✧˖° — 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. welcome to my very first series! the theme is blind dating with pornstars, inspired by my favorite raunchy series on the net. each fic will be written in second perspective with fem! & afab! reader in mind. the fics will contain their own content warnings as well, so please make sure to look it over prior to interaction. minors and ageless blogs dni.
fandoms include — call of duty mwii, jujutsu kaisen, shingeki no kyojin, haikyuu, and marvel
status — ongoing. since this is an open series, fics will not be posted on any specific dates! i will try my best to post twice a week in accordance to my current writing schedule, however i will not guarantee that the fics will be posted in the order presented below. in addition, the current production lineup is subject to change at any moment without notice. there also will be no taglist.
𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐒 𝐎𝐍 𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐒
EPISODE ONE — ‘THE EXPERT & THE NOVICE’
performer: simon ‘ghost’ riley
channel: call of duty mwii
tags: age gap, pet names, teasing, mild praise kink, cunnilingus, fingering, size difference, fellatio, ball sucking, pussyjob, body worship, mask kink, neck grabbing, p-in-v penetration, cream pie
This might be hard to explain, but the comments which "get" what I've tried to say in a piece of work. I think most people in fandom are just reading for fun, which is fine, but it tends to only be a few people who really dig into the deeper themes that I was touching on. Quite a lot of the time these topics or themes are important to me in some way, so when people notice them, it makes me feel seen, would be the best way to put it.
🌈is there a fic that you worked *really fucking hard on* that no one would ever know? maybe a scene/theme you struggled with?
All of the longfics tbh, I put months before writing them just into outlining, but most people can probably see that. 😂 In terms of shorter ones that I struggled with, Beneath Still Waters was pretty rough for me, even though I really like the end result. It's darker than I usually go, so I was a bit worried about what my readers would link, but at the same time I've always loved gothic horror short stories, so I was agonising over making sure I wrote the genre well.
Hullo dearest one! ☺️💛 For the WIP Ask Game, please can you tell me about Chrysopoeia? I’m so intrigued!! Also, call me biased, but I’d like to hear about any fics for The Hobbit, please!
Howdy that is me ‼️
Chrysopoeia is a Haikyuu fantasy AU that I left unfinished from 2016, and I read the notes I had for it recently and remembered how much I adored the idea. So I want to pick it back up! The first 2 chapters are here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/5608300
The plot follows different houses of alchemist/magic users based off the different teams in the anime as they work to summon spirits for the crown for an unkown reason, while a revolution begins to brew from rumored spirits that have gone AWOL. Insert court intrigue, magic worldbuilding and whump, and a large web of character connections 💫
As for Hobbit fics!!! I have two projects I'm working on.
1) hello my old heart
This is a canon-compliant fic where Bilbo goes back to the Shire and tries to cope with his loss, along with raising Frodo, and over the years he begins to see the ghosts of three particular dwarves around Bag End. Cue sadness, emotional whump, and some healing squeezed in there hopefully! I've written a few pages for it, but the fic is mostly in the outline stages.
2) Our Future Days AU
This is the BIG BOY!!! It's my grand fix-it AU longfic where nobody dies and Frodo gets raised in Erebor and Bagginshield become girldads via cabbage patch hobbit babies 💫
It's also largely in the planning stages but I've written about 1k into the first chapter. The worldbuilding has been SO MUCH FUN and includes (but not limitied to): one spreadsheet to track ages and events, dozens of reference bookmarks, and a 60+ slide powerpoint to keep track of floor plans/layouts for various locations. I'm......maybe having TOO much fun with the worldbuilding and need someone to kick my ass into gear actually writing it 🥲
Hope you enjoyed hearing about your picks my dear 💛✨
The Wingman is almost at 3,000 hits. When did this happen? 😳
Thank you all so much for your continued support! Seriously, the amount of engagement I’ve gotten from my socials has been unreal in the best way. I appreciate all your kudos, comments, and engagement on my longfics and novels! ✨
To celebrate, this weekend I was thinking of writing a one-off bonus chapter from Piggles’s perspective; as he runs around the castle on a happy day adventure, while his two dads are banging upstairs, the Yiga servants are frantically trying to corral him back into the pen before Ganon catches wind.
just finished binging your Doctor sampard fic on ao3 and I’m literally screaming what do you mean Sampo doesn’t stay with Gepard I AM LITERALLY SCREAMING
on a more serious note though I genuinely LOVE your writing so much- like, I’m not very confident in my own ability to Longfic TM, so I find myself subconsciously analyzing your writing style along with others to try and improve (you’re literally one of my writing inspos!!)
