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merakicharm · 2 days

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Someone said it before me and rightly so, that we are all bits of the people around us. A certain habit of holding the teacup in a certain way acquired from your mom, a certain nonchalant attitude towards people who show off acquired from your dad perhaps, the habit of smiling at strangers acquired from a friend.

I think I'd like to add to that. If that is true aren't we also reactions of the people we are surrounded by? We help someone in an all too similar situation because no one helped us. We smile at someone who just sighed because no one gave two hoots when we bawled out our lungs. We don't join in the laughter of those who laugh at others because we were in their place once upon a time. We don't smile politely anymore because we have seen that smile and we didn't like it.

We are truly all, a combination of reflections and reactions then, aren't we?

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merakicharm · 4 months

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Speak to yourself the way you would speak to your lover.

Be liberal with yourself the way you would with your crush.

Love yourself like the way you would love your most beloved people.

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merakicharm · 4 months

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(Takes place after the attack on Mr Choi Gang-u by Lee Yeong Ho in place of Kim Min Joon in episode 16)

"But why did Lee Yeong Ho have Ko Jin Cheol's cellphone with him in the first place?" Ha-ri wondered aloud.

"I think... he was planning on finishing me and turning himself in, saying Joo Hyeongi instigated him to do it" Kim Min Joon rose from his seat with a sombre expression.

Ha-ri's heart stuttered at that.

"Is he insane?" she thundered, springing up from her own chair, startling, Nu-ri, Cheetah and Kim Min Joon himself. "Is he so loyal to Chairman Cha?? Even if that man tells him to kill himself he'll do that also? Arghhh!! This is so annoying!"

The three men around her looked at each other and then back at her. Kim Min Joon cleared his throat, and Nu-ri and Cheetahsshi gave each other sly glances. But Ha-ri was too worked up to notice either of them. Striding forward with clenched fists, she threw a punch at the wall, scrunching her eyes shut and expecting the grating pain and ready to welcome it. Pain could distract her from this crazy guy and his even more crazy plans. And perhaps the rush of some other emotions she felt too.

But the hit didn't cause even the remotest feeling of pain. Instead, she felt something soft around her hand. Opening her eyes, she found her fist trapped within Kim Min Joon's larger gentler hand. Cheetahsshi and Nu-ri were staring at the sight with barely suppressed grins.

"That's enough Ha-ri-ssi. I thought I told you not to hurt yourself?" Kim Min Joon was staring into her eyes, eyebrows quirked. She scowled at him. "Yahh! Let go of my hand!"

"Not unless you promise me you won't hurt yourself again"

She scowled even more harshly at that, trying to stare him down. He stared right back at her, unflinching. It was probably when they exceeded more than a minute of staring at each other that Cheetahssi spoke up.

"Uhhh Pentium-ssi, I am exhausted after all that action and drama. I think I'll crash. What about you, Pentium-ssi?"

"Ahh, yes yes, me too. Cheetahsshi, I think I'll sleep too. It's been a long day for me. Not resting won't do my wounds any good either"

In her peripheral vision, she saw them slinking out of the room, quiet and subtle. But really, she was more focused on the man in front of her than the two leaving.

In a very low voice that oozed threat and danger, she enunciated each word.

"Kim Min Joon. Let go of my hand. Right now."

Kim Min Joon simply stared down at her. And that infuriated her too. He was so tall and handsome with lips that looked so kissable and eyes which held so many promises. They were staring at her right now. Ha-ri saw love and worry in them. His eyes were always worried when they found her in a tough or vulnerable position.

Finally relenting, "It won't hurt me all that much", she said in a softer tone. Kim Min Joon had not moved or spoken yet. He was eyeing her silently, hand still clasped within his. Ha-ri stepped closer and closer, watching him for any reaction. His eyes simply followed her. She came right up to him, the tip of her nose almost touching his chin.

"Min Joonah," she whispered.

He inhaled sharply at that.

Now that she was so near him, Ha-ri felt that undeniable urge to touch him, hug him, pat him, anything which allowed her to be ensured of his physical presence and most of all, safety.

Self control Ha-ri, self control. Self-control Ha-ri, self-control, self-control, self-control she chanted in her head.

"Min Joonah" she whispered even more softly if possible. Kim Min Joon gulped, bringing her attention to his Adam's apple bobbing up and down. Some primal thirst in her flared and she ended up gulping herself. Kim Min Joon looked down at the movement and then raised his eyes to her eyes and then back down to her lips. He slowly loosened his grip on her hand, letting go altogether. Ha-ri rested her hand on his waist.

"Ha-ri"

There was warning in his voice.

"That sounds nicer" she observed.

"You like it when I call you by your name? Without any honorifics?" he questioned her.

"Ah ahh," Ha-ri gaped. She hadn't realised she was talking aloud. Pursing her lips, she stared mutely at him. A smirk was fast making its way onto his face.

"It's not like that! Yahh!"

"Ha-ri. Ha-ri. Ha-ri."

"Kim Min Joon!!" she huffed.

"Ha-ri. Ha-ri. Ha-ri. Ha-ri. Ha-"

Min Joon's chanting was abruptly brought to an end when Ha-ri with both her hands pulled at his collar, dragged him to her level and pressed her lips against his plush ones. For a few moments, there was really no response from Min Joon.

"Min Joonah, if you didn't like that, I am sorry" she apologized rapidly, stepping back and away from him. All along, she had thought this whole thing was mutual and for all his flirting, Min Joon was just as invested in them as she was. She didn't even know if the kiss had been the problem. Maybe he hadn't come around to trusting even her when it came too close to his liking. As ten thousand thousand and more thoughts rushed into her head, she felt Kim Min Joon's eyes on her. It made her feel sad and anxious now, after his blatant refusal of her.

