippets here and there of feelings they remember and one case in the side duology where we get to see them as young adults, but that's about it. as early as 13 years old franziska viewed miles as her rival in competition both as a prosecutor and for manfred's attention, and she has a big ego but it's a total facade for how inadequate she feels in comparison to him. one of the few things franziska's said on the matter is that she feels like miles constantly left her behind and abandoned her--that he always kept walking forward and didn't wait on her to catch up.
in present day it is clear they love each other deeply but have a lot of baggage to deal with in multiple regards. the both of them are struggling to understand their own identities with everything they were taught shaken up. miles does take a LONG holiday to search for these answers and find himself, but franziska doesn't get the full picture and resents him for abandoning her again, seeking those answers while she herself is still struggling and not ready to. they have a very important heart to heart at the end of game 2 where franziska walks away and this time miles chases her, and it seems to be a turning point for franziska because when you next see her she seems to be set on carving her own destiny, away from the legacy of her father. but i fully believe that miles would do absolutely anything for his sister and she would do the same for him. they are the only family the both of them have left, and despite the fact that they are very cold people on the outside, they love very fiercely when those walls are breached.
5) Do you have any FranMaya headcanons for sickfic? If you need specifics, how would one be as a caretaker for the other?
on god i will write this some day. franziska needs to be wrestled into bed. she very famously got shot in canon and tried to go to court while she was bleeding out. she will attempt to work through ANYTHING and i fully believe the only people who can convince her otherwise are 1. maya fey and 2. any of phoenix/miles' other Weird Little Girls. franziska has a soft spot for weird little girls. she's a similarly terrible caretaker. she cannot cook and probably learned how to brew herself a cup of tea last week. she has 0 bedside manner. she DOES have a habit of being surprisingly soothing when she wants to and i think her tongue could go silver with enough practice but with maya she'd probably be too flustered and start going on a heroic monologue about how she will burn to world to cinders to see maya in good health again. franziska von karma is a fucking disaster in heels and a perfectly ironed miniskirt.
maya's not much better i don't think. she'd probably also try to work through it but would give up sooner at the tempting prospect of naps and tv. maya’s definitely a better caretaker than franziska but the bar is kinda in hell (not that bar, the other bar, the one fran didn’t pass) she can probably at least make fran soup from a can. these gals are young theyre trying their best fdhfghgf
6) The above question, but with WrightWorth?
god i should think about them more. phoenix is a dumbass who rarely gets sick (word of god and idiots don’t catch colds) but when he does he’s on a fucking freezing mountain with a 103 degree fever investigating a murder scene. he’s not good at hiding it he’s so fucking loudly ill every time you see it in canon but he’s just like ok i will go to court i guess. every time you see him sick in canon he’s still just in court. even when he’s like 10 he’s somehow in court (this is not a joke. its important you understand this is not a joke.)
i feel like phoenix is a clumsy caretaker but he has kind of a natural intuition for what to do. there’s a very soft moment in the second case of the series where maya faints from shock and phoenix just very gently picks her up and lays her down on the couch, i think about it so much. internally he’s panicking the whole time but he’s just a fucking mother at heart.
miles is... very similar??? but suffers more silently and is a little less stubborn. can probably be talked into taking a sick day. he’ll still try to go to work but he’s got sleepy dad energy and can be coaxed into just taking a damn nap. miles is a much better caretaker than anyone previously mentioned he is a very VERY soothing person who often knows exactly what to say and how to say it, he’s a god in the kitchen, he brews the best tea, he’ll run his fingers thru phoenix’s hair and read to him, no one fucking talk to me miles edgeworth is SO tender he makes me crazy.
these are all exactly my favourite kind of questions thank u for letting me talk aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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Do you think book!Bran will get the same ending he does in the show? I mean, if he does, it will obviously be better written (I was like "Does Edmure know about the Three-Eyed Raven? Is Yara going 'the hell did you smoke' at the 'he couldn't walk so he learned to fly' part? Is nobody going to go 'ok but shouldn't we look for someone older and better known through Westeros, with experience in both politics and military stuff' at Tyrion?" through the whole scene), but do you think that's that?