I love this plot concept so so much and the way the plot progressed throughout part 1 literally had me hooked from the start (are we just going to ignore the fact that Sampo had his house blown up at the beginning 😭??) anyways as a certified whump/angst enjoyer I rate this an 11/10
-💫 anon
Anon i first saw this when i was on the bus n was barely holding my shit together n im Still losing my mind rn holy fuck thankyouuuu so muchhhhhhhh aaaaa 😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😭 im . Absolutely ecstatic to inspire u in any way hotmrvaiKx dbdnd
Honestly i got NO CLUE how im still holdin up this fic like. I have never done smthin so long in the past ive abandoned fics after like. 2 chapters. Its prob the amazin reception ive gotten n the lovely comments but also im . Unabashedly obsessed w my own writing fhsldvsksv
Also ALSO YA!!! No one has mentioned on comments or anythin the beginnin of the fic i referred to w someone wanting sampo dead!!!!!! Because i promise. I have not forgotten. :)
🥀 have you been in search of a compiled list of the things that i'm currently working on?? well, you'll be happy to hear that you have to look no further! the list below details all of my current works in process, their status in my drafts, and other important info. so please, read carefully and anticipate what i'm creating next~ 💫
estimated length:
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- ♣ :: reactions (depends on how many members are in it, but between 500-1.0k)
- ✰ :: drabble/imagine/scenario (500-6.0k)
- ♔ :: oneshot (1.5-15.k)
- ♦ longfic (15.k+)
*ੈ✩‧₊˚🥀 ot8
skz when they try out a period simulator to understand what you experience
☾ , ☁ , ♣ , ✎ [status: prompt]
*ੈ✩‧₊˚🥀 lee know
sick!fic. idol!minho. sick!minho. hurt/comfort. reader pov.
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ in which minho and you are going on a trip with the boys, and he gets motion sickness while on the plane.
☹ , ☾ , ☁ , ♔ , ✎ [status: prompt]
*ੈ✩‧₊˚🥀 hyunjin
idol!hyunjin. sad/frustrated!hyunjin. hurt/comfort. reader pov.
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ in which hyunjin has a really bad day at work, and you're there to try and cheer him up in any way that you can.
☹ , ☾ , ♔ , ✎ [status: prompt]
idol!hyunjin. distant!reader. taking a break. hurt/comfort. reader pov.
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ in which you're a naturally-shy person, and find it hard to open up to people, but your boyfriend hyunjin just wants you to talk to him for once.
☹ , ☾ , ♔ , ✎ [status: prompt]
idol!hyunjin. idol!hyunjin. sick!hyunjin. hurt/comfort. reader pov.
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ in which hyunjin gets a bad concussion from dance practice one day, and you are there to take care of him.
☹ , ☾ , ♔ , ✎ [status: prompt]
*ੈ✩‧₊˚🥀 felix
idol!felix. needy!reader. dom!felix. gamer!felix. reader pov.
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ in which you're needy for attention and acting like a brat while felix is busy gaming, so he puts you back in your rightful place.
❦ , ♔ [status: prompt]
*ੈ✩‧₊˚🥀 seungmin
sick!fic. idol!seungmin. sick!seungmin. hurt/comfort. reader pov.
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ in which you two go out to eat one night and seungmin gets food poisoning the next day.
☹ , ☾ , ♔ [status: writing]
*ੈ✩‧₊˚🥀 jeongin
sick!fic. confession!au. idol!jeongin. sick!jeongin. hurt/comfort. reader pov.
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ in which jeongin gets his wisdom teeth removed, and you're the person who takes care of him.
