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i think deciding to love someone continually is like reading the same book again, but each time finding a different line that hits deep and makes you think about something you didn't realize before. and you decide to read it again and again, knowing you'll never get enough of it, knowing you'll always find something new about them to love.

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One day you think: I want to die. And then you think, very quietly, actually I want a coffee. I want a nap. A sandwich. A book. And I want to die turns day by day into I want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friends, I want to sit in the sun. I want a cleaner room, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else, I want to live.

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No matter how many moonlights pass the loneliness is uncontrollable.

𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓻𝓮𝓲

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Ever cried in your bed curled up in a ball because you’re alive and can’t die?

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“I loved you in a way I wished someone would love me.”

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i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.

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“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everyone is doing so many things with their lives. I am just here. Frozen. I have been a ghost for years. I wonder if that is all I will ever be.”

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Don’t look her in the eyes you can see the pain inside that’ll leave a demon terrified.

𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓻𝓮𝓲

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Te necesito… pero no estás. te amo… y no apareces. Lloro del dolor.

𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓻𝓮𝓲

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i love tumblr so much it’s the only one place where i can throw all my pain away and leave

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Sometimes I find myself searching the crowds as if you’ll come to me eventually.

𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓻𝓮𝓲

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“I am tired of myself tonight. I should like to be somebody else.”

— The Picture of Dorian Gray, Oscar Wilde