(I had another anon that went like:
i can't believe there are still bran is evil theories. im pretty sure that bran ending up on the throne is likely bc it doesn't make sense in the show. d&d don't know anything about bran, but they do know this is george's ending
so I’m answering both XD)
the short answer is yes, but obviously it’s not gonna be written the same way as in this dumbass show for a whole lot of reasons.
now: actually, bran on the throne makes in hindsight a whole lot of sense...... if you take into account also what tropes he’s there to deconstruct. (I’m gonna cp some older meta of mine on the topic that I did ages ago but it still holds up lol.)
as in, when it comes to bran GENERALLY:
bran is the first pov chapter in these books. the first. should hint that he’s important;
bran  has 90% of the magic-related storyline. I mean, if you don’t count the dragons/r’hollor + mel and the AA prophecy, there’s less magic in asoiaf than in regular fantasy for obvious reasons, but what there is of is all in bran’s storyline. all. of. it;
as it is right now, he’s arguably a powerhouse. possibly the most powerful powerhouse in westeros. he can probably warg dragons. he can time travel. if the show didn’t fuck it up, he can change things in the past while time traveling even if he shouldn’t;
the entire storyline is headed north/behind the wall and bran is the one main character who’s behind the wall rn. and bran is at a point where he basically is in direct connection with the north at least and when I say direct I mean literally. the guy can warg into anything. maybe he can’t walk but man he’s basically a hundred luke skywalkers put into one person;
he’s also tied to all the northern mythology - the trees, the children of the forest and the likes. him, his storyline, everything. and the north is arguably where this story started and will most probably end and he is the character more symbolizing that mythology, not anyone else.
when it comes to bran thematically.... guys. bran is the deconstructed fisher king. as in: the fisher king is a character from arthurian mythology who is absolutely fundamental in the entire scheme - also arthurian mythology is one of the basis people built modern fantasy on - and which has been rehashed and reinterpreted for a shitload of times since the middle ages. c/p-ing quickly from wiki because you don’t need to go in-depth to do 2+2 on this:
In Arthurian legend the Fisher King, or the Wounded King, is the last in a long line charged with keeping the Holy Grail. Versions of his story vary widely, but he is always wounded in the legs or groin and incapable of moving on his own. In the Fisher King legends, he becomes impotent and unable to perform his task himself, and he also becomes unable to father or support a next generation to carry on after his death. His kingdom suffers as he does, his impotence affecting the fertility of the land and reducing it to a barren wasteland. All he is able to do is fish in the river near his castle, Corbenic, and wait for someone who might be able to heal him.
+Many works have two wounded “Grail Kings” who live in the same castle, a father and son (or grandfather and grandson). The more seriously wounded father stays in the castle, sustained by the Grail alone, while the more active son can meet with guests and go fishing.+The Fisher King appears first in Chrétien de Troyes’ Perceval (late 12th-century), but the character’s roots may lie in Celtic mythology. He may be derived more or less directly from the figure of Bran the Blessed (!!!!!!) in the Mabinogion. In the Second Branch, Bran has a cauldron that can resurrect the dead (albeit imperfectly; those thus revived cannot speak) which he gives to the king of Ireland as a wedding gift for him and Bran’s sister Branwen. +The Lancelot-Grail cycle includes a more elaborate history for the Fisher King. Many in his line are wounded for their failings, and the only two that survive to Arthur’s day are the Wounded King, called Pellam or Pellehan, and the Fisher King, Pelles.
now, what I said last year in that meta was:
then there’s the entire part where galahad (or whoever else in his stead but it’s galahad most times) heals the fisher king and saves the land which turns fertile again, but whatever, point is: asoiaf is a deconstruction of tropes, right, well sorry but I’m eating my own hat if bran isn’t a fisher king deconstruction where the wound actually makes him powerful rather than weak and where he definitely won’t need anyone to *heal* him, while at the same time he is tied with the (his) land directly and he embodies it and most of the magic storyline. and the fisher king is one of the main tropes/legends in western literature/arthurian mythology, if you have that kind of character in your book then you are not planning for them to be a second-rate player.