☹ , ☾ , ♔ [status: prompt]
Literally any feedback that isn't, like, mean (which...I haven't actually received negative feedback yet, so hooray for that). But I do particularly enjoy any comment that allows for a bit of discussion. Also, when people like...live react to different things in a comment? Love that. 10/10 experience.
💌share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!
I think the next year I'm covering in my longfic will actually be somewhat fun because I'm planning on writing more Leia-and-Han-bonding-on-missions stuff. And I'm just starting to get a plan together for another multichapter that I think will be fun to write as long as I get the tone right -- but that's in the super beginning stages, so I'm not sure when it'll see the light of day.
💫 : what is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?
i mean, what author doesn't love long comments? ahfndhfdfd- but i know long comments is a bit of a cop out answer, especially since they take a lot of energy and not everyone can do it. i do really love comments that just- react viscerally! when people scream and sob! and i also love hearing about the things that they liked. like, you could honestly just quote all the lines you enjoyed and i'd eat it up. just... comments that get specific my beloved
in the end, i just adoooore getting comments in general tho fhdnfdhf, i love all the ones i get! if you've ever commented on something i've written, whether it's on tumblr or ao3, i love you <3
💌 : share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!
ohh this one is hard because most of my wips are kind of... paused atm? been mainly writing requests lately. i haven't started on the next longfic i wish to pursue ;;; that being said, the wips that are paused will eventually get posted, no? can't decide on one so i'll just show a few below the cut because it might get a little long!
i. i've had the "locked in the freezer" bingo prompt as a wip since... april, actually. this was my very first venture into writing twst. might have to rewrite a bit of it but i hope i can finish it someday. i just have one chapter left :') (surprise, it's not silver angst! or... diasomnia at all, really. which is probably why i keep slacking)
ii. a longfic i started a while back based off one of @olivebranch311's au, which we'd been talking about in dms ;u; don't know how much i can reveal atm apart from it being dubbed the containment breach au. something about researchers and inhuman entities.
iii. i'll post about my daemon au someday. i just... keep forgetting to write up the masterpost...
✨What's a fic you've posted you wish you could breathe life into again and have people talking about it? (or simply a fic you wish got more credit)
I have more than one answer for this question. Definitely Deathless, and The Sins of Heaven. Probably more. It sucks not being fandom famous anymore. Damn. I feel so pushed aside and irrelevant, so any of my darkfics getting life again would be fun. In the Dark never got life breathed into it for some reason, but god, it'd be awesome if that happened. And actually I just passed Three Birds, One Stone while scrolling to find In the Dark, so that one too.
💫what is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?
Already answered, but the comments we used to do with each other's longfics where we'd take notes while reading and then post so it was like a liveblog.
i have a lot here - feel free to only answer what you want!
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💘Is there any posted fic you want to rework/re-edit/re-write?
If I had the time and patience and inclination, I'd rework Eucatastrophe from the ground up. There's a lot of it that, in retrospect, I wish I could have done better. Mainly stuff to do with the mirror-people, and the pacing at the beginning.
💫what is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?
I love analysis and speculation the most, tbh. When people are throwing around theories and/or connecting thematic bits to other bits, I'm having the best time.
💞what's the most important part of a story for you? the plot, the characters, the worldbuilding, the technical stuff (grammar etc), the figurative language
Characters, probably - a good plot can often be ruined by bad characterisation, worldbuilding is okay but a million times better with characters to drive it. I can forgive bad grammar and spelling if the characterization makes me happy enough, figurative language isn't strictly necessary, but god i love characterization.
💝what is a fic that got a different response than you were expecting?
I expected like, two people max to be interested in Syzygy. Because it's a niche fic for a niche pairing with an extremely niche concept and a very high wordcount. Needless to say, the amount of people who've been enthusiastic about it - in the comments, tags, and/or my inbox - has just been delightful. Thank you all.
💥find your least kudos'd fic - say something wonderful about it.
least kudos'd fic - the lavender for luck remix I did from Janus's POV! I really enjoyed taking the flip side of the limited perspective of that fic, and I think I nailed what I set out to do there - make a fic that would be satisfying to someone who read the original and wondered 'hey, what about Dee?'
🎙️which one of your fics would you like someone to make a pod-fic of?
