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stubbornfingers-blog · 5 years

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Once upon a time, I remember, how my dad told me how he fell in love with my mom.. his eyes were glazed by a wetness I didn't understand why.. "Hey the guy's talking about love..", I thought, "love is happy".. that was what I knew from all the happily ever after(s) I used to read back then.. Once upon a time, I remember, how my mom would keep quiet as my dad's anger raged.. "couldn't she say something too," I thought, "this sucks".. I never understood how a few minutes later they would be the best together may the atmosphere be all fun or mellow.. Once upon a time, I remember, I used to feel love was the strangest thing and I'll possibly never understand... You see smiles, laughter, anger and tears..all together.. maybe that's more dramatic than I could ever handle.. Once upon a time, I remember, some one meant so much to me.. and I walked away.. you know.. love has been too much for me handle.. Once upon a time, I remember, how my mom and dad loved me..how they confused me with how great love can be and one night how they grew tired over love and drifted apart.. Once upon a time, I remember, how I cried myself to sleep when knew how love fell short the day my dad told me how he fell in love with my mom.. how his eyes glazed in a wetness that knew love was not enough... What was enough.. you see probably I'll never understand.. ©scribbles_of_chaos . . . . . . #love #terriblytinytales #writer #writersofinstagram #letters #journals #quotes #read #wordporn #writerscommunity #blogger #microfiction #storytelling #stories #wordgasm #life #iremember #scribblesofchaos #fiction #tears #onceuponatime #tales #poetsofindia #writersofindia #openletter #family #feels #moodygrams #sleepless https://www.instagram.com/p/Bx70NzBFrXX/?igshid=lr9wgf4fnnu

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stubbornfingers-blog · 5 years

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😌 ... . . . . . . . . . . . . . #writingprompts #writersofig #writingcommunity #writersofinstagram #freeverse #fiction #microtale #snippets #microtales #scribblesofchaos #stories #untold #poetrycommunity #inking #love #infp #ego #feels #wierdthoughts #notsocial #onlyyou #understanding ##inhibitions #introvert #wrecked #reppels #walls #hurting #blah https://www.instagram.com/p/BxiQo_jlI0G/?igshid=10l0td29n9erd

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🎭⏳💭.... . . . . . . . . https://www.instagram.com/p/BvYZEJTB1GAzZZ6R4rY1fR7uXQtmhqOk6UvzfA0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1scwd6osusg62

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stubbornfingers-blog · 5 years

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It all started with a room full of strangers.. and now it seems so hard to tell each other "ciao adios" 3 whole years been a journey ...we fought..we laughed..we cried..we cheered..we created hell and heaven.. And yes.. we saw how weird each of us can be.. Each of us did our things.. i slept sound as everything happened😌 and yeah we had a good( sometimes bad and ugly but still the best) time.. ..we'll sure miss things..we'll sure miss all the moments... but we have lived them..and we'll remember 💛 ..ciao adios! P.S. We'll meet old and wrinkled in some alumni 😝 #tonewbeginnings #3years #🍻 https://www.instagram.com/p/BuoIz-7BWc-Njh4S1-SPx94v8tT2oPCwc25vtI0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1tau7zbz4aasd

#tonewbeginnings #3years #🍻

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stubbornfingers-blog · 5 years

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who said a bunch of nobodies can't have fun.. it just takes the few moments of "oh you're crazy"(s) which would gradually turn to "i really knew you were an asshole"(s) to "you are dumb..ILY"(s).. that makes 'em say "we won't miss each other coz we really need to gossip n make hell of each other's lives even in our 80s" (😬i better die young) P.S. nobody misbelieve the one on the extreme right as a "nishku"🙄 #3dumbyears #toallthosepashanathilkrimimoments #wegonnagraduate😰 https://www.instagram.com/p/BuhC7Ouh-hT1dO-MI8SR8BQw3CcUEAB-7hxZ700/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=19xxs6mu3w652

#3dumbyears #toallthosepashanathilkrimimoments #wegonnagraduate😰

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stubbornfingers-blog · 5 years

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I don't know why my mom has to cough exactly correctly (perfect timing-ly) and only whenever I say "I'm only human" 🙄 .am i not?😑 #🎶 #🎧 #human #momlikenoidontthinkso😒 P. S. the original song is really cool 🙉🙉 https://www.instagram.com/p/BuMR0xNByExzPzqgKJwOoGTQK2kvZDywW-UWWM0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=96i6xdgugds2