now, admittedly back then I was envisioning a finale when bran was either king in the north or in some similar position and not as endgame king but if we take the show finale for granted because as the other anon said it made no sense for d&d but it was george’s ending and they had to make it happen without understanding it.... well. actually:
if bran - ie deconstructed fisher king who becomes powerful because of his wound and doesn’t have to be healed by a knight to make the land fertile again because that wound gives him power - becomes actual eventual king it’s the full circle of that trope’s deconstruction because his wound means the eventual salvation of the entire continent, which works perfectly to bookmark how that specific scenario is turned on its head;
the problem is that d&d can’t write bran for shit and turned him into the heartless robot/3ER who might or might not have schemed the entire thing and didn’t make him do shit for three seasons because they can’t handle the magic storyline and then at the ending mAGICALLY we have king bran first of his name, but in a coherent version done by grrm and not by them where bran has his eye-opening experience beyond the wall, doesn’t magically lose his personality when he becomes the 3ER, keeps his sweetness and empathy after risking to lose them (which was his adwd storyline), helps greatly during the long night thanks to the fact that he’s a powerhouse and is eventually recognized as a savior of the realm in its own merit, then......... it’s actually very much coherent with grrm’s themes to have him become king, but not because he knew all along and played mysterious until now and whatever the fuck else, but because it’s the coronation of his entire storyline which starts with sweet young boy who just wants to be a hedge knight and then ends up saving the entire continent making the best use of what he has after that’s taken from him while using his connection to the magic roots of the story/to his land/to his family for the good of the entire realm, and that was a damn good story - sadly it’s not what d&d chose to tell except at the end;
edmure and yara were badly written but that entire scene was badly written and well-acted sadly, like no one objected because no one will object in the book storyline, given that ^^^^ happens, in the show they just basically tried to find a way to make it halfway plausible but it looks dumb because it’s badly written and it’s copypasting an endgame for a story that d&d have not adapted, but basically you had to buy that bran was it. it made no sense but like... what made sense, this episode’s salvation was the acting and that since the endgame was half grrm’s it wasn’t as shitty as 8x05 but like within itself it was incoherent af;
that said I think that bran being king + the small council being more or less what it was in the show (because LIKE HELL that’s brienne’s endgame like brienne is def. not going into any kingsguard in the books unless george smoked weed when he was writing acok/asos/affc) as in made of all discriminated categories in westeros or discriminated people in westeros after the throne’s destruction is absolutely a thing grrm would do, because basically we’ve gone from badly suited kings with a small council that’s basically the westeros equivalent of old white republican men to a realm where the king can’t walk (but can fly! ;) ) and the rest of the small council is a) a disabled man who’s been abused to hell and back all his life (REGARDLESS OF TYRION’S FAULTS let’s just look at the strict facts here), b) a former commoner who has been a lord for years but couldn’t read when the series began (davos), c) another former commoner (bronn) [note that both davos and bronn are former *criminals*/come from a really poor background, not from the wealthy side of the commoners], d) a woman who is also a knight ie something that pretty much disregards the entire status quo from before (brienne), e) sam who let’s all remember is a noble but was sent to the wall by his father because his skills were in his brain and not with swords/fighting/whatnot and who also was abused to hell and back when he was young - like, both the only nobles in it that were born nobles were disadvantaged and felt that on their own skin so they aren’t out of touch with the rest of the continent (sam was at the WALL where the only nobles go there for lack of options but it’s basically a glorified prison X°DDD). like, that is an ending I can absolutely see grrm going for because it’s basically the revenge of our forgotten-from-s1-and-dnd cripples, bastards and broken things that start the show the way they do and end it on top of things. that is absolutely a thing I can see grrm doing (with some changes bc again I really doubt the books small council would include bronn and brienne). the problem is that d&d wrote it like crap.
but bran becoming king and that being the general idea? I absolutely can see it same as while I was on team jon gets the throne and hates it before if this is how it goes... well, since I’ve been saying that if he wanted to be happy he should have just gone back beyond the wall if that is his actual endgame I have no issues with it. hell, it’s way better than the one I had envisioned for him for that matter.
that said bran being evil is a theory that makes no sense, it’s just that d&d can’t write him and they managed to make him look like an ass if we assume he knew everything from before. but like. it’s them being unable to write that story, not the story in itself being invalid or making no sense, because with the book elements we have.... it makes a hell of a lot of sense.
they just had to write it and they didn’t.
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angstysebfan · 3 years
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The Past Can Break You - 9
Pairing: Bucky x Reader
AU: Avengers
Summary: You and Bucky have been dating for aa few years. As far as you’re concerned he is the one. But what happens when a blast from the actual past shows up?
A/N: Ive seen a lot stories of Bucky getting his first love from the 40′s back. And I’ve always wondered... what would happen if he was dating someone already? Reader is from this time. Not proofread.
Warning: cursing
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Third Person POV
The party is in full swing at the compound. Tony took out all the stops. Claimed it was to celebrate Natasha’s birthday, though her birthday wasn’t for another month. Most people didn’t mind since they loved to dress up and get shit-faced. 
Dot held onto Bucky’s hand as he walked around the large room. She was both nervous and excited for this party. She hoped that this was only the beginning for her and Bucky. She also hoped that this would finally get Bucky to make a move other than hugs and hand holding. 
She couldn’t understand why he was dragging his feet. You have been gone for a month and Bucky seems to have gotten over it, at least she thinks he has, but he still won’t even kiss her. What happened to this man that he lost his charm from the 40′s? It was driving her crazy, especially since she put in so much work to finally get him. She decided that tonight, she doesn’t care if she has to drug him, he will be hers.