The answer to that one is almost always 'the one I'm writing right now'. (Seriously. Mystery Longfic podfic would make me Yell.)
But actually, for real? I think Cassandra Fallacy would make a great podfic with a narrator who's willing to do a Janus impression and keep it up, relentlessly and to the point of being infuriating, for several hours.
💌share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!
uh, sword fights. through writing this i have discovered the EXTREME joy of writing sword fights (and gun fights) (janus brought a sword to a gunfight) (he's fine just full of hubris and one (1) hole in his skin) i don't know if you guys will enjoy reading them as much as i've enjoyed writing them, because it's notoriously difficult to write enjoyable fight scenes of any type, but........ i hope i'll get it right. because, as mentioned above, extreme joy.
It’s a tie between some kind of written, incoherent screaming and very detailed rants about what a person liked. Any comment will make me giddy like a school girl, but I will scream just a bit louder for those two
🦋what are you most insecure about when you post a fic?
Uhhhh all of it? 😅😅 If I were to get down to it, probably the fear that I haven’t actually written anything good. Somehow my descriptions didn’t give the right effect, or the mood is off, or I prattled on too long about one thing so the balance is off. The perfectionist in me wants it to be perfect and that leads to a lot of doubt. I’ve gotten better about managing that, but part of the reason the brain monkeys want validation so much is that I want to know if I actually managed to write the thing decent.
💌 share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!
Okay so I just finished outlining the post-trespasser longfic for Ellana that I keep talking about but never write.
If I do it right, it’s gonna be emotionally devastating. I’m very excited.
Also at some point Zevran appeared and is now actually gonna have a major supporting role so that’s gonna be a trip.
You also are all gonna meet Ellana’s younger sister whom I adore but I have yet to write anything for.
💘Is there any posted fic you want to rework/re-edit/re-write?
Right now I am working on tightening up Encore, but the changes won't really affect the story itself.
There's a lot of stuff in W3 I wish I could change/rewrite, but those changes would be more substantial so I'm just learning to be happy with how it is.
To branch away from Mtl, every now and the I get the urge to rewrite my Fallout longfic. It would be my third time writing it (originally published in 2013 and rewritten in 2015) and I think I'm finally in a place with my writing where I could do it properly. In 2020 I wrote chapter 0 as a comic and every now and then I'll open the draft again, but eh. I have enough big projects.
💫what is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?
I love seeing people pointing out the little details in my stories or sharing their own interpretations/experiences. It's incredibly flattering and gratifying to know people are reading my work that closely and connecting to it.
wildcard: 💫what is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?
Best feedback is either someone else's analysis OR somebody asking for my own analysis of a scene/moment/chapter whatever. If it would not be insane and annoying I'd release meta-essays with every chapter of everything I wrote lmao i LOVE talking craft and interpretations.
💌share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!
I'm particularly excited for the way that I think my Hawk Goes Home (working title for the longfic) piece has been able to sit with the experience of unfixable loneliness (no spoilers but I swear to fuck it will have a good ending I realize that this does not sound positive as it stands). It was cathartic to write, and I sure hope it's cathartic to read. Relevant excerpt:
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BJ had a few drinks downstairs, reluctant to go upstairs to the bedroom. He was hoping Peg would be asleep by the time he decided to turn in.
In the meantime, he listened to the radio, feeling odd and hollow and off balance. The old songs from the 30s and 40s made him melancholy, rife with longing for the nostalgic warmth of a life he’d never had. He frowned through a run of three songs he remembered Hawkeye singing in surgery.
He poured himself a few fingers of scotch, and leaned back in an armchair, his eyes closed.
The rain was bucketing, the air damp and cold. BJ couldn’t feel his toes. The body under his hands steamed, the red-purple shine of an exposed intestinal tract hot in his grip as he checked for perforations. It was his fifteenth or fiftieth hour. His third-ever marathon surgery in Korea. He was new, and green, and green. He was starved, but couldn’t bring himself to eat; watching Hawkeye passively chew a bite of a baloney sandwich by leaning back from an open abdomen, where a soldier’s punctured stomach leaked half-digested C-rations into the surrounding cavity, horrified him. He felt like he might cry, but knew he couldn’t. It might blur his vision at a critical moment in the surgery.