#🎶#🎧#human #momlikenoidontthinkso😒

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stubbornfingers-blog · 5 years

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Me n my crayzzzzy gurrrrlll... Oh wait🙄🙄🙄... Sorry.. My gurrrrrrrllllll n craaaaaazzzy me?🤔.. nah okay.. whatever 😌 ..we both ain't crazy😏 we..um..i mean... just normal kids🤸🏻‍♀️🤺 ...hmmmmm... nevermind😲! . @_mistiq please dont kill me🙉 https://www.instagram.com/p/Bt-YLDwhjeOvI8lWV5Di1LMuhN5TUO6ec88G700/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=s7depvtnm4gu

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stubbornfingers-blog · 5 years

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🎧🎶 .. holding on the wind with you forever .. never feel alone, you can always find me 🍃🌪️🍃 ..but have we got our wild love raging? . #raging #🍃🌪️ https://www.instagram.com/p/Bt7eN-YhxJWHMGVXOIFxfKP_h17EfL0bP9ZW740/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1d3gkhm29h2hx

#raging #🍃🌪️

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stubbornfingers-blog · 5 years

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🎶🎧..so why won't you stay a little longer😪💭⏳ . . . P.S. 💀🙉I couldn't help but ruin it.. #itwontkillya #lovethesong #🙉 #killme https://www.instagram.com/p/Bt58X4TBien8skfqgFT_WgvzT4wbOWV0rrrTA00/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=p0bo68snfzzv

#itwontkillya #lovethesong #🙉#killme

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stubbornfingers-blog · 5 years

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☯️ ..no, not always does it feel like you really feel what you feel and all that you've been feeling..well maybe you don't feel it too and nothing makes sense you don't want senses now either.. exhausted and tired could be helped if it was your body but you know when its your mind.. "help" seems just a word . . ©scribbles_of_chaos . . . . . . . . . #writingprompts #wordgasm #wordporn #poetrycommunity #poetsofindia #poetscommunity #freeverse #writerscommunityofinstagram #writerscommunity #writersofinstagram #writersofindia #writersblock #honesty #silence #numb #love #fiction #scribbles #microtales #tales #stories #moody #letters #journal #thoughts #chaos #space #ashes #exhausted https://www.instagram.com/p/Bt3fk22B2oY/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=12hlvt6qdygvx

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stubbornfingers-blog · 5 years

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°•°•°•°•°•° Because it took me a really hard time to realise that "ugly" meant "u gotta love yourself" ..😅😌 °•°•°•°•°•° https://www.instagram.com/p/BsdEqmVBEEl1SmDX3oU_H99GjNou-JXSxl1y5I0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1gwb9l58y312r

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🎧🎶🖤...but the 💓 wants what it wa..aa..aa..aa..aa..aa..aa..aa..aa..aa...ants..😛 . .. don't kno why.. since several long years.. when i'm on a "really don't wanna hear any songs" mood i play this on repeat n fall asleep❣️ https://www.instagram.com/p/Br4hfdqhrJpfScWIqoRsSeQhRCuvhvhpLwxjtU0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=w1nxw0ozi3zg

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stubbornfingers-blog · 5 years

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At times you feel things burning you out..leaving you feeling exhausted...like you can't take anything.. ..you used to take it all and with ease, you remember... but no more.. now you can't be who you thought you used to be.. now you don't understand why the rage in you is a thing you can't understand (or control as a matter of fact!) You never were some aggressive kid then why?..well how you seem to be growing up into one?..you don't understand and this seems to trigger that rage some more (-_-) Maybe you'd like to scream: "What is happening..?" But no one seems to be wanting to hear you scream.....so you, not that you want to be, but you end up realising..after all now..you are just somebody screaming silently.. in vain.. . ©scribbles_of_chaos . #writer #wordgasm #wordporn #writerscommunity #writersofinstagram #writersofindia #poetsofindia #poetscommunity #journals #letters #tales #stories #pod #fiction #wordspill #ink #rage #silentscream #growingup #black #snippets #typo #scribbles #chaos #memories #lost #microtales https://www.instagram.com/p/BrvMLVkBe4_/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ljw9hldwdo8c

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stubbornfingers-blog · 5 years