The couple walks up to Steve, Tony, Sam, and Nat, who are all in conversation. “Hey guys, you remember Dot,” Bucky says to the group.
They all nod and give her a small smile, except Natasha. Dot was honestly terrified of the woman. First of all she was gorgeous, which annoyed Dot because she was used to being the most beautiful. But what scared her the most is when Bucky told her she was a previous spy. She has killed people, and she was really good at reading people. Dot couldn’t help but wonder if Nat had caught on to what she did to you.
“Jamie, can you come dance with me?” Dot asked. 
Bucky looked at her and saw her giving puppy dog eyes. He had to fight everything in him to not roll his own eyes. He cleared his throat, “Uh, sure Doll. Steve, Nat, why don’t you join us?” Bucky asked with pleading eyes.
Nat did roll hers but grabbed Steve’s hand and walked out to the floor. The music changed to a slow ballad and Dot wrapped her arms around Bucky’s neck. “I saw a video that people dance like this now. Especially when they are dating,” she says.
Bucky furrows his brows, “Uh, I haven’t asked you out yet,” he said.
He heard Nat clear her throat and stuttered, “Though I will soon, Doll. I just needed some time.”
Dot scoffed, “Come on Bucky. It’s been like a month, I think it’s time for you to move on. She is gone, and honestly good riddance. She wasn’t very good for you, ya know. She was way too jealous and couldn’t handle that your past with me. It was honestly pathetic,” she said.
Bucky tensed at Dot’s words, ready to ream into her when there was a loud explosion the caused everyone on the dance floor to fall to the ground. Bucky sat up when the dust settled and looked around. He saw several soldiers standing, armed. In front of them were 2 people, John Walker and... you armed with guns and 2 swords attached to your back (your specialty).
You look around the room filled with frightened people and scoff, “What’s the matter? Never saw anyone crash a party before?” you shout to the crowd.
Natasha stepped up, “Y/N, what are you doing? Why are you with Walker?” she asked.
You looked at Nat with a smirk, “Well, after the man I loved cheated on me with his blast from the past, I decided that there might have been a reason. I looked back on my life and found that no good deed truly goes unpunished. So fuck good deeds!” you shout.
You look at Bucky you is staring at you in disbelief, “Hello Buck. I would ask if you missed me, but I saw you dancing with your slut and figured, nah,” you sneered.
“Y/N, please. Let’s talk this through. Whatever you thought happened did-”
“Do you honestly think I will believe a fucking word you say Barnes? I’ll answer that, nope! But don’t worry. I have a new man now. One that appreciates me completely and doesn’t screw around with ex’s. You’ve met John, right?” you ask pointing to John behind you.
John walks up behind you and wraps his arms around your waist, kissing your neck. Bucky tenses, wanting to pull John away from you. You however ignore your him and look around the room until you see her. Cowering on the floor. You walk slowly over and squat in front of her, enjoying her shaking in front of you, “Hello Dolores,” you say.
Before she can respond to get away, you grab her by the hair and pull her out in front of everyone. 
“Oh Dot, isn’t this what you wanted? Everyone to know who you are and who fuck? That’s right people, this woman here,” you say pointing to Dot, “fucked this man here, while he was dating me,” you said laughing.
“I-I...I didn’t. I swear... I didn’t” Dot said shaking.
You glared at her, “Oh Dotty, come on, Doll. We both know what I heard,” you said.
Natasha stepped up again, “Y/N, what the hell are you doing! We had a plan! Why are you doing this?” she yelled frustrated.
You looked from her to Bucky, who looked distraught.
“Eh, I didn’t want to wait for your plan. So I came up with my own plan. Which reminds me, Johnny... where is that book?” you ask sweetly to John.
John gulps and walks up to you to hand you a book. You show the team who’s eyes widen. You look directly at Bucky, “Oh baby, I was wondering if the Winter Soldier would like to play,” you say shaking the red book with the black star.
Bucky froze in fear. His heart is completely broken. You, his love, the woman he would kill for, is wanting to turn him into the monster. 
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Chapter 8 / Chapter 10
Oh man. Things are going to get exciting! And yes in this case John Walker is just a bad guy, never tried to be Cap or anything for the sake of this story, but everyone still hates him. Feedback is appreciated.