Just as she was about to turn away, a pair of strong hands grabbed her waist and pulled her to Kim Min Joon. Startled, she stared up at him. He was breathing deeply, eyes fixed on her alone.

"Ha-ri"

The teasing was gone. In its place was barely concealed urgency.

"Min Joon?" she sounded unsure.

Hands still clutching her waist, he held her impossibly close to him. Bending down, he laid his forehead on hers.

"Ha-ri"

"Min Joon" she whispered back.

"Ha-ri" he raised his head and stared at her lips.

"Can I?" he stared into her eyes. She nodded. Very slowly, Min Joon closed the distance between them, until he was an inch away from her lips.

"Ha-ri-ah" he murmured and then they were kissing.

To be kissed by Kim Min Joon made her feel as if she was in the seventh heaven of delight. Fireworks went off and off in the back of her head. Ha-ri closed her eyes tightly, and grabbed at the hem of his shirt, fisting it hard. The way he did it so flawlessly, so perfectly irked her.

Am I not the first woman he's dated? she thought angrily to herself. The thought made her nip harshly at Min Joon's bottom lip, causing him to pull away and stare at her, confused.

"What's wrong?"

Apparently, her face practically announced that she was angry.

"Nothing" She was still clutching at his hem but looked away in embarrassment. One hand still on her hips, Kim Min Joon used his other hand to guide her face back to him

"Tell me what's wrong" Kim Min Joon's voice was soft and gentle. That made her even more embarrassed. She kept mum.

"Please?" he whined softly, palm flat against her cheek now.

"This was not your first time, was it?" she asked, somewhat petulantly.

Whatever Kim Min Joon had been expecting, this definitely had not been it.

"Huh?"

"What?" she shot back. Min Joon's eyes widened at her tone.

"Ok ok, I did have a girlfriend or two back in Germany, but never a serious relationship with any of them, alright? I didn't love them"

It was on the tip of Ha-ri's tongue to ask her whether they were pretty. Prettier than her. But Min Joon beat her to it.

"And before you even think about it, they were nowhere near as beautiful as you" he smiled at her

"As if!" she scoffed.

Min Joon laughed softly. That irritated Ha-ri. She lunged for his lips a second time, kissing him so fiercely he almost lost his balance and stumbled. Once again, she nipped at his lips.

Min Joon broke off laughing loud and like bells chiming.

"You really are a fierce lady Jang Hari-ssi!"

Ha-ri smiled an annoyed smile at him and then wrapped her arms around him, embracing him softly. His gentle arms wrapped around her slim built in a minute, pulling her closer. She rested her head against his chiselled chest, comforted and comfortable.

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merakicharm · 6 months

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studying in an Amrita University is just pain on so many different levels.

Got insulted by the warden for violating the dress code apparently (ever heard of personal choice ma'am? istg these people see skin and get all up people's faces) but been telling them about the rat scampering up and down my corridor and so far nil action taken.

smh.

#older generation #bodyshaming #mybodymychoice #who the fuck #personal care #tank top #fashion hazard #amrita university #amrita vishwa vidyapeetham #woes of amrita uni student

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merakicharm · 7 months

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And once again, it all sucks

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merakicharm · 7 months

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And on that day of parting and well wishes, it seemed as if the sky too shed a few tears for them who had been together for so long but had to inevitably part.

Of course, the sun breaking through the clouds promised them chance meetings and planned reunions in the future.

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merakicharm · 7 months

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One dependable person makes a world of difference.

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merakicharm · 8 months

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I have been making a fool of myself more than anyone else. Imagine knowing the exact way things are going to play out and still going ahead and giving people not second or third chances but a whole lifetime of chances.

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merakicharm · 10 months

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📖 // Weak Side by S J Sylvis

🌜 // Tropes - sports romance, forced proximity, fake dating, opposites attract

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merakicharm · 10 months

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A million kisses in your lifetime by Monica Murphy.

This has been such a wonderful read.

As I was reading the book, someone on Bookstagram said that Crew Lancaster behaved like a mafia don when he was just a highschooler, and I immediately narrowed my eyes, began reading his scenes with extra focus, paid him more attention than I did to Wren. But nop. I can honestly say that no doesn't do that. His character development has been crazy guys, cuz the way he went from i don't give a sh!t attitude to I'll do anything for my girl servitude? Grrrrl I am...floored.

Wren's character was perfect too cuz like Crew said she was a smart one. Always was. she just needed someone to unclip the wings her dad had stapled. And Crew did just that. She was a fresh breath of air. Innocent but bold, sexy but shy, hot but pure.

And the plot? 🤌🏻✨😘

looking at the cover one might think this was gonna be a dark romance, maybe it was, but personally, it was so so sweet. Yes there were some terrible moments in there, especially for Wren but the way Crew or her mom towards the end tries to protect her from it or salvage it for her was just so *chef's kiss*

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merakicharm · 10 months

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her obsession with the frying pan got me.

also, the villain will die from being hit with a frying pan?

please i-

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merakicharm · 10 months

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the bestest scene EveRrRrr.

i mean the thrill? the goosebumps? the pure chills? i swear the hair on my arm were standing up and watching it.

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merakicharm · 10 months

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people talking about how the worst heartbreak is breaking up of lovers please y'all watched your parents' siblings, your aunts n uncles falling head over heels crazy in love for you the moment you're born, being whipped for you more than for their own literal children and babying you but then they become grandparents and suddenly you're not the centre of attention and affection but someone else is?

Yeah that's actual true heartbreak n you can't even complain cuz it's a child n ur just being immature n insecure asf but it's just so-

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merakicharm · 11 months

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S04E09 of Teen Wolf. Stiles getting mad at the printer was hilariously relatable for no logical reason except ofcourse for the relatability of it.