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Maybe it was just me... I felt she was feeling safe in my warmth.... Or maybe... I felt kinda safe myself in the way I thought she was safe in my palms.. I loved her.. maybe her tiny body couldn't take and bear all my love😊..and I still picture her right here within my fingers.. I don't know why I wake to her sweet little "iyu iyu" often.. (coz she never meowed..only "iyu"ed🖤).. ..ummm..i mean often now..as now .. .. . doesn't matter.. I'll love her🖤 I might not have made the coolest mum though..but I know she used to feel me..my scent the moment i was near.. but no.. no ..no.. I should have known..No mom can be replaced.. And she needed her mum the most :') maybe she came to me to let me know how much i need to feel the love my mum gives me despite me being a terrible pain in her nerves often.. I don't know much.. But i feel like I know a few things maybe.. She left..like leaving me numb..just teardrops dripping out my eyes but I know I still feel her in my palms.. maybe I'll always😊 https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp11KpXhnSNC1veTRCXE7TurZKQSsAu582p45g0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=xevgmc035tq2

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I don't exactly remember when it all really began.. I had always been out of place wherever I was since I remember.. But these days my being out of place seems so out of place that I really don't know where I am anymore.. I wake up in the same room everyday and fall asleep the same way every night.. I close my eyes but my eyes don't give me the darkness I crave for anymore... I don't know where I am.. Last day I heard my mom talking to my sister about how much she loved me..but could never let me know.. I was not surprised! Afterall mom and I never really looked at each other anymore.. I don't know why I heard them sob and my sister teary eyed saying my mom that i know her and that i have always know them all.. WTF..was I dead already? 🙄🙄 I never really cared about the melodramas went around in my home about how I did not care..how I lived in my room.. Later as that day faded away into another sulking night I heard my dad arrive and I went to open the door.. I saw mom had already opened it.. I went outside and sat there.. I did not understand why they were all ignoring my existence... Yeah yeah I had egos they had egos..we all ignored each other now and then..but don't they even care to look me in the eye? Ah.. I got bored I went to my room and I slept😑 The next day I was excited as I could go back to class after some stupid days of happy holidays..ugh not that class excited me much but I could use a change in the air which I sulked maybe.. On the way in my bicycle I saw my mom n sister stopping by and getting on a cab and I couldn't help but wonder where they were off to.. Then I was like "ah..whatever" and I trodded off on my way anyway.. As I trodded off I couldnt believe what I saw!! I saw me!? Me?? Wait? What? I saw me with my mom and sister on that same stupid cab.. What was happening to me??? I saw me?? Was that me? Then who am I?? That me on that cab looked seriously doped..like a zombie.. Man.. I was not a damn ghost?! If I was a ghost then what the hell was I doing on my bicycle?! Everything I was thinking annoyed me.. I was so about burst in frustration when my stupid sister woke me up. . ©scribbles_of_chaos #scribblesofchaos #tales #wordporn https://www.instagram.com/p/BppLB8WFziu/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=m0s5v0so1vbb

#scribblesofchaos #tales #wordporn

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stubbornfingers-blog · 6 years

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....maybe past was all about giving you cheat codes to crack the new puzzles you come across..! ...maybe past was all about wasting time now..lost in its thoughts..! Maybe that's a paradox ..or maybe..its just that... some move on...and well some don't..! . P.S. Maybe it's just me going nuts😑 #lostinshakespeare #macbethkindasucks #objectivecorelative #threewitches #whyshakespearewhy https://www.instagram.com/p/BpR0BspnHGKBbEjmaUAL80CyW5UjOE4onCuXCo0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=52bpis28t19

#lostinshakespeare #macbethkindasucks #objectivecorelative #threewitches #whyshakespearewhy

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stubbornfingers-blog · 6 years

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Will you be afraid if someday all you hear is you telling yourself - "I wanna run away from all of this!" Like you are so damn tired of everything and you wanna give up.. But the simple thought of this scares you... Scares you for you don't know how everybody you love and everybody who loves you are gonna take it.. Like whatever you'd do would hurt them real bad.. And you.. You end up staring ahead.. not knowing what you should do.. You simply lay there in your bed... overthinking things..... and hurting.. ©scribbles_of_chaos . . . . . . #writerscommunity #writersnetwork #writingprompts #wordgasm #wordporn #wordspill #thoughts #words #poetsofinstagram #poetscommunity #poetsofindia #writersofindia #writersofinstagram #scribbles #scribblesofchaos #microtales #tales #snippets #broke #lost #numb #journal #pages #freeverse #ink #loner #weird #letters #hurting #blah #blahblahblah https://www.instagram.com/p/BpMpamhhSCA/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1k06pvb52lu4l

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