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heademptyhero · 4 years
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i’ll follow you into the dark
after a long session of training with bakubro and tsuyu- tsu, I mean, we all went back to the dorms to study. bakugou was helping me learn our Italian vocabulary. well, more like help me even focus in the first place. i may have been a little... distracted by a fact midoriya had told me earlier. he had explained to me how the star beetlegeuse would appear extra bright tonight. “im gonna say it one. more. damn. time, shitty hair. if by the end of tonight you don’t know how to say your birthday in Italian , I WILL be the one to swan dive out the fucking window.” he looked at me with his fake angry face. at this point in our friendship, i know ALL his poker faces. this was one of them. he furrowed his eyebrows in an attempt to portray Mr. Tough Guy, but he just looked silly. of course with his massive ego, i would never tell him that. “im sorry, bro! i can’t control the hyper fixation! midoriya told me about a super bright star that’s visible tonight, and i can’t focus clearly.” he just looked at me for a minute, but with an actually genuine emotion this time. but i have no clue what. “tell you what. if you can say your entire birth date and how old you are by 11:00 pm, we will go outside and look at the fucking stars. deal?” “YES! DEAL!!”
shitty hair doesn’t know how to fucking learn. im beginning to be convinced he ACTUALLY has hair for brains. it took him six tries just to say his favorite food. each time he answered with car brands. the only way I could get him to comprehend what I was saying was to literally draw it out as a villain battle. and so as soon as I did that, the dumbass finally got it. “HA! i did it! and it’s only-“ he looked at the clock and unhappily cut his sentence short. “it’s past curfew, dang it! ah well, guess we’ll have to wait til the next astronomical anomaly.” he had a horribly sad face on, and tried to hide it with a toothy smile. i couldn’t stand to look at him like that, so I looked away and spoke without thinking; “we can sneak out...” As soon as the words came out of my mouth, his face lit up. i could tell that kirishima had never been the kind to sneak out and do things slyly. and honestly, neither am I. but I have a reputation to withhold and a dumbass to please.
bakugou grabbed my arm and pulled me out to his deck. “uh, why are we out here? hello? bakugou??? bro????” he stood there with a stupid grin lit up by the lamp next to him. “just... hold on tight.” “dude what are you-“ the blonde moved behind me and stuck his arm around my waist in one swift motion. before i knew it, we were in the air. he had his left arm around me and his right arm being used as a motor wit his quirk, Iron Man style. I turned my head to look at him. His hair was being moved about by the wind, and he had an actual, genuine smile on his face. i may or may not have been staring, and immediately blushed and turned when he looked at me. our faces were inches apart... close enough to- no. stop thinking like that. just enjoy the- “HOLY SHIT! WE’ERE IN THE FUCKIN SKY!” “you just realized that?? right now???” i meant to tell him i was busy thinking about other things, but I ended up bursting his eardrums by letting out an unholy scream. “Calm down, hair for brains! Just a little further” he said, with a scarily calm tone of voice. I couldn’t help but notice he had a slight pink tint to his cheeks.
i could feel his eyes on me, and couldn’t help but turn red as a fucking Apple. as soon as we got near some random grass field, i lowered us down. when we finally hit earth again, shitty hair started laughing. at me. “What’s so fucking funny, shitty hair?” “HA! I’m sorry it’s just- HAHEHDFJCJ your- AA just look PFFGAHAHAHA!!!!” he pulled his phone out of his pocket and opened the camera, handing it to me. My hair was fucking fluffed up like a dog. I let out a string of curse words and tried to fix it. I knew I easily could with my quirk, but hair for brains was so,,, entertained. Any decent person wouldn’t want to wipe that dumbass smile off his face, right? right???
After laughing my ass off from bakugous unintentional makeover, we walked over to my favorite spot in the park. ...wait. i showed him a picture of me here as a kid. did he... recognize it? no- no! no way. I’m just overthinking, it’s a coincidence. has to be. I plopped down on the grass and sat with criss-crossed legs. “You look like a fuckin five year old, shitty hair.” He said this in his meanboyvoice, but his slight grin contradicted his words. I like when things I do make him happy. But like- that’s normal. I think. I casually look up at the sky, and I’m instantly captivated. I must have been looking up for a while, because I was weaned back into reality by bakubro half-yelling “sHiTtY hAiR!1!1” “oh sorry, bro! it’s just- the sky is so pretty tonight! Look, that one really bright star is called beetlegeuse! Like that American movie!”
after looking up at the fucking gas balls for a few minutes, shitty hair laid down to avoid craning his neck. He layed down his sweatshirt behind his head to act as a pillow. He put his head close to one side of it, so I took that as an invitation to lay on the other side of the sweatshirt, upside down. I had to admit, to myself at least, that the sky did seem different than usual. Maybe it’s because of the whole “astronomical anomaly” shit. Or maybe because I didn’t have another pair of eyes to guide mine to see the beauty of it.