All at once he felt himself start to collapse. Not physically, but psychically, spiritually. Something internal and critical started to crumble, and his hands no longer felt like his own. His breath came in staggered, uneven gasps, his vision tunnelling. He couldn’t go on like this. It simply wasn’t possible. He wasn’t strong enough. This was the end of his road. He was going to snap, and his brain would gently, paternalistically separate him from reality for his own good, and he’d never get back. End of.
Hawkeye cleared his throat, and said something BJ didn’t hear.
Somebody touched his elbow, maybe. He didn’t notice. He was doing an incredible job with the surgery, he noted from a thousand miles away. His hands were amazing. They didn’t even need him.
“Someday I’ll meet you again,” somebody was saying.
No. Singing.
BJ glanced up, struggling to control the vector of his gaze.
“Tell me where, tell me when,” Hawkeye sang. He was no Frank Sinatra, but his voice was strong, and clear, and warm. It was the sort of voice you liked better than a radio voice, because you knew it really meant what it was singing. A voice with feeling, that was it.
“Each night I’ll wish on a star,” Hawkeye sang, catching his eye. He might’ve been smiling under his mask. It was impossible to tell. “That you stay as you are!”
“You have my heart, but my heart wonders when,” BJ joined in, trying to reach the high note that Hawkeye seemed to manage so effortlessly as the feeling returned to his hands, “we’ll meet again.”
Dear one, this is our fate! Partings and sad goodbyes, sang the Hawkeye in his head. BJ was beginning to suspect that he’d always live there, that there would always be one Hawkeye Pierce, frozen at age thirty, looking out from behind his eyes. Never changing, always charming and a little sad, until BJ was old and bent and eighty-nine. And the Hawkeye in his head would stay young forever. It seemed, somehow, exactly what he deserved.
Dear one, I’ll always wait—wait for that blue horizon! Hawkeye sang, two years distant.
Turner Layton played the piano beautifully, BJ thought. His chest was starting to hurt, so he socked the rest of his drink and turned the radio off. He stumbled getting up the stairs, his limbs loose and his head full of the past.
🎀 - Give yourself a compliment about your own writing!
💫 - What is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?
💞 - What’s the most important part of a story for you?
DO A FLIP!!
🎀 - ooouu okay um. Generally I’m pretty happy with the way I do dialogue! It’s at least one of the most fun parts of the writing process, letting each character bounce off each other, trying to get the voices right. I’m also kind of proud of some of the prose sometimes, specifically the flow of it - I like my writing to sound a bit like a poem sometimes, when read aloud. (Fun Game: read a chapter of txtFile and try to tally up how many times I use alliteration. I feel like I do it a lot and tbh I really like the effect it gives)
💫 - My absolute FAAAVOURITE thing ever is when people leave their theories in the comments of longfics. Watching ppl guess at how each part of the narrative might string together is so, so satisfying from the creator’s standpoint. It’s so entertaining watching people get it wrong and thrice as much watching people get it right. There is NOTHING that gets me grinning harder re: fic comments than someone just absolutely nailing it on the head (absolute torture tho when you can’t TELL them that bc that’s SPOILERS lmao). Also, anything along the lines of “I’m scared.”
💞 - It’s the love. Not in the slashfic sense - it’s the love of the characters, and the medium, and it’s the love of the art of making. Speaking for the fanfic scene, there are few things more fulfilling than being able to pour your time and energy into responding to something that meant something to you - be that a book or video game or anything - and then being able to share that with others, and all enjoy that love together. It’s about putting your own self into the stories that matter to you, and showing the world what that looks like through your eyes - showing people how YOU read the book, or watched the show, or played the game, is just this really soulful and personal experience that not much else can replicate.
𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘤 - kuroo tetsurou is the son of the mafia don, you're the daughter of the kill-for-hire assassin—what could go wrong when sparks fly between the two of you?
𝘵𝘸 - some gory scenes, injury, weapons, smut, toxic familial relationships, death threats, minor character death, general warnings that come with mafia aus, more to be added as i write
𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘴 - to be released
𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥𝘶𝘭𝘦 - one about every 2 weeks? depends on how much time i have irl