“It’s scary, isn’t it? Knowing there’s an infinite amount of like, stuff. Out there.” I said this after noticing how peaceful bakugou had seemed. It was nice to see him like this for once. “I’m not afraid of anything, dumbass. It’s just some balls of gas and shit.” We were silent for a few minutes after that. It was a comfortable silence, though. Just having eachother there. “Are you like... scared of anything? You always seem so ‘let’s do this’ and ‘let’s try that’. makes me wonder if your brain has a fuckin filter on your actions sometimes.” That remark made me laugh. He was right, I suppose. “I try to do as much as I can while I can. I don’t like to think about it, but living the hero course of life, you never really know what could happen. besides, I’m not some like-fearless god!” This made him laugh. I love his laugh. It’s so full, and you can tell he’s smiling while doing so without even looking at him. “Well then what are you afraid of, smartass?” He says casually, in between laughter. I was quiet for a minute, and he seemed to notice. He turned over on his side to investigate my silence. I assumed that my face was red, because he started to laugh again. “What’s wrong, shitty hair? Embarrassed? Fine. You don’t have to tell me, but be ready for an extra ass kick at training...” “FINE! It’s just.. ha ha ha.” I trailed off into the type of laugh that one does alone. “I’ve always been... scared of like, the dark. I guess.” He stares at me for a few seconds, assuming I was joking. I tried to keep a straight face to show I wasn’t lying, but we both started chuckling at my statement. “It’s called nyctophobia, dumbass. You’re actually afraid of the dark? That’s funny, so is my three year old niece!” This made our chuckles turn into full out hysterics. “That... is not... fair!!!” I managed to say, through my laughter. We sat there, laughing for a while. Eventually I was able to try to get my point across. “I’m not kidding! And it’s not ‘nyctophobia’, either!” “Oh yeah? Then, what is it?” “Well I’m not sure! But phobia means it’s an irrational fear. Being scared of the dark is NOT irrational. Plenty of bad things can happen in the dark.” It seemed as if he was gonna say something, but cut himself off.
His hair was moving around in the wind, slowly losing its gelled up form. “Yeah. Well, a lot of good things can happen in the dark, too.” He turned to me, ready to hit me with a ‘that’s what she said’ joke, wiggling his eyebrows. “Oh come on, that’s not what I meant!” I tried to conceal my laughter with seriousness. But I find that extra hard to do around kirishima. shitty hair, I mean. He’s easier to... this sounds cliche. but it’s easier to break down the wall in my head that I built, the wall that blocks out any vulnerability. So i let myself laugh, and I let myself enjoy this moment. As kirishima says, I deserve it. If he says so, then it must be true. I took a deep breath. In, and out. It was strangely calming, being outside with nature and shit. “I know what you mean, bro. Like the stars! They live in a dark universe, but they’re still pretty fucking cool.” Yeah. pretty fucking cool.
I couldn’t help but notice a star that seemed to have an orange tint to it. “Hey bro, that star looks like you!” I tried pointing at it, but that obviously didn’t work out. “The hell is that supposed to mean?” Without thinking , I took his hand and put my head right next to his, to get an accurate answer for him. I formed his hand with his pointer finger out, and guided it to be directly under the baku-star. “Do you see it?” He nodded, with a serene expression. “It’s orange, like your hero suit!” All of a sudden, he sat up. Did I mess something up? Did that upset him? I didn’t mean to offend him. Great going kirishima, now he’s-
I could tell that he though my sudden movements were out of anger, so I grabbed his upper arm and pulled him into a sitting position, too. “I need to tell you something, kirishima. I- if you tell any of this to the other dufuses, you’re dead. Got it?” He looked at me, puzzled. His eyebrows were furrowed and his head was tilted. His actions like this often reminded me of a puppy. All energetic and shit. “Uh.. sure! Got it.” I opened my mouth, but no words came out. I shouldn’t have started this conversation. But it’s too late now.
he seemed very serious now. what could he want to tell me that he wouldn’t tell the rest of our friends? im nothing special. minas better at advice, sero can pay attention longer, denki- my thoughts were cut off by his words. “that one time when we were attacked, i guess I... didn’t hate fighting the villains with you.” is that... a compliment??? he seemed to be getting upset, and I wanted to see his smile again. hell, I needed to. “there’s been plenty of attacks bro, you’ll have to be specific!” luckily, this made him chuckle. “the USJ incident, dumbass. And you’re like, more tolerable than the others. They all pry to know how I’m feeling, and it gets fucking annoying as hell. But you don’t do that. Because somehow you can tell what I’m feeling, even when I can’t. And that’s, nice. I guess. How do you do that?” “You seem to have yourself... shielded? In a way? But they don’t know you the way I do. Wait! That sounds creepy. It’s just...” i tried thinking of the right way to convey my thoughts. eventually, i figured it out and subconsciously grabbed his hand. “They don’t see how much friend-tential you have!” Bakugou seemed confused by that statement, to say the least. “Friend-tential? The hell is that?” “You really are a good friend, bakubro! The other guys just don’t see that right away. I had to like, convince them so. But now they know! I’ve known all along, though. Katsuki bakugou has a soft spot!” I said that last part in a fake mocking tone, which made him angry yet happy again. “Shut up, shitty hair! But... thanks. Or whatever.” Did he just???? Thank??? Me?????
right after I let those words leave my mouth, I realized the grave mistake I made. He started smiling like an idiot and let out an exaggerated gasp. “No way! Did you really just say that?? To me?? My ears must be deceiving me!!!” He laughed for a few more seconds, then his face turned sincere again. “Well, you’re welcome, bakugo!” He then stood up, putting a hand out to help me up. I ignored his help, of course, and got up on my own. As soon as I did, he wrapped his arms around me in a tight bear hug. I was taken off guard, but eventually, loosely hugged him back. “You know, if you ever get tired of calling me shitty hair 24/7, you can call me eijiro!” This surprised me. I was touched by him saying that, but again, couldn’t let that be known. “I’ll stop calling you shitty hair when you stop building a mountain of hair atop your head!” He pulled away from the hug, laughing. Come back. Hug me again. No. Stop thinking about that, he can’t hug you forever. “If you want, you can call me katsuki. it’s an annoying ass name though, so I would get it if you didn’t want to.” This made his smile somehow even brighter than it was before. “Sure! Let’s see.... how about Kat! Like the candy, Kit Kat’s!” Hm. No one has ever called me that before. “I guess that works. Don’t wear it out though, or I’ll have to kill you.” He started backing up, arms thrown up in the air in a way of celebratory victory. “Oh, really? I’d like to see you try!” In one instance, he was standing in front of me in the grass, and a spilt second later he was darting in the opposite direction. “Get back here, shitty hair!” I screamed, as a started to chase him. The lil fucker was fast! He ran across the field, eventually going in circles. I was able to catch up to him with speed. Enough speed that when I caught up to him, I ended up tackling him to the ground. We layed there for god knows how long, just laughing our asses off. And fucking enjoying life.
after finally recovering from our fierce battle, i realized I had my arm around kats shoulder the whole time.
It’s finally the fucking weekend. The day after shitty hair and my “super adventure star bro time” (take a wild guess at who decided to call if that) we were both unhealthily tired during our classes. kirishima played it off well, as to not reveal we had left after curfew. He still had that bright-as-the-fucking-sun smile plastered on his face, but his eyes seemed groggy and tired. But still, no one noticed. Me on the other hand, was fucking dying. This caused me to accidentally say good morning back to deku. FUCKING. DEKU. he stuttered for a good ten seconds before passing out into half-and-half’s back, who turned around and caught him. even I can see how icyhot talks to deku differently. damn nerd is to oblivious for his own good.
Kat, Mina, sero, denki and i were sitting in the common room playing Mario kart, our usual Saturday activity. Denki was sitting Indian style on the couch, next to sero and I. Mina was laying across all of our laps, and kat was intensely perched on the arm rest. ready to pounce at any moment onto anyone who dared throw a green shell at him. The race ended with much screaming and even more shoving, displaying the score board: 1st: Princess Peach (mina) 2nd: Yoshi (kirishima) 3rd: Waluigi (sero) 4th: Bowser (denki) 5th: Baby Peach (Bakugou)
“HOW??? THE??? FUCK???” HOW DID I LOSE??? EVEN TO FUCKING DUNCE FACE?? “HA! I win again! Take that, you buffoons!” Mina shouted, beaming with annoying pride. I looked over to the three boys sitting on the couch, exchanging a mutual look of determination. All at once, they pushed Bug Eyes off of themselves, leaving her rolling off the couch. Ha. That’s what you get, ya fucking martian.
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liliavalley · 5 years
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Delta Rune post now that I get to talk about it
I didn’t end up taking a lot of screenshots but!! i LOVE THEM ALL SO here are my thoughts in semi-chronological order becuase I can’t remember the proper order of events!
- this character creator is monster factory’s worst nightmare there’s nTOHING (i chose the sweater I think with the extra shirt underneath?)
- name!!!
- A! never mind then!!! jesus!
- Kris... my child. my world my sweetheart 
- AsRIEL???
- This Is It This is The Undertale AU Where Chara and Asriel Don’t Die but Chara changed their name to Kris to leave their old life behind mayhaps
- TORIEL MY MOM I LOVE YOU
- THEY IN A LITTLE TOWN
- UNDYNE THE POLICE OFFICER i LOVE U
- AWWWW
- HOLD THEIR HAND YES I’VE GOT THE FEELS
- Alphys!!!!
- ur all so sweet
- except you, birdman. what a nerd. fuck you.
- Susie’s such a bitch!! bakugou??? is that you???
- NO!!!!! DON’T DO THAT TO KRIS!!!!! DDDD:<
- ooo spooky closet
- hey why’s it called autumn? BECAUSE FALL
- what a funky magic outfit!!!!!!!! 
- oh yeah susie’s there too
- LANCER I WOULD ALSO DIE FOR YOU MY PUZZLE BOY!!!!!
- HE. RALSEI. I’D DIE FOR YOU.
- you can run??!???!
- I CAN’T BELIEVE I DENIED THE FIGHT TUTORIAL I’M SO SORRY RASLEI GOD I WANNA RESET BUT I DIDN’T
- SUSIE SIDING WITH LANCER AAA
- THEY’RE BEST FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- BEST FRIENDS!!!
OH WORM????
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- man FUCK this puzzle
- oh wait got it!
- LANCER DOESN’T WANT HIS FRIENDS TO GET HURT
- LANCER PUTTING YOUR FRIENDS IN JAIL IS NOT THE ANSWER BUT I KNOW IT’S JUST TO PROTECT THEM
- Susie!!! my girl 
- raslei i know u don’t trust her but why can’t you trust my judgement i lov her now and I say she’ll be fine
- OOO DIFFERENT POV
- aaaAAAAa NO SUSIE DON’T FIGHT HIM
- AAAAAA hE’S NOT FIGHTING BACK :’((((((
- “you.. missed.” MY HEART JUST LET THEM BE FRIENDS TOBIAS FOX
- man i get the feeling talking his dad down isn’t gonna work and we’re gonna see him hurt once we catch up :((
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- GOOD SIR!!!! I LOVE THEE SO FUCKING MUCH!!!
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IM HONOURED
- “Lesser dad” “How is he anyways?” CAN WE PLEASE HAVE LANCER AND HIS SECOND DAD INTERACT PLEASE PLEASE
- *sees destroyed throne room and the mention of a struggle* LANCER??? MY BOY ARE YOU OKAY??? PLEASE BE OKAY!!!
- oh he’s okay
- KING OF BITCHES IS WHAT YOU ARE LET HIM GO!!!!
- SUSIE COMIN IN TO PROTECC
- NO DON’T USE HIM LIKE THAT
- YES RUN AWAY PLEASE YOU DON’T DESERVE THE VIOLENCE
- FUCK I DIED
- aa he’s finally giving up. i don’t believe a single ounce of what he’s spouting, no man tired of fighting uses his son like that.
- yeah there we go. 
- DON’T SINGLE ME OUT BITCH!!
- *chef finger kiss* cinematic parallels
- This is just a DnD world and Kris is the DM playing someone and Raslei is just Asriel bcs they miss their bing bro!!!!
- “Something imoportant.” well seeing as this is only the first part of the game I’m guessing. yes.
- I’m right! HDGKH
- “let’s come back tomorrow” and play more magic dnd! yes!! girlfirends
- walkin home and i don’t know where the fuck i am
- AW ALPHYS FEED STRAY CATS
- i have opted to maybe not talking about the Dark World
- aw hey sans
- oh shit the nostalgia option
- PAPYRUS NEEDS FRIENDS OF COURSE ILL GO
- hoME
- SUPER SMASHER FIGHTERS
- aa?
- zombie walk???
- EEUUAHHHH NO DON”T DO THAT!!!! 
- EW YOUR FACE
- AAA NO NOT THE CAGE
- A NO NOT THE KNIFE
- CHARA’S BACK I GUESS???? IS THAT WHAT THE WHOLE “WHAT WE CALLED IT” ABOUT??
- I NO LONGER WANT TO PLAY DND WITH SUSIE OR HANG OUT WITH PAPYRUS BECUASE THEY WILL GET HURT
- GOD WHAT WILL CHAPTER 2 BE ABOUT!!! FUCK!!!! 
post-game questions:
- Is this game a continuation of the first? Who is Kris? Kris looks like Chara but this is the surface. Is it a continuation or is Toby just having fun making AU’s canon? what a legend.
- why did they call “it” Chara? what is Chara? Is Chara just the manifestation of LOVE? Is Kris who Chara originally was?
- Does Kris ripping out their soul make them Chara now?
- What does this mean for chapter 2!!!!! 
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